00:13I know you won't listen to what I have to say
00:20One about the other, any day
00:27Yeah, I do get tired
00:30I'm here to go away
00:34But now I'm just accepting
00:37It's the way my brain will stay
00:40Why would I, why would I
00:44Why would I, why would I
00:49Why would I, why would I
00:50Why would I, why would I
00:53I had a dream
01:08running
01:11The lockdown
01:13There are no
01:14Yes, we are
01:15I'm sure
01:18Share
01:19I had a dream, I was learning, then your love took it from me.
01:25I had a dream, I was learning, then your love took it from me.
01:30I had a dream, I was learning, then your love took it from me.
01:36Ask me what I think I believe, I need to see you.
01:41Look, you're just stressed.
01:45When you're emotional, your cycle gets all messed up.
01:50Got one.
01:52It's a wee bit historical, but they still work.
01:58Thanks.
02:13What now?
02:15You just leave it on the bath for a few minutes.
02:36How long for?
02:37Just long enough for you to tell me all about it.
02:41Not today, please, Nan.
02:43With Ensign boy?
02:44Aaron?
02:45Your first boyfriend, he gets shot dead after one shag.
02:49You could be sat here now, pregnant with his child.
02:52Is it ready yet?
02:53No, not yet.
03:00Dad did this.
03:02Got you pregnant?
03:05Killed Aaron.
03:05Oh, come on.
03:07You're not new to this world.
03:09Don't act a fool.
03:10It was dad and his men.
03:11Your dad, he doesn't call the shots now.
03:15Right, but it's his world, isn't it?
03:17I'm not sure it is anymore.
03:23Will I give you my vape?
03:26Just to relax you for the day.
03:33Oh, that's sort you out.
03:40I'm sorry about your boyfriend.
03:44I mean, I know I haven't got a leg to stand on when it comes to men,
03:48but I do think that was a bad choice.
03:54You are not with child.
03:59Just relax today, aye?
04:01Thanks, Nan.
04:03And that test, it's prehistoric, so get yourself a backup, OK?
04:06OK.
04:06Now we're actually waiting.
04:08Oh, what!
04:16Ok.
04:21Play now, Maya.
04:23All right.
04:23Mario, you can find this, Sophia Mes,
04:23what does that?
04:23Yup?
04:24Go on.
04:25Coffee.
04:36No, no, don't actually date many rulers of the world.
04:59I'm going to show you how to do it.
05:25Go home, you little weirdo.
05:34You wantin' somethin'?
05:43Catchin'?
05:48You nosy.
05:53Oh.
05:54It's right for the snack cupboard.
05:57Mm-mm.
05:58I put those on when I was really little.
06:00My mum went mad.
06:03Are they whales?
06:05Mm-hmm.
06:05Whales are my favourite animal.
06:08It's my wardrobe.
06:11What is this?
06:12What are you doing?
06:13What is this animal for?
06:14Shut up, it's nice.
06:16This is a big lump?
06:17Mm-hmm.
06:19Why does the cupboard look like this?
06:21I don't know.
06:23I was just asking.
06:24Right.
06:24Well, I didn't buy them, did I?
06:26Fine.
06:26I just won't say anything.
06:28Oh, my God.
06:45They grow on you.
06:53So, why are you not at school?
07:02You have to say something, you wee brat.
08:17I had a great time with you the other night, coming to see you.
08:24I had a great time with you the other night, coming to see you.
08:44What are you doing? You've got mud everywhere. When are you going home?
08:50You're going to Buckford. Wow. She speaks.
08:58Buckford. Downstairs. Come on then.
09:02What? Come play with the box.
09:27Oh, there's no shit. There's no shit. There's no shit.
09:40Bobby Bob. So, Bobby Bob. I can't tell how many there are.
09:45Squat. Huh? There's three. So, Bobby Bob, Squat and Joe.
09:51Bobby Bob is the longest one, probably.
09:54Squat. He's the smallest. There was two.
09:58You might have both of them.
10:02Jimmy.
10:06He's our rainbow flag.
10:09Ah!
10:16Why, will I swing?
10:24Why are we doing the same?
10:30I might go fly back to the shop.
10:32Fly back? Why? What did you forget?
10:34Cheerios.
10:35You got them? Yes.
10:44When are you going home?
10:45When I want to.
10:48Won't your parents be worried?
10:50No. Are yours?
10:52They might be.
10:53They come home and find you.
10:56Kidnapping's probably the only crime we're not known for, you know?
11:04There's a lot of chaos over here.
11:05There is.
11:10I'm not going home.
11:13I'm not going home.
11:16We're going home.
11:18I'm not going home.
11:21You're i will my family.
11:23Into the stable
12:17But is it worth it?
12:24Is it worth it?
12:48No.
12:50No.
12:57No.
13:16It's ok. Feel this. You see? Look, feel.
13:29You need help.
14:20You need help.
14:24You need help.
14:48You're drying your hair, sis, down. Do you want a black job a bit? Knock, knock.
14:55Who's there? No. You say knock, knock and I will answer the door.
15:01OK. Knock, knock. Wow. What is this at my door?
15:07Whoa.
15:11It's quite big. Maybe some chocolate? An animal?
15:21Very well. I'm getting cold.
15:24It's a bit sassy.
15:30What's a gift? I think I'll keep it.
15:38My mum and dad do that for me.
15:46How much do you miss him?
15:49A lot.
15:53What does it feel like?
15:57I don't know yet.
15:59I miss him too.
16:02What do you mean?
16:04I think I would have missed him.
16:08If I knew him.
16:13I think you would have too.
16:18I love you.
16:19I love my mum and dad. Is it similar to that?
16:24Just a little bit, yeah.
16:32Do your mum and dad love each other?
16:36Yeah.
16:38Mum says dad is a fairytale ending.
16:42I want a love story like that.
16:47My mum used to say that about my dad.
16:52She must be sad.
16:59She is.
17:02Do you want to talk to him?
17:06Who?
17:07Aaron.
17:12How?
17:14I can do it.
17:15You can't tell anyone though.
17:17They'll think you're mad.
17:23Yes.
17:35What do we do?
17:38We wait.
17:41For what?
17:44Shut your eyes.
17:55It won't work otherwise.
17:59Okay.
18:12Hi.
18:16Hi.
18:21You okay?
18:26I'm okay.
18:30No bacon.
18:32No bacon.
18:35I'm sorry.
18:39I'm sorry too.
18:41I wish I'd have actually known you.
18:45You knew the good bits.
18:47I wanted to know the bad bits too.
18:49You knew mine.
18:51I made you who you are.
18:53The Shannon I love.
18:55I love you.
18:59I mean all I can see when I close my eyes is that guy who killed you.
19:05I don't want to keep seeing that.
19:11but let me help you.
19:12Let me help you just see me.
19:18Let me just see me.
19:18Let me help you to just see me too.
19:26Look at me.
19:31Look at me
19:42Where's Aaron?
19:43Always him
19:44What about me?
19:46I don't want you
19:48I want Aaron
19:50Let me help you see me
19:52Now that I get rid of fucking Aaron
20:08Let me help you
20:24Let me help you
21:03Let me help you
21:25Just packing up and leaving
21:28Without telling us
21:29I told your mum
21:31But not your kids
21:33I thought she'd say something
21:35What is that her job is it?
21:37To tell your kids that you're leaving them
21:39I'm not leaving you Shannon
21:40I'm still your dad
21:40Right
21:42You know it feels like you're just fucking giving up on this family dad
21:46A pretty tense time might I add
21:48You and your men just fucking killed a boy
21:50You don't like me at the moment Shannon
21:52But I'm not making those decisions anymore
21:59You've always been selfish you know that
22:03Now you're just giving up on mum
22:05And your wife
22:07The woman you promised a fairy tale ending
22:09Look I can't handle this today
22:11Okay okay
22:11Okay
22:12What it's not on your schedule is it?
22:15What you're just going?
22:17Dad
22:19Dad
22:20Dad
22:21Dad
22:23You spineless selfish cunt
22:31Dad
22:33Dad
22:33Dad
22:33Dad
22:34Dad
22:36Dad
22:38I don't know.
23:15I don't know.
23:45I don't know.
24:18I don't know.
24:24I don't know.
24:27What are you doing, Mian?
24:30Who?
24:32Sam.
24:43I hate that daft prick as much as you do.
24:47Maybe even more.
25:00Have you ever had a sandwich from that place at the end of the road?
25:15Aye. Quite often.
25:18Well, have you ever noticed that the guy never washes his hands?
25:26You've ruined my favourite lunch spot.
25:30Hmm.
25:33Life's unfair, innit?
25:36Yep.
25:42I'm sorry.
25:44About Aaron.
25:47I really liked you.
25:57I miss him.
26:00You do.
26:05I don't think he'd be bored about the sandwich guy.
26:08I used to see him.
26:10Dropping his sandwich.
26:12On this...
26:14fucking manky floor.
26:16Pack it up, stuff and make back in his mouth.
26:18I don't know. Disgusting.
26:23I know your dad.
26:28Strange, no?
26:31When we were kids, our dad worked for your family.
26:38And your dad was the only one who checked in on us.
26:44Came to the funeral.
26:47We'd give us money.
26:52Call my mum. Make sure we were doing OK.
26:58Nobody else.
27:08He wasn't involved.
27:11He wasn't involved.
27:12With Aaron.
27:16Oh, no.
27:22Some move.
27:29Some move.
27:30Some move.
27:38Some move.
27:39Some move.
27:40She could've never been too old.
27:43She could've never been too old, Sam.
27:48No.
27:48I'm all around her.
27:59I'm all around her.
28:09Let's go.
28:35Let's go.
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