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00:04Tell me.
00:14That's difficult.
00:20Cat's been calling.
00:24Do you want to come round?
00:27No.
00:30You have to mix the worlds at some point.
00:39Do you want to be here?
00:44Yes.
00:49Yes.
01:00No.
01:04No.
01:06No.
01:16No.
01:18And your love took it from me
01:19I had a dream, I was learning
01:23And your love took it from me
01:25I had a dream, I was learning
01:29And your love took it from me
01:31Ask me what I think I believe
01:33I need to see you
01:52I think I should start jogging
01:55You've been saying it for years
02:00Hm
02:06Steele Skeller
02:09Yeah
02:09Could get matching Lycra
02:19We could
02:25As long as you wear the hot pink
02:50Okay
02:51Let's go.
03:24What'd you get?
03:33They'll get to us.
03:35They're busy. Everyone wants their time.
03:40You trying to get me fat?
03:42I'm trying. I'm succeeding, you big lump.
03:45Speak for yourself. You're spilling over those trousers.
03:48Thanks.
04:02I'm scared she might be interested.
04:04I don't know about that, man.
04:11Mum, are you okay?
04:12Yeah, I'm good. I was passing by.
04:15Passing by?
04:17Yeah, I was nearby. I thought I'd pop in.
04:21Are they your friends?
04:24They look nice.
04:28Do you want to, um...
04:31Do you want to go to the cafe?
04:32Yeah.
04:33Okay. Yeah.
04:34Yeah, okay.
04:40Do you think I could have come to a place like this?
04:43Of course.
04:44You would have been president of all the unions.
04:52What's going on, Mum?
04:55I've given you guys a bad childhood.
05:00Haven't I?
05:04We had a great childhood.
05:08Everything we needed.
05:10But your dad and the work.
05:13Kids shouldn't be exposed to that.
05:15You shouldn't have been exposed to that.
05:18It was always Dad pushing that world into our lives.
05:20I went into it with my eyes open.
05:22Yeah, they gave you no other choice.
05:24And that doesn't mean you can't want something different now, Ma.
05:33I've no idea what I want.
05:38That's okay.
05:40Me neither.
05:49Right, look.
05:51That's Matthew.
05:53He was shipped off the boarding school as soon as he could breathe.
05:56Works her way in here till 1 or 2 a.m. every day.
06:00Obviously hates himself.
06:02Her.
06:03Had to go up watching her dad verbally abusing her mum.
06:07No idea how to navigate a relationship with men now.
06:12Not sure it's wrong with that guy, but someone definitely is.
06:18You did a great job.
06:22Let's have some food.
06:23They do a great pasta.
06:25It's a bit carb heavy.
06:27Carbs, carbs, carbs.
06:29Come on.
06:30Let's have a carb day for once.
06:35Okay.
06:35Hey.
06:39You snoring again.
06:41I don't snore.
06:43The neighbours beg to differ.
06:46Is it the nice kind of snoring or the bad kind?
06:48The nice kind.
06:52Shut up.
07:05Until she keeps feeling.
07:12Oh, bubbly.
07:16Burpa.
07:17Do we know, put them in this water?
07:28Out there.
07:34We all feel good,ему.
08:00You okay?
08:05Not really.
08:08I'm sorry, Mum.
08:11Are you okay?
08:28I'm sorry.
08:33I'm sorry.
08:34I'm sorry, I wasn't happy.
08:36My dad said he was leaving.
08:38I know.
08:38I know you are.
08:47You had your own law school, huh?
08:53Dad came by to pack up his stuff.
08:57I'm sorry, I couldn't bear to tell you.
09:00I fucking hate him.
09:06Me too, right now.
09:11Come here.
09:18I'm in.
09:19I'm in.
09:20No, no, no, no.
09:22I'm in.
09:44I'm in.
10:05It's cold, come back to bed, yeah give me a minute.
10:17You know what, I like having you young.
10:58Luke?
11:00Hey, what are you doing here?
11:05This is my boy Luke.
11:07Can we talk?
11:10Not really, no, I got an appointment.
11:12I can get myself there.
11:13You can't get yourself back.
11:15Well that gives you a couple of hours to talk.
11:18It's good to meet you.
11:19You two.
11:36Mum wanted to come.
11:38Um, said she's been calling.
11:44She had.
11:49You liking it here?
11:52Yeah.
11:54Um, tea or milk?
11:56Mm-hmm.
11:57Black coffee.
11:58Okay.
11:59Any foods?
12:00No, I'm good.
12:01Me too.
12:02Okay.
12:05Black coffee?
12:07Well I haven't too hot chocolate.
12:15Are you then?
12:19I'm a what?
12:19I'm...
12:20I'm liking it here.
12:27It's different.
12:30Not as much football.
12:32Thank God.
12:33Aye.
12:35Aye.
12:44Um...
12:45Uh, Tom.
12:47How's, um...
12:49Bargon?
12:53Fine.
12:55Yeah.
13:03Um...
13:04I think...
13:05Mum's worried about Sam and Shannon.
13:13Listen.
13:16That's going to take a little bit of time to adapt.
13:20She thinks Sam won't look out for them.
13:25What if something happens to Mum or Shannon?
13:28It's not.
13:29I won't.
13:30You don't know that.
13:31I won't, like.
13:44Look, Dad, I want you to be happy.
13:47Truly.
13:51Could you just answer the phone to Mum
13:53so I don't have to be a go-between?
13:55Call Mum back, just something.
14:01I can't right now.
14:13Thanks.
14:29Were you and Mum ever happy?
14:33Like, truly happy?
14:38We're the best friends.
14:47That's a lot of life to have sacrificed for you both.
15:08What about you?
15:11Are you happy?
15:13Do you like it here?
15:15Do you think?
15:18Do you think I'll end up staying?
15:23But I like it here, yeah?
15:24Yeah.
15:29What do you like about it?
15:34I don't know.
15:39I like the people.
15:40Mm-hmm.
15:43I like being no one.
15:47I like my friends not being scared off by my family.
15:51But I also like not being scared off by Mum.
15:55I guess I feel like I can breathe.
16:02That sounds silly, right?
16:11Feeling good?
16:12You look good.
16:14Concerned about your cholesterol, though.
16:16I did just have a packet of crisps.
16:18I don't think it'll just be the crisps.
16:20I'll send you home with a list of things to keep an eye out for on your diet.
16:24How are you feeling about starting the chemo?
16:28Okay.
16:29Yeah, ready.
16:31When you come in next, it'll be the induction stage of the therapy.
16:35Sorry, Doctor, but I mean, that's a big decision to make, you know?
16:39Seems crazy to decide that after one medical opinion.
16:43Must be some other avenues we can explore, you know?
16:45I'm afraid the NHS doesn't really work like that.
16:49I'm the only specialist in this hospital.
17:03Look, we've got to go private.
17:05No, I like it here.
17:07That's shite.
17:09I like my doctor.
17:11He knows my history.
17:13Yeah, but we'll get more care.
17:14Better care.
17:15No.
17:16I'll pee.
17:17Will you stop throwing your weight around?
17:19It's my life and my health.
17:22I'll get the car, you get the prescription.
17:42Come on.
17:44Pam.
17:45Hey, Pam.
17:47Come on.
17:48What, am I like 10, 20 minutes late?
17:49It's a busy area, from late to late.
17:52I was in the hospital.
17:53There's a lot of that around here.
17:55Somebody else might need your spot for an appointment.
17:57Come on, give me a break.
18:01You're just a fucking prick, aren't you?
18:03Hey, watch your tone.
18:04Watch my tone.
18:05Aye.
18:05Hey.
18:08happened to college.
18:08Oh.
18:18Oh, boy.
18:26That's my post.
18:26Hey.
18:28Hey.
18:31You got it.
18:32Close be voglia.
18:32You're a lock.
18:33Ugh.
18:33I got it.
18:33I got it.
18:35Hey.
18:42Oh.
18:44Oh.
18:47Oh.
19:36You two, well, you should come over.
19:38You know, the pork toast, it's incredible.
19:40No, I can't. I've got to watch my cholesterol now.
19:42Oh! Well, we've got salads.
19:44Oh, my God. Let's get a taxi now.
19:46I need to eat that salad.
19:48No, they're really good, honestly.
19:52What about you? Do you like your foods?
19:56If it's beige, then I'll eat it.
20:00I can't get him to accept vegetables just yet.
20:03I saw him inhale.
20:04A multi-bag of six croissants this morning.
20:07French croissants. Croissants.
20:09Croissants. Sorry, darling. So cultured.
20:11You've always been a cultured boy. I'm rich.
20:13Certainly have.
20:16I can't go to France any more. I start sneezing. I'm allergic.
20:19To France? To the grass, I think.
20:21I think there's, like, a hay fever problem.
20:23Oh, right. Just in France?
20:26I don't know that it was all the time, but the last one was there.
20:27I was, like, bad. That's weird.
20:29No!
20:47Just gonna get a refill. Okay.
20:53You get any holidays booked?
20:55She wants to go in.
21:01That was really nice. Thank you.
21:20You okay?
21:24I spoke to Kat.
21:28Yeah?
21:42That go okay?
21:46Bit of shouting and swearing to begin with.
21:50As we expected.
21:53Things aren't going well.
21:55With Sam.
22:01Are family okay?
22:04He's being impulsive.
22:09Violent.
22:11Acting without thinking.
22:17You always had that in him, but...
22:22I guess I was able to keep it in check.
22:28No, he's in charge.
22:33Could you talk to him?
22:40Nothing is beyond that.
22:45You're worried about them?
22:50No.
23:01I can't go back.
23:05I can't.
23:07No.
23:08You don't have to right now.
23:13That was so good, isn't it?
23:14That job, but...
23:21I can't even imagine doing it again.
23:39What made you get at it?
23:46I was always willing to do anything...
23:49for the family.
23:52The kids.
23:55The people I loved.
24:00Anything.
24:07I couldn't always talk to them, but I could make sure they had everything, you know?
24:19And then...
24:23After a while, it just becomes...
24:28Normal.
24:28Normal.
24:33And the more you do that...
24:37The harder it is to step away.
24:43Did you want to?
24:46Step away?
24:51All the time.
24:55I was always doing it for somebody.
24:59My dad.
25:04And them.
25:18And I started to love the feeling.
25:27Walking into a room...
25:32Everybody knows you, they are.
25:37The entire community treating you like a hero.
25:47That feeling.
25:52I can't describe it.
25:56That's...
25:59Pure power.
26:09I've done things.
26:12Done.
26:18I've done...
26:20I've done some bad things.
26:32Do you think I'm evil?
26:37I think that you survived.
26:42I think...
26:43You found your place in a hard world.
26:50I...
26:51I love you.
26:56I love you for you.
26:59Every part of you.
27:05I love the Dylan inside my flat.
27:10And I love the Dylan outside of it.
27:19But...
27:19If this is the world that you truly want to be in...
27:23Then you need to let your family into it too.
27:25And I think, what is this...?
27:25That you need to do?
27:27It's theShow either.
27:34What?
27:36Howzy asyl...
27:44I am.
27:46I feel your way in here.
27:51I want you to know that you and Luke mean the world to me.
28:06Child, I'm so sorry for what happened.
28:11For what you've had to see.
28:17I know your heart must be breaking right now.
28:26I've been so selfish.
28:30I realise I meant a lot to you.
28:35There are things about our family, about me, that you don't know.
28:43Let me explain why I'm in this world.
29:01I hate to say goodbye, but it's better to let them know.
29:06I hate to say goodbye, but it's better to let them know.
29:11Don't try to force it, cause we might just play.
29:20Cause if the cap doesn't fit, don't hesitate.
29:25I don't care, I don't care
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