💑 90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days (2017) - Season 8 Episode 19
Love knows no borders—but trust is earned. In Episode 19, couples navigate the emotional rollercoaster of long-distance romance: video call arguments, family introductions, visa anxieties, and the ultimate question: will they meet in person? Watch as cultural differences, financial pressures, and heartfelt moments collide in this gripping chapter.
🔹 Episode Highlights:
• [Hook: "A shocking revelation tests [couple's name]'s commitment across miles"]
• Relationship milestones: first "I love you," meeting the parents, visa paperwork stress
• Cultural clashes: traditions, expectations, and finding common ground
• Emotional confessions: doubts, hopes, and the courage to take the next step
• Tell-All tease: what happens when the couples finally face each other?
🔹 Series Info:
• Format: Reality Dating / International Romance / Documentary-Style Series
• Original Network: TLC / Discovery+ / Max (International)
• Series Launch: 2017 | Season: 8 | Episode: 19
• Focus: Couples Before K-1 Visa Journey – Long-Distance Love Stories
• Setting: Global – USA, Colombia, Philippines, Russia, Middle East & more
• Language: English (Original Audio + Subtitles for foreign segments)
• Runtime: ~90 minutes (full) | Clip/Highlight version: ~10-15 min
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#90DayFiance #BeforeThe90Days #B490D #RealityDating #TLC #S8E19 #LongDistanceLove #InternationalRomance #BingeWatch #90DayFamily #VisaJourney #LoveWithoutBorders
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Love knows no borders—but trust is earned. In Episode 19, couples navigate the emotional rollercoaster of long-distance romance: video call arguments, family introductions, visa anxieties, and the ultimate question: will they meet in person? Watch as cultural differences, financial pressures, and heartfelt moments collide in this gripping chapter.
🔹 Episode Highlights:
• [Hook: "A shocking revelation tests [couple's name]'s commitment across miles"]
• Relationship milestones: first "I love you," meeting the parents, visa paperwork stress
• Cultural clashes: traditions, expectations, and finding common ground
• Emotional confessions: doubts, hopes, and the courage to take the next step
• Tell-All tease: what happens when the couples finally face each other?
🔹 Series Info:
• Format: Reality Dating / International Romance / Documentary-Style Series
• Original Network: TLC / Discovery+ / Max (International)
• Series Launch: 2017 | Season: 8 | Episode: 19
• Focus: Couples Before K-1 Visa Journey – Long-Distance Love Stories
• Setting: Global – USA, Colombia, Philippines, Russia, Middle East & more
• Language: English (Original Audio + Subtitles for foreign segments)
• Runtime: ~90 minutes (full) | Clip/Highlight version: ~10-15 min
🎧 Prefer audio? Listen to 90 Day Fiancé recaps & reality TV podcasts on Spotify, Apple Podcasts.
👉 Enjoying the series? Hit LIKE, SUBSCRIBE, and comment: "Which couple do YOU think will make it to Day 90? 👇💑" Turn on notifications 🔔 so you never miss the next update!
#90DayFiance #BeforeThe90Days #B490D #RealityDating #TLC #S8E19 #LongDistanceLove #InternationalRomance #BingeWatch #90DayFamily #VisaJourney #LoveWithoutBorders
⚠️ Copyright Disclaimer: This video is shared for promotional, review, and informational purposes only. All rights to "90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days" belong to TLC, Discovery Communications, and Sharp Entertainment. This upload complies with Fair Use guidelines (Section 107, U.S. Copyright Act). No copyright infringement intended.
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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Would you feel better about Michael if I just cut him out of my life?
00:00:09No, I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
00:00:13I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
00:00:17And I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
00:00:20We can still be friends.
00:00:23But not best friend.
00:00:25Not that weird friendship.
00:00:30I really want you to stay.
00:00:33It's tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
00:00:36But I think mom was kind of right.
00:00:39Getting you to the United States is the best option.
00:00:45Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
00:00:49And I'm worried that she could break us apart.
00:00:56When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa?
00:01:00So I can live here in Belize.
00:01:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:01:07No.
00:01:08Based on everything that he said to me, I had always thought that I was going to be the one
00:01:13moving here.
00:01:14I'll ask you, sweetie.
00:01:16I love you.
00:01:17I love you.
00:01:19It's just really weird timing.
00:01:21And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:01:27How do you plan to make this work?
00:01:29If I was to move here, where would we go?
00:01:31Who would pay for it?
00:01:32You and I find a place we move in together?
00:01:34Josh tells me everything I want to hear.
00:01:37But there's no action.
00:01:39Am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
00:01:42I believe that it will work.
00:01:44I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
00:01:48The ball's in your court.
00:01:51At this point, every penny has to go towards getting you to America.
00:01:56I cannot send any more money.
00:02:03Chippet.
00:02:05This is very hard.
00:02:06I feel like I'm not going to see him again, even though I know I'm going to.
00:02:09I'm making these plans, but I'm thinking what if they fall through.
00:02:15I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings for her, too.
00:02:20I don't have nothing to do with you.
00:02:22Just please.
00:02:24I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
00:02:29I wish you realized that I do love her and I do want us to be together.
00:02:36Let's be in love.
00:02:57I just feel so gross.
00:02:59I'm a mess.
00:02:59I'm tired.
00:03:00I'm so confused.
00:03:02I don't even know what to do.
00:03:04I'm so tired.
00:03:06I'm literally leaving for the airport in one hour.
00:03:10And he just left.
00:03:22Do I text him and say, like, where are you?
00:03:24Like, are you taking me to the airport?
00:03:28Oh, my God.
00:03:28He stopped sharing his location with me.
00:03:31I'm going to stop sharing mine.
00:03:32Like, he just stopped sharing it.
00:03:34Literally.
00:03:37I'm so confused right now.
00:03:39Last night at dinner, like, we did have some tough conversations and it did get a little heated.
00:03:44But on the way home, everything was fine between us.
00:03:59I thought we were going to enjoy our last night together in the rental.
00:04:02And I was, like, super excited.
00:04:05And the next thing I know, he invited friends over to party with him in the rental.
00:04:10Two girls came over with a guy and, like, Josh was, like, disrespecting me.
00:04:14And I went to the bedroom and I started crying.
00:04:16And I, like, was just in the bedroom up all night.
00:04:20They were out here all night partying.
00:04:22I tried to tell him, like, why are your friends here?
00:04:25Like, it's our last night.
00:04:26Like, I'm leaving tomorrow.
00:04:27And he's like, I don't care.
00:04:28These are my friends.
00:04:29This is what I want to do.
00:04:31And I stayed in the room trying to pack up.
00:04:34And this morning I just woke up and he walked away.
00:04:40Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me and then you bring the
00:04:45girls back and disrespect me and just then walk away?
00:04:51I, like, don't even know.
00:04:58The guy needs to stop partying.
00:05:03Don't tell me you love me and then leave.
00:05:07Like, he is choosing his friends and partying over me.
00:05:10Like, I've been so apprehensive and so, like, like, my walls are up with him because, like,
00:05:16you're feeding me everything you want me to hear.
00:05:19I feel like I'm going to throw up.
00:05:22I just need, like, five minutes.
00:05:32Have you slept?
00:05:34No.
00:05:35At least your sleeping pattern will be perfect for you.
00:05:43I'm stealing some of your hydration salts.
00:05:48How is the vibe in the apartment this morning?
00:05:50Well, it's not good vibes when you can hear Elise crying.
00:05:53Do you know what I mean?
00:05:53And any girl crying is bad vibes.
00:05:56Yeah.
00:05:57I think it was a terrible idea having girls over on Elise's last night.
00:06:00But I try and stay out of all external problems, especially relationship ones to do with friends.
00:06:05It's not my business.
00:06:06So I was working on my laptop in my room while they were fighting.
00:06:11But, no, it wasn't a good idea.
00:06:31Why are you doing this to me?
00:06:33Left the place and turned up your location and left me.
00:06:36I was angry.
00:06:37I'm upset.
00:06:37I just drove off.
00:06:38I was angry.
00:06:39Where did you go?
00:06:40I just drove off the road.
00:06:43I just had a panic attack.
00:06:45I just thought you didn't care anymore.
00:06:47Look at me.
00:06:48I'm falling apart.
00:06:49I'm sorry.
00:06:52I'm so sorry.
00:06:55All I wanted was a night with you.
00:06:57That's all I wanted.
00:06:57And you had to have those people where you disrespected me.
00:07:00I've asked you.
00:07:01I've wanted a night with you.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:04I'm sorry.
00:07:05I'm sorry.
00:07:06I don't want to miss a bit.
00:07:07I told you.
00:07:08This is so embarrassing.
00:07:10I told you.
00:07:10I was not in bed.
00:07:11I'm so sorry.
00:07:11I love you so much.
00:07:13Josh, stop.
00:07:14You up.
00:07:16I'm sorry.
00:07:18I need to go to the airport.
00:07:23Last night, in hindsight, I probably should have just spent the night with her.
00:07:26But I asked her if they could come over.
00:07:29She said, yes, that's absolutely fine.
00:07:31And then turns around and says, you know, that's not OK.
00:07:34We just started arguing all night.
00:07:37She can be very nasty.
00:07:38She's like, you don't love me anymore.
00:07:41You know, you don't want me anymore.
00:07:43Do you love her?
00:07:45Yeah, I do.
00:07:45And like, I do.
00:07:48I do love her.
00:07:55Are you sure you even want to take me?
00:07:58Yeah, I am taking you.
00:08:01You just left me, so I feel like I'm making you do something I don't want to do.
00:08:05Yeah, I walked out because I was angry.
00:08:06But I realized I just needed to calm down.
00:08:12All I want is to be alone with you.
00:08:14Yeah, but like, you should have said that.
00:08:16Josh, this is crazy.
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20This is going to go in circles?
00:08:21Yeah.
00:08:22This is going to go in circles.
00:08:24Let's go.
00:08:25Bye, please.
00:08:26It's been real.
00:08:29What the ?
00:08:30One minute, he's on his hands and knees telling me he's sorry and he loves me.
00:08:35In the next minute, he puts all the blame on me.
00:08:37Like, all of it was my fault.
00:08:39I have no words to describe how much this hurts.
00:08:44One part of me is like, I'm falling in love with this man.
00:08:48At the same time, I am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster of the past 12 hours.
00:08:55And I'm just confused.
00:08:57Like, I can't stay and fix this.
00:08:58I have a flight to catch.
00:09:00I have to go home.
00:09:01Like, what do I do now?
00:09:07Like, what do I do now?
00:09:48Nice winter.
00:09:50Yeah, it's a beautiful day.
00:09:52I'm excited for some sunshine.
00:09:55Yeah, too bad that it is last day.
00:10:00Yeah.
00:10:01Yeah, but I'm sad.
00:10:04We have surprised.
00:10:05Actually, I have surprised.
00:10:07You always have surprises.
00:10:09Today, Michael is sightseeing on his own
00:10:12so that Birkhan and I can spend some quality time together
00:10:15before I have to go back to the States tomorrow.
00:10:19I'm glad Birkhan and I were able to reconcile
00:10:22and I don't have to cut Michael out of my life.
00:10:25But I'm literally leaving when we just got things back on track
00:10:29and I'm worried that as we go back to being long distance
00:10:33that we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
00:10:39We are going somewhere that is really important for me.
00:10:44Okay.
00:10:45You have to play, too.
00:10:46I have to play?
00:10:47Yeah, you have to.
00:10:48I'm sorry, what am I playing?
00:10:50Soccer.
00:10:50I'm playing soccer.
00:10:52Yeah.
00:10:52Oh, really?
00:10:53Yeah, you have to.
00:10:56My first love was soccer
00:10:59and my last love was Laura.
00:11:02So I believe sharing the thing that I love most
00:11:06is important.
00:11:09I will play.
00:11:11You can impress me first, though.
00:11:13By doing...
00:11:15Kick the ball from there to there.
00:11:17I can do that.
00:11:18Okay.
00:11:19I've never kicked a soccer ball in my life
00:11:22and it's hot as balls
00:11:24and I'm in jeans for crying out loud.
00:11:26This is not at the top of my list of things to do on my last day.
00:11:30Are you ready?
00:11:31Yeah, you got this.
00:11:33I don't feel any pressure, though.
00:11:38Holy balls.
00:11:45BeerCon is so good at soccer.
00:11:47It's like panty-dropping good.
00:11:48I feel like I'm fangirling over here
00:11:50and I should ask for your autograph.
00:11:52Yeah, do you want some?
00:11:53Yeah, actually.
00:11:54I mean, there is nothing wrong
00:11:56with watching this hot guy kick a ball around.
00:11:58Jeez.
00:11:59Oh, my God.
00:12:02And now...
00:12:03Oh, my God.
00:12:04You're gonna learn how to play.
00:12:05Oh, my...
00:12:05No, you do it again.
00:12:06I don't know how to play.
00:12:08I don't even know what foot to kick the ball with.
00:12:10Doesn't matter.
00:12:12It is instinct.
00:12:14You'll instantly...
00:12:15Instinct kicks the ball.
00:12:17See?
00:12:18Your strong foot is your left.
00:12:21No, right.
00:12:22It is my left.
00:12:26Oh, God.
00:12:28When it comes to soccer,
00:12:29if I give her between one to five...
00:12:33Oops.
00:12:34Out the door?
00:12:35She's probably zero.
00:12:38But even Edison tried 2,000 times.
00:12:42So I think she can score one
00:12:44if she tries 2,000 times.
00:12:47So...
00:12:48Yeah.
00:12:50You have just one shot.
00:12:51Just one score?
00:12:52From all the...
00:12:53Oh, my God.
00:12:55It feels really far.
00:12:57F*** me.
00:12:58Go with the ball.
00:13:07I told you.
00:13:08You believed in yourself
00:13:10and you just did it.
00:13:12It was actually a lot of fun.
00:13:15And also, this has a meaning
00:13:17because, you know,
00:13:19you thought it was distance, right?
00:13:21Yeah.
00:13:22You didn't believe that you were going to score.
00:13:24No, I did not.
00:13:25You just scored.
00:13:27This is what belief is.
00:13:30If you believe something with your heart,
00:13:34it's going to happen.
00:13:35Yeah.
00:13:37And this is the same thing we have
00:13:41in our future.
00:13:43We all have that distance.
00:13:45But don't stuck on distance.
00:13:49Don't stuck on problems.
00:13:52You're going to follow your heart.
00:13:54We'll be fine.
00:13:56We'll have the goal.
00:13:58We'll score.
00:14:03You're my love.
00:14:07Do you know what this is?
00:14:09No.
00:14:10Give me your ring finger.
00:14:12No.
00:14:15No.
00:14:15This one?
00:14:17Left one, right?
00:14:19Yeah.
00:14:20Do you know why people call this ring finger?
00:14:24No.
00:14:26It is the only finger that you have
00:14:29a vein goes through your heart.
00:14:34And this is why people wearing rings
00:14:38on that finger.
00:14:42See?
00:14:43We have a wine that bonds us.
00:14:47We don't need rings.
00:14:51Nope.
00:14:52All we need
00:14:54is a spell.
00:14:57Now,
00:14:59I'm asking you,
00:15:03you want to bond your heart
00:15:04with mine?
00:15:08Will you marry me?
00:15:14Lately,
00:15:15I haven't been feeling well.
00:15:17I've been luscious.
00:15:21So today,
00:15:23I decided to
00:15:24take a pregnancy test.
00:15:30Ready for some exercise?
00:15:32No.
00:15:33It helps me cleanse my head
00:15:34and feel airy.
00:15:35Is that why you're blonde now?
00:15:38I was so sure of him.
00:15:40And now I'm just insecure.
00:15:42He's not communicating with her much.
00:15:45I wanted to find a reason why.
00:15:47And I did find things.
00:15:49It's not normal
00:15:51that he has a wife contact.
00:15:53That's not your number.
00:16:02Oh God.
00:16:08Lakey,
00:16:08I haven't been feeling well.
00:16:12I've been luscious.
00:16:18so today i decided to take a pregnancy test
00:16:32i'm just gonna have to wait for a few more minutes and i guess i'm gonna see
00:16:39all the answers to my questions
00:16:45okay it's been a few weeks since our renewal of vows
00:16:51javon's extended his visa to stay with me longer and she's been amazing
00:16:57it means a lot to me that he was willing to miss work so he could travel and make memories
00:17:03for me it's actually been very helpful in carrying which makes me find him attractive
00:17:10so you know we were very busy busy doing what
00:17:15oh my god like so many sex i'm going to church
00:17:24javon
00:17:28javon
00:17:35boom
00:17:36boom
00:17:36come here
00:17:38let me show you something
00:17:40okay
00:17:43boom
00:17:43you want to tell you something
00:17:46okay
00:17:47check this out
00:17:53is that is what i think it is
00:17:55yeah
00:17:57wow
00:18:00wow
00:18:02are we about to have a baby
00:18:07oh steps
00:18:09we're pregnant
00:18:10hell yeah
00:18:12yeah
00:18:13yeah
00:18:14nice boom
00:18:15i'm very happy
00:18:16i'm very happy too
00:18:17yeah
00:18:18yeah
00:18:21thanks
00:18:22i don't even know what to feel right now part of me is happy about it another part of
00:18:29me is like holy i'm about to be a dad i'm scared and i'm in shock but i don't know
00:18:39why but
00:18:39i'm not really surprised i'm so nervous yeah you too i'm happy though boo
00:18:47oh me too love you love you
00:19:01thank you boo for packing my bag appreciate it
00:19:04uh-huh i am very happy i just wasn't expecting this to happen this quickly but the timing is
00:19:15terrible because javon is leaving tomorrow and we haven't really made any decision for the future yet
00:19:24how do you feel
00:19:27bloated
00:19:27bloated
00:19:29gassy
00:19:29yeah
00:19:30uh-huh
00:19:31but i'm very happy
00:19:32we have a bonus and i'm really excited
00:19:37you know you always question like what's the meaning of my life
00:19:41and now i feel like
00:19:44you have a reason
00:19:45i have a reason why i'm doing what i'm doing
00:19:48you know what i mean
00:19:50there you go
00:19:50but
00:19:52a part of me feels anxious
00:19:57well because there's a lot of things that
00:19:59we haven't figured out yet
00:20:04right now the main focus is your health
00:20:07and the baby
00:20:08and getting things in order over here
00:20:12then once that's that's good
00:20:14we will definitely
00:20:16look more into
00:20:19you
00:20:19coming
00:20:20over there
00:20:22you know baby alone is very expensive
00:20:25you know
00:20:26and then you add the visa on top of that
00:20:31yeah
00:20:32but there's a lot of things you're going to be missing out
00:20:35yeah
00:20:36like the first appointment
00:20:37yeah
00:20:38to the doctor
00:20:39you gotta keep me posted
00:20:40monthly yeah
00:20:41i know it's not the same
00:20:43but
00:20:43it's all we have for right now so
00:20:50realistically
00:20:51when do you think you could come back
00:20:53i can't give you a
00:20:55an exact month
00:20:57because i'm not
00:20:58back home yet
00:21:00but i'll be back before you even get birth
00:21:02that i can't tell you
00:21:06now that i'm pregnant
00:21:08i thought
00:21:09he would want to work harder to live with me in one place together
00:21:14well i guess i was wrong
00:21:19i know he loves me so much
00:21:21but i can't help but
00:21:23feel sad that i'm going through
00:21:25the pregnancy alone
00:21:28let's not worry about it too much tonight we have to finish packing and we have to get up
00:21:35it's kind of early
00:21:36it's kind of early
00:21:37it's kind of early
00:21:47it's not gay
00:21:53can't keep in
00:21:55u can't keep my heart
00:21:56from yearning inside
00:21:59i know
00:22:01you ready for this
00:22:01ready for some exercise
00:22:03no
00:22:04no
00:22:04it's a beautiful day
00:22:06come on
00:22:06it's hot
00:22:09this is really good for me it helps me cleanse my head and i really want to you know feel
00:22:14better
00:22:15and you know be airy and light is that why you're blonde now right because i'm an airhead
00:22:22yeah no i'm not an airhead what does daniel think of your blonde hair he wants an african style
00:22:29braid he wants braids he he does realize one how expensive and time consuming that is and two
00:22:39you're a um white american i know why do i have to say and be and act and and look
00:22:49exactly as he
00:22:50chooses it's hard i've given so much to make daniel happy i know you're working three jobs
00:22:59you're working your ass off to pay off debt that you also added on for him why isn't he going
00:23:07out
00:23:07and getting another job where is his effort i don't know i'm just feeling different
00:23:16i was so sure of him and so in love and now i'm just insecure
00:23:26when mom first came back from nigeria she was definitely really excited she was making all of
00:23:33these wild plans she said she wanted to go back to nigeria and stay for about a year and then
00:23:40over the
00:23:40next couple weeks she just started saying that he's not communicating with her much and i wasn't
00:23:47liking this situation i wanted to find if there was another reason why he's not communicating like
00:23:54he was and i did find things and none of them were positive things
00:24:03it's not normal that he has four other phone numbers and not even that he also has a wife
00:24:11contact that's not your number no it's weird who who is this wife not you you wrote her she didn't
00:24:20deny it i kept the conversation before going to nigeria to show that i could trust daniel he gave me
00:24:28his passwords for his email account faith logged into his email and got his contacts he has me listed
00:24:36as liz baby and then he has another number listed as wife chat and it's a nigerian phone number
00:24:46faith reached out to the number and introduced herself and said do you know daniel i've got your
00:24:53number from his email and you are listed as his wife and the person answered back and said so what
00:25:01do you want faith pretty much told him my mom is also married to daniel i'm concerned about this i
00:25:08think
00:25:09we should talk about it and she said lose my number who the his wife and why won't she talk
00:25:18daniel hasn't been giving me the attention that he was i'm not getting the good morning texts anymore
00:25:25he hasn't been calling like he used to daniel says he loves me and that he's been busy
00:25:32but i'm suspicious if there is a wife out there and he put me through all this and he has
00:25:39a wife out
00:25:40there what does that mean it's just too much at this point mom what is your game plan now are
00:25:50you
00:25:50still gonna go there and marry him i don't know i'm gonna have to confront him but i'm torn faith
00:25:57i go
00:25:58back and forth every day thinking about this i mean he's gonna gaslight you you know that but you
00:26:05also can't deny physical proof i know that i need to confront daniel but i am afraid that he's gonna
00:26:14gaslight me just like he has in nigeria i can't remember that it's by charge with an american girl
00:26:21this is her picture do you remember her now i don't know this person you do know this person
00:26:26no no you remembered last night when i brought it up now all of a sudden you're pretending you don't
00:26:31know her i don't remember going through this has been very traumatic and my headspace is all over
00:26:40the place there's proof she didn't say i'm not his wife she didn't say who are you talking to
00:26:46that answer is everything i need he can't come up with an excuse for that it's time it's time to
00:26:53tell
00:26:53daniel what you have found it's time to ask him about this wife i i love him and i miss
00:27:00him
00:27:00but i just feel betrayed i'm mentally physically totally exhausted
00:27:11i'm proud of you now you know i'll always support you
00:27:20off we go i still don't completely trust sheena i love you purple bear
00:27:27you don't need to be worried she still manipulates better than anybody i know
00:27:36you okay
00:27:40i don't want you to leave me
00:28:05i mean words can't you know express how i feel at this moment
00:28:11having to leave madagascar and not being able to say goodbye to trish
00:28:18i mean it was hard not being able to be with her the last few nights because i still love
00:28:37her
00:28:40but i know that it's not right or fair for me
00:28:49to not let go of the past
00:28:54i'm really sad with it being over between trish and i
00:29:03but i i couldn't help the way that i felt and i i couldn't lie and say that i don't
00:29:10have any feelings for my ex
00:29:17because of that i lost something that could have been really special
00:29:26there was a lot of times when everything was good between us i was really happy and i see so
00:29:33many good qualities in trish
00:29:36i feel like she lights up the room you know when when she's in her good moods
00:29:45i feel like i feel like i feel like i'm like the luckiest man alive to be
00:29:51standing next to her
00:29:53standing next to her,
00:29:53standing next to her, holding her hand If
00:30:00you're standing next to her, holding her hand If
00:30:02my ex had never contacted me
00:30:09Trish and I would definitely be in a much, much better place.
00:30:14Looking back at all these beautiful times that Trish and I shared together, I had such
00:30:23high hopes.
00:30:28My baby.
00:30:29Hello, Trish.
00:30:32I'm a whore in baby.
00:30:35Mm-hmm.
00:30:39Yes, yes.
00:30:41Eating a baby.
00:30:50This is making me think about how much I could be missing and how much I'm going to be missing
00:30:58in the future with her.
00:31:06Mama.
00:31:10This isn't how it was supposed to be.
00:31:15And this hurts me deeply that it didn't work out.
00:31:19Because it's harder to...
00:31:22I'm leaving with no hope at all.
00:31:24When you're always on the ground.
00:31:29And I know I could love you forever and a day.
00:31:41It's torture.
00:31:42It's a deep.
00:31:44It's a deep.
00:31:46It's a deep.
00:31:47It's a deep.
00:31:47Baby...
00:31:48It's hard to fall.
00:31:52It's hard to fall.
00:31:53When you're always on the ground.
00:31:58It's a deep.
00:32:08Jane, why?
00:32:10Why?
00:32:26This is the one that's got all the stash of stuff in there.
00:32:30Are you allowed to have big bags of chips?
00:32:32They're not going to, like, pop and explode?
00:32:34No, I think they're, well, they're...
00:32:36The pressure's going to be different.
00:32:37They might have exploded confetti chips.
00:32:39No, I mean, people take their dogs on planes so you don't explode, right?
00:32:45Well, we'll find out.
00:32:53Well, I think we're just about there, you guys.
00:32:56Oh, man.
00:32:57Yes, Wala.
00:33:05I can't believe that the time was Sheena's ending.
00:33:10We had a lot of back and forth yesterday about why I have to leave today.
00:33:14She was hurt.
00:33:15She was upset.
00:33:16She wanted me to stay.
00:33:19All right.
00:33:20It was the hardest choice I ever had to make, saying that I need to leave the one I love.
00:33:28Oh.
00:33:30Okay.
00:33:33Big ones first.
00:33:35Mountain of stuff.
00:33:36Thank you, guys.
00:33:40Waking up this morning next to Forrest, I was really sad because it's been hard enough
00:33:46to wait as long as I waited to be with him.
00:33:49I bet.
00:33:50Oh.
00:33:51Off we go.
00:33:54It's so hard to let him go.
00:33:56But his mom meddles too much, so I don't have a choice.
00:34:03I love you, Machine.
00:34:05I love you, Papa Bear.
00:34:08The thing I'm going to miss the most is waking up in bed beside you and, you know, having
00:34:13you cuddle the snot out of me on top of your grinding teeth.
00:34:18I think grinding teeth.
00:34:19It's a perfect alarm clock every morning to get up.
00:34:24What I'm missing is the good old bear who loves me to take care of me, who's been farting
00:34:30all night, sometimes every day, almost 24-7.
00:34:33It's too good.
00:34:36You're funny, babe.
00:34:39You don't need to be worried.
00:34:41It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get
00:34:44you back home.
00:34:46Thank you, Papa Bear.
00:34:52Overall, this trip was a wonderful experience.
00:34:55I feel really good that I got to see Forrest happy and to see him so in love.
00:35:01But I'm just, I'm afraid of what the future's going to bring.
00:35:06Do you hear my love?
00:35:09I'm not looking forward to this.
00:35:14Truthfully, I still don't completely trust Sheena.
00:35:19Here I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
00:35:22No, I have more questions.
00:35:25I still don't have a full understanding of Sheena's financial, you know, relationship
00:35:31when it comes to her family and all of that.
00:35:33She still manipulates better than anybody I know.
00:35:38That's why I am so completely relieved that I saved Forrest from making the biggest mistake
00:35:43of his life.
00:35:44I mean, if he would have stayed here, it would have been a nightmare.
00:35:52Which way is the gate?
00:35:54Right here.
00:35:59Well, we're going to go ahead and let you guys have some time to yourselves.
00:36:03Okay?
00:36:05I will see you again.
00:36:11It will be all right, okay?
00:36:24Despite Sheena's faults, I know that they really, truly love each other.
00:36:28And it hurts me and breaks my heart to know that they might lose that.
00:36:34It's going to be all right, okay?
00:36:37That truly is the hardest part of all of this.
00:36:59You okay?
00:37:04This is not goodbye forever.
00:37:06This is the beginning.
00:37:11This is the beginning of our future.
00:37:17Hello, Sheena.
00:37:18Hi, Papa Bear.
00:37:30I don't want you to leave me.
00:37:34I'm sorry, baby.
00:37:35It's time for me to go.
00:37:37But you got to be strong for me, okay?
00:37:48I don't want you to have this until I get back, okay?
00:37:56What a beer.
00:37:57It's a guarantee that I'll be back for you.
00:37:59Okay?
00:38:01I know it's not much, but I love this hat and I love you.
00:38:05And I want you to wear it every day, all right?
00:38:08I'm going to wear it that way because my dog's my toy.
00:38:10I know. It's okay.
00:38:13All right.
00:38:15I love you, baby.
00:38:16I'm going to sneak one more in.
00:38:18I love you.
00:38:22Before meeting Forrest, I was afraid that I wouldn't find someone who would love me for what I am.
00:38:32But Forrest opened my heart back again.
00:38:37I just have to trust his promise that he's going to come back for me and that this isn't the
00:38:44end of our story.
00:38:57Have a safe life.
00:39:04It's heartbreaking saying goodbye to Sheena.
00:39:08It's going to be the hardest thing I've ever done.
00:39:13I'll be with you.
00:39:15I'll be with you.
00:39:20I promise.
00:39:24Being with Sheena has propelled me to stop being stagnant and to grow up and start really making changes that
00:39:32I should have been doing years ago
00:39:33to ensure that Sheena and I have a life together.
00:39:38This cannot be the end.
00:39:46I must continue moving forward.
00:39:59I'm going to miss everything, the good and the bad.
00:40:03Oh, yeah.
00:40:04Yeah.
00:40:05From arguing to make up sex.
00:40:09I'm trying to stay emotionally strong.
00:40:12Obviously, we still have a lot to work on, but I love her.
00:40:16Don't cry.
00:40:18And I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind.
00:40:36I'm asking you, you want to bond your heart with mine?
00:40:45Will you marry me?
00:40:51Of course I will.
00:41:02Can you believe that?
00:41:04Very engaged.
00:41:05No, it's crazy.
00:41:07Congratulations.
00:41:08You're getting engaged with me.
00:41:11I've never had an engagement string, so it's very cutesy.
00:41:16Probably not a lot of people had that.
00:41:20Probably not.
00:41:22I got everything I wanted.
00:41:24This is a win.
00:41:27Here is my trophy.
00:41:28Oh.
00:41:33Who needs a ring?
00:41:35I'm in my jeans, and I play just football, and I just got engaged.
00:41:40Who cares?
00:41:42We don't need fancy boat rides.
00:41:44We don't need anything.
00:41:46Only thing matters is I love you.
00:41:49I love you, too.
00:41:52I am blown away by the fact that Beercom proposed today.
00:41:57It was something I thought was off the table as soon as Michael showed up.
00:42:02But I think we've both learned and grown as individuals and as a couple.
00:42:08And truthfully, if I had to do this over, I would have done it the exact same way.
00:42:25I've never been this happy in my life.
00:42:27That was a long road.
00:42:29Yeah, it's been a pretty crazy path to this moment right now.
00:42:33It was.
00:42:36But all I want is you.
00:42:38I love that.
00:42:41I'm glad.
00:42:43You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:45You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:50I never thought that I would fall in love again.
00:42:54I always thought that I'm going to die alone.
00:42:59So I guess I'm not.
00:43:02The distance could mix up her mind, but she has red string.
00:43:08So she already knows her soul is bonded to mine.
00:43:17Am I supposed to stay tight-kneed forever, or do I get an actual ring?
00:43:21Okay, I'm going to think about that.
00:43:22You'll think about it well.
00:43:24Yeah.
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:47I don't know.
00:43:50I don't know.
00:43:54I don't know.
00:43:58Long flight today.
00:44:00Boo, these are your coins in America?
00:44:04Those are pennies.
00:44:08Javon is flying back home today,
00:44:10and I am so grateful that I got to finally spend time
00:44:14with my husband in person.
00:44:16And even more grateful that I'm having a baby.
00:44:21But you know, like, I imagine that if I would be pregnant,
00:44:25I would be with my partner,
00:44:28that I'm not gonna go through this alone.
00:44:31And that's not what's happening.
00:44:35Ooh, how are you feeling today?
00:44:38Mixed emotions. I feel okay, I guess.
00:44:42Still a little worried about leaving you.
00:44:47You know?
00:44:49I know you're coming back,
00:44:51and I'll be okay here with Mama,
00:44:53but I wish you could be here.
00:44:56Yeah.
00:44:56While the baby's growing.
00:44:58Yeah.
00:45:01I don't know.
00:45:04I'm trying to stay emotionally strong,
00:45:07not just for us, but for her.
00:45:10But I definitely feel like there's a lot more pressure
00:45:14since she's pregnant,
00:45:15because we have a lot more finances to take care of.
00:45:19And it's all on my shoulders.
00:45:22Hello, Mama.
00:45:24Hello.
00:45:27She packed me a lot.
00:45:28This is...
00:45:29Oh, thank you.
00:45:30Chicken adobo.
00:45:31Ah.
00:45:36I miss you.
00:45:38Miss you too.
00:45:39I know you're gonna take care of Anna when I'm gone.
00:45:41Ang masasabi ko lang,
00:45:43promise ha, babalik ka agad,
00:45:46para sa amin at sa baby niya.
00:45:47Promise her that you're gonna come back soon.
00:45:51Mm-hmm.
00:45:51For us and for the baby.
00:45:54I promise.
00:45:58Hmm.
00:45:58Okay?
00:46:10All right, Mama.
00:46:12I'm gonna leave, okay?
00:46:14Aw.
00:46:16Miss you too.
00:46:17I'll let you know when I land, okay?
00:46:20Okay.
00:46:25Okay.
00:46:27Huwag naman sa anong mangyari yung katulad namin
00:46:31na broken family
00:46:34kasi naranasan ko na at naranasan na ni Anna.
00:46:37Naranasan na ni Jibon.
00:46:39So, ang pangarap ko para sa kanila
00:46:41isang buo at masayang pamilya.
00:46:43Sana lang yung promise ni Jibon,
00:46:47huwag na huwag niyang bibiguin
00:46:49para sa kanyang mag-ina.
00:47:10I'm gonna miss the food.
00:47:13The food.
00:47:14I'm definitely gonna miss traveling with you.
00:47:17Mm-hmm.
00:47:18That was really fun.
00:47:19Yeah.
00:47:20I'm gonna miss everything,
00:47:22the good and the bad.
00:47:24Oh, yeah?
00:47:24Yeah.
00:47:25From arguing to make-up sex.
00:47:29Just how much we always find a way
00:47:33to forgive each other.
00:47:36You make all the good things bad
00:47:42A heavy load like bad
00:47:45What?
00:47:46That's just what you do
00:47:49There's no one else hurt you
00:47:54All right, boo.
00:47:56I'm gonna miss you and I love you.
00:48:00I'm gonna miss this face.
00:48:02Keep me posted with the baby, okay?
00:48:06I'm gonna call you, all right?
00:48:07Don't cry.
00:48:15Looking back on the trip and what it meant to me, I've definitely learned a lot about Anna and our
00:48:23marriage as well as myself.
00:48:28Obviously, we still have a lot to work on, but regardless of all the issues, I love her and I
00:48:36feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind, you know?
00:48:39Wish I was there.
00:48:41Wish I could stay.
00:48:43Wish I could stay.
00:48:45But the world won't let me in.
00:48:47My life's been taken away.
00:48:53I feel like I learned that marriage, it's not always about your happiness.
00:49:01It's not always fun.
00:49:03You have to work, not just on the relationship, you have to work on yourself individually.
00:49:09I definitely need to work on myself a lot, because I know I have, you know, I have some...
00:49:18I need to work on my temper, but it's really hard.
00:49:29But no matter what happens, I feel totally, 100% sure that I made the right decision.
00:49:36And I can't wait for us to be together as a family.
00:49:40Of all the things we've done, from this broken world we live in, we need to stay and share the
00:49:51love we know.
00:49:58Rolling.
00:50:00When you're ready, tell me what happened.
00:50:03I don't even know where to start.
00:50:05Like, it was crazy.
00:50:07James.
00:50:38Rolling.
00:50:40And stick it up.
00:50:42Who's out?
00:50:450-0!
00:50:49Here.
00:50:50Hey.
00:50:52Here.
00:51:07I'm sorry.
00:51:08No, I'm okay.
00:51:10Sorry.
00:51:11It's, like, still so fresh, so...
00:51:15Yeah.
00:51:16All right.
00:51:17So, when you're ready, tell me what happened.
00:51:26A week ago, Stig broke off our engagement.
00:51:35And our relationship is over.
00:51:41There's so much that happened. I don't even know where it'll start.
00:51:44When I got back from Belize, he did come to see me.
00:51:49We had a great time. We traveled.
00:51:52We went to Vegas, went to Houston, and met more of his family.
00:51:56And then, once he went home,
00:52:00I started to really see a side of him I didn't know.
00:52:07He's...
00:52:19I don't know. Just some days he seemed, like, so serious.
00:52:23But then he would go missing on me all night.
00:52:27I'm not sure if he went as far as, you know, having sex with somebody else,
00:52:31or, like, physically cheating, but I definitely think he was talking to other women.
00:52:38And, um...
00:52:40I could tell he was pulling away.
00:52:43And so then it went from, like, me basically just saying, I...
00:52:46Over and over, I would respect you so much more if you just ended things.
00:52:52Because I already know what you're out there doing.
00:52:55Just...
00:52:56Just end things.
00:52:58Took him a while.
00:53:00I would say a few days.
00:53:02But then he finally texted me and was like, I can't do this.
00:53:06He blamed it all on me.
00:53:08He said he just didn't trust me.
00:53:10Like, it was crazy.
00:53:13I think he's projecting.
00:53:17He knows he did me dirty and he just is hiding from it.
00:53:29He didn't even have the decency to call me.
00:53:32Just did it over text.
00:53:39And then seconds later, I posted videos with other girls.
00:53:45I know she got little pretty friends, so...
00:53:47More than likely, you're looking beautiful, so...
00:53:51Goddamn God!
00:54:05Yeah!
00:54:06Yeah.
00:54:08Like, I just, like, think, oh, if I didn't do that...
00:54:11If I didn't do this, maybe if I handled this differently, like...
00:54:15It would have been a different outcome.
00:54:17But then it's like, I can't just...
00:54:20Dwell on that.
00:54:25Are you questioning the whole relationship at this point?
00:54:36I don't know.
00:54:38I mean, I...
00:54:43I'm definitely have...
00:54:44I'm left with so many unanswered questions.
00:54:47Like, that's just the part that I struggle with.
00:54:52Is, like, all the unknown.
00:54:55And...
00:54:57Yeah.
00:54:59Do you think you'll ever get the answers?
00:55:03I don't know.
00:55:03I don't know.
00:55:28Come here.
00:55:32Okay, why?
00:55:46What does this mean?
00:55:55I forgot to give you this.
00:55:57I buy the matching outfits before you come in here.
00:56:03Sweetheart.
00:56:05And we're going to look cuteness together.
00:56:12Thank you, babe, bro.
00:56:15So is this why you came here?
00:56:20Yeah, and also...
00:56:25I want to say goodbye.
00:56:30We're going to leave, and we'll never see you again.
00:56:37I'm not hoping anything from him.
00:56:40I'm not hoping he would make the right decision, like, Trisha, I love you.
00:56:45I'll be with you.
00:56:46I'm going to block my ex.
00:56:48I just wanted to see him.
00:56:52That's it.
00:56:54But when I see Rick at the airport, my heart tells me that I do still love him.
00:57:05But you cannot be with him.
00:57:11It's sad.
00:57:12I don't know what to say.
00:57:17You know I still love him.
00:57:22I still want to see you.
00:57:25What's the point?
00:57:27Dude, don't forget about your ex.
00:57:30You'll never change, so why you want to still see this?
00:57:35You know that eventually I'm going to get over that.
00:57:40This is going to take time.
00:57:44I want us to work, but I don't know if it's...
00:57:51You can make it work, baby.
00:57:53You can make it work, baby.
00:57:59You can make it work.
00:58:01You can make it work.
00:58:16It's not easy.
00:58:18It's not.
00:58:22And nothing worth having ever is.
00:58:30We don't have to commit to anything right now,
00:58:33but let's just continue to talk.
00:58:36And let's see if we can work through it, okay?
00:58:43Okay.
00:58:56But I'm not promising you
00:58:58that I'm going to get back with you or whatever.
00:59:03I'll take that.
00:59:05I'll take that.
00:59:12I don't want to get hurt again,
00:59:15but I'm hoping that he will change
00:59:19and not having feelings for his ex anymore.
00:59:25I'm going to take the day out of time,
00:59:29talking with him as a friend,
00:59:32and we will see.
00:59:33That's it.
00:59:37I have to call.
00:59:39I just leave it soon.
00:59:52I know there's many, many things
00:59:54that I have to do
00:59:57to make it up to her,
00:59:58but I'd be willing to do
01:00:00whatever it takes to win her back.
01:00:04Are you willing to block your ex right now?
01:00:09I mean, really, I can't block her
01:00:12because
01:00:17it would be like
01:00:20on our times that we shared together
01:00:23in the past.
01:00:27But I know that for Trisha and I's relationship,
01:00:31I have to start, you know,
01:00:32making a stronger stand
01:00:35of letting it go.
01:00:39Because I still keep looking back
01:00:41on the feelings that we had
01:00:44after visiting her family
01:00:45and getting their approval,
01:00:48that's the feeling that
01:00:51that's giving me hope
01:00:53that we can
01:00:56that we can get back
01:00:58to that place again.
01:01:02Oh, love is not lost.
01:01:06I am by your side.
01:01:10Just love it.
01:01:16I feel sick to myself, man.
01:01:18Like, I just feel so
01:01:20I'm sorry.
01:01:25My heart wants him.
01:01:27My heart cares for him.
01:01:28But, like,
01:01:29I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:01:33If every little speed bump
01:01:35becomes this massive thing,
01:01:36it's never going to work.
01:01:38Can we move past that?
01:01:54I feel sick to myself, man.
01:01:56I feel like I just feel so
01:02:02I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
01:02:15Last night was so eye-opening.
01:02:20Like, I didn't come here
01:02:21to hang out with all your friends.
01:02:23Like, I'm a people pleaser
01:02:24and I try to make you happy.
01:02:26Don't say yes to please me
01:02:28and then have a fight with me.
01:02:29I don't have a choice.
01:02:29I didn't make it.
01:02:30Don't say yes to please me
01:02:31when I ask you
01:02:32and then have a fight with me
01:02:33after when you said yes.
01:02:35Okay, then we're going to
01:02:36have our differences.
01:02:37But last night,
01:02:38you hurt my feelings.
01:02:39I didn't feel hurt.
01:02:40You made me feel really small
01:02:41and you ruined our last night.
01:02:43That is, like, I didn't,
01:02:44that wasn't malicious
01:02:46or disgusting.
01:02:47And then you started
01:02:47talking about me
01:02:48when I went in the bedroom?
01:02:49I didn't.
01:02:49Okay.
01:02:50Everything that I say,
01:02:51you're going to type out.
01:02:54I was kind of hoping
01:02:55that things would cool off
01:02:56before, you know,
01:02:57we got to the airport.
01:02:58But the tension was just,
01:02:59you know, palpable.
01:03:02Every time we have an argument,
01:03:03when I try and find a resolution
01:03:05or apologise, you know,
01:03:07it's just, it doesn't go anywhere.
01:03:10I love her,
01:03:11but, like,
01:03:12I don't know what to do.
01:03:21That's not a self.
01:03:28I mean, like,
01:03:30I just can't believe
01:03:33you tell me you're in love with me
01:03:35and we're talking about, like,
01:03:38what's going to happen between us
01:03:43and then it's just, like,
01:03:44all unravelled.
01:03:46Well, look,
01:03:47I don't know how many times
01:03:47I can say I apologise for it.
01:03:49You still won't accept it
01:03:51on a date where we're leaving
01:03:52on a bad note.
01:03:54If every little speed bump
01:03:56becomes this massive thing,
01:03:58it's never going to work.
01:03:59It's not going to work.
01:04:00And I don't want that.
01:04:01You are so hot and cold
01:04:03with, like, how you feel.
01:04:05I feel like one minute
01:04:06you want this
01:04:07and one minute you don't
01:04:08and you're so easy
01:04:09to walk away.
01:04:09Like, you just said,
01:04:11I'm out.
01:04:11Yeah.
01:04:12Turned off your location
01:04:12and it...
01:04:13Turned off my location.
01:04:14But you're minimising that.
01:04:15It's very erratic.
01:04:16To me, that's scary
01:04:17because I don't know
01:04:18what's going on in your head.
01:04:20That's fair.
01:04:22I could have handled it better.
01:04:24I know the story
01:04:26can we live past that?
01:04:35I'm falling for you.
01:04:36I care about you
01:04:37more than you ever know.
01:04:40I wanted it to work.
01:04:41So mad.
01:04:44You mean everything to me.
01:04:46I'm going to think
01:04:46about you all the time.
01:04:47I'm going to think
01:04:48about the great times,
01:04:49but I don't like
01:04:50feeling uncertain.
01:04:53I think I'm going to be settling
01:04:54and, like,
01:04:55I can't do this.
01:04:57It's not going to work out.
01:05:02I'm sorry.
01:05:04I'm sorry.
01:05:04It's fine.
01:05:07I understand.
01:05:11I'm sorry,
01:05:12I've been honest.
01:05:24my heart wants him.
01:05:26My heart cares for him,
01:05:27but I know
01:05:28that I would be doing myself
01:05:30with the service
01:05:31if I stayed with him.
01:05:34his job situation,
01:05:35his son's situation,
01:05:36his living situation.
01:05:37I genuinely feel bad
01:05:38and I want to take care of him,
01:05:40but it's not my job.
01:05:54I wanted this so bad,
01:05:56but how can you tell me
01:05:58that you're in love with me
01:05:59and then have no reaction
01:06:00when I'm breaking up with you
01:06:01and I'm about to never see you again?
01:06:03If he really loved me
01:06:04and wanted to make this work,
01:06:06he would be fighting, right?
01:06:07Like, I want a guy
01:06:08that's fighting for me.
01:06:09Like, he's just,
01:06:10unfortunately,
01:06:11not the guy for me
01:06:12and, like,
01:06:12I came here so excited
01:06:14to find love
01:06:15and I'm leaving alone.
01:06:31I'm not the type
01:06:32to sort of be like,
01:06:33no, baby, please don't.
01:06:35That's not me.
01:06:36Like, I'm not going to force someone,
01:06:38you know?
01:06:39I did what I could.
01:06:41You know, I didn't do the best,
01:06:42but I did what I could.
01:06:44I said I'm in love with her.
01:06:45It's not an exaggeration,
01:06:47but she always was hesitant.
01:06:49But I think she played
01:06:50with my feelings a little bit.
01:06:52Well, she was scared
01:06:53that she'd get hurt,
01:06:54so she'd cut it off first.
01:06:57I don't know.
01:06:59But it's devastating.
01:07:00But it's devastating, yeah.
01:07:03She goes one way,
01:07:04I'll go the other.
01:07:08I just want to let you know
01:07:11I don't want to let you go
01:07:13Maybe in another life.
01:07:15Every kiss you gave to me
01:07:16Is in my memory
01:07:18Like we were meant to be
01:07:20I can't wait to get back
01:07:22to Miami
01:07:23and see my cats
01:07:24and I'm going to be okay,
01:07:26but the room's sad.
01:07:29We did have a great connection
01:07:31and I did really like him
01:07:33and I do so really like him.
01:07:35I know I made the right choice,
01:07:37but it hurts.
01:07:40I don't want to let you go
01:07:47Good morning.
01:07:48Good morning.
01:07:49When it comes to Michael,
01:07:51we have to have better boundaries,
01:07:53but I'm feeling a lot of anxiety
01:07:56that things aren't going to be
01:07:57the same between us.
01:08:00You look a little bit emotional.
01:08:03Yeah.
01:08:03Yeah.
01:08:06We got engaged.
01:08:31I don't even know
01:08:32why I bothered putting makeup on.
01:08:34This sucks.
01:08:35They're all good fun.
01:08:37I know.
01:08:38I didn't think it was going to be this hard.
01:08:41If you think about it,
01:08:42it's getting hard on our job thing.
01:08:45I know.
01:08:46I'm trying not to think about it
01:08:47as hard when I'm packing everything up.
01:08:50It's just hard to have spent
01:08:52this much time with you.
01:08:55And now I don't get it.
01:09:05I think it's going to be a long time
01:09:05to have just gotten engaged yesterday.
01:09:09And now I have to leave.
01:09:12After they approve that paper,
01:09:15fill me together.
01:09:17I think it's going to be a long time
01:09:19before that happens.
01:09:20It could be like a year and a half.
01:09:23I know.
01:09:24Everything has a price.
01:09:26I know.
01:09:27It just feels like a lot can go wrong
01:09:29in that time.
01:09:32But always,
01:09:33if you really want to be with me,
01:09:36if I really want to be with you,
01:09:39we will end up together.
01:09:41What if you change your mind?
01:09:42But if you change your mind,
01:09:46I believe in us.
01:09:49Yeah, I do too.
01:09:51I don't want you to cry.
01:09:55I don't want you to cry.
01:09:58Too late.
01:10:07That's probably my call.
01:10:10Do you want me to take a look?
01:10:11Yeah, you go get the door.
01:10:13I'll grab my bag.
01:10:14Okay.
01:10:15Thanks.
01:10:16I know that I'm going to be
01:10:18an absolute emotional wreck today.
01:10:20So I'm glad Michael booked
01:10:22the same flight as me.
01:10:24Good morning, my good man.
01:10:25Good morning.
01:10:26How are you?
01:10:27Doing well.
01:10:28How are you?
01:10:29I'm good.
01:10:30Very good.
01:10:32So you're all packed up and ready?
01:10:33Yep.
01:10:34Good morning.
01:10:35I have a cab downstairs.
01:10:36Excellent.
01:10:37Excellent.
01:10:39When it comes to Michael,
01:10:40I'm feeling a lot of anxiety
01:10:42about the future of our friendship.
01:10:45There's no way we can continue
01:10:47to watch movies in bed
01:10:49and cuddle on the couch.
01:10:52We have to have better boundaries.
01:10:55It's worth it to make beer kind
01:10:57and feel secure in our relationship.
01:11:00But it's a little bit sad to me
01:11:03that things aren't going to be
01:11:04the same between us.
01:11:09You look a little bit emotional.
01:11:11How's your last 24 hours been?
01:11:14It's been pretty good.
01:11:15It's really hard to leave.
01:11:18I can imagine.
01:11:20Yeah.
01:11:21Yeah, I mean, I don't know.
01:11:27It's just, we got engaged.
01:11:38It's funny.
01:11:39I found you engaged
01:11:40and here you are again.
01:11:43It's a fascinating world.
01:11:45Very interesting.
01:11:47Cool.
01:11:49It was just so sweet and sentimental.
01:11:51Like, everything he does
01:11:52has so much meaning,
01:11:53which I love.
01:11:54You know, it was great.
01:11:59Come in.
01:12:01I can't.
01:12:03There's a point.
01:12:04I can't go in.
01:12:08Are you taking too long?
01:12:12It's the best.
01:12:13In the camp?
01:12:15Okay, excellent.
01:12:16Cool.
01:12:22Well, congratulations, both of you.
01:12:24Thank you, man.
01:12:25Thanks.
01:12:26Yeah.
01:12:26I appreciate that.
01:12:27Well, we got to get going.
01:12:28Those planes don't wait.
01:12:30Yep.
01:12:32It takes time to make her mine.
01:12:37She's got all she wants and doesn't.
01:12:41So your con is still a mystery to me.
01:12:42But, I mean, it did not take me long to figure out he's a good guy.
01:12:46Is he right for Laura?
01:12:48I mean, he's still young.
01:12:49And they just have such different lives.
01:12:50And long-distance relationships are very hard to navigate.
01:12:54A lot of them end up failing.
01:12:57I don't think love is enough.
01:12:59And right now, that's what they got in my eyes.
01:13:02That's just all they got.
01:13:05I know the next 9 to 18 months are going to be difficult for you guys.
01:13:09We know.
01:13:11Yeah.
01:13:12It feels overwhelming.
01:13:16Actually, everything is overwhelming right now.
01:13:20I feel like half of my soul is leaving me.
01:13:26Oh.
01:13:27Oh, God.
01:13:29We're here.
01:13:31Our struggle just began.
01:13:34We have distance.
01:13:36We could have problems.
01:13:38But if we both want it, it will work.
01:13:43All right, buddy.
01:13:44This is where our journey ends.
01:13:46Yeah.
01:13:47It is just the beginning.
01:13:49I'll see you in the 9 to 18 months, apparently.
01:13:52Okay, don't say it out loud.
01:13:53It's just sad.
01:13:55All right.
01:13:55I will give you your last moments here.
01:13:57And see you on the other side, girl.
01:13:59Thanks.
01:14:00Okay.
01:14:05Oh, God.
01:14:22We had our moments.
01:14:32Ultimately, if we are going to get married, I feel like there's so many challenges that
01:14:38BeerCon and I are going to have to face.
01:14:40This visa could take up to 18 months.
01:14:43He could get denied.
01:14:45Long-distance communication is exhausting.
01:14:47But I love him, and he loves me.
01:14:53And it's all worth it.
01:14:57Do you believe us?
01:14:58Yeah.
01:15:00I believe us, too.
01:15:03I love you, too.
01:15:13Thank you for loving me.
01:15:15I will always love you.
01:15:18Always.
01:15:21This was truly the experience of a lifetime.
01:15:25And I wouldn't change it.
01:15:28All I can think is that I need more time.
01:15:30I want more time.
01:15:31And I'm out.
01:15:33You never leave when the song is over.
01:15:36If you run your time till the end, you're the mother of mine.
01:15:41You're the mother of mine.
01:15:44Mother of mine.
01:15:50How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:15:55I don't know what you're talking about.
01:15:57Faith went on your email.
01:15:59I have screenshots.
01:16:00It is true.
01:16:03And you're being real?
01:16:05I'm being real.
01:16:24Begging for your love to save me.
01:16:27You know that these thoughts keep me awake.
01:16:30You did too much damage, baby.
01:16:36Daniel's calling.
01:16:42Hello?
01:16:44Hello, beautiful.
01:16:46Hey, listen, I'm driving home from work.
01:16:50Let me give you a call right back.
01:16:54All right.
01:16:55Bye.
01:16:59Oh, good God.
01:17:01He hasn't called me, and now he calls me, and now I'm scared.
01:17:05But his voice gives me butterflies in my stomach still.
01:17:10And I'm trying to harden my heart, and I don't know how to do that.
01:17:14I don't know how to do that with him.
01:17:18It has been at least a week since Faith snooped into Daniel's email accounts again.
01:17:24Faith communicated with this woman that he saved in his phone as wife.
01:17:29And she didn't deny knowing Daniel.
01:17:32She didn't deny anything.
01:17:34Does he have a wife?
01:17:36Does he have kids?
01:17:37Does he have somebody else on the side?
01:17:39Was I paying for a whole second family?
01:17:42I've been so scared to talk to Daniel about any of this.
01:17:45Maybe because I don't want to face reality.
01:17:47But I know that I need to talk to him immediately and say,
01:17:52what the hell are you doing?
01:17:54I can't keep doing this.
01:17:56I can't keep busting my ass to get to Nigeria and get to Daniel
01:17:59until I find out what's going on.
01:18:10Hey.
01:18:12Hi, beautiful.
01:18:14How are you?
01:18:17I'm fine.
01:18:18How are you doing?
01:18:19I'm okay.
01:18:20Stressed.
01:18:21It was a stressful day today.
01:18:24Oh, I'm so sorry.
01:18:26You know, I always tell you not to walk so hard.
01:18:31I'm going to walk around a little bit.
01:18:34Hold on.
01:18:35I'm tired of sitting.
01:18:37Baby, I love your wig.
01:18:43I don't understand.
01:18:44I'm confused.
01:18:46Suddenly, he is being attentive and loving.
01:18:51Where has this been for the last two, two and a half months?
01:18:54Where has this been?
01:18:56It feels like he knows he did something wrong,
01:18:58and he's trying to cover it up.
01:19:03So, like, why don't you ever have time to communicate with me?
01:19:09Baby, I do communicate with you, but I don't, yes, I don't communicate with you like before.
01:19:15Because, you know, we spent some weeks in Lagos.
01:19:20So, when I came back to my States, I find out that I'm having a lot of debt.
01:19:29I have a lot of debt, too, but I always make time for you.
01:19:33Yes.
01:19:34And I'm working three jobs, and you're not doing anything but going to football and working one job.
01:19:39I'm so sorry.
01:19:40I'm sorry about that.
01:19:41I'm sorry.
01:19:44You're not the same Daniel that I used to talk to.
01:19:48I never changed my mind.
01:19:50I still love you.
01:19:51Nothing will ever make me true.
01:19:54Denance the love I have for you.
01:19:55I can't do that.
01:19:58Then I have a question.
01:20:00How come in your contacts, you have me listed as Liz Baby,
01:20:04and you have somebody listed as White?
01:20:10I don't think that's true.
01:20:12Faith went on your email.
01:20:14I have screenshots.
01:20:15It is true.
01:20:23And you're being real?
01:20:24I'm being real.
01:20:28Why do you like laying accusations on my head?
01:20:31It's not about accusations.
01:20:33Faith texted that person.
01:20:35And I have the screenshots of what she texted.
01:20:38She said, Daniel has you listed as wife.
01:20:41And she said, so what do you want of it?
01:20:46So who is this wife?
01:20:50I don't know what you're talking about.
01:20:52Maybe you should come up with the evidence.
01:20:56I do have the evidence.
01:20:58So don't, don't, don't.
01:20:59You're not going to do this to me.
01:21:02He gaslights me all the time.
01:21:05He thinks I'm a fool because I've fallen for everything he's done.
01:21:09But not this time.
01:21:12All right, I'll send you the screenshots.
01:21:14And then I'd like to hear what you have to say.
01:21:21You have a contact that says wife.
01:21:23And you lied.
01:21:24And now you're smiling and smirking and acting like you don't care.
01:21:28Can you stop?
01:21:29Can we, can we be serious about it?
01:21:31I'm not playing these games anymore, Daniel.
01:21:33I loved you with everything I had.
01:21:35I was willing, I worked three jobs to get to you.
01:21:37I already made the effort to be there with you.
01:21:40And you changed.
01:21:42He's not admitting it.
01:21:44But he's not really denying it either.
01:21:47That's why he's ignoring me.
01:21:49It answers all my questions.
01:21:51Everything's answered.
01:21:52What other conclusion can I come to?
01:21:56No matter how much I love Daniel, this is the final straw.
01:22:01You have been laying accusations on my head.
01:22:04You're not even acting like you care.
01:22:06I was.
01:22:08You're not caring.
01:22:09This is a joke to you.
01:22:11But I'm done.
01:22:12Once I hang up, I'm not calling back.
01:22:15And I'd like you to know that I don't want this relationship anymore.
01:22:21I want to call it a quits because you think I'm a wife.
01:22:26This is, um, this is so funny, honestly.
01:22:30It's not funny.
01:22:31And I'm hanging up because it's not funny.
01:22:33Did you find out, you know, I'm done calling people.
01:22:36I'm done checking up on you.
01:22:37I'm done.
01:22:38Goodbye, Daniel.
01:22:39Goodbye forever.
01:22:45Are you okay?
01:22:46No, I'm not okay.
01:22:48He tried to gaslight me again.
01:22:50Again, he's trying to gaslight me.
01:22:52And again, he just showed his true self again.
01:23:02He made a fool out of me, and he broke my heart, and he used me.
01:23:10I'm not taking him back.
01:23:13I'm done.
01:23:13I can't do this anymore.
01:23:15I'm tired of being made feeling like I'm crazy.
01:23:20This marriage that I wanted more than anything in the world is over.
01:23:24There is no marriage to Daniel.
01:23:32Next time on 90 Day Fiancé, before the 90 days, the couples tell all.
01:23:37Trisha, you have a big update.
01:23:41Trisha, you have a big update.
01:23:41Yes.
01:23:42Oh, my God.
01:23:44Oh, my God.
01:23:45Get married.
01:23:48Molly, do you still feel like Sheena lies to you?
01:23:53Yes.
01:23:54All of the money with her family.
01:23:57Sheena changes the story daily.
01:23:59No, no, no, no.
01:24:00Her parents were asking her for money as recently as a week ago.
01:24:04That's the last time.
01:24:05Oh, my.
01:24:06Oh.
01:24:07I started this thinking Molly was the problem, and now I switched to thinking Sheena's the problem.
01:24:14Aviva and Stig.
01:24:15The engagement is broken off.
01:24:18Aviva got caught talking to other men.
01:24:22Somebody texted me, that guy is never going to love you like I would.
01:24:26Oh.
01:24:28Look at me right now and say that you didn't cheat.
01:24:30Oh, my God.
01:24:33Michael and I have not really seen each other since Turkey.
01:24:37Huh?
01:24:37Oh, wow.
01:24:38Yeah, because you're saying to me, you're on your own.
01:24:41Oh, my God.
01:24:42I was joking.
01:24:44At no point in time would I say, oh, you are such a condescending man.
01:24:50Lisa and Daniel, you're definitely not back together.
01:24:53We are broken up.
01:24:54No, no, no.
01:24:55Hold on.
01:24:56Listen.
01:24:57The situation now is complicated.
01:25:00She's my wife.
01:25:02What?
01:25:03I am not with you.
01:25:04You tricked me.
01:25:05Oh, no.
01:25:09Is Emma lying when she says that you two had sex?
01:25:13If I did sex with him, I would not say I did this.
01:25:16So you like to participate, but you don't want to talk about it, right?
01:25:18Because that's your religion, right?
01:25:20You're a fake Muslim.
01:25:21Oh.
01:25:23You are a fake father.
01:25:25I'm a real father, fool.
01:25:27I'm more father than you will ever be ever in your life, you piece of .
01:25:34There is something that I've been, like, upset about.
01:25:36Okay.
01:25:36I found out you tried to hook up with him.
01:25:39I really cared about a friendship with you.
01:25:41I feel like I don't know who I can, like, trust.
01:25:43I think it's very weird that you're, like, poor me.
01:25:46I'm the victim.
01:25:47When I didn't do anything wrong.
01:25:48What is happening?
01:25:50Don't raise your voice at me.
01:25:51Don't get me mad and attack me.
01:25:52That guy's not your boyfriend.
01:25:54He's able to do whatever the he wants.
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