#video #90 Day Fiance Before the 90 Days Season 8 Episode 18
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:12At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:27I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:50I bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Thank you. I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07She and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry.
00:02:27I just want to need space.
00:02:44What is the scariest thing you've done?
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane,
00:02:56and I was having sex with him while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:11I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but, like, I just don't.
00:03:19So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this, and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end,
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son,
00:03:42and, like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:49But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous, and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs. I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool, so I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this, because it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for
00:04:12trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really. I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17You'll be fine.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:21Yay!
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi!
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, hello.
00:04:29Good to meet you.
00:04:30Elyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to be here.
00:04:31Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Sydney?
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Miami, wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today, and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah, you will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47Um, and you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:53Yep.
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:58Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Balls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here's the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elyse realized, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon, and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:35Stop.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:39I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes.
00:05:57Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's f***ing scary.
00:06:09Left foot five to jump in.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the f***.
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not f***ing doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One, two, three.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:30Come here.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:36You did.
00:06:37You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this.
00:06:44Take that all out.
00:06:45Sure.
00:06:52Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done with my...
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00We are.
00:07:02F***.
00:07:03What the f***?
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:22I can't feel my hands.
00:07:24How am I going to do this rope?
00:07:27I'm shaking.
00:07:28Like, this is not good.
00:07:30Hit me, Rob.
00:07:32Oh, my God.
00:07:34I'm scared.
00:07:35I'm freezing.
00:07:36F***.
00:07:36You feel my legs, right?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right.
00:07:43You're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now.
00:07:48Hey.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home.
00:07:50I don't want to do this.
00:07:51Hey.
00:07:53You have to get down there.
00:07:55Get down there.
00:07:57It's all right.
00:07:59You're going to be all right.
00:08:01You're going to be all right.
00:08:02You're going to be all right.
00:08:02Whoa.
00:08:03Whoa.
00:08:04I am scared out of my f***ing mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:13Whoa.
00:08:14Whoa.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this.
00:08:23I want to get down, but the only way to get down
00:08:26is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm going to die.
00:08:35Oh, my God.
00:08:37I can't do this.
00:08:40What do I do?
00:08:44No, my God, no, no.
00:08:49You're going to die.
00:08:55You're going to die.
00:08:59You're going to die.
00:09:01You're going to die.
00:09:02Oh, my God.
00:09:03Oh, my God.
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to go down that way.
00:09:06I need space.
00:09:11forrest i'm telling you you're making a mistake you know what i love her and i know we can do
00:09:17things here together i know i can live here
00:09:28i've chosen sheena to be my wife and you need to trust my decision and trust her
00:09:33stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain
00:09:39forrest telling me that he's going to move to the philippines you know i'm like in panic mode
00:09:45it's not going to work it won't work forrest can be way too optimistic at times and his autism can
00:09:54affect that because he isn't able to focus in on what the realities are
00:10:01my whole point is to protect forrest to make sure that his needs are met and i don't think sheena
00:10:09can do it i know full well that if you moved here yes you'd be with sheena all that and
00:10:17then the
00:10:17whole goal of ever trying to get to the united states would just go out the window and you would
00:10:22have to accept that
00:10:23i need to take a breath for a bit sorry
00:10:38when forrest told her our plans molly was so much explosive i felt that i was kind of a bit
00:10:44scared
00:10:44and i wanted to take a break but i know that i need to stand up for myself and for
00:10:52forrest
00:10:54have you even factored how much it's going to cost how much the bills are where are you going to
00:11:01live forrest sheena and i will go get a place our some of our own i will take and pay
00:11:06with you all
00:11:08your money i am a professional i could look i could you know you could this you could that you
00:11:14look at this how much is rent here how much 900 900 a month no you can get places cheaper
00:11:21300 400
00:11:22cheaper for a month so she makes about 500 a month and that's right yes yes u.s dollars yes
00:11:29so she makes 500 a month and you're getting saying that rent is 400
00:11:37that leaves 100 to pay your bills your utilities buy food
00:11:42then we have we have i have him he had me sheena i will take care of your son you
00:11:47don't have to worry
00:11:47about that you are living on daydreams and living on the thought of love and happy homemaker and being
00:11:55a little little house no no i love your son and i'll do anything my best for him doesn't pay
00:12:00the bills
00:12:05mom there's going to be lots of hurdles but how the visa works here that allows me to live here
00:12:11in the country and get employment here you've never worked here you've had one job in your life
00:12:19you are on disability i have to overcome my own challenges disability for a reason you do have
00:12:26autism and i want you to be able i want you to get a job i want you to better
00:12:33yourself but of course
00:12:34you need to plan things out better do the right process where you come back to the united states
00:12:43contact social security and say that you want to start working
00:12:47then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides see what type of
00:12:53job and money you can make see how you can save up can't just say oh there is this magical
00:12:58miracle
00:12:59job that you haven't even applied for that you know nothing about that you don't even know what
00:13:03their requirements are you don't know anything you have to go on the assumption that you could not
00:13:11get a job here and even if you do how much do you think that you're going to make working
00:13:17here
00:13:27no i want you to be here my long i'm it's been seven years so hard for me oh god
00:13:32lucy i i'm not
00:13:34sure oh it's so hard for the seven years i'm not even stop i can't you don't know how i
00:13:39feel it's
00:13:39hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him it's so stressful
00:13:53i don't know what to do
00:13:56so i i love sheena so much but i can't help thinking that my mom is right that living here
00:14:03in the philippines is definitely gonna be a bigger challenge than what i thought it was going to be
00:14:09what if i can't get a job here successfully i can't i can't be a burden on sheena especially
00:14:17i just can't can't do that
00:14:26sheena i feel conflicted about everything i don't want to leave you but i think that i might have to
00:14:37go home i'm gonna work make some money and then i'm gonna apply for the k-1 visa
00:14:46i don't know my love
00:14:48if things doesn't work it's not the end of my story i love you that's why i gave you this
00:14:59ring
00:15:00this ring is a promise if the k-1 visa doesn't work out then i'll move back here
00:15:08and i'm gonna get married too i will not give up
00:15:23this is my husband javon hello nice meeting you i'll be doing your hair and makeup today
00:15:28okay we are finally going to do our renewal of vows i'm very happy i've been waiting for this for
00:15:36a long
00:15:36time i just i don't know what i'm gonna say for my vows i mean i invited my whole family
00:15:42and friends
00:15:42they're going to see you i would really put an effort
00:15:48i brought you something i hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down
00:15:56i want to show him that i'm serious about our relationship why did you mislead me like michael
00:16:02made the move i was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him
00:16:08can you do that
00:16:10can you do that
00:16:27okay
00:16:28hi good morning
00:16:54today is the day
00:16:57that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows good morning hi anna
00:17:03hi nice meeting you i'm ray this is my husband javon nice meeting you i'll be doing your hair and
00:17:09makeup today okay you ready to start i'm as rare as i'm ever gonna be
00:17:15we never had a real wedding so today is very important for us
00:17:22i'm very happy been waiting for this for a long time the part of me is a little bit down
00:17:30when i think
00:17:31about the ring i don't have but i want to stay positive though
00:17:38it's his first time to have his makeup done
00:17:43i don't think we're gonna take it that far today oh no no no no i'm good
00:17:51i'm excited but i'm a bit nervous you know i feel like this is a big moment for the both
00:17:57of us
00:17:58i want to show anna how dedicated i am to make her happy and you know give her the day
00:18:04that she
00:18:05always wanted but at the same time i just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because
00:18:14obviously me and anna have different ideas on what romance is so i really don't want to disappoint her
00:18:36so are you excited about today are you kidding me of course i'm excited today very excited
00:18:44this is just like a paradise to me the makeup the dress the center of attention yeah and you know
00:18:52the um photos uh-huh i think i should ask you that question though i'm okay
00:19:01nervous well you don't have to be nervous like i just don't know what i'm gonna say for my vowels
00:19:08and you know i'm not good at um you don't have to write a long poem okay it doesn't have
00:19:16to be like
00:19:17that well it doesn't have to be i'm not a writer or a poet you don't have to be okay
00:19:21it's just gonna
00:19:22be a few things you know what i'm saying like the basics basically how i feel about doing my vows
00:19:32i'm just gonna get straight to the point but you know and that's the opposite for me she wants to
00:19:38make a whole declaration speech what is wrong with being expressive sometimes i feel like i wish
00:19:47one day when it happens not now god will take me before him that's when the time he will appreciate
00:19:54me and he will say i miss you and your big mouth you know i just want you to say
00:20:05what's in your heart
00:20:05because you know this special day yeah i mean i invited my whole family and friends are going to see
00:20:12you i would really put an effort i mean and i'm here so that's it yeah i would really be
00:20:21the energy there okay
00:20:26huh boo boo i love you i love you too
00:20:33you know what you're not even supposed to be here okay you're not supposed to see my look
00:20:41my bridal look all right i feel like javon is acting like today is any other day for him
00:20:50and that's really disappointing
00:21:08uh
00:21:09oh
00:21:31I know you're born is not the most romantic guy, but I just
00:21:39wanted today to be fun, light, full of love, something that I can always look back on.
00:21:50I love him, but I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:22:30How did it feel spending the night here last night?
00:22:33It wasn't very fun. I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:40Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home, so I decided I just should suck
00:22:46it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel and hope that our time apart would give both of
00:22:53us a little bit of time to cool down. But staying in a hotel sucked. I don't have any of
00:23:00my stuff.
00:23:01I'm in the same clothes from yesterday. And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with
00:23:15it all today. But BeerCon was pretty mad at me. He said things to me that I don't know if
00:23:26he really
00:23:26meant or if he was just angry. I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving. I hope that that's not
00:23:37what he wants. And you've been texting with him this morning. What has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah, I did. I asked him if we could talk and he said, sure. So I will probably take a
00:23:51little
00:23:51peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face to face. I know that I should have just
00:23:59apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between Michael and me. I want to show him that I'm
00:24:06serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him are so much stronger than how I ever felt
00:24:13about Michael or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me, and she didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel, I wanted her to realize what is it going to be like without
00:24:57me.
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:10Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:20I know you like that.
00:25:35I'm sorry
00:25:38that I didn't tell you
00:25:40that I was the one that hit on Michael
00:25:42sooner
00:25:43I did not mean for that to hurt you
00:25:47and I'm so sorry
00:25:49that was never my intent
00:25:53Thank you
00:25:57So
00:25:59why did you mislead me
00:26:02but
00:26:03Michael made the move
00:26:05I was worried
00:26:07that if
00:26:08you knew that I was the one
00:26:11who had had feelings at one point
00:26:12that I was the one that hit on him
00:26:16that you would
00:26:18try to
00:26:19put a stop to my friendship with him
00:26:25Okay
00:26:26but
00:26:26the missing thing is
00:26:29I think
00:26:30you had feelings for him
00:26:34I did have feelings for him
00:26:37but I want to tell you
00:26:39that you are not a replacement
00:26:42for Michael
00:26:43and in fact
00:26:44the things that you do
00:26:47are so much
00:26:48sweeter and kinder
00:26:50and so much more
00:26:52of the type of man
00:26:54I actually want to be with
00:26:56I want you to know
00:26:57that I do love you
00:26:58I do want
00:27:00this relationship to work
00:27:02you and me
00:27:10You can't tell me
00:27:115,000 times in a row
00:27:13that I love you
00:27:14but
00:27:15like you said
00:27:18I'm into actions
00:27:28Honestly I'm
00:27:30I'm scared to
00:27:32even say this
00:27:36Would you feel better
00:27:39if I just
00:27:40cut him out of my life?
00:27:50Can you do that?
00:27:55When do you plan on
00:27:57applying for the
00:27:58fiance visa
00:27:59so I can live here
00:28:00in Belize?
00:28:02I thought you were
00:28:02going to apply for me
00:28:03in the U.S.
00:28:06No
00:28:08I really wish
00:28:09Stig didn't wait
00:28:09like two hours
00:28:10before I'm leaving
00:28:11to bring this up
00:28:12I just would rather
00:28:14live here
00:28:14and I thought
00:28:14that's what we were
00:28:15talking about
00:28:15this whole time
00:28:16It's just really
00:28:17weird timing
00:28:18and I can't help
00:28:20feeling like
00:28:21is this a red flag?
00:28:46I know I'm going to miss you too
00:28:48and I'm going to wake up
00:28:49tomorrow by myself
00:28:51Same
00:29:02Sorry
00:29:10Babe
00:29:11You're my fiance
00:29:14You realize that?
00:29:16It's crazy
00:29:16You did such a good job
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal
00:29:19It was everything
00:29:21I could have asked for
00:29:22I'm going to go home
00:29:23engaged
00:29:25I'm excited
00:29:27Me too
00:29:30You're my fiance now
00:29:31I know
00:29:32Any thoughts
00:29:33Stiggy Wiggy
00:29:33would never get married
00:29:34and settle down
00:29:35It's crazy
00:29:36I woke up this morning
00:29:38and I was like
00:29:39I got a ring on my finger
00:29:42Yes
00:29:42When do I put a ring on
00:29:43like when
00:29:44when I get married
00:29:45I don't
00:29:46I'm going to get you
00:29:47a ring before I leave
00:29:50Do you like the ring babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring
00:29:53It's beautiful
00:29:54You did a good job
00:29:55Thank you
00:29:57When do you plan on
00:29:59applying for the
00:30:00fiance visa
00:30:01so I can come here
00:30:02and live here in Belize?
00:30:04I thought you were
00:30:05going to apply for me
00:30:06in the U.S.
00:30:11No
00:30:11What?
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time
00:30:15we've been talking
00:30:16about me coming here
00:30:17and living here
00:30:18with you
00:30:20Stig never mentioned
00:30:21wanting to move
00:30:22to the U.S.
00:30:23and based on everything
00:30:24that he said to me
00:30:25on the phone
00:30:26and since I've been
00:30:27in Belize
00:30:29I had always thought
00:30:30that I was going
00:30:31to be the one
00:30:32moving here
00:30:33I mean
00:30:34this is
00:30:35the Belize
00:30:36that I plan to
00:30:37eventually
00:30:37hopefully move to
00:30:38You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah I would
00:30:40For real?
00:30:41Yeah
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty
00:30:47I don't really want
00:30:48to ever leave Belize
00:30:49Do you see yourself
00:30:50living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean of course
00:30:52I would love to
00:30:52It's beautiful
00:30:53Yeah
00:30:56So you want to live
00:30:57with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information
00:31:00I mean you're more
00:31:01than welcome to
00:31:03I guess
00:31:04I'd rather
00:31:06live here
00:31:09You won't be able
00:31:09to make any money
00:31:11That's why you're
00:31:11going to be my sugar mama
00:31:14No
00:31:14I'm not going to be
00:31:15your sugar mama
00:31:18I'm not going to be
00:31:19pregnant working
00:31:20and supporting you
00:31:21I might not be able
00:31:21to make money right away
00:31:22but think long term
00:31:23and how that's going
00:31:24to benefit both of us
00:31:27Okay
00:31:29Listen
00:31:29I'm super popular
00:31:31in Belize
00:31:31but I'm not making
00:31:33no American money
00:31:34and the only time
00:31:35I'm able to work
00:31:36in America
00:31:37is if I have a work visa
00:31:38or if I'm a citizen
00:31:39I want to make
00:31:40the big bucks
00:31:41I want to give my child
00:31:42the life that I never had
00:31:48You don't think
00:31:49maybe the U.S.
00:31:49makes more sense
00:31:51You have family
00:31:52out there
00:31:53I have family
00:31:53out there
00:31:54Probably
00:31:55they have better
00:31:56health care
00:31:57and all that
00:31:58Okay
00:31:58Sure
00:31:58I'll file for you
00:32:02Jeez
00:32:02If you don't
00:32:03then don't
00:32:04I don't know
00:32:10I just would
00:32:11rather live here
00:32:12and I thought
00:32:12that's what we were
00:32:13talking about
00:32:14this whole time
00:32:16So
00:32:17quite the switch up
00:32:19for my guy
00:32:23I really wish
00:32:24Stig didn't wait
00:32:25like two hours
00:32:26before I'm leaving
00:32:26to bring this up
00:32:27It's just really
00:32:28weird timing
00:32:29and
00:32:30I can't help
00:32:31feeling like
00:32:32is this a red flag
00:32:34did he propose
00:32:36just so he could
00:32:37get to the U.S.
00:32:39I don't know
00:32:41Just give me some time
00:32:42to look into it
00:32:43Nah, let's take that
00:32:45seriously
00:32:45Let's think about that
00:32:46We're talking about family
00:32:47and how we need to
00:32:48make a plan
00:32:49Just make a plan
00:32:50and execute
00:32:50Yep
00:32:52I win
00:32:53Okay
00:33:00Oh boy
00:33:01No, no, no
00:33:03After Trish saw
00:33:04the text messages
00:33:05between me and my ex
00:33:07she refused
00:33:08to talk to me
00:33:09but
00:33:10if I lose her
00:33:11I'll be losing
00:33:12the best thing
00:33:13that ever happened
00:33:14to me
00:33:17Trisha
00:33:20Sit down
00:33:22I gave you a chance
00:33:24when we were
00:33:25in Lucy Bay
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here
00:33:48just reminds me
00:33:49of my first few nights
00:33:50together
00:33:51How excited
00:33:53we both were
00:33:56How happy
00:33:58we were together
00:34:00Oh boy
00:34:01No, no, no
00:34:24After Trish saw
00:34:25the text messages
00:34:26between me
00:34:27and my ex
00:34:28she refused
00:34:29to talk to me
00:34:33She didn't sit
00:34:34with me
00:34:35at the airport
00:34:36and she changed
00:34:37her seats
00:34:37on the plane
00:34:38and
00:34:39she got back
00:34:40to Tenant
00:34:41and decided
00:34:42to stay
00:34:42at her apartment
00:34:43and she's
00:34:45telling me
00:34:45that she
00:34:46has nothing
00:34:47to say
00:34:47to me anymore
00:34:49She trusted me
00:34:50and I guess
00:34:51I kind of
00:34:52I kind of blew it
00:34:57I didn't have
00:34:58any plans
00:34:58to go
00:34:59back with my ex
00:35:00or anything
00:35:01like that
00:35:01and I didn't
00:35:02say that
00:35:03in the text messages
00:35:04but I could see
00:35:05why Trish
00:35:06would be afraid
00:35:07that it could happen
00:35:13I should have
00:35:13had the respect
00:35:14you know
00:35:16not to respond
00:35:17while I'm spending
00:35:18time with her
00:35:20It wasn't
00:35:21the right thing
00:35:22for me to do
00:35:25I think I responded
00:35:27to my ex
00:35:28because
00:35:29for a while
00:35:30she was the only
00:35:31person
00:35:31I could really
00:35:32count on
00:35:34to be there
00:35:35for me
00:35:37I met my ex
00:35:38on vacation
00:35:40in Columbia
00:35:43and my feelings
00:35:44were very strong
00:35:46for her
00:35:47It was so much
00:35:48chemistry
00:35:49sexually
00:35:50and any other
00:35:52type of way
00:35:52that you can think
00:35:53of
00:35:55The relationship
00:35:56ended
00:35:56because we
00:35:57couldn't figure out
00:35:58how to make
00:35:59our future
00:36:00work together
00:36:00It wasn't
00:36:02because we
00:36:03stopped loving
00:36:04each other
00:36:07My ex
00:36:08blocked me
00:36:08because she
00:36:09knew that
00:36:10I was going
00:36:10to Madagascar
00:36:11to meet
00:36:12Trish
00:36:13and she was
00:36:15hurt by it
00:36:15and so
00:36:17it took me
00:36:18totally off guard
00:36:19that she
00:36:20unblocked me
00:36:21and she was
00:36:22contacting me
00:36:23at this time
00:36:26I sent Trish
00:36:27a long
00:36:28apology
00:36:29with no
00:36:30excuse
00:36:30and asked her
00:36:32if we can
00:36:33please get
00:36:34together
00:36:34and talk
00:36:36but when she
00:36:38texted me back
00:36:39she said
00:36:40sure period
00:36:41I don't know
00:36:42why she put
00:36:43period
00:36:43I don't know
00:36:45if that means
00:36:45it's final
00:36:46this is our
00:36:46final talk
00:36:47or
00:36:48or what
00:36:53I'm so
00:36:54set on
00:36:55not losing
00:36:55Trish right now
00:36:56because
00:36:57I've fallen
00:36:58even deeper
00:37:00in love
00:37:01in love
00:37:01with her
00:37:01since getting
00:37:02to know
00:37:02her family
00:37:05and I was
00:37:06actually getting
00:37:07excited
00:37:07about the
00:37:08possibility
00:37:09of getting
00:37:10married
00:37:10and having
00:37:11a family
00:37:12together
00:37:13I don't
00:37:14I don't know
00:37:14how receptive
00:37:15she's going
00:37:16to be
00:37:16with anything
00:37:18that I have
00:37:19to say
00:37:20but I have
00:37:22to give it
00:37:23my all
00:37:24if I lose her
00:37:26I'll be losing
00:37:26like
00:37:27the best thing
00:37:28that ever
00:37:31happened to me
00:37:46oh my god
00:37:49Trisha
00:37:50Trisha
00:37:52hello
00:37:53sit down
00:38:00not exactly
00:38:02the greeting
00:38:03I was expecting
00:38:04what'd you expect
00:38:07I'm not happy
00:38:08to see you
00:38:13I just want
00:38:15to apologize
00:38:17I should have
00:38:18told you
00:38:18about the message
00:38:19as soon as it
00:38:20happened
00:38:22I had no
00:38:23intention
00:38:24on like
00:38:24keeping it
00:38:25from me
00:38:25that's
00:38:28four days
00:38:29you
00:38:30you didn't
00:38:31say anything
00:38:31for four days
00:38:32that's too much
00:38:33and all the messages
00:38:35was on the text
00:38:37was really
00:38:37disrespectful
00:38:39you were with me
00:38:42why did you
00:38:44betray me
00:38:46after I gave
00:38:47you a chance
00:38:48when we were
00:38:49in Nusibé
00:38:51I forgive you
00:38:52what you did
00:38:53in Colombia
00:38:54you're supposed
00:38:55to earn
00:38:56my trust
00:38:56back
00:38:57not to break
00:38:58a single time
00:39:00I didn't have
00:39:01any plans
00:39:02on breaking
00:39:03up with you
00:39:04and being
00:39:04with her
00:39:05or any of that
00:39:06I didn't realize
00:39:09if he was
00:39:10in my place
00:39:10yes it is
00:39:11cheating
00:39:12this is where
00:39:13the cheating
00:39:14started
00:39:17if I was
00:39:18in your place
00:39:19me
00:39:20I know
00:39:21exactly
00:39:22what I should
00:39:23do
00:39:23to make
00:39:24you feel
00:39:24good
00:39:25so you
00:39:25don't know
00:39:26because you
00:39:26can't
00:39:27I don't know
00:39:27what it is
00:39:28that's gonna
00:39:28satisfy you
00:39:30why
00:39:31it's simple
00:39:32though
00:39:33why don't
00:39:34you block
00:39:34her
00:39:36it didn't
00:39:37come to my
00:39:37mom
00:39:38that's what you
00:39:39want
00:39:39if you want
00:39:40this relationship
00:39:41make her
00:39:42understand
00:39:42that I'm
00:39:43with you
00:39:44she already
00:39:45knows that I'm
00:39:46with you
00:39:46she doesn't
00:39:46know
00:39:47that's why
00:39:48she keep
00:39:48texting you
00:39:49she doesn't
00:39:49tell her
00:39:50tell her to
00:39:51understand
00:39:51that
00:39:54make her
00:39:55understand
00:39:55that
00:39:55you don't
00:39:56want her
00:39:57anymore
00:40:01block her
00:40:02here
00:40:02and tell
00:40:03her
00:40:10nothing to say
00:40:11I'm conflicting
00:40:14I love you so
00:40:16much but
00:40:18I can't
00:40:19block her
00:40:21why
00:40:23why
00:40:30I'm having
00:40:31the best
00:40:31time of my
00:40:32life
00:40:32getting in the
00:40:33waterfall
00:40:33land
00:40:33I'm just
00:40:34thinking she's
00:40:35being a drama
00:40:35queen
00:40:37I get down
00:40:38to the bottom
00:40:39and I see
00:40:40all these people
00:40:41surrounding Elise
00:40:42and I start
00:40:43to think
00:40:44is she okay
00:41:08welcome everyone
00:41:09we are gathered
00:41:11here today
00:41:11to celebrate
00:41:12the enduring
00:41:12love between
00:41:13Zavon and
00:41:14Annalyn
00:41:15we honor the
00:41:17journey that
00:41:17has been filled
00:41:18with laughter
00:41:18challenges
00:41:20triumphs
00:41:20and long
00:41:21distance calls
00:41:22now Zavon and
00:41:23Annalyn
00:41:24it's time to
00:41:25renew your
00:41:26vows to each
00:41:26other
00:41:35Zavon can you
00:41:36read your
00:41:36vows to Annalyn
00:41:47I vow to
00:41:49cherish
00:41:50love
00:41:51honor
00:41:53and obey
00:41:55and always
00:41:56protect you
00:41:57and be there
00:41:57for you
00:41:58and
00:41:59also
00:42:00learn to be
00:42:02more patient
00:42:03and put up
00:42:05with your
00:42:05sassiness
00:42:06I love you
00:42:13Javon delivered
00:42:15his vows
00:42:16and it may be
00:42:18not so dramatic
00:42:19and like a
00:42:21poetry but
00:42:22when I look at
00:42:23his eyes
00:42:25I could feel the
00:42:26sincerity
00:42:29I have waited
00:42:31so long
00:42:33for this moment
00:42:34to finally say
00:42:35this in person
00:42:36I promise
00:42:38that I'll continue
00:42:40to be a good
00:42:41wife
00:42:41you can always
00:42:42count on me
00:42:43you'll never
00:42:45feel alone again
00:42:46and I'll continue
00:42:48to pick up
00:42:51your dirty
00:42:51socks
00:42:52even though
00:42:53I keep
00:42:53nagging you
00:42:55and I don't
00:42:56expect you
00:42:57to be perfect
00:42:58because no one
00:42:59is
00:42:59but I expect
00:43:01us to be
00:43:01together
00:43:02no matter what
00:43:03I love you
00:43:04so much
00:43:06love you too
00:43:11Javon
00:43:11and Annalyn
00:43:12today you have
00:43:14renewed your
00:43:14vows
00:43:15and reaffirmed
00:43:16your commitment
00:43:16to one another
00:43:17it is my
00:43:18great honor
00:43:18and pleasure
00:43:19to once again
00:43:20pronounce you
00:43:21husband anyway
00:43:21oh one second
00:43:24do you have
00:43:24something to give
00:43:25up
00:43:29is that the
00:43:30one you want
00:43:38all right
00:43:39now we can get
00:43:40on with it
00:43:42you may now
00:43:43share a kiss
00:43:44to seal your
00:43:44renewed vows
00:43:53you did so good
00:43:55oh great
00:43:56actually
00:43:57you were so
00:43:59great
00:44:03and I know
00:44:04sometimes I don't
00:44:05like it when you
00:44:06trick me
00:44:06but this is the
00:44:07greatest trick
00:44:08ever
00:44:09finally have my
00:44:11wedding ring
00:44:12thank you for coming
00:44:41okay guys the reception
00:44:44is over there
00:44:45go
00:45:01for me I think
00:45:02marrying someone
00:45:03online is kind of
00:45:05crazy
00:45:05because it's been a
00:45:06long time that
00:45:07they've waited to
00:45:08see each other
00:45:09to be together
00:45:09I know that
00:45:11Javon and Anna
00:45:12has difficulties
00:45:13in their relationship
00:45:14but I've noticed
00:45:15now that they are
00:45:16just focusing in
00:45:17with their love
00:45:18to each other
00:45:19with how they
00:45:20were going to
00:45:20work out
00:45:21with their
00:45:21relationship
00:45:21so I'm really
00:45:22happy for
00:45:23seeing that
00:45:24now
00:45:37it's just so
00:45:39overwhelming
00:45:40I feel so much
00:45:41happiness
00:45:42that I haven't
00:45:43felt before
00:45:44I just feel
00:45:46so loved
00:45:56this is something
00:45:58that I will
00:45:58treasure for the
00:45:59rest of my life
00:46:00it was the best
00:46:01night
00:46:02ever
00:46:04I'm eternally
00:46:05grateful
00:46:05yeah
00:46:11hello
00:46:34I want to go
00:46:35I want to go
00:46:45is she down
00:46:51look I know
00:46:52it does look scary
00:46:53like there's a job
00:46:54but she's very safe
00:46:56I know the guy
00:46:56at the top
00:46:57can sort of
00:46:57you know
00:46:58belay her down
00:46:59and you know
00:47:00do it himself
00:47:01I'm having the
00:47:02best time of my
00:47:03life
00:47:03I'm you know
00:47:04abseiling down
00:47:05getting the
00:47:06waterfall in
00:47:07you know
00:47:08I'm just thinking
00:47:08she's being a
00:47:09drama queen
00:47:14but um
00:47:15I get down
00:47:15to the bottom
00:47:16and I see
00:47:17all these people
00:47:18you know
00:47:19surrounding Elise
00:47:20take a deep breath
00:47:21take a deep breath
00:47:28and I start to think
00:47:29oh you know
00:47:30is she okay
00:47:35that's how I know
00:47:36I was getting
00:47:37it's all
00:47:38can you see me
00:47:39oh no I didn't
00:47:40because I couldn't
00:47:40see
00:47:41I could hear you
00:47:46I am feeling
00:47:47so overwhelmed
00:47:49so scared
00:47:50so cold
00:47:51and just like
00:47:52so tired
00:47:53but I'm so happy
00:47:55Josh is there
00:47:55to comfort me
00:47:56that was the
00:47:57scariest thing
00:47:58I've ever done
00:47:58in my life
00:47:59I thought
00:48:00I was gonna die
00:48:10Josh always knows
00:48:11how to calm me down
00:48:12like his physical
00:48:13touch just makes
00:48:14me feel like
00:48:15safe
00:48:16it's like
00:48:17a quality I love
00:48:18about him
00:48:18that was amazing
00:48:19my boyfriend
00:48:21saved the day
00:48:22he really helped me
00:48:30oh my god
00:48:30that was a
00:48:31crazy
00:48:32I mean
00:48:33here I am
00:48:34trying to book
00:48:34this fun adventure
00:48:35and it becomes
00:48:36a complete and utter
00:48:37disaster for me
00:48:38well
00:48:39I had the best time
00:48:40I'd do it all over again
00:48:41probably not right now
00:48:43no I think we can say
00:48:44that we've been there
00:48:45done that
00:48:46and let's try and
00:48:48forget it
00:48:49yes
00:48:51okay
00:48:56oh
00:49:06what
00:49:07who is that
00:49:08nothing
00:49:13what do you mean
00:49:14nothing
00:49:29at least really went
00:49:30above and beyond
00:49:31for me today
00:49:31so I want to do
00:49:32something nice for her
00:49:33and stop by Anchor Point
00:49:34it's supposed to have
00:49:35these stunning views
00:49:37but unfortunately
00:49:38I just got a text
00:49:39with some bad news
00:49:40and I'm trying to
00:49:41figure out how I can
00:49:42break it to a lease
00:49:43without her freaking out
00:49:46I um
00:49:47yeah I'm nervous
00:49:48stunning
00:49:49oh yeah
00:49:51pretty amazing
00:49:53I'm aware I've never
00:49:54been here
00:49:56checking things off
00:49:57your bucket list
00:49:58huh
00:49:58yeah
00:50:06listen
00:50:06I have to tell you
00:50:07something
00:50:08are you okay baby
00:50:09um
00:50:13we're not going to be
00:50:14able to talk to my son
00:50:17why
00:50:18it's just not possible
00:50:19today
00:50:21there's other people
00:50:22to consider as well
00:50:23you know him
00:50:24his mother
00:50:26sorry
00:50:32wow
00:50:33I'll let you down
00:50:35I didn't mean for it
00:50:36to happen like that
00:50:39so I'm sorry
00:50:41well that's really
00:50:42upsetting that we're not
00:50:43going to be able to
00:50:43video chat him
00:50:45yeah it is
00:50:46I told you I want to
00:50:48meet people in your life
00:50:48I want to see into your
00:50:49world I'm here
00:50:52yeah well maybe I'm just
00:50:53good at disappointing you
00:50:54good at disappointing people
00:50:56so maybe that's just me
00:51:00it's more than just a broken
00:51:02promise
00:51:03the fact that I'm
00:51:04leaving here soon and
00:51:05not being able to meet
00:51:06his son is like scary
00:51:08that is
00:51:10very important
00:51:11aspect of his life
00:51:12and
00:51:13you should be pushing
00:51:14harder than simply
00:51:15receiving a text on your
00:51:16phone that we can't
00:51:17meet your son
00:51:19like maybe he doesn't
00:51:20think I'm good enough
00:51:21like
00:51:22settling for no
00:51:23doesn't make me feel
00:51:24like you're going to
00:51:25fight for us
00:51:27you just say it so
00:51:28nonchalantly like
00:51:28I'll let you down
00:51:29like
00:51:29well what else
00:51:30I'm disappointed
00:51:31I'm upset
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you
00:51:34for not coming back
00:51:35or walking away
00:51:42so
00:51:42you're like
00:51:44okay to walk away
00:51:46I didn't say
00:51:47I said I wouldn't
00:51:48blame you for
00:51:49walking away
00:51:52I'm so cold
00:51:53do you want me to
00:51:54run and get your
00:51:55jumper
00:51:56I'll get you my
00:51:57black one
00:52:07what just happened
00:52:08he just said to me
00:52:10basically I can walk
00:52:11away
00:52:11and it's just not
00:52:12going to happen
00:52:13I'm not going to
00:52:13meet his son
00:52:14and like I'm trying
00:52:15to be so nice
00:52:16and help him out
00:52:16and like I do care
00:52:17about him a lot
00:52:18like I do
00:52:18I like him
00:52:20but if he's like
00:52:20so easy for me
00:52:21to walk away
00:52:22then what is it
00:52:23going to be
00:52:23on the other
00:52:23side of the world
00:52:29what's going on
00:52:31what's going on
00:52:31what do you mean
00:52:33disrespect me
00:52:34you just told me
00:52:34I could walk away
00:52:35I said I wouldn't
00:52:36blame you if you
00:52:36walked away
00:52:37I don't want you
00:52:38to walk away
00:52:40I don't want you
00:52:41to walk away
00:52:44I'm not perfect
00:52:45I keep dropping
00:52:45the ball
00:52:46but I will try
00:52:47and be better
00:52:48for you
00:52:54you say
00:52:54you don't live
00:52:55up to your
00:52:55expectations
00:52:56you say
00:52:56you dropped
00:52:56the ball
00:52:58like I'm falling
00:52:59for someone
00:52:59that's like
00:53:00what do you
00:53:00want me to do
00:53:01like I'm scared
00:53:03I'm really sorry
00:53:04it means a lot
00:53:05that you're upset
00:53:06about this
00:53:07because I'm upset
00:53:07about it
00:53:08but I don't want
00:53:09you to think
00:53:09that I didn't
00:53:10want you to speak
00:53:11to him
00:53:11it will happen
00:53:12you guys will
00:53:13play a big big
00:53:14part in each
00:53:14other's lives
00:53:19I'm in love
00:53:20with you
00:53:27that's crazy
00:53:29yeah it is
00:53:32you mean that
00:53:33I do
00:53:39I don't even know
00:53:40what's going on
00:53:40in this moment
00:53:41I literally
00:53:41nearly died today
00:53:42he just told me
00:53:43it's okay if I
00:53:44walk away from him
00:53:44and now he's
00:53:45telling me he's
00:53:45in love with me
00:53:47I've never heard
00:53:48that from him
00:53:48before
00:53:49and like of course
00:53:50it's so nice
00:53:51to hear
00:53:52but I mean
00:53:53he's telling me
00:53:53this right after
00:53:54giving me the
00:53:55bad news
00:53:57it's like
00:53:57does he really
00:53:58mean he loves
00:53:59me
00:54:00please don't
00:54:01get angry
00:54:01let's figure it
00:54:02out
00:54:03sorry it didn't
00:54:04happen right now
00:54:05if I want him
00:54:06as my husband
00:54:07I need to be able
00:54:08to trust him
00:54:09full heartedly
00:54:11but I don't feel
00:54:12like I can trust
00:54:12him right now
00:54:13and that
00:54:14sucks
00:54:22so once I leave
00:54:25really gonna trust
00:54:25each other
00:54:27when it comes to
00:54:28stuff like that
00:54:28don't be drunk
00:54:29and stupid
00:54:29I have a fiance now
00:54:30what are you
00:54:31talking about
00:54:32you trust me babe
00:54:36why are you so
00:54:38emotional
00:54:57ready?
00:54:57I guess
00:54:58not really
00:54:59but now the path
00:55:01is split in two
00:55:05and mine is taking
00:55:07me from you
00:55:08and yours is headed
00:55:10towards the western
00:55:11coast
00:55:12I can't follow
00:55:13you hold me close
00:55:15I feel hollow
00:55:16I love you most
00:55:17it's been a beautiful
00:55:19ride
00:55:21I miss you so much
00:55:22I plan to visit you
00:55:25soon
00:55:25yeah
00:55:26yeah
00:55:26like I mean
00:55:27well I don't know
00:55:28how quick we're gonna
00:55:29move on this
00:55:29violent situation
00:55:31I want to do some
00:55:33research first
00:55:34this whole time I was
00:55:36picturing us living
00:55:37in Belize
00:55:38that's kind of what
00:55:39we talked about
00:55:41so now I just feel
00:55:42like it's a sudden
00:55:43change up
00:55:43but I understand
00:55:44why
00:55:45I understand why
00:55:47I'm not saying
00:55:48that I want to just
00:55:48completely ditch Belize
00:55:49and never come back
00:55:50you know
00:55:50yeah
00:55:52I could see us
00:55:53living in the States
00:55:54though for a little bit
00:55:55making some money
00:55:57coming back to Belize
00:55:58building a nice house
00:55:59getting a Belize
00:56:02Stig and I obviously
00:56:03have a lot to figure out
00:56:05that said
00:56:06I'm keeping an open mind
00:56:08because I believe
00:56:09love is more important
00:56:10than the location
00:56:12I just feel like
00:56:13we are meant for each other
00:56:15our paths crossed
00:56:16for a reason
00:56:17and I'm completely
00:56:19in love with him
00:56:20I have fallen
00:56:21really hard for him
00:56:24here we go
00:56:31why are you so emotional
00:56:32yeah so I just got
00:56:34like an overwhelming
00:56:35feeling of gratitude
00:56:41I'm just happy
00:56:48so once I leave
00:56:50we just really
00:56:51got to trust each other
00:56:53I got to
00:56:54when it comes to
00:56:55stuff like that
00:56:55I got to
00:56:56I have a fiancé
00:56:57now
00:56:57what are you talking
00:56:58about
00:56:59you trust me babe
00:57:01I do
00:57:04what am I talking
00:57:08what am I talking
00:57:09do you want to miss me
00:57:12I miss you
00:57:13told
00:57:19I hate crying
00:57:41This trip has been a lot of great times, but also a lot of hurdles.
00:57:46You know, they say that a plane can't fly without resistance.
00:57:52We had a lot of resistance, and we still made it true that.
00:58:03I think this has been a good trip, and I love you too.
00:58:09I'm gonna miss you.
00:58:22It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing.
00:58:25I can just see us living in Arizona, having a little family.
00:58:31I just see a lot of positives in our future, and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now.
00:58:38Give me just a second now to catch my breath.
00:58:41I better catch my flight.
00:58:44Don't ask us, baby.
00:58:46I love you.
00:58:47I love you.
00:58:59I'm really excited about the future.
00:59:00I'm really excited to get married.
00:59:04In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist, for me to make good money, real money.
00:59:10I could network with people.
00:59:12I could network with other big dancehall artists bigger than myself.
00:59:15And I know people.
00:59:16Not in Arizona.
00:59:17I don't know nobody.
00:59:21Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston.
00:59:24There's more opportunity for me in Houston.
00:59:27You know, my brothers are in Houston.
00:59:28I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends.
00:59:31I'm a man who don't frighten me.
00:59:33Who else have to kiss me?
00:59:36My ex is in Houston, but they are.
00:59:41We ain't worried about her.
00:59:43I don't have a ring on, but hey.
00:59:48Make way, make way.
00:59:50Nah, come on.
00:59:52I'm playing.
00:59:53I'm engaging, you know what I mean?
00:59:54Make way, make way when the drum is starting to play.
01:00:02We had our plans.
01:00:05This is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:00:09You can't let mom change your mind.
01:00:11I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize.
01:00:18He's been manipulated.
01:00:20Please, I really want you to stay.
01:00:32Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
01:00:39Can you do that?
01:00:53Can you do that?
01:00:55If that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me,
01:01:02then yeah, I would do that now.
01:01:08Okay.
01:01:11This is exactly what I was worried about.
01:01:14The possibility that I would eventually have to choose between my best friend and the love of my life.
01:01:22But Birkan truly, genuinely loves me.
01:01:26And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael
01:01:31Hoover.
01:01:38You know what?
01:01:41I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
01:01:44We can still be friends.
01:01:47He's a good guy.
01:01:49He proved.
01:01:50He is worthy of being friends.
01:01:52I'm okay with that.
01:01:54But friends.
01:01:55Not best friend.
01:01:57Not that weird friendship.
01:02:05She's trying to do something to save this relationship.
01:02:09I appreciate that.
01:02:10Because once that relationship gets into the dead end, nobody can get it out.
01:02:17We're good.
01:02:19We will be good.
01:02:20But we got to work on.
01:02:22I know.
01:02:26It is always bad to lose people.
01:02:30I lost a lot of people.
01:02:33And I don't want her to cut relationship with her friend.
01:02:38I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart, you know?
01:02:43Thanks for talking to me.
01:02:46Thanks for trying to make up.
01:02:51I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
01:02:55And she makes me love life.
01:02:58So I want her to be happy.
01:03:23Are you okay, babe?
01:03:26I don't know, babe.
01:03:27Did you know?
01:03:32I want her to be happy.
01:03:34She is the one who breaks down all the 되게.
01:03:34help out the world to some. Our
01:03:37last day in this beautiful apartment. I
01:03:41don't like you black. No
01:03:42honey? Hi.
01:03:51It's
01:03:51the last night, in the Philippines, with Sheena.
01:03:53and my heart is cracking the talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind
01:04:05it's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it um on
01:04:10top
01:04:10of that it hurts my heart seeing she and i get so emotional that i'm going to have to leave
01:04:15her
01:04:16but at the end of the day if i do everything correctly i know that she and i will have
01:04:22a
01:04:22bright future and i hope that she understands
01:04:30please i really want you to stay
01:04:37you can't let mom change your mind you have to decide this on your own will
01:04:45sheena honey we have overcome mountains we have overcome problems
01:04:52we have struggled through so many years even a pandemic we had our plans to grow and have a
01:05:01family i want you here and i know that this is the best way for us to be together faster
01:05:10together that's what i've been waiting for you for the longest time
01:05:18she and i can't do that
01:05:21it's literally tearing me up thinking about being away from you
01:05:25but i think mom was kind of right i want to have a bright future together when getting you to
01:05:33the
01:05:33united states is the best option and to do that i need to go and start work and do the
01:05:44process and make
01:05:44sure i have everything stabilized in america
01:05:52it hurts that forrest happened to change his mind
01:05:56it feels like he would rather choose his mom over me
01:06:00i mean i understand if he happened to work in the u.s he could earn much more better money
01:06:06but i am worried that forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues
01:06:13i feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the philippines was impossible
01:06:20but it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out
01:06:26the faster i get back home the faster i can start the process
01:06:31and if i don't get the k1 that gets denied then i can come back here and stay here if
01:06:37things don't
01:06:37work out in here but how about mom
01:06:43i'm i'm i'm quite worried that she would try her best to make sure to stay in the united states
01:06:49forever this decision it's not my mother it's my own decision
01:06:57but i see a bright future together and i'm in your heart and you're in my heart
01:07:02and you are my true home
01:07:06i want to put my faith into him as my partner
01:07:09that he would find a way to be together long term
01:07:13but i think forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize
01:07:21i know that molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship
01:07:26and i'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems
01:07:31she could break us apart
01:07:35it's just
01:07:40it's hard
01:07:52holy holy holy holy why is everything so cold surprise surprise she's cold
01:07:58my god thank you so much take that away she's a pain in the ass but it's in a cute
01:08:05way
01:08:05you know i like that how do you feel about me i i like i'm falling for you but not
01:08:13in love
01:08:29good morning good morning good morning it's a little chilly out here today
01:08:34so you're sleeping i i was i just woke up
01:08:44time to go back to bondi yeah let's get a little getaway
01:08:49mostly
01:08:52i feel really sad this is our last full day together
01:08:56we're driving back to bondi in a little bit and then tomorrow i fly back to miami
01:09:03hmm did you wake up still loving me i'm asking yes i did i just have so many mixed emotions
01:09:12right now like he told me he loved me and that means the world to me but at the same
01:09:18time here
01:09:19he is again not living up to his promise to video chat with his son i understand there's external
01:09:25factors but if you're going to see a future with me and maybe your wife like the fact that you
01:09:32didn't
01:09:32try harder i don't know it's just like scary i'm going home tomorrow and i have no idea what the
01:09:39future holds this is really heavy your last night my book just somewhere nice tonight
01:09:51and one day yep i'm fine yeah so let's go get changed and get home
01:10:07i never imagined i'd fall in love so quickly this has never happened before
01:10:12but saying i love you and then not having it heard back i am sort of wondering where she's at
01:10:17you know
01:10:17is it not as real for her as it is for me that is a bit concerning
01:10:36it's so beautiful here okay it's nice in this city
01:10:45all right guys this will be your table thank you
01:10:51menu for you guys thank you thank you so much
01:10:56so cold you're always cold always cold they did say they have blankets so i'm gonna ask her for a
01:11:02blanket okay good idea god it's cold surprise surprise she's cold holy holy holy why is everything
01:11:11so cold as soon as there's like the slightest breeze all the sun's down she's cold thanks for coming
01:11:18guys don't mind me i just brought some hand warmers i'm freezing i'm freezing wow turn on the car i'm
01:11:27so cold holy holy i'm cold you think by now that she'd know how to dress you know in sydney
01:11:34i wear
01:11:34something a bit warmer you okay do you want my jacket yeah i do yeah i'm shivering oh god it's
01:11:40a little
01:11:40nibbly out a little nibbly she's a pain in the ass but it's in a cute way you know i
01:11:46like that
01:11:48well you look stunning as always right here i've got the blanket for you oh my god thank you so
01:11:54much
01:11:55take that away for you um can we please get two spicy margaritas two spicy margaritas uh tahini if
01:12:02you've got it tahini we do yeah how lovely thanks so much thank you thank you guys
01:12:11last night
01:12:15how do you feel about how do you feel about what about me like in general yeah i mean like
01:12:27i i like i'm
01:12:29falling for you but not in large not yet josh literally tells me everything i want to hear
01:12:44but i feel like he sometimes kind of just says things to appease me
01:12:48like he'll say he's gonna do x y and z but there's like no action behind that you know there's
01:12:56one side
01:12:56of me that sees the future with him like getting married and having kids but then there's this
01:13:00other side of me that's like am i even being realistic with my expectations with him and is it
01:13:05just hopeful and wishful thinking i am falling for you i i i cannot imagine going back to miami without
01:13:14you
01:13:16but we live in different continents we're a 16 hour time difference you have a son here
01:13:24how do you plan to make this work yeah i think it's a move obviously it's it's a move for
01:13:29either
01:13:30one of us whether it be here or there i guess it's one pretty big con for me to move
01:13:36into miami
01:13:37well your son okay yes however okay so if if i was to move here where would we go who
01:13:43would
01:13:43pay for it find a place you and i find a place together we live we move in together
01:13:50okay but like have you gone on a website and looked for places
01:13:53no slowly look i'm confident i can call this off more than confident
01:14:07i'm scared i just don't know if i can i don't know why you're just gonna let go sometimes
01:14:13i'm just like i don't know if you're stable
01:14:19i want to make it work i believe you
01:14:23i believe that it will work in my eyes i think you will find excuses to make it not work
01:14:32why are you hesitant i've given you a solid game plan and you're still hesitant
01:14:36you've had a hard year like financially i don't know how you're gonna be able to make this work
01:14:42i don't know sorry that i can't you know i don't have a big nest egg you just have to
01:14:48trust
01:14:49because are you asking can you stop being rude to me like seriously like you are like yep josh
01:14:54like that's your because you're being a dick to me i am sticking up for myself that's all i am
01:14:59doing
01:15:00i still care about you and love you and you don't know how you feel so that obviously throws down
01:15:06in my mind
01:15:09feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen but you don't want to admit it
01:15:16you think i'm not putting anything into action but i feel like the ball's in your court
01:15:29i'll block you everywhere and please don't do that i will even now i don't have nothing to do with
01:15:35you please just this is my phone i don't have nothing to tell please
01:15:39please i'll just walk away and never speak to him again i wasted my time
01:15:56i love you so much but i can't block her why why
01:16:23i don't know what to do because it's i'm in love with you
01:16:31but i do still have feelings for her too
01:16:36oh
01:16:39and no nothing else to do nothing else to say i love you no no you don't love me
01:16:54i asked her to choose then you made your choice
01:17:03when trish asked me to block my ex i realized that i can't completely shut the door
01:17:13and i wanted to be honest about my feelings so you chose your ex over her after all you guys
01:17:21have
01:17:21been through i don't look at it as i chose my ex over her what do you look at it
01:17:29as
01:17:33i look at it as um just not ready to let go totally i love trish but um
01:17:46i mean love isn't so black and white it's possible to have feelings for
01:17:53your ex over her two people at the same time
01:17:55i wasted my time
01:18:03i don't look at it it's a waste
01:18:06i still i'm still willing to try to make it that i
01:18:10it's nothing to do anymore
01:18:13i cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex
01:18:17i'll block you everywhere and be good
01:18:19don't do that i will even now i don't have nothing to do with you
01:18:23please i just this is my phone you didn't buy it you didn't do anything
01:18:27just give me i don't have nothing to tell please
01:18:30yes i am doing it right now
01:18:37i hate that it makes me suffer again you plan a future with me you told me that you love
01:18:46me
01:18:47but i still have feelings for her
01:18:54i do but that doesn't mean i'm going back to her and my feelings for you are strong i still
01:19:03want us to go on
01:19:06i cannot do that i'll never be a second choice of someone so i'll take my love back and forget
01:19:16by him
01:19:22don't
01:19:27don't ever bother me no no no no you made a choice
01:19:35let's finish
01:19:38good thank you
01:19:47i'm feeling really really angry like i don't understand why he make me fall in love with him
01:19:57and break my heart like he shouldn't have come to madagascar
01:20:04meet me i don't know what to say anymore i'll just walk away and never speak to him again
01:20:18i wish you realized that i do love her and i do think that she's special i want us to
01:20:26be together
01:20:27but i just wasn't ready
01:20:35that's all i can't see
01:20:46holy balls next time on before the 90 days i feel like i should ask for your autograph
01:20:53jeez give me your ring finger i'm asking you will you marry me
01:21:00we just got things back on track and i'm worried that as we go back to long distance
01:21:06we're only going to have more drama and more problems if you accept
01:21:16so today i decided to take a pregnancy dress
01:21:25javon boom
01:21:27because that is what i think it is holy i'm about to be a dad
01:21:33you don't need to be with me it may have taken seven years to get here but it's not going
01:21:36to take
01:21:37seven years to get you back home i still don't completely trust sheena she still manipulates
01:21:45here i thought i was coming to get all these questions answered no i have more questions
01:21:49you okay
01:21:52it's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me
01:21:56i don't want people to leave me
01:22:01it hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between trish and i and i'm leaving with no hope at
01:22:09all
01:22:21i'm literally leaving for that report in one hour and he just left like how can you tell me you
01:22:29love me and you're falling for me then you bring girls back and disrespect me oh my god he stopped
01:22:35sharing this location with me i am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster like what do i do now
01:22:45i've given so much to make daniel happy i was so sure of him and now i'm just insecure
01:22:52he's not communicating with her much i wanted to find a reason why and
01:22:57i did find things faith went on your email how come in your contacts you have somebody listed as wife
01:23:06so who is this wife
01:23:11are you ready tell me what happened i don't even know where to start
01:23:22are you questioning the whole relationship at this point
01:23:27you
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