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Temptation Island US S07E08 No Turning Back 1 H 264
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00:26Hi, Mark.
00:27Good evening.
00:28Hi, Mark.
00:58Hi, Mark.
00:59Do you want to leave together as you came?
01:02Do you want to leave with someone new?
01:05Or do you want to leave alone?
01:08Okay?
01:09We're going to start with Cheyenne.
01:12Ready?
01:13I'm ready.
01:13Let's do it.
01:16I guess it's just time for Jack to show out in a different light.
01:21I feel like she took away your personality.
01:23Yeah, my personality was gone.
01:25Your personality was in a box.
01:26And then as soon as you got in here, you unlocked it and opened the box.
01:29And now we're like, why would you ever want to put yourself back in that box?
01:32I haven't stood on business for five years, dude.
01:34I'm not putting up with that bullshit anymore.
01:36Here we go.
01:37Finally.
01:38Somebody lit the flame under your eyes.
01:40No, no.
01:40I'm not doing it anymore, bro.
01:42I need to, like, embrace myself and life a little bit more.
01:45I'll get a lot farther.
01:48Who's best kisser in the house, honestly speaking?
01:50You can tell you.
01:51You are.
01:52For real?
01:52Yeah.
01:53Cheer it up.
02:15I mean, he can't even stick with the same girl.
02:17What makes me think he could have stuck with me all through our relationship?
02:21Uh, what about the very first sentence in this clip?
02:24That I kept him in a box?
02:25Yeah.
02:26That for five years, he hasn't been able to be who he is, I guess.
02:30Or something along those lines.
02:31I think you know what I'm saying.
02:33That there was this weight.
02:34I don't even know, Mark.
02:35This is the thing that I just don't understand with him.
02:37It's like, if he was so miserable in the relationship and he wanted to be with somebody else,
02:41why did he have to sit here and, like, drag me along with this entire relationship?
02:46Why couldn't he have just left?
02:47You also had complaints about him, too, though, didn't you, Cheyenne?
02:50I mean, I did, but I have just been looking past this.
02:56I've listened to both of you talk about your relationship.
02:59Mm-hmm.
02:59You have shared a little bit about how you want a provider, somebody who's a little bit more mature-minded,
03:04a little bit more, like, in the adulting and business and things like that.
03:08And when he cheated, you didn't say, oh, my God, I can't believe he's with another woman.
03:13How could he do that to me?
03:14I love him.
03:15And he just betrayed me.
03:17What you said was he's a loser.
03:18He's always been a loser.
03:19He'll never amount to anything.
03:20He's not a man and things like that.
03:22So I'm suggesting to you, and you tell me if I'm wrong, that your problems in a relationship had very
03:29little to do with fidelity and had much more to do with not fulfilling needs.
03:35Yeah, I think I was just hoping that eventually he would be successful, and I don't think he has it
03:44in him.
03:45I've stood there by his side throughout this whole relationship, and I've started a business.
03:50I've done multiple things that he hasn't done.
03:53How am I more successful than you, and how do I try harder in life than you?
03:59And, like, it just, I don't know.
04:00Like, he's a man, or he's a boy.
04:03He says he's gonna be a man, but it's just, it's very clear that I am not getting that,
04:08and I'm just happy that we can leave it here at Temptation Island, and we can move on, because I
04:13have nothing else to, like, give.
04:16I don't care that he isn't successful anymore, because that's not my fucking problem.
04:19No, I get why you don't want to move forward. I support it, I understand, and I think it's a
04:24wise move for you.
04:25Yeah.
04:25I'm just, in this last hour of our time together, pushing you to get real about this, that, in fact,
04:31in the back of your mind,
04:33you knew things aren't firing so well, him cheating gives you a little nudge towards what you actually want, right?
04:41Right.
04:42Because the next relationship you are in and he's in needs to be healthier than the one you've just come
04:47out of.
04:48Right.
04:49I agree.
04:50I don't want to fall back into the same habits.
04:55All right.
04:57Sydney.
04:57It's my turn?
04:58Yeah.
04:59Let's take a look.
05:01I'm surface level when it comes to other people, but, like, with you, it's just like, you just make it
05:04easy.
05:06Like, I'm more in tune with my emotions because of you. Not even on, like, a romantic level, because we
05:10haven't even been, like, romantic yet.
05:12Mm-hmm.
05:13So, I would truly say, like, you helped me grow as a person before I can really, because if I'm
05:19not whole as an individual, I don't think I can be whole for somebody else.
05:22Right.
05:22Yeah.
05:23And I truly feel like you helped me there.
05:26Mm-hmm.
05:26I just fuck with you.
05:27I do.
05:30Sydney, fill my head up with love and all this other stuff, and I'm just like, damn, like, my feelings
05:37are hurt.
05:38I have a great personality.
05:39I have a great fucking person.
05:41I don't know why.
05:43I just felt really tricked into coming here, because I just wanted to be, I just thought we were going
05:47to be better.
05:48That's all.
05:50It's fucking me up, because I really do care about Sydney, and I'm saying she doesn't care about me and
05:56her hurts.
06:08Um, I've said it before, I'll say it again.
06:12My goal coming here was never to hurt Mikey.
06:15My intent was to come here with Mikey and to leave with Mikey.
06:19But in coming here, I saw better.
06:22I expected better.
06:23I wanted more.
06:26Have I moved on?
06:28Have I, you know, taken steps in another direction with Xavier?
06:35I have.
06:38Honestly, that was a decision that I made for myself.
06:41Hmm.
06:42But I hate seeing him like that, because I know he's hurting.
06:46It's very clear to me.
06:47I was struck by the clip, because now I know Mikey a little bit, too.
06:51Yeah.
06:52And compared to when I first met him to now, that seemed really raw and honest.
06:57There was no BS in what he was saying.
07:00He just really got down to how he felt about it.
07:02I'm impressed with what I saw from Mikey tonight.
07:04Yeah.
07:05And that's all I've wanted.
07:06I even said that, I don't know if it was a second or third bonfire, but I said, I want
07:11to see Mikey growing in himself.
07:13And like, that's exactly what I just saw.
07:15So, although it hurts me to see him like that, I'm also happy for him and proud to see, like,
07:21the growth that he's experiencing.
07:24I'll be interested to see what form your friendship takes on with Mikey.
07:29Definitely.
07:29If there's a possibility there.
07:31Definitely.
07:31Okay.
07:34Kaylee.
07:35Yeah?
07:36Here we go.
07:38I have gotten so close to you and I've gotten to know you so much in such a short period
07:43of time and I didn't expect to find somebody that has, like, such a beautiful soul here.
07:48Oh, thank you.
07:49I feel the same way.
07:51You know, when I'm the happiest and in the best headspace here, it's when I'm, like, going on dates with
07:56you.
07:57Yeah.
07:57Hanging out with you makes me happy.
07:59Your smile makes me happy.
08:00Like, you're just, you're good.
08:02You're good people.
08:03I feel like if I met you in the real world, I would be just as excited to get to
08:07know you.
08:08I would be, like, so lit up by hanging out with you and, like, just want to keep getting to
08:16know you.
08:16Like, we have been.
08:17I didn't expect to connect with somebody this much.
08:20And, yeah, I don't know.
08:22If we were in the real world, I would be very excited about you.
08:25Well, that makes me happy.
08:27I mean, yeah.
08:28Like, that's what it is.
08:29And then you kind of have to, like, evaluate if, like...
08:31I know.
08:32Things change or, like, what all this means.
08:37I'm down and also here for you.
08:40I appreciate you.
08:42Like, just, you're, you're awesome.
08:44Thanks.
08:45I feel so.
08:54Well, it looks like someone's falling for Summit.
08:58I think she sees all the amazing qualities in him that I see.
09:03And I knew when he came here, everyone would see how amazing he is.
09:07But, I mean, what am I supposed to say to that?
09:13You've shared with me his commitment to your relationship time-wise, texting, calling, hanging out, time spent together, is not
09:21at the level that you are desiring and aching for.
09:26It's not even just texts and calls.
09:28I mean, it's like...
09:28No, I know it's not.
09:29It's about feeling...
09:29Quality time together.
09:30It's about feeling that you're the priority.
09:34Yeah.
09:35Is that fair to say?
09:36Yes.
09:36I want to be the priority.
09:37Right.
09:38And he tells me, like, over and over again, like, you are the priority, like, you are the number one.
09:43And then?
09:44And then it's, you know, me being like, well, can you do this in order to make me feel that
09:50way?
09:51And then he'll be like, yeah, I do do that.
09:55And trust me, I am a very patient person.
09:58I have been so patient with him.
10:01I'll sit with this for a second, because I'm going to get very real with you right now.
10:04Okay.
10:05Because you deserve to feel exactly what you're expressing you're not feeling.
10:10Mm-hmm.
10:11Are you putting yourself as a first priority for you?
10:15Or are you feeling as though you're not a priority and hoping he makes you feel that way so that
10:20you can be that?
10:23Often, the thing that's not working in communication isn't a relationship with him.
10:28It's your relationship with you.
10:30Mm-hmm.
10:32Yeah.
10:33Make room for someone to mirror what you've now discovered you are worth.
10:39You're right.
10:42I gotta put myself first.
10:45When you can look in the mirror and go,
10:50I love you.
10:51Mm-hmm.
10:53Then usually what happens is the people around you go, I love you.
10:56And that's what I've done here.
10:58Good.
10:59With my girls.
10:59I'm nervous.
11:01Mm-hmm.
11:03I'm saying there's a deeper level to look at.
11:05Yeah.
11:05It has to do with you.
11:06Mm-hmm.
11:07But you're going to be in the same funk feeling the same way if you don't address how you feel
11:11about you,
11:11which I'm going to suggest is not as good as you appear.
11:15Yeah.
11:15Because you appear like we look at you and go, you know, unbelievable.
11:21Supermodel.
11:22But then there's this thing that makes me think you, for some reason, someone has told you,
11:26yeah, you're not that special.
11:28And you believe it.
11:30Love you.
11:34Yeah.
11:35I'm sorry.
11:35You good?
11:36Yeah.
11:38You're good.
11:39You're good.
11:41You're good.
11:41You know it.
11:44You know it.
11:45You know it.
11:46Yeah.
11:46You get to feel special.
11:48You're allowed.
11:50Thanks.
11:53Okay.
11:54Scarlet.
11:56Ready.
11:57Let's take a look.
12:00I just didn't like how her message was like, I mean this with love, and then dove in and
12:04she's like, I wish we didn't have such strict boundaries going into this.
12:07It's like, well, she didn't express what she's been working on in this process.
12:10She just said, like, she's been opening up to people more, like, emotionally.
12:13I was just kind of following the playbook, because what if the roles were reversed in that instance?
12:17Right.
12:17And, like, I opened up, and she's like, what are you doing?
12:19Like, you break the rules, and now you're mad at me because I didn't break them, too?
12:24It's always me taking accountability and saying that Cole did this, Cole lied, Cole did this.
12:29Here's why I lied, though.
12:30This is what I realized when being here.
12:32I had this fear in the relationship, fear of losing you, fear of hurting you, that I no longer have.
12:38It's gone.
12:39Yeah.
12:39Because I'm so just, like, ready to be, like, free of it.
12:42And happy.
12:43That I'm like, babe, I will be so transparent with you.
12:45I felt so much pain in my chest from being here.
12:49So much sorrow that's, like, I have nothing else to give but just be...
12:52That's all you need to say.
12:52Just to be so raw with you.
12:54Yeah.
12:54And I love you.
12:55That gave me the chills.
12:56That's all you need to say.
12:57And if that is, but if that is not up to the emotional connection that you need, what else do
13:01you want me to fucking do?
13:02Well, and that hurts.
13:07Um, so I have a few notes.
13:11Okay.
13:12First, um, you know, our boundaries coming in here were nothing physical.
13:17We never said don't speak to anyone else.
13:20This is not about temptation.
13:22This is not about the boundaries.
13:24Like, at all.
13:26This has become so much less about Cole and I and so much more about myself.
13:31I am now realizing, like, yes, I do put things on Cole of, like, you've lied about this, you've lied
13:37about that.
13:37But what about, like, what do I just actually need that I'm not getting that is making me put this
13:45at the forefront?
13:46I think you broke it down pretty well, but I want to give Cole a little credit.
13:51He said something that I think you need to really hear.
13:54He's afraid of you.
13:57Yep.
13:58He's afraid of you and the way it shows up for him, at least what he says is, he doesn't
14:02tell the truth for fear of how you'd receive it.
14:05He's also afraid of the confrontation of you, so he says whatever you need to hear to move on.
14:13This is the weird paradox of the two of you.
14:16The reason you don't trust him is because you're scared.
14:19He doesn't make you feel safe.
14:21Right.
14:21The reason he lies to you is because he's scared he doesn't feel safe.
14:25It's a fear-based relationship.
14:26I'm telling you that the 80% of what's working in your relationship, you know, we have fun, we have
14:31the same interests.
14:32That stuff is not going to get you through 30 years.
14:36It's not. It's not.
14:39That's really what I've uncovered here.
14:41The things that I value most are the things that are missing.
14:44Well, then it begs a bigger question, which is another scary question like I threw at Kaylee.
14:49It's even possible for you to get over your distrust of him.
14:54I don't know the answer.
14:57That's the big question here and it's why I'm so confused and why I've been breaking the last few days
15:03is because it is very real.
15:05You still have some time.
15:07I'm challenging you to look at this fear thing even deeper.
15:11Look at the trust thing. Can you let it go?
15:13And work it out with not these women, but the men in the house to get some perspective.
15:21Okay.
15:22You made it through another bonfire.
15:23The next time you're here, it's not going to be about clips.
15:28It's going to be you and the man you came to the island with.
15:30You're going to ask all the questions about what you want to know and then you're going to be faced
15:35with the ultimate decision.
15:37What do you want the rest of your life to be?
15:42Before you head back to the villa, there's one more thing you need to know.
15:46Tonight is your last night with the single men.
15:51I know some incredible bonds have been formed, but tomorrow their time on the island comes to an end.
16:01I'll see you here at the final bonfire.
16:03Thank you very much for sharing.
16:05You can head back to the villa.
16:11Mark has brought to light a lot of issues that we didn't fully understand coming in here.
16:20My goal is to love myself enough to make the decision that's best for me.
16:27I still have a lot of unanswered questions.
16:30We won't be able to find that clarity we need until we are face to face.
16:40My heart sank when I saw what I saw in the clips, but he's shown me since pretty much the
16:48first bonfire that this is who he is.
16:50There's no changing it and I have to just move forward with what I've seen.
16:56Jack is hurt. That man is hurt.
17:00There's somebody in the house right now that proves that he's more of a man than Jack ever could in
17:06the five years we've been together.
17:09He's making his way around.
17:12Seeing Mikey so emotional, it's hard to take that and keep moving forward.
17:18But I see the same cycle happening, whereas he sees the problem, he tries to fix the problem, then the
17:24problem goes back to how it was.
17:26But this time it's different because I'm already gone.
17:29I'm wishing on the wind, I'm holding on to faith.
17:33With every bit of hope I'm finding my way.
17:36I just feel like from what I saw, that's the exact thing that Cole has told me for months.
17:41Cole is so caught up in not crossing boundaries, but you're not growing, you're not diving in.
17:46Like, what have you learned?
17:48You know, I'm looking for a relationship that lasts a lifetime.
17:52And a fear-based relationship is not sustainable.
17:56I just feel like I'm still at square one with him.
17:59Love is worth a journey, no matter where it leads.
18:02Keep wishing on the wind, blessing all my dreams.
18:09Hi.
18:10Welcome back.
18:11What's up, ladies?
18:13Hi.
18:13Cookies and ice cream.
18:20I was literally just saying I wanted a chocolate chip cookie, I swear.
18:25Guess what we've done.
18:26What?
18:26Made all your dreams come true.
18:29Been missing you.
18:30I miss you.
18:30I miss you too.
18:32I love you.
18:34I love you.
18:38Hey.
18:39How was it?
18:39That was my best mom.
18:40What happened?
18:42It's over with.
18:43She said fucking with me is settling.
18:46What?
18:48The disrespect that woman has put me through for the past three weeks.
18:57I'm like my brand new friends that don't owe me shit even do that to me.
19:02You get what I'm saying?
19:03What?
19:04So I don't know.
19:06Whoever I do end up with in the future, they're not going to say that they're settling.
19:12I can tell that a lot of insecurities that Mikey has has come from the way that his girlfriend treats
19:18him.
19:19And honestly, I wish that Mikey finds someone that truly appreciates the person that he is, respects him, like, just
19:28makes him feel worthy.
19:29Shit's lame.
19:31Shit's lame.
19:33I need someone who sees me, knows the pieces that I hide.
19:39Oh, oh, oh.
19:44Tonight's bonfire?
19:45Yeah?
19:46Hit me a little deep.
19:48I was like, sheesh.
19:50Yeah, no, I kind of figured a little bit.
19:53But as expected, you know, it started off with a clip of Mikey's crime.
20:01And it's like, the reason that I say, like, tonight's bonfire cut deep is because, like,
20:04I never wanted to hurt him in a way that I was hurt.
20:07In a way that he hurt me, you know, on some shit.
20:10You aren't the bad guy.
20:12Like, things were done on his part that led to this, you know?
20:15Yeah.
20:17You should have showed up like that day one.
20:19And he didn't.
20:20So it's like, even seeing him hurting like that, seeing that I'm the reason why.
20:29That shit sucks.
20:31But I choose myself every time.
20:34And I chose you because you chose me from day one.
20:38He never did that.
20:40So, yeah.
20:43I'm glad I met you.
20:44I'm glad I met you, too.
20:47Feeling like the wall's collapsing.
20:50I don't know what's gonna happen.
20:55If, like, this was the moon, this would be me.
20:57So that means I'm over the moon.
20:59Um, like, I don't know.
21:01I'm, uh...
21:03I'm just so very happy.
21:06It's just an amazing feeling.
21:07Like, she chose me.
21:09And, um, I hope, uh, we're leaving together.
21:12Have I said that I love the fit?
21:14You look amazing.
21:15Yeah?
21:15Yes.
21:17And this love's gonna last for a lifetime.
21:24What's the tea, sis?
21:25So, Jack, like, literally made out with multiple girls.
21:28Yeah, he's wild now.
21:29He's crashing out.
21:30Yeah.
21:30He's just not mature.
21:31He's not mature enough to handle the situation.
21:33It's crazy, too, because I knew...
21:35I literally knew that he was gonna hook up with multiple girls.
21:38Like, I feel embarrassed that I was even with him for this long.
21:42I think the reason why he's, like, full-on, like, crashing out
21:45is because I'm not just, like, going and making out with, like, multiple guys.
21:48He just knows that I moved on.
21:50Yeah, he hates that.
21:51And honestly, like, you know, you're...
21:53You and Preston have been, like, glowing together.
21:55Like, the whole, you know, the whole house could see it.
21:57She's a totally different person.
21:58Totally different person.
22:04And it took you, you know, that clarity to know that.
22:07And I'm super proud of you for doing that.
22:09I second that.
22:16It's sad.
22:17I don't want to leave you guys,
22:18but I do want to spend the last night with you.
22:22And another thing I want you to help me with
22:23is how I should go into this final bonfire
22:26and, like, what I should say.
22:28I don't know.
22:28I'm just, like, stressed out about this.
22:30It's, like, not an easy thing.
22:31Like, I feel like the way I've moved in the house
22:33is a little fucked up.
22:36But, like...
22:37But you're single.
22:38I mean...
22:39Yeah.
22:39But, like, I also want to be respectful about it, though.
22:41Yeah.
22:41And I think you are.
22:42I don't want to make it, like, a disrespectful thing.
22:45I feel like...
22:46Mm-hmm.
22:47I've, you know, I've opened up to this experience
22:49to the full extent.
22:50I don't think I can open up anymore.
22:51I think at that point, if I open up anymore,
22:53I'm just going to be a crazy person.
22:55There's a line.
22:56There's a line.
22:57Yeah, and I don't want to...
22:58I just don't want to do it anymore.
22:59Yeah.
22:59I'm emotionally attracted to you,
23:02and I feel like we can just talk,
23:05and it's not fake.
23:06Like, cut the bullshit, like...
23:08Yeah, like, I just think it's...
23:09Like, it's more real.
23:11Wow, thanks.
23:21So, we have an announcement.
23:25It's our last night all together in the villa.
23:28No way.
23:29It's our last night.
23:30Yeah.
23:31So, let's go out with the bangs.
23:39It genuinely hurts my heart
23:41to know that the guys will be gone tomorrow.
23:44These are the guys that have supported us
23:46through this whole journey.
23:47These are the guys that have helped us find ourselves.
23:51The memories we will forget,
23:53and memories we will remember,
23:54I love you all.
23:55That's a long-lasting memory.
23:57Cheers, cheers.
24:09I know it's been said many times,
24:11but, like, I'm just so, so grateful
24:14I met each and every one of you guys.
24:16I know, you know, this is the end,
24:18but I'm so excited to see what you guys all do
24:21with your futures, because you're all amazing.
24:23And I hope, you know, one day,
24:25we can all see each other again.
24:28So, I love you guys.
24:30I really do.
24:31Love you guys.
24:36Saying goodbye to these single girls,
24:39it's sad.
24:40I mean, they have been such a monumental part of our journey,
24:45and I couldn't have imagined doing it with anyone else.
24:52Bradley, come on.
24:55I hate those mustaches.
24:57I don't know his deal.
24:59Yeah, it was not...
25:00Yeah, she, like, picked him in front of me
25:02at the first date,
25:03and I just didn't think anything of it.
25:05I was like, all right, yeah.
25:08Yeah.
25:09I don't get it, but anyways.
25:16I had to tell her about the fucking journal, though.
25:19Should I lead in with that,
25:20or should I, like, milk that one?
25:23No, no, no, no, no.
25:23I would just tell her.
25:24Like, I've never gone through her shit in my life, but...
25:28Like, we all make mistakes here, too.
25:30Like, I didn't cheat on you, but it's like,
25:31we all did, like, reactive emotional shit, I assume.
25:34Yeah.
25:35Like...
25:35I would just be up front with her.
25:37I'm like, hey, just want to let you know,
25:39I went through your journal.
25:41I...
25:41Regret it.
25:42We went to your house.
25:43I was...
25:44No, I regret it, but I'm honest about it.
25:46Like, I'm not, like, looking through your shit,
25:48like, under normal circumstances.
25:50I think you'll be fine.
25:53I think you'll be just fine.
25:56Yeah, I don't know.
25:58Yeah.
25:59Yeah.
25:59Every time that I try to move on,
26:02you do something to pull me around,
26:05and I let my God tell you...
26:11It's the last night.
26:12No.
26:13I know.
26:14I don't want to just, like, leave.
26:16I know.
26:17Without getting, like...
26:22Just, like, telling you how I feel.
26:27Because I feel like from day one,
26:31like,
26:33it was obviously just so natural.
26:36And, like, the moment, like, we talked,
26:39I was like, I just felt like how genuine you were.
26:42I genuinely have so much love for you,
26:45just, like, as a person.
26:48And just, like, the way...
26:50Same.
26:51I know.
26:52You don't know how special you are to me.
26:54And, like, what you've done for me throughout this.
26:57Like, every day, who's my go-to?
26:59No, no.
26:59Like, it's you.
27:01I know.
27:02And that's just how I wanted it to be.
27:04Like, I just wanted to be, like, a soundboard.
27:06Like, for you.
27:09Like...
27:09Bradley!
27:12Oh!
27:15I told people, like,
27:16I would never shed a tear on this.
27:18But, no, it's weird,
27:19because, like, I genuinely
27:21have so much love for you,
27:23just, like, as a person.
27:24Just, like,
27:26I just wanted you to know, like,
27:29that's not...
27:30wasn't necessarily, like, easy.
27:33Because just, like, human nature,
27:34like, you just start to have, like...
27:36not love,
27:37but I love you as a person.
27:38I know.
27:39And, like, who you are.
27:40I didn't want to leave
27:41without, like, saying it.
27:43Because, like...
27:44I just want to be, like, open and direct.
27:46Like, I don't...
27:46I don't...
27:47I have been with you the whole time,
27:48but it's like,
27:49I'm obviously not going to tell you
27:51everything,
27:51because it's not about me.
27:53It's about you.
27:54But...
27:55I'm just trying to tell you
27:56how I feel.
27:59Bradley really is
28:00just, like, an incredible human.
28:02And he has been
28:04my rock, honestly,
28:06throughout this.
28:07You know, he's been the shoulder
28:08that I've leaned on.
28:09He's been my deepest conversations.
28:11So,
28:12I have a lot to think about everything
28:15going into the final bonfire.
28:17It's been fun.
28:18The best.
28:20I'm gonna miss you.
28:21I'm gonna miss you.
28:23I love you.
28:25I love you.
28:41Your role
28:42on my journey
28:43through Temptation Island
28:44was
28:45so
28:46important to me,
28:47and I hope you know that.
28:49I...
28:49I mean, I can definitely feel that,
28:51but I'm really glad to hear you say it,
28:52because,
28:53yeah,
28:54that means a lot.
28:55I mean, we've said it a million times,
28:57but just how
28:58much you love life
28:59and, like, learning
29:01and just
29:02trying to be the best version
29:03of yourself.
29:04Yeah.
29:04I mean, that's why
29:06you're so amazing.
29:08I thank you so much.
29:10Yeah.
29:10No, totally.
29:12I appreciate you saying all of that.
29:13Obviously, I had so much fun with you,
29:15and
29:16seeing you happy
29:17makes me happy.
29:18Because, like, I just genuinely
29:19like you so much as a person.
29:21Like, I want your happiness.
29:22It took me some time
29:24to open my eyes
29:25to see myself clear
29:28Pick myself up
29:30when I'm feeling down
29:32Burling with both feet
29:34on the ground
29:36Aw.
29:39Our affirmation corner.
29:41I know.
29:43Um...
29:43Oh, gosh.
29:46I don't even know
29:48where to start.
29:49Like, genuinely.
29:52I'm, like, gonna get
29:53emotional about it.
29:56Um...
29:57The last night.
29:59I know.
30:00So sad.
30:00Because I've genuinely
30:01enjoyed
30:03like, every single day
30:05that we've had here.
30:07Yeah.
30:07It's been amazing.
30:09I, like, can't thank you enough
30:11for everything
30:12you've done for me.
30:15Like...
30:15I'm not gonna cry.
30:18I'm not gonna cry.
30:20I just didn't think that, like,
30:23people like you existed.
30:25Like, someone that could
30:26just see me for me
30:28and, like, force me to, like,
30:31realize things that I didn't
30:33want to even think about.
30:36And you did it with, like, ease.
30:38And you just, like...
30:40Just made me feel
30:41so understood, like,
30:43every step of the way.
30:44And even tonight, like,
30:46I'm still figuring stuff out.
30:48And you're still helping me, like,
30:50figure it out
30:51and, like, reaffirm
30:53like, the right from the wrong.
30:57I don't know.
30:58It's, again,
30:58it's also been a blessing
30:59to show you
31:00how you deserve
31:02to be treated.
31:03Yeah.
31:03And that's, like,
31:04the queen you are.
31:06And to own that shit
31:07and to own that you are that.
31:09Yeah.
31:10And to realize, like,
31:13I gotta do this on my own
31:15and I need to learn
31:17to, like,
31:18be more independent
31:19and put me first.
31:22It's, like,
31:23something I, like,
31:24never even thought about.
31:26But it's true.
31:28If he doesn't want it,
31:29then he doesn't want
31:31to be that guy.
31:32Then he doesn't want to.
31:35And you're content with that?
31:38I'm, like,
31:39at my wit's end.
31:41Good.
31:44I will not beg
31:45for the bare minimum anymore.
31:47Because you will,
31:48you don't deserve
31:49the bare minimum.
31:50Yeah.
31:50There are moments
31:52when we're happy
31:54and you take
31:55my breath away.
31:57This has been
31:59quite the journey.
32:00And my next step
32:02is just
32:02going to my final bonfire
32:04with Summit.
32:05And I am going to
32:07stand on business.
32:09I am not gonna cry.
32:11It's going to be
32:13a game-time decision
32:14on whether or not
32:16we live together.
32:19I don't want to
32:20taste another kiss.
32:25Cause I don't want to
32:27learn different lips.
32:31And yeah,
32:33it's hard to hurt
32:35like this.
32:38Can nobody else
32:41compare to you?
33:01Hello?
33:03Mom?
33:04How are you?
33:05I'm, I mean...
33:06That is abstinence island.
33:08Well,
33:09I'm really struggling,
33:11to be honest.
33:12Like, this process
33:13is way, way, way
33:14harder than I thought.
33:16And it's not like
33:17the journey I thought
33:18I was going to go on.
33:20Are you tempted
33:21by just having fun?
33:22Or are you second-guessing
33:24how serious you are
33:24with Kaylee?
33:25Or did you actually
33:26meet someone
33:27that you could
33:29potentially spend time with?
33:37Summit?
33:38Yeah.
33:40Oh my gosh.
33:41Are you okay?
33:42Yeah.
33:47It's just...
33:47What's going on?
33:48It's just hearing
33:49your voice.
33:50Nothing.
33:50I, I haven't done
33:52anything with any
33:53girls or anything.
33:55It's just...
33:58Good.
33:59Let it out.
33:59That's what it's for.
34:03It's, it's all a lot.
34:04And think of this opportunity
34:07as a gift.
34:08It's a gift for both of you.
34:10Because before you settle down
34:12with someone,
34:12you want to be tempted
34:13beyond anybody's imagination
34:16to make sure, right?
34:17Everybody should have
34:18this goddamn test.
34:19And that doesn't mean
34:22that you need to commit
34:24to Kaylee forever
34:25as your wife.
34:26You're young.
34:27You both are young.
34:28There's so much life to live.
34:31And I don't know
34:32if that's what
34:33you're questioning.
34:34But if that's what
34:34you're questioning,
34:36you need to do
34:37what's best for you.
34:40Yeah.
34:41I haven't even
34:42said a word,
34:43but that's exactly
34:44what I'm questioning.
34:48How did you know
34:49that this is what
34:50I was pondering?
34:53Summit, you're my son.
34:54I'm connected to you.
34:55I think about you
34:55all the time.
34:55What's crazy is
34:57right before you called,
34:59I felt that you
35:00were struggling.
35:01You literally know me.
35:04Oh, I love you so much.
35:06We know you're going
35:07to make the right decisions.
35:08I miss you.
35:10I miss you guys.
35:12I love you, Summit.
35:13Call soon.
35:14I love you.
35:15Love you.
35:16Bye, honey.
35:17Bye.
35:20She's verbalizing
35:21everything I've been
35:21thinking about
35:22and saying for that
35:24matter throughout
35:24this process.
35:25You know,
35:26I just have to decide.
35:27If I'm going to
35:28leave this process
35:29with Kaylee,
35:30like,
35:32that's it.
35:32I want to be
35:33with her forever.
35:34And if she's
35:35not forever,
35:37I need to decide that.
35:39Someday you might
35:40make big mistakes.
35:42Someday you might
35:43break hearts
35:45in the between
35:47and all the change.
35:49I'll be by your side.
35:51I'll love you
35:52because you're
35:53a piece of my heart.
35:56It's crazy how, like,
35:57close we are to the end.
35:58Yeah.
35:59Like, they're
36:00actually leaving.
36:01Yeah.
36:01Like, this is not a drill.
36:03No.
36:03Oh, that just made my
36:04stomach drop.
36:06I did not expect myself
36:07to, like, get attached
36:08to them the way
36:09that I am.
36:10Same.
36:11At all.
36:11They made us, like,
36:12realize our worth.
36:13I'm just glad, like,
36:14we're all leaving here
36:15with the pizza then,
36:16you know?
36:16Yeah.
36:16Me too.
36:17Oh, here they are.
36:19Oh.
36:20Hey, guys.
36:21Hi.
36:22This is so sad.
36:24I'm gonna miss you.
36:26Oh, thank you.
36:27Thank you for everything.
36:28That's your sweet Angela.
36:39Chat soon.
36:41Thank you for everything.
36:44Seriously.
36:50Oh, God.
36:52Um,
36:54You know,
36:56from day one,
36:57um,
36:58it's been love.
37:00But I just want
37:01to thank y'all
37:02for, like,
37:03seeing me
37:04for who I am.
37:06I can't really
37:07talk right now.
37:08But thank you
37:09for
37:11pulling
37:12the best
37:12out of me.
37:16We love you.
37:18Love you, Sid.
37:20Aw, Sid.
37:22Aw.
37:26Aw, baby.
37:27I've learned
37:28that there's still
37:29good guys out there.
37:30I've learned
37:31that there's men
37:31that can hold
37:32an actual conversation
37:34without, you know,
37:35having an endgame
37:36in mind.
37:39And I'm not ready
37:40for them to go home.
37:41It wasn't hard
37:42to pull the best
37:42out of you, Sidney.
37:43You're already so amazing.
37:44Aw.
37:45It's gonna be fun.
37:46I love y'all, though.
37:48For real.
37:49Breathe in.
37:51Aw.
37:53Oh, shit.
37:54Temptation on me,
37:56Temptation on three.
37:57One, two, three.
37:58Temptation!
38:00Temptation!
38:15Temptation, I know
38:16I'm gonna keep it short.
38:18I appreciate
38:19every last one
38:20of y'all, for real.
38:21Like, you guys
38:22have helped us
38:23in ways that
38:24we probably didn't know
38:25that we needed help with.
38:26And I just want you guys
38:28to know you guys
38:28are beautiful.
38:30You guys are honorable.
38:31You guys lived
38:32in y'all's truths
38:33and y'all's stories.
38:35And no matter what,
38:36I hope that you guys
38:37can look at me
38:37as your friend
38:38because I always
38:39got y'all's back
38:39no matter what.
38:40So I just want to say
38:41thank you guys so much
38:42for putting up
38:42with my bullshit
38:43and their bullshit.
38:45I am gonna miss
38:46you guys so much.
38:49We'll miss you guys.
38:51My journey here
38:52has been the craziest thing
38:54coming into this experience.
38:56I feel like
38:57you guys got me
38:58through this process
38:58and everyone holds,
39:00like, a different place
39:00in my heart.
39:03I love you guys
39:05and I'm about to cry.
39:07I don't know why.
39:08Aw.
39:09Aw.
39:10Thank you, again.
39:12Love y'all, bro.
39:13Bring it in, bring it in.
39:14Shit travels.
39:15Bring it in, bring it in.
39:17Ah!
39:20Woo!
39:22All right, get out of here,
39:23you crazy kids.
39:24Bye, guys.
39:24Hold on, hold on, hold on,
39:25hold on, hold on, hold on.
39:26What's y'all doing?
39:28Give me a damn hug.
39:30Come here, little one.
39:31Come on.
39:31Bye.
39:32I'm gonna miss y'all, bro.
39:33This shit is crazy, bro.
39:35We love you, Mikey.
39:37We hope you
39:40continue
39:40on and
39:41Stand on business.
39:42Stand on business.
39:42Yes.
39:43I hope that
39:43everything that we gave you
39:45you take into the real world.
39:46We genuinely just
39:47want to see you land.
39:48Three Amigos!
39:50We're signing out.
39:51I just want to say
39:51I really do appreciate you.
39:52Good to meet you, Cindy.
39:53You'll do good.
39:54I got no other choice.
39:56Stand up.
39:56Stand up.
39:57Lock your knees up.
39:58These are good women.
40:00To see them go,
40:01it hurts.
40:02We have family in there
40:04and they've helped me
40:05with so much
40:06to become a better person
40:08and
40:09I'm just so blessed
40:11to have met them.
40:12Oh, my God.
40:12Don't forget about us.
40:13Yeah, don't forget about us.
40:23Can we believe
40:24that we made it through?
40:25I can't believe it.
40:27We made it through.
40:28How did we do that?
40:29I'm so proud.
40:31I feel like I have changed
40:32so much as a person
40:33that it's like,
40:34yeah, we have all changed
40:35and it's like
40:37for the better.
40:38Yeah.
40:39Coming into this,
40:40we all expected it
40:41to just be like
40:42resisting temptation.
40:43And like that was
40:44not even a piece
40:45of our journey.
40:46No.
40:47You know, like
40:48everyone had their
40:49different ones,
40:49but like for me
40:51it was like,
40:51okay, in the beginning
40:52scared if like,
40:53what if Cole did cheat
40:55or what if that?
40:56And it's like, no,
40:56it was so much deeper.
40:58It was about trust
40:59and communication
41:00and like, just
41:02learning about ourselves
41:04and like who we truly are.
41:06Yeah.
41:06I think like for me
41:07coming into this experience,
41:09you know, like
41:10being with Mikey
41:12and his big personality,
41:13like I came into this,
41:15like, I'm going to
41:16take the back seat.
41:17I'm going to let you
41:18take the forefront
41:19and everything.
41:20And it's like,
41:21I realized in conversations
41:23with you guys
41:24and conversations
41:24with the guys,
41:25like just,
41:25I was making myself
41:27smaller
41:28to put him
41:29in the spotlight.
41:30And it's like being here,
41:31being with y'all,
41:32being with X,
41:33like I finally feel seen.
41:35I finally feel like,
41:36you know,
41:36I'm chosen.
41:37Like I can break
41:38out of my shell
41:39and be like,
41:40it's my time now.
41:41Like, you know,
41:41it's my time to shine.
41:42I literally feel that
41:44on you.
41:45I think we like
41:45all kind of realized
41:46that now.
41:48Yeah.
41:49No matter what happens,
41:50we're leaving here
41:50better people.
41:51Yeah, we are.
41:52Truly.
41:53He's going to be like,
41:54what happened to her?
41:55Yeah.
41:56And I'm going to be like,
41:57Temptation Island, baby.
41:58Yeah.
41:59Baby.
42:00Clint.
42:00Literally.
42:02I love it.
42:03We're all shining so bright.
42:05Oh my God.
42:06The personal journey
42:07is real, baby.
42:10I love you guys so much.
42:12I love you guys so much.
42:12Couldn't have done it
42:13without any other group
42:14of girls.
42:14Like, seriously,
42:16the best group of girls
42:17I've ever come across.
42:19Like, we will never
42:20be the same.
42:21Like, we will carry
42:22these lessons with us
42:23for the rest of our lives.
42:24Yeah.
42:25Yeah.
42:25I love you guys.
42:26Group hug.
42:27I love you guys.
42:27Oh my God, my girl.
42:29And I'm screaming.
42:32What if tomorrow
42:34never comes?
42:36What if my stupid pride
42:39has cost me
42:40all your love?
42:45So I did you guys
42:46sleep last night?
42:48Okay.
42:49Mine's just been
42:50kind of racing.
42:52You know, I came in here
42:53obviously, you know,
42:55with a plan
42:55and a set of expectations
42:57and just how this whole thing
42:58I thought would go
42:59and play out.
42:59But realize, you know,
43:01within days of being here,
43:02the problems that I thought
43:03we, Scarlett and I
43:04were even coming in here
43:05with weren't maybe
43:06even actually the issues
43:07that were the real issues.
43:09Yeah.
43:09Yeah.
43:10You know, as soon
43:11as you get here,
43:12you realize how fucking
43:13real it is.
43:14Like, there is no
43:15sugarcoating
43:16or faking this process.
43:17Like, you are just here
43:18with your emotions
43:19and single women
43:20and temptation.
43:22I thought it was all
43:22about resisting temptation.
43:24But it's actually,
43:25for me,
43:26it was a little bit
43:27about, like,
43:29exploring that temptation.
43:31I really just had
43:32to follow my heart.
43:33And actually, you know,
43:34doing that is really
43:35how I discovered
43:37more about myself
43:38and more about
43:38what I want
43:39out of a relationship.
43:40Yeah.
43:41Yeah, definitely, man.
43:43What this experience
43:44really is,
43:45it's not about sex.
43:46It was never about sex.
43:48It was always just
43:49about figuring out
43:50how to make the most
43:52from this experience
43:53and become a better person.
43:54And I truly feel
43:55as if I've grown so much
43:57that, like,
43:57maturity-wise,
43:59that I can love
44:00at a higher level
44:01than when I came
44:02into this experience.
44:03Like, you can't come
44:04out of this not being tougher.
44:06Like, you went through hell.
44:07Yeah.
44:07You know, you were
44:08going to come out
44:09real tough.
44:09Yeah.
44:10I needed to stop
44:13focusing on
44:15pleasing somebody
44:16that, you know,
44:18at the end of the day,
44:19more than likely
44:20wasn't going to work
44:20out in my favor.
44:22This experience
44:22has taught me
44:23to be myself
44:24and just be genuine
44:26and open with my feelings.
44:28Even with girls, too.
44:29Like, they taught us a lot.
44:31And the good times
44:32we had were, like,
44:33amazing.
44:34Like, memories
44:34that I won't ever forget.
44:37It's too bad, you know,
44:38going into the final bonfire,
44:40we won't have each other.
44:41But, you know,
44:42we've leaned on
44:43each other enough.
44:44We're on our own, boys.
44:45Give them hell.
44:46Yeah.
44:46Let's do it.
44:47Let's do it.
44:48Amen.
44:49Love y'all boys, man.
44:50Who would have thought
44:51we would have been here?
44:52All right.
44:53Give them hell.
44:54Love y'all.
44:55Love y'all.
44:55Let's do it.
44:58Sorry's an excuse
44:59and you know it
45:01But I swear to God
45:03that I tried
45:05I just wanna
45:07be chosen
45:09And I need
45:10a little more time
45:13I'm feeling excited
45:14to see Scarlet.
45:15I'm gonna apologize
45:16and take accountability
45:17for the things
45:17that I think are necessary.
45:19I'm gonna tell her
45:20up front.
45:20I looked at her journal.
45:23The old Cole
45:24might not have
45:24disclosed that
45:25or might not have
45:26brought that up
45:27without her asking first.
45:28I
45:31wanna believe
45:35from day one
45:36we had
45:37trust issues
45:38lack of communication
45:39Bradley
45:40mirrored so many qualities
45:42that I
45:42need
45:43and crave
45:44in a relationship.
45:45You know
45:45he had great communication
45:46he had depth
45:47he was transparent
45:48and those were
45:49the exact things
45:50that I've been missing
45:51with Cole.
45:52Did you mean anything
45:53that you said?
45:55Did you not understand
45:58what I meant?
45:59The thought that she might
46:00break up with me
46:01is in the back of my head.
46:02From what I've seen
46:03in the bonfire videos
46:04it seems like she's unsure.
46:05I know how much I love her
46:06and how much I care for her.
46:07My goal is to walk out
46:08of here with her
46:09but only time will tell.
46:21There's so much on the table.
46:23Cole and I
46:24live together.
46:24We have a whole life together.
46:26This is my best friend.
46:28The possibility
46:29of leaving without him
46:31and not having him
46:32in my life
46:33breaks my heart.
46:34This is going to be
46:36an extremely hard decision.
46:38the only thing
46:39I can do
46:40is trust my gut.
46:41I can't love
46:42my way
46:43through broken
46:44promises.
46:48Hi Scarlett.
46:49Hi Mark.
46:58Welcome to your
46:59final bonfire.
47:01What are you feeling
47:02right now?
47:03Nervous.
47:04Really nervous.
47:05Have you thought about
47:06what you want to say
47:07to Cole?
47:09I have.
47:10I think I just want
47:11to speak from the heart.
47:13You're going to be
47:13asked to make a decision
47:15about what you want to do.
47:17Have you thought
47:18about what you want
47:19or are you going to
47:19kind of wait
47:19and see how you feel?
47:21Um,
47:24I think I know.
47:26Okay.
47:27You ready to see Cole?
47:28Mm-hmm.
47:29Let's bring him out.
47:29can't tell how many times
47:32I've tried
47:35tried fixing all the wrongs
47:38to make them all seem right
47:40Hey.
47:42Hi.
47:43Oh, God.
47:47You and I
47:48find our way
47:49back to each other again
47:52Will this break our hearts
47:56or make us whole again?
47:58Caught in the lines
47:59warning signs
48:01But I can't deny
48:02this feeling
48:03that we
48:04might be
48:08destiny
48:11But I can't deny
48:13this feeling
48:14that we
48:16might be
48:18destiny
48:20destiny
48:20Yeah
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