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00:00It's a wild feeling, it's a great adventure, I think I'm falling in love, I'm falling in love.
00:15Good morning.
00:17Good morning.
00:18Give me one more to describe last night.
00:21Say magical.
00:22Aww.
00:23This is awesome.
00:28I think it's great.
00:33Yes.
00:34It was a great night.
00:35And this morning.
00:37In the middle of the night.
00:39Yeah.
00:40Pretty sure at one point we had sex with the seat cap on.
00:42Yeah, I had to pull up.
00:44Yeah, I had to take the seat cap off.
00:50Last night was great.
00:51We had very good sex.
00:53I enjoyed it.
00:54I think she had a good time as well.
00:56Lots of different positions.
00:58She's got a favorite position for sure.
01:00Now that we're on the couch, I might see it again here pretty soon.
01:03Oh my God.
01:08Good morning.
01:09Night one was done.
01:11How'd you sleep last night?
01:13Like a baby.
01:14Yeah.
01:15I think we just meshed really well.
01:17Yeah.
01:18Felt good, we slept in until after nine o'clock.
01:21Yeah.
01:22World record.
01:23Yeah.
01:27Today's Connor's birthday.
01:28Big ol' 3-2.
01:30All of his wishes came true.
01:32Yeah, already by...
01:33She's right here.
01:34...10 a.m.
01:35This frickin' view.
01:36Oh, it's incredible.
01:37I can't wait to go and explore today.
01:39This frickin' view.
01:40Oh, yikes.
01:41This girl.
01:42That's my view.
01:44The rest of time.
01:45She's stuck with me.
01:58Last night was incredible.
01:59It was.
02:00I can imagine like so many things in your head, but it's like...
02:02I know.
02:04I don't know.
02:05It's like above what I thought too.
02:06Yeah.
02:07And I knew like in person it'd be the same, even though you maybe not have thought that.
02:09No.
02:10Yeah.
02:11I knew that it would be the same in person.
02:12We were so radically open with each other from day one.
02:15Mm-hmm.
02:16And we were so honest and so accepting of each other that it made it really easy.
02:23I do feel like we complement each other really well.
02:26Mm-hmm.
02:27And we look so good together, you know?
02:28We look good together.
02:29I just feel like we've just been like training like our lives, like whether it was like relationship-wise or whatever.
02:37And like we were meant to like literally be at this point.
02:40I could not agree more.
02:41Yeah.
02:42All the like hard shit and like all of the not so great moments.
02:47Mm-hmm.
02:48I feel like have like made me ready for you.
02:51Feels right.
02:52Feels so good.
02:53And that's why I love that girl.
02:55Yeah.
02:56Love blind for you.
02:57Apparently it is.
02:58Apparently.
02:59Yeah.
03:00It just worked out because you're also like really hot.
03:01It's right back at you.
03:02Where do we see ourselves in five years?
03:03We've gone on a ton of adventures.
03:04Mm-hmm.
03:05Mm-hmm.
03:06You've cold plunged in Antarctica.
03:07Knocked that off the list.
03:08I've watched because that's not happening.
03:10Fair.
03:11Um, some of my sharks.
03:12I'm actually down for that.
03:13Okay.
03:14I face fears.
03:15Yeah.
03:16So you said Antarctica for me.
03:17Where else are we going for you?
03:18Portugal, Spain.
03:19I do want to do Portugal.
03:20That's where Renaldo was born.
03:21Sorry.
03:22Who's the other?
03:23Who's the goalie?
03:24Tom Howard?
03:25Tim Howard?
03:26Tim Howard.
03:27He's American though.
03:28Oh yeah.
03:29So where is he born?
03:30Do you want to go see that?
03:31No, I met him already.
03:32He's a weirdo.
03:33Oh, goalies.
03:34I mean, now you're getting it.
03:35Soccer players.
03:36Now you're getting it.
03:37Now you're getting it.
03:38You're getting it.
03:39You're getting it.
03:40You're getting it.
03:41I'm getting it.
03:42I'm getting it.
03:43I'm getting it.
03:44I'm getting it.
03:45I'm getting it.
03:46I mean, now you're getting it.
03:47Soccer players.
03:48Now you're getting it.
03:49You're stuck with him so far.
03:50Except Beckham.
03:51Get out of here.
03:52He's not even good.
03:53I just like Posh Spice.
03:54I respect it.
03:55They're a good couple for sure.
03:56They're adorable.
03:57We're going to aspire to be that.
03:58Okay.
03:59Absolutely.
04:00I hope I'm as fabulous as her.
04:02Not hard.
04:04You're up there already.
04:05I'll take it.
04:06I bet.
04:07A couple ways.
04:09Yeah.
04:17It is party time.
04:19Happy birthday batch.
04:22Are you excited to see everybody?
04:26I am excited to see everybody.
04:27Excited to meet the boys.
04:28The boys.
04:29Meet the game.
04:30My boys.
04:31I think that girls need a full debrief.
04:34Probably.
04:35So it'll be fun.
04:36It'll be fun to catch up.
04:37The air is good.
04:38Oh my gosh.
04:41What is wrong with you?
04:44Is that thing going to stay on tonight?
04:46I love that cocoa.
04:48Something like ooh ooh ooh.
04:50I got that breath out.
04:52That's nice.
04:53So cool.
04:54I have a mashed iron.
04:56Dry apple.
04:57And rosemary.
04:58Rosemary.
04:59Like our child's name.
05:00Hey.
05:01What you want from me?
05:02I'm a bad little baby running through the streets
05:04and take a real thing to impress me.
05:06So what you gonna do to get next to me?
05:08I'm so glad you did.
05:11Good to see you man.
05:12Good to see you man.
05:13Good to see you man.
05:14I was like.
05:15It's so nice to meet you guys.
05:16Nice to meet you.
05:17Nice to meet you.
05:18Nice to meet you.
05:19Nice to meet you.
05:20Nice to meet you.
05:21Nice to meet you.
05:29Hey.
05:32What's up guys?
05:33My people.
05:35Oh my gosh.
05:37Oh my gosh.
05:38Hey.
05:39What up guys?
05:40How are we doing?
05:44How are we doing?
05:46Alex is, he's very attractive.
05:50We're missing the birthday boy.
05:51Oh yeah.
05:52It's like the big birthday bash.
05:55Literally.
05:56Happy birthday to you.
05:59Happy birthday to you.
06:03Happy birthday dear Connor.
06:07Happy birthday to you.
06:10Hey.
06:11Woo.
06:13So much.
06:14Hi everyone.
06:15Hey I'm Jordan.
06:16Nice to meet you.
06:17Hi I'm Emma.
06:18Nice to meet you too.
06:19Nice to meet you.
06:20Nice to meet you.
06:21Nice to finally see you.
06:22You too.
06:23Seeing Connor, it brought up a lot of emotions.
06:26It was a weird experience.
06:30Hey.
06:31Thank you guys for the warm welcome.
06:32Cheers.
06:33Cheers.
06:39What happened last night?
06:40Yeah what happened last night?
06:41Nothing.
06:42Nothing.
06:43Lots of like touching all over.
06:45Everything.
06:46Everything about this.
06:47He's such a gentleman though.
06:48He's like am I allowed to like touch your boobs?
06:52And I'm like.
06:53Absolutely.
06:54You're like.
06:55I can't wait to take my boobs.
06:56Great.
06:57There were many moments where I was like could be on separate or we're going to be connected.
07:01God you're so strong.
07:02I was like take my clothes off.
07:04Me and Mike are on the fucking day bed just getting it on.
07:06I'm obsessed with that.
07:08All of the girls have definitely been physical.
07:12My promane is left out.
07:14She's a very devoted woman but like obviously we're going to have some fun.
07:19But she's like you make it so hard.
07:21And I'm like I'm sorry I don't.
07:22You make it so hard Bobby.
07:23I'm like you make it so hard.
07:24You make it so hard.
07:25When we are ready to have sex we will have sex.
07:29But I feel bad for him.
07:33And open them legs then.
07:34Like I love you but.
07:35Look at them.
07:36They're sealed shut down.
07:37You're literally like.
07:38They're the blood of Jesus.
07:40I need a fucking page.
07:41Put me away.
07:42And maybe you need to do that so my man will get some tonight.
07:50You want to go join your friends?
07:51Huh?
07:52You want to go join your friends?
07:53Would you like that?
07:54Yeah we can.
07:55Doesn't matter.
07:56I'm having fun with you right here.
07:59You're why I'm here in the first place.
08:01You know?
08:02What we're doing here right?
08:04Yeah.
08:05She was just actually saying how like she's like kind of upset because you haven't made
08:10out with her.
08:11Oh really?
08:12Yeah.
08:13Wow weird.
08:14How we doing?
08:15Good.
08:16Happy?
08:17Do you need a drink?
08:18Okay.
08:19Bye now.
08:20Bye now.
08:21Everybody here is attractive.
08:22Like there is no question about that.
08:23But I think that like with your person it's a different level.
08:27You meet Chris?
08:28Yeah.
08:29I've met everybody.
08:30Cuties buddy.
08:31Chris is a cutie.
08:32Okay.
08:33I don't feel like.
08:34Yeah I was going to say.
08:35Nobody's really what I expected.
08:36Really?
08:37Mm-hmm.
08:38Yeah man.
08:39All right so what are your intentions?
08:40Yeah what are your intentions?
08:41Bad things.
08:42This is us.
08:43The rest of our lives.
08:44Have you talked to your ex-boyfriend yet or no?
08:47Stirring the pot.
08:48I was like I don't want to reveal too much but I'm like you got good taste.
08:51I was like hey.
08:53I like it.
08:54I like it.
08:55The boys are cool.
08:56He does gas the guys up.
08:57It's all the same actually.
08:58Same like hairstyle.
08:59Well yeah.
09:00If I squint I'm like oh they're all sick.
09:02Which one is mine?
09:03Whoa.
09:04Which one?
09:05Which one?
09:06We gotta have all.
09:07At the end of the night.
09:08I'm sorry.
09:09Oh my gosh.
09:10I'm sorry.
09:11I'm sorry.
09:12I'm sorry.
09:13I'm sorry.
09:14I'm sorry.
09:15I'm sorry.
09:16I'm sorry.
09:17I'm sorry.
09:18I'm sorry.
09:19I'm sorry.
09:20I'm sorry.
09:21We gotta have all.
09:22At the end of the night.
09:23I gotta leg up.
09:25I'm gonna be honest.
09:26This is not what I expected.
09:28I expected a little bit more depth to this.
09:30Is it weird?
09:31Like I don't know.
09:32Like I kind of feel like we're all at a surface level here.
09:35I feel like I've made these like wild connections with people and I thought we were gonna have like these moments where like oh my god you're Brie?
09:42And I just like went around and hugged everybody and I was like I'm Brie.
09:45I'm like I know.
09:47We've done so much together so why aren't we acknowledging that?
09:50Oh my gosh.
09:51Connor's palms just stopped sweating.
09:53I can sense it.
09:54But it was a little sweaty on the way here.
09:56I was like are you getting nervous to see Emma?
09:58Oh my god.
09:59I'm stirring the pot tonight.
10:00She's stirring the fucking pot.
10:01But love is blind.
10:02Right Connor?
10:03Yeah.
10:04Brie was like uh named me with one ex here.
10:09And I was like yeah.
10:10And she's like are you good with that?
10:11I was like fuck yeah.
10:12It's a good shit.
10:13Yeah.
10:14I feel like I've made so many cool connections.
10:16Yeah.
10:17And we're literally just like let's rip shots.
10:19Yeah I know.
10:20And that's funny.
10:21But like it was just like it's kind of bizarre like we just literally went through this insane experience together and no one's acknowledging it.
10:27Yeah like it advised me a little bit.
10:29One thing I don't like about Brie.
10:35She doesn't shut the fuck up.
10:36One thing I do like.
10:41One thing.
10:42One thing.
10:43Just one.
10:44I have one thing that I like about her.
10:46One singular thing.
10:47She lets me be me man.
10:49Love that.
10:50She's good.
10:51She's awesome.
10:52Yeah.
10:53I felt like some things would be like forced.
10:54Like you know you do certain things.
10:55Yeah.
10:56It literally feels like so natural.
10:58Yeah.
10:59Like nothing.
11:00Yeah.
11:01She loves you.
11:02Like and I felt like that even before I even met her which is crazy.
11:06It's wild.
11:07Authenticity is a big thing for me.
11:08Yeah.
11:09And there's a level of confidence where she just knows exactly who she is.
11:11And eye contact is dangerous in my eyes.
11:15I haven't found a negative yet.
11:17I mean if you want to get picky like.
11:19Yeah get picky.
11:20She's not the type I'd normally go for.
11:22I love dark features but at the same time I'm very happy.
11:24Nice dude.
11:25What about you big Mike.
11:27Her sense of humor and my sense of humor are exactly alike.
11:30Dude that's huge.
11:31Like we fucking connect.
11:33You two can just cackle together it's different.
11:35Yeah really good banter.
11:36Love that.
11:37The thing I don't like.
11:40Dude her fucking suitcases are all mess.
11:43Holy shit.
11:49It just feels like everyone's meant to be with like who they're supposed to be.
11:52Yeah.
11:53It just feels natural.
11:54I was so off with everybody though.
11:55Really?
11:56I was so on.
11:57What do you mean?
11:58Really?
11:59Like I had no idea what anyone looks like.
12:00I was surprised about Alex.
12:02You have like an idea in your head.
12:03Yeah he's not what I thought he was like.
12:04No.
12:05No.
12:06But I feel like everyone else I think I like knew.
12:11Really?
12:12Someone.
12:13I wouldn't have guessed Jordan.
12:15No I would have guessed Jordan.
12:17Really?
12:18Yeah.
12:19I love that.
12:20Like I love like big husky guy.
12:21I don't know.
12:22He's like so amazing.
12:23You guys are so cute.
12:24I know literally like when you walked in I was like yep I see it.
12:27Yeah.
12:28Makes sense.
12:29Yeah.
12:30Trust me.
12:31He's amazing.
12:32And he's just like a he's a fucking good guy.
12:33I have such like a strong distaste for men and like.
12:37Strong distaste?
12:38Strong distaste?
12:39Is that what you would be like?
12:41That's emphasize strongest taste.
12:43We would have never guessed.
12:45I guess I've never not been with a fucking asshole.
12:49He's like oh let me open that like let me open this store like and it's genuine.
12:53It's not like I want to fuck you type of thing.
12:55Yeah.
12:56It's like truly because he like wants to do things for you.
12:59Yeah.
13:00And he does that for other people too.
13:01I like see that out there.
13:02And he's like oh let me get that.
13:03Let me do this.
13:04Let me do that.
13:05And I'm like oh my God.
13:06Like this girl actually has a new respect for men.
13:09Men are good.
13:10Men are good.
13:11She says.
13:12She says.
13:13Come from red to green.
13:15Come from red to green baby.
13:16Red to green.
13:17Straight to the penthouse.
13:23We deserve it brothers.
13:24On top of that.
13:25Happy birthday.
13:26I hope you look.
13:27Oh thank you.
13:28The high one.
13:29The high one.
13:30The high one.
13:31The high one.
13:32The high one.
13:33The high one.
13:34The high one.
13:35The high one.
13:36The high one.
13:37Okay.
13:38I thought it was cool.
13:39Yeah?
13:40Yeah.
13:41Um.
13:42Who surprised you the most?
13:44Surprised me most?
13:45Yeah.
13:46Girl wise.
13:47Um.
13:48I did not expect Amber to look how she did.
13:50I feel like that's like the biggest surprise of them all.
13:52Yeah.
13:53She's got a kid and everything.
13:54Like that's fucking crazy.
13:55She looks great.
13:56Yeah.
13:57Amber and Jordan.
13:58They are perfect for each other.
14:00Amber and Jordan are like Chris and Jess are like the perfect fucking couple.
14:04Yeah.
14:05Yeah.
14:06Amber, Jordan.
14:07Chris and Jess.
14:08Not surprised about.
14:09I know they loved each other.
14:10From day one.
14:11What did you think of all the guys though?
14:13I did not expect Conor to be Conor.
14:15Conor to be Conor?
14:17Conor to be Conor.
14:18What did you expect?
14:19I don't know.
14:20I think you picked pretty well.
14:22Yeah.
14:23I think you're the hottest one there.
14:25No.
14:26Fact.
14:27What did you guys talk about in the guys?
14:29You want to know what I said?
14:30Yeah.
14:31Yeah.
14:32Fair.
14:33Um.
14:34I said you were a little unorganized.
14:38I feel like I've got a real good sense of that.
14:41How unorganized you are.
14:42Yeah.
14:43Just the toothpaste.
14:44Your bags.
14:46Not making your pen.
14:48Okay.
14:49Fair enough.
14:50I'm not hating.
14:51No.
14:52I'm getting a feel for it.
14:53You're getting a feel for it.
14:54We're learning.
14:55We're learning.
14:56Yeah.
14:57Yeah.
14:58I thought it was a great night.
14:59Yeah.
15:00I think it was a really good night.
15:01We were all genuinely happy for each other.
15:02Yeah.
15:03Especially Amber.
15:04She has such a big heart.
15:05She's a really good person.
15:06So it's nice that he was able to show her like how a good man can be.
15:11Yeah.
15:12And like make her believe in the fact that like we are going to get married.
15:16Yeah.
15:17You know, we all came here for the same thing.
15:18That's amazing.
15:29Well, I am getting sleepy.
15:35Very, very sleepy.
15:39So, I think we'll be able to take a month off to one last year.
15:42So, I think we're getting ready for some bed.
15:51Sleep tight.
15:52Me too.
15:53Don't forget the lights.
16:01Thank you for a great birthday.
16:0332, babe.
16:04It was a really fun night.
16:06Yeah.
16:07Good people.
16:10What did you think of the girls?
16:11No one's cute as you.
16:14Aww.
16:15What were your impressions about the guys?
16:17It's wild to, like, finally put it all together in person.
16:20Yeah.
16:21But I feel like out of respect for the connections
16:23and the things that we had in the pods,
16:25I just felt like we would have actually had a more genuine conversation
16:30than what I did with a lot of people.
16:32Even the guys I dated.
16:34And it kind of bothered me.
16:37Like, are we not acknowledging all the depth?
16:42Like, there were some people in there that I was like, I've told you things that I've, like, never told anybody else.
16:50Are you just, like, not feeling the same way?
16:53I mean, I think I had a different experience where...
16:56Okay.
16:57Well, tell me about it.
16:58Well, I told you more than anybody else.
17:03So it was...
17:06I obviously don't care that you had your other connections, but...
17:10Okay, but, like, that...
17:14It wasn't meant to be dramatic.
17:16No.
17:17I just thought people...
17:18How people showed up in the pods, I thought people would show up differently at night.
17:21Really?
17:22Yeah.
17:23Like, we came into the pods so vulnerable, no?
17:26Yeah.
17:27It was just kind of bizarre, like, we went through this whole experience
17:29and we're all just, like, looking into, like, we didn't just do this.
17:31What, are you hoping Chris pulled you aside?
17:33To talk more about this shit?
17:37I mean, that's a good question.
17:38I don't know.
17:39I'm not asking, like, in a wrong way.
17:40I'm just asking, like...
17:41No, I literally don't know how you answer your question because, like, I just thought
17:42we were all adults and we'd, like, show up differently.
17:57I did not have one conversation with Emma, so...
18:02You just pretended it didn't happen.
18:04Well, if Emma would have pulled me aside and just wanted to talk, I would be happy to
18:09talk about shit, but I wasn't gonna do it.
18:12That's what I'm saying.
18:13Right.
18:14Like, I feel like today was just very surface level.
18:16Maybe the second time we see each other, it would be, like, real conversation.
18:20I don't know.
18:21It's a dislike party.
18:22I'm assuming, like, you showed up vulnerable to Emma.
18:25And I'm sure Emma showed up vulnerable to you.
18:29It's an...
18:30I mean, I don't know.
18:31It's a pseudo-X.
18:32It's just, like, why aren't we acknowledging that?
18:34We all just, like, saw each other for the first time ever.
18:36Yeah.
18:37And no one said anything.
18:38Like, I'm kind of getting emotional about it.
18:40Like, it's just, like, we just went through these pods and we were so expansive and so insane.
18:44And, like, we're, like, writing these letters to each other and, like, selling each other.
18:49We love them.
18:50And, like, breaking up with each other and all of a sudden we just come and rip shots.
18:56I hope that there's a part two to that, to, like, talk to Chris.
19:03I kind of need the part two.
19:09You need a part two.
19:14I'm gonna let you down, I'm gonna let you down.
19:23Here we are.
19:24Just getting a workout in this morning.
19:26And this is giant.
19:28I'm just gonna watch him swim.
19:30I'm just here for support.
19:31I'm not doing any of the physical activity.
19:38I just feel, like, a little bit lonely in the mornings.
19:43Because I wake up and then I have to, like, kind of go search to figure out where, um, Devante is.
19:50And I'm not used to that.
19:52I feel like every time we kiss, it's because I'm going in for a kiss.
19:57Like, I'm grabbing his hand.
19:59He's still talking about future stuff.
20:01It's just...
20:02He seems...
20:05disengaged.
20:07Uno is so beautiful.
20:11It looks gorgeous.
20:13Oh, my.
20:17Woo.
20:19Hello, hello.
20:20Can I be excited?
20:21I am a damn.
20:22Damn.
20:27This is pretty damn cool.
20:32Double check in the equipment.
20:34All right.
20:35I'll just fly.
20:36So, ladies first.
20:37Okay.
20:38Here.
20:43Just pedal.
20:45Pedal?
20:46Oh, my God.
20:47Let's go.
20:48Wait, this is so cool.
20:51Michael.
20:52Come on.
20:53I'm coming, baby boy.
20:55High five.
20:56High five.
20:57Should we hold hands?
21:01Nice.
21:02Look at this.
21:03Look at us.
21:04Who would have thought?
21:05This is probably the coolest thing I've ever done.
21:07Yeah, it's up there.
21:11Now, we're gonna do some jumps.
21:13Hey, I'm ready for it.
21:14You first, though.
21:15Okay.
21:16Keep it on with you.
21:17You're doing great.
21:20You like that?
21:21Yeah.
21:22It's like a...
21:23Snap dragon.
21:24Why is that so bad?
21:25I just look at your wrist like...
21:30That was terrible!
21:31At least I can cut.
21:35No, no, no, no.
21:36We're on brisbee.
21:40Oh, this is so great.
21:41This is so nice.
21:42Let's go!
21:43Wait, you're actually kind of good.
21:44Oh!
21:45Come on!
21:46There you go!
21:47Stay center!
21:48She did it!
21:49No!
21:50Let's go!
21:51Come on!
21:52Scores 13-10.
21:53Cornhole.
21:54Cornhole champion right here.
21:56Whatever, whatever.
22:11Oh, that is salty!
22:16Yeah!
22:18Oh, that is softy.
22:25Well, it just came up.
22:26You can see it.
22:32If we have boys who are in trouble,
22:35you're going to be on the beach like, oh.
22:37I know, I'm going to be like, I'm just
22:38going to have to walk away and trust that you take care of him.
22:45What else is on your mind?
22:47Um, just, I feel like you've been a little distant.
22:56You've just been, like, disconnected.
22:57Yeah, that's fair.
22:59But I think for me, I think you'll
23:01start to realize, like, sometimes when I get quiet,
23:03it's because I'm trying to, like, stay calm.
23:05Sometimes I'll just go walk around and, like, take photos,
23:07like, get my creativity out.
23:14Sometimes I feel like I need to be in my nothing box.
23:17I call it, like, what's wrong?
23:19And I'm like, nothing.
23:19I just don't feel like talking right now.
23:21Yeah.
23:22Oh.
23:23So when you are, like, in those moods,
23:25is that like a you don't want to be touched?
23:27If it's hot, probably not.
23:30Well, we've been out here today.
23:31You're like.
23:34So, like, when I'm hot, I'm just like, no, get away.
23:36Yeah.
23:36But you also know my love language is physical touch.
23:40So if you're, like, not touching me, I'm like, he hates me.
23:43There's something else.
23:46I had fun, did I?
23:48I did, too.
23:49Your eyes look really pretty.
23:50Well, thank you.
23:51You're glowing.
23:52Just wait, I get real golden.
23:54That Latina brings out the golden side.
24:07We have to, like, figure some things out in Ohio.
24:09Yeah.
24:09Your lease ends in June, you said?
24:11June.
24:11We can drive down, end up in Florida, test it out.
24:15Test it out.
24:15If we love it, fly out to Arizona for a little bit,
24:18test that, see how things go.
24:20And I've proven I can get any type of job that I want anywhere that I want.
24:24I've done that three times in a different country.
24:26What would make you nervous about living with me?
24:29I, nothing, honestly.
24:31I mean, I think we're kind of doing it right now.
24:33I have no fears.
24:34You have to be nervous about something.
24:34I don't have to be nervous about anything.
24:36There's no nerves.
24:37Like, I sit here and I'm very comfortable, confident in who I am
24:39and what I bring to the table and who I chose.
24:41So, yeah, no, there are no nerves on my end.
24:44And that's not even a, I'm sitting here convincing myself
24:47so I can convince you.
24:48It's, I'm almost, I guess my nerves are the fact
24:50that I don't have any right now.
24:53The nerves of not having any nerves is making you nervous?
24:55Yeah.
24:56It's like, when's the, when's the shoe gonna drop?
24:57But where's the, where's the catch?
25:00I've been through so much, I'm not nervous about it
25:03because of everything that I've been through.
25:04And I realize, okay, I can pivot in this country
25:06or a different one.
25:08I didn't have my father in my life
25:09and that didn't make a difference.
25:11I know exactly how to handle myself in most situations.
25:14So, yeah, I don't think there's anything to be nervous about.
25:17You gave me goosebumps.
25:18I love that.
25:19Yeah.
25:19I love that you're very confident.
25:21I think I should be.
25:22Yeah.
25:22I haven't had that previously.
25:25There's nothing to be afraid of in my end.
25:27Come change my life.
25:29Come save the night.
25:31Come change my life.
25:33Come change my life.
25:35Come change my life.
25:36Come change my life.
25:37Come change my life.
25:38She's so kitty.
25:45Hi.
25:47I love that we can just kind of be silly.
25:49Yeah.
25:50And be goofy.
25:51Oh.
25:52Yeah.
25:54In the pods, it was like that.
25:56What's the bad?
25:57Oh.
25:58No, there's no bad thing.
26:00No.
26:01Not a bad thing.
26:02Just me tripping over your shoes.
26:03Oh, shit.
26:04It was one time.
26:05It was one time.
26:07You make me laugh.
26:11And I'm not, like, nervous around you.
26:16Yeah.
26:17How would you feel?
26:18Being a husband and wife.
26:20I think it would be awesome.
26:22Yeah.
26:23I feel like it would just be amazing.
26:26Biggest thing, I think, is, like, just the idea of, like, choosing each other and, like, it's always been you.
26:35Yeah.
26:36Yeah.
26:37It's nothing.
26:38Yes.
26:56Cheers.
26:57Happy birthday, baby.
26:59I love you.
27:00Thank you, I love you.
27:04Do you think your mom and dad would be disappointed if you'd ever had kids?
27:08Uh, no.
27:09I just don't want him to be like, well, oh, he met this old chick, and so now he's not gonna have kids.
27:19The fact that you think that's old, though, is wild to me.
27:21I mean, it's because you are, I mean, because you are older than me, is what I'm saying.
27:25I feel like maybe you think like that more.
27:27Careful with your words.
27:28I know.
27:29I didn't get it out.
27:30I'm kidding.
27:31I'm just saying, I feel like the fact that you think that is because you're older than me.
27:33I don't feel old.
27:34No, you're not.
27:35No, you're not.
27:36I think my mom, like, knows me so well.
27:38She, like, she knows, like, hey, like, you're not having kids, man.
27:43Or, like...
27:44Really?
27:45Why would I want a kid?
27:46Like, I don't know.
27:47People are like, oh, my God, I have three kids.
27:48I want to teach them sports.
27:49I want to do all this shit.
27:50Like, like, I don't care.
27:51She's like, you need to be with someone that really understands you physically, emotionally,
27:55and, like, love them.
27:56Like, and they need to be a special type of person, too.
27:58And, like, that's what I need.
28:00And, like, that's what I have.
28:02I'm serious.
28:03I think both of us at the beginning had some certain feelings about our age difference,
28:11and that it's so much less relevant than either of us anticipated.
28:15I just really hope that, you know, I get to be with him forever.
28:19That was great.
28:20That was great.
28:21That was a great break.
28:22Yeah.
28:24It was so nice to do that.
28:25It just gives you, like, a glimpse of, like, things we're going to do.
28:32Like, how life can be.
28:34Today was good.
28:35Being able to, like, swim in the morning until the workout was, like, like, I have to do
28:40that, like, every morning or something like that.
28:42I wish I felt that way.
28:45That's okay.
28:46You're there in support.
28:47It's all I need to do.
28:48Yeah.
28:49Everybody has their different way of recharging.
28:51Yeah.
28:52I wish mine was, like, running 10 miles every morning, but it's not.
28:55It's not.
28:59Well, you never know.
29:00Maybe you'll get into it.
29:01I mean, I told you I'll try the cold lunch, but...
29:03Oh, you're definitely going to try it.
29:05I'm not going to love it.
29:07But it's worth it, though.
29:08I promise.
29:09Yeah.
29:10You already getting bad?
29:11Yeah.
29:12You already getting bad?
29:13Yeah.
29:14I've been calling your own reason.
29:19I've been living in time and so show me the light.
29:28Never felt this feeling before.
29:31Okay, we're getting ready for the pool party.
29:33Uh, Amber's going to shave my back for me.
29:36While she, uh, saw pants or...
29:40...stirically on your tits.
29:42This is love.
29:45This is love.
29:46This is love.
30:07Oh, my gosh.
30:08Shout out 10.
30:09Give us a show.
30:10Oh.
30:11Chris, like, really was expansive and challenging for me in the pod.
30:26And it's so bizarre to, like, not address that.
30:29Here we go.
30:30Here we go.
30:31Oh, my gosh.
30:32This is like my ability.
30:34Hey, bro, we're getting intimate, huh?
30:37Okay, that was brave.
30:40It meant nothing between me and him.
30:42I swear.
30:43Connor, I knew it.
30:44I knew when we were gonna get together as a group.
30:46And to not acknowledge that in this moment, to be like, we shared a lot with each other.
30:51Oh, my gosh.
30:52Hi.
30:53And, like, this is crazy.
30:54And, like, I thought about you a lot.
30:56I thought you and Connor probably looked the same.
30:58Just from, like, how, I don't know, you paint this picture in your mind.
31:01And I thought you were gonna be, like, super, like, rugged and, like, dark hair and, like, really strong pictures.
31:07And I was like, I don't know.
31:08Like, you know, somebody can just pick him up.
31:09Yeah, just like...
31:10I don't know.
31:11Like, kind of, like, almost like, is he a liability at the bar?
31:14Like, I don't know.
31:15Is he a liability at the bar?
31:16That's why.
31:17That's why.
31:18That's why.
31:19He's so sweet.
31:20You literally paint this picture.
31:21Like, I had a picture where you looked up.
31:22Yeah, and I was like, what?
31:23Paint me the picture.
31:24And I was like, who the fuck is that?
31:25And they were like, oh, that's Brie.
31:26I was like, what the fuck?
31:27Stop, really?
31:28You were like, that's not her.
31:29No, it wasn't, like, good or bad.
31:30I was just, like, I literally, you paint a picture in your head and you're like, it's crazy to, like, see you in person.
31:32Like, the voice all, like, obviously matches now.
31:34Okay.
31:35So you were surprised, too.
31:36Yeah.
31:37Your voice is like, oh, like, alright, Brie either smokes fucking three packs a day or she fucking just doesn't stop talking.
31:42Just to have terrible vocal chords.
31:44Yeah.
31:45Obviously, I was super excited to see you.
31:47And I was telling Connor that.
31:49I'm like, I can't wait to meet Chris and all these people I spent so much time with.
31:53I think that was, like, what was so cool about, like, I could, like, just see it.
31:56I was like, Chris and I are, like, hanging out.
31:57We're doing this.
31:58We're doing that.
31:59Like, it was just so easy to be like, oh, yeah, like, we would do all these things.
32:03We probably still would do all these things.
32:05Yeah, no, for sure.
32:06I was like, absolutely.
32:07Like, that's why I was like, Chris is still gonna, like, take me to do all these things.
32:11So sorry.
32:12Sorry, Jess and Connor.
32:13I appreciate you for, like, just, I don't know, just the, like, vigor and energy you have for life.
32:19Like, it's so attractive.
32:20We're gonna get Connor to come over to my place and you guys can both can try the fucking ice plunge together.
32:25Oh, I'm not kidding.
32:26We were talking about, like, date ideas in Columbus.
32:28I was like, so do you do, like, an ice plunge?
32:30And he's like, no.
32:31But I was like, Chris does.
32:32Chris does.
32:33He's like, you're an asshole.
32:34And I was like, I'm just saying.
32:35That's how you guys, I feel like you guys vibe like that, though.
32:38You think?
32:39I don't know.
32:40Like, I, like, I push him.
32:41I was like, I don't know.
32:42Like, it's interesting to see outside because we've been in such a bubble.
32:44I'm like, what do other people think?
32:45Like, I don't know.
32:46I don't know either.
32:47Like, I look at you and Jess and I was like, okay, that, yeah, that works.
32:50What is, like?
32:51Like, I'm like, if you look at me and Connor, you're like, okay, that works.
32:54Yeah.
32:55Really?
32:56You don't think it works?
32:57Okay, I don't know.
32:58I needed validation.
32:59I don't know.
33:00I haven't had any validation.
33:01I feel like you guys are, like, on the same, like, he's like, yeah, she doesn't shut the
33:04fuck up.
33:05I'm like, you're like, yeah, I don't shut the fuck up.
33:06I'm like, I don't know.
33:07I don't know, though.
33:08I don't see, like, what it's like when you guys are, like, by yourself.
33:11So I have no idea.
33:12Yeah.
33:13In the pods, it really came down to, like, you and Connor.
33:16You guys are great together, I promise.
33:18Are we, though?
33:19Oh, you are.
33:20There it is.
33:21Thank you for everything.
33:22Yeah.
33:23Oh, it was fantastic.
33:24It's been a long, weirdish day.
33:28Love seeing everybody.
33:29Love talking to the girls and the guys.
33:31But it was a day where some of my insecurities came back out.
33:36I have been so sure of myself.
33:38And so I'm trying not to let it get to me.
33:41But, I don't know.
33:43It sucks, dude.
33:44It sucks, dude.
33:52Welcome.
33:53To the office.
33:54What's up?
33:55Hi, how are you?
33:56Good. How are you?
33:57I'm doing good.
33:58I'm doing great.
33:59Great.
34:00Great.
34:01Better than good.
34:02Better than good.
34:03Since there's no sun, I will take this off.
34:05How are you and Bree doing?
34:06We're good.
34:07How are you and Mikey doing?
34:09We're doing really good.
34:10He's clean.
34:11He's freaking...
34:12He's like, yeah, he just has his shit together.
34:15I am cluttery and he doesn't like that.
34:17Okay.
34:18Yeah.
34:19How about you guys?
34:20She's a neat freak.
34:21Yeah?
34:22Are you a neat freak?
34:23Not really.
34:24Yeah.
34:25But, like, when we get back to the real world,
34:27when I do just leave clothes, like,
34:29because when I shower, just take off clothes,
34:30put it in the corner of the bathroom.
34:31Yeah.
34:32I'll deal with it later.
34:33Yeah.
34:34Because I'm like, it takes like 10 seconds.
34:35Yeah.
34:36And I know she's gonna go like bonkers.
34:37I know.
34:38I think that's like what Mike's gonna do.
34:39If you ever need anybody, especially about Mike here,
34:41if he's pissing you off, just let me know.
34:44Shout it from the rooftops.
34:45Yeah.
34:46Got me singing.
34:47Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
34:50You got me singing.
34:51Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
34:53Gosh, this is like a hot movie.
34:55I appreciate that.
34:57Bye-bye.
34:59What are you guys doing?
35:00Chit-chatting?
35:01Okay.
35:02Doing shots?
35:03All right.
35:04Shots.
35:05That's awesome.
35:06Boys.
35:07Come over here.
35:08Let's integrate.
35:09It's that time at the middle school dance.
35:12Let's play.
35:13Let's play Never Have I Ever.
35:14Okay.
35:15No, I like this.
35:16Never Have I Ever.
35:17Five fingers?
35:18Never Have I Ever.
35:19Yeah.
35:20All right.
35:21Jordan, you start.
35:22Never, ever, ever had a threesome.
35:24Wait.
35:25Not everybody looking at him.
35:26If you had one.
35:27If you had one.
35:28If you had one.
35:29If you had one.
35:30If you had one, put your finger down.
35:31Chris is like, uh.
35:32You gotta be honest, baby.
35:34Oh!
35:35What was his name?
35:40Damn.
35:45Never have I ever had sex on a balcony.
35:48Are we considering ours a balcony?
35:49I mean.
35:50Is it a balcony?
35:51Yeah.
35:52Ever have I ever had a hickey?
35:53What?
35:54For a hickey?
35:55Look at me.
35:56My man is more pure than me.
35:57My innocent baby.
35:58Maybe he's looking for his first hickey.
35:59Are you all out?
36:00That's what I said.
36:01I said I can give you a first one.
36:02Hey!
36:03I don't want a hickey.
36:04I need another drink.
36:05I'm not 100% confident that our emotional is going to translate to the physical, if I'm
36:26being honest.
36:27Because so far it hasn't.
36:29I straight up told him, we can have sex.
36:32That's fine.
36:33If that's what you need, to like feel connected, to like break down whatever wall is between
36:38us right now, we can have sex.
36:48I just felt so lonely.
36:50Your man loves you, girl.
36:51That's what a lot of people keep saying, but I'm like, I wish that he would fucking show
36:54me.
36:58Day one, we were like making out hardcore.
37:01You're like, he was being super respectful.
37:03Like, can I touch you?
37:04And I'm like, you can touch my body.
37:06Please do.
37:07Yeah.
37:08Everybody else is having sex.
37:09That's why I literally said to him today, I'm like, we can have sex.
37:14Yeah.
37:15She needs a lot of reassurance.
37:17She thinks something's wrong.
37:18I'm like, nothing's wrong.
37:19I don't want to talk right now.
37:21If I'm going to marry you, commit my life to you.
37:25If we just need to have sex, let's just do it.
37:28I'm like, are you not making out with me because you don't want to get like too aroused?
37:33Or like, what, what is it?
37:35Because I'm like, these whole like little like grandma and grandpa like pecs.
37:40Like I'm not going to keep like putting myself out there and feeling like a slight like rejection
37:45of like, you just give me like these little pecs.
37:48Like you don't want to like touch me.
37:50And then like he was the one that actually like gave me a kiss goodnight.
37:55I'm like, okay, so it's in there, but it's like, I'm tired of feeling like I have to like engage everything.
38:02But I'm like, I need more.
38:04Yes.
38:05He doesn't say I love you to me unless I say it to him.
38:08Tell him that.
38:09I guarantee you, he doesn't even realize.
38:13Yeah.
38:14I like kind of uncomfortable conversation now is way better than a shit storm later.
38:19Mm-hmm.
38:20Let's be the fire.
38:23Watch the flames get higher.
38:25Help me understand what it's all.
38:29What's up, G?
38:31I wouldn't really put Britney ahead of anyone else that we've had conversations with in the sense of, um,
38:36we're all going through this process together.
38:38But at the same time, I think there's a physical element that goes on to marriage.
38:42I think if it's the rest of your life, you want somebody that you're physically attracted to.
38:45Hey.
38:46How are you? Good to see you.
38:47How are you?
38:48I think Britney is someone I would date before, you know, coming to the pods without a doubt.
38:51I mean, that she has the physical attributes that I find attractive.
38:53Tan skin, dark eyes, dark features, and obviously very fit bodies.
38:57Uh, so yeah.
38:58So how are things for you?
38:59Great.
39:00Great.
39:01I'm excited with where Ash and I are at the moment.
39:04I will admit, Ash is a different type of person than I would have gone after before.
39:09So is Devante.
39:10Right?
39:11Um, I do like darker features.
39:13Mm-hmm.
39:14I like certain things in my woman.
39:15Yeah.
39:16And I'm still trying to figure out and gauge whether the physical matches the emotional.
39:19Yeah.
39:20I think it's important that you have a physical connection.
39:21And I'm still exploring that at the moment.
39:25Have you expressed that to her at all?
39:27Like, she's not your typical type?
39:28Briefly, but I think it needs to be kind of reset and spoken about a little bit more.
39:33Yeah.
39:34It's a tough conversation, right?
39:35Yeah.
39:36Like, it's like one of those, like, how do you say to someone that you're emotionally connected
39:39with, like, hey, like...
39:40You're not my usual type.
39:41Yeah.
39:42Yeah.
39:43I'm comfortable saying, okay, it's not it.
39:45And I don't have a problem with it.
39:47I will break your heart to your face.
39:48I'm not foreshadowing here, but it's one of those, like, if we're not there, I'll be
39:52very comfortable saying that.
39:54And I hope you're in the same spot, but I'd love to hear.
39:57I struggled with that.
39:59I haven't even mentioned at all that he's, like, not my usual type.
40:04What's your usual type?
40:05My usual type is, like, tall, athletic.
40:09I was like...
40:10Yeah.
40:11Yeah, like, that's not what I normally go for.
40:14There's a physical aspect to this entire process, and it does need to kind of meet that level.
40:18And if it doesn't, like, you would end up settling.
40:21Yeah.
40:22And let me rephrase that, because I love the dude upstairs.
40:24Like, he's...
40:25It's not personal.
40:26I know what you mean by that, yeah.
40:27It's not personal.
40:28It's more...
40:29It's a very prevalent part of this process.
40:32Yeah.
40:33And you have to give space for that.
40:34And I think both Ashley and Devante would also kind of understand that, because they're probably
40:38playing the same level of game.
40:41I know that I love this person.
40:42I've always said, like, love is blind to an extent.
40:45Mm-hmm.
40:46But it's not fully blind all the time.
40:48No.
40:49This is where the real test of, does the emotional trump the physical?
40:53Right.
40:54The conversation between me and Alex is surprising, because, you know.
41:03He has a little ruthlessness in him, so that makes me a little nervous for Ashley.
41:10I don't want to ruin something that could be great, because I think there's somebody that's
41:14fantastic there for you.
41:15Thank you for saying that.
41:16Let me fall.
41:17It's not too late to run.
41:19Give it all.
41:20Your love's unloaded.
41:21Good.
41:22Be ready or not.
41:23Any interesting conversations you have?
41:25Um...
41:26Any flirty girls?
41:27Any girls flirting with you?
41:28I don't think so.
41:29I mean, I really focus most of the conversations on, like, my guys and be like, hey, how are we
41:50doing, like, in that way.
41:52So I don't really think it was really flirty.
41:54Like, in reality, it was more like, for example, Jess, like, I'm talking about how great Chris
42:00is and how he lights up and...
42:01Yeah.
42:02I mean, kind of harping on that.
42:03And then with Amber, it's, you have one of the funniest people alive and most genuine
42:07people that I know.
42:08Um, and, I mean, most of them just are like, yes, I completely agree.
42:12Like, this is my person.
42:13Same thing with Emma.
42:14I don't really think it was flirty.
42:15Yeah.
42:16Who else?
42:17Devonte and Britt, it sounds like they might have some work to do.
42:19Um, but that's not really my place to say.
42:21Um, flirty conversations, I don't think so.
42:23I mean, I'm very open and easy to talk to, so maybe that comes off that way, but I don't
42:28think it did.
42:29Devonte's my dude.
42:30Like, I'm supporting them and their relationship and trying to kind of, I guess, push them in
42:34that direction.
42:35So, I don't really think it was flirty on my end, but happy to run it back with you if
42:39you want.
42:40Yeah, play it back.
42:41No, I'm just kidding.
42:42Run the tape.
42:43I'm confident in it.
42:44Just kidding.
42:45I don't know.
42:46Cool.
42:47Yeah?
42:48Yeah.
42:49What else?
42:50You haven't lived with a girl, right?
42:52Uh, I've never signed a lease with a girl, but I've lived with a girl and a dog for a
42:55couple months, and it's been easy.
42:57Yeah, I'm not super pumped about going back to Cleveland, obviously, or Columbus, but...
43:01No.
43:02Um, the way we've been talking is it doesn't seem like we're going to be there for very
43:05long.
43:06We'll get through that time period and then move on to what's next and kind of be happy
43:10with it, but again, I'm used to a new city every couple months, and that's home for me.
43:15I've been in the unknown for a long time, so, like, I don't feel as though there's anything
43:19to be nervous about.
43:20You're nervous for nothing, but, like, do you feel anything for the future?
43:24Are you excited?
43:25I mean, I'm excited for the future, but, like, nervous, I think is, like, a weird word.
43:28I just get nervous.
43:29Yeah, I just get, like, it's the unknown.
43:31Yeah.
43:32It's not that I'm, like, so scared or, like, petrified, but I'm like, oh, there is, like...
43:36There's changes involved, without a doubt.
43:38I mean, it's not going to be the same, but at the same time, like, I don't think there's
43:41anything to be nervous about.
43:43I guess for me, like, when we do get back, I'll just kind of need your, like, support.
43:47I'm here for that.
43:48I guess you're very comfortable in the unknown, and I'm, this is new for me.
43:51I think it's normal to feel that way if you haven't been in this type of lifestyle, but
43:55at the same time, it's something that I've been through, so I feel comfortable with it
43:59and happy to, like, be that rock if you need that.
44:02As things come up, because we don't really know what's going to come up, there are things
44:04in life that you can't plan for.
44:06We talked about this before.
44:08Give it a pause.
44:10I mean, look, I've been through meeting my father and then traveling the world randomly
44:15and then losing a soccer career at the last second, so, like, this is just par for the
44:18course for me.
44:19Yeah.
44:20I guess I just wanted to make sure, like, you feel something.
44:22Like, I don't want you to be, like, completely numb to, like, what our future is and...
44:25No.
44:26Whatever you need on my end, I'm happy to provide.
44:28It's just you gotta let me know.
44:29I know.
44:30I think my biggest thing was just, like, I didn't want you to just be, like, completely
44:32numb.
44:33Like, I was like, do you even have feelings for me at this point?
44:36It's like...
44:37There aren't problems.
44:39Yeah.
44:40There.
44:41And we'll solve them when they show up.
44:43We don't have any problems right now.
44:45Don't make them.
44:46Okay.
44:47Deal?
44:48Deal.
44:49Deal.
44:50I'm really grateful for going into today and seeing everybody because I needed the part
45:07two.
45:08Yeah.
45:09And I could even do a part three, to be honest.
45:16And it's not because I'm, like, romantically interested in somebody, but it's, like, there's
45:20a lot to unpack.
45:22Obviously, we had different kind of days.
45:27There wasn't any, like, unresolved feelings, at least for me.
45:31Once I cut something off in the pods, that was it for me.
45:35Yeah.
45:36I don't know if you need to, like, figure it out or whatnot, but I guess it's a little
45:38weird for me just to see you, like, stumble over, like, a connection that you had cut off.
45:47Didn't love it.
45:48I'm not gonna fall out of love or anything, but I think just at the same time, it was
45:53just, like...
45:54Uncertain.
45:55Didn't love hearing it.
45:56Yeah.
45:57Usually, I wouldn't say these things.
45:59I'd probably just, like, keep them internalized and then either blow up in a day or two or,
46:04like, resent you for them when I didn't tell you what I was feeling.
46:08Right.
46:09Maybe a path where I've just been, like, oof, I'm not getting the validation that I need.
46:14Yeah.
46:15But it's turned into, like, it's not about how she feels about you.
46:20It's, like, this is what she needs at this moment.
46:24This is about, like, her.
46:26Yeah.
46:33That's a partnership.
46:34Like, that's a relationship.
46:36Like, that's what we are looking for as people progressing forward in life for a forever
46:43partner.
46:44Yeah.
46:45And, like, seeing Chris, it actually was kind of, like, I don't know, like, I appreciated
46:51him, but, like, he's also so happy.
46:53Yeah.
46:54So, like, I really didn't, like, have much to talk about.
46:57It was kind of a little fluffy, which is kind of interesting because he was my number
47:00two connection.
47:01Yeah.
47:02But, like, seeing him adjust just makes sense for me.
47:05So, it was, like, what more do we have to debrief?
47:09It's hard because I have to compare the experiences, but I believed in you more than I believed in
47:14those.
47:17I believed in you.
47:19I just need patience with me.
47:23Like, it's going to be a lot.
47:25And I appreciate your patience.
47:26Yeah.
47:27And, like, I'm grateful for you.
47:32A lot.
47:33A lot.
47:51How was the party for you?
47:56And I just feel like we have not been living, like, connecting with each other.
48:00Like, when you walk by me, it's like you just walk by me.
48:03You don't, like, interact or, like, grab me or, like, touch my back or give me, like, a kiss
48:11or anything like that.
48:12It's just, like, do you even, like, find me attractive?
48:15Because you don't ever tell me.
48:17And do you even want to be here with me?
48:19I literally don't feel like we're even engaged.
48:21Like, I feel like we're just hanging out.
48:23Every time we've been together, we've been, like, having fun, talking.
48:28Like, I'm always willing to sit down and have, like, a conversation with you.
48:32Like, the fact that I don't wake up in the bed next to you.
48:34Like, sorry, I get up early and I don't want to lay in the bed all morning.
48:37I want to be out here watching the sunrise, reading my book.
48:40I fall asleep out here.
48:41Like, that's not me isolating from you.
48:43Like, but you take that as such, like, a personal thing where it's like,
48:47what do you want me to do?
48:49You could be in there talking to me, asking me questions, like, doing things.
48:53I guess I didn't want to be cooped up inside the whole time.
48:56You have that such idea, like, I have to be hugging you at all times of the day or being there.
49:01It's like, that doesn't mean that...
49:02No, I don't think that.
49:03That doesn't mean I don't care about you.
49:05I don't think that, but I'm saying we should be...
49:07What you just said, like...
49:08No, I'm saying we should be in a honeymoon phase.
49:11Okay.
49:12If we're not...
49:13It's not the honeymoon.
49:14We still have, like, to live together, like, figure out life and, like...
49:18It doesn't mean I have to walk by you and always hug you and kiss you, like, every single second.
49:23I'm not saying that, but I'm saying don't walk by me and not acknowledge, like...
49:26I never have not walked by you and not acknowledge...
49:28Yes, you have multiple times.
49:30I have not.
49:31Like, I wouldn't be saying that I feel like we aren't connecting if you weren't doing that.
49:35I get that, but if I have nothing to say, I can't always spark up a conversation 20 hours of the day.
49:41Like, I told you that yesterday when we talked about that.
49:44There's just a lot going on in my head right now.
49:47All the stuff with my family, adjusting back to life.
49:49Like, there's a lot that, like, to take in.
49:52And, like, I'm walking back, like, with someone not in my family anymore.
49:56Like, that's a lot to take in.
49:58So, sorry, like, that you feel this way, but, you know, there's other things on my mind, too.
50:03I'm not saying your feelings aren't valid, but...
50:08I don't know.
50:10Moments like this.
50:12Moments like this.
50:13Show what you're made of.
50:16I don't think you're ignoring me, but I'm saying that I feel actually in pure shock.
50:22We should want to be in each other's space if we're talking about getting married.
50:34I know what it's like to feel loved now.
50:46I know what it's like to feel loved now.
51:00I love it.
51:01You're bringing out the best in me.
51:02I don't think I've ever felt confident about anything in my life.
51:05We can have fun together, but I can, like, tell you anything and everything.
51:08You're my best friend.
51:10He's still celebrating Christmas.
51:12Yeah, a little bit.
51:13There is a keg outside.
51:14I feel like I'm visiting my children at college.
51:17You're a project.
51:18Oh, my God.
51:19When am I gonna have a grandbaby?
51:20So any direct fear with me having a white woman as the mother of your children?
51:25Um...
51:26If we have a kid and you resent your child, you resent me, I could never live with that.
51:32Yeah.
51:33You're flashy.
51:34You're very polished.
51:36Convince me that you're real.
51:37I am absolutely in love with your daughter.
51:39That's not it.
51:40No?
51:41No.
51:42I've never been in a position of being that involved with a kid's life before it gets scary.
51:47I am pretty good.
51:48Would you like to talk?
51:49I'm gonna fuck off.
51:50I don't care.
51:51I'm good.
51:52Yeah, you look amazing.
51:57I, by no means, do I expect you to, like, text me all day long.
52:02I don't text anybody.
52:04Chris Fusco, let's see it.
52:06You want me to answer?
52:08No.
52:09Is this really the person I'm supposed to be with?
52:11Forever and always?
52:12I don't know.
52:13Listen to me.
52:14I like Connor.
52:15But he's too submissive of a guy to be with you.
52:20Yeah.
52:21Get out.
52:24See yourself taking this?
52:29I'm making the biggest decision of my life.
52:32Now is the time to decide if love is blind.
52:36I was thinking about what it would be like if I was with the number two person I had.
52:40Holy shit.
52:41So many ways, so many that I can't count, but the reason is that I'm still alone without.
52:57I'm playing so many rules that I can't believe myself no more.
53:02No more.
53:03No more.
53:04No more.
53:05No more.
53:06No more.
53:07No more.
53:08No more.
53:09No more.
53:10No more.
53:12No.
53:13No.
53:14No more.
53:16No more.
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