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00:00If you deserve him suffocate, we can lend a hand.
00:02I'll see you tomorrow, yeah? Bright and early.
00:07After a sexual assault, it's important that you know your options.
00:11It's him. He's taunting me.
00:13DI Hughes has told me that they are arresting Chris Banfield.
00:17Not eating. It's not a weight thing.
00:20It's a control thing.
00:21I don't want anyone else finding out and I don't want you telling anyone.
00:24Okay, I won't.
00:25Because if you do, I'll tell everyone it was you that phoned the CQC.
00:29Well, when you lose the weight, you're supposed to reduce your dose.
00:32Otherwise, you can overdose and end up a side effect.
01:02Okay, I don't know what's wrong with you sickly child, but please keep your germs away from me because CQC
01:05inspection today.
01:08Hey, Stevie, Kim, could you give me a second?
01:10Yeah.
01:11Thanks.
01:12Hey, guys.
01:14I don't want to keep you for too long. I know we have a pre-alert thing coming.
01:18If we fail today's final CQC inspection, then services will be cut and jobs will be lost.
01:24But I asked them here today because I believe that we're ready.
01:29The two nurses down, yeah.
01:30But this team has never looked stronger, so let's hold the floor and do it for them.
01:35Okay?
01:37Good luck.
01:49Can she keep her teddy?
01:51Teddy's fine.
01:52You must be Jade and Marley.
01:56It means a lot, you coming in.
01:59Right, let's get this party started.
02:04Come ahead, love.
02:08To the side for me, please. Arms out.
02:14Arms out for me, please.
02:18Underwire.
02:18Yeah, I'm sorry, I didn't think.
02:24Have you been searched before?
02:26No.
02:27Have you got anything that could harm me or you?
02:30No.
02:30Okay, arms out for me, please.
02:45Last bit, just open your mouth for me.
02:52Tongue up.
02:54Okay.
02:55And you're here seeing Chris Banfield, right?
02:59Yeah.
03:01Yeah.
03:01Yeah.
03:12Yeah.
03:33Who are you here to see?
03:34Shush, love. That's none of our business.
03:37I'm here to meet my granddad. He's not a murderer.
03:41Marley? What? You said the DVD proved it.
03:43It's DNA. It's DNA. I'm so sorry.
03:47It's okay. I'm glad about the DNA.
03:51Fifteen years too late. Appeal's next. Another one, maybe two years.
03:57Oh, look who it is. How's D-Wing without me?
04:01Quiet. We had to own source.
04:06What's he doing here? Same as you, lad?
04:09Table three, Jermaine. Don't make me have to write you up.
04:11Oi. You owe me, guff boy.
04:33Have a hug. Is that okay?
04:41I'm sorry. I didn't...
04:44It's okay.
04:47Let me start from now.
04:51Dad?
04:52Meet Marley.
04:57Look at you.
04:59You're beautiful.
05:00Control to visit.
05:01Do you have all prisoners accounted for? Over.
05:03Just waiting on Chris Banfield. Over.
05:08Over.
05:09What is this?
05:11Oh.
05:39Hey.
05:40Patient severity report.
05:41Patient severity report.
05:41Great. Uh, hey, listen, could you fast beat Pete for me?
05:44There were two children in the pre-alert lucky major trauma.
05:47Yeah.
05:50So, Siobhan has written a resignation letter.
05:53You serious?
05:54Mm-hmm.
05:55What, so she's going to take the bullet instead of you?
05:57No, not if I've got anything to do with it.
06:35Hey, are you all right?
06:36Have you seen a bit?
06:39Chatting, what are you still doing here?
06:40Well, it's not flu, and we're down two already, so...
06:43OK, we'll look here with minors.
06:44Massey with B, please.
06:50Kerry, hi. Good to see you again. Welcome back.
06:53Dr Byron, prepared this time.
06:55As you know, I'm here to assess progress on our still unmet standards.
06:59Shall we start with educational governance?
07:01We have a major trauma incoming, so the team are prepping recess.
07:04Oh, great. Let's hope I don't get drafted in.
07:08Can you eke out some space for me?
07:09Of course. Of course.
07:11Um, though, space might be something of a premium.
07:14The major trauma pre-alert Rory O'Brien, 44.
07:17About 35 minutes ago, he was hit by a car on four and five metres.
07:19He has a, uh, suspected pulse with a femor fracture.
07:22And this is Luna, two years old.
07:25OK, guys, let's get up to CT first, please.
07:27This is Toby O'Brien, nine years old.
07:29About 35 minutes ago, he's clipped by a car wing mirror.
07:32He's got laceration to his scalp.
07:33No LOC on scene.
07:34GCS 14 losing all for confusion, and we've blocked him as a precaution.
07:37Right, OK.
07:38Hi, Toby.
07:38I'm Dr. Nash.
07:39Come and put this into your chest, and then we're going to get you up to CT, OK?
07:42He was holding my hand.
07:43Sorry?
07:44I let go.
07:45I just let go.
07:46This is his mom, Jules.
07:47Right.
07:47Um, OK, let's go.
07:48Wait, I need to go with him.
07:50You know, I'm not actually allowed to go up to CT, but it is best that you stay here,
07:54because you're going to need checked over as well.
07:55Well, where's Luna?
07:56Where's my husband?
07:57OK, so, what's your name again?
07:58Jules.
07:59Jules, OK.
07:59Our colleagues are looking after them.
08:01They're just going to run some checks.
08:02Once they're done, you can go straight back to them.
08:03Dr. Chang, can you take Jules to cubicles for now, please?
08:05Thanks.
08:06I'm fine.
08:06I'm OK.
08:07Your family are perfectly safe.
08:09Why am I OK?
08:10I shouldn't be OK.
08:14Was it, uh, hit and run, or...?
08:16Uh, the driver's still trapped in the vehicle, but he's an escaped prisoner from H&P Holby,
08:20so we have secure custody in place, and recess has been zoned for simultaneous intakes.
08:26Shall we?
08:27Great.
08:33Excuse me, sorry.
08:35I'm still waiting for Chris Benfield.
08:38Attention, everyone!
08:40The visits' halls close in due to an internal incident.
08:44Prisoners will be escorted out first.
08:47What?
08:48You've only had ten minutes.
08:49If we get full cooperation now, we'll look at restarting visits later.
08:53You're next, Clive.
08:54I've waited 15 years for this.
08:55I need more time.
08:56It's a live incident.
08:58No exceptions.
08:59I said I need more time.
09:01Look at Grandad kicking off.
09:03Oh, bless him.
09:04He wants another cuddle.
09:05Just go over from Dad, please.
09:07I won't be marched out in front of them.
09:09Ooh.
09:11Grandad over the year, right?
09:13It's a shame you're off grandma, though, isn't it?
09:15Take him down!
09:26Do you want me to check him over?
09:27I'm a nurse.
09:28Health care will handle it.
09:29Control from visits.
09:31Prisoner restrained.
09:32Requesting support.
09:33Negative.
09:34Level three incident confirmed.
09:35External containment active.
09:37Additional resources diverted to C-wing.
09:39Level three and external?
09:40What's up, miss?
09:42Someone on a runner?
09:43Is it Chris Benfield?
09:44What, lover boy legged it, yeah?
09:46Sit down.
09:48Movement is by my instruction only.
09:50You will be escorted when authorised.
09:53I'm with Gramps.
09:54I can get bang up for your screw-up.
09:56Wrong place, wrong time, Jermaine.
10:01You think?
10:12BP's a pated vives, historic.
10:14Um, let's see.
10:15Should we give him, uh, two units, packed red cells, four FFP, please?
10:22Should we call Arthur?
10:23Stabilise the pelvis?
10:24I think it's fairly clearly a hemorrhage, isn't there?
10:27He's quite clammy, he's tachycardic, so I'm not sure an exfix quite do it.
10:30No, no.
10:31It's great.
10:32See, improved dialogue between grades, as mentioned in your report.
10:36Luna's stable, ready to be moved upstairs.
10:38Fantastic.
10:40Uh, all under five traumas have been escalated to safeguard and allow senior in.
10:45Jodie, you free?
10:46Yeah.
10:46So, uh, non-depressed fracture, C-spine is clear, so we've removed the blocks.
10:52Uh, GCS back up to 15.
10:54Let's get tetanus, please.
10:55I'm going to do 20 to 30 milligram per kilo cold moxicleft.
10:58Thanks.
10:59So, what doctor...
11:00Thank you, Dr. Byron, but I don't need a running commentary.
11:04I'm sure you've got plenty of admin to do.
11:06I remember your desk from my first visit.
11:09Yeah, that's...
11:09Okay.
11:10That's fair.
11:11Uh, shall I...
11:12I'll just leave you to it, shall I?
11:14All right.
11:21He'll come here, won't he?
11:23The prisoner.
11:24The security's aware.
11:25I think we're saved now.
11:26Just breathe.
11:27They let him escape.
11:28They let him mow down my family, my children.
11:32They let this happen, not me.
11:34I should be with them.
11:36Not here.
11:37Not okay.
11:38I don't want to be okay.
11:46Back in your seats!
11:48That's in order!
11:49So, man's out there.
11:50No cops, no rules, yeah?
11:52It's Chris Bumfitt.
11:53It's dangerous.
11:54If not, he was in the corridor.
11:56Ooh, like a bad boy, do you?
11:57Sit!
11:58Sit down, Jimmy.
11:59Sit down, stand up.
12:00Yes, miss.
12:01Not a miss.
12:01Three bags full, miss.
12:02Leave it out of this.
12:03You're off your nuts.
12:04Yeah.
12:05Marinated.
12:06Spicy.
12:07I'm not your dog.
12:09This is our time.
12:10Our time.
12:12We take it.
12:13We use it.
12:19Visited to the exit.
12:22We're all back out.
12:23Officers, hold the line.
12:25Batten's out.
12:27Defensive only.
12:27Civilians, out now.
12:29They're safe.
12:31You, go.
12:35Kick around.
12:40Just stay low.
12:41Stay calm.
12:42You're not the target.
12:57Excuse me.
12:57Excuse me.
12:59Look, if you will hold that over her mouth there, it'll filter the air.
13:02No, no, stop.
13:03No.
13:04Help.
13:05Get on the way.
13:06Excuse me.
13:07Can you let me through, please?
13:10I can't let the hot plate, yeah?
13:12That's disrespect.
13:13No, no, no, please.
13:14Please don't let out.
13:14Please.
13:16Okay.
13:17It's okay.
13:17Just put pressure on it.
13:18This is the first aid kit by the kitchen.
13:21It's okay.
13:22Just keep pressure on it.
13:23You're all right.
13:24You're all right.
13:25He needs hospital.
13:27No cover.
13:28No entry.
13:29I can't risk my team.
13:30It's just another con, yeah?
13:33Just don't let the hot plate.
13:35You're all right?
13:36You're all right?
13:40You're all right?
13:43Dr. Nash?
13:48Dr. Chang?
13:49I made it clear that she vomited fresh blood.
13:51It looked like a few hundred mils.
13:52Right, okay.
13:53Let's get her over onto the bed.
13:55Where are they?
13:56Where's my baby?
13:56I'm just going to move you over.
13:57Can you stand up for me?
13:59There we go.
14:00Nice and easy.
14:02I'll need that transfer logged.
14:03It's non-compliant.
14:04Yeah, lie back for me.
14:06Yeah, just an enthusiastic overreach,
14:07but we'll address it.
14:09Is he still bleeding?
14:11It's a head injury.
14:11It looks worse than it is.
14:12I need you to lie back for me.
14:13He's just on his way to neuro.
14:15Have you done a Glasgow Blatchwood score, Bloods?
14:18No, not yet.
14:19Right, okay.
14:21Two large-bore cannula, please.
14:23Right, okay.
14:24So, your husband is in the scanner
14:27and your daughter is stable up in the ward, okay?
14:32We'll do FBCs, UNEs,
14:34and we'll do cross-match, group and saviour.
14:39What's wrong?
14:41I can't.
14:42Vomiting blood is extremely serious.
14:45I'm not okay.
14:46Yeah, look.
14:47The adrenaline you experienced after the car crash,
14:49that's starting to wear off now.
14:51It was keeping you going.
14:56Watch her pattern.
14:58That's compensatory effort.
14:59Yep, we're on it.
15:01They can't hit me.
15:03I didn't let go.
15:04I'm just going to put this mask on.
15:05Just breathe on me for me.
15:06Okay, that's it.
15:07There you go.
15:14Pass, can you get...
15:15Have you got a tourniquet as well?
15:18FTS, full-blood panel, group and safe, cross-match.
15:24Excuse me, sorry.
15:26I'll take these, yeah?
15:28Yeah.
15:29Yeah?
15:30Yeah.
15:59I'll take these.
16:19Urgent cross-match for Rhesus, please.
16:22Matty, we need you.
16:25Crashed in the scanner.
16:30I'm really worried about my dad.
16:32Yeah, I'll be within a minute.
16:35Yeah?
16:36Contemplate, yeah?
16:37Ha, ha, ha, bring it.
16:39This man needs surgery, okay?
16:41Listen to me.
16:41You need to stand down.
16:43We're not dogs.
16:44Yeah?
16:44We don't bathe.
16:45Big butt.
16:46It's high, okay?
16:48It's not thinking straight.
16:49If we all stay calm, we can negotiate.
16:52Calm gets you cuffed, yeah?
16:55We rip down the roof, yeah?
16:57Roland, Roland, listen to me.
16:59Your bowel is pushing through the wound, and I'm going to have to stop the bleed, okay?
17:03This is going to hurt, right?
17:05Try and stay calm.
17:08Yeah?
17:09Yeah?
17:10Bloods are all of us, yeah?
17:12Yeah?
17:13This is his fight, not yours, okay?
17:16He did this, not you.
17:17No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
17:20We hold our ground, yeah?
17:22I've seen this.
17:24First the doors lock, then the vent is, and then, and then, and then they're slapping bodies after.
17:29Get back!
17:30Get back!
17:31Get back!
17:32Give us your hands!
17:37BBG's back.
17:38She's acidotic and lactate's four.
17:39Great, thank you, Jodie.
17:41Right, uh, heart rate's increasing.
17:44Can we get Oneg up, please?
17:45The lab can't process Julia O'Brien's sample.
17:48The label's been edited.
17:49Crossmatch needs repeating.
17:51That's fine, I'll sort it.
17:52Our prisoner's on the way in if you want to see our security protocol.
18:01If she tires, you'll lose the airway.
18:03Uh, it's okay.
18:04We'll sort it.
18:04We're watching her.
18:10Gold star, Dr. Chang.
18:12It was, uh, quite a time to shine.
18:16I think some of the junior staff members don't realise how strict the guy...
18:19Strict's the point when you're dealing with lethal risk.
18:22Right, this is Mason Flank, 35 years old, escaped from H&P Holby, driver in the earlier RTC.
18:29Oh, they're here.
18:30I hope they do.
18:31I told him we can't give back that information.
18:32Entrapment at scene, extricated by fire service.
18:35He's got swelling and deformity to his right ankle.
18:38C-spine cleared, no other concerns.
18:40GCS has been 15 throughout.
18:42All robs are stable.
18:43There was a pram.
18:44I didn't hit the pram, Mike.
18:45So, you can see there's a, there's a secure transfer protocol taking place.
18:48The patient is handcuffed.
18:49We've got officers outside as well, so...
18:51Yeah.
18:52Consultant for a fracture.
18:54No wonder you're short on senior cover.
18:56Now, I'm just dropping you off.
18:59Thanks.
19:00I'm the man.
19:02You okay with this?
19:03Yeah, more than capable.
19:04Thanks, guys.
19:10Right, I'm just going to listen to your test, okay?
19:12Excuse me if you can.
19:13Easy, easy.
19:14Don't overthink it.
19:16Ah, you know what?
19:17Check this out.
19:19Ten likes.
19:20Not bad for a no-man, huh?
19:22Can't I reckon I'm on look at?
19:24Paw Patrol?
19:25You got all to come, mate?
19:27Yeah.
19:28Every other weekend, maybe.
19:29The general broadcast for Cat 1 at HMP Holi.
19:32Anyone able to assist?
19:34Control from 3006.
19:36We can take that GB.
19:37Thanks.
19:37Over.
19:38All right, let's go.
19:39I predict a riot!
19:40Yep, yep, yep.
19:41I had to get out.
19:43Do you get this?
19:44Six months for a blade, 17 years ago.
19:48IPP slapped on.
19:49Okay, will you just keep your legs still for me, yeah?
19:51Please.
19:52That's imprisonment for public protection.
19:55No end date.
19:56Till someone ticks a box.
19:58No rehab.
19:58No chance.
20:00Write that bit, yeah?
20:00Post is present and Cat refill under two.
20:03It's not even allowed anymore.
20:05Yet here was still are.
20:06Thousands of us.
20:07Forgotten.
20:09How is that fair?
20:11Maybe the crash gets with some attention.
20:13At least maybe it'll be worth it.
20:15Enough, Mr Frank.
20:16The mother you hit is lying next door fighting for every breath.
20:20I didn't mean to hurt no one.
20:26Kerry, we've been put on alert by H.M.P. Holby.
20:31There are reports of a disturbance and an unknown number of casualties.
20:35Oh, bravo.
20:36Multi-agency incident for Dr Byron's bingo card.
20:39Hey, well, quite.
20:41I wanted to talk to you about the, um, admin error with the bloods.
20:45Oh, nice spin.
20:46Well, it was a simple mistake.
20:48We're all human under pressure.
20:49Surely you must know that.
20:52What's next?
20:55Shall we sort of stay clear of hot zones?
20:58We're short on bodies, so I'm operational today.
21:05This is Roland, our P1.
21:07Hey, are you OK?
21:09Um, this is Roland, 48.
21:1260 minutes ago, he received a single stab wound to the abdomen,
21:15his mouth protruding, and he's lost approximately 500 millibloid.
21:20OK?
21:21Yeah.
21:21You got it?
21:22Yeah, got it.
21:23There you go.
21:24Stay with me, Ro.
21:26Right?
21:29OK, Clive, you'll be next.
21:32Hey, Stevie, how are we looking?
21:34You OK?
21:35Uh, yeah, theatre's ready for her, so.
21:36Right, uh, the first two prisoners are going to land in ten,
21:39so nearly there.
21:40Let's get this over the line, OK?
21:41Yep.
21:43Kim, uh, look, please, no more lapses today,
21:46because I can't afford to carry any more dead weight.
21:53OK, should we, should we just breathe, and have a reset?
21:58Oh, let's.
22:00Oh, let's.
22:27Kim, Kim, Kim, wait!
22:31Cross match labels can't be altered, no edits, everybody knows that.
22:35Your writing was illegible.
22:36I'd have noticed, redone it.
22:39Okay.
22:41I'm sorry.
22:42I was just trying to help.
22:45Hey, maybe I can talk to Stevie, try to explain.
22:48Forget it, just go away.
22:50Well I'm not gonna do that, am I Kim?
22:52Your body is shutting down, you're dizzy, shaky, you keep zoning out.
22:59You don't know what you're talking about.
23:00Okay, you're hyperglycemic, running on cortisol and ketones, textbook set up for a bleed or a brady collapse.
23:07You're overreacting, being dramatic.
23:10I'll tell Stevie what's going on.
23:12Then everyone will know that you caught the CQC.
23:15If we fail, they'll blame you.
23:16I don't care, Kim.
23:20I only care about you.
23:27Wait, stop.
23:34You're right.
23:37I know you're right.
23:39If we could just get through today,
23:42pass the inspection.
23:43I promise.
23:46I'll take time off.
23:49Get help.
23:51Do whatever you want.
23:52And I can call the clinic.
23:54Get you a referral.
24:01But I'm scared.
24:05I know.
24:07Come here.
24:12I know I pushed.
24:19You should eat something.
24:21Still need to pee if that's okay with you.
24:27Yeah, sure.
24:29Sorry.
24:30I know you are working on.
24:32No.
24:32I don't know.
24:32.
24:47.
25:16Hey Todd, I have tenomorphina and one of two.
25:18Great, okay, thank you. Let's start the major haemorrhage protocol then, please.
25:22Yeah, and notify theatre because he's going to need a laparotomy there as well as a washout.
25:26Let's have Oneg when we can. Please, through the rapid infuser and, yeah, go ahead, start the primary survey, Matthew,
25:31please.
25:32We're going to need complete access to both sides, so could you?
25:34He's a lifer, he's a cat-head.
25:36Yeah, but he's obviously bleeding, isn't he, and crashing, so let's get the cuff off, please.
25:40And once we've done that, we'll have FPC UNE, LFT clotting, amylase, group and save, and venous blood.
25:47Hey, calm down, mate, calm down.
25:49Can we get an inch of your hands, please?
25:51Have you?
25:52Stuart, 22 years old, cute behavioural disturbance, like spice related.
25:57He's combative, obviously, so I must be challenging.
26:00Last time she checked, I was 39 before, and he's tacky at 1.40.
26:03I'm sorry, I'm under my skin, I'm sorry.
26:04Okay, can we prep some risopam?
26:06No, IBS, it's a guy for play.
26:08I am in?
26:08Yeah, 2mg high threshold case, can we get the RSI kit ready?
26:13Shall I pull ICU?
26:14Yeah.
26:16Jermaine, stop! Calm down!
26:20Jordy, can you help us get his cover up?
26:23Great.
26:24Okay, keep it steady, please.
26:26Okay, 3, 2, 1...
26:30That's it.
26:39Everything sorted now?
26:41Yeah, room's cleared and prison healthcare have taken a couple.
26:45Thank you, really.
26:47I'm still...
26:48Yeah, trust me, me too.
26:51Marley, how you doing? How's the cough?
26:52Just scratchy now.
26:54I've got Bella!
26:57Are you heading to the hospital?
26:59Not sure.
27:01Feels like I got him back and lost him at the same time.
27:04Attention.
27:05The visit hall will reopen in 10 minutes.
27:09Thank you for your patience.
27:10That's what you wanted, right?
27:12Grandad will love her.
27:13She's yellow.
27:15You want to see him?
27:16Of course.
27:17He's hurt and no one's with him.
27:20Right.
27:21Hospital it is.
27:23Get them to check her over while you're there.
27:25Thanks again.
27:26And good luck.
27:27Just be ready for anything.
27:31I wasn't.
27:32Bye.
27:33Bye.
27:33Bye, Marley.
27:40Yeah, his blood pressure's holding, so let's get Theo to prep for him as soon as we can, please.
27:44And you can put the cuff back on if you want to.
27:47Now, get her away from me.
27:50Okay, okay.
27:51You're quite safe, quite safe.
27:52She left me bleeding like an animal.
27:54I'm sorry.
27:55Okay, could somebody else cuff him, perhaps?
27:57Wait, just a second.
27:58Just look at me, Roe, please.
28:00It's okay, he's not dangerous, not anymore.
28:02He's a good man.
28:03Yeah, that's not my concern.
28:04I just want him calm so that we can treat him safely.
28:06You need surgery.
28:08I can sit with you in recovery, look after you for a change.
28:11If there's personal history, perhaps...
28:13Nothing like that.
28:14I've known him for a long time, since I was an OSG.
28:17Met had a canteen fire.
28:19She had an EVAC list in front of her.
28:21Didn't call a single name because she couldn't.
28:25Roland.
28:26You still can't face up to her, can you?
28:28Only makes sense to a scum like me.
28:30I've never said that.
28:31Until today.
28:32I was following protocol.
28:34Yeah.
28:35You weren't so by the book, were you, when I taught you how to read it?
28:40Yeah, okay, guys, it's decision time, I'm afraid.
28:45Loyalty matters.
28:50I want another P.O.
28:54Smith.
28:59Just look after him, okay?
29:11Tim, with me.
29:15Complaining of chest pain and shortness of breath.
29:17Okay, resource two, please.
29:19I'd like to observe your residence.
29:22Uh, yeah, sure.
29:23Be our guest.
29:25Okay, spotlight's on you.
29:26Don't blink.
29:28Okay.
30:17You stuck around?
30:21Go on. The fool's yours.
30:27You raped me.
30:32I think you're confused.
30:34Have they tested you for memory stuff?
30:38I need you to hear me.
30:41I need you to understand what you did to me.
30:50What do you want?
30:53A sorry?
30:55A confession?
30:57I want you to take responsibility.
30:59I wasn't hurting you.
31:01I was complimenting you.
31:04You should be grateful at your age.
31:08You didn't fight.
31:10You didn't scream.
31:12You were gagging for it.
31:15I picked you to stop.
31:16You and that little nurse are obsessed.
31:20You sent him after me.
31:22It's your fault he got hurt.
31:27You should write this down.
31:29Before it slips away.
31:32Say this!
31:33Say what you did to me!
31:41Start the house.
31:55No, we're not your fault.
31:58Not me, Don't you?
32:01Salad, friend.
32:02Please help you with your hope.
32:03I know us you need to come down.
32:38Why me?
32:42You didn't fight. You didn't scream.
32:48And no one was going to believe you.
32:54It was easy.
33:06I'm sorry.
33:10I've lost everything.
33:14My job.
33:16My place.
33:21My kid's mum won't let me speak to him.
33:24She's gone mental.
33:26It wasn't even about you.
33:29It wasn't personal.
33:33It's not like I planned it.
34:21I didn't scream.
34:24Not during.
34:27Not after.
34:31Not when they took swabs.
34:37Not when they said there was insufficient evidence.
34:43Not when I saw a cab hooked up to those machines.
34:52I thought if I just kept it all inside, it would go away.
35:14Feel better?
35:15I don't know.
35:26I don't know.
35:30It wouldn't happen.
35:33I don't know.
35:40It might be a surprise.
35:42I don't know.
35:49I've changed my mind.
36:17My chest feels tight.
36:19Yeah, that's not uncommon when you've been restrained.
36:21Dr Chang, can we prescribe fluids, please?
36:28Does breathing make it worse?
36:30Yeah.
36:34I need to check something quickly.
36:36Dr Chang, prep fluids. He's hypotensive. He needs volume.
36:41Kim.
36:45There are reduced heart sounds.
36:47Low voltage QRS complexes on his ECG.
36:51Okay, well look, that's probably just the amplitude.
36:54Let's repeat, let me see.
36:59Okay, yeah, that's a significant pericardial fluid.
37:02He needs cardiology.
37:04I'll find someone. Get things moving.
37:08Hope you finish him.
37:09Yeah.
37:18He's in peri-arrest. We need the cuffs off now.
37:21My full heart sounds. No BP.
37:24It's a tamponade.
37:27What are you doing?
37:28I know the landmarks, the technique.
37:29No.
37:30Okay, you can't do a tamponade blind.
37:31No.
37:32It's part of my training.
37:33Yeah, but you're all over the place today.
37:34I'm doing this.
37:36Back me.
37:37We'll leave.
37:39Right, cardiology are on the way. Where do you want me?
37:41Uh, yeah, can I get you on airway?
37:43Dr. Chang's about to do a pericardial synthesis, blind.
37:47Okay.
37:48Okay.
37:58Sub-6 void approach.
38:00Entering just below the cipher sternum.
38:27Right, okay, that's four centimetres no blood, so I want you to keep it shallow and angled.
38:34That's it.
38:43You're in. Keep aspirating.
38:47What else is strengthening? Yeah, keep going.
38:56Yeah.
38:57Okay, he's responding.
38:59Let's try another bit.
39:09Yeah, tamponade's easing.
39:11Well done. Good work.
39:15Proved supervision, Dr. Nash.
39:17You let her lead.
39:18Trusted her judgement.
39:20Yeah, well, she earned it.
39:33This entry's missing a timestamp.
39:41Fridge logs?
39:44Uh, okay, I mean, but we've dealt with a family of four today, a prison riot, you know, there's a,
39:50one of our residents has carried out a blind carry cardio-sensesis.
39:54Oh, mislabeled bloods, that could have been catastrophic.
39:57Okay, but the fail safes caught it, didn't they? No system's perfect.
40:01It should be.
40:03It should be.
40:04This is my sign-off.
40:05My responsibility.
40:07Okay, okay, okay.
40:08But you're here to judge a team under pressure.
40:11Hmm?
40:12Can't make up for mistakes made in, in 2020.
40:17That every system fails, this one failed safely.
40:21That could be a good thing if you let her.
40:25So come on then, which is it to be?
40:29Hey Clive, I've got someone here that wants to see you, that's, that's okay, yeah?
40:34Oh, come on, he's highly a flight risk.
40:37Okay.
40:37Right, um, it's Marley.
40:39So she's fine, her chest is clear, she's been checked over, she's just worried about you.
40:43I'll bring her in, yeah?
40:44Marley, I want to see your grandad.
40:54Hey.
40:57I'm so sorry if I scared you.
41:00I wish you'd just let them take you.
41:04You know, I'm, I've been fighting so hard for the truth.
41:09For myself.
41:13For you.
41:14Don't cry grandad, you can hold Bella if you want.
41:21Well, I'd rather have a hug.
41:24That's okay.
41:32I'll be right back.
41:34I'll be right back.
41:41I'll be right back.
41:50I'll be right back, hold on.
41:53Look at your brain.
42:06And so, if you know you weren't gonna watch any better today, before your started coming.
42:12All right, guys, I've spoken with Kerry.
42:14As you all know, she is a devotee of due process,
42:18but she did give me a steer.
42:20A strong one.
42:25And we passed.
42:26What?
42:28That's amazing.
42:30Guys, you really proved something today.
42:31Registrars, you stood up and took charge when it counted most.
42:35Residents, you showed great character and good clinical practice.
42:39Dr. Keogh, you didn't scream at Kerry this time.
42:50But seriously, thank you.
42:54Thank you. I'm really grateful.
42:56And I will be in the anchor, and drinks are on me.
42:59Whoa!
43:01You got it?
43:02Yeah, to the anchor.
43:03See you, okay?
43:04Oh, it's an anchor.
43:06Leave your alarm for one day, and look what's happened, honestly.
43:10I'm so proud of you both.
43:12Yeah, well, I've got a bone to pick with you.
43:14I cannot believe you'd resign to protect us.
43:16You're not going anywhere.
43:18Well, I wasn't going to let you take the floor, was I?
43:20Well, you're the OG.
43:21Yes, give him girl boss.
43:23Yes.
43:24Take your word for it.
43:25Right, well, we're off to see Cam if you fancy a cuppa.
43:28Yes, I will meet you up there.
43:29Well done!
43:30I can't see you.
43:34Hey.
43:36Where were you?
43:36You missed the, uh...
43:38You missed the briefing.
43:39Sorry.
43:40No, no, I'm not having a go.
43:41It's good news.
43:42We passed.
43:45Where are you off to with your cabin baggage?
43:49I'm withdrawing from the rotation.
43:51I'll speak to you up to Byron, HR, make it official.
43:56Hold on a second.
43:57Why?
43:58You were right.
44:01I'm not cut out for the ED.
44:02No, that's not true.
44:04You just need to grow a thicker skin, that's all.
44:12For everything.
44:15Kim.
44:16Oh, okay.
44:20What have you done now?
44:22She, uh, she quit the rotation.
44:24I thought you were meant to be toughening her up, not pushing her out.
44:29Hey.
44:31We need to talk?
44:32Yes, we do.
44:33I just spoke to the clinic.
44:34The place is yours if you want it.
44:36Now, it's a bit of a wait, but I just...
44:39But you're leaving already?
44:42Yep.
44:43I'm done with this rotation.
44:45Just told Stevie...
44:47But I thought you'd take time off.
44:48Rest and reset, you know?
44:50It's bigger than that.
44:56Do I need to tell Dr. Byron, or can I just send an email?
45:01You know, we passed the inspection.
45:04Apparently, you smashed it.
45:07First time for everything.
45:10Maybe it gets better from here.
45:12It does.
45:13Definitely.
45:17You're going to make an awesome fellow.
45:20Yeah, Edie isn't the right fit for me.
45:22I can see that now.
45:23Hey, um, can't worry to say thanks and congrats.
45:27She speaks for him now.
45:28I do.
45:28She does, and she's better than grapes, even the red ones.
45:32Okay, the, uh, the drugs are strong with this one.
45:35See you in the ankle later.
45:40You told Mum we need to talk.
45:42Oh, she's our Def Con one, then.
45:45You're done on the launch pad.
45:50I promise you'll keep in touch.
45:53Let me know where it's going.
45:55I promise.
46:01For pushing.
46:54Hi, Mum.
47:02I appreciate it.
47:03Yeah.
47:04Okay.
47:05I'll speak to you soon.
47:06All right.
47:06Bye.
47:07Bye.
47:07Bye-bye.
47:08Hey, come in.
47:09Come in.
47:12We did it.
47:14You did it.
47:15Got the team over the line.
47:17No, no, no.
47:17Kerry benched me early doors.
47:19Honestly, it was all them.
47:21And they were brilliant.
47:23Well done.
47:30So, you went to see him?
47:35I did.
47:41I thought if I looked him in the eye and he acknowledged what he did to me, to my face,
47:51then it might make me feel better.
47:58I didn't go through with it.
48:04I imagined all the different things he might say to me.
48:06And I realised that it just doesn't matter, does it?
48:15Don't need his validation.
48:18No.
48:19Can't make it unhappen.
48:21No.
48:25But...
48:27You can learn to live with it.
48:30Just a day at a time.
48:35I'm sorry.
48:36I'm sorry.
48:37Hey.
48:38Hey.
48:38Come here.
48:39Come here.
48:40Hey.
48:41I'm sorry.
48:41I'm fine.
48:43I'm fine.
48:44Okay.
48:45It's okay.
48:49You're safe here, okay?
48:59For details of organisations which offer help and support with eating disorders or sexual violence,
49:04go online to the BBC Action Line website.
49:08Thank you so much for having me.
49:09To.
49:10To.
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