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E14 Match Abroad S02
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00:00Hey.
00:01Oh, my face is hurting from smiling too much.
00:03It's good.
00:05I've enjoyed every moment I've spent with Amber.
00:08So I hope Amber is excited when I tell her I'm extending my trip.
00:12I just want to get to know you.
00:15I don't want to scare you away.
00:19You're supposed to hang out yesterday for my last night.
00:22Doesn't show up.
00:24Darren's going to come by and say you take me to the airport.
00:26I do want him to come because I want to address things in person.
00:28And just say my piece.
00:32So, Monica, you have Bruno and Bernardo together for you to make a decision.
00:38How much is Bruno?
00:39Oh.
00:43What's going on?
00:45My gut has been upside down over this decision.
00:50I just don't see me in you working.
00:55I feel extremely terrible for Bruno.
00:58But I should be with Bernardo.
01:01And I just hope that he gives me a chance.
01:08I'm exhausted after today.
01:10Glenn left me.
01:12I looked at his Instagram and he's posting that he's at other places.
01:16What a slip of my f***ing face.
01:18Did you not receive my text when I told you where I was?
01:21Oh, well, I text you first.
01:23When did you text me?
01:25You've called me an attention here?
01:27Called me a liar.
01:28No wonder you're single.
01:30Get the f*** out.
01:31Get out.
01:33Get the f*** out.
01:33Get the f*** out.
01:39Hey, how are you?
02:07Would you like a glass of wine?
02:14It is a sight for sore eyes to see Bernardo.
02:31When I open my hotel door and I see him standing there in all his gorgeousness,
02:36I am whole again.
02:39God, I'm so glad you're here.
02:45Beautiful.
02:46It's been a long night.
02:49I'm crying.
02:50It's been a mess.
02:51After Bruno left, I realized I have no time to spare.
02:55I texted Bernardo and told him about the breakup and asked him to come by.
03:01And he texted me back faster than ever before and said that he could come over.
03:05I'm so happy you're here.
03:06Oh, my God.
03:07Thank God.
03:08I clearly don't like having hurt Bruno, but had I not chosen Bruno, I don't know that
03:17I would have known how strongly I felt for Bernardo.
03:20Okay.
03:21All right.
03:22Cheers.
03:23Cheers.
03:24Cheers.
03:25Cheers.
03:26Cheers.
03:27I'm so happy you're here.
03:31I'm sorry for that.
03:32No.
03:33When I chose Bruno, I was very, very upset.
03:34I didn't want to see you go.
03:35I was crying when you were leaving.
03:36Yeah.
03:37I did not want you to go.
03:38No, but now...
03:39You're here, thank God.
03:41Okay.
03:42My Monica chose Bruno.
03:43I stayed a little bit sad, but now that Monica chose me, I'm very, very happy to be here
03:48now.
03:49I was crying when you were leaving.
03:50I was crying when you were leaving.
03:51Yeah.
03:52I did not want you to go.
03:53No, but now...
03:54You're here, thank God.
03:59Okay.
04:02My Monica chose Bruno.
04:04I stayed a little bit sad, but now that Monica chose me, I'm very, very happy to be here
04:10now.
04:11I thought some days ago, I think I'd never see you again.
04:20Oh.
04:21Yes.
04:22Mm-mm.
04:23That was the hardest goodbye I've ever had to do in my life.
04:25I didn't want you to leave.
04:31What will happen tonight?
04:33Let's see what Monica would like to do.
04:36I wish we can enjoy all the night together.
04:40Okay.
04:41It's very nice to be here with you, but you are going away tomorrow.
04:53I will miss you a lot.
04:55Well, tomorrow I need to work.
04:59Unfortunately, I really, really would like to go with you to the airport, but I can't.
05:05I think...
05:06Will you come to California?
05:07For sure.
05:08Will you?
05:09I think it's a very good idea.
05:12Okay.
05:13So what's the plan for us?
05:14How we're going to keep in touch?
05:16If I don't reach out to you, sometimes you don't reach out to me.
05:21Yes.
05:22Occasionally during the day.
05:24Yes.
05:25Of course I can do it.
05:27So if you can do that, that'll help keep our relationship...
05:30Of course.
05:31...connected.
05:32Because otherwise...
05:33I know, I know, I know.
05:34...we're going to go like this.
05:35Yes, of course.
05:36No.
05:37I will improve this, and we will have a better communication.
05:42Promise me.
05:43Yes.
05:44That's all.
05:45It's not that hard.
05:46Yes, yes.
05:47Like a little tiny message through the day will get me through...
05:49I promise you.
05:50...plenty of hours.
05:51I promise you.
05:52Okay.
05:53Okay.
05:54Now I feel better than I'm here with you, and...
05:58Yes, this is all right.
06:00This is so much more right.
06:02Unbelievable.
06:04I care about you more than you know.
06:06Oh, and I...
06:07I think about you every day.
06:08From the first minute you turned around, and I saw those beautiful eyes.
06:12I knew, I just knew you were special.
06:15I just wanted you to know.
06:17Because I really super, super like you.
06:21And you're special.
06:22You are amazing.
06:24Gentlemen.
06:27I just, I just want to love you.
06:30And I love you too?
06:32Mm.
06:33I promise I'm gonna make, I'm gonna make this work.
06:38I can make this work.
06:39It sounds the same.
06:41Uh-huh.
06:42Really?
06:43I'm so happy.
06:45Sure.
06:46I would not have had the courage, the bravery, the trust, to have approached Bernardo, had
06:56it not been for Rizal.
06:57Had it not been for Louisa.
06:59I owe it to her for creating this for me.
07:05I miss you every day.
07:06I miss you.
07:07I miss you.
07:08Can you promise?
07:09Yes, I promise you.
07:10I will personally get you there.
07:12You don't have to pay for anything.
07:13Okay.
07:14I've been doing a lot.
07:15I'm so thankful that, like, this trip happened so that my heart could swell again.
07:28And it could be big again.
07:29And it could let it in.
07:30I learned to love myself.
07:32I learned to love someone else.
07:34And, uh, I'm so lucky.
07:37Come here, Krasner.
07:38Please.
07:39Come here, Krasner.
07:40Please.
08:07I don't like it when people lie in my face.
08:14Like, what the ****?
08:16I'm mad.
08:17I'm mad.
08:18I'm mad.
08:26At this point, Amber is so unpredictable.
08:29I didn't leave her by herself.
08:31She was with Victoria, darn, right outside the boys' bathroom when I went in to pee and
08:35came out and they were gone.
08:36Like, to be honest, she was nothing short of a brat.
08:39And if something so small like this can cause her to react in such a way, then, like, I
08:45don't see how I could ever end up with someone like that.
08:51I was expecting to have, like, a calm conversation.
08:54I was expecting to just let him know that he's not my type.
08:57But once he started to make it seem like he did not leave me when he did and to lie in
09:03my face, like, the disrespect you are in.
09:06And then to lie in my face and I'm reading the text messages to you and you still are
09:12going to lie to my face.
09:13But that's ignorant to me.
09:15Then he starts trying to belittle me and then when I'm like, you're a liar.
09:20Like, I just couldn't take it.
09:22I don't tolerate people being disrespectful to me.
09:25I've worked so hard on myself.
09:28I did not want to be the person that got angry.
09:31But the more and more he just kept lying in my face, I could not let him just sit there
09:37and just sip his drink in my face.
09:39Like, hmm, you know, you're lying.
09:43And to try to flip it on me, that's a real bitch trait.
09:48And I just didn't.
09:50It was like I was...
09:55He's a bitch.
09:56And I'm mad that I even thought that I was going to even spend time with him.
10:00What a wackadoo.
10:07I can't help but to hear Katarina in my ear right now saying, I told you so.
10:10She tried to tell me that Keevan was the only one that really cares about me.
10:14And I just feel terrible.
10:16Keevan would never do anything like this to me.
10:19And I regret putting Keevan on the back burner.
10:21A good man.
10:23And I feel stupid.
10:25Because I leave Ireland tomorrow.
10:27And I'm just kicking myself.
10:29I really still care for him.
10:30But I'm afraid that it might be too late for us.
10:35Go on my face, stupid ass.
10:40Amber told me everything about Glenn.
10:46Keevan is a much better match for Amber.
10:50Because he's loving.
10:51He's a solid man.
10:53He just has to work on his insecurities.
10:56I'm just texting Keevan now.
10:58There's a large chance to see Amber tomorrow.
11:00And he'd better take the chance.
11:02Come on, man. Man up.
11:04Show up.
11:06Bloody hell.
11:10What do you think is the distinction between like and love?
11:15If two friends came up, you would choose one over the other.
11:18And it could only be, like, one person.
11:20You can't say, oh, let's go have a threesome.
11:25Sorry, that silence was awkward.
11:27Good.
11:38I'd like to enjoy the rest of Singapore.
11:41But I'd like to chill out with you.
11:43Just at a pace you are comfortable with.
11:45Sure.
11:50Sure.
11:51Sounds good.
11:52So it's a date?
11:54Where is the date?
11:56Excellent.
11:57We'll have you plan again, but please just, you know, casual.
12:00Okay.
12:01The screen.
12:02Yeah.
12:03I'm so happy.
12:04I'm taking what she says seriously, and I want her to understand that I can take things slow.
12:14And I hope that the more time I take here in Singapore, the better things will be between us.
12:19And that Amber will let down her walls and open up with me more.
12:24I'm happy that you're extending your shirt.
12:30But when we're not together, how are we going to continue this long-distance relationship?
12:38We'll call each other and talk about our days, and you'll call me when you're interested.
12:44I've got to give you some time to miss me.
12:47That's a good one.
12:48When Harold told me that he's going to stay, I was pleasantly surprised.
12:55I'm happy because ultimately I need that, you know, like face-to-face physical connection.
13:01That is really important to me.
13:03This extension makes me understand he's interested in me.
13:07He wants to take this to the next step and not waiting passively for me to initiate.
13:15Wow.
13:16So I think we are working towards building a relationship.
13:21I have a very interesting question.
13:25Okay.
13:26Something that I have been thinking of a lot.
13:29What do you think is the distinction between like and love?
13:34That is a hard question.
13:38If two friends came up and said, hey, we want to hang out, and they're calling within like a minute of each other.
13:43Mm-hmm.
13:44And you, the activity would be the same, everything would be the same, but it's just the person being the difference.
13:50You would choose one over the other.
13:52And it could only be like one person.
13:54You can't say, oh, let's go have a threesome.
13:58Okay. Sorry that silence is awkward.
14:01Hi.
14:02When you say threesome, I automatically think the other.
14:06The other.
14:07I know the gutter.
14:09Well, I only know that threesome.
14:14More choice of words.
14:16My distinction of like and love is how I feel when I'm with the person.
14:24And how I naturally want to act with the person.
14:28Okay.
14:30And that's why I feel like I want to have a relationship with you.
14:33I have for a long time been desiring to feel loved back.
14:45I'm very relieved, very at peace with being able to finally have that.
14:50Since landing in Singapore, I've grown and matured a lot.
14:53I feel like a new man.
14:56I'm very happy I used a matchmaker again.
14:58Dolly's experience has been invaluable.
15:01Coming here to Singapore was the right choice for me because I found love.
15:05Like, bottom line, I found what I was looking for.
15:09I found a delightful woman who checked boxes I didn't know I had.
15:14And if things work out with me and Amber, I hope to invite Dolly to our wedding.
15:17Oh, we finished our meal. Let's enjoy the view.
15:23Sure. Sounds good.
15:36I've learned many things on this trip.
15:39I've learned, wear your suspenders when you're flying a kite.
15:41But I think the biggest thing I learned was love can be in many shapes
15:47and you must give it the proper amount of time to really build the relationship.
15:52I'm feeling very confident in my relationship with Amber,
15:55that I can be the man that she wants.
15:57And I can't wait for her to come visit me in Texas.
16:02Well, it was a good day.
16:04Wonderful day.
16:06You're welcome.
16:07It was very unexpected.
16:08It was a very good surprise.
16:10Would it be okay if I gave you a kiss?
16:12Mm-hmm.
16:13Mm-hmm.
16:14Mm-hmm.
16:15Mm-hmm.
16:16Mm-hmm.
16:17Mm-hmm.
16:18Mm-hmm.
16:19Mm-hmm.
16:20Mm-hmm.
16:21Mm-hmm.
16:22Mm-hmm.
16:24Mm-hmm.
16:26Mm-hmm.
16:31Mm-hmm.
16:33He completely blew me off.
16:36And right now I'm just feeling like a big bag of mixed emotions.
16:39It's crazy.
16:43I can't believe I'm leaving.
16:44It's so weird.
16:45Nice.
16:46And how is Bruno?
16:47And how is Bruno?
17:17Mm-hmm.
17:18Mm-hmm.
17:19Mm-hmm.
17:20Mm-hmm.
17:21Mm-hmm.
17:22Mm-hmm.
17:23Mm-hmm.
17:24Mm-hmm.
17:25Mm-hmm.
17:26So, I only seen the Do Not Disturb sign.
17:27Oh.
17:28Sorry.
17:29Come on in.
17:30Tired.
17:31I've done two flights of stairs.
17:33Not that bad.
17:34My God.
17:36Uh, yeah.
17:37Um, for the flight.
17:39Aw, thank you.
17:40Aw, that's nice.
17:42Perfect.
17:43So I didn't bring anything.
17:44Right now I'm just feeling like a big bag of mixed emotions.
17:50I'm just all over the place.
17:52I mean, I'm really happy that he showed up to take me to the airport.
17:56But I'm still just, like, real upset that he ghosted me last night and just completely blew me off.
18:02So you ready to go?
18:03I am ready.
18:05Good.
18:06Well, you carry my suitcase.
18:07Okay.
18:08Give me the big one.
18:09Yeah, it's real heavy.
18:11It doesn't surprise me that he's not saying anything.
18:16I feel like he's just, like, real uneasy.
18:18Like, I don't think that he really knows how to act right now.
18:23Oh, my God.
18:24Why do they not wheel?
18:25They do wheel.
18:26I have done so much work.
18:29I'm a changed woman.
18:30But, I mean, I don't know if I've, maybe I've done enough work.
18:34How are you?
18:35Hi.
18:36Jump in the car, please.
18:39Because I still have a lot of nerves about confronting Darren.
18:42Thank you for taking me to the airport.
18:49I'm surprised, though.
18:53Oh, you're surprised?
18:54Yeah.
18:55Because you said you were going to come over yesterday and you just didn't come and I didn't hear from you.
19:00So, like, okay.
19:02Cool, I guess.
19:03That's how this is.
19:04Definitely not going to be taking you to the airport if he says he's going to come over to hang out
19:08and then doesn't even text or say or anything.
19:15I may have had a dead phone as well, but it didn't help.
19:18Oh, did Glenn give you that excuse, though?
19:19Because that's what he had told Amber as well.
19:22Oh, did he?
19:23Yeah.
19:24His phone had died.
19:25Okay, okay.
19:26Oh, no, my phone was dead.
19:30What time did you get home?
19:31What happened is,
19:33John says, like, I got home.
19:34Leave these gates that you open and close yourself.
19:36And sometimes, when someone goes out, they leave them open.
19:40And my dog will just dart.
19:43And the only one who can catch him.
19:47But, yeah, sorry.
19:49But I still arrived today, so...
19:51You did? Yeah, thank you.
19:53If I was going to ghost you, I wouldn't be here.
19:57Well, then I was like, well, maybe that's why he wanted to get the ghost.
19:59Maybe that was, like, his attention, like, deep down.
20:01I am not, I don't have that attention to detail.
20:04That would have been insanely impressive in a bad way.
20:07I know I said that he needs to have, like, a super good excuse for things to be okay.
20:14But, so far, he hasn't, like, given me any, like, reasons to, like, not trust him.
20:20So, I think it is a true excuse.
20:22Maybe not a good one.
20:24But I do think it's an honest reason.
20:27So, I'm going to accept this and, you know, keep note, but just move on.
20:33I am, I am sad you're gone. I had a really good time.
20:38I think, uh, this was definitely different than what I thought it was going to be.
20:42Feels like there's no pressure on them now.
20:44Yeah, I agree.
20:49Are you going to come to New York?
20:52I don't know.
20:53We'd be looking at four months, because I'm booked up with work.
20:57Okay, yeah.
20:58But I would make that be the place I go for work.
21:00Okay.
21:01If that makes sense.
21:02I can show you, like, the real New York.
21:05Thanks.
21:13Will you miss her?
21:14Yeah, of course.
21:15Will I miss Victoria?
21:16Yeah, I miss Victoria.
21:17Like, we've done way more than we thought we were going to do together.
21:19I feel sad.
21:20She's going home.
21:21Bye.
21:22Bye.
21:25Thank you for everything.
21:26No problem.
21:27Solana, will you?
21:28Bye.
21:29We spent a lot of time together.
21:31I definitely had a good time, but we'll see each other again, so it's okay.
21:35Okay.
21:36Okay, so I guess I'm going to go through security.
21:46Let me know when you land safe.
21:47I will, I will.
21:48I had a really good time.
21:49Thanks.
21:50I will keep in contact.
21:51We'll figure something out.
21:52Okay, perfect.
21:53I'll let you know how the book is.
21:54Okay.
21:55Yeah, better be good.
21:56Oh, yeah.
21:57Or just lie to me.
21:58I will.
22:01I'm very thankful to Katerina for introducing me to Darren.
22:04I feel like the whole time we just had fun, and we're able just to get to know each other,
22:08feel comfortable around each other.
22:10Like, it's, I know it looks like we don't like each other at all, that we, like, keep our space,
22:14but it's different when we're together, I promise.
22:19Bye.
22:20Bye.
22:21Yeah, we kissed.
22:23Yes, we kissed.
22:25I mean, it wasn't the first time, so it's...
22:29Wait, we went to the first time.
22:31After the club, then Sunday morning, we, like, wake up in my hotel room.
22:36It was nice.
22:38Yeah, I think.
22:39I think it's too soon to say if Darren is the one or not, but he could be.
22:58Time will tell.
23:00Come on.
23:26Hi, Bernice.
23:27Oh my gosh, hi.
23:28Well, I went to see.
23:29How are you?
23:30Come sit down.
23:33Sorry, I haven't made the bed.
23:35No problem.
23:36Wanna sit?
23:38So did you pack everything already?
23:40Yeah, I'm very close.
23:43It's crazy, I can't believe I'm leaving.
23:45So, it's bittersweet.
23:47Bittersweet.
23:48And how is Bruno?
23:52Uh, well, a lot has happened.
23:56I have something to tell you.
23:58After my decision to choose Bruno,
24:02I could not stop thinking about Bernardo.
24:07Really?
24:09I'm so...
24:13I decided that I needed to tell Bruno
24:16that my heart wasn't in it with him.
24:18My heart is with Bernardo.
24:23I'm sorry, Louisa.
24:26Monica handled this decision.
24:29Kind of messy.
24:30I think Bruno is a better match.
24:33He knows what he wants.
24:35And he's ready for a life partner.
24:38Bernardo says he wants a relationship,
24:41but actions speak louder than words.
24:45And I don't think he's truly open and ready for it.
24:50And Bruno, how did he react?
24:54He thought I should have told him sooner.
24:57He thought I shouldn't have chosen him to begin with.
25:00And you know what? Maybe he's right.
25:02I'm...
25:03I was trying to make the best decision
25:05with the information I was given.
25:07The logical decision.
25:10But not the hard...
25:12hard decision?
25:13No.
25:14So, after Bruno left,
25:16I saw Bernardo.
25:19After Bruno left?
25:21Hmm.
25:24Bernardo did not spend the night.
25:26But he did stay well into the early morning.
25:32But I'm leaving today.
25:34If I didn't see Bernardo,
25:35then I would not see Bernardo again.
25:39He's been my number one from day one.
25:42And I...
25:43I get it.
25:46But...
25:47He wasn't that...
25:50No, I...
25:51Great with you all this time.
25:52I know.
25:53He didn't make every right decision.
25:56And yeah, he was...
25:58That day that he didn't show up,
25:59I mean, that was pretty...
26:01We've talked a lot about that.
26:03Didn't make it easy for me to defend him.
26:06But...
26:07I had to be true to myself
26:08that last night in Brazil,
26:09I wasn't gonna let the person that I...
26:12feel very strongly for.
26:15I wasn't gonna spend that last night without him.
26:20Are you in love?
26:24I think we're getting there.
26:26We, or you?
26:28We.
26:31Matters of the heart are very complicated.
26:33But at the end of this whole thing,
26:35I chose for once in my life.
26:37Once in my life.
26:39Just to love someone.
26:44You chose you.
26:46And I will never regret it.
26:49I'm so happy for you.
26:50Yeah.
26:51You deserve it.
26:53Ah!
26:56In the end,
26:57I respect and support Monica's decision.
27:01Even if I don't agree with it.
27:04I want Monica to be happy.
27:06To find someone who takes care of her.
27:09To give her everything she wants.
27:12And if she feels like working together again in the future,
27:16I'll be here for her.
27:18So I'm gonna miss you.
27:20Aww.
27:21And text me.
27:22And tell me everything I wanna know.
27:23Oh, I'm going to.
27:24You're in.
27:25You'll be the first to know.
27:27Please!
27:29You're the best, Louisa.
27:30Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
27:32I will.
27:33Bye-bye.
27:34In my wildest dreams, I really never believed that this experience would work
27:47and that I would fall in love and find the love of my life.
27:50I don't wanna say goodbye to Bernardo.
27:53We just finally, through all the ups and downs and arounds,
27:58crying and laughing and all these things we did,
28:01it's now, there's nothing I can do.
28:04I have to go home.
28:06I'm gonna miss him.
28:08And I'm just gonna hope and pray that we can make this work.
28:10I know it's gonna be hard.
28:11It's a time difference.
28:13Um, I would love if you can, like, come to Houston at some point.
28:28I am still hopeful that we can continue working on this
28:34and figuring out how we can possibly make this work.
28:38Tell me how you feel.
28:47You sad?
28:49Am I sad?
28:50About leaving?
28:51Yeah.
28:52Yeah, I mean, yeah.
28:54Got everything out of your closet.
28:55Yeah.
28:56Your drawers.
28:58Let's see.
29:02You wanna help me close these up?
29:04Um, yes, that would be great.
29:06And I will just throw this in here.
29:14Hello, hello!
29:16Thank you so much for coming.
29:18How are you?
29:19I'm good, how are you?
29:20I'm good.
29:22Alright, do you mind helping us with this luggage?
29:25Alright.
29:27Hi, how are you?
29:29Good, how are you?
29:32You're kind to come up and help us with all this.
29:36Of course, of course.
29:37I've got to put these muscles to use.
29:39Yeah.
29:40Good thing you've been working out.
29:42I know.
29:43She's got some baggage.
29:44Okay.
29:46Come on!
29:48I hate that I'm playing home today,
29:50and EJ and I are leaving on not very good terms.
29:54Actually, I can probably get this one, it just rolls.
29:56Yeah?
29:57Okay, let's go.
29:58Ready?
29:59Alright, let's do it.
30:01I know it might seem like EJ and I are trying to figure out what we are really fast,
30:07but we both seeked out Dolly and hoped to find a good match.
30:13So, I thought that we wanted the same things.
30:16But still, I really like EJ and had a great time getting to know each other.
30:20So, I am still hopeful that we can continue working on this and figuring out how we can possibly make this work.
30:32How long is the journey to the States?
30:34Like 24 hours.
30:37So, you touched on it when we had wine the other night.
30:42About a two-year plan, EJ.
30:45Okay.
30:46Does that include any kind of like a plan for your personal life?
30:50Asking for a friend.
30:54Sarah's about to hit me, I'm sure.
30:57I mean, to be honest, I mean, I don't know where this is going to go.
31:03And yeah, I mean, I guess hopeful is the word.
31:11They like each other.
31:12I mean, it's so soon just be making any sort of assumptions, but they definitely made a connection.
31:18As far as where this goes from here, I think this very limiting timeline that EJ has.
31:24I think they can make it, you know, they can make it somehow work.
31:28It's not a huge compromise.
31:31So, I guess this is goodbye. I know we hate goodbyes.
31:34If you don't take the chance, if you don't make the effort, if you don't try something different, you'll never know.
31:43I'll take it from here.
31:44And yeah, we need to head this way.
31:46Talk soon.
31:47Okay. Bye.
31:48I think that you're an amazing person, and I really enjoyed getting to know you.
31:54And I hope that we can continue to talk and explore where this can go.
32:00And I know it's going to be hard because the time difference, and that really sucks.
32:03And I would love if you can come together at some point.
32:12Tell me how you feel.
32:17Um...
32:20Like, I don't know how to do this.
32:21I really don't know how to do this, right?
32:22So, for me, it's going to be...
32:25It's going to be difficult.
32:27You know, I've never done a long missed relationship.
32:30Right now, I don't know...
32:33It's...
32:34It's just...
32:35There's a lot of emotions running through me right now.
32:38It's really sad that it has to be so short-lived, right?
32:42So many...
32:43So many things that, um...
32:45I wish we could do.
32:46Like, hang out more.
33:00Okay?
33:01Okay.
33:02Okay?
33:03Okay.
33:04Okay?
33:05Okay.
33:06You always feel that you have time with someone, and then when that's taken away from you,
33:15and then the reality hits it, and then it goes like...
33:19It's like...
33:21I wish I had five more minutes with her.
33:23If I was just hug her one more time.
33:25I really do like Sarah.
33:28But the reality is...
33:29We're both in a space of like...
33:30Our life.
33:31So we have no match.
33:33I guess this is goodbye for now.
33:41I feel lost.
33:44It sucks.
33:46It sucks.
33:47Honestly, I am disappointed about the goodbye.
34:03I felt like I tried to facilitate or get like the answers out of him that I wanted to hear.
34:11And it's frustrating.
34:13I'm not happy with the way that it ended up.
34:15I mean, my fairytale would have been like, he had told me, you know, from the first time meeting me,
34:21you know, you are absolutely amazing.
34:25Let's do this.
34:26I want to be with you.
34:27Like, he wouldn't have let me leave.
34:28And he let me leave.
34:30And it was a weird goodbye.
34:32I'm confused.
34:34I'm leaving confused.
34:35I'm leaving.
34:36I'm leaving.
34:37It's you.
34:38It's you.
34:39It's you.
34:40It's you.
34:41Tonight, I am getting ready to go back home to Texas.
34:42I reached out to Keevan asking to see him one more time before I left, but no response.
34:58Everything over the last week, you know, it's been a lot to come in process.
35:03I'm getting ready to go back home to Texas tonight.
35:04I'm getting ready to go back home to Texas tonight.
35:32And it's sad because I'm leaving here without what I came here for, my true love, a man, you know,
35:39and it's kind of like I'm leaving knowing so much more about myself, but also leaving empty.
35:46I am 100% remorseful that I didn't give Keevan more of my time and that I gave so much time to Glenn.
36:08I reached out to Keevan asking to see him one more time before I left, but no response.
36:15I know he's upset because I brushed him to the side to spend time with Glenn these last few days.
36:21So I'm hoping and I'm praying that he actually shows up and that I haven't lost my chance with him.
36:28So Katerina texted me yesterday and told me everything that's going on with Amber.
36:43And the minute I met her, like, I was very nervous coming into this whole thing.
36:50I just did everything over the last week, you know. It's been a lot to come out of the process.
37:09Really care about her, right? Yeah, I'm just trying to kind of figure out where that was kind of lost in translation along the way, I suppose.
37:39Hi!
37:43Hey!
37:44Oh, you look so handsome. Good morning. Good morning.
37:48You haven't had your coffee yet this morning, huh?
37:50No, no, no, no, no.
37:52I am so glad that Keevan showed up today.
37:54It makes me feel like he cares for me and all this stuff with Glenn is like a distant, distant memory now.
38:02Yeah, so, like, how are you feeling now? You're just ready to go home.
38:06Oh, my gosh. I just want to see Valentino, but...
38:10Yeah.
38:11That's really it. And eat a steak.
38:12Oh, yeah.
38:13I know.
38:14But that's it. I'm trying...
38:16Yeah, that's it.
38:18I'm not ready to leave, though.
38:20Yeah.
38:21I'm sorry.
38:23I know.
38:27I'm so happy to see you. You just don't even know.
38:29Like, looking at your face, I didn't think I was going to see you before the airport.
38:33Oh, really?
38:34Yeah.
38:35Well...
38:36It's important for me to be here. I really wanted to be able to say goodbye to you.
38:43Since arriving here in Ireland, I've grown so much.
38:55Because I had a matchmaker, I have so much appreciation for men like Keevan. Sweet and caring for women.
39:07Because those are not the kind of guys I dated in the past. And I had to get over that. And I'm so happy that I have.
39:12Keevan might be the love of my life after all. I adore that he respects me and also was very understanding of this whole process. Even though I was making some dumb ass decisions.
39:24Oh my goodness.
39:26Come here.
39:33Even showing up, it gives me more hope that we'll be able to work on our communication and our relationship. And grow our love. I am dedicated and willing to do whatever it takes for us to build a relationship.
39:47Oh, my word, I'm so happy with you.
39:50For real love.
40:16Oh, my word, you're flying through the clouds.
40:24You're alive, even with my wings fully spread out.
40:31I'm all right here, yes, I have a ride.
40:38Nothing's gonna tell me how I'm having in my life.
40:43Cause I'm living it right now.
40:50Cause I'm living it right now.
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