00:00So Abraham, a lot of times I feel like I'm right on track.
00:03I know what I'm doing and it's satisfying to focus and do it.
00:08And a lot of the times not so much.
00:11And I admit that I have all of my life been sensitive to what's going on around me.
00:20Before I met you and learned about calibrating to my inner being,
00:25I calibrated to almost everybody around me.
00:27I could have been called a chameleon because I was so interested in finding approval of others
00:35or at least harmony with others that I guess I really understand what calibrating,
00:41it seemed like the path of least resistance, honestly.
00:44It seemed like the path of least resistance to me to sort of go along to get along
00:48and to not make waves.
00:50And I had enough experiences where I made some waves that it didn't turn out all that good.
00:56And then I didn't quite know what to do about it.
00:58And I really want to believe you, Abraham, when you say that I can be or do or have anything.
01:03But honestly, right now, I do not believe that I can be or do or have anything.
01:08But I can say that my desire is strong.
01:11I do want to identify.
01:13I do want to be that kind of a focuser and that kind of a creator.
01:17I've listened to you here today.
01:19We're getting all of this from the vibration that is you.
01:22I've listened to you here today and I felt resonance with a lot of what you've said.
01:28But even as I'm listening to it, I keep finding myself taking score of where I am
01:33and sort of being a little mad at myself that it isn't going better and faster for me.
01:38And so that's why I can say I've built a house out of being in step one,
01:42because I know what I don't want and I often know what I do want,
01:46but I don't think I'm quite good or quite fast enough at making the bridge
01:52from what I don't want to what I do want.
01:55That is hard.
01:56It's hard to be looking at what is and find something that feels better.
02:01It's like what is is so compelling that it's hard not to notice it.
02:08So what I'm looking for is a way to prime the pump.
02:12I'm looking for a way to get some juices flowing earlier.
02:17I don't want to jump all the way because I've tried that
02:20and I've accomplished it a few times, but I can't sustain it.
02:23So I don't want to jump so far that I can't sustain it.
02:26What I'm really looking for in this rampage is a way to just go as far as I can reach.
02:31Jerry used to say, put your basket out there close enough that when you hit it,
02:35you know, you can, but far enough away that when you hit it, you're glad that you hit it.
02:40I want to know what I'm reaching for.
02:42I want to reach far enough that I feel good about myself when I do,
02:45but not so far that I keep showing myself that I can't.
02:49I want to have that differentiation.
02:51I guess what I'm asking for is I want more steady guidance from my inner being,
02:57who you said, Abraham, knows where I'm standing.
02:59I like the idea that my inner being is watching me.
03:02Oh yeah, big time.
03:04And that my inner being is knowing where I stand in relationship to the things that I want.
03:08And I like knowing that my inner being is proud of me, blah, blah, blah, and all of that stuff.
03:13But I sense that my inner being's pride of me is not really what I'm going for here.
03:17It's me finding a way to match that pride.
03:19So I got to find some way of feeling about myself the way my inner being feels about me.
03:25And so I'm going to not put the basket out so far,
03:28but put it out far enough that it feels good to me.
03:30And so with that in mind, it's my intention to acknowledge that my inner being exists.
03:35And I do acknowledge that.
03:37Nothing else makes sense to me.
03:39Also, it's not hard for me to acknowledge that my inner being is aware of me.
03:43I like the idea that I'm an extension of that.
03:46And I also like the idea that my inner being stayed behind, so to speak,
03:50in the non-physical realm in order to hold steady to the momentum of the well-being that is me.
03:56I can accept that I established a lot of well-being.
03:59I can acknowledge that I am pure positive energy in non-physical.
04:03I can accept that from the non-physical standpoint, I was good.
04:08What I'm having a hard time with, Abraham, is accepting that I'm still good
04:12now that I've been here in this physical body.
04:14I'm not sure that I'm worthy of my inner being's love and attention.
04:19And I think that might be what I'm most reaching for.
04:22I acknowledge that my inner being exists, but I want to know that my inner being feels good about me.
04:27I want to know that my inner being feels good about me.
04:30That's really what I'm reaching for.
04:32I'm reaching for confirmation that I am loved anyway.
04:38That I'm loved even though I didn't understand,
04:41and that I'm loved even though I had negative emotion.
04:44That I'm loved even though I did stuff that other people didn't approve of.
04:48I really like the idea, Abraham, of calibrating to my inner being who you say always loves me.
04:53Okay, I can acknowledge that my inner being always does,
04:57even though a lot of people didn't always.
04:59A lot of people need different things in order to give you constant approval.
05:04In fact, I don't think that I could ever get constant approval from any human.
05:08Do you think so, Abraham?
05:10No, we do not think so.
05:11You cannot get constant approval from anybody.
05:13You're looking for approval and love in all the wrong places.
05:16When you're looking out into the human stream of consciousness,
05:19your inner being is where it's at.
05:22Okay, I'm getting a little more sure of myself,
05:24because I accept that my inner being exists,
05:26and I accept that my inner being could really be that pure positive energy that you're saying it is.
05:31And I want to say that I'm ready to put my basket out there far enough
05:35that I want to calibrate with my inner being.
05:38In fact, I can even go so far as to say that I no longer want to calibrate with other
05:42people.
05:43Not even my girlfriend, not anybody.
05:44I'm off the pleasing game.
05:46I don't want to please anybody anymore.
05:48I'm going to start paying attention to the relationship between me and me.
05:52Because you have convinced me in large part, just today, Abraham,
05:56that that is where it's at.
05:58That my point of attraction really could depend an awful lot
06:02on me being a vibrational match to my inner being,
06:05who is only pure positive energy.
06:07That seems like a huge advantage to me.
06:09If I could calibrate to my inner being,
06:12who is always looking at me and always loving me
06:15and always attracting on my behalf from a place of no resistance,
06:19that sounds like a really good deal to me.
06:22And I'm starting to accept that that's how my inner being is looking at me.
06:27And I'm starting to accept that that's how I've got to look at my inner being looking at me.
06:32And so I'm in that far.
06:36I accept that I have an inner being and I accept that my inner being is on my side.
06:40And I accept that the only one who has ever not been on my side that mattered was me.
06:45Didn't matter who else wasn't on my side.
06:47None of that matters because they are not my point of attraction.
06:50My point of attraction is only me and my inner being.
06:53Me and my inner being.
06:53Me and my inner being.
06:54Me and my inner being.
06:55Me and my inner being.
06:56That's my only point of attraction.
06:57and all these well wishes or naysayers who have a lot to say about a lot of things they really
07:02don't have anything to do with me that's like a sort of huge kind of relief like i can let
07:07them
07:08all off the hook i don't have to convince them anymore i don't have to control them anymore
07:12i don't have to get them to see something that they can't see i can accept that they can only
07:16see what they can see so i'm going to look in the direction of my inner being who i know
07:20sees me and sees them i really like the idea of being a cooperative component i really like the
07:26idea of just softening myself enough that i'm a cooperative component enough that i can feel
07:31my own well-being i like it so much when abraham says that there's nothing that you're supposed to
07:38do that you're not assigned to anything that you didn't come with a long list of prerequisites that
07:43you've got to supply or support or accomplish i like knowing that i was loved by source and that
07:49i came into this body willingly because i like the idea of expanding myself and the universe through
07:54the clarity of my focus and i have always been interested in what's going on around me more
08:01interested than almost anybody got me in a lot of trouble too interested too interested for my own
08:07good but now i'm starting to understand who i am and why i'm here and that my focus matters
08:13my focus matters and my alignment matters and maybe that's as far as i need to go right now
08:19because i sure can tell you what i want i sure can tell you what i want i can tell
08:27you what i want
08:27about everything right now i feel crystal clear about everything that i want i want a happier
08:33humanity i want people to be nicer to each other i want the love part of people to be the
08:38part that
08:38is dominant most of all i want to not need them to be that way in order for me to
08:43be that way
08:44i want to be able to let the masses be whatever they choose to be while i deal with what
08:50i am
08:50choosing to be and i think i might have just discovered a feeling of freedom bigger than i've
08:55ever really had before because there's not anything that i really have to do to get there except
08:59just join my inner being in something that my inner being already is my inner being is already in
09:05love with everyone on the planet and my inner being is already in vibrational concert with all of
09:10their inner beings and all of their inner beings are all calling all of those humans into the love
09:15that they naturally are and a lot of that is happening and when it isn't happening it's just
09:20because some folks aren't ready but i'm willing to say right now i think i'm ready i think i'm ready
09:24to know that i decided i'm going to stop looking for trouble i'm not going to look for trouble because
09:29every time i look for trouble i find it it's like every time i look for trouble it shows up
09:34i don't want
09:35to find trouble anymore i'm not looking for trouble anymore what i'm looking for is fun and beauty and
09:40clarity and love and good feelings and harmony and knowing who i am and right now right now this red
09:48hot minute i would like to exclaim that i am there i am there i'm there right now i'm there
09:55right now and
09:55i really like it i don't expect that it will last constantly but i do know that i can get
10:00there again if
10:01i try and i've watched you abraham i've watched you you've just been rambling kind of senselessly
10:08you've just been rambling about good things but you've hit right on the mark with me again and again
10:13and again it's like you really do know me and it's like you really do love me it's like you
10:19really do
10:20accept me right where i am and it's like you really do know what i intended to be and do
10:25and have when
10:26i came forth and i don't know what it is that i'm here to be or do or have but
10:31i think that feeling
10:32good is the way that i figure it out and i don't think that it's something to get done and
10:36get done
10:37once and for all i think it's something that's just satisfying in this moment in this moment in
10:41this moment in this moment in this moment and in this moment
10:44you
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