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00:02:20Hopper?
00:02:21Hopper's out yet?
00:02:22There's one out.
00:02:25They're sure not buying
00:02:26this salmon fly.
00:02:28They're not buying your presentation.
00:02:30You're slapping the water with it.
00:02:31Just lay it.
00:02:33Too much action in your wrist.
00:02:36Stop trying to hail a cab on Fifth Avenue.
00:02:39Just
00:02:41lay it down.
00:02:44Like that.
00:02:53And on a hopper.
00:02:55I do this for a living, big brother.
00:02:57Well, sort of.
00:02:58You should do it for a living.
00:03:00Never make work of your passions.
00:03:02Counterpoint to that is, love what you do,
00:03:04you never work a day in your life.
00:03:05You love what you do? I don't even like what I do.
00:03:08You should analyze that.
00:03:09Exactly what I'm doing.
00:03:11Glad you're doing something, cause you damn sure ain't catching any trout.
00:03:18You better not be doing what I think you're doing.
00:03:22Tying on a nymph.
00:03:23Don't you dare.
00:03:24This is my last day, Paul.
00:03:26I'm tying on a nymph.
00:03:27And if you fuck with me even a little,
00:03:30I'm putting on a streamer.
00:03:31I don't know you anymore.
00:03:33I recognize your face, but the words coming from it are the words of a stranger.
00:03:44Ha!
00:03:45Doesn't count.
00:03:46It counts.
00:03:47I got a spin caster in the truck.
00:03:49Why don't you just put some cheese on a treble hook?
00:03:51Out of here.
00:03:52Ha!
00:03:55Ha!
00:03:55Ha!
00:03:56Ha!
00:03:57Hey!
00:03:58I'm keeping it.
00:04:00Of course you are, fucking fish killer.
00:04:02I'm keeping it, and you're cooking it.
00:04:05Ha!
00:04:06All right.
00:04:07And lay it out there.
00:04:11Ha!
00:04:11Ha!
00:04:12Ha!
00:04:12Ha!
00:04:12Ha!
00:04:12Ha!
00:04:13Ha!
00:04:15Ha!
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00:04:36Hey, I have the Hermes scarf and the blouse from Brunello.
00:04:39I'm meeting her at the Greenwich, and then we'll depart for the opening at 5.15.
00:04:42Well, does her assistant know?
00:04:44Okay, yeah, calling now.
00:04:46Mm-hmm.
00:05:02Help!
00:05:03Oh!
00:05:04Ow!
00:05:06Ow!
00:05:07Ow!
00:05:08Washington Heights Women's Center will provide essential services for New York's most underprivileged and
00:05:16underrepresented demographic
00:05:18Beyond reproductive care the Women's Center will provide wellness care counseling
00:05:24dietary consultation the nutritionist was my idea the diet of some of those people is abhorrent
00:05:29They just don't know any better. They don't eat junk because they like it Laura they eat it because it's
00:05:34cheap
00:05:35They don't need a nutritionist. They need better food
00:05:39Food Bank has a bigger selection of produce than my whole food Stacey and not all rods. They won't eat
00:05:44it
00:05:44They want chips and chicken nuggets sugar-coated cereals. They need education
00:05:52Excuse me
00:05:58Paige I was attacked attacked a man just walked up and hit me
00:06:05My bag that hit me. Can you see it?
00:06:07Did you call the police it just happened? Where are you?
00:06:12Downtown get in a cab. Should I go to the hospital like look at this now go to dr. Steele's
00:06:16office. I'll meet you there
00:06:17Wait, there's a police car
00:06:27What happened? I was attacked and robbed somebody hit you hit me and took two bags shopping bags
00:06:33What they look like? Uh, maybe 30 a navy sweatshirt
00:06:37Put over his head tall tall and skinny. What color was it?
00:06:42What color?
00:06:43His skin
00:06:45I-I can't
00:06:46I can't
00:06:48You didn't notice? Was he dark like me or light like him?
00:06:54I don't know. I only saw him walking away
00:06:56But you think he's 30. How you know that?
00:06:59I-I saw it for an instant, but yes, he looked 30
00:07:01Or maybe younger, but I don't want to say his race because I don't know
00:07:05How about this?
00:07:06What color were the shopping bags?
00:07:08White, two of them
00:07:09Navy blue sweatshirt, two white bags
00:07:11Got it
00:07:13You need to file a report
00:07:15Are you still there?
00:07:22117 Park Avenue
00:07:30How many stitches?
00:07:31I think it's gonna take six
00:07:33How big a scar?
00:07:35We'll deal with the scar later
00:07:36It's easy for you to say. It's not on your face
00:07:39Russell might like it. Scars are sexy
00:07:41Scars on men are sexy
00:07:43Scars on women are
00:07:45I'm gonna look like a battered spouse
00:07:47I don't know why you were walking. Why were you walking?
00:07:50You know better than that
00:07:51I was on Fifth Avenue, mom
00:07:52If you can't walk on Fifth Avenue, where can you walk?
00:07:54You can't. That's the whole point
00:07:57Did you call daddy?
00:07:59No, he's fishing
00:08:00And that means you can't call him?
00:08:01No, honey, I can call him
00:08:02I just can't reach him
00:08:04He doesn't have cell service on the river
00:08:05He'll call tonight
00:08:07But I can tell you what he'll say
00:08:09He'll say take the car
00:08:11Stay still
00:08:13He hit me
00:08:16For no reason
00:08:18I would have given him the bags
00:08:20He just hit me
00:08:21Right
00:08:36But you can shoot me
00:08:37For no reason
00:08:40Every day
00:08:41Take him
00:08:41I can hear him
00:08:51From that
00:08:51In San
00:09:04just leave all that shit on the plane i got a surprise for you tomorrow paul i have to leave
00:09:11tomorrow you're fishing the big lost tomorrow you have to pack into the big lost i fly in the
00:09:17smokejumpers and we can use their strip happy birthday
00:09:43baby baby soft soft
00:09:52so
00:10:01so
00:10:01so
00:10:02so
00:10:02so
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00:10:27astonishing where the time goes i wonder what do i have maybe 10 15 years before i'm too old to
00:10:36do anything more than just remember
00:10:47looks like stacy and the kids to this resort in the caribbean
00:10:52rooms are 10 grand a night villas are 30. this shit doesn't impress me no paul it doesn't impress me
00:10:59either i'm just trying to tell you a story
00:11:01now if you quantify making it by the things you can afford then this place is making it yeah
00:11:09we're sitting there on the beach and watching all these couples walk by
00:11:15we're the youngest there by like two decades i mean everyone's in their 70s and 80s
00:11:22barely waddle across the sand
00:11:25all covered up in their big hats and their long-sleeved shirts they'd made it
00:11:32but their bodies were too old to enjoy it
00:11:36we were halfway around the world and they were too old or crippled
00:11:41swim the water run in the sand make love none of it
00:11:45they finally made it
00:11:48they were all too old to create a single memory
00:11:53and they knew it
00:11:57it was on every one of their faces
00:12:00saw them at the restaurant
00:12:02same thing
00:12:03not a smile among them
00:12:05because they knew
00:12:09they'd worked their whole lives for that moment
00:12:13the moment had already passed them by
00:12:19that's why i'm here
00:12:21that's why i quit
00:12:24i make a memory a day brother
00:12:26sometimes more
00:12:29but
00:12:30make them for who huh
00:12:33no kids
00:12:35no
00:12:37no wife you you've got nobody to share it with paul
00:12:40i'm sharing it with you right now
00:12:42once a year you share it with me
00:12:44then you should come more often
00:12:46at least get a girlfriend
00:12:47not on your life
00:12:50how about a dog
00:12:52they're neatier than girlfriends
00:12:53maybe a goldfish then
00:12:57maybe
00:12:57oh
00:12:59you'd probably try to kill it with one of your giant hook streamers
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00:13:24ha
00:13:26Oh, sorry.
00:13:32So, Abby, how was your day?
00:13:33Laser resurfacing is the most effective.
00:13:35Doesn't that make your skin shiny, like, forever?
00:13:37I still haven't seen it.
00:13:38You're never seeing it. It looks like a bloody zipper.
00:13:40I wish I had been there.
00:13:42But, so he could have hit you, too?
00:13:43Oh, you would have gotten a shot stabbed or worse.
00:13:45What's worse than getting shot?
00:13:47I don't know, but that's what would have happened.
00:13:48Being set on fire is worse.
00:13:50Girls, please.
00:13:51And the police, they just kept asking,
00:13:53what was his race?
00:13:54Like, that has anything to do with it?
00:13:55I mean, it's pretty important information
00:13:57when you're trying to find somebody.
00:13:58Whoa.
00:13:59That's so racist.
00:14:06Where are you going?
00:14:08It's your father.
00:14:09So, where are you going?
00:14:11It is rude to talk on the phone in a restaurant.
00:14:14It is also rude to play on your phone in a restaurant
00:14:17and serve the Internet.
00:14:18Basically, what all of you are doing right now is rude.
00:14:22Rude to who?
00:14:24It's rude to me.
00:14:25It's rude to each other.
00:14:26It's rude to the staff.
00:14:27It's just fucking rude.
00:14:35It's so bright there.
00:14:37What time is it?
00:14:38Seven.
00:14:40Full moon.
00:14:47Well, until your brother gets indoor plumbing,
00:14:50I'll have to take your word for it.
00:14:52Oh, there's plumbing of sorts.
00:14:54I've got a sink.
00:14:56I've got a shower now.
00:14:57Well, until the outhouse moves indoors,
00:15:01then I'll have to rely on pictures.
00:15:03You feel rested?
00:15:05What time do you land tomorrow?
00:15:07Okay.
00:15:07Going to have to push it back a day, honey,
00:15:09because Paul has something very, very special planned for tomorrow.
00:15:13Mm-hmm.
00:15:14It's a stretch of river that can only be reached by pack horse.
00:15:17Takes like a week.
00:15:18Paul has permission to fly us into it.
00:15:21Honey, this is like, well, it's virgin water.
00:15:24Oh, now there's virgins involved.
00:15:28Nobody fishes this stretch, honey.
00:15:30Nobody.
00:15:31Maybe a dozen people a year, if that.
00:15:34Hey, um, some bad news.
00:15:37Uh, Paige got mugged today down in the village.
00:15:41What?
00:15:42Mugged?
00:15:43Is she okay?
00:15:44Yeah, she just, you know, she got a pretty good shiner and...
00:15:47A decent cut.
00:15:48The doctor saw her.
00:15:50Six stitches.
00:15:51Ah, damn it.
00:15:52I cannot come up with one plausible reason why we still live in that city.
00:15:57Well, I'll give you two.
00:15:59Our children.
00:16:00Two more.
00:16:01Our grandchildren.
00:16:02My parents.
00:16:03Make her use the car, honey.
00:16:05That's what it's for.
00:16:07She thinks it's a garish display of wealth.
00:16:10Yeah, well, if my money's so offensive, maybe we should stop giving it to her.
00:16:13Oh, honey.
00:16:14Oh, serious.
00:16:15Sell her apartment and put her up in a house in Great Neck,
00:16:18or she takes the fucking car.
00:16:19Oh, my God.
00:16:20I knew you were going to do this.
00:16:22What am I doing?
00:16:23Okay, let's...
00:16:24This problem will be right here when you get back.
00:16:26Let's deal with it then.
00:16:28All right.
00:16:29She's okay, though, huh?
00:16:30Yes.
00:16:31In the meantime, enjoy your mountains.
00:16:34Enjoy your brother.
00:16:35Enjoy the hole in the ground.
00:16:36He thinks it's the toilet.
00:16:38And I'll see you Monday.
00:16:41Monday.
00:16:42I love you, honey.
00:16:44Love you.
00:16:46Bye.
00:16:46Bye.
00:16:47Bye.
00:16:48Bye.
00:17:04So, Russell, anything interesting happen in your world today, besides your wife getting mugged?
00:17:11It...
00:17:13Uh...
00:17:13Uh, yeah, we're, uh...
00:17:16Well, we're, uh, we're investing in a Dutch cargo ship venture.
00:17:20You know, some of these larger vessels, they, uh, carry over 25,000 containers.
00:17:24Like, 2,000 and change per container.
00:17:26That's over 50 million a load in freight.
00:17:28I mean, you have crew fees and docking fees, fuel by far being the largest expense.
00:17:33So, no, nothing interesting happened.
00:17:38Excuse me, um, can I order a martini, gin, three olives?
00:17:47What's wrong with you?
00:17:49I was the one that got punched.
00:18:20I was the one that got punched.
00:18:27Let's go.
00:18:28Oh.
00:18:32Press.
00:18:32Yeah?
00:18:33You might want to grab your rock.
00:18:34Oh, shit.
00:18:35Christ.
00:18:40The way you talk about this place, I thought I'd only need my net, so...
00:18:44Yeah.
00:18:45Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
00:19:19Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:19:45Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:19:46Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:20:26It's gonna be one of those days, brother.
00:20:29Yes, I can use one.
00:20:34Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:21:01Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:21:10Did that worry you at all?
00:21:14We aren't going that way.
00:21:16Because that storm sure looks like it's coming this way.
00:21:20There wasn't any weather on the radar this morning.
00:21:22Well, there's weather there now, Paul.
00:21:24Storms build over the mountains every afternoon.
00:21:28But we're going that way.
00:21:33We can leave now if you want.
00:21:36I don't ever want to leave.
00:22:01I can't do it any better than that.
00:22:02I can't do it any better.
00:22:32No! No! No!
00:22:36That's just your answer. It's a monster.
00:22:39We should go.
00:22:43Yeah.
00:22:46Shit!
00:23:09What do you think? What's this telling you here?
00:23:12I'm just going to pick my way through it. It's going to be a little bumpy over the mountains.
00:23:16Yeah.
00:23:54I'm just going to pick it up.
00:23:57I'm just going to pick it up.
00:24:27I'm just going to pick it up.
00:24:57I'm just going to pick it up.
00:24:58Big sky approach. This is Cessna 185 Bravo Zulu. I need a swap.
00:25:02Copy that. Two Bravo. Speed and altitude.
00:25:04130 knots at 8,200.
00:25:06Main team South West heading. Climb to 11,000.
00:25:09Copy that. 11,000. Thank you, Tower.
00:25:12We'll get up over this.
00:25:33Wait, where was she? Five blocks from here. Middle of the day.
00:25:41Politicians in this city have guilted us into chaos
00:25:44Michael wants us to move to Connecticut
00:25:46We're just staying in the Hamptons year-round
00:25:48And I'm running out of excuses
00:25:50The kids are gone
00:25:51We can work from anywhere these days
00:25:53Well, why don't you?
00:25:55Because our marriage wouldn't last a month
00:25:56Oh, stop it
00:25:58I'd have to learn how to cook for one
00:26:00Oh, God forbid, yeah
00:26:01And what in the world would we talk about?
00:26:04All of our friends are here
00:26:05The ones that haven't moved to Florida
00:26:10This is my city
00:26:11It has gone to hell before
00:26:13It will come back
00:26:14It always does
00:26:15Now you, on the other hand
00:26:17How you keep your mountain man in Manhattan
00:26:20That is a trick that you must show me
00:26:22Our daughters is the trick
00:26:25He would never leave them
00:26:26And he will never get the girls to leave
00:26:29So, you know, he just
00:26:32As long as he gets his little escapes
00:26:34But you have to wonder why we choose to live in a place
00:26:37We need to escape
00:26:37Because there's no stock exchange in Telluride, my dear
00:26:40Whenever I see Michael looking at properties online
00:26:43I just, I just remind him how far that is from Yankee Stadium
00:26:46And that usually does it
00:26:48You'd have to stock the Hudson with trout to entice mine
00:26:53Just buy him a little cabin in the Catskills
00:26:55I think they invented fly fishing there
00:26:57It's just three hours away
00:26:59He can go there whenever he wants
00:27:00It's easier to get there than the Hamptons
00:27:03You realize all we ever talk about is leaving
00:27:05It's all anyone talks about
00:27:07Well, of course we do
00:27:08We're New Yorkers
00:27:09What else are we going to talk about
00:27:10If we can't complain about our city?
00:27:15Hmm
00:27:16Hmm
00:27:16Do we know anyone in Idaho?
00:27:18Well, the Greenbergs have a house in Sun Valley
00:27:21You know, Preston didn't call me last night
00:27:23I'm just going to
00:27:25Hello?
00:27:26Hello?
00:27:28Is this Mrs. Clyburn?
00:27:31It is
00:27:32Who's this?
00:27:34I'm Officer Shepard with the U.S. Department of Forestry
00:27:39Yes
00:27:41Is your husband Preston Clyburn?
00:27:46Yes
00:27:49Ma'am, your husband was involved in a plane crash on a mountain called Bora Peak
00:27:57Can I, is
00:27:59Can I speak to him?
00:28:01Is he alright?
00:28:02No, ma'am
00:28:06I'm sorry to say both he and Paul Clyburn did not survive the crash
00:28:10Stacy
00:28:14Ma'am
00:28:17What do I do?
00:28:19Well, ma'am
00:28:20We'd like you to come here and identify the bodies
00:28:22Help arrange transport to wherever you choose as their resting place
00:28:26Hey, this is Stacy's friend, what's happened?
00:28:31Oh
00:28:32Uh
00:28:34Um
00:28:35Let me get Ben
00:28:41Um
00:28:43Uh, Idaho Falls
00:28:44Is there an airport?
00:28:49Okay
00:28:49Okay
00:28:50Okay
00:28:50Bye
00:28:52Honey
00:28:52I
00:28:52No
00:28:53I just
00:28:53Just
00:28:54Just
00:28:54Just
00:28:55Just
00:28:55Just let me
00:28:57Oh
00:29:01Oh
00:29:02Oh
00:29:02Oh
00:29:03Oh
00:29:04Oh
00:29:05Oh
00:29:05Oh
00:29:05Oh
00:29:05Oh
00:29:05Oh
00:29:06Oh
00:29:33I'll get the car.
00:29:39Mom, they just think it's him.
00:29:42They don't know.
00:29:44Paige.
00:29:44What?
00:29:45They don't.
00:29:46Please.
00:29:47They look like pilgrims.
00:29:49Where are we?
00:29:55Hey, I texted and I left a message.
00:29:59This is a little more important than school, don't you think?
00:30:02I can't include you in decisions when you do not respond.
00:30:06I will tell you why, because he is my fucking father and they are my children.
00:30:10When people talk about life altering events, they are talking about this.
00:30:13Then get on a plane and come get him.
00:30:16Yeah, that's what I thought.
00:30:18Oh.
00:30:29Oh.
00:30:30Oh.
00:30:48Would you like to check in at the hotel, deal with the rest in the morning?
00:30:54Take me to the coroner.
00:30:55I want to get this over with.
00:31:01Would you like some music?
00:31:03I would not.
00:31:03Okay.
00:31:18Do we all go in?
00:31:20I don't know.
00:31:20Uh.
00:31:22Let me get the lay of the land.
00:31:36Ma'am, we're very sorry for your loss.
00:31:39Yes.
00:31:40Did you walk me through this?
00:31:42You knew the brother as well?
00:31:44I did.
00:31:45The state requires that remains be positively identified by a relative or close friend.
00:31:50Someone with enough familiarity to make visual recognition.
00:31:53Won't take long.
00:31:58No, no, no.
00:31:59We'll stay.
00:32:09– I'm here.
00:32:09It's a الخ.
00:32:09No, you're the perfect place.
00:32:18You're the perfect place.
00:32:19You're right.
00:32:19I'm amazed.
00:32:19You're me, Frau.
00:32:19You're right.
00:32:19I can't look my way.
00:32:20You're never going.
00:32:20It's an amazing place.
00:32:24You're right.
00:32:32There's no other way.
00:32:36Clearly you know who it is or you wouldn't have known to contact me.
00:32:39We found a phone, ma'am.
00:32:41That does not positively identify a body.
00:32:44But why else would he have the phone?
00:32:47I don't make the laws, ma'am.
00:32:49But I do have to enforce them.
00:32:53You're going to force me.
00:33:00Before he left, he kissed me and he smiled.
00:33:07And that is the last image of him in my mind.
00:33:10If I go in there and see what happened to him, that is the last image in my mind.
00:33:22Forever.
00:33:27I'll do it, mom.
00:33:29No.
00:33:30No, you won't.
00:33:34No, you won't.
00:33:35No, you won't.
00:33:39No, you won't.
00:33:40No.
00:33:44No.
00:34:02Which is which?
00:34:04We don't know.
00:34:27We don't know.
00:35:03What's wrong with fingerprints?
00:35:05How dare you?
00:35:22Show me what you showed her.
00:35:51He had a will?
00:35:52Yes.
00:35:53Life insurance?
00:35:54Yes.
00:35:56I hate to ask these things, but...
00:35:57We're taken care of.
00:36:00What about a funeral?
00:36:01I don't know.
00:36:05The ranch, maybe.
00:36:08I guess I'll take care of his brother as well.
00:36:10He didn't...
00:36:11He doesn't have anyone.
00:36:13Then you'll never be able to visit him, Stacy.
00:36:16I'll close my eyes when I want to visit him.
00:36:18What are you going to do with this cabin?
00:36:20It's not my cabin.
00:36:21It's your cabin now.
00:36:23And if you sell it, then you can't visit him anywhere.
00:36:26Think about that.
00:36:27Bring him home.
00:36:27This is too much.
00:36:28Too many decisions for one day.
00:36:30Take a sleeping pill.
00:36:31I plan to.
00:36:32I'll call you tomorrow.
00:36:33Okay.
00:36:58You know what I'm doing this morning.
00:37:00...
00:37:00...
00:37:01Oh, yeah.
00:37:01I've been Yakima out.
00:37:02I've been very happy.
00:37:04I've been wanting a lot of fun.
00:37:06I've been very happy.
00:37:07I've been very happy for the rest of my life.
00:37:07No matter what, I might have a little bit of my life.
00:37:11I can't tell you what I've read.
00:37:12I wanna be happy with it.
00:37:20We were thinking of a slumber party.
00:37:23You might.
00:37:24Come on.
00:37:28There's bound to be some shitty pizza in this town.
00:37:30Are you there?
00:37:32I hope so.
00:37:37Girls, can you ninja up some Netflix on the TV?
00:37:41For you.
00:37:43Oh, God bless you.
00:37:46Nothing teaches you to self-medicate like a good divorce.
00:37:50What do you want, Grandma?
00:37:52A comedy.
00:37:55How about A River Runs Through It?
00:37:58It was Grandpa's favorite movie.
00:38:02A river may run through it, but I've never actually gotten through it.
00:38:06So, in honor of him.
00:38:12We've come to the right place.
00:38:16Uh, pizza.
00:38:18Can you find some?
00:38:19Pizza?
00:38:19Yeah.
00:38:20And ice cream.
00:38:22What flavors?
00:38:23Dazzles with options.
00:38:25Done.
00:38:26Thanks, Russ.
00:38:29Is it gonna be sad?
00:38:32Oh.
00:38:33It's about fishing.
00:38:34How sad can it be?
00:38:48I am haunted by words.
00:38:51Thanks, Mom.
00:38:52I sure feel better now.
00:38:54Jesus.
00:38:55It made your father cry, too.
00:38:58Every time, like a big baby.
00:39:03Oh, that and, uh, Rudy.
00:39:06Only men can cry over the fishing and football.
00:39:10God, for life to be that simple.
00:39:14You know, in 39 years of marriage,
00:39:19we never fought.
00:39:22Not once.
00:39:24I mean, we, we, we danced right to the edge, but, but, we both knew how, how precious and how
00:39:34rare what we had was.
00:39:39I should be happy that he died out here doing something that he loves, not tethered to some hospital bed
00:39:52like most men waiting to die.
00:39:58He died living, not existing.
00:40:05How many could say that?
00:40:08I hope you find what we had someday, honey.
00:40:11I really, really do.
00:40:12I hope you meet a man that's worth missing.
00:40:18I just, like, want to return my call.
00:40:20Oh, God.
00:40:21We can work on your standards.
00:40:50Do you guys have service?
00:40:55Are we close?
00:40:56I don't know.
00:40:57Never been there before.
00:40:59We're close, I think.
00:41:16I guess this is it.
00:41:18This is it?
00:41:19This is what the nap says.
00:41:21Stop.
00:41:42I've seen that photo.
00:41:46Okay.
00:41:47Goodbye.
00:41:53Goodbye.
00:42:03Goodbye!
00:42:08Goodbye.
00:42:09Bye!
00:42:11Goodbye
00:42:34We'd be worried about bears?
00:42:36Preston never mentioned bears.
00:43:02We'd be worried about bears.
00:43:33It's very weird.
00:43:34There's a sink and a shower, but no toilet.
00:43:37Toilets are outside.
00:43:39Outside?
00:43:39There's no septic system.
00:43:41The cabins are too close to the river.
00:43:43And that's why we never visited.
00:43:45I have absolutely no idea how you would get this furniture up here.
00:43:53Where are you going?
00:43:55I want to find Preston's cabin.
00:43:57Well, take this.
00:43:57Be careful.
00:44:01Uh, what's that?
00:44:02Bear spray.
00:44:03You said no bears.
00:44:04I said he never mentioned bears.
00:44:05I said no bears.
00:44:10I said no bears.
00:44:50It's books like this.
00:44:50What have you got to explain him to you if I did pick him up?
00:44:50Do I understand him?
00:44:53Fix your face anyway?
00:44:53Do you understand me that you're not sure?
00:44:59Do you remember conoces it?
00:44:59Oh no.
00:45:01Of course.
00:45:01an extremely young brother.
00:45:01Can you grab me your face?
00:45:01You see how she can do it so far?
00:45:01You're home.
00:45:03You're not going to tomorrow.
00:45:05You haven't loved you in like the sizeی location of his son.
00:45:54I'm taking a bath.
00:45:56Don't you have dinner with the girls tonight?
00:45:58No.
00:45:59Bridget has some dance, something in Chelsea of all places.
00:46:05As if there aren't 12 ballet academies nearby and Paige has some work, something with Russell
00:46:12at that new club they wasted their money joining.
00:46:16Our money.
00:46:18They wasted our money joining it.
00:46:21I stand corrected.
00:46:23What are you doing?
00:46:24I am making coffee.
00:46:27What time is it there?
00:46:29I don't know.
00:46:295.30.
00:46:30Babe, you'll be up all night.
00:46:33Well, I try to sleep as little as possible when I'm here.
00:46:37You know, at night, the bull elk come down to the river and bugle.
00:46:42They bugle.
00:46:43They bugle.
00:46:44It's kind of a high-pitched, almost like a whistle, and it drives the lady elk crazy.
00:46:50Oh, I remember when you used to bugle.
00:46:53I can still bugle.
00:46:55Well, it's more like a trombone these days, but hey, I am no spring lady elk, so trombone
00:47:03is just fine with me.
00:47:05How do you make coffee?
00:47:06I thought you said you didn't have electricity.
00:47:08Well, it's electricity.
00:47:09Just no outlets.
00:47:11We've got a light over the porch and light over the table.
00:47:16Huh.
00:47:17You didn't answer my question.
00:47:19Well, I build a fire in the stove and fill the pot from the river, pour the coffee in
00:47:26the pot, boil the water, and there you go.
00:47:31You can taste the smoke, Stacy.
00:47:34It's the best cup of coffee you'll ever have.
00:47:37Oh, my God.
00:47:39Oh, honey, I think you are romanticizing this to the point of physical impossibility.
00:47:45Maybe you should just wash the pot.
00:47:48Well, technically, it's a percolator.
00:47:50Ah.
00:47:51And if you'll ever come here, I'll make you a cup.
00:47:55The best you'll ever have.
00:47:57If you really wanted me to come there, you and your brother would build a bathroom.
00:48:01It has a bathroom.
00:48:02Inside the house.
00:48:04God, you're spoiled.
00:48:07Conveniences have become your necessities.
00:48:09We went camping once a long time ago.
00:48:13Or have you managed to block that out?
00:48:15No, no, no, no, no.
00:48:16That was not camping.
00:48:17That was an excuse to get you in a tent.
00:48:20I had planned nothing past the sex.
00:48:24Well, you married a city mouse, honey.
00:48:28City mice stay in the city.
00:48:31You need to see it, Stacy.
00:48:34Just once.
00:48:35I do.
00:48:37I do see it.
00:48:38Every time you send a picture of you and some traumatized trout.
00:48:42It's not the same.
00:48:44No.
00:48:50No.
00:49:04I do.
00:49:18Girls?
00:49:22Girls?
00:49:25Where are you going?
00:49:26We just want to check it out.
00:49:27Well, don't climb on anything.
00:49:29Watch out for snakes.
00:49:30Are there snakes?
00:49:31I don't know.
00:49:32So you probably should watch out for them.
00:49:47What in the world?
00:49:49I found a motel about an hour away.
00:49:53Does not look great.
00:49:54We could drive into Bozeman or Helena.
00:49:57Everything seems to be about two hours from everything else.
00:50:05How long do you think she wants to stay?
00:50:07I'm going to go find out.
00:50:15Mom?
00:50:19Mom?
00:50:23What's that?
00:50:27Coffee maker.
00:50:29It is?
00:50:31It's done.
00:50:33You want some?
00:50:35Why not?
00:50:54He sat here and called me.
00:50:58Right here.
00:51:02Talked about fish.
00:51:06And I'd pretend like I cared.
00:51:11He was right.
00:51:15Not the same in pictures.
00:51:19I never came with him because I thought I'd be bored.
00:51:28Or a third wheel.
00:51:30I didn't want to interrupt his man time, his brother time.
00:51:36I thought about bringing you two out when you were younger.
00:51:39But then, you know, it's not a vacation for him.
00:51:42It's a trip.
00:51:44And he's worried about pleasing you and not himself.
00:51:47And, wow, was I wrong.
00:51:53I robbed us of this.
00:51:57I robbed him of sharing it with us.
00:52:00Please don't do that.
00:52:03Please don't do that.
00:52:03Do not blame yourself for things that you didn't do.
00:52:08You had a loving marriage for 40 years in New York City.
00:52:13I mean, they should both statue you, too.
00:52:20I miss him.
00:52:21Miss him.
00:52:22God knows I will.
00:52:25But no blame.
00:52:28You two did it right.
00:52:34It's getting late.
00:52:36Motel's a hike.
00:52:37We can come back in the morning.
00:52:42I'm going to stay here.
00:52:46Mmm.
00:52:47He was right.
00:52:48He can taste the smoke.
00:52:52Mmm.
00:53:08She's just going to stay?
00:53:10And do what?
00:53:11There's not even a bathroom here.
00:53:13Oh, I found one.
00:53:14It's outside.
00:53:16Spartan.
00:53:17What does Spartan mean?
00:53:19Rustic.
00:53:20Yeah.
00:53:21There's like a hornet's nest inside the hole.
00:53:24It adds a certain degree of difficulty.
00:53:26She can't stay here.
00:53:28Okay?
00:53:28It's selfish.
00:53:30She's acting like she's the only one who lost somebody.
00:53:33Okay?
00:53:33He was my father.
00:53:35Fucking dare her.
00:53:36She has been with him since she was 19.
00:53:39I've been with him since I was born.
00:53:41So were you.
00:53:41We were not with him.
00:53:43He was present when we needed something.
00:53:46When we needed a chauffeur or a cheerleader, a therapist, a bank.
00:53:52You want to mourn something?
00:53:54Why don't we mourn the time that we didn't give him?
00:53:56He was her lover and her best friend.
00:54:00It is not the same thing.
00:54:01You lost the idea of him, Paige.
00:54:04Which you can still have.
00:54:05Girls, go back outside now.
00:54:07We can hear you yelling.
00:54:33Oh, God bless your uncle.
00:54:38Hey, did I see a garden somewhere?
00:54:42By the barn.
00:54:43What's in it?
00:54:44We didn't check.
00:54:45Let's check.
00:54:54I'd say you nailed it.
00:54:57With me.
00:55:00But if that's all he was to you two, what a shame, girls.
00:55:17Kale and I think Swiss chard.
00:55:19I think these are scallions.
00:55:20Oh, this is time.
00:55:24This will come in handy.
00:55:27Nice, right?
00:55:29Strawberries.
00:55:31Wow.
00:55:32Wait, you can just grow them?
00:55:35Apparently.
00:55:35I thought they just came from farms.
00:55:38That's what this is.
00:55:39Because it's an itty-bitty farm.
00:55:41I think this is spinach.
00:55:46What's this?
00:55:49Oh, shit.
00:55:50That's a snake.
00:55:51Everything okay?
00:55:53We're okay.
00:55:54It's okay.
00:55:55He's more scared of you than you are of him.
00:55:57Okay, let's just go over here.
00:56:21All right.
00:56:24Lesson learned.
00:56:25Less is more with this stuff.
00:56:41When was the last time you saw one of those girls?
00:56:43One of what?
00:56:46Sunset.
00:56:49Can't remember?
00:56:52No, me neither.
00:56:57There must be a nice grocery store around here
00:56:59because Paul has every cheese on the planet.
00:57:01I sent a package.
00:57:02Your father likes to rough it,
00:57:03but he doesn't like to starve.
00:57:06Somebody grate the parmesan?
00:57:07Uh, we got it here.
00:57:14What are you making?
00:57:16Polenta.
00:57:17How are you making polenta?
00:57:19You just boil cornmeal, honey.
00:57:22I don't think polenta has corn in it.
00:57:24That's all polenta has.
00:57:26Just corn and liquid and cheese?
00:57:28I think that's grits.
00:57:30Yes.
00:57:31Grits and polenta are the same thing.
00:57:33Mother, they make grits in Alabama.
00:57:36You're telling me it's the same thing as the dish from Italy?
00:57:39It's the exact same thing.
00:57:40Just finish it with different toppings.
00:57:43If it has different ingredients, it's a different dish.
00:57:45Somebody pour me some wine.
00:57:47Like they're making the same thing in Birmingham
00:57:49that they're making in Florence?
00:57:50With different cheese.
00:57:52That's the only difference.
00:57:53Okay, I'm not going to argue with you
00:57:55because you're in mourning,
00:57:57but the time will come
00:57:58where I will tell you how wrong you are.
00:58:06Oh, that looks great.
00:58:10Yeah, um, I don't think this is beef.
00:58:14What? It's beef.
00:58:15Yeah, it didn't cook like beef.
00:58:17It doesn't smell like beef.
00:58:18Look at me.
00:58:19It's beef, okay?
00:58:21For tonight.
00:58:22It's beef.
00:58:24Okay.
00:58:26Um, what, what, what, what, what is it really?
00:58:30It said elk.
00:58:32The world doesn't need to know that.
00:58:35Why?
00:58:36Do you think the, uh,
00:58:37you think the world would, uh,
00:58:38rip, rip, rip old?
00:58:40How do you think your wife would rip?
00:58:43Um, yeah, not, uh, not good.
00:58:46Multiply that by four.
00:58:47Right, okay, so should I slice it?
00:58:49No, I think you should just do whatever you think
00:58:52will make it look more like beef.
00:58:53Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, got it, got it.
00:58:57Can I have more on the steak?
00:58:59You bet, honey.
00:59:01Oh, me too, please.
00:59:02You're a really good cook.
00:59:03Thanks.
00:59:05Steak's really good, honey.
00:59:12Do you girls want more grits?
00:59:13It's not grits, it's polenta.
00:59:15You and I can agree to disagree,
00:59:16but I'm not lying to my children.
00:59:18They're my children.
00:59:19They're my nieces.
00:59:21You know what I mean?
00:59:22They're basically my children.
00:59:23They're not even kind of your children,
00:59:25but if you want them to be your children,
00:59:27you can get them to dance on Tuesday and Thursday
00:59:30and then take them to fucking Paramusay
00:59:32eight in the morning for gymnastics.
00:59:33Fine.
00:59:34The children.
00:59:35I'm not lying to the children.
00:59:37I don't see why not.
00:59:38I'm lying to mine.
00:59:41Are you enjoying the elk, Paige?
00:59:44The what?
00:59:46It's elk.
00:59:52Elk.
00:59:53Like the deer?
00:59:54No, no, not a deer.
00:59:56The big deer.
00:59:56No, it's a different species.
00:59:57It's kind of like grits and polenta,
01:00:00according to your logic.
01:00:01It has big horns and hooves,
01:00:04and it was roaming around freely
01:00:06until your brother-in-law shot it.
01:00:08That's what I'm eating?
01:00:09I'm not sure that they have hooves.
01:00:11Did you know?
01:00:13You knew.
01:00:14I can fucking tell.
01:00:15You knew, and you cooked it,
01:00:17and you're just going to let me eat it?
01:00:18I think it's really good.
01:00:21Mom, what do you think is going to happen
01:00:23to all the food in this house, Paige?
01:00:25It's going to get eaten, or it's going to rot.
01:00:28I didn't kill the thing.
01:00:29Your uncle will never kill another one.
01:00:31I suppose we could throw it all away,
01:00:33and then it's nourishing some raccoon,
01:00:36or worms, or I guess.
01:00:39Or it can nourish us,
01:00:41which is what it's doing.
01:00:45When's the last time you cooked a meal, Paige?
01:00:47Not reheated one, not microwaved one.
01:00:50We picked that from a garden.
01:00:51Your uncle took that from somewhere around here.
01:00:54The cornmeal is in a jar.
01:00:56Did he make that?
01:00:58Maybe.
01:00:59Everything we ate came from this little world
01:01:03that your father adored.
01:01:06We made a meal from this place together.
01:01:10I think it's beautiful.
01:01:12I think it's perfect.
01:01:14And I know your father would, too.
01:01:19I wonder who has to die for us
01:01:21to make another meal together.
01:01:26Good night.
01:02:13I wonder if that stuff works.
01:02:17I guess.
01:02:18So long as the wind is at your back.
01:02:21Good point.
01:02:26What are you reading?
01:02:29A journal.
01:02:33Your father kept a journal here.
01:02:3825 years.
01:02:41What's it say?
01:02:42It talks about which river,
01:02:46and then it says to crack a window
01:02:49and lighting the stove in a wind,
01:02:51there's a downdraft that pushes the smoke
01:02:55back into the cabin.
01:02:56It's half diary, half how-to guide.
01:03:04Then there's this.
01:03:07About me.
01:03:10There's a spot upriver,
01:03:17and he calls it Stacy's Valley.
01:03:21The elk don't graze there for some reason,
01:03:23so the grass grows tall
01:03:25and it's yellow
01:03:26and it reminds him of my hair.
01:03:37I need to know
01:03:41his last little secret.
01:03:45How can I say goodbye
01:03:47when there's still
01:03:50more to know?
01:03:59So tomorrow morning,
01:04:01I'm going to get up
01:04:04and I'm going to find
01:04:06this little valley.
01:04:17And then I'm going to bring
01:04:18your father here.
01:04:22And I'm going to bury him there.
01:04:26And then I'm going to take this book
01:04:28and I'm going to visit
01:04:30every place
01:04:32he wrote about.
01:04:36And you can tell me I'm crazy.
01:04:37You can say I need to move on.
01:04:39I have a whole life ahead of me
01:04:41and all that shit.
01:04:42I am 65 years old.
01:04:44I don't have
01:04:44a whole life ahead of me.
01:04:47I have a very small window
01:04:49to be reckless,
01:04:51to make decisions
01:04:53that feed this
01:04:54and never factor this
01:04:56into the equation.
01:04:57And that's what I'm going to do.
01:04:58I'm going to do
01:04:59what he begged me to do
01:05:01for 30 years.
01:05:04I'm going to finally
01:05:05see this place.
01:05:11Want some company?
01:05:16I'd love some.
01:05:21Well, then I'll see you
01:05:22in the morning.
01:05:22I'll see you.
01:05:58Poor choice of footwear
01:05:59in retrospect.
01:06:44I personally, for the record,
01:06:46feel that we are underdressed,
01:06:48unarmed,
01:06:48and just generally unprepared
01:06:51for any kind of
01:06:52exploratory venture afoot.
01:06:54Afoot.
01:06:56I didn't know they taught
01:06:57the Queen's English at Brown.
01:06:59Well, they do.
01:06:59I mean, I didn't actually study it,
01:07:01but the course does exist.
01:07:03Ah, and the world
01:07:04is a better place for it, Russell.
01:07:09Let's go find this spot.
01:07:28I don't know who myちは.
01:07:29I just want to know who I saw.
01:07:31Go on.
01:07:31All right.
01:07:39I'll see you next time.
01:07:39Bye.
01:07:39Bye.
01:07:39Bye.
01:07:39Bye.
01:07:41Bye.
01:07:41Bye.
01:07:42Bye.
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