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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days...
00:00:03My little chef.
00:00:05Oh, babe.
00:00:07Oh.
00:00:09You have a pregnancy cribbing?
00:00:11Even though we started using protection
00:00:13since we left San Pedro,
00:00:15we had plenty of sex without a condom
00:00:17the first few days I got here.
00:00:20Do you want to take a test?
00:00:21I think we should.
00:00:27The annual income for petitioners
00:00:29for K-1 visa is $26,500.
00:00:33And, you know, disability benefits
00:00:35is not an income.
00:00:38It's easier for me to stay here.
00:00:40We got the Filipino visa.
00:00:42I don't know if I can leave my family.
00:00:45But I don't want to be apart from you that long.
00:00:50I don't know if I can't.
00:00:54I don't know if I can't help them.
00:01:01This time, I don't know if they need me.
00:01:03I don't know if they can't help them.
00:01:09Where is the honesty?
00:01:11Up to 20 something years with your fellow woman.
00:01:14This is an abomination.
00:01:18¿Is there a way we can solve this?
00:01:34You got that final warning at work
00:01:37and Nat's helping you out.
00:01:39These question marks make me feel like it's super unstable.
00:01:41I'm just sick of the peppering and peppering, peppering.
00:01:44You're flogging the same hole, it's like...
00:01:45Because when I get a f***ing warning like that
00:01:47when you send me...
00:01:49It happened, but now I still have a job.
00:01:51Okay, but it makes me worried that you could be using me.
00:01:55If you think that, then I would not expect anything less
00:01:58than you wanting to go.
00:01:59So please, please let me know.
00:02:09Are you kidding me?
00:02:11He said he has a f***ing fiancé.
00:02:16How dare you dump me and leave me alone in the desert?
00:02:19Mohammed standing me up.
00:02:21Like, I'm just so over it.
00:02:23F*** this ring!
00:02:24And f*** everything that it represented!
00:02:27Now a fine lab somewhere else.
00:02:29F*** this ring!
00:02:31F*** this ring!
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00:07:44El vixen de la internet.
00:07:47El vixen de la internet.
00:07:48Y estoy feliz que estoy dando a ti, mi virginity.
00:07:52Y no quiero dar a nadie más que tú.
00:07:55Tú vas a tener que ayudarme a dar la canción, por favor.
00:07:57Oh, ¿verdad?
00:07:58Oh, ¿qué?
00:08:00Oh, ¿qué?
00:08:01¿Estás listo?
00:08:03¿Estás listo, honey?
00:08:04¿Estás listo?
00:08:05Oh, ¿ya?
00:08:08No, wait.
00:08:10No, wait.
00:08:13You're going to have to keep me waiting.
00:08:15Here I come, baby.
00:08:17Oh, you're super macho.
00:08:24The sweetest, sweetest, honey, V.I.R.
00:08:26Yes, ma'am.
00:08:47I wish I was a princess.
00:08:48You're so sweet.
00:08:49That's beautiful.
00:08:50Thank you.
00:08:57I kind of lost my appetite.
00:09:01I'm really nervous.
00:09:02It's not something I would do every day in my world.
00:09:07So, yeah, it's scary.
00:09:17You're a cancer.
00:09:19It's not true.
00:09:27Oh.
00:09:29Oh.
00:09:31Is this where we're going?
00:09:33Um, this is a big market.
00:09:41Okay.
00:09:42We'll get our goat.
00:09:45Last night, Daniel's uncle was able to talk to the elders.
00:09:48And he talked to the chief priest.
00:09:51And the chief priest says, we have to do a cleansing.
00:09:54But first, I have to buy a goat, two yams, and bring money.
00:10:02We are going to the Makoko market to get the items.
00:10:05And then we'll go to see the chief priest in his shrine.
00:10:09And that's where the ceremony will take place.
00:10:12You're overly dressed.
00:10:15This whole thing is crazy.
00:10:17But I'm willing to do whatever it takes to be with Daniel.
00:10:22What are they washing?
00:10:23What is that?
00:10:24This is a pomo.
00:10:25Calo skin.
00:10:26Pomo?
00:10:26This is what I put in this suit.
00:10:29So that's how they prepare this.
00:10:31Be careful.
00:10:34My shoes are going to be a mess.
00:10:36My feet are going to be a mess.
00:10:37It's my case.
00:10:39Oh, God.
00:10:40This is so crowded, baby.
00:10:42How are we going to find goats?
00:10:45The uncle has said in the olden days they slaughtered the goat.
00:10:47Now they don't do that anymore.
00:10:48So now what it's done, it must be a female goat because I'm female.
00:10:52But the goat gives milk.
00:10:54So he will feed the tribe with the goat milk.
00:10:57But what are the yams for?
00:10:58The two yams is what the ancestors demanded.
00:11:04We don't know why.
00:11:08This is what we're looking for.
00:11:10They're huge.
00:11:11These are the biggest yams I've ever seen in my whole entire life.
00:11:14Have you lost in it before?
00:11:15No.
00:11:15We have big yams in Nigeria here.
00:11:18Oh, my God.
00:11:18This one is as big as me, right?
00:11:22Yeah.
00:11:24All right, so this one we need.
00:11:26How much is this?
00:11:28Five, five.
00:11:30Five thousand five hundred.
00:11:31For one or?
00:11:33One.
00:11:34Ah.
00:11:35This is expensive.
00:11:37But baby, we need it for the cleansing.
00:11:39Negotiate.
00:11:40We are giving 10,000.
00:11:42This two.
00:11:43Yes.
00:11:43Okay.
00:11:44How much?
00:11:4510,000.
00:11:4610,000?
00:11:47Yes.
00:11:47So you're giving him full price.
00:11:49You're not negotiating.
00:11:50You need to negotiate better once we get to the goats.
00:11:54Daniel is spending my money like it's water.
00:11:57He spent 10,000 on two yams, and I still have to buy a goat.
00:12:01I feel like we were ripped off.
00:12:03I don't think Daniel is a good negotiator.
00:12:04Look, look, look, look.
00:12:07Is this where we buy goats?
00:12:09Yeah.
00:12:09Yes.
00:12:11Which ones are females and which ones are males?
00:12:13This is female.
00:12:14This is a male.
00:12:15Ah.
00:12:16This one is female.
00:12:17Yeah.
00:12:18Ah.
00:12:19Is she going to be good enough to cleanse me, though?
00:12:23What's the price?
00:12:25$200,000.
00:12:26What?
00:12:27$200,000 for a goat?
00:12:28No.
00:12:30I don't know.
00:12:32A lot less than that.
00:12:34How low would you go?
00:12:36How low would you go?
00:12:37I'm not paying $200,000 for her.
00:12:38I'm not.
00:12:39Baby, hold on.
00:12:39No, you're letting me.
00:12:41How much?
00:12:41Not $200,000.
00:12:43Okay, give me $100,000.
00:12:44$100,000.
00:12:44Yeah.
00:12:45We are not paying.
00:12:46Hold on.
00:12:46Oh, God, we are not paying $100,000.
00:12:47We are paying $70,000, please.
00:12:52And take it.
00:12:53Oh, my God, we just bought a freaking goat.
00:12:57I have enough money for this, but we still have to pay the priest.
00:13:04Poor goat.
00:13:07Are you sure this is the right way?
00:13:09Oh, God.
00:13:10The directions he gave me.
00:13:12What the smells, honey?
00:13:14Everything comes down to this priest and this cleansing.
00:13:18He can say that I can't be cleansed.
00:13:21And that will be the end of everything.
00:13:24I will lose Daniel forever.
00:13:33Where are you taking me, baby?
00:13:35Just be careful.
00:13:36I am.
00:13:38This one right here?
00:13:39Yes.
00:13:40Oh, my God.
00:13:43Oh, my God.
00:13:45Oh, my God.
00:13:48Hold on.
00:13:49He's yelling at me, Daniel.
00:13:50Give me your shoe, please.
00:13:52I will.
00:13:53Hold on.
00:14:09I have to be dreaming.
00:14:11This can't be real.
00:14:13Damn bitch, I want to run.
00:14:26I'm about to take this pregnancy test.
00:14:29Wait, should we get it over with?
00:14:32Aviva is really hoping that she's pregnant.
00:14:34But if she's not, I'd be a little relief.
00:14:38Okay.
00:14:41Babe.
00:14:42Oh, my God.
00:15:06Things are still, like, tense between Josh and I.
00:15:09He came back to the apartment, but he's barely speaking to me.
00:15:13And after talking to my parents, I am just so confused.
00:15:18My parents think that I'm judging Josh too harshly.
00:15:21And, like, I don't know.
00:15:23I am the queen at self-sabotaging.
00:15:25But I'm just trying to protect myself and my family.
00:15:27And it sucks because my heart wants one thing.
00:15:30My mind's telling me another right now.
00:15:31And, um, it's scary.
00:15:46You all right?
00:15:48Yeah.
00:15:49Are you?
00:15:52I'm going to get out of the apartment.
00:15:56Okay.
00:15:58Cool.
00:16:01I'm still feeling hurt by Elise.
00:16:03I'm starting to have a little bit of doubt creeping.
00:16:07I know I've fallen for her, but I don't want to be in a relationship where I have to explain
00:16:10myself 400 times.
00:16:12If she thinks that I'm using that, then I could use her.
00:16:15And that's not the case.
00:16:17And I would never want to use someone.
00:16:20It feels like she's attacking my integrity.
00:16:34I don't want you to think that, you know, I would use you, you know, or I'd be like your
00:16:39past
00:16:39relationships.
00:16:40I'd take advantage of you.
00:16:42Like, that's what angered me.
00:16:44You know, because it's the last thing I want to do.
00:16:47Okay.
00:16:48I just, I really like you.
00:16:51You know, I feel when you sort of say, you know, that I'm, I'm, I'm dependent on other
00:16:55people and I might be dependent on you.
00:16:57You know, and that, you know, she gave me a place to be, that's that.
00:17:03That's weird.
00:17:03It's not weird.
00:17:04It's weird.
00:17:06You know, you've, you've said it.
00:17:07You've made your point.
00:17:09I had nothing to hide with her.
00:17:11Have you, let me ask you a question.
00:17:12Have you given me a reason for me to trust you?
00:17:15Do you not trust me?
00:17:17Not right now, no.
00:17:18I want to.
00:17:20I do.
00:17:20But let me earn that trust then.
00:17:22I'm showing you that, you know, I can look up for myself.
00:17:24I can depend for myself.
00:17:25I can be a partner for you without having to lean on, you know, friends or, you know.
00:17:31Please, I'm telling you right now, please.
00:17:34If you can't let me prove it to you, then you just don't trust me and it's not going to
00:17:37work.
00:17:47I am sorry.
00:17:49I do sometimes poke and prod.
00:17:51Yep.
00:17:52That's just a character defect.
00:17:54I just don't want this to be words.
00:17:58Like, words are great to me and that's, that's, that's made me settle in my entire life with every relationship.
00:18:03I fell for words and, like, I don't want to fall back into that.
00:18:06Like, I've been engaged three times.
00:18:07Like, I'm 32.
00:18:08I want to get married and I want to have kids.
00:18:10And it scares me because I do like you.
00:18:15And I didn't expect to like you so much so soon.
00:18:19It's good to hear, because I didn't plan on, like, falling for you as hard as I've fallen for you
00:18:24so quickly.
00:18:26I don't want you to feel like you've, um, you know, you've settled and I've, I've roped you in, I've
00:18:31made you fall in love and then I'm some, you know, I'm, I'm useless.
00:18:35You know, I wouldn't let you feel like you've made the wrong decision.
00:18:39I won't.
00:18:43Like, I'm, I'm crazy about you, to be honest.
00:18:48I'm glad that Elyse is having a little more faith in me.
00:18:52The relationship needs to be built on mutual respect and not this sort of toxic, takedown mentality that I can
00:18:57see that she's doing.
00:18:59I'm hoping that things get better and we just keep building because I do see a future with Elyse.
00:19:04So, I think we get that out of the way and then we can just get stronger and stronger.
00:19:11You know what?
00:19:13Isn't it really sexy when the wind almost blows your top off?
00:19:16Hopefully it gets a bit windier.
00:19:18I'll go wherever you are, follow you this far.
00:19:24I'll go wherever you are, follow you this far.
00:19:49I'm freaking out.
00:20:01All right, should we get it over with?
00:20:04I'm going to go in there alone.
00:20:07Why?
00:20:08Because I just want to do it on my own.
00:20:11How long does it take?
00:20:13I don't know.
00:20:14It's in Spanish.
00:20:15Oh my.
00:20:18It just feels so surreal thinking about how far Stig and I have come over the past few weeks.
00:20:23Come on, let me get a little good little kiss.
00:20:26A few days ago, I was convinced we were breaking up.
00:20:30Now I'm taking a pregnancy test.
00:20:32So much has happened.
00:20:34But I'm leaving in less than two days and I have a lot of mixed emotions.
00:20:38I would love to find out that I'm pregnant and get this incredible news, but leaving Stig is going to
00:20:46be really difficult.
00:20:46Well, after this, there might be no drinking, no partying, none of that.
00:20:52For you too?
00:20:54No, no, no, no.
00:20:55Hmm.
00:20:56If it's positive, I've got to celebrate later on.
00:21:02I would be excited about all this.
00:21:04We would make beautiful kids.
00:21:06For what?
00:21:07And I would love to have a son.
00:21:08And by the grace of God, he wants to sing.
00:21:13I'm not saying he has to be an artist because that's what I did.
00:21:16No, I agree.
00:21:16Nothing like that.
00:21:17Mm-hmm.
00:21:18I'm scared.
00:21:21All right.
00:21:22We'll do your thing.
00:21:23Okay.
00:21:25I just like boys because I know they're like mama's boys and they...
00:21:30It's going to be daddy's boy.
00:21:31What are you talking about?
00:21:32No.
00:21:32No, the girls always favor the dad.
00:21:34That's what I heard.
00:21:35The boys always favor the mom.
00:21:35That's what I heard.
00:21:36I've seen it.
00:21:37Not to sound bad, but I don't want the sins of my past to fall on me, so I'm scared
00:21:41to have a daughter.
00:21:42I don't want to have to kill anybody.
00:21:45Whatever.
00:21:46Gives me baby fever.
00:21:53Okay.
00:21:55Let's see.
00:21:57I really want to know now before I leave.
00:21:59I don't want to find out when I'm back in Arizona without him because that would suck for him and
00:22:04me.
00:22:09Even though we only had unprotected sex for, I don't know, four to five days, I still just feel like
00:22:18I might be pregnant.
00:22:20I just have that feeling.
00:22:25Babe.
00:22:27How's it going?
00:22:28Are you done?
00:22:28Not yet.
00:22:30Be patient.
00:22:33Here goes nothing.
00:22:36Moment and truth.
00:22:41I'll talk to you.
00:22:45I'll talk to you.
00:23:03I'll talk to you.
00:23:07I'll talk to you.
00:23:08a little relief
00:23:10babe
00:23:10oh my god
00:23:16okay
00:23:19una y cinco minutos
00:23:21so you gotta wait one to five minutes
00:23:24right now
00:23:25I don't think we're ready
00:23:27so it's a little scary
00:23:29if there's one line it's negative
00:23:31two it's positive
00:23:35well
00:23:44I feel like so much has happened
00:23:46in the last couple days
00:23:46I think this has shown me
00:23:48I just want something different
00:23:50I'll just be a few minutes
00:23:53before I leave Morocco
00:23:55there's just one last thing
00:23:57that I need to take care of
00:24:20oh thank you
00:24:22sorry I have a lot of stuff
00:24:27thank you so much
00:24:28go
00:24:45yesterday was another emotional day for me
00:24:47I got stood up
00:24:50by Mohammed
00:24:51I am single
00:24:53I have no reason to be in Morocco anymore
00:24:55and I'm ready to go home
00:24:59I just know that
00:25:00this wasn't meant for me
00:25:04I feel like so much has happened
00:25:06in the last couple days
00:25:07and I think the best thing
00:25:09to do in this moment
00:25:10is to just get back home
00:25:12as soon as possible
00:25:13so I am flying back
00:25:16to the U.S. today
00:25:20last night
00:25:21when I got back to my hotel
00:25:23I received a text from Mohammed
00:25:27and he said
00:25:29are you serious
00:25:30you came to Morocco
00:25:31for someone else
00:25:32not for me
00:25:33I'm not your plan B
00:25:36I think this was his plan all along
00:25:38to bail on me
00:25:39and humiliate me
00:25:40one last time
00:25:42he knew I came here
00:25:44for someone else
00:25:45and he was really mad about it
00:25:46so
00:25:47he just had me
00:25:49running around Morocco
00:25:50and jumping through hoops for him
00:25:51like I always used to do in the past
00:25:53and I fell for it
00:25:57I feel kind of dumb
00:25:59getting ditched by Mohammed
00:26:01but at least now
00:26:02I don't have to wonder
00:26:03about any more what ifs
00:26:05that door is closed forever
00:26:13I'll just be a few minutes
00:26:16but before I leave Morocco
00:26:19there's just one last thing
00:26:20that I need to take care of
00:26:34hi
00:26:38I really want to leave Morocco
00:26:40in peace
00:26:40after both of these
00:26:42failed relationships
00:26:43so when I changed my flight
00:26:45I decided to let Ziad know
00:26:48and he actually agreed to meet me
00:26:50to say goodbye
00:26:56good morning
00:26:58how are you?
00:27:00okay
00:27:01how are you?
00:27:02fine
00:27:04this day you're going to travel
00:27:05to your country
00:27:07yeah
00:27:09so
00:27:10I wish you
00:27:11a good word
00:27:13and
00:27:14that's all
00:27:15what I have to say
00:27:16so
00:27:16you don't want to say
00:27:17sorry for anything?
00:27:19me?
00:27:23I mean I think we both have things
00:27:24to apologize for
00:27:27come on
00:27:27what do you want to find out?
00:27:32I'm hurt with what happened
00:27:35I came here because I loved you
00:27:37and because I wanted to be with you
00:27:40did you ever love me?
00:27:43before you come here
00:27:45I was in love with you
00:27:45really
00:27:46yeah
00:27:46but when you come here
00:27:48we see each other
00:27:49in the reality
00:27:50how we are
00:27:50everything about us
00:27:52it's not work
00:27:56I'm really sorry
00:27:59it's fine
00:28:01yeah
00:28:04okay
00:28:04well
00:28:05thanks for everything
00:28:06thanks for you too
00:28:09so
00:28:09yeah
00:28:11that's all
00:28:14okay
00:28:19bye
00:28:21goodbye
00:28:21goodbye
00:28:22I tried to ride on love again
00:28:25but it took me down to dead-end streets
00:28:29I thought I struck the gold mine
00:28:32I can't turn back the clock rewind
00:28:35because it's too late
00:28:37you know it's too late
00:28:38shame about the land we left behind
00:28:41because we were so great
00:28:43and we were so great
00:28:45talking to him didn't make me feel better
00:28:47it's almost like it doesn't matter to him
00:28:50I was just expecting him to care a little bit more
00:28:53too late
00:28:56this has definitely been a learning experience
00:28:59I think this has shown me
00:29:00and taught me
00:29:01what I don't want
00:29:02in a relationship
00:29:09thank you so much
00:29:15thank you
00:29:17thank you
00:29:18thank you
00:29:18thank you very much
00:29:19hello
00:29:20hello
00:29:23I want to go home
00:29:24and focus on becoming the best version of me
00:29:31how many bags
00:29:32how many bags
00:29:32three
00:29:33a lot of makeup
00:29:34here you go
00:29:35thank you so much
00:29:39but
00:29:41I'm not giving up on my search for love
00:29:42I'm a hopeless romantic
00:29:44I love love
00:29:46and
00:29:47no matter how many times
00:29:48people have left me or dumped me
00:29:50that's never gonna stop me
00:29:52because
00:29:53I know true love is real
00:29:55and I know
00:29:56somewhere in the world
00:29:57my person does exist
00:29:59who's happy to be with me
00:30:03and I know that I'm gonna find it
00:30:05I know I'm gonna find it
00:30:07and
00:30:10I'm not gonna stop
00:30:11until I do find it
00:30:13because I know it's out there
00:30:16and this isn't the end of my journey
00:30:20and you never know
00:30:21it could happen tomorrow
00:30:25or on the plane
00:30:30Morocco it's been real
00:30:31a lot of ups and downs
00:30:33but
00:30:33I'm ready to go home
00:30:36I'm ready
00:30:38so
00:30:38goodbye Morocco
00:30:45this is the water
00:30:48let's do this
00:30:50I'm making a real effort here
00:30:52to fit in
00:30:56you never had a washing machine
00:30:59remember you called me boozy
00:31:01I'm not boozy
00:31:02I think I gotta take that back
00:31:06my wife to be
00:31:07had
00:31:08an affair with half a little woman
00:31:13woman
00:31:14is it true what your husband said
00:31:16yes
00:31:18this is totally sacrilege
00:31:21this is uva
00:31:48I love you
00:31:49I love you
00:31:50I love you
00:31:51I love you
00:31:54Yes, that's it.
00:31:58Oh, no, no.
00:32:11All right.
00:32:15It's my second day with Trisha's family,
00:32:19and I've been trying to make myself useful today,
00:32:23Helping around the house.
00:32:25This is the water.
00:32:28All right, let's do this.
00:32:33How often do you do this?
00:32:35Every day?
00:32:38You watch every day, huh?
00:32:41Oh, cook every day?
00:32:43You got to get the water for laundry,
00:32:46for cooking everything.
00:32:48I'm making a real effort here
00:32:50to fit in, to, you know,
00:32:52do some of the chores that they do.
00:32:55Here's my shoulder.
00:32:59What up, Mora?
00:33:01It's the Lord.
00:33:03Man.
00:33:03Hey, babe!
00:33:06Check out your man, baby.
00:33:10You're good.
00:33:11Put it there.
00:33:13Bring the water here.
00:33:14Okay.
00:33:15Thank you for showing me where the water was.
00:33:18Let me show Chetik.
00:33:19Let me show Chetik.
00:33:20Ah.
00:33:24That's it.
00:33:26Man, is this enough of our soap here?
00:33:28Yeah.
00:33:29You have to.
00:33:33It's going to take forever.
00:33:36I think this is easier.
00:33:39I've never washed my clothes to the machine.
00:33:43Dang, are you serious?
00:33:44You never had a washing machine?
00:33:46We never had one.
00:33:48You even do this in Tana, huh?
00:33:50Yeah, even in Tana.
00:33:51Yeah.
00:33:52I'm doing this.
00:33:55Remember you called me boozy?
00:33:57I'm not boozy.
00:33:58Man, I think I got to take that back now.
00:34:01I know you be doing this s***.
00:34:05Man.
00:34:18He didn't talk about babies or I don't know.
00:34:22I thought it was best just to leave that subject alone for now.
00:34:28He's not going to leave the subject alone.
00:34:32He's really, really worried about the baby more than I thought.
00:34:41So you should not take a long time.
00:34:45He wants that you should decide it before you go.
00:34:53What do you think your dad will do if I don't come up with an answer in the next couple
00:35:00days?
00:35:02I don't know, Rick, but it's not just my dad.
00:35:07To me, having a baby, it means a lot.
00:35:13I want the mother-child relationship that I didn't get to have.
00:35:17You know, my mom, she left for another person.
00:35:29When I was one years old, my parents break up and my mom found another man.
00:35:40In my culture, when two people broke up and they have a child together and the girl decided
00:35:52to marry it with another man, she cannot touch the baby.
00:35:59She cannot see the baby unless her husband buy animals and she has to cut the throat.
00:36:10The blood, they put it here on the babies.
00:36:14My mom didn't do it after she left us because her husband didn't accept for doing it.
00:36:24So she left me with my dad.
00:36:29She just followed the guy.
00:36:33She didn't care.
00:36:40Wash your clothes.
00:36:42I love you so much, you too.
00:36:45I know.
00:36:48I'm not used to talk about my mom because she makes me a little bit upset.
00:36:54Like, how, how she could not love a baby?
00:36:59It's cute, though.
00:37:02She left.
00:37:03I was just one years old.
00:37:05I know you're precious.
00:37:07Yeah.
00:37:09You had a daddy that loves you more than...
00:37:15That's why I want, I want to make them happy.
00:37:19They want grandchild.
00:37:22I think that Trish is trying to fill a void, and I want her to heal and have the life
00:37:29that
00:37:29she's envisioning.
00:37:31She deserves to be a mom, and I don't ever want to take that away from her.
00:37:36But at the same time, I'm not even financially prepared right now to have another child.
00:37:43So my worst fear is to lose Trish, and it hurts me to think that I might have to let
00:37:52her go.
00:38:04Hi!
00:38:05You look sexy driving that boat!
00:38:08Today, Josh is taking me out on one of his company's boats.
00:38:11But he got a final warning because he took out a boat for a joyride and crashed it.
00:38:17I have so many questions.
00:38:18This whole boat thing is just super confusing to me.
00:38:21Squared away, so you can be at ease and put it to rest.
00:38:25Joshua, it was $20,000 worth of damage.
00:38:28How did you pay for that?
00:38:34We'll have sugar, baby, you've got a taste.
00:38:37I got something you can never abandon.
00:38:40I got that good stuff.
00:38:42You don't want to waste.
00:38:44I could be so tragic.
00:38:46Chris?
00:38:46Yes?
00:38:47I think I have to poop.
00:38:49Could you leave?
00:38:50Just pretend I'm not even here.
00:38:51No, you have to leave.
00:38:52What the hell?
00:38:53I haven't gone in seven days.
00:38:56You look like a serial killer.
00:38:58Ah!
00:39:18I feel so much better.
00:39:20I could finish shaving now.
00:39:21I sprayed.
00:39:22Don't worry, it doesn't smell.
00:39:26I like Chris.
00:39:27I do.
00:39:28He's a great roommate, really fun.
00:39:30And he's like a brother.
00:39:33That's hot.
00:39:34Whatever.
00:39:36But I'm not dating Chris.
00:39:38I'm dating Josh.
00:39:39Woo!
00:39:40And things have been a little rocky with Josh and I the past few days.
00:39:45Hopefully this red light mask did wonders.
00:39:47I need to get cute to go on this boat.
00:39:49We had an intense conversation at the beach the other day.
00:39:52But ever since then, things are starting to move in a better direction.
00:39:57And today, Josh is taking me out on one of his company's boats.
00:40:01You'll have a fun day out there.
00:40:02It'll be awesome.
00:40:03It's a fun job.
00:40:04Well, I know it's fun.
00:40:05A little too much fun.
00:40:08Please, focus on the positives for today.
00:40:10Let's have a positive day.
00:40:11Period.
00:40:11Thank you.
00:40:12I like that.
00:40:12I'll give you a report card tonight.
00:40:14Okay.
00:40:14I get along well with Elise.
00:40:16I like Elise.
00:40:17But she's definitely looking for problems.
00:40:19Since she's been here, I've seen them go up and down very quick and very fast.
00:40:22Almost like a perfect little toxic relationship.
00:40:26So, short term, I think it's going to be fine.
00:40:29But long term, I don't know.
00:40:31I don't know.
00:40:43Thank you.
00:40:43Have a good day.
00:40:51Hi.
00:40:54Does...
00:40:54Do you guys know if Josh is here?
00:40:56He's not here right now, no.
00:40:58But he's on his way.
00:40:58He works here, right?
00:40:59Yeah, he does.
00:40:59Yeah.
00:40:59Okay.
00:41:00Yeah, that's it.
00:41:00That's actually his desk.
00:41:01This one?
00:41:02Yeah.
00:41:02Should I sit at his desk?
00:41:03Yeah, go for it.
00:41:04Go for it.
00:41:05That's his desk.
00:41:06That is where the magic happens.
00:41:08Hi, I'm Joshua.
00:41:11You just go down here, turn right.
00:41:13Straight down to the right.
00:41:14Yep.
00:41:24Hi.
00:41:25You look sexy driving that boat.
00:41:29Hi.
00:41:37I know Alyssa's been a bit worried about my position at work because of some of the mistakes I made.
00:41:42Of course, the main part of my job is selling boats.
00:41:44But I wanted to see with her own eyes that I've still got a job, but I wanted to see
00:41:48with her own eyes that I've still got a job and, you know, she's got nothing to worry about.
00:41:50Are you ready?
00:41:51I'm ready, baby.
00:41:54It's so pretty around here.
00:41:57It's a beautiful day and it's a beautiful boat with a beautiful man.
00:42:02So, when I walked in looking for you today, I went into your office and I met someone and I
00:42:08sat at your desk.
00:42:09Did you?
00:42:10Yeah.
00:42:11Did you get some work done?
00:42:13No, not at all.
00:42:15It was fun to show off a little bit.
00:42:17I do like being out on the water any chance I get.
00:42:20That was my first impression of you when I saw you on social media.
00:42:23She was on the front of her boat looking fabulous.
00:42:25I think it was on the back, actually.
00:42:28You were on the front.
00:42:30Okay.
00:42:30He would know boats better than me.
00:42:32Yes.
00:42:34Can I see outside?
00:42:36Yeah.
00:42:36I got some champagne.
00:42:38Smart boy.
00:42:39This was like an ideal day for me.
00:42:41I'm glad.
00:42:46Well, I'm happy you took me on the boat.
00:42:48Did you ask your boss or?
00:42:51I did, yeah.
00:42:52And he gave you permission?
00:42:53Yep.
00:42:55Before I got to Australia, Josh had sent me a text saying he got a final warning from work
00:43:00because he took out a company boat that they were selling for a joyride with friends and crashed it.
00:43:08He has to pay back the damages.
00:43:10He owes $20,000.
00:43:11So, yeah, I'm happy he still has a job.
00:43:13But I feel like what he did was 100% irresponsible.
00:43:17I have so many questions, and I still haven't had a proper conversation about it yet.
00:43:22Listen, it's like I'm not here to make you feel any worse.
00:43:27But this whole boat thing is just super confusing to me.
00:43:31So, what happened that night?
00:43:39Nat and a few other, Nat and another few friends,
00:43:42they have friends who were going to become clients of mine.
00:43:46And those clients who I'm trying to network with and get closer to
00:43:51are then going to come to me when they want to buy a boat.
00:43:54So, I took them out on one of our company boats and on our way back here.
00:44:00So, I got a bit too shallow and flipped through a rock and I was s***ing bricks.
00:44:05But, you know, it could have been way worse.
00:44:11It got fixed straight away.
00:44:12Joshua, you told me it was $20,000 worth of damage.
00:44:19Well, look, when I first did the damage, I thought that it was, you know,
00:44:24going to be a little bit more damaged because I didn't know exactly.
00:44:27I couldn't swim under the boat and see what happened.
00:44:29But, no, it was like, it was a couple of grand.
00:44:32Thank God, you know.
00:44:33And is that paid off?
00:44:34Yeah, it is paid off.
00:44:36How did you pay for that?
00:44:38Well, before you got here, I sold a boat.
00:44:40I sold a share in a boat.
00:44:41So, that commission did not go to me.
00:44:44The money that you sold, you didn't get that money.
00:44:46It went to that damages.
00:44:47So, that squared away.
00:44:49So, you can be at ease and put it to rest.
00:44:52I'm still working.
00:44:53I've still got a job.
00:44:54I'm responsible.
00:44:55I can, I'm trusted.
00:44:57And I got worried about it.
00:44:59But, all in all, you know, I have my s*** together.
00:45:03Yeah.
00:45:05Okay.
00:45:07Well, I understand that.
00:45:10And I'm really happy I came on the boat.
00:45:12But, I guess the only thing that's, like, really on my mind and, like, putting a damper on this is
00:45:18the knot situation.
00:45:20Okay.
00:45:21Why can't I drop the knot, then?
00:45:24I didn't realize she was on the boat with you that night.
00:45:27And, like, this emotional connection you have with her, the financial hold she has on you.
00:45:33I don't want to have to keep ten times having to tell you something and you not believe it.
00:45:38You're not letting things go.
00:45:39No, I'm letting it go.
00:45:40I just didn't.
00:45:41It doesn't seem like you are.
00:45:42I'm, I'm, I'm trying to get down to the bottom of this.
00:45:44Okay.
00:45:45Let's go and see her.
00:45:46Let's us three hang out so it's just us three.
00:45:48And, you know, hopefully I can put your mind at ease.
00:45:52We'll do it tonight.
00:45:55Okay.
00:45:57Of course she was on the boat.
00:45:59Did she pay for the damages?
00:46:01Should have been my first question.
00:46:03I mean, Josh clearly still has a job, but he depends on that financially.
00:46:08I'm just still really confused.
00:46:10So, I'm really glad that I'm going to see Nat tonight so I can get some answers and just finally
00:46:15put this to rest.
00:46:30I swear to God, I am about to be cursed.
00:46:33I am scared.
00:46:35This is no priest I have ever seen in my life.
00:46:38They will come after you.
00:46:50So, you got to wait one to five minutes.
00:47:07So, two lines is pregnant, one line is not.
00:47:18All right, there we go.
00:47:23It's a pretty strong, dark one line.
00:47:27Not two.
00:47:29Yeah, I know.
00:47:30All right, yep.
00:47:32Two means pregnant.
00:47:34Two means pregnant.
00:47:36You think it's going to just stay negative?
00:47:39I think so.
00:47:43I actually feel really disappointed.
00:47:46Stig and I have had so much fun the past few weeks.
00:47:48We've gotten closer.
00:47:50I've gotten to see a side of him I didn't know before.
00:47:53And I was really excited to think about having our baby and starting a little family.
00:47:58I'm really sad.
00:47:59I'm really bummed.
00:48:02Don't worry.
00:48:03I feel more let down than I expected.
00:48:06I don't know.
00:48:07I thought it would be a perfect end to our trip.
00:48:11I don't know.
00:48:12If we could, you know.
00:48:14I just don't know when I'm going to see you next.
00:48:16No.
00:48:17Why are you saying that?
00:48:18Like, you're acting like, well, we're going to break up when you leave or something?
00:48:20That would just, I feel like, make things happen quicker.
00:48:25Like, I would have motivation to hurry up, move, instead of go home and, eh.
00:48:31Don't stress yourself out.
00:48:33Don't think about it so deep.
00:48:37It's really hitting me that I'm going home and I just have no idea what to expect.
00:48:42Without a baby, it's hard to know how serious he is about our future.
00:48:50I'm worried that after I leave Belize, he's not going to be around me anymore.
00:48:55And Stig is going to go just right back into his old partying ways.
00:49:00I just feel a little unsure about what the future holds.
00:49:04And it's giving me a lot of anxiety.
00:49:35I'm, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my baby.
00:49:36No, no me hablo adelante.
00:49:36No me he sabía.
00:49:42Me sabe que esto es supuestamente
00:49:45Porquebió
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