00:00I came to the United States when I was 16. Then I had my son at 20. I have a
00:04baby to take care of.
00:05The father is not doing his thing. Not resolving all those traumas, always putting that to the side.
00:10I entered into a relationship which took me to the heavy, took me to the using of, and I was
00:18going
00:18that way. I was just living my life recklessly, and then I found this person, and we were together
00:24for four years, and now I felt free. I separated from my family, you know, for a while, and I
00:29just
00:29went into that path, and one day, I was, you know, it was my birthday, so I fell down, and
00:34I broke this
00:35part under my nose over here, and I had 13 stitches, and that incident there, I was thinking, oh my
00:40god,
00:41what am I doing? Like, I have a son, and I always thought about him. Like, my behavior, what I'm
00:46doing is not good, and I always wanted to be a good mom, you know, have a beautiful life, and
00:51not be
00:52trapped into this chaos. I heard the voice again, and the voice said, this is not what you're supposed
00:57to be doing. If you keep doing this, what's going to happen to you? Like, you're not on your path,
01:02and I'm being always spiritual, so I pay attention to what the voice was telling me. Of course, it
01:07didn't happen right away. You know, for me, it takes gradually to heal, so I kept going, but after that,
01:13I was thinking, you know what, I need to stop as heavily as I was, but thinking about my son,
01:20and
01:20wanting to give him a best life was the beginning, I would say, of my change.
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