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90 Day Fiance Before the 90 Days Season 8 Episode 15
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Can we just be done with the country of Morocco?
00:00:07Don't be mad, but I may have been texting...
00:00:14Mohamed.
00:00:16Mohamed told me to text him a place that we could meet,
00:00:19and I think if I don't see him, I'm always gonna regret it.
00:00:25I talked to that girl, and she said that
00:00:28you guys actually had hooked up a month ago,
00:00:31and that you're going to San Pedro at the end of the month with her.
00:00:35Call me every day. You want my location?
00:00:37I don't have nothing to hide.
00:00:38I'm gonna take your word for it.
00:00:41I really hope he's telling me the truth,
00:00:44because I can't be with somebody
00:00:46who's been cheating on me this whole time.
00:00:48He hasn't even said I love you yet.
00:00:51It's making me feel pretty insecure.
00:01:01They want babies.
00:01:03Yeah, I'm just, like, ready to make the decision, yeah.
00:01:06I don't know.
00:01:08I don't know.
00:01:11I don't know.
00:01:13I don't know.
00:01:13Is it safe to come in?
00:01:15Yes!
00:01:16Oh, my God!
00:01:17What?
00:01:18Laura told me Michael didn't want me
00:01:22between their relationship.
00:01:24I took it as a move,
00:01:26and now I think Michael is coming to break us up.
00:01:30I enjoy pretty much violence.
00:01:34Do you like it?
00:01:36Really?
00:01:37Violence.
00:01:40I want to get questions answered.
00:01:42I don't even think he can drive a boat anymore
00:01:44because of the work incident.
00:01:46Josh took a boat his company was selling
00:01:49and ended up crashing the boat into rocks,
00:01:52and he has a final warning at work.
00:01:54And on top of that,
00:01:56he lied to me about living with Nat.
00:01:58So are you jealous of me in our relationship?
00:02:00I think that she has a financial hold on you
00:02:03that's making you feel some sort of way.
00:02:05No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:06That offends me.
00:02:10Are you promising me
00:02:11that you will not go back to practicing same-sex?
00:02:14Daniel, I plan on marrying you for the rest of my life.
00:02:17I don't think I will continue with this relationship
00:02:19until my uncle comes.
00:02:21I'm terrified that his uncle will never forgive me
00:02:25and this relationship will be over.
00:02:34I am sinking deeper
00:02:38Inches from hitting rock bottom
00:02:42I don't need no answers
00:02:46Baby, I've already got them
00:02:53Oh, my God.
00:02:55This place is a f***ing disaster.
00:02:58Like, I'm not used to living with two men
00:03:01in, like, a frat house.
00:03:02Like, gross!
00:03:04I need you to hold me
00:03:09Like, I woke up this morning, like, Joshua's, like, he was gone
00:03:12and I asked him where he was
00:03:14and Joshua said, I'll be back soon, like, XX.
00:03:17And I was like, oh, enjoy Nat's.
00:03:19And he, like, hearted the message.
00:03:21I'm like, what the f*** does that mean?
00:03:26Last night, I went out with Josh and his friends
00:03:28and it went okay.
00:03:30I might have said some things that hurt Joshua,
00:03:33but there's something definitely off with his friendship with Nat.
00:03:37I mean, he has been living with Nat rent-free.
00:03:41That's her financially supporting him.
00:03:44And that's super f***ing weird to me.
00:03:47So, after finding out what I found out about Nat,
00:03:51my mind is just in so many directions
00:03:54and I'm freaking out.
00:03:56Like, where is he?
00:03:57What is he doing?
00:03:58And I have no idea what to think.
00:04:01It's, like, such high highs and, like, such low lows.
00:04:04I just am, like, this f***ing place is a f***ing disaster.
00:04:08I feel like I'm living in a f***ing frat house.
00:04:10Like, I'm going crazy.
00:04:12Like, I'm going...
00:04:13I don't know what the f*** is going on with him.
00:04:16Just, like, I just feel overwhelmed.
00:04:19And, like, I want to go home.
00:04:25I just feel alone.
00:04:29I don't know.
00:04:31I woke up and he was gone.
00:04:33And, like, it made me feel like,
00:04:34was he at Nat's place?
00:04:36Like, where is he?
00:04:38And, like, and I just...
00:04:48What just happened?
00:04:50He left.
00:04:51He saw me crying and left.
00:05:03Why did you just leave?
00:05:05You're upset.
00:05:06So you don't care that I'm upset?
00:05:09You're upset.
00:05:11So you just walk away from me?
00:05:14Sorry, anybody need to talk.
00:05:17What are you upset about?
00:05:23i don't know what the going on right now
00:05:29i ran off to do a few things while you're asleep
00:05:34i've got i've got work to run around for like i've got to do jobs while i look after you
00:05:39if
00:05:39you're asleep and you're in bed perfect sleep in this is the best time to get work done
00:05:47this wasn't about a job what was it about then
00:06:15i walk in the door and i see elise crying and i sort of panicked and just thought you
00:06:19know i need to give her a bit more space
00:06:24i know how fiery she gets and maybe i didn't want a water bottle thrown in my head
00:06:29i think i should have just told elise that um you know i had to work but she texts me
00:06:33that comment about nat and it pissed me off so i guess i was just being a smart ass back
00:06:42were you at nats today
00:06:45i wasn't at nats today no i had work to do they want me to drive a boat that i
00:06:52sold
00:06:53from our marina to get lifted up put on a truck and sent to perth which is the other side
00:06:58of the country they want me to do it in a few days i've told them i can't
00:07:05but i had to at least shut the keys off
00:07:09okay
00:07:17i am falling for josh and i want this to work
00:07:25look let's go to the beach it's a beautiful day we can forget about this
00:07:32okay
00:07:36fair enough
00:07:38but he's given me reasons not to trust him because he's lied to me about living with nat
00:07:44and i'm so worried about what else i'm gonna find out
00:08:05how are you
00:08:16will you speak first
00:08:19yes i have to speak first i have to talk to him he's my uncle so i will explain everything
00:08:23to him
00:08:25daniel what's gonna happen if he doesn't forgive us
00:08:28i don't know i can't tell let's go there first
00:08:34i'm still upset about lisa telling lies and sleeping with her fellow woman
00:08:38but everyone is a sinner and everyone can ask for forgiveness
00:08:44i'm really really really really nervous
00:08:48you're not even nervous more than i am
00:08:51you're not
00:08:53i love lisa and she promised not to do it anymore
00:08:57so despite all her mistakes i still want to marry her
00:09:06what the
00:09:09but right now i feel like running away from where i'm sitting
00:09:15my uncle asked her about this business and she told my uncle that it was a mistake
00:09:20she lied to him
00:09:22i don't know how to look on his face and talk to him
00:09:25because i've disgraced myself
00:09:47i remember you told me that when things are going wrong that we should inform you
00:09:53and then help you
00:09:55um
00:09:59before you approved our marriage there are some things she told me
00:10:03which i told you
00:10:05that she have divorced two times
00:10:08but after all the blessings
00:10:10she told me that
00:10:12she have gotten married five times
00:10:16and uh
00:10:17she has not been divorced
00:10:19legally
00:10:22this is too much
00:10:24so when i had this i was
00:10:26i was shocked
00:10:29uncle
00:10:30hold on
00:10:31no
00:10:31hold on
00:10:32let me explain
00:10:32hold on
00:10:33let him explain
00:10:34it's not yet time for you to talk
00:10:37so this is what she told me
00:10:39and she also told me that
00:10:40from 21 years now
00:10:42that she has been in a relationship
00:10:46with several women
00:10:50may i please explain uncle
00:10:52may i please explain uncle
00:10:53oh wait
00:10:54you told me
00:10:55that uh
00:10:56you have stopped everything
00:10:59i have
00:11:00about uh
00:11:00lesbianism
00:11:01i have
00:11:02i have
00:11:02but why am i hearing this one now
00:11:06where is the honesty
00:11:08up to twenty something years
00:11:10with your fellow woman
00:11:14this is an abomination
00:11:17no
00:11:18no
00:11:18no
00:11:20when i came to you and i told you i have stopped i have stopped
00:11:24i just didn't tell you how many times or what it was in my past
00:11:28it's my past sir
00:11:29my culture is very different in america
00:11:32i can't help what my past is like i can't change my past sir
00:11:38i am willing to do whatever it takes to be with daniel
00:11:41i can't believe you
00:11:43it's the truth
00:11:43you are just telling me lies
00:11:47our
00:11:48abomination
00:11:53i did
00:11:54i did it
00:11:55what will the gods of our land say
00:12:00because of this
00:12:01because of this your problem
00:12:03the marriage will be over
00:12:06thank you
00:12:07thank you
00:12:08thank you
00:12:09thank you
00:12:10thank you
00:12:19i feel angry about lisa
00:12:22i gave her my approval
00:12:24gave them my blessings
00:12:27but now
00:12:28she deceives me
00:12:33why she cries
00:12:34in spite of the offense she has committed
00:12:38she's crying
00:12:42when she cries that make me more angry
00:12:45i feel she is a pretending
00:12:48just to get sympathy from me
00:12:51that's another offense
00:12:54i forgive her
00:12:56the first time
00:12:57but now
00:12:58i have withdrawn my approval
00:13:00and my blessing
00:13:05i have a gift for you
00:13:07you have a gift for me
00:13:08your book
00:13:09oh
00:13:11that's so sweet of you
00:13:12i'm here too
00:13:13you know your boyfriend
00:13:16i'm gonna get to know him
00:13:17and when i realize his motive
00:13:19i'll be the mother
00:13:20that stops it
00:13:25i don't know
00:13:26how this meeting is gonna go
00:13:28i mean i have my engagement ring
00:13:31that muhammad gave to me last year
00:13:33when he proposed
00:13:35putting this ring back on
00:13:36is actually bringing up old feelings
00:13:38it actually feels nice to have it on
00:13:41i just feel like there's a lot of things
00:13:42that were left unsaid
00:14:06you like
00:14:07i like this movie or
00:14:10violence
00:14:26so
00:14:26you came all the way
00:14:32yeah i thought i'd check in on laura
00:14:34see how she's doing
00:14:35yeah
00:14:36she's good
00:14:37she's happy
00:14:38she's happy okay good
00:14:39i'm glad to hear that
00:14:40yeah
00:14:53i have a gift for you
00:14:54you have a gift for me
00:14:55i actually have two gifts for you
00:14:57oh that's so sweet
00:14:58would you like me to get them
00:14:59i would love that
00:15:00thank you
00:15:00okay
00:15:01that's a surprise
00:15:04i remember
00:15:05i'm not surprised
00:15:06all right
00:15:06you want me to pick up something for you
00:15:08i did in fact
00:15:09i want you to pick up something for me
00:15:10so
00:15:13one
00:15:13your book
00:15:14oh
00:15:15the second
00:15:16and you fell in love with these the first time so here's another set
00:15:19and the packing cubes that i love that you got me
00:15:21mm-hmm
00:15:21thank you
00:15:24that's so sweet of you
00:15:26you're so thoughtful
00:15:28yes
00:15:29yes i am
00:15:31thank you
00:15:31you're teaching me the uh
00:15:33gift giving language
00:15:34i love that
00:15:35thank you
00:15:38i'm here too you know your boyfriend
00:15:41i
00:15:42he just brought me a gift i thought i'd say that
00:15:45the gifts
00:15:45me too
00:15:52michael just arrived in turkey
00:15:54and it just feels really freaking awkward
00:15:59i feel like beer con's being ridiculously cold to michael
00:16:03and really it's so intentional and completely unnecessary
00:16:09grow up
00:16:11okay
00:16:12so laura how's your day today
00:16:15how's life
00:16:15yeah it's been pretty good
00:16:17i feel like i'm like
00:16:18in vacation mode
00:16:20you are in vacation mode
00:16:21yeah
00:16:21it's a lot later nights than i'm used to
00:16:25that's a huge contrast to what i
00:16:27my normal day-to-day life is
00:16:29and i try to decide if it's
00:16:31a compatibility thing
00:16:33i mean if beer con were to come to the states
00:16:35you probably more on your schedule then
00:16:37he'd follow more in line with you because
00:16:38you'd be his only point of contact so
00:16:41maybe i mean he doesn't
00:16:44girlfriend has a point
00:16:48thank you
00:16:51did you enjoy turkey so far
00:16:53uh well in the short amount of time i've been here i've experienced a cab driver
00:17:00weave through humans
00:17:01hey yeah welcome turkey exactly
00:17:04exactly
00:17:11so
00:17:12if you want
00:17:14i can show you around
00:17:16this is my country
00:17:18this is my city
00:17:19and you're the friend
00:17:21my love
00:17:23so
00:17:24i can make that
00:17:27well i appreciate that
00:17:28this is at least i can do
00:17:31yeah
00:17:34i had to be a jerk at the beginning you know because
00:17:38he has to know the boundaries
00:17:41i play this game a lot
00:17:43and this is my strategy
00:17:45i have to get information first
00:17:48i'm gonna get to know him
00:17:49and when i realize his motive
00:17:52i'll be the mother
00:17:53that stops it
00:17:58after you people
00:18:00thank you
00:18:22how much longer is the drive there
00:18:24just ten minutes
00:18:25oh only ten minutes
00:18:27okay
00:18:31getting nervous
00:18:43it's kind of crazy that i'm back because i wasn't expecting to see muhammad
00:18:49ever again after he broke up with me
00:18:54this is a really weird turn of events
00:18:56i came here to make a relationship work with zed and build a future with him
00:19:01so to be going to casablanca right now to see muhammad it's kind of surreal
00:19:09i think i remember driving on this way to go to the mosque
00:19:14so this is starting to feel familiar
00:19:18i don't know it's like a weird feeling
00:19:21and like i know muhammad is close by so i'm getting like nervous
00:19:25like butterflies
00:19:28especially because i have my engagement ring that muhammad gave to me last year when he proposed
00:19:36i'm not sure what i'm gonna do with it
00:19:39or what the plan is with that ring
00:19:41but i do have it with me
00:19:46i know it's a little crazy that i brought the ring with me to morocco
00:19:52there was a part of me deep down that thought maybe somewhere along this trip
00:19:56maybe i would see muhammad and maybe i would have the opportunity to give it back to him or get
00:20:02some closure
00:20:04but putting this ring back on is actually i don't know it's actually bringing up some old feelings and it
00:20:11actually feels nice to have it on
00:20:16i don't know how this meeting is going to go
00:20:20i don't know if it's going to go good or if it's going to go bad
00:20:23if he's going to be nice to me
00:20:27but i think him just being willing to come and see me for lunch or coffee or whatever is a
00:20:33sign that he would be open to
00:20:37potentially starting a relationship again
00:20:45oh we're here
00:20:46oh we're here
00:20:46oh my goodness
00:20:47okay
00:20:48thank you so much
00:20:52oh my gosh
00:20:53okay
00:21:00hello
00:21:01hi
00:21:02i'm looking for a table for two
00:21:04yes here we come
00:21:07this one
00:21:08yeah
00:21:08perfect thank you so much
00:21:14my heart's racing
00:21:17i'm like feeling shaky
00:21:20like shaky good way or bad way
00:21:23shaky i'm just like feeling overwhelmed because
00:21:26all of the memories from my last trip are now replaying in my head
00:21:31so i just feel like there's a lot of things that were left unsaid
00:21:36and i really don't know what to expect
00:21:53hello
00:21:54hello
00:21:54what do you want to drink please
00:21:56um i think i'm going to wait to order until he shows up
00:21:58okay
00:21:59yeah i'll just wait
00:22:00thank you
00:22:01yeah
00:22:04i'm kind of getting nervous now
00:22:20oh
00:22:23oh wait that guy looks just like
00:22:26that looks just like him
00:22:31no
00:22:38excuse me
00:22:39hi
00:22:40um
00:22:42could i actually order a cappuccino please
00:22:44yes
00:22:44thank you
00:22:52thank you
00:22:52oh it says that moham is online
00:22:54he's read all my messages and he's online
00:23:01oh thank you so much
00:23:03that looks delicious
00:23:04thank you
00:23:07thank you
00:23:07i'm gonna call him i think
00:23:33i'm gonna call him i think
00:23:34well
00:23:35he's not answering
00:23:38okay it said no answer
00:23:40okay
00:23:54i'm starting to get annoyed now
00:24:05oh
00:24:08are you kidding me
00:24:12a fiance
00:24:15he said he has a fiance
00:24:22go under me
00:24:25stig and i had a rough few days dealing with all these rumors about him
00:24:30life is gonna be tough being the wife or girlfriend of you
00:24:36i may not have handled myself perfectly in the past
00:24:39it's got me scared
00:24:43babe
00:24:45i want you to know
00:24:59smile for the camera
00:25:04go under me
00:25:06go under me
00:25:17no
00:25:18what do you see
00:25:18a lot of
00:25:20really
00:25:22that's it
00:25:23no fish
00:25:23no fish yet
00:25:34aww my little mermaid
00:25:43It's so pretty.
00:25:44It's pretty.
00:25:46I'm glad that we finally are able to spend alone time
00:25:50because it feels like a breath of fresh air
00:25:53after all the tough stuff we went through
00:25:55and everybody getting, like, literally.
00:25:57Literally, like, the moment you said that,
00:25:59the wind just came rushing in.
00:26:01It's a sign.
00:26:03Stig and I had a rough few days
00:26:05dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:26:08It was really hard and embarrassing
00:26:10for me to have to hear about all that stuff.
00:26:12But when it comes down to it,
00:26:14I do believe that Stig has been faithful.
00:26:17And we can finally relax now
00:26:19because Aunt Spring left this morning.
00:26:22Know that we all have your back
00:26:24and we want the best for you.
00:26:25We love you.
00:26:26I know.
00:26:26And I love you, too.
00:26:27And I appreciate you being here,
00:26:29trying to help me out.
00:26:30All right.
00:26:33Have a safe flight.
00:26:34Be careful.
00:26:35All right.
00:26:36All right.
00:26:36Don't be stupid out there.
00:26:38Okay.
00:26:38All right.
00:26:40All right.
00:26:44I'm glad you were able to stick it out
00:26:47through Aunt Spring.
00:26:48I know she's a lot.
00:26:49It's okay.
00:26:50I'm just happy that things are on the up.
00:26:53Me, too.
00:26:55Life is going to be tough
00:26:57being the wife or girlfriend of you
00:27:01because you, you know,
00:27:03you have some fame.
00:27:06But I'm willing to do that for you.
00:27:08So I enjoy our time together.
00:27:10I enjoy you, your soul,
00:27:13and everything.
00:27:15So...
00:27:16I feel like when I first met you
00:27:18at the airport all over again.
00:27:19Right, when we were both nervous
00:27:20and all giggly and...
00:27:22Yeah.
00:27:24That's the moment I realized,
00:27:26yeah, this is real.
00:27:29Babe,
00:27:31I want you to know
00:27:33that I'm grateful
00:27:35to have you here in Belize,
00:27:37that you took time out,
00:27:38come all the way to my country
00:27:40to meet me.
00:27:41I'm grateful that
00:27:43you're staying by my side
00:27:44through everything.
00:27:45And every day was something new,
00:27:46good and bad,
00:27:47and all through those moments,
00:27:50like I just keep,
00:27:51like I kept on falling for you
00:27:52and falling for you.
00:27:54Right?
00:27:58We've all wanted to know
00:27:59that I love you.
00:28:07I feel like I fell in love
00:28:08on the shirt.
00:28:09Wait, for real, for real, okay?
00:28:11No, me too.
00:28:14Hello?
00:28:15Mm-hmm.
00:28:16Sure?
00:28:17Mm-hmm.
00:28:18Look at you.
00:28:19Look at you.
00:28:20Oh, my God.
00:28:21Oh, my God.
00:28:23Oh, my God.
00:28:25I said it.
00:28:26The big day.
00:28:27I said I love you
00:28:28the first time.
00:28:29Del Vivo.
00:28:32Ooh.
00:28:35And she said it back,
00:28:37which is good.
00:28:38That's a good thing.
00:28:41Over the past couple of days,
00:28:43everything that we went through
00:28:45got me scared.
00:28:46I may not have handled myself
00:28:48perfectly in the past,
00:28:49but I know for sure
00:28:50I don't want to lose the Vivo.
00:28:52That would break my heart.
00:28:55I was waiting for the right moment.
00:28:56I didn't want you to feel like I don't.
00:28:58I know you were probably
00:28:59questioning it in your mind.
00:29:00I was.
00:29:02What'd I do?
00:29:04I've definitely been waiting
00:29:05for you to say it.
00:29:08Saying I love you means a lot.
00:29:10It's a big, crucial moment
00:29:11in a relationship,
00:29:13and it's special to me.
00:29:16But at the same time,
00:29:17I have only a few more days
00:29:19left in Belize.
00:29:20So I am hoping that
00:29:22him saying I love you
00:29:23means we are closer
00:29:24to a proposal
00:29:26because I want to be engaged
00:29:28before the end of the trip.
00:29:30And I hope that's what
00:29:31he wants, too.
00:29:38I love you.
00:29:39I love you, too.
00:30:16I'm not going to have to wait.
00:30:26Is there sharks in the water?
00:30:28Could be.
00:30:29There very could be,
00:30:30but we're going to be safe.
00:30:30Way, way, way out.
00:30:32Okay.
00:30:32They don't like Americans.
00:30:34Perfect.
00:30:36I decided to book
00:30:37a surfing lesson
00:30:37for Elise and I today
00:30:38because it's Bondi.
00:30:40It's Australia.
00:30:41It's surfing.
00:30:41That's what we're known for.
00:30:44I feel like this is so ugly.
00:30:46Yeah.
00:30:47It's not the best.
00:30:51I think it'll be
00:30:51a good reset for us, too.
00:30:53You know, get in the water,
00:30:54do something active,
00:30:55you know,
00:30:55taking our mind off,
00:30:56you know,
00:30:57last night and Nat
00:30:58and me living with her
00:30:59and Elise freaking out
00:31:00this morning.
00:31:02Let's just all wash it away
00:31:03in the waves, you know?
00:31:05I don't think I'm going
00:31:06to do well, but...
00:31:08That doesn't matter.
00:31:08As long as you're having fun.
00:31:15Oh, my God.
00:31:18Woo!
00:31:20Thank you, baby.
00:31:22Josh looks
00:31:22like he's surfing.
00:31:24Catching all the waves.
00:31:26And here I look like
00:31:27a hot mess.
00:31:28Woo!
00:31:29Woo!
00:31:32Woo!
00:31:33Woo!
00:31:34I can't!
00:31:34Oh, my God!
00:31:37Woo!
00:31:39Woo!
00:31:41Woo!
00:31:42Woo!
00:31:43Woo!
00:31:43Woo!
00:31:43Have you ever taken a girl surfing?
00:31:45No, I've never taken a girl surfing,
00:31:47so that's a purse.
00:31:49Woo!
00:31:50Woo!
00:31:51Woo!
00:31:51Woo!
00:31:52Woo!
00:31:52Woo!
00:31:54Woo!
00:32:20Serve cherry popped.
00:32:24Why you get that chicken sizzle chicken burger as well. We have one of each. We'll try. Okay
00:32:33Can we get tomato and I only please like ketchup. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Wait
00:32:40So you call tomato is ketchup? Yes tomatoes ketchup. What?
00:32:46So besides what happened this morning today has been a really good day
00:32:51Thank you, and I'm happy. He's taking me out something chill something fun
00:32:56This is like what I want my Saturday nights to be like
00:33:00Wow, how do you even fight into this you have a big mouth? I'm a small mouth. Oh
00:33:05I know I swear I do yes
00:33:31I'm a mess what do you think good? I think it was great the biggest sandwich I've ever had
00:33:43What's on your mind
00:33:47I wish you'd stay longer longer mmm, I've still got another what eight days. I already don't want you to
00:33:54leave
00:33:55I don't want to leave either. I'm good. I'm glad
00:33:58What's on your mind?
00:34:01Well, I mean I I
00:34:05Believe that you have an amazing heart
00:34:08It just worries me that I feel like
00:34:12Your life's unstable like there's so many question marks like where are you gonna live the job situation like everything
00:34:19it just scares me
00:34:23Fuck she's been
00:34:25It's a year to forget for me, you know
00:34:28My son leaving, you know
00:34:31moving up far away from me
00:34:33That did rattle me and I sort of had him to look after like a lot more than I don't
00:34:39know than I do now
00:34:40Yeah, you almost felt like a part of you probably was missing so like and like I
00:34:46Took went around went about it probably in a rebellious way
00:34:53I love being a dad but recently my son and his mother and their family moved about an hour and
00:34:59a half away by plane
00:35:01It was for a better family life for them, but I took it pretty hard
00:35:06I started to spoil a bit and going out a lot to take my mind off things
00:35:11But I know I need to make a change and calm down and I've been working on myself. So at
00:35:16least there's nothing to worry about
00:35:18I've been in your position. I
00:35:22I went on a wild streak, too, and I I think I needed that to realize what I want and
00:35:29what I'm looking for and like I needed to settle down but
00:35:34What I'm really trying to get at
00:35:37I've been
00:35:39Taken advantage of in my past
00:35:42Good luck this is so bad. Can we finish this conversation in the car? Yeah, it's like
00:35:48Yeah
00:35:52Oh
00:35:55Turn on the car. I'm so cold
00:35:58I feel like we're finally like having a good conversation. I want to finish it before
00:36:04We do anything else. Yeah, yeah
00:36:07I have my family has went through the ringers with my
00:36:12Ex and like how my ex financially abused me and my family
00:36:17Yeah, that's like these question marks make me feel like it's super unstable and it's like
00:36:23Like what's gonna happen like I don't know
00:36:26You've got that final warning at work and it's like you like lied to me that you about living at
00:36:32Nats and the
00:36:33So what but like what am I like you think I'm leeching?
00:36:38That's helping you out and I've been used in the past with money like I don't know if you're gonna
00:36:42be using me for money
00:36:44Well, why would I when I'm using that?
00:36:50Oh
00:36:51It seems like you're getting so defensive with just like I'm just sick of the peppering and peppering peppering you're
00:36:55like you're flogging the same
00:36:56I'm all it's like because when I get a warning like that when you said it happened
00:37:00But now it's I still have a job. Okay, but it makes me worried that
00:37:04You could be using me. Well, how would I use you?
00:37:08I don't know if you don't have a job. What have I made you paid for when you've been here?
00:37:12It doesn't matter. I'm just okay. Well, that's stupid
00:37:17And if you think that then I would not expect anything less than you wanting to go
00:37:23So, please, please let me know because I'm not playing that again
00:37:33Don't sit there. Okay, I won't are there far. I am far out or far on the other mama
00:37:38I don't know
00:38:20What's wrong? There's some wood dust just fell into my eye after knocking
00:38:35Just sleep well
00:38:38It was a little hot
00:38:40I know I know that I'm sorry
00:38:45Waking up with Rick in the bunk bed seems like we are siblings. I don't know
00:38:52We should take a shower and go join them
00:38:57But I'm glad Rick agreed to stay in a different bed
00:39:02He's showing that he does respect my father and I like that
00:39:12So you're gonna walk out like this make sure it's not gonna fall
00:39:16I see nothing. Look, I'm all covered up
00:39:19Okay, this water is cold. Ah, you can survive
00:39:32Oh
00:39:33Ooh, baby
00:39:40Village life is definitely not the life for me and I think Trisha's family is picking up on that
00:39:48Let's go
00:39:49I'd like to think that they can also see that I'm trying
00:40:05It's fine
00:40:18It's fine
00:40:21me, and I hope they can see I am a good partner for Trish.
00:40:38They're preparing something, like for the lunch.
00:40:42Take the leaves, and that's...
00:40:45What kind of leaves are those things?
00:40:46It's cassava leaves.
00:40:48You remember when we ate somewhere on the street?
00:40:51You try it, then it's...
00:40:53Oh, no.
00:40:54The bitter ones?
00:40:56Oh, no, baby.
00:41:08Do you know how to...
00:41:12Yeah, you should have them.
00:41:13Yeah.
00:41:14Oh.
00:41:21Yo.
00:41:22Yo, man.
00:41:27I finally got one.
00:41:30I would like to cut a gun.
00:41:35I've just been learning from them.
00:41:40I don't know why we feel like the family is a poor place.
00:41:44I don't know why it is because of the people and I don't know why.
00:41:47It's a pleasure to support them.
00:41:48Like, the pleasure of you!
00:41:51As a matter of time, i don't know why this is a good place.
00:41:58The world was a good friend, and from my life, I do not want any more.
00:42:05I think I can't understand what does your decision mean.
00:42:10To my life I learn how to do things.
00:42:16I'm an abyss, and I have been椁奟ED for a long time.
00:42:21To the whole family, I don't want to know them,
00:42:24It's not that much, it's not that much, it's not that much.
00:42:55I would like to show you how to fight the struggle of the country.
00:43:04I would like to ask you all,
00:43:08and this would be a drama to enhance the struggle of the country.
00:43:16But when it comes to the struggle of the country,
00:43:30it scares me a lot because i don't know how to convince rick to have a baby
00:43:38even though he hurt me so much it's hard for me to lose rick he's a good man and i
00:43:45love him
00:43:46so much but i love my family also so if he doesn't want a child we have to break up
00:43:56and that will break
00:43:57my heart i don't want that i know plays pickleball in the evening she kayaks 30 miles with me you're
00:44:11considering yourself as best friends yeah so why didn't you fall in love with each other i don't
00:44:18have an answer for that yeah
00:44:29are you watching soccer no i used to watch tennis when i was younger but and then baseball but i
00:44:36don't
00:44:36watch any sport anymore i never understand baseball it's more fun to me than soccer
00:44:52okay it looks like we're here this is my hotel tell me right back okay okay
00:44:59oh yeah michael arrived earlier today and now he's got to go check into his hotel before we go and
00:45:08see
00:45:08more of the city i'm glad that beercon was willing to spend time with him okay i love keeping my
00:45:17enemies
00:45:18clothes i don't believe in the but at the same time i feel like beercon's trying to act like he's
00:45:28some kind of tough guy
00:45:29and i don't like that because not only do i want beercon to end up liking michael but i need
00:45:35michael
00:45:36to approve of my relationship with beercon and beercon's making that really difficult right now
00:45:43i don't think he's giving you i think he's trying really hard to be nice to you so that you
00:45:48know we
00:45:49can all kind of get along i think he's worried understandably so that you're going to make me
00:45:56choose look between you or him look i'm going to give that guy a chance nothing more i appreciate that
00:46:04honestly okay
00:46:17this is cute and cozy really nice yep it is
00:46:34so
00:46:34so this morning
00:46:37i was acting like bastard to you and you didn't respond me that way you just tried to communicate
00:46:46and i'm sorry i appreciate that and i want you to understand what is my intentions
00:46:55about this relationship and to get to know each other so i can tell everything about me because i
00:47:03i am proud of the life i live
00:47:06how much have you told him what we've talked about
00:47:09i mean like the things that you and i talked about like the debt he and i have talked about
00:47:15it
00:47:15extensively well here con tell me more about your debt
00:47:22i had three places like this coffee okay and corona hit i lost my places
00:47:32last four years everything just up
00:47:35i couldn't handle because i had no connections you couldn't find the right job
00:47:39even after i sell everything i had i had 50k debt
00:47:47okay so this isn't gambling debt then yeah exactly
00:47:52gambling is only a way for me to make money
00:47:57i get that people think about gambling is
00:48:00it is like blindly giving money but i'm not an idiot and i know the system
00:48:10when to play when to withdraw
00:48:12and you say your system earns you money yeah
00:48:19i don't see gambling being a way of surviving a source of income it's it doesn't work and gambling
00:48:26is infinitely more accessible in the states than it is in turkey we have a casino 10 minutes up the
00:48:31road
00:48:33and all he needs is a car and he's off to uh to win i guess and i'm sure laura
00:48:39would like help
00:48:39paying the rent rather than supporting him i don't want to speak ill of a man that she likes
00:48:47but i i can't see it i just i don't see it working so i'd like to ask another question
00:48:54i'm just kind of curious laura you get up at 4 a.m and you're calling you going to bed
00:48:58at
00:48:594 a.m how is this going to work yeah laura i know loves to work out at 4 a
00:49:05.m and has done
00:49:06wonders for her she plays pickleball in the evening she kayaks 30 miles with me well you guys have your
00:49:13system there uh i will try to involve every part of her life the recommendation is that you marry
00:49:22your best friend usually your best friend is someone that you spend time with all the time you have
00:49:27the same interests you you want to be with each other right okay i'm gonna ask just one question
00:49:37you're considering yourself as best friends yeah so why didn't you fall in love with each other
00:49:50why don't you fall in love with each other
00:49:56i don't have an answer for that
00:49:59yeah
00:50:06i don't even know how to respond because there's more to my romantic history with michael
00:50:14than what i've told beercon so two people no answers but you should know that i will fight
00:50:27and nothing can over this relationship you should know that
00:50:36i'm so hungry
00:50:39you have pregnancy cravings maybe i haven't gotten my period yet
00:50:46how would you feel if i was
00:50:50uncle please please sir i love her with all my hats
00:50:57what's in the world bro what's your little king
00:51:00i'm lying and we know the consequences
00:51:06what's in the world bro i can't tell her
00:51:17what happened today
00:51:20you made this one
00:51:21what is she doing she's doing all right
00:51:25okay
00:51:26i just can't get enough
00:51:31Oh, I got it, it's falling in my blood, I just can't get it hard.
00:51:41You're here, guys.
00:51:44We only have a few days left, sadly, but we deserve an actual nice getaway.
00:51:51Welcome to Cassia Hill.
00:51:52My name is Marisol.
00:51:53Nice to meet you, Marisol.
00:51:54I'm hoping that the rest of the trip is not like the first half or more than a half.
00:51:59So, I've arranged a beautiful romantic getaway in San Ignacio.
00:52:06So pretty.
00:52:08Love all the trees.
00:52:10San Ignacio, the west side is amazing.
00:52:13The scenery is beautiful, it's like a jungle.
00:52:16Don't get me wrong, I love the beach, but this is really pretty, too.
00:52:20I'm in love with her, and I'm excited about the future.
00:52:26Wow.
00:52:28Here you go.
00:52:29What do you like?
00:52:30Yes.
00:52:32Aww.
00:52:32Flowers.
00:52:33So romantic.
00:52:37I assume you said that.
00:52:39Anything for you.
00:52:41Okay, babe.
00:52:42Next one is deep now.
00:52:43Ready?
00:52:44Yes.
00:52:44Yes.
00:52:53Belize is very diverse.
00:52:55It's a melting pot.
00:52:56So, since we're in San Ignacio, I want to take Aviva to one of these small little villages to see
00:53:01the Mayan culture.
00:53:03I'm not Maya, right?
00:53:05But as a Belizean, we are very, very proud of the rich Mayan history in this town.
00:53:09So, I signed made Aviva up for a cooking class, making some Mayan food.
00:53:15Hi, good afternoon.
00:53:17Welcome to our kitchen.
00:53:18I'm Stig.
00:53:19Nice to meet you.
00:53:21So, we are here in the Mayan kitchen.
00:53:23And over here, we have the corn.
00:53:26The corn is the main staple for the Mayas.
00:53:30There was no wheat.
00:53:31There was only corn.
00:53:32And this stone here, it's been used for over 500 years for grinding the corn.
00:53:38Okay?
00:53:38We press it, and then it breaks.
00:53:43So, that is how we start making masa.
00:53:46You can come over.
00:53:51I miss you, babe.
00:53:57Okay.
00:54:00Yes.
00:54:02Exactly.
00:54:03I let you to grind the corn here, and I'll go get the other things that we need for the
00:54:09meal.
00:54:09Okay?
00:54:10Enjoy.
00:54:13You want to try?
00:54:14Let me try with you.
00:54:15Okay.
00:54:16Teamwork makes the dream work, babe.
00:54:18Ah, you're going to try.
00:54:19Oh, you're sorry.
00:54:22My little chef.
00:54:30This is kind of turning me on.
00:54:33Oh!
00:54:34Babe!
00:54:36Oh!
00:54:38Babe, I think it's doing all that.
00:54:39Okay, I think it's done.
00:54:40Yeah.
00:54:41Oh.
00:54:45Come, come, come.
00:54:47I did not know.
00:54:49Rolling so kind of tortilla could be sexy.
00:54:52Yeah, yeah.
00:54:54My girl in front of me, rolling the little corn, making tortillas, and I'm moving right on.
00:54:59Right on the down.
00:55:01You know?
00:55:02What?
00:55:03Okay, so we have the dough here.
00:55:05As I press, I turn it.
00:55:07And this is where we will be making our tortillas.
00:55:10This is a clay comal.
00:55:12Perfect.
00:55:14All right.
00:55:15Let me know how it tastes.
00:55:19Mmm.
00:55:20Mmm.
00:55:21Really good.
00:55:22Okay, over here.
00:55:24We have the roasted chicken.
00:55:25Oh, my gosh.
00:55:26That looks so good.
00:55:30Babe, this is great.
00:55:33Mm-hmm.
00:55:33Mm-hmm.
00:55:33I never tried this.
00:55:36You never tried it?
00:55:37Nope.
00:55:38But the meat, you tried the meat?
00:55:40Mm-hmm.
00:55:40You could taste the smoke from the fire.
00:55:41From the fire, yeah.
00:55:42Yeah.
00:55:43It was super fun.
00:55:44I know.
00:55:45Mm-hmm.
00:55:45You think you could do this by yourself?
00:55:47Without help?
00:55:48Yeah.
00:55:49You remember all the steps?
00:55:51Mm-hmm.
00:55:52I'm so hungry.
00:55:54Mm-hmm.
00:55:55Them pregnancy clearance?
00:55:58Mm-hmm.
00:56:00Maybe.
00:56:02Mm-hmm.
00:56:03It's possible.
00:56:04Mm-hmm.
00:56:08Babe, when is your period due?
00:56:15I'm not really sure, because it's super irregular.
00:56:18But it's usually around this time.
00:56:22Even though we started using protection since we left San Pedro,
00:56:26we had plenty of sex without a condom the first few days I got here.
00:56:31And I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:56:34It is scary thinking I could be pregnant,
00:56:36but it is what I was hoping for,
00:56:39and it's what we discussed before I got here.
00:56:41So maybe it's a good thing.
00:56:43You want to take a test?
00:56:47I think we should.
00:56:49Because I don't want you to just go back and be like,
00:56:52hey, I'm pregnant.
00:56:53Like, I just want to know.
00:56:56How would you feel if I was?
00:57:00Honestly?
00:57:02Excited.
00:57:04For real, if you were pregnant...
00:57:05Would you be excited?
00:57:05Yes, I would.
00:57:07Really?
00:57:08What happened?
00:57:09You wanted to use condoms, and now you'd be excited.
00:57:11You changed your mind?
00:57:12Again?
00:57:14Honestly, thinking about everything.
00:57:16I want a future with you.
00:57:18We're thinking about the future.
00:57:19Hmm.
00:57:21I'd be happy, and I know we could figure it out.
00:57:25So, should we pick up a test on the way back to the room?
00:57:29Maybe we should, yes.
00:57:30Ah!
00:57:31I know, right?
00:57:32Nervous.
00:57:37I mean, it could change our entire lives.
00:57:42There's a chance that I could actually be pregnant.
00:57:46So, we definitely have a lot to figure out.
00:57:48It is a big risk that we took, but I do take it very, very serious.
00:57:54Yeah.
00:58:08He said, leave me alone.
00:58:09I don't want to see you anymore.
00:58:10I have a fianc茅.
00:58:12What the ****?
00:58:29What the ****?
00:58:30Well...
00:58:34What the ****?
00:58:36If he had a fianc茅, then why did he tell me to come here yesterday?
00:58:41He literally called me and said he wanted to see me, asked if I was there.
00:58:47He said, I don't want to hear from you anymore.
00:58:52I'm so done.
00:58:53I'm done.
00:58:57I'm **** done.
00:58:59Everything about this trip has been ****.
00:59:05Like, it's just a waste of my time.
00:59:06He made me come all the way down here.
00:59:08He invited me to Casablanca just to tell me he has a fianc茅.
00:59:13Like, what the ****?
00:59:14Then why did you make me come here?
00:59:24I'm just so done with these pieces of ****, man.
00:59:26And I just, I deserve better than that.
00:59:28Like, how dare he dump me and leave me alone in the desert?
00:59:32Mohammed standing me up.
00:59:34Like, I'm just so over it.
00:59:36Such a waste of my money.
00:59:37Such a waste of everything.
00:59:39Mohammed can go **** himself.
00:59:41And like, how does, how does Mohammed get engaged?
00:59:45I'm still single, but Mohammed is engaged.
00:59:48In what world?
00:59:50Literally in what world?
00:59:52I wish she's fianc茅 luck.
00:59:54Because I know she's probably going bankrupt with all the money she's sending him.
00:59:58Everything she's doing to support him.
01:00:00All the gifts for him and his family.
01:00:02Because that's exactly what happened to me.
01:00:04So I honestly wish her **** luck.
01:00:06And **** him.
01:00:06**** him.
01:00:07**** the Ed.
01:00:08**** Mohammed.
01:00:09**** both of them.
01:00:11I was not meant to find love here.
01:00:30I know someone's going to meet me and someone's going to love me.
01:00:33And someone's going to appreciate everything that I do and the person that I am.
01:00:39I just want to go home now.
01:00:45**** this ring.
01:00:47And **** everything that it represented.
01:00:52Because I don't need it anymore.
01:00:55And I will find love somewhere else.
01:00:58I'm done.
01:01:00Ah!
01:01:19So give us the tea. What's going on?
01:01:23I've caught him in a few lies.
01:01:25He's actually living with this girl.
01:01:28Rent free.
01:01:29I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:01:31I think you should slow your roll and judge laughs.
01:01:35She said that she'd be scared that I might take advantage of her.
01:01:38Like she's been taking advantage of her past.
01:01:40It's just emasculating.
01:01:41Like it just pisses me off.
01:01:43You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker or?
01:01:48We used to talk late every night.
01:01:53Till it felt like something wasn't right.
01:01:57When you got caught waiting on the other line.
01:02:03Oh.
01:02:04Joshy.
01:02:06Hi brother.
01:02:07How are you?
01:02:07Yeah.
01:02:07Good.
01:02:08What's going on?
01:02:09What's happening?
01:02:10We're just in time for his terrible work.
01:02:18Where's Elise?
01:02:20She's back in the apartment.
01:02:22What? Cranky?
01:02:23Been a bit of a quiet day.
01:02:29It is such a mess in here.
01:02:34Where's Josh?
01:02:35I don't know.
01:02:37I think he might be working out with Chris.
01:02:39It was last night a little rough.
01:02:41Yeah.
01:02:42We slept in different rooms.
01:02:44Didn't have sex.
01:02:46Didn't speak.
01:02:49I'm just going to take a little breather here and try and clear my head.
01:02:55Last night, I wanted to explain to Joshua about me getting used in my past.
01:03:00And like just wanting to open up and gauge where he is financially.
01:03:03But he just got like really defensive and we didn't really get anywhere productive in the conversation.
01:03:09I could tell that he was pretty offended.
01:03:12But I don't know him 100%.
01:03:14So it gives me a right to ask questions and make sure that he doesn't use people for money.
01:03:22Hi.
01:03:22Hi, how are you?
01:03:23Can I please order the mile high?
01:03:25Yeah, of course.
01:03:26I'm looking for stability and right now his life is completely unstable.
01:03:31And that scares me to death because I've been here before.
01:03:37When I was 19, I met the love of my life.
01:03:40He was like really funny and smart and athletic and charming.
01:03:47He genuinely treated me like a queen.
01:03:51I loved him so much.
01:03:53Sometimes I was a bitch, but like I've always loved him.
01:03:58I moved to Florida with him.
01:04:00We got engaged and I was like so excited about my future and like getting married and having kids.
01:04:07And one morning I woke up and my life was completely shattered, like completely shattered and he was gone.
01:04:17He passed away from struggles that I had no idea about.
01:04:28It broke me and it was so scary and hard at such a young age.
01:04:32I had just got to Florida and I just got engaged and I thought like my forever was gone, you
01:04:38know?
01:04:40And it made me not be able to trust anyone ever again.
01:04:46And now with Josh, between the lies and the instability, it's just super scary.
01:04:58Hi, Pumpkin.
01:05:00Hi, Dad.
01:05:01Hi, Mom.
01:05:03I miss you guys.
01:05:04You're my little kangaroo.
01:05:07I haven't seen a kangaroo yet, but I'm still hoping I get to see one.
01:05:11Give us the tea. What's going on?
01:05:13I mean, overall it's been really good.
01:05:17And I really like him.
01:05:18Like we have this insane connection, but I'm very worried about his finances.
01:05:24And I've caught him in a few lies about his living situation.
01:05:32What do you think he's lying about?
01:05:35He told me he was living with his parents, but right now he's actually living with this girl named Nat.
01:05:45Oh.
01:05:52We got heated in the car.
01:05:54Just about the whole, you know, her calling me a liar and saying Nat's got a financial hold on me.
01:05:59You know, when she really doesn't, like she offered me a place to stay, right?
01:06:04I think there's something there that's sort of, you know, I don't think she'll be able to get past, you
01:06:10know?
01:06:11Maybe the-
01:06:11Is this Nat? Is that the thing she might be able to do?
01:06:13There's something there.
01:06:15Maybe the closeness of it, you know?
01:06:17But yeah, she's jealous.
01:06:20I feel like she's being a bit insecure and she has no reason to be.
01:06:24I hate jealousy in a relationship.
01:06:26It aided me last relationship, so it really wore me down.
01:06:29It really made me miserable.
01:06:30I don't want to go through that again.
01:06:32And I don't think I'm unreasonable in asking for that.
01:06:36I'm not jealous of her.
01:06:38I don't think there's sexual chemistry.
01:06:40What I am pissed about is that there's an emotional connection.
01:06:43There's something going on.
01:06:44He told me he's living there rent-free.
01:06:47I think she has a financial choke hold on him like no other because-
01:06:51I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:06:55Then what about if he uses me for money?
01:06:58You know, I hear what you're saying, but it's a little early to say that.
01:07:02You just met him.
01:07:03You don't even know the facts.
01:07:04We know you look for more negatives.
01:07:08I'd like to hear, like, the other stuff about him.
01:07:12He's such a nice person.
01:07:14Like, he really has a huge heart.
01:07:16And you can see that, like, he genuinely likes me.
01:07:19Like, he made me his background on his phone.
01:07:22He did.
01:07:22Okay, well, that's fair.
01:07:23Did you push him to do that?
01:07:25No, I did not.
01:07:26You sure?
01:07:27I'm trying to get cool, calm and collected here.
01:07:28I swear.
01:07:29All right, we don't really sound that cool, calm and collected when you use words like,
01:07:32I caught him in a lie.
01:07:34You know, this, that, the other thing.
01:07:36I think you should slow your roll and discover more and judge less.
01:07:40You know what you're going to do is push him back.
01:07:43He's not going to even want to open up or tell you his thoughts or how he's feeling to you
01:07:48because he's afraid that you're going to, you know, hurt him or trigger him.
01:07:53And interrogate him.
01:07:54Interrogate or accuse him.
01:07:58I'm actually shocked that my parents are being so positive about Josh considering everything that's happened.
01:08:05I mean, maybe I pushed him a little bit too much last night.
01:08:08I do have a habit of comparing him to my exes or my past relationships and maybe that is something
01:08:13I need to work on.
01:08:15But I still feel like in my gut, something's not right.
01:08:23Some of the, some of the way she's, some of the things she says is just like, they cut me
01:08:27deep.
01:08:27It's, um, when she said that she'd be scared that I might, you know, sort of take advantage of it,
01:08:32like she's been taking advantage of it in the past.
01:08:35It's just emasculating, like, just the way she says it, you know, just pisses me off.
01:08:39It's, it's getting to the point where just constantly like I'm a punching bag.
01:08:45You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker or?
01:08:48Possibly.
01:08:52You can't just deal with that for the next God knows how long.
01:08:58I feel like, you know, she's, she's projecting her past relationships onto me and, um, it makes me angry and
01:09:04upset that she thinks I would use her for money.
01:09:06She's attacking my integrity.
01:09:09Elisa's poking and prodding and refusing to believe me.
01:09:13No matter what I say, it's never enough.
01:09:16I don't want to be in a relationship like that.
01:09:23I am begging for your forgiveness.
01:09:25Because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:09:28Forgiveness, forgiveness. How many times have I ever forgive you?
01:09:30I would do whatever you suggest to make this work.
01:09:36I am not making this work like that.
01:09:38No matter what, I am.
01:09:48It's okay, it's okay.
01:10:02this crying can not solve the problem no sir lisa you always a sheer crocodile tears
01:10:10you say one thing and do another thing uncle you know you're my header
01:10:18she's a woman i love and i want to marry her
01:10:27what do i tell my people at home what do i tell them at home i cannot change the past
01:10:33i have made
01:10:35lots of mistakes in the past but that is not who i am anymore i won't face any consequence that
01:10:42must
01:10:42be faced um daniel is the man i'm supposed to be with i won't leave it without daniel
01:10:58tomorrow you may go back to your vomit that's my work tomorrow i may hear another story
01:11:07no no i can promise you i'm done lying i am done hiding truths
01:11:14this is it that's why you are here so i can tell you everything
01:11:19and beg forgiveness uncle uncle i'm not god no you're not i'm not going for your forgiveness
01:11:27because i did not mean to lie to you every time forgiveness forgiveness how many times i will
01:11:31forgive you i won't do it again i will do whatever you suggest to make this work
01:11:45uncle please please sir i love her with all my hats i've never bring a woman to my family to
01:11:52you or my
01:11:53dad i want to spend the rest of my life with her i can go on my knees please um
01:12:02is there a way we can
01:12:04solve this please if there's a way please help
01:12:14do you insist in marrying here huh that's what i want please sir please
01:12:22i'm not the thief please i think you know that i know sir it's not within my powers
01:12:27to forgive a sort of abominable act because of this has mistakes we have to consult the spiritual
01:12:36leaders and the elders and they will be the ones to tell if the marriage will hold or not but
01:12:45my uncle
01:12:46have to be willing to go talk to them i feel nervous because as it stands now i don't know
01:12:53what my uncle
01:12:53is going to do what is going to do what is going to do what is going to do and
01:13:00you know the consequences
01:13:03yes
01:13:03you know
01:13:20i'm going to go and seek advice from the elders chief priests
01:13:49i'm so relieved that uncle is willing to take it to the next step
01:13:56but meeting with the priest and elders what if they don't accept me and daniel being together
01:14:01what if nothing i do makes my lies better i only have one more day in nigeria and i want
01:14:09to leave
01:14:09here knowing that daniel and i can get married i'm so scared because i feel like i have no control
01:14:15over what's going to happen
01:14:21you know when laura told me more about you i was concerned he gambles he's got zette
01:14:26this guy's a zedby just be honest tell me you love her
01:14:50good morning
01:14:52good morning do you have laundry you want me to do nope i'm good are you sure i washed yeah
01:14:58you did your
01:14:59own yeah oh okay things were a bit awkward after our conversation at the shisha bar michael was
01:15:08pretty jet-lagged so we dropped him back off at his hotel and before we parted ways beercon suggested
01:15:15that he and michael hang out today on their own without me and michael agreed
01:15:21so what are you gonna do today like what are you planning on talking to him about time will tell
01:15:27and i can tell you before i got there and we're gonna play some pool
01:15:34i wish i could go yep but sorry not gonna happen you get the chance to one-on-one talk
01:15:41with him
01:15:43now it's my chance i'm getting to know him at least i can do for you
01:15:52on the one hand i'm kind of glad that beercon's reaching out to michael and actually trying to
01:15:58have some conversation with him he's one of the most important people in my life so i'm hoping that they
01:16:06can find some common ground for my sake and then beercon will realize that he doesn't really have
01:16:13anything to worry about okay your body is waiting but i'm concerned that there's actually an underlying
01:16:22motive and that maybe he's trying to figure out more about my relationship with michael have fun be
01:16:29careful okay
01:16:30i haven't played pool in years yeah as a practice
01:16:48what is your thoughts about turkey are you enjoying i am actually very nice morning very sunny but
01:16:55i'm glad we're meeting one on one yeah
01:16:59yesterday i asked laura and michael why aren't they in a relationship and they both couldn't answer
01:17:08makes me suspicious maybe something is going on between them
01:17:17i don't think laura will ever tell me the whole truth that's why i need to talk to michael alone
01:17:26i want to know everything
01:17:31show off yeah
01:17:33happens
01:17:37so i had some time to think yesterday after i got back to my hotel what are your thoughts you
01:17:44know
01:17:44when laura told me more about you i was concerned i was concerned that i don't know i was concerned
01:17:51that maybe you had ill intentions i didn't know you i'm like he gambles he's got that this guy's a
01:17:57deadbeat
01:17:59i get it i don't know i get the point
01:18:05you care about her that's why you flew all the way down here am i right
01:18:11i'm right if you want something just go for it you don't have to play games
01:18:23tell me you love her
01:18:26just be honest our guy time come on be honest
01:18:36i mean i've known her a year and a half man yeah i was in love with her i would
01:18:41have made a move
01:18:46yeah you did no she wouldn't be here with you if i made a move
01:18:53dude you made a move you blow it no no no no no no laura made a move on me
01:19:00a very strong move on me one that you do not misunderstand
01:19:06and i told her i'm sorry i cannot reciprocate i cannot give that back to you
01:19:13she made a move she made a move on me it was long before she met you buddy she made
01:19:19a move on me
01:19:21so i have said no and i will continue to say no because that opportunity was there and i chose
01:19:27not
01:19:34to take it she never mentioned this before
01:19:39and that is the real problem and the problem is not because of you the problem is because of her
01:19:55i wasn't expecting that
01:19:59i am thinking about sharing my life and you are keeping secrets from me
01:20:06this is betrayal and that leads me this question am i an alternative because she couldn't get what she
01:20:19wanted
01:20:19your car i hope you understand it isn't my intent to to throw a wrench as we say into your
01:20:24relationship
01:20:25because i want you to understand that i'm not here to threaten you i'm not here to pursue laura and
01:20:31take her away from you the point is michael i believe you that is the hard part i believe you
01:20:40and i
01:20:40don't believe laura anymore my trust is broken right now there is one secret that will be probably more
01:20:52and this this is more than a lie this is an intentional deception she kept something from me
01:21:00and i don't know what is it gonna be in the future or is there gonna be a future
01:21:13next time on before the 90 days last night was more sloppy
01:21:20than i thought it would be i am not a virgin anymore it's way better than what i thought okay
01:21:25me and
01:21:26my hand i'm sorry we're gonna have to break up how would you rate me one to ten
01:21:34i'm about to take this pregnancy test should we get it over with aviva is really hoping that she's
01:21:40pregnant but if she's not i'd be a little relief
01:21:47babe oh my god
01:21:51so much has happened in the last couple days i think this has shown me i just want something different
01:21:58before i leave morocco there's just one last thing that i need to take care of
01:22:06you know i'm gonna have kids my mom she lives i was just one years old i know how important
01:22:13it is
01:22:13to trish and her family but i think the best solution is to ask her dad for more time i
01:22:20love trisha very
01:22:21very very much the chief priest says we have to do a cleansing in his shrine are you sure this
01:22:38is
01:22:38the right way he can say that i can't be cleansed and i will lose daniel forever
01:22:56josh hasn't been transparent the nat situation has not cleared up and that's lingering over us
01:23:01i need to figure out once and for all what is going on you guys are emotionally tied yeah absolutely
01:23:09so why
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