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00:18:25May I ask, do you really remember me?
00:18:32Oh, I'm featured right now, am I?
00:18:34That's actually pretty cool.
00:18:40Welcome everyone who's watching from the front page.
00:18:51Damn, really? Is there really 1600?
00:18:55Alright, welcome everyone.
00:19:00I've been doing a lot of soul searching over the last several years.
00:19:05And it led me back to the point where I wanted to sink my life into Breath of the Wild
00:19:10and stream it.
00:19:35What do you do for a living?
00:19:38And feel free to not answer any of this, obviously.
00:19:48Oh golly gosh, I don't even know your name is Alex.
00:19:54Now I know.
00:19:59I'm from another galaxy.
00:20:02Ah no, I live alone.
00:20:04I kind of like to have my own space.
00:20:06But also, if I'm alone, then it's lonely.
00:20:15Well, I should probably go to sleep.
00:20:18Oh you just got home, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:20:22I gotta go to bed, I have to.
00:20:26I guess I kind of stream so that sometimes I am part of people's daily routine.
00:20:31It's kind of cool to have people tuning in regularly and kind of coming along the journey with me.
00:20:39Peace out, goodbye.
00:20:43I bet you can bowspin to do that.
00:20:45But bowspinning also doesn't get as many hits, so you need more stamina.
00:20:48So...
00:20:50Narcy, what's up?
00:20:52Sitting stable at like 10 plus viewers, it's just like, it's fucking amazing.
00:20:57Like seriously, like...
00:20:59It means, it really means so much to me that you guys fucking like...
00:21:04Come around to watch me be bad at games.
00:21:06If I could have any pet, it would be either a skunk or a bat.
00:21:13Katarina says...
00:21:18I'm D-girl, I like your username.
00:21:21D stands for dick and to death to your foes.
00:21:24D-girl, have you ever had soylent?
00:21:27It tastes really good.
00:21:29I'll go to bed for noxing on a lot of things, but not for that fucking soylent shit.
00:21:35What was that on the ground?
00:21:36Was that like a nut or something?
00:21:40Or should I say nut?
00:21:42Nut.
00:21:43Nut.
00:21:44This is the way I am to people I like.
00:21:46So if I'm giving you shit, it's probably because I like you.
00:22:03I really love the people here, honestly.
00:22:06Not to get all like soppy and shit.
00:22:09I'm getting a little emotional.
00:22:11This is magical.
00:22:13This is magical.
00:22:13Oh my god, there's a star.
00:22:20They're gobstoppers.
00:22:27D-girl, will you be my D-girlfriend?
00:22:47D-girl, I've been thinking about you being here.
00:23:11I like the view up here.
00:23:13I feel like I'm in a high point of my life suddenly.
00:23:16And I think this game is partially to thank for that.
00:23:23Someone chopped down a tree and like launched it super far, but then Link pulls the paraglider
00:23:30and it actually maintains the momentum from the ragdoll physics.
00:23:34And I'm like, oh my god.
00:23:44Okay, like look at this tree, right?
00:23:50This looks bad actually.
00:23:51This one right here, this one.
00:24:11Ah, dammit.
00:24:13I guess we want to go more this way.
00:24:22Hey here, sister.
00:24:24Hi, my darling.
00:24:32All right, sweetheart.
00:24:35Hang in there, I love ya.
00:24:37Call me when you're free, bye.
00:24:50Wait, why?
00:24:54Alright, this is doable I think, we can do this, let's fucking go, now that's what I
00:25:03call speedrunning. She just started a run, let's go. I'm disrupting speedrunning much like
00:25:10I did in 2011. I want to be the single greatest player of this game. 9 hours and 38 minutes.
00:25:175-0-4-11. 3-51-50 now. There's a whole journey to it, there's the magic to it, the
00:25:23streams.
00:25:24Learning and improving, keeping people company during lonely nights.
00:25:46I can't get up this, it's too high up, but I think I can jump it with this. You take
00:25:50a bomb, you place the bomb, then it's like shield, backflip and detonate, forward air jump, shield
00:25:58surf, paraglider, and then you climb up the wall. And you do it all really fast and accurately,
00:26:05so let me try. It's like... Wait, it's hard to do. Oh my god, come on.
00:26:21Come on, why didn't that work though? What the fuck? I started today feeling very adequate,
00:26:27and now I feel like kind of inadequate. It's okay, it's okay for me to be a mess on stream,
00:26:36sometimes, it's okay. I have self-image issues, like a lot.
00:26:43Being trans, you walk this fine line between being like, a goddess and a monster.
00:26:55It's hard for me to explain this, but sometimes it feels like I am really not enough, or I'm
00:27:07not enough, or I'm not like where I want to be with myself. I don't want to feel like I'm
00:27:12like this.
00:28:02a group of people showed up, and we're like, we're with something, we're looking for Jake, for people who are
00:28:09having trouble. And then I said, I'm not Jake. And then I said, well, what are you doing?
00:28:12What's your name? And then I was like, if you don't know my name, then go away. And then they're
00:28:20like, okay, but can we leave a card? And I'm like, okay, fine.
00:28:27Mental health crisis services. I wish I asked them more questions. Like, how the fuck, like, why are you here?
00:28:52I need a fucking cloud of bed.
00:29:07Take care.
00:29:19I need a fucking cloud of bed.
00:29:20Bye bye.
00:29:20Bye bye.
00:29:21Bye bye.
00:29:30Bye bye.
00:29:40I don't know.
00:30:30I think I've been very desperate for any attention and thus the people who show me negative
00:30:36attention.
00:30:37I seek it out.
00:30:40I've read more hate than you can imagine.
00:30:43I've read thousands and thousands of hate messages towards me.
00:30:49Kill trans people.
00:30:50Kill these freaks.
00:30:53Cosmo's not my name.
00:30:54My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:56My name isn't Cosmo.
00:30:57My name is Narcissa.
00:30:59All this transphobic shit.
00:31:01I feel like I started to internalize some of that shit.
00:31:03I'm watching this stream right now and it involves a swarm and kill themselves.
00:31:07Don't be surprised when you find Cosmo there.
00:31:09Our systems are fucked in the head.
00:31:11Sign ways of rejection.
00:31:12All ways of resistance.
00:31:14End.
00:31:17People reacted really negatively to anything that was apparently some sort of weakness.
00:31:22So I fucking blew up the weaknesses.
00:31:24I pressed myself up against the wall and did some crazy shit.
00:31:28Please support me please.
00:31:31Flush all your credibility and dignity down the toilet.
00:31:33Okay would you shut up?
00:31:35Maybe I've caused a little damage.
00:31:37Certainly other people have caused some damage to me.
00:31:39It's like I want to respond to all their comments.
00:31:42What's going on in your life on the other side of the screen?
00:31:44Another fucking coward.
00:31:46Goodbye.
00:31:47You are coming into random people's chats being a bigot.
00:31:50Being a total piece of shit.
00:31:55I complain about people being negative towards me.
00:32:01You talking shit about me on YouTube not even a week ago.
00:32:12Then it causes another whole group of negativity to spawn off of that.
00:32:19I can almost beat these people into spreading my image all over the place.
00:32:24Even though it's really negative.
00:32:31I'm so lost.
00:32:34How do I navigate this fucking online experience?
00:32:55I've been a little bit emotional lately.
00:32:58It's great to be emotional and it's great to be deep and aware what you are of the world and
00:33:05everything.
00:33:06But mostly you shouldn't be crying a lot.
00:33:10I know, I know.
00:33:12Yeah.
00:33:20I should probably be calling more often.
00:33:31Yeah, I know.
00:33:33That's all I do is think about you every day.
00:33:36Bye bye.
00:33:37Bye bye.
00:33:39Let's just drink all of our sorrows away.
00:33:58I feel like I'm in a mental rut.
00:34:01I'm never gonna pull myself out of it.
00:34:07Okay.
00:34:09If anyone in my chat is like a counselor or a therapist dealing with people who have depression.
00:34:17Let's have a conversation publicly.
00:34:21Twitch must be my all and my everything.
00:34:25It must be.
00:34:27It has to be public.
00:34:30No, stop doubting the power of the internet.
00:34:42I feel isolated.
00:34:44I feel it.
00:34:47I feel really lonely.
00:34:49I don't feel like I have friends.
00:34:53I think that I don't know how to be friends with people.
00:34:56Me interacting with people IRL is like me being really shy and closed.
00:35:03And then like having trouble connecting.
00:35:06That's my experience.
00:35:13I have this queen sized bed.
00:35:16It's like all I want to do is like roll around with someone.
00:35:22I just don't.
00:35:27I'm just alone.
00:35:29I just don't.
00:35:30I'm just alone.
00:35:44Alright.
00:35:50This is so funny.
00:35:56Oh my God.
00:35:58And I do.
00:35:58Oh my God.
00:36:00Why?
00:36:03Jesus, too much is happening right now.
00:36:07Okay.
00:36:09Voice chat with me right now.
00:36:15It's ringing.
00:36:16It's ringing.
00:36:17Hi.
00:36:18I dunno.
00:36:19Like, what are you doing?
00:36:19feel we are right now? I feel not alone right now. Yeah. I feel like I'm sharing my time and
00:36:25space
00:36:26with you. Yeah, but I don't- I don't get to like wake up next to you and shit. That's
00:36:30almost not
00:36:30even dis- okay like look there's like physical into this. It is absolutely dis- okay it is, it
00:36:35is, it is.
00:36:37It bums me out, man. Let's go with my guitar.
00:36:47It bums me out, it bums me out. Yeah, this is beautiful. It bums me out, your voice is so
00:37:04beautiful.
00:37:05It bums me out, it bums me out. And if I could be in your apartment, and you could be
00:37:19in Southern
00:37:21California. All time. All time.
00:37:39Three, two, one, go!
00:37:45It's me. It's d-girl.
00:37:49This is only our first date, come on. You gotta fucking take it slow.
00:37:54I opened up Narcy's fridge, it is only Soylent, and then a fucking jar of peanut butter. I- I
00:38:04died
00:38:04the moment I opened it. It's- it- it tastes like fucking mold. So she keeps her room dark.
00:38:14Fucking garbage bags in the window. It's like, it's kind of a nightmare.
00:38:19I'm- I'm gonna be nesting so fucking hard.
00:38:23Nesting. We're gonna upgrade so much shit in your apartment.
00:38:26That's okay. I'll fucking upgrade it.
00:38:30Damn!
00:38:32All right, if you want me to like, one minute streak.
00:38:34Yeah.
00:38:35For sure.
00:38:36Thank you for tuning in. I'll see you later.
00:38:49We've been improving my place, basically.
00:38:51Yeah, I- I'm trying to make her have a apartment like an adult.
00:38:56I'm actually like, super hungry suddenly.
00:38:57I want some pizza now.
00:38:59We can just get it.
00:39:01But-
00:39:01But-
00:39:01All right, you're fucking like-
00:39:02We need to like, end this stream.
00:39:03No, do more- do another attack.
00:39:08Right here.
00:39:09I'll be right back when I get Chisa.
00:39:14That's been good.
00:39:15There's this person there with me and like, I'm not being like, harshly judged and like,
00:39:21we're like, doing cool shit and like, improving things.
00:39:24And it just felt really like- I felt like this bond and it was really fucking good.
00:39:29And I just started like, crying really hard.
00:39:30And it was like, incredibly fucking like- it felt almost like, therapeutic.
00:39:34It felt like, extremely good.
00:39:36I think she's back.
00:39:38Cool.
00:39:42Hey.
00:39:43Hey.
00:39:44Cool.
00:39:46How are you just going?
00:39:48Um, I still haven't left the plateau.
00:39:52I'm about to start another one, I guess.
00:39:54Although I could use a slice.
00:39:56I could use a slice.
00:39:57Super tempered slice for you.
00:39:59Okay, we're going back to IRL.
00:40:06We'll be right back next week.
00:40:07Yeah.
00:40:24How have you guys been in the shoot?
00:40:25Nice.
00:40:27Nice.
00:40:28Yeah.steman
00:40:33would be a good price for you. Canta
00:40:33my date to date. And if
00:41:27Right back in it.
00:41:28Let's go.
00:41:29One.
00:41:30Come on.
00:41:31This is the run.
00:41:37Yes, first try.
00:41:42We're heading to the airport later tonight.
00:41:45And that'll be the end of our five-day vacation.
00:41:49Squeezing every last possible second out of the day, Narcy.
00:41:54Yes, this is world record pace.
00:41:57Adrenaline pumping through my veins.
00:41:59Holy shit.
00:42:11Oh my fucking god, no.
00:42:15I think I just lost one minute.
00:42:21I failed the tree launches every fucking run lately.
00:42:23I don't understand why.
00:42:25Still a minute ahead.
00:42:38I staced it too early.
00:42:40So it didn't go.
00:42:42It wasn't disconnected from the bottom yet.
00:42:45I'm so bummed.
00:42:47Like, what the fuck?
00:42:48Okay, it's over.
00:42:49It's actually over.
00:42:50I'm so fucking sad.
00:42:51That's it.
00:42:51Like, there's no more.
00:42:52No Molly's Gale.
00:42:53That's it.
00:42:53I could have had it and I didn't get it.
00:42:55It's over.
00:42:57The run's over.
00:43:03It's time to go.
00:44:02It's time to go.
00:44:18Okay, I'll use those to play games or something.
00:44:20I don't know.
00:44:21How's life for everybody?
00:44:24I missed you too.
00:44:27But it's been replaced by missing Narcy even more.
00:44:31Like, I really like her.
00:44:33So nice.
00:44:36The line is it was a gaycation, but we just haven't gotten around.
00:44:42We haven't, like, hammered out shit.
00:45:06What I miss is feeling like the universe loves me.
00:45:09And that everything was good.
00:45:15A lot of my ego is built out of the impact I had before.
00:45:20And I feel like I don't have that impact anymore.
00:45:24And it really hurts me.
00:45:27Feels like I've failed if I can't reach that.
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:34Let's hack out everything we are to each other right now.
00:45:37I'm going to start a new run while we're chatting.
00:45:40So you're saying that, like, you would kind of want to develop something with me?
00:45:46I mean, I'd like to think I'm building a relationship.
00:45:51I've kind of designed my life in a way where I can just focus in on a few things that
00:45:57I really want to work towards.
00:46:00Okay, so what do you want?
00:46:02I want to be idolized by my viewers.
00:46:0620,000 viewers or bust.
00:46:25If this is the record, then we must post a Reddit thread called
00:46:29Absolutely Disgusting Record by Narcissa.
00:46:33Do I still think I can get over 10,000 viewers in Breath of the Wild?
00:46:36Yes, I do.
00:46:37I certainly do.
00:46:43Clear your minds for this jump.
00:46:49We're actually on pace for fucking sub 340.
00:46:53It's unbelievable.
00:46:57I want this run.
00:46:59I want to finish this run.
00:47:01I want this to be the run.
00:47:08Oh my god.
00:47:12That was fucking miraculous.
00:47:14Oh my fucking god.
00:47:17Oh my fucking god.
00:47:32This beats the record by minutes.
00:47:36May I ask?
00:47:39Do you really remember me?
00:47:42Peace and love.
00:47:43Peace and love.
00:47:44And remember...
00:47:46Trans girls rule Breath of the Wild.
00:48:03The current world record holder on Zelda Ocarina of Time.
00:48:09You immediately have an audience, right?
00:48:11Oh, absolutely.
00:48:12Several thousand usually tune in for Zelda.
00:48:20I was at the precipice.
00:48:23And now I'm like a fallen star.
00:48:28I want to feel like I'm on top of the world.
00:48:33I want to feel like I'm being swallowed by it.
00:48:47Ugh.
00:48:49What's wrong with me?
00:48:53No one in the world gives a fuck.
00:48:56It turns out life is not a fairy tale after all.
00:49:03Turns out everyone abandons the fuck out of you.
00:49:06Everything I've done up until now...
00:49:09It was all over nothing.
00:49:12I will never succeed in the way I succeeded in the past.
00:49:20This stream world will fucking be big again.
00:49:22It'll never fucking happen.
00:49:23I'm not relatable anymore.
00:49:25It doesn't matter if I'm the best fucking player in the world of this game.
00:49:27No one fucking cares.
00:49:29I've gone from being the superstar to the fallen star plummeting into earth like a fucking comet.
00:49:36Slamming down, creating a shockwave and burying in my fucking chasm so deep as everyone piles on and pushes me
00:49:43down into the caverns of darkness.
00:49:45Where I'm crowned the queen of hell.
00:49:50They think I'm a deranged freak who's delusional and should kill myself.
00:49:56They only fucking watch me if I'm raving.
00:50:00So the only solution is just to fucking go nuclear.
00:50:09I am the monster that you all created.
00:50:15These fucking people watching and observing me as I sit here and fucking go through the struggle.
00:50:21I fucking hate this game.
00:50:22I hate people who watch video games.
00:50:24Their fucking twitch and viewership is so fucking...
00:50:26Beyond such fucking poor tastes, I fucking hate you.
00:50:53So what happens if I call that phone number?
00:50:56You get to talk to your counselor.
00:50:59And my phone is right here.
00:51:04Suicide prevention lifeline.
00:51:07Um, well I cut off all my hair and I guess it was like an act of self-harm.
00:51:18And feeling kind of hopeless.
00:51:23It's like people want to see me fail.
00:51:29And anytime there's any sort of sign of weakness, they pinpoint it and like harass me and like pick out
00:51:34of like a scab until I'm squeezed and I'm bleeding.
00:51:38I mean, I guess I just have like a certain level of visibility so they're like jealous or something.
00:51:43I don't know.
00:51:43But like there's a lot of like sick twisted feelings I get out of it and it just makes me
00:51:47like feel like humanity in general is kind of evil.
00:51:50And that like every single entity on this planet is just like self-interested.
00:51:55And that friendship is an illusion and that love is an illusion and that like I'm just incredibly fucking alone.
00:52:01I'm just like a fucking alien on this planet.
00:52:04And it just feels easier to like damage a social connection than it does to grow it.
00:52:11Yeah, I'll get through tonight.
00:52:13Definitely.
00:52:16Alright, bye.
00:52:25Well, that was okay, I guess.
00:52:36Why weren't you all watching?
00:52:38When I broke the Breath of the Wild record, I could have really used your support.
00:52:49I think I'm an attention addict.
00:52:52Thanks.
00:52:52Thanks.
00:53:07I think I love you all.
00:53:29ORGAN PLAYS
00:53:52Oh my god
00:53:57You did it live on stream
00:54:02I don't know, I just hope she's gonna be okay
00:54:09Hello?
00:54:10Hey
00:54:12What do you feel?
00:54:13I like ruined myself by cutting my hair off
00:54:18You didn't ruin yourself, you just fucking cut your hair off
00:54:25I don't know how to just be calm and quiet during the hard moments
00:54:30Because I feel like I really, really want and need connection
00:54:37I feel like crying because
00:54:42I'm like grateful that you're talking to me right now
00:54:46Happy cries are good cries
00:54:52Can I ask you something?
00:54:54When would you be free if I was too calm?
00:54:58Whenever
00:54:58Or whenever
00:55:14We did it
00:55:15It's like we're parting the birds
00:55:26I like this big opening
00:55:28Let's just like move in here
00:55:32This is the ocean
00:55:37How is all this even real?
00:55:40What is reality?
00:55:42I see all this and I'm like
00:55:43I'm alive
00:55:44Like this is a thing
00:55:45It's happening
00:55:46Yeah
00:55:47I can't help myself
00:55:48This is happening as fuck
00:55:49Yeah
00:55:57Do you think your life is too filled with things?
00:56:00You have your band so then you're streaming
00:56:02Yeah
00:56:02And you're cooking
00:56:04I mean that's just kind of the thing I like to do
00:56:06Yeah
00:56:06That's why I like having people around
00:56:08Because I can cook for them
00:56:13Try to change your perspective
00:56:15So that you see the sky as like a giant lake
00:56:18Okay
00:56:19And you're like
00:56:21You're above it looking down at it
00:56:27Do you ever want to go to outer space?
00:56:30For some reason I feel like the view is better down here
00:56:33Earth is beautiful
00:56:34I think from here and elsewhere
00:56:37I think from here and elsewhere
00:57:06You're dreaming like a bully with a bite
00:57:10Skin to stone
00:57:13Like a bone
00:57:14Guilty and polite
00:57:17It'll get out of hope
00:57:18It's true
00:57:19Dead up you to your lips for blue
00:57:22It'll get out of tear
00:57:23From heart
00:57:24The testimony's out of you
00:57:27It's got you about a bit of talent
00:57:29It's got you about a tone of it
00:57:33guitar solo
00:58:09We're man-eaters.
00:58:16I started fucking crying because you were so inspirational.
00:58:21You looked fucking beautiful.
00:58:23Just shut up and hug me.
00:58:37I lose my center of balance.
00:58:41I was not like falling for a personal experience.
00:58:45Wait, what did he say?
00:58:47Did he say you lose your center of balance in general?
00:58:50No, just when we're doing this.
00:58:53But why?
00:58:55Okay.
00:58:57Wait, let's try again.
00:58:59All right.
00:59:04There we go, yeah, there we go.
00:59:14Ah, this is really cool.
00:59:16This reminds me of Coventry Cove from Beetle Adventure Racing.
00:59:20Well, that's your comfort zone.
00:59:22This is my room right here.
00:59:25I always just look at when I'm on a trail.
00:59:28Kind of hard to get your hand when I'm behind you and the path is so thin.
00:59:40I feel sick.
00:59:42Oh, fuck.
00:59:43Do you want to sit on this?
00:59:44I guess so.
00:59:56I wish I got more sleep.
00:59:58I don't have a pillow on me, but I've got a bag full of shit.
01:00:01It's good work.
01:00:01I feel bad.
01:00:03I'm like, I think I'm ready to go.
01:00:09See what I'm doing.
01:00:11Oh.
01:00:21There we go.
01:00:22It wasn't so bad.
01:00:50Oh, I might puke.
01:00:52Try to lunge it over the edge.
01:00:59Oh, I am really feeling queasy.
01:01:05Fuck.
01:01:07Such bad timing.
01:01:08Yeah.
01:01:11Okay.
01:01:18Oh, I am really feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling
01:01:34that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm
01:01:34feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that
01:01:35I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling
01:01:35that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm
01:01:35feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that
01:01:36I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling
01:01:37that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm feeling that I'm
01:01:44feeling that I'm feeling that I'm
01:01:59All in all, I'm doing better now than I was before the trip.
01:02:08The time I spent there felt like it kind of healed me somewhat.
01:02:12Like I really needed that.
01:02:20Being able to share some affection and like just be around people, I guess, without being
01:02:30so isolated just felt really good.
01:02:47I don't know.
01:02:47It's like a breath of, what is it, a breath of fresh air.
01:03:08I was little and she, she used to help me play Soda when I was like, I don't know, six,
01:03:14seven years old and that's a, that's a really fun.
01:03:17Crop to crop, okay, I just wanted to crop like one pixel in.
01:03:37I don't know.
01:03:39I don't know.
01:03:39I don't know.
01:04:00I got banned on purpose because it wasn't making me happy.
01:04:07And maybe that's because my brain got hooked on the dopamine.
01:04:11So now my Twitch account is gone.
01:04:28It might be nice to receive some kind of unconditional love, seeing my parents.
01:04:35I just wanted to keep my parents.
01:04:37I know, but thanks.
01:04:38Here we are.
01:04:39All right.
01:04:39It's been a bit of time.
01:04:39It's been a bit of time.
01:04:40It's been an hour.
01:04:41It is been an hour for a moment.
01:04:53This is not a healthy environment for me to be in.
01:04:57Therefore, I must leave this place.
01:05:02But do not grieve for my disappearance, for I will find what I'm looking for in this
01:05:15life.
01:05:17I will just do it alone.
01:05:24It's like level one where you grew up.
01:05:26Green fields, grass, trees.
01:05:37You are my most beautiful flower.
01:05:50You are the best of your generation.
01:05:51Brilliant, talented, sweet, honest.
01:06:01You were special, different from other children.
01:06:08That is why I quit my job and became a stay-at-home mother.
01:06:15I couldn't possibly trust anyone else to give you the love, attention, and freedom that
01:06:20your mind needed to explore life.
01:06:22Bye-bye.
01:07:10Bye-bye.
01:07:13Oh, baby.
01:07:16I'm sorry it's been so long.
01:07:20Oh.
01:07:21Oh.
01:07:24Oh, it feels so good to hug you.
01:07:27I mean, look at you.
01:07:28Oh.
01:07:30Just beautiful.
01:07:32I've been waiting for that moment for one time.
01:07:34Yeah.
01:07:35Oh, you've been wonderful.
01:08:12Oh, you've been wonderful.
01:08:12Oh.
01:08:24Oh.
01:08:28Oh.
01:08:40Oh.
01:08:41Secondary resemblance
01:08:45Without a care
01:08:47So I promise you this
01:08:50Even if you don't believe me
01:09:12Margaret weaves from a world of teeth
01:09:16As a sea beast home
01:09:21Angry heart like a spilled vein
01:09:25Tied and alone
01:09:31Margaret I'm to believe I've cried
01:09:35But I'm not so sure
01:09:39I can have one thing
01:09:42You can pity me for
01:09:44She can't keep holding on
01:09:49This can't be
01:09:52All that I've been lonely
01:09:56Margaret don't dare
01:09:59I promise you this
01:10:02Even if you don't believe me
01:10:23But Margaret I'm sorry
01:10:25I have no excuse
01:10:28You deserve so much more
01:10:30Than this world would afford you
01:10:33Bed in your belly
01:10:35Like a panic attack
01:10:38It's you, you see
01:10:40I'll leave it for you
01:10:43Margaret I'm sorry
01:10:45You must understand
01:10:48You must understand
01:10:48You must understand
01:10:49You must understand
01:10:50You must understand
01:10:51You must understand
01:10:51You must understand
01:10:52You must understand
01:10:52You must understand
01:10:52You must understand
01:10:53You must understand
01:10:54You must understand
01:10:55You must understand
01:10:56You must understand
01:10:56You must understand
01:10:58You must understand
01:11:01You must understand
01:11:03You must understand
01:11:08You must understand
01:11:21Katerina says
01:11:25I've been on this roof too long
01:11:30Sleek October rain
01:11:35Railing with my ears
01:11:39At the bitter eyes like fire
01:11:44Raking me up and down
01:11:46And spinning out deep down deep down there
01:11:53But Katerina if you feel light too
01:11:58I'd like you to know
01:12:03Here's a song for when you get lonely
01:12:07And oh, you count it as holy
01:12:11Falls aside, sends you up shivering in the cold
01:12:20But Katerina, honey, it's not fair
01:12:26And up there when you
01:12:30Can't decide if it is worth it at all
01:12:35When everything hounds you
01:12:39I'll be round to carry you home
01:12:42To forget about all that you told me last night
01:12:48And those have ever seen times like when you were laid on the ground
01:12:53Pick the lilies of boxes and stones
01:12:56And oh, you know
01:13:24And the land has never been met
01:13:26And the land has never been met
01:13:26And it has never been met
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