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00:18:32Oh, I'm featured right now, am I? That's actually pretty cool.
00:18:40Welcome everyone who's watching from the front page.
00:18:51Damn, really? Is there really 1600? Alright, welcome everyone.
00:19:00I've been doing a lot of soul searching over the last several years, and it led me back
00:19:07to the point where I wanted to sink my life into Breath of the Wild and stream it.
00:19:17Nataran, thank you very much.
00:19:233,000, that's insane, thank you.
00:19:35What do you do for a living?
00:19:38And feel free to not answer any of this, obviously.
00:19:48Oh golly gosh, I don't even know your name is Alex.
00:19:54Now I know.
00:19:59I'm from another galaxy.
00:20:02Uh, no, I live alone.
00:20:04I kind of like to have my own space, but also, if I'm alone, then it's lonely.
00:20:15Well, I should probably go to sleep.
00:20:18Oh, you just got home, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I gotta go to bed, I have to.
00:20:26I guess I kind of stream so that sometimes I am part of people's daily routine.
00:20:31It's kind of cool to have people tuning in regularly and kind of coming along the journey
00:20:36with me.
00:20:42I bet you can bowspin to do that.
00:20:45But bowspin also doesn't get as many hits, so you need more stamina, so...
00:20:50Narsi, what's up?
00:20:52Sitting stable at like 10 plus viewers, it's just like, it's fucking amazing.
00:20:57Like seriously, like, it means, it really means so much to me that you guys fucking like, come
00:21:04around to watch me be bad at games.
00:21:06If I could have any pet, it would be either a skunk or a bat.
00:21:15Katarina says...
00:21:18Dgirl, I like your username.
00:21:22D stands for dick and to death to your foes.
00:21:24Dgirl, have you ever had Soylent?
00:21:27It tastes really good.
00:21:30I'll go to bed for Narsi on a lot of things, but not for that fucking Soylent shit.
00:21:35What was that on the ground?
00:21:36Was that like a nut or something?
00:21:41Or should I say nut?
00:21:42Nut.
00:21:43Nut.
00:21:44This is the way I am to people I like.
00:21:46So if I'm giving you shit, it's probably because I like you.
00:22:03I really love the people here.
00:22:05Honestly.
00:22:06Not to get all like soppy and shit.
00:22:09I'm getting a little emotional.
00:22:11This is magical.
00:22:13Oh my god.
00:22:14There's a star.
00:22:20They're gobstoppers.
00:22:27Dgirl, will you be my Dgirlfriend?
00:22:39I think I'm dating Narcissori.
00:22:41I don't know.
00:22:47Dgirl, I've been thinking about you being here.
00:23:11I like the view up here.
00:23:13I feel like I'm in a high point of my life suddenly.
00:23:15And I think this game is partially to thank for that.
00:23:23Someone chopped down a tree and like launched it super far.
00:23:27But then Link pulls the paraglider and it actually maintains the momentum from the ragdoll physics.
00:23:34And I'm like, oh my god.
00:23:44Okay, like look at this tree, right?
00:23:50This looks bad actually.
00:23:52This one right here.
00:23:53This one.
00:24:03This one.
00:24:05This one.
00:24:05This one.
00:24:10Ah.
00:24:12Damn it.
00:24:13I guess we want to go more this way.
00:24:20New voicemail from death.
00:24:22Hey here sister.
00:24:24She's calling up to say hi.
00:24:25Give me a call sometime.
00:24:27Alright, I love you.
00:24:29Five new voicemail from mom.
00:24:30Hi my darling, cha-cha-cha boy. Alright sweetheart, hang in there. I love ya. Call me when you're free.
00:24:39Bye.
00:24:49Wait, why?
00:24:54Alright, this is doable, I think. We can do this.
00:24:58Let's fucking go.
00:25:01No, that's what I call speedrunning.
00:25:05She just started her run, let's go.
00:25:08I'm disrupting speedrunning much like I did in 2011.
00:25:12I want to be the single greatest player of this game.
00:25:159 hours and 38 minutes.
00:25:175-0-4-11.
00:25:183-51-50 now.
00:25:20There's a whole journey to it, there's the magic to it, the streams.
00:25:24Learning and improving, keeping people company during lonely nights.
00:25:46I can't get up this. It's too high up. But I think I can jump it with this. You take
00:25:50a bomb, you place the bomb.
00:25:52Then it's like, shield, backflip and detonate, forward air jump, shield surf, paraglider, and then you climb up the wall.
00:26:03I need to do it all really fast and accurately.
00:26:05So let me try.
00:26:06It's like...
00:26:10Wait, it's hard to do.
00:26:16Oh my god, come on.
00:26:21Come on, why didn't that work though? What the fuck?
00:26:25I started today feeling very adequate and now I feel like kind of inadequate.
00:26:34It's okay. It's okay for me to be a mess on stream sometimes. It's okay.
00:26:39I have self-image issues like a lot.
00:26:43Being trans, you walk this fine line between being like a goddess and a monster.
00:26:55It's hard for me to explain this but sometimes it feels like I am really not enough or I'm not
00:27:07enough or I'm not like where I want to be with myself.
00:27:11I don't want to feel like I'm like this.
00:27:36I am so sorry.
00:27:37From a place to go, man did get my box on the lobby.
00:27:39That's just a wife.
00:27:40You need....
00:27:47restaurant room
00:27:47It's run away.
00:27:50I have noUC EspucĂźrania."
00:28:02a group of people showed up and we're like we're with something we're looking for jake
00:28:08for people who are having trouble and then i said i'm not jake and then i said well what's
00:28:12your name and then i was like if you don't know my name then go away and then they're
00:28:20like okay but can we leave a card and i'm like okay fine mental health crisis services
00:28:31i wish i asked them more questions like how the fuck like why are you here
00:28:52i need a fucking cloud
00:28:57so
00:29:01so
00:29:10so
00:29:17so
00:29:22so
00:29:29so
00:29:37so
00:29:42so
00:29:51so
00:29:59so
00:30:14so
00:30:30i think i've been very desperate for any attention
00:30:33and thus the people who show me negative attention i seek it out
00:30:40i've read more hate than you can imagine
00:30:43i've read thousands and thousands of hate messages towards me
00:30:49kill trans people and like kill these freaks
00:30:53cosmo's not my name my name isn't cosmo my name isn't cosmo my name is narcissism
00:30:58all this fucking like transphobic shit i feel like i started to internalize some of that
00:31:03shit i'm watching this stream right now and i'm watching this stream right now and he hopes
00:31:05and swore me to kill himself don't be surprised when you find cosmo there
00:31:09our systems are fucked in the head
00:31:11sign ways of rejection always represents
00:31:14end
00:31:17people reacted really negatively to anything that was apparently some sort of weakness
00:31:21so i fucking blew up the weaknesses i pressed myself up against the wall and did some crazy
00:31:27shit
00:31:28please support me please
00:31:30please flush all your credibility and dignity down the toilet
00:31:33okay would you shut up
00:31:35maybe i've caused a little damage certainly other people have caused some damage to me
00:31:39it's like i want to respond to all their comments
00:31:42what's going on in your life on the other side of the screen
00:31:44another fucking coward goodbye
00:31:46you are coming into random people's chats being a bigot
00:31:50being a total piece of shit
00:31:55i complain about people being negative towards me
00:32:01you talking shit about me on youtube not even a week ago
00:32:13then it causes another whole group of negativity to spawn off of that
00:32:20i can almost date these people into spreading my image all over the place even though it's really negative
00:32:34how do i navigate this fucking online experience
00:32:54how are you i've been a bit emotional lately
00:32:58i've been a bit emotional lately
00:33:00it's great to be deep and aware of what you are of the world and everything but mostly you shouldn't
00:33:08be crying a lot
00:33:10i know i know
00:33:22i should probably be calling more often
00:33:31yeah i know
00:33:32that's all i do is think about you every day
00:33:36bye bye
00:33:37bye bye
00:33:38let's just drink all of our sorrows away
00:33:58i feel like i'm in a mental rut
00:34:00i'm never gonna pull myself out of it
00:34:07okay
00:34:09if anyone in my chat
00:34:10is like a counselor or a therapist
00:34:14dealing with people who have depression
00:34:17let's have a conversation publicly
00:34:21twitch must be my all and my everything
00:34:25it must be
00:34:27it has to be public
00:34:30no stop doubting the power of the internet
00:34:42i feel isolated
00:34:43i feel it
00:34:47i feel really lonely
00:34:48i don't feel like i have friends
00:34:53i think that i don't know how to be friends with people
00:34:56me interacting with people
00:34:58iRL is like me being really shy and closed
00:35:02and then like having trouble connecting
00:35:06that's my experience
00:35:13i have this queen size bed
00:35:15it's like all i want to do is like roll around with someone
00:35:19i'm like i just don't
00:35:27i'm just alone
00:35:46i'm just alone
00:35:56oh my god
00:35:58and oh my god
00:35:59why
00:36:02jesus
00:36:03too much is happening right now
00:36:07okay
00:36:09voice chat with me right now
00:36:15it's ringing
00:36:16it's ringing
00:36:17hi
00:36:18i don't know like where do you feel we are right now
00:36:20i feel not alone right now
00:36:23yeah
00:36:23i feel like i'm sharing my time and space with you
00:36:26yeah but i don't get to like wake up next to you and shit
00:36:29that's almost not even just okay like look
00:36:31there's like physical
00:36:32it is absolutely
00:36:34okay it is it is it is
00:36:37it bums me out man
00:36:38let's see where's my guitar
00:36:46it bums me out
00:36:52it bums me out
00:36:55yeah this is beautiful
00:36:58it bums me out
00:37:03your voice is so beautiful
00:37:05it bums me out
00:37:11and if i could be in your apartment and you could be in southern california all the time
00:37:28all the time
00:37:45it's me
00:37:46it's d girl
00:37:49this is only our first date
00:37:50come on
00:37:51you gotta fucking take it slow
00:37:54i opened up narcy's fridge
00:37:55it
00:37:57is
00:37:58only soylent
00:37:59and then
00:38:00a fucking
00:38:01jar of peanut butter
00:38:02i died
00:38:04the moment i opened it
00:38:07it tastes like fucking mold
00:38:09so she keeps her room dark
00:38:13fucking garbage bags in the window
00:38:17it's kind of a nightmare
00:38:19i'm gonna be nesting so fucking hard
00:38:23nesting
00:38:24we're gonna upgrade so much shit in your apartment
00:38:26that's okay
00:38:27i'll fucking upgrade it
00:38:29yes
00:38:30damn
00:38:31all right
00:38:32thank you for tuning in
00:38:37i'll see you
00:38:39later
00:38:49we've been improving my place
00:38:50basically
00:38:51yeah i
00:38:53trying to make her have a apartment like an adult
00:38:55i'm actually like super hungry suddenly
00:38:57i want some pizza now
00:38:59we can just get it
00:39:01but
00:39:01we need to like end this stream
00:39:03no do more
00:39:04do another attack
00:39:04okay
00:39:07these are here
00:39:09i'll be right back when i get you
00:39:14that's been good
00:39:15there's this person there with me
00:39:17and like i'm not being like harshly judged
00:39:19and like
00:39:21we're like doing cool shit
00:39:22and like improving things
00:39:24and it just felt really like
00:39:25i felt like this bond
00:39:27and it was really fucking good
00:39:28and i just started like crying really hard
00:39:30and it was like incredibly fucking like
00:39:32it felt almost like therapeutic
00:39:34it felt like extremely good
00:39:35i think she's back
00:39:37i think she's back
00:39:38cool
00:39:42hey
00:39:43hey
00:39:44cool
00:39:45how are you just going
00:39:47um
00:39:48i still haven't left the plateau
00:39:50so
00:39:52i'm about to start another one i guess
00:39:54although i could use a slice
00:39:56i could use a slice
00:39:57it's time for a slice
00:39:58okay
00:39:59okay
00:39:59we're going back to irl
00:40:06so
00:41:30Come on, this is the run.
00:41:37Yes, first try.
00:41:42We're heading to the airport later tonight.
00:41:44And that'll be the end of our five-day vacation.
00:41:49I'm squeezing every last possible second out of the day, Norsi.
00:41:54Yes, this is world record pace.
00:41:57Adrenaline pumping through my veins.
00:42:00Holy shit.
00:42:11Oh my fucking god, no.
00:42:15I think I just lost one minute.
00:42:21I've failed the tree launches every fucking run lately.
00:42:23I don't understand why.
00:42:25Still a minute ahead.
00:42:38I staced it too, really.
00:42:40So it didn't go.
00:42:42It wasn't disconnected from the bottom yet.
00:42:45I'm so bummed.
00:42:47Like, what the fuck?
00:42:48Okay, it's over.
00:42:49It's actually over.
00:42:50It's fucking sad.
00:42:51That's it.
00:42:51Like, there's no more.
00:42:53That's it.
00:42:54I could have had it and I didn't get it.
00:42:55It's over.
00:42:57The run's over.
00:43:02It's time to go.
00:43:04It's time to go.
00:43:50It's time to go.
00:44:18Okay, I'll use those to play games or something.
00:44:20I don't know.
00:44:21How's life for everybody?
00:44:24I missed you too.
00:44:27But it's been replaced by missing Narcy even more.
00:44:30Like, I really like her.
00:44:33So nice.
00:44:36The line is it was a gaycation, but we just haven't gotten right.
00:44:42We haven't, like, hammered out shit.
00:45:06What I miss is feeling like the universe loves me.
00:45:09And that everything was good.
00:45:15A lot of my ego is built out of the impact I had before.
00:45:20And I feel like I don't have that impact anymore.
00:45:24And it really hurts me.
00:45:27Feels like I've failed if I can't reach that.
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:34Let's hack out everything we are to each other right now.
00:45:36I'm going to start a new run while we're chatting.
00:45:40So you're saying that, like, you would kind of want to develop something with me?
00:45:46I mean, I'd like to think I'm building a relationship.
00:45:51I've kind of designed my life in a way where I can just focus in on a few things that
00:45:57I really
00:45:58want to work towards.
00:46:00Okay, so what do you want?
00:46:02I want to be idolized by my viewers.
00:46:0620,000 viewers or bust.
00:46:0820,000 viewers or bust.
00:46:36Yes, I do.
00:46:37I certainly do.
00:46:43Clear your minds for this jump.
00:46:49We're actually on pace for fucking sub 340.
00:46:53It's unbelievable.
00:46:57I want this run.
00:46:59I want to finish this run.
00:47:01I want this to be the run.
00:47:08Oh, my God.
00:47:11That was fucking miraculous.
00:47:14Oh, my fucking God.
00:47:30338.
00:47:31338.
00:47:33This beats the record by minutes.
00:47:36May I ask, do you really remember me?
00:47:41Peace and love.
00:47:43Peace and love.
00:47:44And remember, trans girls rule breath of the wild.
00:48:03The current world record holder on Zelda Ocarina of Time.
00:48:09You will immediately have an audience, right?
00:48:11Oh, absolutely.
00:48:12Several thousand usually tune in for Zelda.
00:48:20I was at the precipice.
00:48:23And now, I'm like a fallen star.
00:48:28I want to feel like I'm on top of the world.
00:48:33I feel like I'm being swallowed by it.
00:48:52No one in the world gives a fuck.
00:48:56It turns out life is not a fairy tale after all.
00:49:03Turns out everyone abandons the fuck out of you.
00:49:06Everything I've done up until now, it was all over nothing.
00:49:12I will never succeed in the way I succeeded in the past.
00:49:20This stream world will fucking be big again.
00:49:22It'll never fucking happen.
00:49:23I'm not relatable anymore.
00:49:25It doesn't matter if I'm the best fucking player in the world of this game.
00:49:27No one fucking cares.
00:49:29I've gone from being the superstar to the fallen star plummeting into earth like a fucking comet.
00:49:36Slamming down, creating a shockwave and burying in my fucking chasm so deep as everyone piles on and pushes me
00:49:43down into the caverns of darkness where I'm crowned the queen of hell.
00:49:50They think I'm a deranged freak who's delusional and shouldn't kill myself.
00:49:56They only fucking watch me if I'm raving.
00:50:00So the only solution is just to fucking go nuclear.
00:50:09I am the monster that you all created.
00:50:15These fucking people watching and observing me as I sit here and fucking literally struggle.
00:50:21I fucking hate this game.
00:50:23I hate people who watch video games.
00:50:24That fucking twitch and viewership is so fucking crazy.
00:50:26You have such fucking poor tastes.
00:50:28I fucking hate you.
00:50:53So what happens if I call that phone number?
00:50:56You get to talk to your counselor.
00:50:59My phone is right here.
00:51:05Suicide prevention lifeline.
00:51:07Um, well I cut off all my hair and I guess it was like an act of self-harm.
00:51:18And feeling kind of hopeless.
00:51:23It's like people want to see me fail.
00:51:29And anytime there's any sort of weakness, they pinpoint it and like harass me and like pick
00:51:34out of like a scab until I'm squeezed and I'm bleeding.
00:51:38I mean, I guess I just have like a certain level of visibility so they're like jealous or something.
00:51:43I don't know.
00:51:43But like there's a lot of like sick twisted feelings I get out of it and it just makes
00:51:47me like feel like humanity in general is kind of evil and that like every single entity on
00:51:52this planet is just like self-interested.
00:51:55And that friendship is an illusion and that love is an illusion and that like I'm just
00:51:59like incredibly fucking alone.
00:52:01I'm just like a fucking alien on this planet.
00:52:04It just feels easier to like damage a social connection than it does to grow it.
00:52:10Yeah.
00:52:11I'll get through tonight.
00:52:13Definitely.
00:52:16All right.
00:52:17Bye.
00:52:25Well, that was okay, I guess.
00:52:36Why weren't you all watching when I broke the Breath of the Wild record?
00:52:41I could have really used your support.
00:52:49I think I'm an attention addict.
00:53:15I think I saw.
00:53:18Bye.
00:53:19I think I'm like an opportunity.
00:53:52Oh my god
00:53:57If you did it live on streams, I
00:54:03Don't know I just hope she's gonna be okay
00:54:10Hello, hey, what do you feel I like ruined myself by cutting my hair off
00:54:18You didn't ruin yourself you just fucking
00:54:22Cut your hair off. I
00:54:25Don't know how to just be calm and quiet during the hard moments because I feel like I really really
00:54:31want and need connection
00:54:37I feel like crying because
00:54:42I'm like grateful that you're talking to me right now. Happy cries are good cries
00:54:52Can I ask you something when would you be free if I was to come whenever whenever
00:55:14You did it it's like we're parting the birds
00:55:26I
00:55:27Like this big open
00:55:28It's just like moving here
00:55:31This is the ocean
00:55:37How is all this even real what is reality I see all this I'm like I'm alive like this is
00:55:44a thing happening
00:55:46Yeah, I
00:55:48Can't help this happening as fuck
00:55:49Yeah
00:55:57Do you think your life is too filled with things if your band so then you're streaming
00:56:02Yeah
00:56:02And you're cooking
00:56:04I mean that's just kind of the thing I like to do
00:56:06Yeah, that's why I like having people around because I can cook for them
00:56:13Try to change your perspective so that you see the sky as like a giant lake
00:56:19Okay
00:56:19And you're like
00:56:21You're above it looking down at it
00:56:27Do you ever want to go to outer space?
00:56:30For some reason I feel like the view is better down here
00:56:32Earth is beautiful I think from here and elsewhere
00:57:04Coming
00:57:05Fuel in
00:57:05Came in like a bully with a fight
00:57:11Skin uses stone
00:57:13Crack a bone
00:57:14I will be guilty about lie
00:57:17Itliunked out a gold and peux
00:57:19And outstruck your lips full blue
00:57:22It'll help you down your skin
00:57:23From heart
00:57:24To test the monkeys out of you
00:57:27It's got you by the vigilance
00:57:29It's got you, but I don't wanna live
00:57:59It's got you, but I don't wanna live
00:58:05It's got you, but I don't wanna live
00:58:08It's got you, but I don't wanna live
00:58:08It's got you, but I don't wanna live
00:58:08Thank you, we're man-eaters
00:58:16I started fucking crying because you were so inspirational
00:58:21You looked fucking beautiful
00:58:23Just shut up and hug me
00:58:37I lose my center of balance
00:58:39I was not like falling backwards
00:58:44Wait, what did he say?
00:58:47Did he say you lose my center of balance in general?
00:58:50No, just when we're doing this
00:58:53But why?
00:58:55Okay
00:58:57Wait, let's try again
00:59:01Wait, set, left, set
00:59:04There we go, yeah, there we go
00:59:14Ah, this is really cool
00:59:16This reminds me of Coventry Cove from Beetle Adventure Racing
00:59:19Well, that's your comfort zone
00:59:22This is my room, right here
00:59:25I always just book it when I'm on a trail
00:59:28It's kinda hard to get your hands on behind you
00:59:30And the path is so thin
00:59:40That feels sick, oh fuck
00:59:43Wanna sit on this?
00:59:45I guess so
00:59:56I wish I got more sleep
00:59:58I don't have a pillow on me, but I've got a bag full of shit
01:00:01Which could work
01:00:01I feel bad
01:00:02I feel bad
01:00:03I feel bad
01:00:03I think I'm ready to go
01:00:09Let's do what I'm doing
01:00:11Okay
01:00:15Okay
01:00:16Okay
01:00:21There we go, it wasn't so bad
01:00:49Oh, I might puke.
01:00:52Try to launch it over at the edge.
01:00:59Oh, I am really feeling queasy.
01:01:06Such bad timing.
01:01:10Okay.
01:01:12Okay.
01:01:28Okay.
01:01:29Okay.
01:01:39Okay.
01:01:44Okay.
01:01:50Okay.
01:01:59All in all, I'm doing better now than I was before the trip.
01:02:08The time I spent there felt like it kind of healed me somewhat.
01:02:12Like I really needed that.
01:02:19Being able to share some affection and like just be around people I guess without being
01:02:30so isolated just felt really good.
01:02:46I don't know, it's like a breath of, a breath of, what is it, a breath of fresh air.
01:03:08I was little and she, she used to help me play Soda when I was like, I don't know, six,
01:03:14seven years old and that's, that's really fun.
01:03:17To crop.
01:03:18Okay.
01:03:18I just wanted to crop like one pixel in.
01:03:36Oh my God.
01:03:40Okay.
01:03:41Yeah.
01:03:46Okay.
01:03:48Okay.
01:04:00I got banned on purpose because it wasn't making me happy and maybe that's
01:04:08because my brain got hooked on the dopamine so now my twitch account is
01:04:28gone it might be nice to receive some kind of unconditional love seeing my
01:04:52parents
01:04:53this is not a healthy environment for me to be in therefore I must leave this place
01:05:02but do not grieve for my disappearance
01:05:11for I will find what I'm looking for in this life
01:05:17I will just do it alone
01:05:24it's like level one where you grew up green fields and grass and trees
01:05:39you're my most beautiful flower
01:05:48you are the best of your generation brilliant talented sweet honest
01:06:01you were special different from other children
01:06:08that is why I quit my job became a stay-at-home mother
01:06:14I couldn't possibly trust anyone else to give you the love attention and freedom that your mind needed to explore
01:06:21life
01:06:22bye
01:06:22you
01:06:24you
01:06:25you
01:06:25you
01:06:26you
01:07:03Oh, how are you?
01:07:07Oh, how was your flight?
01:07:10It was fine.
01:07:11Oh, baby.
01:07:16I'm sorry it's been so long.
01:07:20Oh, oh.
01:07:22Oh, it feels so good to hug you.
01:07:27I mean, look at you.
01:07:30You're just beautiful.
01:07:32I've been waiting for that moment for one time.
01:07:34Yeah.
01:07:35Oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:19Oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:49Oh, you're wonderful.
01:08:52Oh, you're wonderful.
01:09:01Oh, you're wonderful.
01:09:19Oh, you're wonderful.
01:09:48Oh, you're wonderful.
01:09:49Oh, you're wonderful.
01:09:50I love you.
01:09:50Oh, I love you.
01:09:51I promise you this, even if you don't believe me.
01:10:23But Margaret, I'm sorry, I have no excuse. You deserve so much more than this world would afford. You bend
01:10:34in your belly like a panic attack. It's you, you see, I'll leave it for you. Margaret, I'm sorry, you
01:10:46must understand.
01:10:51Margaret, I'm sorry, you must understand.
01:10:57Margaret, I'm sorry, you must understand.
01:11:25I've been on this roof too long.
01:11:32Sleek October rain, railing with my ears.
01:11:39At the bitter eyes like fire, raking the oven down and spinning out, deep down, deep down there.
01:11:50But Katarine, if you feel light too, I'd like you to know.
01:12:03Here's a song for when you get lonely.
01:12:07And all you count it as holy, falls aside, sends you up shivering in the cold.
01:12:20But Katarine, honey, it's not fair.
01:12:26And up there when you can't decide if it is worth it at all.
01:12:35When everything hounds you, I'll be round to carry you home, to forget about all that you told me last
01:12:47night.
01:12:48And those have ever seen times like when you were laid on the ground, pick the lilies of boxes and
01:12:56stones.
01:12:56And those have ever seen times like when you were laid on the ground.
01:13:01And those have ever seen times like when you were laid on the ground.
01:13:26The boundary on the ground.
01:13:30...
01:13:41...
01:13:42...
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