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Full Episode of Half of My Heart
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00:00:00I know what you think of him, but he's sweet. Honestly, too sweet.
00:00:05Bullshit.
00:00:06Are you cheating on me?
00:00:07Are you serious, Blake?
00:00:08You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:00:10I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:00:12Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:00:15How long have you been painting me?
00:00:17Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:00:19So you actually slept with him, your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:00:24Tell me what you want.
00:00:25I want you to take control.
00:00:27I want a club.
00:00:29Pink.
00:00:30Professor Winslow?
00:00:31Sage and I, we used to play together.
00:00:33Do you still?
00:00:34No.
00:00:34So what's it gonna be?
00:00:36Pleasure or pain?
00:00:37Harder, professor.
00:00:39Let's make this official.
00:00:40I knew you'd be my exclusive.
00:00:43On?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:44You wanted to see me?
00:00:45What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:00:47What do you want me to do?
00:00:48Is everything okay?
00:00:50You should go.
00:00:51Please.
00:00:51I am done with your blackmail bullshit.
00:00:54You're making a big mistake, Dimitri.
00:00:56All I can do is think about you.
00:00:58I love you.
00:00:58I love you too.
00:01:00Wow.
00:01:01Let me make it real simple for you.
00:01:03Choose.
00:01:03Either her or me.
00:01:05I won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles.
00:01:08I love you, Dimitri.
00:01:09That's why I have to let you go.
00:01:17That's why I have to let you go.
00:01:19I love you.
00:01:21I love you.
00:01:28I love you.
00:01:31I love you.
00:01:33I love you.
00:01:35I love you.
00:01:40Class is over.
00:01:42Please, Professor.
00:01:46I need to be punished.
00:01:56You better not spend the night over there.
00:01:58I promise I will help you pick out an outfit as soon as I'm home.
00:02:01Okay, Ness?
00:02:02I just want to drop these cookies off.
00:02:05I want to surprise Blake.
00:02:06He's been home sick all day.
00:02:07Are they full of cyanide?
00:02:09I know what you think of him, but he's sweet.
00:02:12Honestly, too sweet.
00:02:14This fucking guy.
00:02:15King shaming you for wanting to get spanked?
00:02:17He loves me, that's all.
00:02:19He said he didn't want to hurt me.
00:02:21I have to go.
00:02:22I'll see you in a little, okay?
00:02:30Oh shit.
00:02:32You're cheating on me?
00:02:38Oh, you piece of shit!
00:02:41I'm on your way.
00:02:42You call me a slut for wanting a little dirty talk, and you hear me...
00:02:45Well, now I can explain.
00:02:49Are you okay, Anna?
00:02:52She means nothing to me.
00:02:54Jesus Christ.
00:02:57Are you serious, Blake?
00:02:59You were cheating on her?
00:03:00You're surprised?
00:03:02You could say I'm following in your footsteps.
00:03:04Enough!
00:03:05Do not blame me for your mistakes, okay?
00:03:07I'll deal with you later.
00:03:09Let me drive you home.
00:03:11No, it's okay.
00:03:12I'm fine.
00:03:15I'm driving you.
00:03:27Hey, Anya, I'm...
00:03:30I'm sorry about Blake.
00:03:33It's not your fault, Professor Rossi.
00:03:36Yeah, well, I'm really starting to think that it might be.
00:03:41I just...
00:03:43I don't get it.
00:03:45He said he loved me, and then he cheated on me.
00:03:49What did I do?
00:03:52What's wrong with me?
00:03:54Hey, none of that talk.
00:03:58Okay?
00:03:58There's nothing wrong with you.
00:04:02Although right now, you do look like a sad little bunny.
00:04:08Maybe you just need to find someone who matches your maturity level.
00:04:13My son has proven that he definitely does...
00:04:17does not.
00:04:23Um, well, I should ride.
00:04:25Thanks for riding me to...
00:04:28Uh, thanks for taking me to my...
00:04:31Thanks for driving me to my home.
00:04:36You're welcome, Anya.
00:04:53Oh, I'm sorry.
00:04:54I didn't realize you were with a student.
00:04:57Come in, Professor Rossi.
00:04:59We're just wrapping up.
00:05:01Work on the third act.
00:05:02Remember.
00:05:03Honesty.
00:05:04Thank you, Professor Winslow.
00:05:20She's a bright girl.
00:05:22She is.
00:05:23I'm mentoring her this semester.
00:05:25Got a promising career ahead of her.
00:05:30Speaking of promising...
00:05:35You know the rules.
00:05:37You know the rules.
00:05:38Not here.
00:06:02You know, I'd look good with some emeralds around my neck.
00:06:06I have told you.
00:06:08I am not taking on an exclusive.
00:06:11No relationships, not here, not outside.
00:06:17Get up.
00:06:17You know, I'm not taking on an exclusive.
00:06:57What should my name be this time, Master?
00:07:02I think I'm going to call you...
00:07:05Bunny.
00:07:15Okay, that is class for today.
00:07:18Next week, we're going to be looking at Francis Bacon's Crucifixion Triptych.
00:07:22Study up in the work, please.
00:07:24Miss Rene, do you mind hanging back for a moment?
00:07:33You wanted to see me?
00:07:35Hey.
00:07:38So, uh...
00:07:41How are you doing?
00:07:43Oh, uh...
00:07:44I'm fine.
00:07:48You don't have to lie to me.
00:07:51I just...
00:07:54I feel stupid for trusting Blake.
00:07:56You've got a lot of things on you.
00:07:58But stupid is not one.
00:08:06Whose is this?
00:08:11It's beautiful.
00:08:13It's, uh...
00:08:15It's one of mine.
00:08:17The shading, it's...
00:08:18It's so unique.
00:08:21I was trying to capture the female form.
00:08:24I wanted to show the contrast between...
00:08:28Light and dark.
00:08:30To make the image almost three-dimensional.
00:08:34You see these...
00:08:36These lines here.
00:08:58I'm sorry.
00:08:59That was really inappropriate.
00:09:00No, no.
00:09:01I'm sorry.
00:09:01It was...
00:09:02It's my fault.
00:09:06Excuse me.
00:09:12And then I almost kissed him.
00:09:16Fuck off!
00:09:17You did not!
00:09:18I did.
00:09:19I know it's crazy, but he's just...
00:09:23He's so smart.
00:09:23And talented.
00:09:25And sexy as hell.
00:09:28And your ex-boyfriend's dad.
00:09:31And your professor.
00:09:33I'm not trying to yuck your young.
00:09:35Just be careful, babe.
00:09:36You don't want this to be some Freudian way of getting back at Blake.
00:09:51Hey, buddy.
00:09:52Who's class?
00:09:58What are you up to?
00:10:00I'm trying to text Anya, but I am pretty sure that she has me blocked.
00:10:04Well, don't you blame her?
00:10:06I mean, I still don't really understand why you would treat someone like that.
00:10:09Someone seems like such a special woman.
00:10:12You're one to talk.
00:10:13What?
00:10:14Get off your fucking high-hours, Dad.
00:10:16You cheated on Mom.
00:10:18Drove her away.
00:10:19And you know how apples fall.
00:10:20What'd you expect?
00:11:04What's your name?
00:11:16Ah, Blake.
00:11:18He left about an hour ago.
00:11:20I'm not really sure when he's going to be back.
00:11:22Uh, no.
00:11:24I actually wanted to talk to you about what happened the other day.
00:11:32Yeah, well, maybe I should go and get dressed.
00:11:36You don't have to?
00:11:41Right, well, um...
00:11:43I was thinking that we could just forget about things and we could move on.
00:11:47What if I can't forget?
00:11:54Oh, my God.
00:11:55What am I doing?
00:11:57This is crazy.
00:11:59He's your professor and your ex's dad and he doesn't like you.
00:12:02Like, he's just lonely.
00:12:14He's...
00:12:19Anya.
00:12:21You painted naked pictures of me?
00:12:26I can explain.
00:12:37I can explain.
00:12:39Girl, no.
00:12:41No, that's like Jason Bateman stuff.
00:12:42Or whoever the American Psycho dude was.
00:12:44Yeah.
00:12:46Honestly, I can't stop thinking about it.
00:12:50About him.
00:12:51I don't blame you.
00:12:52He's straight up stalker-like.
00:12:54I'm not thinking about it like that.
00:12:58More like...
00:13:01Never mind.
00:13:02Well, I still think you should come out with me tonight instead of thinking about Professor
00:13:05Daddy.
00:13:06I can't.
00:13:07I really have to figure out this ending.
00:13:12Have a drink in my honor, though.
00:13:13Okay?
00:13:20Patrick Bateman.
00:13:22That's the guy I was thinking about.
00:13:51Anya.
00:14:02I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:05I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:18I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:20I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:38I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:38I can't stop thinking about Jim.
00:14:40Anya.
00:14:44Anya, wait.
00:14:48I know what you saw seemed odd.
00:14:52It's just I see your face every day in my class and...
00:14:54That you decided to paint me a hundred times?
00:14:59Tell me the truth, Dimitri.
00:15:03How long have you been painting me?
00:15:07Since the first time you walked into one of my lectures.
00:15:11I used to paint all the time.
00:15:13When Blake was born, I was so young.
00:15:16I had to make some money, so I started teaching.
00:15:21The point is, I hadn't painted in 20 years until I met you.
00:15:27That spring, the flowers bloomed and I saw you for the first time.
00:15:34The spark, it came back.
00:15:36And then you were all I could paint.
00:15:39I started with your outline.
00:15:42And your silhouette.
00:15:44And then I started to notice more details.
00:15:47The shape of your hand.
00:15:49The flow of your hair.
00:15:53The radiance of your smile.
00:15:58Once I started painting, I couldn't stop.
00:16:01And I knew it was wrong.
00:16:03I knew that I shouldn't be doing it.
00:16:05You were my muse.
00:16:07Like a meal to my Monet.
00:16:11The story that I'm writing.
00:16:15I couldn't figure out the third act.
00:16:20But when I thought about you.
00:16:24Yes.
00:16:25When I thought about you, I couldn't stop.
00:16:30Words, they just poured out of me.
00:16:36What you're saying makes complete sense.
00:16:43Please.
00:16:45Come with me.
00:16:57This is crazy.
00:16:58Yeah, I know.
00:16:59I'm your professor.
00:17:06You're my ex's dad.
00:17:08You could get kicked out.
00:17:09You could be fired for this.
00:17:12Really?
00:17:14What if we promise it's just a one-time thing?
00:17:16Yeah, that makes total sense.
00:17:21I'm sorry.
00:17:23Is that okay?
00:17:25Yeah.
00:17:26Please.
00:17:40So you actually slept with him?
00:17:43Your professor, who's also your ex-boyfriend's dad,
00:17:47who just so happens to have like a billion naked paintings of you in his home?
00:17:51It was just a one-time thing.
00:17:54We agreed.
00:17:57Sure.
00:17:58Just like Kara and I agreed never to do shrooms at the theme park after the milkshake incident.
00:18:02Yet what are we doing tomorrow?
00:18:15Miss Renee.
00:18:18Tell me why Mannerist Painting followed the Renaissance.
00:18:21It, um, it was a repudiation of the harmony and balance of the Renaissance era.
00:18:28Hmm.
00:18:30Good.
00:18:30But that'll only get you a partial credit.
00:18:32How would I get full credit?
00:18:35Professor.
00:18:43Did I give you permission to touch?
00:18:46Guess you'll have to teach me a lesson.
00:18:49Is that so?
00:19:02Her brain told her not to go back.
00:19:05But her body was in control now.
00:19:12Don't do it, Anya.
00:19:14You said only once.
00:19:20Fuck it.
00:19:33About that just one time thing.
00:19:39No.
00:19:49Wait, wait, Blake.
00:19:51He's not here.
00:19:57I haven't been able to think straight the past few days.
00:20:01Every time I close my eyes, all I see is your face and your body and your...
00:20:06I know, buddy, I know.
00:20:08Me too.
00:20:09Hmm.
00:20:19Turn over.
00:20:31Tell me what you want.
00:20:34I want...
00:20:38Tell me.
00:20:41I want you to take control.
00:20:46With pleasure.
00:20:48With pleasure.
00:20:52With pleasure.
00:21:13He cupped her face, breath unsteady.
00:21:17I love you, bunny, reckless, ruined, and knowing I'd do it all over again.
00:21:25This has really taken a turn.
00:21:27I'm impressed.
00:21:28Your boyfriend must be doing something, right?
00:21:30Oh, well, actually, I started seeing someone new.
00:21:34Really?
00:21:35Well, sounds like you found your new muse.
00:21:38I'm sorry.
00:21:39Is he a writer.
00:21:40He's an artist.
00:21:42He's an artist.
00:21:42And he's...
00:21:44Older.
00:21:46but
00:21:48I shouldn't say too much
00:21:50I don't want to jinx it
00:21:57Botticelli's posthumous reputation suffered until the 19th century
00:22:01that is when the Pre-Raphaelites discovered him
00:22:03and in doing so they
00:22:10they ushered in a newfound appreciation of his work
00:22:16okay that is
00:22:18that's the end of class
00:22:19take a look at your papers
00:22:21see your grades
00:22:21thank you very much
00:22:23do you mind waiting a moment
00:22:25thank you
00:22:35you wanted to see me professor
00:22:40this is school Anya
00:22:43what are you doing
00:22:44nothing
00:22:46you're playing with fire bunny
00:22:49do you like being bad is that what it is
00:22:53I don't know
00:22:55so what do you want
00:23:00this only works if you're honest with me and with yourself
00:23:03it's embarrassing
00:23:04I want you to punish me
00:23:15excuse me
00:23:15professor Rossi I wanted to ask you about my grade on this test
00:23:20but I can come back if this is a bad time
00:23:23no no no no no it's fine
00:23:25what's your question Mr. Turner
00:23:29you mark this as incorrect and I'd love an explanation so we can get right on the final
00:23:37when discussing Botticelli's primavera you only noticed the presence of Flora
00:23:42what you failed to remember was the work primarily celebrates Venus
00:23:46and her embodiment of love and female desire
00:23:52you missed the bigger picture Mr. Turner
00:23:56got it thanks for clarifying
00:23:58yeah professor
00:24:07so about what I said
00:24:16I want you I want every
00:24:19bit of you
00:24:21but not here
00:24:23where
00:24:28let me ravish you back at mine
00:24:37I didn't know it could be like that
00:24:45how did you get so good at this
00:24:50I've always loved the female form
00:24:54I revered it
00:24:57I studied it for my art
00:24:59and I get a lot of my pleasure of observing yours
00:25:05and I also belong to a club
00:25:11like a golf club?
00:25:13no
00:25:14but it is a club for special interests
00:25:18kink
00:25:21so what
00:25:24people have sex there?
00:25:27they can
00:25:29if
00:25:30both people can send
00:25:31you can also watch
00:25:35they put on live shows like BDSM
00:25:38or roleplay
00:25:42whatever makes you feel good
00:25:43do you
00:25:47think you would ever take me?
00:25:52dad I'm home
00:26:00hey pal
00:26:01what are you doing?
00:26:04I was working out
00:26:06in your boxers
00:26:10yeah well
00:26:11yoga these days
00:26:12you know
00:26:12freedom of movement
00:26:13and all that
00:26:14that
00:26:22so uh
00:26:22how are you doing?
00:26:24I'm alright
00:26:25I just went on a date
00:26:26with a girl
00:26:27who had no interest
00:26:28in anything other than
00:26:29her TikTok feed
00:26:31so there's that
00:26:33and that
00:26:34kinda got me thinking
00:26:36about what you said about Anya
00:26:38she does deserve better
00:26:40but I can be better
00:26:41you know
00:26:43so
00:26:43I think I'm gonna try to get her back
00:26:45show her that I've changed
00:26:46all that shit
00:26:49that's great
00:26:50did we get a parcel?
00:26:53um
00:26:59what are you doing?
00:27:01I was stretching
00:27:01you know my
00:27:02my back
00:27:03the yoga
00:27:04maybe it's not for me
00:27:05right
00:27:06I'm gonna go upstairs now
00:27:07because you're being
00:27:08really weird
00:27:09so
00:27:11oh can you do some of your assignment?
00:27:14no video games
00:27:15please
00:27:15you ain't too old for that
00:27:17no I cannot
00:27:22fuck
00:27:24oh that was close
00:27:28we run out of places
00:27:29to meet like this
00:27:32wow
00:27:34what about the club?
00:27:46you make me so nervous
00:27:49yes it's true
00:27:52yeah
00:27:54you make me so nervous
00:27:57yes it's true
00:27:59yeah
00:28:01you make me so nervous
00:28:02are you sure you want to do this?
00:28:05remember what we said about honesty
00:28:08I'm okay
00:28:10I'm okay
00:28:11nervous
00:28:11but
00:28:12okay
00:28:14if you change your mind
00:28:14you tell me
00:28:16do you understand?
00:28:19I don't want you doing anything
00:28:20you're not comfortable with
00:28:33Professor Winslow
00:28:38so she only came at the weekends
00:28:40am I the only one in my life
00:28:41that doesn't belong to a king club?
00:28:43come with me
00:28:44she can't see you
00:29:12look
00:29:13um
00:29:15you should know
00:29:17Sage and I
00:29:18we used to
00:29:20play together
00:29:22do you still?
00:29:24no
00:29:26not since you and I
00:29:28besides
00:29:31she wanted to be my
00:29:33exclusive
00:29:37I guess I just wasn't interested
00:29:39you're what?
00:29:41my exclusive
00:29:44it means you can only be with one person at the club
00:29:47and that one person can only be with you
00:29:51symbolized by wearing an emerald necklace
00:29:56anybody who is wearing one
00:29:58is strictly off limits
00:30:01lots of rules
00:30:02huh?
00:30:04yeah
00:30:05rules are important
00:30:07they keep everybody safe
00:30:10doms
00:30:11and subs
00:30:13subs?
00:30:16yeah
00:30:17submissives
00:30:22do you remember the other night
00:30:24where you asked me to take control?
00:30:25well that's called power play
00:30:29it is built on trust
00:30:32communication
00:30:33honesty
00:30:37look
00:30:40I know this is a lot for you to take in right now
00:30:42okay
00:30:44so we can take this as slow
00:30:45or as fast as you like
00:30:49see this is why you're my favorite professor
00:30:52huh?
00:30:54and
00:30:55maybe you can
00:30:58teach me about
00:31:00those next
00:31:17so what's it gonna be?
00:31:21pleasure
00:31:23or pain?
00:31:25how much pain?
00:31:28only as much as you want
00:31:29pain
00:31:32pain
00:31:34please
00:31:46tell me what you want
00:31:50you
00:31:53professor
00:31:56well first we need a safe word
00:32:03this ensures trust
00:32:06this only works
00:32:07if there's open communication
00:32:11most importantly
00:32:14honesty about what your boundaries are
00:32:19is for you and me both bunny
00:32:24um
00:32:26what about
00:32:30brushstroke
00:32:34brushstroke
00:32:35hmm
00:32:38I like it
00:32:41now
00:32:44take off your dress for me
00:32:45and go kneel against the wall
00:32:46I like it
00:32:49I like it
00:32:53I like it
00:33:15and poke
00:33:16What was that?
00:33:18More.
00:33:23More.
00:33:33Harder, professor?
00:33:42Oh my god.
00:33:44That was the best sex I've ever had.
00:33:47I always wanted more, but Blake, he would never...
00:33:51Shit.
00:33:53Sorry, I...
00:33:54I shouldn't have bought him up, but...
00:33:57I forgot.
00:33:58Yeah, yeah, me too.
00:34:01For a moment.
00:34:06I can't help but feel I'm hurting him.
00:34:10Just by being with you.
00:34:12He doesn't care about me.
00:34:15He only cares about himself.
00:34:19Blake is the only person on you.
00:34:23His mom left him when he was so, so little.
00:34:27You know...
00:34:30He told me that you cheated on her.
00:34:34I would never.
00:34:37Blake just doesn't know the truth.
00:34:40What's the truth then?
00:34:46You don't need to hear this.
00:34:47Hey.
00:34:48Hey.
00:34:50Honesty.
00:34:51Remember?
00:34:54Just put my trust in you.
00:34:58Put your trust in me.
00:35:03Blake's mom never wanted to have a child.
00:35:07A baby was too much for her.
00:35:11She wanted a different life.
00:35:13So...
00:35:15She chose that over Blake.
00:35:21Over us.
00:35:25As Blake got older, he started to ask questions.
00:35:31So I...
00:35:34I told him that the reason that his mother left is because...
00:35:40Because I was unfaithful.
00:35:43Why did you do that?
00:35:45Why did you do that?
00:35:47Protect him.
00:35:50You never wanted him to blame himself for what happened.
00:35:55Blake means everything to me.
00:35:58He's half my heart on you.
00:36:02What was the other half?
00:36:05No one has been...
00:36:07For such a long time.
00:36:16I never thought I'd meet anyone like you.
00:36:21I think I'm falling in love with you.
00:36:23On your own, eh?
00:36:28I know, it's crazy.
00:36:30Yeah, there's a million reasons that I shouldn't, but...
00:36:33But I can help myself.
00:36:36I just...
00:36:38I think I should go home.
00:36:41No, no, no. Please.
00:36:43I didn't mean it.
00:36:45It's fine, it's fine.
00:36:49Good night.
00:36:56Okay, I know you're probably sick of me talking to you about this,
00:37:00but I really don't know what to do.
00:37:02Really?
00:37:04Declarations of love from my professors don't mess me up at all.
00:37:06Then again, I'm used to it.
00:37:08Happens to me like six times a week.
00:37:10This isn't funny.
00:37:12The last person who told me they loved me turned around and cheated on me.
00:37:17How do I know he won't hurt me?
00:37:18Look, I know these two are literally blood related, but they're nothing alike.
00:37:22Yeah?
00:37:23I mean, from what you've told me, Dimitri is kind, respectful, kinky as hell.
00:37:30Seriously.
00:37:31Has he given you any reason not to trust him?
00:37:35Girlie, is it possible the reason you're so freaked out is because you might feel the same?
00:37:56Thank you for coming to see me.
00:38:01Look, what happened the other night scared me.
00:38:05I know I, uh, I shouldn't have said anything.
00:38:10I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable.
00:38:12No.
00:38:14It scared me because I'd realized I've never felt this way before.
00:38:24I'm falling in love with you too, Dimitri.
00:38:28Oh, Bonnie.
00:38:33What's wrong?
00:38:36Let's pick this up later.
00:38:38Come with me to the club tonight.
00:38:41Professor Rossi, you trying to steal my mentee?
00:38:45I'm afraid it'd be such a disappointment compared to you.
00:38:50No, I'm really bummed to miss Rennie.
00:38:52She wanted an extension on her paper, which is granted.
00:38:55Now, if you two ladies will excuse me, enjoy the rest of your day.
00:39:06This older man you're seeing, is he from school?
00:39:10What?
00:39:12No.
00:39:14Right.
00:39:16Do you have new pages for me for our session tonight?
00:39:21I'm so sorry, Professor Winslow. I have to skip tonight.
00:39:25I promise I'll have them ready for our next session though.
00:39:29I have to rush.
00:39:49Anya?
00:39:51Holy shit, you look amazing.
00:39:53How the hell did you get in here?
00:39:55You know Vanessa never locks the doors, right?
00:39:59You should really talk to her about that.
00:40:01Yeah.
00:40:06Look, I've been thinking, and we should get back together.
00:40:12Blake.
00:40:13I want to apologize.
00:40:15Now's really not a good time.
00:40:18I'm really trying to learn and grow.
00:40:21My dad wasn't the greatest role model. You know that.
00:40:26I've fallen and learned patterns, but now I want to be better.
00:40:30I'm even thinking about going to therapy.
00:40:34I'm really happy you're working on yourself, and I think starting therapy is a great idea, but you and I
00:40:41are done, Blake.
00:40:45And I'm seeing someone else.
00:40:49Seriously?
00:40:52Who?
00:40:54That's really none of your business.
00:40:57Now, if you'll excuse me.
00:41:03You know, it's a small school.
00:41:08I'll find out whoever that guy is, and I'll kick his fucking ass.
00:41:26Who is that?
00:41:40Evening, Professor.
00:41:43You sure you're ready for this?
00:41:45We don't have to do this if you don't want to.
00:41:53I want to.
00:41:55I want the entire club to know about us.
00:42:00That I'm yours, and...
00:42:02You're mine.
00:42:06If that's the case.
00:42:09Let's make this official.
00:42:12Anya.
00:42:15Anya, will you be my exclusive?
00:42:18I thought we were already exclusive.
00:42:31Anya.
00:42:37Are you mine?
00:42:39Let's kill them a show like they've never seen.
00:42:54You've been a very bad girl
00:42:57I'm sorry, professor
00:43:02You only speak
00:43:05When I tell you
00:43:09Bad behavior is punished
00:43:14You know that, don't you?
00:43:20Speak
00:43:20Yes, I know
00:43:29Remember your safe word
00:43:32You're in control
00:43:36Punish me, professor
00:43:44One of us, one of us is gonna get hurt
00:43:49You got your madness
00:43:51And I'm good at bad habits, oh
00:43:55One of us, one of us is gonna get hurt
00:44:09I can't believe I did that
00:44:11That was exhilarating
00:44:13You are amazing
00:44:15So brave
00:44:17You should be proud of yourself
00:44:20I am
00:44:22Like, I was nervous at first, but
00:44:25You just, you made me feel so safe
00:44:28Like, I could do anything
00:44:31You can, honey
00:44:32Thank you
00:44:47Come on
00:44:55So what do you think?
00:44:57Is it strong enough for Ink It?
00:45:00I've been meaning to talk to you about that
00:45:05I wish I had better news
00:45:07Oh
00:45:08What's wrong?
00:45:10My friend at Ink It decided to pass
00:45:16Do you say why?
00:45:18Just that it doesn't feel truthful
00:45:24And unfortunately, I'm gonna have to progress with other students from now on
00:45:29So I think our mentorship has run its course
00:45:34Um, okay
00:45:37Professor Winslow
00:45:38Did something happen?
00:45:42Take care of yourself, Anya
00:46:03He wanted to see me
00:46:13What were you thinking, Dimitri?
00:46:16A student?
00:46:20It's not like us
00:46:22I love her
00:46:26What do you want me to do?
00:46:31He's here
00:46:33Oh
00:46:36We should go
00:46:38Please
00:46:55Anya?
00:46:59Blake
00:47:01I thought you were at home
00:47:04I just got out of class
00:47:07What are you doing here?
00:47:08Um, I was meeting some friends nearby
00:47:11Do you want to come over?
00:47:13Oh, no
00:47:14Blake, I don't
00:47:17Right, the other guy
00:47:20Look, I want to apologize about last night
00:47:23Okay, I was drinking way too much
00:47:25And I was out of line
00:47:28If he makes you happy, then I'm happy
00:47:32You deserve it
00:47:35I'll see you later
00:47:37I'll see you later
00:47:57What?
00:47:58What?
00:47:59They call them throw pillows for a reason, right?
00:48:03You going to class today?
00:48:05Aww
00:48:06He's ghosting you
00:48:08That sucks
00:48:09I'm not going to sit here and mope all day
00:48:11Come on
00:48:13Where are we going?
00:48:15The moon
00:48:15Let's go
00:48:26How did you know this is exactly what I needed?
00:48:28Because I'm your best friend
00:48:30And I know when you're feeling low
00:48:31Picking up a new book tends to help
00:48:42True
00:48:43Anya
00:48:44Anya, wait
00:48:47That was a pass-fail course, Professor
00:48:49And you just failed
00:49:02The moon
00:49:02You saying
00:49:06You're
00:49:07He's the west
00:49:07Here
00:49:07Where are you?
00:49:08I'm not going to
00:49:10Yeah
00:49:11I know
00:49:12I know
00:49:12I know
00:49:12When you're
00:49:17I know
00:49:25hey what are you doing later while we were in midair my buddy threw up on the instructor
00:49:30all the way down oh hey dad look who's decided to show up hi professor rossi
00:49:37hi well i gotta take a whiz so up here back
00:49:48dad does this hurt
00:49:52good
00:49:53mcgonia what you saw between me and sage is not what you think
00:49:57okay she was going to out us both to the school so i decided to fuck her
00:50:02no look i know you want to get back at me but this
00:50:08i'm just living my life besides i have a lot of free time on my hands since i'm not writing
00:50:14anymore
00:50:17okay so food wise what are you thinking whatever you want dad you want to join us
00:50:24no i uh i forgot something at campus i i'm gonna head back
00:50:31you need pizza uh let's do pizza yes
00:50:39i am done with your blackmail bullshit you go to the administration if you want i don't care
00:50:44oh really that's right you destroyed the first pure thing that i had in my life i am done
00:50:49you're making a big mistake dimitri oh yeah well it can be worse than what's happening right now
00:50:56i will not be controlled by you i'd start packing your office then fuck you
00:51:10girl you can't give up on your book please there is no book anymore nes
00:51:16anya
00:51:18you really have some nerve dude i don't care look you gotta listen to me please
00:51:33look sage gave me no choice she had the upper hand she tried to blackmail me with photos of you
00:51:39and i kissing outside of the club she was gonna have me fired and you kicked out of school
00:51:47i distanced myself to protect you the only reason i went to see her that night
00:51:52was to try and convince her to let everything slide i wasn't gonna do anything with her other
00:51:57than be cordial last night i stood up to her i told her that i was not gonna play her
00:52:02games anymore
00:52:04after everything you said about honesty dimitri why didn't you just tell me this sooner
00:52:14i don't know i i need some time to think okay
00:52:19but i'm not gonna be in your class anymore this semester
00:52:25yeah well i don't think that's gonna be a problem anymore
00:52:28excuse me mr rossi i need you to keep moving until you're fully off the school grounds
00:52:34they fired you
00:52:37don't worry you can stay without any punishment there has to be something we can do yeah promise
00:52:47me you won't stop writing i stopped painting when blake's mom left nearly killed me
00:52:55i don't know if i can don't give up in your heart on you you'll always regret it if you
00:53:02do mr rossi
00:53:20yeah
00:53:21yeah here's to the good days here's to the sorrows this is a mistake i know about tomorrow
00:53:30i don't want to fight no more because i don't feel the need no more no just want to make
00:53:36it stop
00:53:39maybe it's something in the water or maybe we just hit the end of the road
00:53:47right now it doesn't even matter it's too late not to let it go
00:54:07i can't write and i can't eat and i can't sleep all i can do is think about you
00:54:16i feel this immense guilt for getting you fired and so mad at you for lying to me you think
00:54:23i'm doing
00:54:23any better huh all i'm doing is sitting around drinking all day beating myself up for falling for you
00:54:32i want to come find you i want to make love to you
00:54:41anyway
00:54:44i need to tell you something the other day when you asked who the other half of my heart was
00:54:49i wasn't brave enough to tell you
00:54:53you know that half of my heart is you on you
00:54:57i love you
00:55:01i love you too
00:55:12wow seriously
00:55:13dad
00:55:17sleeping with your student and in case you forgot my ex-girlfriend now i know why you got fired
00:55:24you're disgusting let's just all sit down and talk about this rationally okay talk rationally
00:55:31that is rich i don't even know why i'm surprised you've always done whatever the
00:55:36you wanted without caring about anybody else just like you did with mom don't do not bring your mother
00:55:43into this okay you know my whole life my whole life i felt like you've been hiding something from
00:55:49me some father figure you turned out to be you don't know the full story blake what is the full
00:55:57story
00:55:57then dad yeah that's what i thought you're a coward oh it's way more complicated than that
00:56:07this time it doesn't have to be
00:56:10let me make it real simple for you
00:56:14choose either her
00:56:19please for me blake can we just
00:56:22can we just talk
00:56:44what am i gonna do nas if i ask dimitri to choose me
00:56:52i'll carry that guilt around for the rest of my life
00:56:56i can't do that to him
00:56:59to us
00:57:01girl look at me i gotta tell you something
00:57:05my twin brother is a genius like a savant
00:57:09he got offers from every great college harvard mit you name it
00:57:14but we're like joined at the hip since birth and he knew i wouldn't get in
00:57:18so he applied here even though he knew it would be dull as for him
00:57:22but i wasn't gonna let that genius idiot wreck his life for me
00:57:25so i snuck into his room one night and accepted his harvard offer
00:57:28even though truth be told i wanted him here
00:57:31who are you telling me this
00:57:35sometimes we have to put the needs of those we love over our own
00:57:39even if it hurts
00:57:52where are you gonna stay i'm gonna stay with mom
00:57:56what will you just hold on a minute i'm late for my flight
00:58:04perfect timing you two can finally have the house all to yourselves
00:58:09blake wait
00:58:11going
00:58:13he's uh
00:58:15he's gonna go stay with his mom
00:58:17this is all my fault
00:58:19i'll talk to him my friend's gonna be fine
00:58:22blake was right
00:58:25and if you won't choose
00:58:27i'll do it for you
00:58:29i won't be the reason your relationship with your son crumbles
00:58:44i love you dimitri
00:58:48that's why i have to let you go
00:58:51i love you
00:59:14go on
00:59:15pick up
00:59:18blake
00:59:22get the hell away from me
00:59:29blake
00:59:29blake
00:59:30i'm sorry
00:59:31no
00:59:32you just go and fuck my dad to get back at me
00:59:35that is beyond low
00:59:38look
00:59:40what your dad and i had
00:59:43wasn't just a fling
00:59:45okay
00:59:46it was real
00:59:48even if you can't see that right now
00:59:53i just ended things
00:59:57the relationship between you and your father is more important than anything
01:00:03we don't have a relationship
01:00:06not anymore
01:00:11she's not answering the phone is she
01:00:14your mom
01:00:18your mom's not here blake
01:00:21your dad is and he always has been
01:00:25then alchemy still treats me like a child
01:00:29i know there's things about my mom he's keeping from me
01:00:32you know i
01:00:34recently learned that the foundation of any good relationship is communication
01:00:40you should tell him that
01:00:43you'll understand
01:00:45you deserve his honesty blake
01:01:06hey anya
01:01:07hey anya
01:01:08i wanted to let you know that he told me everything
01:01:12that he didn't cheat on her
01:01:15i don't even know why i'm sending you this actually
01:01:17i don't know if people even listen to voicemails anymore so
01:01:22i guess just thanks or whatever and if you don't get this then
01:01:27just forget about it
01:01:29talk to you later bye
01:01:34hey blake car's here let's go
01:01:42look at you so you got everything you got your passport and dad
01:01:48come on
01:01:50are you sure you want to do this
01:01:54i got some i gotta figure out i'm not gonna be able to do it here
01:01:59but thank you for being here for me
01:02:03i love you dad
01:02:05i know
01:02:07i love you too
01:02:09you still miss her don't you
01:02:11no
01:02:17oh yeah maybe
01:02:22you know
01:02:24i don't think i ever loved anya
01:02:27i mean i liked her sure but i never loved her
01:02:32not the way that you do
01:02:34i guess what i'm trying to say here is
01:02:37you give my blessing
01:02:40you mean that
01:02:43absolutely
01:02:45she's a great person
01:02:46and you are a great man
01:02:49that
01:02:51you deserve
01:02:53plus you know
01:02:53you're gonna end up getting really lonely
01:02:55and i don't want those late night phone calls at 3am again just
01:03:01hey come here
01:03:03i love you big guy
01:03:06i love you too pops
01:03:09let's go let's get out of here come on
01:03:12you take care okay i will
01:03:22anya red alert it's here it's here
01:03:25it's here
01:03:36and are they gonna publish it
01:03:38they love the new ending and they're gonna put it in their summer lineup
01:03:45wait new ending
01:03:51i told you once he said that my son was half of my heart but i was too scared to
01:03:59say
01:04:02you're the other half
01:04:11you're the other half
01:04:12so much for coming
01:04:15i used to be just like you
01:04:18trying to meet the expectations of this life
01:04:23but i wrote my own set of rules
01:04:26you should write your own too
01:04:28so we can feel alive
01:04:31you
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