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00:29Tanya Cushman Reviewer
00:52I don't know if Robert even remembers it by now, but I met him first.
01:00That night, all those years ago, leaning against the kitchen cabinets wasted on cheap beer, I made him laugh, and
01:09it was so spontaneous and natural.
01:15I knew he felt it, too.
01:18But then she walked over, and I introduced them.
01:22Robert, this is Nancy.
01:40What is it?
01:46Oh, my God.
02:16Oh, my God.
02:17Oh, my God.
02:46It doesn't look like her.
02:50I defended, David.
02:53I really thought this didn't make any sense.
02:58It doesn't.
02:59Everyone gets to see this now and think whatever they want before I've even had a chance to...
03:04I know, but...
03:07I hope you know that whatever it is that you are feeling, you can tell me.
03:15I mean, it's...
03:19Bad enough to imagine her with someone else seeing that.
03:26I thought that when they had the guy in custody there'd be some sense of relief.
03:40There's none.
03:43Do you feel any?
03:47No.
03:48Not really.
03:50Despite all that?
03:53Still love her?
03:57If anything, get her back.
04:00Is that crazy, isn't it?
04:03No.
04:07No.
04:07No, it's not crazy.
04:16This is me.
04:22Hey.
04:26Thank you for coming with me today.
04:30It was nice being somewhere important to her.
04:34Even if it was just for a little bit.
04:36No.
04:37No.
04:42No.
04:47No.
04:49No.
05:00No.
05:02I came to confront you about leaving me all red, but, wow.
05:08I'm sorry.
05:09You know, if you had other plans, you could have just told me.
05:11I had previous plans to go to the valet with a friend, and I'm, my phone was on silent.
05:16You know, it feels like you don't take me seriously.
05:19I thought we both understood that I am not interested in serious, Jay.
05:23That's not what I meant.
05:24What I meant is you don't respect me, like, as a person.
05:28I do.
05:30Jay, this is not an easy time for me right now.
05:33It's not really even about tonight, though, right?
05:35I mean, after the St. Patrick's Day party, you come over two hours after you said you would?
05:40The night your friend died?
05:41I mean, you text me at 9 p.m., you show up at 1?
05:43What is that about?
05:44No, it was just after 10.
05:46No, it was definitely later than that.
05:47No, it wasn't.
05:48Hell, I stayed up.
05:52We should not be talking about this in the street.
05:55I think we should go upstairs.
05:57I think we should open a bottle of wine and maybe try to talk about this like adults.
06:03Yeah?
06:05You said wine.
06:06Oh, it's the wine that got you.
06:08Not the adult part?
06:32You said wine.
06:38I don't know.
07:08All day like Brady, long hair this wavy
07:10And a bim-bim shopping all day, no Macy
07:12I found first lady, you again can't date me
07:15Look at your savings, you still waiting
07:17Still pulling out Daisy, turnin' on daydreams
07:20Crazy, gotta pull up crazy
07:21You ain't crazy, no baby
07:23Like Daisy, gotta pull up crazy
07:25You ain't crazy, no baby, no crazy
07:32Morning
07:34Hey
07:35No milk, no sugar, just coffee
07:38Grounds and hot water, your favorite
07:40Thank you
07:40Yeah
07:43You're gonna be late for work
07:44You know, I think my boss will understand
07:48Oh, wow
07:49You know, I didn't know you were into fishing
07:52Are you?
07:53I'm not
07:56Okay, well, if you wanna learn
07:58I know there's a great spot at Lake Gregory
07:59Shay, you should really get to the office
08:02Yeah, no, I
08:04I should
08:04Let me do that, I'll see you there
08:07Yeah
08:21I call chocolate
08:22I wanted the chocolate wine
08:24Too bad, I'm too bad
08:26I'm sorry, sweetheart
08:26I have to honor the dips
08:29Backpack's on in 20 minutes, girls
08:31What do you say to Aunt Ellie?
08:33Thank you, Aunt Ellie
08:34Welcome
08:34Thank you
08:35Is it too much sugar?
08:36There's no such thing
08:38Well, sure, I'm in there
08:39So what were you gonna tell me about the ballet?
08:42Okay, so what?
08:43I'm just not allowed to use the car anymore?
08:44This is what happens, Marcus
08:45When you sit in my car and vape in secret
08:47It's gonna keep doing this
08:48Hey guys
08:48Hey, oh
08:50Hey, mom, could you tell me to cut me some slack?
08:51I'm just trying to ask for a jump
08:53Let's find the jumper cables
08:54I am so sorry about all of this
08:57No, it's okay
08:57I promise you will have my full attention
08:59I'm just gonna
09:00Let me just make some room
09:02Oh, God
09:02I'm so sorry
09:04Oh, no, no, it's okay
09:04I'll get it, I'll get it
09:05Ellie, let me get that
09:11What is this?
09:12It's nothing
09:13Nothing?
09:14It's a police report
09:18They're public records
09:20Yes, but why do you have them?
09:21Because something doesn't feel right
09:24I know Divide was arrested
09:26But he was arrested for robbery
09:27Not murder
09:28Because of some random informant's testimony
09:31I mean, come on, it's sketchy
09:33The news is trying to connect it to Nancy
09:36And it's not
09:38So you're investing a lot of time on this
09:41Don't do that
09:42Don't make me sound like I'm fragile
09:46I get enough of that around here
09:48Okay
10:00Oh, thank you
10:01I just couldn't get myself to do it
10:05I get it
10:06I keep staring at old text messages from her that I can't delete
10:10Yeah
10:12Was this your breakfast?
10:14I haven't had much of an appetite
10:16Something else going on?
10:18No, it's just
10:19I don't want to bother you with it on top of everything else
10:22What is it?
10:26Kit asked me today what I'm doing for Cora's birthday this weekend
10:31I totally forgot about
10:32So now I'm trying to figure out this DJ for some silent disco
10:36That I have no idea if she's even into
10:37And I'm googling 17-year-old girl birthday party
10:40Careful
10:41You don't want to end up on a list
10:44Thanks
10:44Now I feel like an idiot
10:46Pervert
10:50What kind of father forgets his own daughter's birthday?
10:54I can't believe it
10:55One married to Nancy?
10:57Yeah
10:57You've never had to think about any of this
10:59Yeah, but I want to at least try
11:01You know, it's
11:02First birthday after
11:08Nancy always made it magical
11:10I'm not going to give a speech, I swear
11:12Um, 16 years ago
11:14The greatest gift came into my life
11:16And today
11:17We get to celebrate her
11:20So without further ado
11:21The birthday girl
11:23My baby girl, Cora
11:25Is it your birthday girl?
11:27Cause you looking like a present
11:29Is it your birthday girl?
11:32Woo!
11:33Woo!
11:34It's on me, ladies
11:35Gonna get it if you want it
11:36It's free, ladies
11:37Feel good when you're rolling with me, don't it?
11:39We here, we just have to believe on it
11:41So glad we never worried about the shit they say
11:45My biggest taxes and my turn to sand
11:48I'm starting from the bottom
11:49Keep my heart
11:50Love y'all so much
11:52Don't be fucking me, don't be fucking me
11:56I'm still gonna fuck it up
11:59I could help
12:01I mean, I've been to my fair share of Nancy festivities
12:05I think I could try to figure it out
12:07And it's not too much?
12:09It's Cora
12:10What's too much?
12:11There is no too much
12:12Oh, thank you
12:14Yeah
12:16Yeah
12:16Yeah, okay
12:17Just send me what you have so far
12:18Okay?
12:19Yeah, I'll get it
12:26Detective Gans
12:27Are you looking to buy in this neighborhood?
12:30Not with what they pay me, sadly
12:33She's beautiful
12:35Thank you
12:35Incredible lines
12:37Not many people would custom paint a vintage 450 SL, though
12:42Then again, if money is no object
12:44What does it matter if you devalue a classic in mint condition?
12:49To each his own
12:51Yeah
12:52Have a good day
12:54Actually, if you don't mind
12:58I'm sure you've seen this picture
12:59Yeah, it's all over the news
13:01Yeah
13:02I have studied this picture a lot
13:04And what I can't get over
13:06Is the look on Mrs. Hennessey's face
13:11Right? She looks relaxed
13:13Not a bit out of place
13:15But it doesn't track
13:16What does a Pasadena socialite have in common with this crowd?
13:21She wasn't always a socialite
13:24She had a life before Robert
13:26What kind of life?
13:28A tough one
13:29Alcoholic mother
13:31Abusive stepfather
13:33Trailer park
13:34It was not easy
13:36Yeah, yeah
13:37Now we looked into her history
13:40It kind of makes this even more peculiar
13:42Why will a woman like that?
13:45What does she have in common with Robert and his family?
13:50Or with you?
13:52Is my friendship under investigation?
13:56No
13:57It is not
13:59Is the robbery charge just bullshit?
14:01I feel like you wouldn't be asking me all this
14:03If you had a real case against David
14:06Are you looking into someone else?
14:10Thank you for your time
14:18Yeah, yes
14:25What's up?
14:26Oh, please
14:28Thank you
14:29Oh, please
14:32Please
14:32Beware
14:33Hey!
14:37We'll see you
14:38Come on
14:38Bye
14:39Bye
14:40Bye
14:41Bye
14:41Bye
14:41Bye
14:41Bye
14:41Bye
14:50Blow down your window!
14:55You have no right to be following me.
14:57This is harassment.
14:58I want your name and your badge number.
15:01I'm not a cop.
15:03I look for Donovan.
15:09Okay.
15:12And have you ever been to a war zone?
15:15A loss of life changes you.
15:18So, I had them apply for asylum.
15:20Pulling some of those governmental strings we talked about.
15:23And long story short, they now have a thriving dental practice.
15:29Their daughter just graduated from Vassar last year.
15:32And that's incredible.
15:35But when your heart is speaking to you, you ought to listen.
15:40Ladies, if you'll excuse me, I have just a little business to tend to.
15:43But I'll see you at the pool a little later.
15:49That's cute.
15:50You use my stories to pick up women?
15:53It's a good story.
15:54And Mom and I do fund your little charity thing, so it's also my story.
15:59Little charity thing?
16:00Thanks, Donnie.
16:02The daughter went to Ohio State, by the way.
16:05Vassar sounded better.
16:06Wow.
16:07So, my guy Winston said you can sprint.
16:10Yeah, when I'm compelled to.
16:12In some families, when somebody's friend dies, they buy them flowers or a basket or even offer a hug.
16:18I can't relate.
16:21They say it's the curse of the well-bred and the wealthy.
16:24Okay.
16:25Not enough hugs, too much emotional sublimation, you know.
16:27Right.
16:28Since your man, Winston, is done stalking me and you can see that I'm very safe, very sound, maybe you
16:35guys go home.
16:38I would love to.
16:39Mm-hmm.
16:40There are better things to do than babysit you.
16:42But.
16:42But when tragedy strikes, you do have a tendency to get unpredictable.
16:47That's not fair.
16:48No?
16:49No.
16:50When Dad died?
16:51Don't, no, don't do that.
16:52Do not bring him into this.
16:54I was in a very different place back then.
17:00Seriously?
17:01If I had confronted you without evidence, you would have denied it.
17:03This is two old friends grieving.
17:05These look like pretty big smiles for grieving.
17:08Honoring the passion of somebody we loved.
17:13You and I both know you love to fix a broken toy.
17:16Especially a certain nice Caucasian one.
17:18What?
17:18Maybe you'd have joined the BSU or some black sorority.
17:22Here we go.
17:22You'd be with a Jamal or a Terrell instead of stuck on you-know-who.
17:26You're an ass.
17:27Why don't you just admit that you have a blind spot when it comes to Robert, and you always have?
17:35Are you done?
17:36Stop fucking following me.
17:38I'm done.
17:38I don't know.
19:10I think they're just doing their due diligence, Robert.
19:12They're not going to find anything.
19:13Of course not.
19:14I wasn't implying that I was saying that.
19:17I'm sorry.
19:18It's just...
19:19This whole thing is just...
19:22Maybe this isn't the best time to throw a birthday party.
19:29I disagree.
19:31I think we have to keep on living.
19:34Do you know?
19:36Cora deserves some normalcy.
19:38As do you.
19:41And I think it's what Nancy would have wanted.
19:53So, if we are going to add someone to the team in Liberia, my vote would be Chelsea.
19:59Has she volunteered?
20:01Uh, no.
20:02No, but she's still on some initiative.
20:03She just has great local connections I think might help us.
20:09Elle?
20:11Elle?
20:13Yes, I'm sorry.
20:15Yeah, it's all good.
20:16Um, I can reach out to her, though, if you'd like me to.
20:19Sure.
20:21Um, hey, Jay.
20:23This isn't going to happen, but the police investigation is getting kind of complicated.
20:29So, if someone were to ask you about me...
20:36I know.
20:37I got it.
20:38I won't say anything, okay?
20:40No, you can.
20:42You can tell them that I was at your place.
20:48I thought we were going to scream.
20:50We are.
20:51But, you know, if somebody asks, then we want to be helpful.
20:55Elle?
20:56Yes.
20:56Do you have a second?
20:58Yes, of course.
20:59Can you give me a second?
21:01Sure.
21:01Sorry.
21:01Oh, yeah.
21:05What's up?
21:06You okay?
21:07It's my mom.
21:08Someone asked to pick her up from the police station.
21:11What?
21:11What do you mean?
21:27I've contacted an attorney.
21:28He's on his way.
21:29She is not going to answer any questions until he gets here.
21:32We're not arresting her.
21:33I just need someone to take her off our hands.
21:36I don't understand.
21:37I found out that your friend has been harassing my officers.
21:41What?
21:41Last week alone, she submitted 20 public records requests, and today she crossed a line.
21:48Next time, handcuffs.
21:56What the hell did you do?
21:58It doesn't matter.
21:59No, actually, it matters.
22:01A lot.
22:02I may have used the C word.
22:04What?
22:05While throwing a stapler.
22:06Oh, my God.
22:07At a wall.
22:08Okay.
22:09Out of person.
22:10Are you okay?
22:11Look, they wasted all of this time on this Daveed thing, and meanwhile, they won't look
22:16at any of my leads.
22:17I circled every single David in our college yearbooks.
22:21I found every David that she follows on social media.
22:23I even found a William David who owns a flower shop in Texas, and she liked his post on Pinterest,
22:29and I just, I know it sounds crazy, but I don't know how to-
22:31Do not be bad at me for asking this.
22:33What?
22:34Are you taking the-
22:36No, Elle.
22:37Come on.
22:37I haven't taken more than an aspirin in six months.
22:39Okay?
22:40Okay.
22:43I'm sorry I can't let this go.
22:47But she told you, Elle.
22:50She shut me out, and you got to hear things, and now I never will.
22:56She shut me out, too.
22:58There's so much shit I don't know.
23:01Well, I wish I could just distract myself like you can.
23:06With work and Robert.
23:10I think tonight we should just have a very relaxed evening, okay?
23:15I'm going to get some takeout.
23:16I'm going to bring it over for you and the kids and Howard.
23:18We're just going to chillax.
23:21Okay?
23:22Okay.
23:22Okay.
23:23I didn't realize anyone said that anymore.
23:24Yeah, I do.
23:26Well, chillax.
23:48Hey, I just came to drop-
23:50Robert?
23:52Hey.
23:55Robert!
23:58Hey.
24:01That look cathartic.
24:04Yeah.
24:05I don't know.
24:06I want a drink.
24:08I'm down here and hit some balls instead.
24:10How long have you been out here?
24:12Uh, well, I guess I really wanted a drink.
24:18Everything okay?
24:19Have you heard from the police?
24:21They dropped off a few of Nasty's boxes, but aside from that, nothing.
24:25I did hear from your brother, though.
24:27Are you joking?
24:30I was pretty shocked he called me.
24:32It's been so many years.
24:33Well, and what did he want?
24:37Offers condolences.
24:39Right.
24:39The guy never liked me.
24:41Oh, come on.
24:42Did I ever tell you what he said to me?
24:44No.
24:45No, he was on that fishing trip with your dad, freshman year on spring break.
24:49Yeah.
24:50About an hour after we arrived, Donovan cornered me and told me that you were strictly off limits, romantically speaking.
24:58Why would he do that?
25:00I'm sure he was just doing the big brother thing.
25:02I wouldn't hold it against him.
25:04I'm going to come up in the shower.
25:06Are you sitting around?
25:07I'm not sure.
25:09Okay.
25:24What decade do you think we're living in?
25:28I've been out in the sun a while.
25:29You're going to have to give me a second.
25:30Do you think this is the dark ages where you get to decide who I date and who I don't
25:35date?
25:35Because despite what you and our mother believe, I am an adult.
25:40I'm an adult.
25:41I'm somebody who people look up to and rely on.
25:44I make responsible decisions about what I want and what I do.
25:48Okay.
25:50Why don't you have a seat?
25:52Tell me what we're so worked up about today.
25:55You called Robert?
25:58That was fast.
26:00You two talk a lot, huh?
26:02He told me what you said.
26:04Back then when you first met him, that you forbade him from dating me.
26:09That's a deep cut.
26:11Do you want to tell me why?
26:13Come on, Eve, we both know why.
26:14No, I really don't.
26:15I think I might need to hear you say it.
26:18All right.
26:21I see it.
26:24You both.
26:26Smart, sensitive, like-minded people in a vacuum.
26:30If the rest of the world doesn't exist, you're the perfect interracial cannonball.
26:38But because the world should have...
26:40Not the world.
26:41It's family.
26:43No, you don't know anything about his family.
26:45The Hennesseys are old money, bone-deep entitlement.
26:49They think accountability's a myth.
26:52Ethics are a joke.
26:53Who do you think pulled the strings to get David arrested?
26:56That is a classic Hennessey move right there.
26:59Closing ranks to protect their own.
27:01No.
27:02You sound ridiculous right now.
27:04Robert did not kill Nancy.
27:06She had a lover.
27:08His name was David.
27:09And David killed her.
27:10So maybe Robert found out about David.
27:13He didn't know about David.
27:14He didn't even know about the affair until I told him.
27:16And by the time I told him, Nancy was already dead.
27:19Wait a second.
27:20You...
27:22You told Robert that his wife was stepping out on him?
27:27Yes.
27:28Because he was worried.
27:29He was going to call the police.
27:31And I wanted to help.
27:32It seems like all you do lately is help Robert.
27:38He wanted to be his backup plan.
27:40You have no idea what you are talking about.
27:44Oh, no?
27:45No.
27:58I can't believe Mommy went to jail.
28:00I didn't.
28:01I was practicing civil disobedience.
28:04Which we all have a right to do.
28:09But I'm sorry that I scared you guys.
28:11I wasn't scared.
28:12Oh, okay.
28:13Dad was.
28:19Hey, I'm still working on that.
28:21I think we're done here.
28:22That is unless anyone wants to help me clean up.
28:24Not it.
28:25Not it.
28:25Hey, hey.
28:26No, no, no.
28:26Get...
28:27Junie, get back here.
28:28I'll help.
28:29I'll help.
28:32They were scared.
28:34They don't want to say it, but they were.
28:35You just left with no explanation.
28:37And then we get a call from the cops?
28:42I know she meant a lot to you, but so does your family.
28:48They, they're still here.
28:50They need you.
28:51We need you.
28:52I don't know how to, I don't know how to let it go, okay?
28:58Thank you, Eleanor, for the help and the noodles.
29:17He has a right to be concerned.
29:19I know, I know.
29:20Um, okay, so I need you to keep an open mind.
29:26About what?
29:27I found an address for Daveed.
29:32No.
29:33Aren't you sick of them thinking that we don't deserve answers because we're just her friends?
29:39Of course I am.
29:39He painted her.
29:40He, he partied with her.
29:42He may know something about what happened.
29:45We can't just interfere with the investigation.
29:51She doesn't talk back.
29:53Who?
29:56There's this grief counselor on YouTube.
30:01And she suggests that you talk to your deceased loved ones.
30:07So I've been trying that.
30:09You know, when people aren't in the house or asleep so they don't think I'm crazy.
30:15And I just talk to her.
30:17I tell her, you know, how Artie just lost another tooth and how Howard may have a lead on a
30:23new job.
30:26And she doesn't answer.
30:33She doesn't talk back.
30:38And I have so many questions.
30:42Please help.
30:54Hello?
30:55Leave me the hell alone!
30:57Sir, we're not reporters.
30:59We're not police officers.
31:01We're not police officers.
31:02We're friends of Nancy.
31:03We just want to talk.
31:05Go away!
31:06No!
31:08No!
31:09We will not go away!
31:11Let us in!
31:12Please!
31:13Mary!
31:14Are you out of your fucking mind?
31:16Please.
31:17She was our friend.
31:21Please.
31:21Please.
31:22Please.
31:22Please.
31:32Please!
31:54She saw my work at a collector's and reached out.
31:58I thought she was one of those white women who, no offense,
32:02wanted me to paint what they think is their true authentic self but after a
32:06few sketches it was clear that she was someone different. She wanted me to paint
32:11the scars. She said they were from an accident that she caused. She said the
32:16scars were her fault? They most definitely were not her fault. David from the photo
32:22it seemed like you two knew each other so well. I don't even remember that picture.
32:27She was barely at the party. I think the guy she brought wasn't having a good time.
32:32What? What do you mean the guy that she brought? Divi, do you remember what he
32:36looked like? He was white. Do you think she could have been with Robert? No. No, he had
32:42never seen that photo. Can you look at this? He would have told me. Can you look at this
32:49photo for me? Do you recognize this man? If I remembered anything more than his race
32:54I would have said so. I told the police it's on them. You barely look at the photo. No, you've
32:58asked your last question.
33:01I was put in jail. And for what? I did nothing. Nothing.
33:06Okay. We've taken enough of your time. Thank you.
33:15Where were you?
33:17Excuse me?
33:19Your best friend was in a death spiral. She was drowning in her own misery. That's what I saw.
33:26That's what I painted. So where were you when she needed you the most? She wasn't hiding it.
33:31If you didn't see it, it's because you didn't want to.
33:36Come on. Come on. Let's go.
33:42I'd like the centerpieces to be a bit more consistent.
33:45And I'd like three people at every corner.
33:47I don't want Yvonne on that. It's not the entire time. Okay? Thank you.
33:50Your fault.
33:52You didn't offer to do it.
33:53I told you. Over and over.
34:04Hey. Everything okay?
34:06Despite my strong objection, my family went ahead and hired that crisis PR firm to pressure the police.
34:12They're the ones who leaked that photo.
34:14Can you fucking believe it?
34:16They're the reason David Boyette was arrested. My family.
34:20That's disgusting.
34:21I thought it would help keep the press off of us.
34:25Apparently, who gives a fuck if an innocent man has to sit behind bars for weeks?
34:31And you've never met him, right?
34:35I've never met who?
34:36David.
34:37I mean, the first time you saw him was on the news.
34:40No, no. You were here. We saw him together.
34:43What are you getting at?
34:44I'm... No, I'm not getting at anything. I...
34:48I just know what it means to be from a powerful family.
34:53Sometimes you can't see how they're pulling the strings.
34:56Well, you managed to make your own way in the world.
35:01You think?
35:02Yeah.
35:03I constantly feel them looking over my shoulder.
35:09Yeah, but you do the things that matter to you.
35:14I admire that.
35:17Always have.
35:20Dad!
35:21Dad!
35:26Hey.
35:27Cora, Mom's thing's boxed up.
35:29I was... I was just organizing.
35:31You... you can't get rid of them.
35:33Cora, that's not what this is.
35:35You have to understand, it's very difficult for me to have her things all around.
35:38So what? You're just gonna erase her?
35:42No.
35:43No, he can't do that.
35:44That's impossible, Cora.
35:46This is all I have.
35:47What's in these boxes is all I have left of my mom.
35:51I understand, sweetie.
35:52Cora.
35:53Come here.
36:02You know, my car belonged to my dad before he passed.
36:08And...
36:09he gave me this necklace.
36:13And I even have a fishing rod of his hanging on the wall in my apartment.
36:17Because I want to feel his presence.
36:20So I keep all of those things really close to me.
36:24So you can do that.
36:26You can look at all of this stuff and just...
36:28Whatever reminds you of her, you take that, you keep it close to you.
36:34And the rest of it, we will make sure to put somewhere very special.
36:40Like, maybe the Ojai house.
36:43That way you can go there whenever you want to feel her presence.
36:48Okay.
36:51You don't have to let go of your mom.
36:54Your dad would never ask you to do that.
37:11Hey, thanks.
37:19I'll blame her for calling it off.
37:22She'll probably have more fun back at school anyway.
37:27I really fucked up this birthday.
37:29I'm the one who insisted that you throw her a party.
37:32You've done nothing but help.
37:34I think Cora just needs some time.
37:37It's so unnatural.
37:39You know, nobody prepares a kid to lose a parent.
37:41No one prepared us.
37:45You know, part of me was relieved when the police came and took her things.
37:50I don't want to erase her, but everywhere I look is something of hers just shouting at me about this
37:57secret life that she had.
37:59Fucking affair that she kept for me.
38:02It's deafening.
38:03It's all around.
38:09Well, I think that the Ojai house is going to be the perfect place for all this stuff.
38:14Yeah.
38:16It's going to be hard to go out there alone.
38:32Feeling all the day pass me by.
38:35Hearing that you'll be alright.
38:38They will never know what it's like to be me right now.
38:42When everything's falling apart, you're the one I usually call.
38:49What am I supposed to do when I am just a child acting tough?
38:56I'm a wish with no luck.
38:58I've been trying to find a way, but I get stuck.
39:04You're irreplaceable.
39:05There's only one of you I don't understand
39:11How the world can move when it's missing you
39:17Something must be wrong when life goes on
39:22With or without you
39:24With or without you
39:27With or without you
39:30With or without you
39:32With or without you
39:41With or without you
40:05She used that on every person in my family
40:08Everyone hated it
40:10Nothing made her laugh harder
40:11Every time she used it
40:13She would laugh for hours
40:33I didn't know how much pain she was in
40:37How could I have not seen
40:40What she was going through
40:42None of us did
40:45I missed it
40:47I just, I just missed it
40:51Hey, it's okay
40:52So did I
40:53Oh, God
41:21Oh, God
44:06She asked me once if I liked Robert.
44:13I remember how quickly I said no.
44:22She must have known I was lying.
44:25How could she not?
44:31I was never as good as she was at pretending, at creating my own reality.
44:42So maybe this is my chance, and maybe she would understand, because she was lying too, lying
44:53to Robert, lying to all of us.
45:07Nancy, I need to start with an apology.
45:11My reaction was extreme.
45:15I was horrible to you, and I'm sorry I scared you so badly, but you can hardly blame me for
45:22being angry when you're sleeping with someone else.
45:27Hey.
45:29Are you okay?
45:35All this madness, sins of silence
45:46Saints and liars, thieves and tyrants What is the truth?
46:00Why does it matter?
46:04Why does it matter?
46:04If a lie covers up, what?
46:07Whatever comes after?
46:09What is real?
46:12What is true?
46:15Who am I?
46:17Who are you?
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