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00:00:35Nice one.
00:00:36Not very happy about the hook in his dinner.
00:00:42Catch him on a hopper?
00:00:46Hopper's out yet?
00:00:47There's one out.
00:00:50They're sure not buying this salmon fly.
00:00:53You're not buying your presentation.
00:00:54You're slapping the water with it.
00:00:56Just lay it.
00:00:58Too much action in your wrist.
00:01:00Stop trying to hail a cab on Fifth Avenue.
00:01:05Just lay it down.
00:01:08Like that.
00:01:17And on a hopper.
00:01:18I do this for a living, big brother.
00:01:20Well, sort of.
00:01:21You should do it for a living.
00:01:23Never make work of your passions.
00:01:25Well, counterpoint to that is love what you do.
00:01:27You never work a day in your life.
00:01:28You love what you do?
00:01:29I don't even like what I do.
00:01:31You should analyze that.
00:01:32Exactly what I'm doing.
00:01:33I'm glad you're doing something, because you damn sure ain't catching any trout.
00:01:40You better not be doing what I think you're doing.
00:01:44Tying on a nymph.
00:01:45Don't you dare.
00:01:46This is my last day, Paul.
00:01:48I'm tying on a nymph.
00:01:49And if you fuck with me even a little, I'm putting on a streamer.
00:01:53I don't know you anymore.
00:01:55I recognize your face, but the words coming from it are the words of a stranger.
00:01:59I don't know you anymore.
00:02:05Ha!
00:02:06Doesn't count.
00:02:07It counts.
00:02:08I got a spin caster in the truck.
00:02:10Why don't you just put some cheese on a treble hook?
00:02:12Out of here.
00:02:18Hey, I'm keeping it.
00:02:20Of course you are, fucking fish killer.
00:02:22I'm keeping it, and you're cooking it.
00:02:26All right.
00:02:27And lay it out there.
00:02:55Hey, I have the Hermes scarf and the blouse from Brunello.
00:02:57I'm meeting her at the Greenwich, and then we'll depart for the opening at 5.15.
00:03:01Well, does her assistant know?
00:03:03Okay, yeah.
00:03:03Calling now.
00:03:24The Washington Heights Women's Center will provide essential services for New York's most underprivileged
00:03:32and underrepresented demographic.
00:03:35Beyond reproductive care, the Women's Center will provide wellness care, counseling, dietary
00:03:41consultation.
00:03:42The nutritionist was my idea.
00:03:44The diet of some of those people is a board.
00:03:46They just don't know any better.
00:03:47They don't eat junk because they like it, Laura.
00:03:50They eat it because it's cheap.
00:03:51They don't need a nutritionist.
00:03:53They need better food.
00:03:54The food bank has a bigger selection of produce than my Whole Foods, Stacy, and it all rots.
00:03:59They won't eat it.
00:04:00They want chips and chicken nuggets and sugar-coated cereals.
00:04:03They need education.
00:04:04What we're really talking about today is in a truck.
00:04:07Excuse me.
00:04:08It's dignity.
00:04:09The kind of dignity that has a lot of people who are in a motion.
00:04:13Paige?
00:04:14I was attacked.
00:04:16Attacked?
00:04:17A man just walked up and hit me.
00:04:19Took my bag and hit me.
00:04:20Can you see it?
00:04:21Did you call the police?
00:04:23It just happened.
00:04:24Where are you?
00:04:26Downtown.
00:04:26Get in a cab.
00:04:27Should I go to the hospital?
00:04:28Like, look at this.
00:04:29No, go to Dr. Steele's office.
00:04:31I'll meet you there.
00:04:31Wait, there's a police car.
00:04:40What happened?
00:04:41I was attacked and robbed.
00:04:43Somebody hit you?
00:04:44Hit me and took two bags, shopping bags.
00:04:46What did they look like?
00:04:48Maybe 30, a navy sweatshirt, hood over his head, tall, tall and skinny.
00:04:53What color was it?
00:04:55Color?
00:04:56His skin.
00:04:58I can't.
00:04:59I can't.
00:05:00You didn't notice?
00:05:01Was he dark like me or light like him?
00:05:06I don't know.
00:05:07I only saw him walking away.
00:05:09But you think he's 30.
00:05:10How do you know that?
00:05:11I saw him for an instant, but yes, he looked 30 or maybe younger, but I don't want to say
00:05:15his race because I don't know.
00:05:17How about this?
00:05:18What color were the shopping bags?
00:05:20White.
00:05:20Two of them.
00:05:21Maybe a blue sweatshirt.
00:05:22Two white bags.
00:05:23Got it.
00:05:24You need to file a report.
00:05:27Are you still there?
00:05:33117 Park Avenue?
00:05:40How many stitches?
00:05:42I think it's going to take six.
00:05:44How big a scar?
00:05:45We'll deal with the scar later.
00:05:47It's easy for you to say.
00:05:48It's not on your face.
00:05:49Russell might like it.
00:05:50Scars are sexy.
00:05:51Scars on men are sexy.
00:05:52Scars on women are...
00:05:55I'm going to look like a battered spouse.
00:05:57I don't know why you were walking.
00:05:58Why were you walking?
00:05:59You know better than that.
00:06:00I was on Fifth Avenue, Mom.
00:06:02If you can't walk on Fifth Avenue, where can you walk?
00:06:04You can't.
00:06:04That's the whole point.
00:06:07Did you call Daddy?
00:06:08He's fishing.
00:06:09And that means you can't call him?
00:06:10No, honey.
00:06:11I can call him.
00:06:11I just can't reach him.
00:06:13He doesn't have cell service on the river.
00:06:15He'll call tonight.
00:06:16But I can tell you what he'll say.
00:06:17He'll say, take the car.
00:06:19Stay still.
00:06:22He hit me.
00:06:24For no reason.
00:06:26I would have given him the bags.
00:06:28He just hit me.
00:06:29I know.
00:07:10Just leave all that shit on the plane.
00:07:12I got a surprise for you tomorrow.
00:07:14Paul, I have to leave tomorrow.
00:07:17You're fishing the Big Lost tomorrow.
00:07:20You have to pack into the Big Lost.
00:07:22I fly in the smokejumpers, and we can use their strip.
00:07:29Happy birthday.
00:07:31Happy birthday.
00:07:35Gosh.
00:07:48Baby, baby, soft, soft.
00:07:53Baby, soft, soft, soft.
00:08:2264.
00:08:2364.
00:08:29Astonishing where the time goes.
00:08:32I wonder, what do I have?
00:08:34Maybe 10, 15 years before I'm too old to do anything more than just remember?
00:08:48Well, it took Stacy and the kids to this resort in the Caribbean.
00:08:53Rooms are 10 grand a night.
00:08:56Villas are 30.
00:08:57This shit doesn't impress me.
00:08:58No, Paul, it doesn't impress me either.
00:09:00I'm just trying to tell you a story.
00:09:02Now, if you quantify making it by the things you can afford, then this place is making it.
00:09:09We're sitting there on the beach and watching all these couples walk by.
00:09:15We're the youngest there by like two decades.
00:09:18I mean, everyone's in their 70s and 80s.
00:09:20They barely waddle across the sand.
00:09:25All covered up in their big hats and their long-sleeved shirts.
00:09:28They made it.
00:09:31But their bodies are too old to enjoy it.
00:09:35We were halfway around the world and they were too old or crippled.
00:09:40Swim in the water, run in the sand, make love.
00:09:42None of it.
00:09:43They finally made it.
00:09:46They were all too old to create a single memory.
00:09:51And they knew it.
00:09:54It was on every one of their faces.
00:09:58Saw them at the restaurant.
00:09:59Same thing.
00:10:00Not a smile among them.
00:10:02Because they knew.
00:10:06They'd worked their whole lives for that moment.
00:10:10My moment had already passed them by.
00:10:15That's why I'm here.
00:10:18That's why I quit.
00:10:20I make a memory a day, brother.
00:10:23Sometimes more.
00:10:26But thank them for who, huh?
00:10:30No kids?
00:10:32No wife?
00:10:33You got nobody to share it with, Paul.
00:10:36I'm sharing it with you right now.
00:10:38Once a year, you share it with me.
00:10:39Then you should come more often.
00:10:41At least, you got a girlfriend.
00:10:43Not on your life.
00:10:45How about a dog?
00:10:47They're needier than girlfriends.
00:10:49Maybe a goldfish, then.
00:10:51Maybe.
00:10:53You'd probably try to kill it with one of your giant hook streamers.
00:11:03True.
00:11:25Abby, how was your day?
00:11:26Laser resurfacing is the most effective.
00:11:28Doesn't that make your skin shiny like forever?
00:11:30I still haven't seen it.
00:11:31You're never seeing it.
00:11:32It looks like a bloody zipper.
00:11:33I wish I had been there.
00:11:34Wait, so he could have hit you too?
00:11:36Oh, you would have gotten a shot stabbed or worse.
00:11:38Much worse than getting shot.
00:11:39I don't know, but that's what would have happened.
00:11:41Being set on fire is worse.
00:11:42Girls, please.
00:11:43And the police, they just kept asking, what was his race?
00:11:46Like, that has anything to do with it?
00:11:47I mean, it's pretty important information when you're trying to find somebody.
00:11:50Whoa.
00:11:51That's so racist.
00:11:58Where are you going?
00:11:59It's your father.
00:12:00So, where are you going?
00:12:02It is rude to talk on the phone in a restaurant.
00:12:05It is also rude to play on your phone in a restaurant and surf the internet.
00:12:09Basically, what all of you are doing right now is rude.
00:12:13Rude to who?
00:12:15It's rude to me.
00:12:16It's rude to each other.
00:12:17It's rude to the staff.
00:12:18Just fucking rude.
00:12:25It's so bright there.
00:12:27What time is it?
00:12:28Seven.
00:12:30Full moon.
00:12:32Wow.
00:12:33Look at those stars.
00:12:36My view is better.
00:12:37Well, until your brother gets indoor plumbing, I'll have to take your word for it.
00:12:41Oh, there's plumbing of sorts.
00:12:44Got a sink.
00:12:45Got a shower now.
00:12:46Well, until the outhouse moves indoors, then I'll have to rely on pictures.
00:12:52You feel rested?
00:12:53What time do you land tomorrow?
00:12:55Okay.
00:12:56Gonna have to push it back a day, honey, because Paul has something very, very special planned
00:13:01for tomorrow.
00:13:02Mm-hmm.
00:13:02It's a stretch of river that can only be reached by pack horse.
00:13:05Takes like a week.
00:13:06Paul has permission to fly us into it, honey.
00:13:10This is like, well, it's virgin water.
00:13:12Oh, now there's virgins involved.
00:13:16Nobody fishes this stretch, honey.
00:13:18Nobody.
00:13:18Maybe a dozen people a year, if that.
00:13:21Hey, um, some bad news.
00:13:24Uh, Paige got mugged today down in the village.
00:13:28What?
00:13:29Mugged?
00:13:30Is she okay?
00:13:31Yeah, she just, you know, she got a pretty good shiner and a decent cut.
00:13:35The doctor saw her six ditches.
00:13:37God damn it.
00:13:38I cannot come up with one plausible reason why we still live in that city.
00:13:43Well, I'll give you two.
00:13:45Our children.
00:13:46Two more.
00:13:47Our grandchildren.
00:13:48My parents.
00:13:49Make her use the car, honey.
00:13:51That's what it's for.
00:13:53She thinks it's a garish display of wealth.
00:13:55Well, if my money's so offensive, maybe we should stop giving it to her.
00:13:59Oh, honey.
00:13:59Oh, serious.
00:14:00Sell her apartment and put her up in a house in Great Neck or she takes the fucking car.
00:14:05Oh, my God.
00:14:05I knew you were going to do this.
00:14:07What am I doing?
00:14:08Okay, let's, this problem will be right here when you get back.
00:14:11Let's deal with it then.
00:14:13All right.
00:14:14She's okay, though, huh?
00:14:15Yes.
00:14:16In the meantime, enjoy your mountains.
00:14:18Enjoy your brother.
00:14:20Enjoy the hole in the ground.
00:14:21He thinks it's a toilet.
00:14:23And I'll see you Monday.
00:14:25Monday.
00:14:26I love you, honey.
00:14:28Love you.
00:14:47So, Russell, anything interesting happen in your world today besides your wife getting mugged?
00:14:53It, uh, uh, yeah, we're, uh, well, we're, we're investing in a Dutch cargo ship venture.
00:15:02I mean, some of these larger vessels, they, uh, carry over 25,000 containers, like 2,000 and change per
00:15:07container.
00:15:08That's over 50 million a load in freight.
00:15:10I mean, you have crew fees and docking fees, fuel by far being the largest expense.
00:15:15So, yeah, nothing interesting happened.
00:15:19Excuse me, um, can I order a martini, gin, three olives?
00:15:28What's wrong with you?
00:15:29I was the one that got punched.
00:16:06Let's go.
00:16:11Press.
00:16:11Yeah?
00:16:12You might want to grab your rod.
00:16:13Oh, shit.
00:16:14Christ.
00:16:19The way you talk about this place, I thought I'd only need my net, so.
00:16:22Yeah?
00:16:35Yeah?
00:16:43That's a good one.
00:16:45Yeah?
00:16:56Hey, that is the hatching.
00:17:15Hey, that is the hatching.
00:17:35Hey, that is the hatching.
00:18:00It's going to be one of those days, brother.
00:18:02Yes, I can use one.
00:18:41Did that worry you at all?
00:18:45We aren't going that way.
00:18:48That storm sure looks like it's coming this way.
00:18:51There isn't any weather on the radar this morning.
00:18:53Well, there's weather there now, Paul.
00:18:55Storms go over the mountains every afternoon.
00:18:59We're going that way.
00:19:03We can leave now if you want.
00:19:06We don't ever want to leave.
00:19:29We can't do it any better than that.
00:19:39We can't do it any better.
00:19:59No!
00:20:00No!
00:20:02I just realized there was a monster.
00:20:06We should go.
00:20:13Shit!
00:20:35What do you think?
00:20:36What's this telling you here?
00:20:37I'm just going to pick my way through it.
00:20:39It's going to be a little bumpy over the mountains.
00:20:41Yeah.
00:20:41I'm just going to keep going.
00:20:42Oh, my God.
00:21:16Oh, my God.
00:21:45Oh, my God.
00:21:49Oh, my God.
00:21:51Oh, my God.
00:21:58Oh, my God.
00:22:04Oh, my God.
00:22:29Oh, my God.
00:22:29Oh, my God.
00:22:31Oh, my God.
00:22:47Oh, my God.
00:22:51Oh, my God.
00:22:53Oh, my God.
00:23:10Oh, my God.
00:23:13Oh, my God.
00:23:18Oh, my God.
00:23:18Oh, my God.
00:23:24Oh, my God.
00:23:53Oh, my God.
00:23:57Oh, my God.
00:24:08Oh, my God.
00:24:19Oh, my God.
00:24:36Oh, my God.
00:24:39Hello?
00:24:42Is this Mrs. Clyburn?
00:24:44It is.
00:24:46Who's this?
00:24:47I'm Officer Shepard with the U.S. Department of Forestry.
00:24:52Yes?
00:24:54Is your husband Preston Clyburn?
00:24:58Yes.
00:25:02Ma'am, your husband was involved in a plane crash on a mountain called Bora Peak.
00:25:08Can I...
00:25:10Is...
00:25:11Can I speak to him? Is he alright?
00:25:14No ma'am.
00:25:17I'm sorry to say both he and Paul Clyburn did not survive the crash.
00:25:22Stacy?
00:25:25Ma'am.
00:25:28What do I do?
00:25:30Well ma'am, we'd like you to come here and identify the bodies.
00:25:33Help arrange transport to wherever you choose as a resting place.
00:25:37Hey, this is Stacy's friend. What's happened?
00:25:45Let me get that.
00:25:52Um...
00:25:53Uh, Idaho Falls.
00:25:54Is there an airport?
00:25:58Okay, okay.
00:26:00Let me...
00:26:02No, just, just, just, just let me...
00:26:09No!
00:26:10No!
00:26:12No!
00:26:13No!
00:26:15No!
00:26:17No!
00:26:26No!
00:26:40I'll get the car.
00:26:46Mom, they just think it's him.
00:26:49They don't know.
00:26:50Paige.
00:26:51What?
00:26:52They don't.
00:26:54They look like pilgrims.
00:26:56Where are we?
00:27:00Hey.
00:27:02I texted and I left a message.
00:27:05This is a little more important than school, don't you think?
00:27:08I can't include you in decisions when you do not respond.
00:27:12I will tell you why.
00:27:13Because he is my fucking father and they are my children.
00:27:15When people talk about life-altering events, they are talking about this.
00:27:19Then get on a plane and come get him.
00:27:22Yeah, that's what I thought.
00:27:52Would you like to...
00:27:53check in at the hotel, deal with the rest in the morning?
00:27:57Take me to the coroner.
00:27:58I'm going to get this over with.
00:28:05Would you like some music?
00:28:06I would not.
00:28:21Do we all go in?
00:28:22I don't know.
00:28:24Let me get the lay of the land.
00:28:38Ma'am, we're very sorry for your loss.
00:28:42Did you walk me through this?
00:28:44You knew the brother as well?
00:28:45I did.
00:28:45The state requires that remains be positively identified by a relative or close friend.
00:28:51Someone with enough familiarity to make visual recognition.
00:28:54Won't take long.
00:29:02The state deserves that remains to be taken part of the hotel.
00:29:24I don't think you are.
00:29:31there's no other way
00:29:34clearly you know who it is or you wouldn't have known to contact me
00:29:38we found a phone ma'am that does not positively identify a body
00:29:42but why else would he have the phone
00:29:46i don't make the laws ma'am but i do have to enforce
00:29:51you're gonna force me
00:29:57before he left he kissed me
00:30:01and he smiled and that is the last image of him in my mind
00:30:06if i go in there and see what happened to him
00:30:13that is the last image in my mind
00:30:19forever
00:30:24i'll do it mom
00:30:25no
00:30:27no you won't
00:30:32no you won't
00:30:39no you won't
00:30:58no you won't
00:31:00no you won't
00:31:06no you won't
00:31:07no you won't
00:31:27no you won't
00:31:42no you won't
00:31:56no you won't
00:31:57How dare you!
00:32:12Show me what you showed her.
00:32:40He had a will?
00:32:42Yes.
00:32:43Life insurance?
00:32:44Yes.
00:32:45I hate to ask these things, but...
00:32:47We're taken care of.
00:32:49What about a funeral?
00:32:50I don't know.
00:32:54The ranch?
00:32:56Maybe.
00:32:57I guess I'll take care of his brother as well.
00:32:59He doesn't...
00:33:00He doesn't have anyone.
00:33:01Then you'll never be able to visit him, Stacy.
00:33:04I'll close my eyes when I want to visit him.
00:33:06What are you going to do with this cabin?
00:33:08It's not my cabin.
00:33:09It's your cabin now.
00:33:11And if you sell it, then you can't visit him anywhere.
00:33:13Think about that. Bring him home.
00:33:15This is too much.
00:33:16Too many decisions for one day.
00:33:17Take a sleeping pill.
00:33:18I plan to.
00:33:19I'll call you tomorrow.
00:33:20Okay.
00:33:44I'll go to pick up.
00:33:45Hello, I'm going to go to pick up.
00:33:46I'll come back when I can.
00:33:50I'll go.
00:33:50I'll go.
00:33:51I'll go.
00:33:53I'll go.
00:33:54Oh, yeah.
00:34:05We were thinking of slumber party.
00:34:08You might.
00:34:12There's bound to be some shitty pizza in this town.
00:34:15Are you safe?
00:34:16I hope so.
00:34:21Girls, can you ninja up some Netflix on the TV?
00:34:25For you?
00:34:27Oh, God bless you.
00:34:30Nothing teaches you to sell Medicaid like a good divorce.
00:34:34What do you want, Grandma?
00:34:36A comedy.
00:34:39Well, A River Runs Through It.
00:34:41It was Grandpa's favorite movie.
00:34:46A river may run through it, but I've never actually gotten through it.
00:34:50So, in honor of him.
00:34:55We've come to the right place.
00:34:58Uh, pizza. Can you find some?
00:35:01Pizza?
00:35:02Yeah, and ice cream.
00:35:04What flavors?
00:35:05Dazzle us with options.
00:35:07Done.
00:35:08Thanks, Russ.
00:35:11Is it gonna be sad?
00:35:14No.
00:35:14It's about fishing.
00:35:16How sad could it be?
00:35:29I am holding my wish.
00:35:32Thanks, Mom.
00:35:33I sure feel better now.
00:35:35Jesus.
00:35:36It made your father cry, too.
00:35:38Every time, like a big baby.
00:35:44Oh, that and, uh, Rudy.
00:35:46Only men can cry over.
00:35:48Fishing and football.
00:35:50God, for life to be that simple.
00:35:54You know, in 39 years of marriage, we never fought.
00:36:01Not once.
00:36:05We danced right to the edge, but we both knew how precious and how rare what we had was.
00:36:18I should be happy that he died out here doing something that he loves, not tethered to some hospital bed
00:36:30like most men waiting to die.
00:36:36He died.
00:36:36He died living, not existing.
00:36:42How many could say that?
00:36:45I hope you find what we had someday, honey.
00:36:48I really, really do.
00:36:49I hope you meet a man that's worth missing.
00:36:54I just, like, want to return my call now, God.
00:36:57We gotta work on your standards.
00:37:25Do you guys have service?
00:37:30Are we close?
00:37:31I don't know.
00:37:32Never been there before.
00:37:33We're close, I think.
00:37:50I guess this is it.
00:37:52This is it?
00:37:53This is what the nap says.
00:37:54Stop.
00:38:14I've seen that photo.
00:38:18Okay.
00:38:26As I say.
00:38:54Please take care.
00:38:54Here we go.
00:39:04Would we be worried about bears?
00:39:06Has to never mention bears.
00:39:45What do you think about bears?
00:40:00it's very weird there's a sink and a shower but no toilet toilets are outside outside
00:40:06there's no septic system the cabins are too close to the river and that's why we never
00:40:11visited i have absolutely no idea how you would get this furniture up here
00:40:19where are you going i want to find preston's cabin well take this be careful
00:40:27uh what's that bear spray you said no bears i said he never mentioned bears
00:40:53so
00:41:02so
00:41:10so
00:41:14so
00:41:22so
00:41:26so
00:41:36so
00:41:40so
00:41:42so
00:41:53so
00:42:14i'm taking a bath
00:42:16don't you have dinner with the girls today no um bridget has some
00:42:22dance something in chelsea of all places as if there aren't 12 ballet academies nearby and
00:42:29page has some work something with russell at that
00:42:33that new club they wasted their money joining
00:42:35our money
00:42:38they wasted our money joining it
00:42:40i stand corrected
00:42:42what are you doing
00:42:43i am making coffee
00:42:46what time is it there
00:42:48i don't know 5 30
00:42:49babe you'll be up all night
00:42:51well i try to sleep as little as possible when i'm here
00:42:56you know at night
00:42:57the bull elk come down to the river and bugle
00:43:00they bugle
00:43:01they bugle
00:43:02it's kind of a high pitched almost like a whistle
00:43:05and it drives the lady elk crazy
00:43:07oh i remember when you used to bugle
00:43:11i can still bugle
00:43:13well it's more like a trombone these days
00:43:16but hey i am no spring lady elk so trombone is just fine with me
00:43:22how do you make coffee i thought you said you didn't have electricity
00:43:25well it's electricity just no outlets
00:43:28we got light over the porch and light over the table
00:43:32huh
00:43:33you didn't answer my question
00:43:36well i build a fire in the stove
00:43:38and fill the pot from the river
00:43:41pour the coffee in the pot
00:43:44boil the water and there you go
00:43:47you can taste the smoke stacy
00:43:49it's the best cup of coffee you'll ever have
00:43:55oh honey i think you are romanticizing this to the point of
00:43:59physical impossibility
00:44:00maybe you should just wash the pot
00:44:03well technically it's a percolator
00:44:05ah
00:44:06and if you'll ever come here
00:44:08i'll make you a cup
00:44:10best you'll ever have
00:44:11if you really wanted me to come there
00:44:14you and your brother would build a bathroom
00:44:15it has a bathroom
00:44:17inside the house
00:44:18god you're spoiled
00:44:21conveniences have become your necessities
00:44:23we went camping once
00:44:26a long time ago
00:44:27or have you managed to block that out
00:44:29no no no no
00:44:30that was not camping
00:44:31that was an excuse
00:44:32to get you in a tent
00:44:34i had planned nothing past the sex
00:44:37oh
00:44:38you married a city mouse honey
00:44:41city mice stay in the city
00:44:44you need to see it stace
00:44:47just once
00:44:48i do
00:44:49i do see it
00:44:50every time you send a picture of you
00:44:52and some traumatized trout
00:44:54nah it's not the same
00:45:15that's not the same
00:45:16i do
00:45:17i do
00:45:17i do
00:45:25and some
00:45:29Girls?
00:45:33Girls?
00:45:35Where are you going?
00:45:37We just want to check it out.
00:45:38Well, don't climb on anything.
00:45:39Watch out for snakes.
00:45:41Are there snakes?
00:45:42I don't know.
00:45:42So you probably should watch out for them.
00:45:56What in the world?
00:45:58I found a motel about an hour away.
00:46:02It does not look great.
00:46:04We could drive into Bozeman or Helena.
00:46:06Everything seems to be about two hours from everything else.
00:46:14How long do you think she wants to stay?
00:46:16I'll go find out.
00:46:23Mom?
00:46:31What's that?
00:46:35Coffee maker.
00:46:37It is?
00:46:39Yeah, it's done.
00:46:41Want some?
00:46:42Why not?
00:47:00You sat here and called me.
00:47:04Right here.
00:47:08Talked about fish.
00:47:12And I'd pretend like I cared.
00:47:17He was right.
00:47:20Not the same in pictures.
00:47:25I never came with him because I thought I'd be bored.
00:47:32Or a third wheel.
00:47:34I didn't want to interrupt his man time, his brother time.
00:47:40I thought about bringing you two out when you were younger.
00:47:43But then, it's not a vacation for him.
00:47:46It's a trip.
00:47:48And he's worried about pleasing you and not himself.
00:47:52And wow, was I wrong.
00:47:57I robbed him of sharing it with us.
00:48:03Please don't do that.
00:48:06Do not blame yourself for things that you didn't do.
00:48:10You had a loving marriage for 40 years in New York City.
00:48:15I mean, they should build a statue, you two.
00:48:22Miss him?
00:48:24God knows I will.
00:48:27But no blame.
00:48:30You two did it right.
00:48:36It's getting late.
00:48:37Hotel's a hike.
00:48:38We can come back in the morning.
00:48:43I'm going to stay here.
00:48:47Mmm.
00:48:48It's right.
00:48:49You can taste the smoke.
00:48:53Mmm.
00:49:08She's just going to stay?
00:49:10And do what?
00:49:11There's not even a bathroom here.
00:49:13Oh, I found one.
00:49:14It's outside.
00:49:15Spartan.
00:49:16What does Spartan mean?
00:49:18Rustic.
00:49:19Yeah.
00:49:20There's like a hornet's nest inside the hole.
00:49:23It adds a certain degree of difficulty.
00:49:25She can't stay here.
00:49:27Okay?
00:49:28It's selfish.
00:49:29She's acting like she's the only one who lost somebody.
00:49:32Okay?
00:49:32He was my father.
00:49:33Don't you fucking dare her.
00:49:35She has been with him since she was 19.
00:49:38I've been with him since I was born.
00:49:39So were you.
00:49:40We were not with him.
00:49:41He was present when we needed something.
00:49:45When we needed a chauffeur or a cheerleader, a therapist, a bank.
00:49:50You want to mourn something?
00:49:52Why don't we mourn the time that we didn't give him?
00:49:54He was her lover and her best friend.
00:49:57It is not the same thing.
00:49:59You lost the idea of him, Paige.
00:50:01Which you can still have.
00:50:03Girls, go back outside now.
00:50:04We can hear you yelling.
00:50:29Oh, God bless your uncle.
00:50:34Hey, did I see a garden somewhere?
00:50:37By the barn.
00:50:38What's in it?
00:50:40We didn't check.
00:50:41Let's check.
00:50:49I'd say you nailed it.
00:50:52With me.
00:50:54But if that's all he was to you two, what a shame, girls.
00:51:11Kale and Swiss chard.
00:51:13I think these are scallions.
00:51:15Oh, this time.
00:51:18This will come in handy.
00:51:20Nice, right?
00:51:22Strawberries.
00:51:24Wow.
00:51:25Wait, you can just grow them?
00:51:28Apparently.
00:51:28I thought they just came from farms.
00:51:31Well, that's what this is.
00:51:32It's an itty-bitty farm.
00:51:34I think this is spinach.
00:51:38What's this?
00:51:41Oh, shit, that's a snake.
00:51:44Everything okay?
00:51:45We're okay.
00:51:46It's okay.
00:51:47He's more scared of you than you are of him.
00:51:49Okay, let's just go.
00:51:50Over here.
00:51:54Over here.
00:51:57Over here.
00:52:00Over here.
00:52:03Okay.
00:52:08Whoa!
00:52:12Right?
00:52:14Lesson learned.
00:52:16Less is more with this stuff.
00:52:30When was the last time you saw one of those girls?
00:52:33One of what?
00:52:36Sunset.
00:52:39Can't remember?
00:52:41No, me neither.
00:52:46There must be a nice grocery store around here because Paul has every cheese on the planet.
00:52:50I sent a package.
00:52:51Your father likes to rough it, but he doesn't like to starve.
00:52:54Somebody grate the parmesan?
00:52:56Oh, we got it here.
00:53:03What are you making?
00:53:04What are you making?
00:53:04Polenta.
00:53:05How are you making polenta?
00:53:07You just soiled cornmeal, honey.
00:53:09I don't think polenta has corn in it.
00:53:12That's all polenta has.
00:53:14Just corn and liquid and cheese?
00:53:16I think that's grits.
00:53:18Yes.
00:53:18Grits and polenta are the same thing.
00:53:21Mother.
00:53:22They make grits in Alabama.
00:53:24You're telling me it's the same thing as the dish from Italy?
00:53:26It's the exact same thing.
00:53:28Just finish it with different toppings.
00:53:30If it has different ingredients, it's a different dish.
00:53:32Somebody pour me some wine.
00:53:33Like they're making the same thing in Birmingham that they're making in Florence?
00:53:37With different cheese.
00:53:38That's the only difference.
00:53:40Okay.
00:53:40I'm not going to argue with you because you're in mourning, but the time will come where I
00:53:44will tell you how wrong you are.
00:53:53Oh, that looks great.
00:53:56Yeah, I don't think this is beef.
00:54:00What?
00:54:00It's beef.
00:54:01Yeah, it didn't cook like beef?
00:54:02It doesn't smell like beef?
00:54:04Look at me.
00:54:04It's beef.
00:54:05Okay?
00:54:06For tonight.
00:54:07It's beef.
00:54:09Okay.
00:54:11Um, what is it?
00:54:13Really?
00:54:15It said elk.
00:54:17The world doesn't need to know that.
00:54:19Why?
00:54:20Do you think the, uh, do you think the world would, uh, rub, rub hold?
00:54:24How do you think your wife would, Ria?
00:54:27Um, yeah, not, uh, not good.
00:54:30Multiply that by four.
00:54:31Right.
00:54:31Okay, so should I slice it?
00:54:33No, I think you should just do whatever you think will make it look more like beef.
00:54:37Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:54:37Got it, got it, got it.
00:54:40Can I have more of the sea?
00:54:43You better, honey.
00:54:44I want your beef.
00:54:45You're a really good cook.
00:54:46Thanks.
00:54:48Steaks really good, honey.
00:54:54Do you girls want more grits?
00:54:56It's not grits, it's polenta.
00:54:57You and I can agree to disagree, but I'm not lying to my children.
00:55:00They're my children.
00:55:02They're my nieces.
00:55:03You know what I mean?
00:55:04They're basically my children.
00:55:05They're not even kind of your children.
00:55:07But if you want them to be your children, you can get them to dance on Tuesday and Thursday and
00:55:12then take them to fucking Paramus Day in the morning for gymnastics.
00:55:15Fine.
00:55:16Fine.
00:55:16The children.
00:55:17I'm not lying to the children.
00:55:19I don't see why not.
00:55:19I'm lying to mine.
00:55:22Are you enjoying the elk, Paige?
00:55:25What?
00:55:27It's elk.
00:55:33Elk.
00:55:34Like the deer?
00:55:35No, no.
00:55:36Not a deer.
00:55:36The big deer.
00:55:37No, it's a different species.
00:55:38It's kind of like grits and polenta, according to your logic.
00:55:42It has big horns and hooves, and it was roaming around freely until your brother-in-law shot it.
00:55:48That's what I'm eating?
00:55:49I'm not sure that they have hooves.
00:55:51Did you know?
00:55:53You knew.
00:55:54I can fucking tell.
00:55:55You knew and you cooked it and you're just going to let me eat it?
00:55:58I think it's really good.
00:56:00Mom, what do you think is going to happen to all the food in this house, Paige?
00:56:04It's going to get eaten or it's going to rot.
00:56:07I didn't kill the thing.
00:56:08Your uncle will never kill another one.
00:56:10I suppose we could throw it all away, and then it's nourishing some raccoon or worms or,
00:56:16I guess.
00:56:18Or it can nourish us, which is what it's doing.
00:56:23When's the last time you cooked a meal, Paige?
00:56:25Not reheated one, not microwaved one.
00:56:28We picked that from a garden.
00:56:29Your uncle took that from somewhere around here.
00:56:32The cornmeal is in a jar.
00:56:34Did he make that?
00:56:35Maybe.
00:56:36Everything we ate came from this little world that your father adored.
00:56:43We made a meal from this place together.
00:56:47I think it's beautiful.
00:56:49I think it's perfect.
00:56:51And I know your father would too.
00:56:56I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
00:57:02I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
00:57:03I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
00:57:04I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
00:57:04I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
00:57:10I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
00:57:11I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
00:57:11I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
00:57:18I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
00:57:20I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
00:57:22I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
00:57:24I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
00:57:47I wonder if that stuff works.
00:57:51I guess so long as the wound is at your back.
00:57:55Good point.
00:58:00What are you reading?
00:58:03A journal.
00:58:06Your father kept a journal here.
00:58:1125 years.
00:58:13What's it say?
00:58:15It talks about which river,
00:58:19and then it says to crack a window
00:58:22and lighting the stove in a wind,
00:58:24there's a downdraft that pushes the smoke
00:58:27back into the cabin.
00:58:28It's half diary, half how-to guide.
00:58:35Then there's this about me.
00:58:42There's a spot upriver,
00:58:48and he calls it Stacy's Valley.
00:58:52The elk don't graze there for some reason,
00:58:54so the grass grows tall and it's yellow,
00:58:57and it reminds him of my hair.
00:59:07I need to know these last little secrets.
00:59:15How can I say goodbye when there's still more to know?
00:59:28So tomorrow morning, I'm going to get up
00:59:33and I'm going to find this little valley.
00:59:45And then I'm going to bring your father here.
00:59:50And I'm going to bury him there.
00:59:54And then I'm going to take this book
00:59:56and I'm going to visit every place he wrote about.
01:00:03And you can tell me I'm crazy.
01:00:04You can say I need to move on.
01:00:06I have a whole life ahead of me and all that shit.
01:00:09I am 65 years old.
01:00:11I don't have a whole life ahead of me.
01:00:13I have a very small window to be reckless,
01:00:17to make decisions that feed this
01:00:20and never factor this into the equation.
01:00:23And that's what I'm going to do.
01:00:25I'm going to do what he begged me to do for 30 years.
01:00:30I'm going to finally see this place.
01:00:36Want some company?
01:00:42I'd love some.
01:00:46Well, then I'll see you in the morning.
01:00:47Okay.
01:01:21Poor choice of footwear in retrospect.
01:01:25Okay.
01:01:25Okay.
01:02:05I personally, for the record,
01:02:07feel that we are underdressed,
01:02:09unarmed,
01:02:09and just generally unprepared
01:02:12for any kind of exploratory venture afoot.
01:02:15Afoot.
01:02:17I didn't know they taught the Queen's English at Brown.
01:02:19Well, they do.
01:02:20I mean, I didn't actually study it,
01:02:21but the course does exist.
01:02:23And the world is a better place for it, Russell.
01:02:29Let's go find this spot.
01:02:52Let's go find this spot.
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