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00:09I've just, like, broken up.
00:11I'm only going to stay around for a couple of weeks and I haven't gone.
00:13What are you moving away for? You've got your family here.
00:16I'm kind of doing what I'm doing for it.
00:18I want you to love your mum.
00:21Your mum doesn't give me a penny, you cheeky man.
00:24Can you read what that says now?
00:26Where are you going? Here.
00:28Really? Oh, that's good.
00:29Good news!
00:31When I was pregnant, I was getting judged.
00:32And I was like, well, I'm on my way to get my degree and my PhD.
00:36I wanted this to run nice for myself because I had such a bad birth
00:40that I wanted to repair that.
00:41And if anything, I would say the stress of this was worse.
00:45I can't ever get this back, can I?
00:48Yeah, nice.
00:49So this family photo shoot, towards the end of it,
00:52I'm going to propose to Chloe. The time's come. I'm ready.
01:14What would you say? If I needed you like that?
01:20On the bump, Jack. Yeah.
01:23OK? And then we'll do whatever you need to do, OK?
01:26I want to give you my love.
01:28Me and Jack are having a special family photo shoot today.
01:32I'm so calm. I am.
01:34Yeah.
01:35My mum and Elizabeth Hope have come along too,
01:38so they can be a part of us making our first memory with our baby boy.
01:42What Chloe doesn't realise is I'm about to ask her to marry me.
01:47I've been planning it for quite a while now
01:50and I've thought about doing it for even longer.
01:53So it's nice to finally being able to do it.
01:57It all seems... It just doesn't seem real.
02:02..to just face each other but kind of face towards me.
02:06I'm unbelievable.
02:08This is it.
02:12I love you more than anything in this world.
02:17Oh, my God. What is happening?
02:19I love you more than anything in the end.
02:21And I promise to stay by you and our little growing family.
02:26I will do so much.
02:28Will you marry me?
02:29Yes.
02:33Good to do.
02:34I love you.
02:40I think I'm just going to cry.
02:43My hormones are all over the place.
02:45I just... I need five minutes
02:49just to just sit and, like, take in what's just happened.
03:10I was just under the impression
03:12that we were going to get some lovely maternity poems today.
03:16Erm...
03:17And actually, I got engaged.
03:20I love you.
03:22There's just a lot that's just happened.
03:24My life's just changed.
03:26I'm engaged.
03:30Congratulations, guys!
03:34It all went the way I wanted it to.
03:36So all the planning that's gone into it
03:38has finally paid off.
03:39I can't even know what it's saying.
03:42I'm speechless.
03:43Guess what?
03:45Guess what?
03:46You and Jack are going to get married.
03:51What do you think to that?
03:53I need to go on coke.
03:55You need to go on coke?
03:57Let's get some non-alcoholic champagne out, guys!
04:04I'm actually feeling on top of the world.
04:06Like, there's nothing more that you want for your children
04:09than to be happy.
04:12You ready?
04:12Three, two, one...
04:15Yay!
04:18I just want to say congratulations, guys!
04:21Thank you!
04:22I'm absolutely over the moon.
04:24I couldn't wish for a better partner and fiancé for Chloe
04:29and, you know, a better step-daddy for Elizabeth Hope.
04:34Are you excited?
04:36Yeah!
04:37Congratulations, guys!
04:38I'm so proud of you both!
04:43One minute I'm in the middle of a field freezing my little melons off
04:49and, er, next he's down on one knee with a speech.
04:57Wow!
05:00I can't believe this is my life.
05:03All we need is for our little boy to arrive to complete our family.
05:12You walk by, you play it cool
05:16But you must know everybody's talking about you
05:20Can't keep them...
05:22Right, Teddy, here's your outfit.
05:24You must know everybody...
05:26That's your nice outfit, look!
05:29You've got your little bow!
05:31Can we try it on?
05:32No!
05:33Me and Matt have been broken up for a week now
05:36and I'm still getting used to life as a single mum.
05:39It's cute!
05:41No!
05:41Can we just try it? Yeah?
05:45Yeah.
05:46Good boy! Right.
05:47I haven't seen Matt at all since the break-up.
05:50He even missed Jessie's birthday yesterday.
05:53But today's Jessie's christening and he says he's coming.
05:56To be honest, I don't want to see Matt today.
05:59They're a bit big.
06:00They are a bit big.
06:02I'm dreading it, I don't want to see him at all.
06:04But you've got to do what you've got to do.
06:07Oh no, they're not staying enrolled.
06:09I love it!
06:10I was trying to find an excuse to cancel the whole christening
06:13so I didn't have to see him, but that's just wrong.
06:15I never really know
06:19Which way this is gonna go
06:22No one's gonna laugh at you.
06:25Everyone's gonna say you look so cute.
06:28Because I think you look cute and you're my little boy.
06:32Cheers!
06:34I hope there's no drama today, but I can see it coming from a mile away already.
06:38I've literally done everything I can to make the day go smoothly for Jessie.
06:43But I can't control what other people do.
06:46Let's go! Right, go on Ted!
06:53Some people know that me and Matt aren't together, some people don't.
06:57So it's just the questions and just facing it, like literally face on.
07:02When you said without you I couldn't survive
07:08When you said without you I couldn't survive
07:24I'm now 39 weeks pregnant.
07:27I really wanted the baby to arrive naturally.
07:30But it doesn't look like that's gonna happen.
07:33I am so incredibly stressed out right now.
07:36I literally am panicking.
07:39So I just went to the hospital for reduced movements this morning.
07:43And they have said to induce me.
07:46I really, really didn't want to have to be induced or anything.
07:49But they've told me if I don't get induced
07:50then I need to come up every day for monitoring.
07:53And with Valentino that's just not really an option.
07:55I am terrified. I'm so scared.
07:58This is not what I wanted at all.
08:00But it's better that she's here and safe.
08:03So...
08:16My mum's having Tina while I come into hospital.
08:19But I'm having to do this first bit alone
08:21because Aaron's stuck at work until they find cover for him.
08:24And I'm so scared.
08:35I have to get a balloon inserted to try and get labour going.
08:42You can ask us to stop again, okay?
08:45Sorry.
08:46Well done.
08:51We're done.
08:52We're done.
08:53We're done.
08:54We're done.
08:55Well done.
08:57That was so painful.
08:59I'm praying this works.
09:12So far, no change.
09:15But at least Aaron's here to keep me company now.
09:17She's moving.
09:19She's moving.
09:30So, it's day two in the hospital now.
09:33It's been 12 hours since my balloon induction was placed.
09:38So far, not really many changes.
09:40I've got to try and walk as much as possible,
09:42do as many stairs as much as possible
09:44to try and get this balloon working
09:46to get myself dilating.
09:48It's definitely very stressful at the moment.
09:50I am worried that I'm going to end up having to have a birth
09:54like I had last time.
09:55I am very scared for it.
09:59I'm going to do everything I can to get this baby out today.
10:04You knackered?
10:04Yeah.
10:06You need to run up it, like, three times.
10:08Shut up, you do it.
10:13I honestly, I don't feel like this balloon has done anything.
10:16I really, really don't.
10:18What are you doing?
10:21In your ball.
10:24Are you feeling it?
10:26Is that hurting?
10:26I'm so uncomfortable and I miss Tino so much.
10:31I really hope I go into labour tonight
10:33and we can just all go home tomorrow.
10:35Like it.
10:40You hurt my feelings.
10:43But what are feelings for it's lived here like?
10:47You hurt my feelings.
10:49But...
10:51Oh, little man.
10:54Is that your...
10:57Me and Tyler had a massive argument.
11:00He says I won't let him see Carter James on his own.
11:04I've been waiting at home all night
11:06Waiting for the phone to chime
11:08He's even accused me of cheating.
11:11I don't know where we go from here.
11:13He's so unpredictable.
11:14He comes and he goes.
11:15Blame gets put on me.
11:17Hey, I love you, alright?
11:19Yeah.
11:20I've never stopped him from seeing him.
11:22Oh!
11:25But he can't just keep coming in and out of his life
11:28like he's nothing.
11:29He gambles like a boy, ain't ya?
11:32Well, come ask anyway.
11:34How do you think it's good?
11:34You see how you met up with Tyler and that?
11:36It was all positive.
11:37Yeah.
11:39It was like, I know I need to change.
11:40I need to do this.
11:41I need to do that.
11:42And I was like, the thing that needs to change
11:43I told him I need to change.
11:45Yeah.
11:45And he didn't like it.
11:47The impression I'm getting is
11:49obviously you're doing everything for the baby.
11:50You're doing it all the best you can.
11:52You're doing brilliant.
11:54But he's just doing his own thing
11:55and then one day he might be like,
11:57oh, I'll see Carter today.
12:00It shouldn't be like that.
12:01It's got to be his priority.
12:02When you're a dad, like,
12:03your mates come last, you know what I mean?
12:05Yeah, yeah.
12:06At the minute he's putting them first before Carter.
12:08Yeah, that's what I don't like.
12:09That's what he has to change, yeah.
12:11He just needs to grow up.
12:12And you have really grown up.
12:14And the way you deal with him,
12:18it's just...
12:19I'm so proud.
12:20I'm very proud of you.
12:22I used to need this love.
12:25Obviously, I do still love that there's a little bit of hope
12:27that he's going to wake up and say,
12:29I want to see the baby.
12:30Let's make it work.
12:31But I'm not going to force anything on him.
12:36Just leave him to it.
12:38Let him do what he wants.
12:39At the end of the day,
12:40I've got my special little boy
12:41I don't have to do anything for.
12:43And I can't ask for anything more.
12:46I know you all wanted the happy ending,
12:49marriage and all this, like more kids,
12:51but life's not always plain sailing.
13:02The stars align, the time is right.
13:06The universe is open wide.
13:10I'm in the clouds and I'm climbing high above.
13:13Khalil, go and get your water bottle from your bedroom, please.
13:16You need to get your water.
13:17Me and Khalil are spending the day with my mum and brother.
13:20Do you know where we're going?
13:21Yeah.
13:22Where are we going?
13:23We're going to the farm.
13:24And we're going to the farm.
13:25Yay!
13:27Come on, farm!
13:28Which will make a nice change from revision.
13:32It's been a couple of days since I got my offer through from uni.
13:36I've now been officially confirmed for starting this year.
13:39Go and get your water bottle.
13:41Yay!
13:42Even though I have got an unconditional offer,
13:44I don't think I'm going to be that excited, excited
13:47until I'm finished with my exams.
13:49Then I can get on to the celebrations and stuff
13:51for me going to uni.
13:52Come on, let's go.
13:57Mum's going away for work tomorrow.
13:59Oh, we're at the farm!
14:02So a family day out is just what we need before she needs.
14:12Love.
14:13That's where love may come from.
14:15Mum.
14:15There's something wrong with you.
14:16They have to learn.
14:17They have to know.
14:18She does not need to learn the cycle of life at two.
14:23Oh, look, they're donkeys!
14:26Woo!
14:27Wow.
14:32Hello!
14:35The chicken wings...
14:36Don't say the word.
14:37...come from there!
14:44Yeah!
14:45How are you feeling about the uni staff?
14:47Yeah, I'm excited.
14:49I know I don't seem it, it's just what's up,
14:51because obviously I've got these exams out.
14:53And the thing is, everyone keeps going to me,
14:54well, why are you stressed?
14:55Exactly.
14:56You've got an unconditional offer.
14:57But it's still, I want it to show
14:59that I've actually learnt something in the two years I've been there.
15:01And you've worked hard to achieve those grades.
15:04Yeah.
15:05So how are you going to manage with the nursery and everything?
15:09I don't know.
15:10I'll manage.
15:11I just don't know how I'll do it.
15:13Make it an exciting journey, you know?
15:16I will.
15:17The good thing is, at the end of it,
15:19that's when you actually reward yourself, all the hard work,
15:23and especially where you've come from.
15:26Yeah.
15:27Being a teen mum,
15:28still achieving her goals and everything.
15:32Let that itself be your motivator,
15:37that, like, you're doing it for me and my son.
15:40What she really needs
15:45Is to see who she could be
15:48I feel like I don't give myself enough grace
15:51with the achievements that I've had over the past two years.
15:55I started as a pregnant 16-year-old,
15:57and at that time, all of these things like college, uni,
16:00doing something big in my life,
16:01they were just maybes and what ifs,
16:03and now they're actually coming to pass.
16:05Aw, thank you, baby.
16:08When I look at Whitney,
16:09all I see is success, success, success, success,
16:12because she has that sheer determination.
16:14She's a goal-getter, and she's very strong,
16:17and that's one thing that I'm so proud,
16:20that I know she will achieve whatever she sets her mind to get.
16:25I'm so much so full.
16:27Come on!
16:28Come on!
16:43The doctor's managed to break my waters.
16:50I think this is it. I'm finally in labour.
17:17After four days at hospital and doing everything I could to have a natural birth, it didn't go the way
17:23I'd hoped.
17:24This happened again. Another emergency section.
17:39It was just as traumatic.
17:46I've had so much pain and I'm just heartbroken.
18:05Yeah, there'd still be blood in there. Lovely. Daddy cut your cord.
18:12I was put to sleep during my C-section, so I didn't get to meet Delilah May when she was
18:16born.
18:17She arrived at 9pm and Aaron was by her side.
18:21Say hello, Mummy. This is me.
18:24I got reunited with them both three hours later.
18:31It wasn't the birth I'd hoped for, but she is perfect, happy and healthy and that's all I could wish
18:36for.
18:36Life is fragile from the day we're born.
18:44But I'm on your side.
18:50Forever, ever, ever always rain and sunshine.
18:59After everything that happened, it was so good to finally get to bring Delilah May home.
19:05Tino, come here, mate.
19:06Tino, do you want to say hi to Baba?
19:08Say hi to Baba.
19:11Say hi.
19:12Say hi.
19:13Tino meeting his little sister for the first time was just amazing.
19:21Everything you take away
19:23Got some things I want to say
19:26Got some things I want to say
19:31Hello there. Welcome.
19:36It's Jessie's christening today.
19:38And so far, me and Matt have barely even looked at each other.
19:44I thought my mum was sitting next to me and then my mum left me and it was just me
19:48and Matt and it was so awkward.
19:53But it's Jessie's day, so I've got to keep a brave face for his sake.
19:58So, we'll make a start then.
20:04OK, Jessie, here we go.
20:07Come on, buddy.
20:09What's that?
20:11So, Jessie Ryan Bishop, I baptise you in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the
20:19Holy Spirit.
20:21Amen.
20:22Amen.
20:22Yes.
20:23Shall we give him a big round of applause?
20:29I was hoping for the first...
20:32Do you want to go back to mummy?
20:34There we go.
20:35Well done.
20:37Jessie did so well, but I could feel my smile cracking.
20:42Things were more awkward than I thought it was going to be.
20:44I thought it was going to be OK, but it was worse than I expected.
20:48I didn't quite prepare myself for that.
20:53I felt quite emotional seeing Matt again.
20:56I think it's quite hard in family, like, environments.
20:59Like, they were once, like, part of me.
21:02Like, his family loved me as one of their own and my family loved him as one of their own.
21:09And, obviously, it's just gone.
21:11And, like, the click of her feet, like, click of fingers.
21:12Do you know what I mean?
21:13Like, it's all just gone.
21:15And that's quite sad.
21:17So, I think I struggled.
21:18Like, I just think I struggled anyway.
21:20Let's see in him.
21:21Together.
21:22Cheers, thank you.
21:23Thanks, Matt.
21:24Bless you.
21:24Take care.
21:43It's been an exhausting few days.
21:46So, I've asked my mum to take Tina out so we can have a bit of time with Delilah May.
21:51Is that mummy?
21:53No.
21:54Is that her?
21:55But after such a traumatic birth, I feel like I'm struggling to come to terms with the fact that she's
22:01here now.
22:02And I had the same thing when Tina was born.
22:05It is weird now that she's here.
22:07Well, yeah, it's only so surreal when they're actually here.
22:10Yeah.
22:11Because also, like, it's like one minute they're not here, then they are.
22:14Bless you.
22:15And I feel like it's the same with when, obviously, I had Tina.
22:18Because I was put to sleep for both my C-sections, I go to sleep without a baby and I
22:24wake up with one.
22:25Like, there's no experience with a baby or anything like that.
22:28I literally just wake up to a baby.
22:37I don't know, I don't know whether it's just a case of it's just me and it's the way I
22:41am,
22:41or whether it's just the way both my births have gone.
22:43But I don't feel like I've got, like, a baby until they're, like, two, three months old.
22:48Why?
22:48Don't know.
22:51Because, obviously, as I was saying, the whole time I was pregnant with her, like,
22:55it'll be interesting to see if, because I get a proper birth experience,
22:58whether I feel any differently or whether it was just me.
23:01But then I didn't get a different birth experience, so it's been the same stuff again.
23:05So now I don't, I still don't know.
23:10Aaron's never gonna get how I feel about it and things, but also he's never gonna experience it.
23:15He's never gonna have a baby in his body for nine months,
23:18have these high expectations of how he wants to birth that baby,
23:22and then it go all wrong, and he's never gonna feel like his body failed him,
23:28his body didn't do the right things, his body messed it up,
23:31because he's never gonna have to go through that.
23:34I just want to put the birth behind me and try and build a bond with my baby.
23:55MUSIC PLAYS
23:56I'm gonna feed you.
23:57Fill your belly up while Mummy gets ready.
24:00Tyler's messaged me saying he wants to see Carter James.
24:04He's gonna see Daddy, aren't you? He's gonna see deaf Daddy.
24:07I wasn't sure if I wanted to see him, but I think it's only fair for Carter James.
24:11Hopefully this time we won't end up arguing.
24:15It'd be nice to spend some time, obviously, just me, Carter James and Tyler.
24:18No arguing, just nice, peaceful.
24:21All happy for Carter.
24:23Right, I'll sort the prom out.
24:24Just, at the end of the day, he's got a child,
24:27and he starts seeing him a bit more,
24:29putting him first instead of his friends.
24:32And just get a balance between it all, really.
24:34I've had to figure it out.
24:45He does get upset and think it should never have been like this.
24:48But I think before we even think about maybe getting back together
24:52or anything like that, he has to start seeing Carter James more.
24:56I really hope Tyler won't let us down today.
24:59Oh.
25:00You're making me, aren't I?
25:02And he can prove he wants to be a part of Carter James' life.
25:06Oh, whoa.
25:11Look, who's here?
25:13Hello.
25:14Who is it? Open your eyes.
25:16It's not fair on the child and it's not fair on me getting false hope
25:19and telling him we've seen his dining don't turn up.
25:22Oh.
25:23You're getting big, aren't you?
25:25He's had a kid.
25:26You step up now.
25:27You're a good dad.
25:28And that's all I can really say.
25:30Mummy exhaust you.
25:33It's just me too, lad.
25:38I think we need to talk, like, and just clear everything.
25:41Start fresh with him.
25:43No arguments, no nothing.
25:45I know, the other day we were both out of honour.
25:48Step up, that's all I'm asking.
25:50Don't let him down.
25:52I think everything you're going to be missing out on if you don't start.
25:55Hang on, I don't want to miss out on it.
25:57My dad missed out on Marley.
25:59I don't want it for him.
26:01It's nice, obviously, seeing you both together, but...
26:05I just wish it was more regular.
26:06Yeah, obviously, and it will be.
26:08Instead, it's not when you feel like it.
26:10It's not just when I feel like it, though.
26:12That's where it's coming across.
26:13It's definitely not like that.
26:20Sometimes I feel like it's only good enough for you some days.
26:28I think we need stories to start meeting up more.
26:31Tell me that you feel this way
26:34I want you to feel the same
26:38I just want you to trust me and believe in me,
26:40because 100% things will change, definitely.
26:42They will, and you'll see.
26:44We'll give him a better life for him.
26:48We'll take that to give you the best life, yeah.
26:51Let's just think about him now.
26:53Yeah, we will, definitely.
26:55I'm done.
26:57It all is on Tyler now, really, how he's going to be,
27:01how he's going to see Kurt or anything.
27:02If he steps up and actually starts being bad for Kurt,
27:06obviously everything could change.
27:08Give him a high five, then.
27:09High five.
27:10Push.
27:15If I would have stayed in here forever,
27:19I would want the sun to come alive.
27:22If my heart was lighter than a feather,
27:26I would slip away into the night.
27:30That's it, well done.
27:33After all the excitement of our engagement,
27:35it looks like we're going to celebrate the birth
27:37of our little boy soon too.
27:41125 for heart rate now.
27:43Exactly.
27:44That's fine.
27:45It's really normal.
27:46I'd always planned for another home birth,
27:49and I'm so glad I'm able to have one.
27:52I started with period, like, pains, and I thought,
27:58this is the start.
28:01I didn't sleep all that night.
28:05And then yesterday, the pain slowly, slowly increased,
28:14and became more and more uncomfortable.
28:16I decided I'm 100% in labour.
28:20You got this.
28:24You got this, sweetheart.
28:26I feel really sorry.
28:28I know you're not, darling.
28:29It's quite normal at this stage.
28:43We didn't have time to fill up the birthing pool,
28:46so it looks like I'm giving birth in the bath.
28:56You're doing well, I know.
28:58I know you're tired too, darling.
29:00My sister's taken Elizabeth Hope out,
29:02and my mum's come round to be by my side.
29:05You're amazing, but...
29:06Nearly there now.
29:07You have got this.
29:09You're not one, man.
29:10You're at the end of the road.
29:11You are.
29:12OK.
29:13Nearly there now.
29:14All proud of you.
29:15Just listen to your body.
29:18That's it.
29:19Well done.
29:20You've got nothing to be scared of, OK?
29:22It's OK.
29:23I promise you.
29:25Could be a mummy of two in a minute.
29:32Well done.
29:35Well done.
29:37You're doing really well.
29:38Oh!
29:39Really well.
29:40Well done.
29:41Eat something.
29:42Oh, my bag!
29:43I know, my darling.
29:44It's coming.
29:44You've got this, sweetheart.
29:45You've got this, sweetheart.
29:47It's time to push, and I need some gas and air
29:50to get me through this final bit.
29:53Well done, darling.
29:54That's it.
29:56It's okay.
29:58Everything's up there.
29:58You just do what your body tells us to do.
30:00You're doing really well.
30:03Well done, sweetheart.
30:04There we are.
30:06That's it.
30:07Fantastic.
30:08Well done.
30:11That's amazing.
30:12Brilliant.
30:13Well done.
30:14He is coming.
30:14You're right.
30:16That's amazing.
30:16That's it, Chloe.
30:17Well done.
30:18Well done.
30:19Here he comes.
30:19There he is.
30:20Oh, wow.
30:22Well done.
30:23Here we are.
30:24Look.
30:25You little man.
30:36That's your daddy.
30:44That's your daddy.
30:46Introducing baby Luca.
30:49Our family is complete.
30:51I can't wait for Elizabeth Hope to come home and meet him.
31:20I had a lovely day out with the family.
31:23I've come home so I can get some studying done.
31:26Before going round to mum's for food later.
31:29We need to hurry up.
31:31Mum's taking Khalil back to hers.
31:33Back to the start.
31:36I decided to just put a little congratulations thing for Whitney.
31:42Just to let her know how much we are supporting her.
31:46I'm a three.
31:47How much we are all looking forward to her and back on her new journey for her studies at uni.
32:00Congratulations!
32:03Congratulations!
32:05We're so proud of you.
32:08You're so much sharp.
32:10It's a tradition that I've always done that I celebrate any little achievement.
32:16because to me, when somebody has worked really hard
32:18to get where they are, why not?
32:20I'm so proud of you.
32:22We really are proud of you, honestly.
32:26I was really surprised by my mum's little celebration
32:28that she had put together.
32:29Like, oh, she's expecting me all,
32:30she's going to go to hers and chill for a little bit
32:32and then me and I can all go home.
32:36And boom, I walk in
32:37and there's all of these graduation thingies.
32:39It was really sweet, though.
32:41We were all so proud of you.
32:43You're setting by example.
32:45You know, I've watched her become a strong woman,
32:48so I'm super proud.
32:51To raise her glasses,
32:53to say cheers to Whitney
32:54and to say well done
32:57for reaching this far.
33:00Hey!
33:01Woo!
33:03I remember I was like eight months pregnant with Lil.
33:05I was making my plan for college,
33:07maybe college,
33:08the year in the club.
33:09I started crying thinking I was going to be a failure.
33:11I was feeling low and full of doubt.
33:15Don't ever feel you're failing.
33:17Don't ever feel that.
33:19You couldn't have told that me
33:20that I would have actually finished college
33:22and started junior.
33:23I wouldn't have believed you.
33:25Do you know what I mean?
33:26Even when I was making that plan about college,
33:28I didn't even know if it was going to come to pass
33:29or it was just something I was saying I was going to do.
33:32It took me by surprise,
33:33but to me,
33:34it was like the sheer determination.
33:37Hello!
33:38What?
33:39No!
33:41My wife!
33:44Because you know some people,
33:45they'll be stuck.
33:46They'll be in denial.
33:47But like,
33:48oh my God,
33:48I've dropped college.
33:49Oh my God,
33:50I'm pregnant.
33:50What's going to happen?
33:51And they will find it so hard
33:53to move past that.
33:54But you,
33:55you just done it.
33:56And I was like,
33:57wow.
33:58I got an A star.
33:59Yay!
34:01Oh,
34:02congratulations.
34:03That's good.
34:04I'm so proud of you.
34:06You will do it.
34:10Honestly,
34:11if I could go on the radio station
34:13and say,
34:13my daughter's finally made,
34:15I would.
34:15I was like,
34:16can you stop now?
34:16My eyes are getting hot.
34:18It's okay,
34:18you can cry.
34:20You know,
34:21you're congratulating me
34:22and you're beating me with my balloons.
34:30I know my future is looking bright.
34:33If I just keep on
34:34the same path I'm on now
34:35with determination
34:36and perseverance,
34:37then many good things
34:38are going to come my way
34:39and hopefully one day
34:40my name will start
34:41with Doctor.
34:42I just put my hair down.
34:44And I've got to do the little...
34:46I'm ready.
34:47I've already practiced.
34:48You look like...
34:48You look like...
34:49You look like...
34:50I think I might sleep in it.
34:52Just get myself
34:53into the uni mood.
35:05I'm like...
35:08Jesse's christening party
35:09is going really well
35:11but me and Matt
35:12haven't even spoken.
35:14I'm really annoyed
35:15he didn't show up
35:15for Jesse's birthday
35:16and to make things worse
35:18he chose to go out instead.
35:22The tension today
35:23has just been stupid.
35:25It's been so horrible.
35:27Like, I felt really on edge.
35:28I just feel so sick.
35:30I haven't eaten anything
35:31because I just feel sick.
35:32It's just a horrible atmosphere.
35:37And now Matt's asked me
35:38to go for a chat.
35:40I really don't want to
35:42but I think we need to.
35:46How you been?
35:47Fine.
35:48How are the boys?
35:49Good.
35:50Do you not think
35:51maybe we have a little chat?
35:52Well, the best thing's
35:53for the kids, you know?
35:55I don't think you've got
35:56the kids' best interest
35:57in your head, though.
35:58Why?
36:01You didn't show up.
36:03Right.
36:03Why didn't I come?
36:05You could have stayed
36:05in a hotel.
36:06Why didn't I come, Ainge?
36:07Because you was out all night.
36:09No, that's not the reason
36:10I didn't come.
36:11The reason I didn't stay around
36:12this weekend
36:13is because it was so new.
36:16Everything's happened.
36:16So you decided to go out?
36:17There you go again.
36:18You're not even letting me speak.
36:19So how am I meant to speak
36:20if you're just going to
36:21keep interrupting me?
36:22I'm listening.
36:23The reason I didn't stay
36:24was because the day before
36:26when we did break up,
36:27yes?
36:28It was quite horrible.
36:29Ended up in a bit of a kerfuffle,
36:31a bit of a tiff.
36:31And I don't want to argue.
36:33Yes, I would have seen
36:34Jesse on his birthday.
36:34And yes, I do regret it.
36:36I do miss,
36:36I wish I was there for him.
36:37But it would have worked out
36:39worse in the long term
36:40because you would have
36:41said something.
36:41I would have got upset.
36:42We would have just been
36:43down each other's throats.
36:44It would have ruined the day
36:44for Jesse and Teddy.
36:46I would have felt like...
36:47I just think it would have broke the ice
36:49if you was around yesterday
36:50and now we're in an awkward
36:51situation in the christening.
36:53But Angel, like,
36:54I just didn't think
36:55it was the right time.
36:56I just feel like
36:57everything I'm doing at the moment
36:58you're not going to like
36:59and that's just tough luck on me
37:00and whatever.
37:01Look, I just don't think...
37:03Yeah, I probably should have been there
37:04but he's one year old
37:05he wouldn't have realised
37:06and...
37:07But you'll know that
37:08for the rest of your life.
37:09Of course I will.
37:10And you're not the one
37:10who's got to live with that.
37:11I have to
37:12but it was the best thing
37:14in my opinion at the time.
37:16Okay.
37:16And that's what you think was right?
37:17The best opinion wasn't
37:18oh, go out.
37:19The best opinion
37:19would not be in there.
37:21You wouldn't have even been there
37:22if you were out
37:23till 6.30 in the morning.
37:25My evening doesn't impact you, right?
37:27It impacts the kids, Matt.
37:30I'm trying to have a nice conversation
37:31and you're just trying
37:32to make an argument out of it.
37:33You can't even just grow up
37:34and just have a conversation.
37:35No, I'm not doing it.
37:36I ain't doing it, Angel.
37:37I'm not talking to you
37:38if you're just going to say
37:39everything I do is wrong, yeah?
37:42I'm just trying
37:43to have a nice conversation
37:43and sit down and say
37:44look, we need to work
37:45everything out,
37:46make sure we're doing
37:46these things for the kids
37:47and all you want to do
37:48is argue, so I'm not
37:49having a conversation.
37:50I don't want to argue.
37:50I actually want to talk to you.
37:52No, you don't.
37:52I don't want to talk to you.
37:53Don't then.
37:54That's fine.
38:04I don't know
38:04what the future holds
38:05for me and Matt.
38:06We've been in situations
38:07like this before
38:08and we've found our way back
38:09but maybe this is it.
38:11maybe this is the last time.
38:13I just want to learn
38:14to love myself.
38:16I don't want to be
38:16in a relationship.
38:17I don't want anyone
38:17to tell me what I can
38:18and can't do.
38:20I just want to focus
38:21on myself
38:21and find who I am
38:24because I don't know
38:25who I am.
38:43It suits you that, Jack.
38:55It's been an hour
38:57since I gave birth
38:58to baby Luca
38:59and my sister's
39:00bringing Elizabeth Hope
39:01back to meet
39:02her little brother.
39:13seeing Elizabeth Hope
39:14meet baby Luca
39:15for the first time
39:16was just a trick.
39:19Can I hold the baby?
39:21Can I hold the baby?
39:24That's it.
39:30Oh, look at you
39:31with your baby.
39:38So proud of her.
39:39She's going to be
39:40an incredible big sister
39:41and being a big sister
39:43is one of the best jobs
39:44in the world.
39:45Yeah, I will stay
39:47holding them.
39:51And I know
39:52that she's going
39:53to smash it
39:53and baby Luca
39:54is going to be
39:55forever saved
39:56and tormented by her.
39:59You are a great big sister.
40:02You are.
40:08Well done, darling.
40:10You're such a good big sister.
40:14I can't believe
40:15I'm a mum of two now
40:16and
40:17I've got two
40:19beautiful babies.
40:25Each of us
40:28has a story
40:32about how
40:34we came
40:35to where we are
40:39This is all
40:4216-year-old Chloe
40:44just being diagnosed
40:45with endometriosis
40:46and PCOS
40:47ever wanted.
40:48She wanted a family.
40:51And it was
40:52her biggest fear
40:53not being able
40:54to have her babies.
40:57And she was so sad
40:59because she knew
40:59what she knows now.
41:01Like, she'd be so happy
41:02for the future.
41:05Bye-bye, Mummy!
41:21I'm just so, so lucky.
41:25I just feel so blessed
41:27and
41:30literally the luckiest woman
41:32in the world.
41:33Like, all my dreams
41:34have come true.
41:38I'm the luckiest,
41:40the luckiest person alive.
41:43And there's a great big world
41:46that's waiting for all of us.
41:49Expanding our families
41:51means more love
41:52and new challenges.
41:54I'm the best big sister ever.
41:56In your world.
41:57Putting aside our differences
41:59and finding a way
42:00to come together.
42:01I love you!
42:02Mummy kiss.
42:03Mwah!
42:04Mwah!
42:06Growing and learning together.
42:08Wow!
42:08Smashing all of our goals.
42:10Say, we did it, Mummy!
42:12Say, we did it, Mummy!
42:13We did it, Mummy!
42:16Even the hardest times
42:17are worth it in the end.
42:20And no matter what happens to us,
42:22we'll always be there
42:23for our kids.
42:24I want to get everything
42:25right for them.
42:27They've only got one childhood
42:28and I'm in charge of that.
42:29That's in my hands.
42:32If you've been affected
42:33by any of the issues
42:34mentioned in this programme,
42:36please head to our helpline page.
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