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00:00:06You know just what I like, you know just what I like, turn me up, turn me on, and we
00:00:13could get so high, you make it feel so good, you make it feel so right, turn me on, then
00:00:20we could go all night.
00:00:21Good morning, beautiful.
00:00:23Aw, thanks.
00:00:25How did you sleep?
00:00:28Great.
00:00:28What about you?
00:00:30Um, I woke up in the middle of the night freezing and had to grab my own blanket because someone
00:00:36took all of the blankets.
00:00:38I told you if that happens you just have to steal it back.
00:00:40I know, but you just look so peaceful sleeping.
00:00:44Thanks, that's so nice.
00:00:45You were snoring.
00:00:46No, I wasn't.
00:00:47You're lying.
00:00:49No, you aren't.
00:00:50But I feel like we sleep well together, like you don't bother me too much.
00:00:53I feel like we, there's like a little cuddling and then when we're ready to go to bed, it's like
00:00:59you get on your side and you stay on your side.
00:01:02Yeah, that's how I like it.
00:01:03Yeah, that's how I like it too.
00:01:04I like when we wake up on opposite ends.
00:01:09Is it, uh, is it weird at all for you?
00:01:14I feel like no.
00:01:15Sometimes when I wake up and I'm like, oh, strange man in my bed, like a little bit, but then
00:01:19I'm like, yay, strange, strange man in my bed.
00:01:22Strange Andrew in my bed.
00:01:23Yeah, yeah.
00:01:25But I don't feel weird.
00:01:26I feel like we're good.
00:01:27Mm-hmm.
00:01:28So, you want to be roommates forever?
00:01:30Yeah, I want to be roommates forever.
00:01:32Aw.
00:01:33I mean, we're going to have to, uh, decide on something at some point.
00:01:38Mm-hmm.
00:01:40Does commitment scare you?
00:01:44No.
00:01:48Are you sure?
00:01:49No.
00:01:51Do you think our real world lives would, like, really switch our dynamic?
00:01:58What do you mean?
00:01:59Like, what if I was, like, I know you really want to hang out with me tonight, but, like, I
00:02:03have to, you know, take my daughter somewhere.
00:02:08Would you just be, like, devastated?
00:02:11I think that I more so would respect that you have, like, um, a schedule and, like, discipline.
00:02:18And I think, if anything, um, it kind of turns me off when people are like, okay, I'll just drop
00:02:23everything to hang out with you.
00:02:24It's like, nope, you stay in your lane.
00:02:26I'll stay in mine.
00:02:27And I think that's kind of a problem that I've had in previous relationships.
00:02:31I've always wanted somebody to, like, add for my life and not, like, try and suffocate me and, like, take
00:02:36away from it.
00:02:37That's been, like, a big issue for me, too.
00:02:39It's like, I need somebody who can, like, handle me, like, I don't know, like, wanting to live my life,
00:02:44like, with my friends and have fun and, like, whatever.
00:02:47You know?
00:02:48No, I want that for you.
00:02:51Nice.
00:02:52Go live your life still.
00:02:54Have fun.
00:02:55Just don't forget about me.
00:02:57Never.
00:02:58No.
00:02:59Never that.
00:03:00I'm enjoying what we have right now.
00:03:03I'm waking up to you.
00:03:04Yeah.
00:03:05I feel like, um, well, it's probably the nicest thing I'll ever say to you.
00:03:08Oh, my God.
00:03:09But, like, the more I get to know you, the more I like you more, which is probably, like, unexpected.
00:03:15Um.
00:03:16You have been more affectionate.
00:03:18I like it.
00:03:19I like that side of you.
00:03:20You like it, or does it not freak you out?
00:03:22No, it's definitely been a nice side to see of you.
00:03:27Go me.
00:03:28There's so much more to you, Elizabeth.
00:03:32Don't say my legal name.
00:03:45Just in the nook of time.
00:03:48Love it.
00:03:50It's awesome.
00:03:51From Pocktail Lisset.
00:03:53Perfect.
00:03:55You wanted an oyster shooter, right?
00:03:58An oyster shooter?
00:03:59Is that one of the drinks?
00:04:01I say we go for it.
00:04:02Sure.
00:04:03Yeah.
00:04:03Just because they're an aphrodisiac?
00:04:05Don't need the help, I guess.
00:04:07I don't know.
00:04:07I guess not.
00:04:08Yeah.
00:04:09Seems like you had a bunch last night.
00:04:12Oh, God.
00:04:14We're in for a treat then, huh?
00:04:16Well, yeah, after today.
00:04:18Yeah, you don't need any.
00:04:20One oyster down.
00:04:20Oh, dear God.
00:04:22What did I get myself into?
00:04:23Yeah, you started that one.
00:04:24Yeah, I guess so.
00:04:26I asked for it.
00:04:28Anyway, so, all this chat about everything.
00:04:33Procure Jacks and everything that it leads to.
00:04:36Uh-huh.
00:04:36Um, so I just wanted to talk about, like, kids and having kids and, like, what's that look?
00:04:44Nice.
00:04:45Yeah.
00:04:45Yeah.
00:04:46I mean, obviously this is something that's important.
00:04:48It's, like, naturally needs to be talked about.
00:04:54So.
00:04:55All right.
00:04:56So rest.
00:04:57Wow.
00:04:58Cheers.
00:04:59Oh, yeah.
00:05:00I'm not dodging the question.
00:05:01Just curious.
00:05:02Yeah, sure.
00:05:03You just need, like, a second to, like, think of a response.
00:05:07I saw how much work my parents put into my sister and I.
00:05:13From the very beginning, I never thought of, like, having a family of my own.
00:05:19And I was never something I thought of, like, oh, I want to teach my son baseball.
00:05:23I want to teach, you know, my daughter this or that.
00:05:26So at this stage in my life, if someone comes up to me and asks me if I want kids,
00:05:31I kind of tell them no.
00:05:34That's not something I have the time for right now, the emotional capabilities for.
00:05:39Right.
00:05:40Will that change?
00:05:42I don't know.
00:05:43It's obviously, like, a huge part of life.
00:05:45Mm-hmm.
00:05:47You may want to do it in 10, you may want to have kids in 10 years or whatever.
00:05:52That ship's sailed for me because if I did even get pregnant, that would be unhealthy.
00:05:58Mm-hmm.
00:05:59I've thought about this kind of a situation, you know, obviously since I met you and everything, like, what if
00:06:06you said, like, yes, I want to have kids.
00:06:09It's, like, what would that mean for me and how would that be, like, worked around?
00:06:16Mm-hmm.
00:06:17Obviously, like, adoption or, like, servicing.
00:06:22I don't really want kids and that's my answer today.
00:06:26Do I think that's going to be my answer in 10 years?
00:06:28I do because I'm, I just, I like my piece.
00:06:34Yeah.
00:06:35Do you want to hear something absolutely insane?
00:06:37Something else absolutely insane?
00:06:39Like that in a regular situation, like, I just met you, knew your age right away.
00:06:45Uh-huh.
00:06:46And, like, say I just met you, like, at a family event or, like, some sort of party.
00:06:51Uh-huh.
00:06:52I'm, like, I would probably want to pick you up with my daughter.
00:06:56Oh, God.
00:06:58You guys can be cute together, but sorry, Lauren.
00:07:16You like kissing me.
00:07:17Mm-hmm.
00:07:21You better than Justin?
00:07:34I have a question for you.
00:07:37Yeah.
00:07:38Okay.
00:07:38So, I know you talked about your dad and you were taking care of him at one point.
00:07:46Yeah.
00:07:47Now, what's that like?
00:07:48Is he, like, self-sufficient?
00:07:49Like, I know he had a hard time.
00:07:50That was 10 years ago.
00:07:51Like, what's it like now?
00:07:52Pops is doing well.
00:07:54Like, he's healthy.
00:07:55He's definitely self-sufficient.
00:07:57Because I know we're gone for a long time right now.
00:07:59Yeah.
00:08:00So, can your family survive without you?
00:08:02Like, or they have to step up kind of a situation.
00:08:06Does that make sense?
00:08:07It's a good question because I always said to myself that I wouldn't be able to settle down fully until
00:08:14my dad passed away.
00:08:17I don't think that's the case anymore because, as I've seen the last two years,
00:08:21number one, his health is not so bad that he can't take care of himself.
00:08:24Okay.
00:08:24Okay.
00:08:25I think a big part of me being a stability was, like, the emotional side of things.
00:08:29I have been struggling with that.
00:08:30Just, like, can I fully commit to somebody with my family still counting on me the way that they do?
00:08:36I believe that I can.
00:08:38I do feel more connected with Chris, but, like, the more that I feel for him, the more I can
00:08:45get hurt.
00:08:47So, I want more clarity from Chris.
00:08:50Chris, I'm excited to see this.
00:08:53I want to see if he is mobile, if he can possibly come to L.A.
00:08:58I got you.
00:09:01Does he want to start a life in California, or is he stuck and rooted in Florida?
00:09:06Now that I know that your dad, like, your dad's good.
00:09:10Yes, he, you know, you're his son, whatever.
00:09:12But would you be willing to go to L.A. too, or anywhere in California close to my family?
00:09:18My parents, like, they helped raise my niece and nephews, you know what I'm saying?
00:09:24Because they're there.
00:09:24I wouldn't be completely closed off to moving, but I don't think that that's option number one, if that makes
00:09:31sense.
00:09:31Why?
00:09:32Because, like I said, there's not just people, but there's responsibility, there's business, there's so many things that I have
00:09:38to change.
00:09:39But it's more than that.
00:09:41I mean, that's surface level.
00:09:43The real reason why I feel like I need to be in Miami is because of the family that really
00:09:47counts on me.
00:09:47When I say counts on me, like, when I'm not there, it's not the same.
00:09:50But you can still move and visit your family a couple times a month.
00:09:54And I'm not trying to pull you away from your family.
00:09:55No, no, no, I'm hearing you.
00:09:56The goal in any family is to be self-sufficient.
00:09:59And, like, hey, like, obviously you love your family, but, like, I know you guys are fine without me.
00:10:03If I was going to move, it would be there.
00:10:05And especially to move for a reason like this, it would be even greater.
00:10:09It's just...
00:10:11a lot.
00:10:29Have some fucking movement.
00:10:35You stay on your side of the bed, get up over here.
00:10:44I'm great.
00:10:45Good fucking night.
00:10:48Turn your light off.
00:10:49Turn your light off and be quiet.
00:10:51Good night.
00:10:52I'm good.
00:11:00Well, you said you should talk about yourself in a seat.
00:11:04You don't think you can wait?
00:11:07I think it would be very tough for me.
00:11:09So why am I here?
00:11:12There's literally just...
00:11:14There's a note in between.
00:11:15Like, what are you waiting for to determine yes or no?
00:11:19Are you waiting until I waver or something?
00:11:22Because this is something I'm not going to want.
00:11:24What we just did.
00:11:25What is that?
00:11:26The formal intimacy.
00:11:28We are intimate.
00:11:30We're not all the way intimate.
00:11:33You riding me and simulating it and having an orgasm, that was confusing.
00:11:37I need to know if this is something you're okay with or not.
00:11:40I don't know what to do.
00:11:42Can you at least put yourself in my shoes?
00:11:45I put myself in your shoes.
00:11:46And what you're saying doesn't make any sense to me.
00:11:49I know for sure whether I get married or not.
00:11:52I'm not doing that until I get married.
00:11:54If I don't get married, then I'm never doing that.
00:11:56That is how I feel about that.
00:11:57I'm happy for you.
00:11:58What do you want me to do with that?
00:11:59That is something I needed you to either know and be okay with or say,
00:12:03Hey, like, that's not something I could do and that's okay also.
00:12:07But I need you to have that clarity for me.
00:12:12Put up in the heat
00:12:18Backing down
00:12:40I think that anyone who feels like they have a celibacy journey, they have the right
00:12:49to feel the way they do, but the person who doesn't want to be celibacy has a right to
00:12:53feel the way they do.
00:12:54In the Promise Room, she was talking about her journey of celibacy.
00:12:57Of course, I go, oh, shit, really?
00:12:59Like, damn.
00:13:00But there's nothing Vanell can't tell me about who she is that I'm not going to respect.
00:13:04But I can't be like, oh, well, you're doing something, bye, and then miss out on someone
00:13:09who I think is, you know, an amazing woman.
00:13:13It's just, it's not something that I want to do.
00:13:15That's where I'm at.
00:13:17And I think it could become a very big issue.
00:13:27Like, I really, really want this to work out.
00:13:30I really do see him as my person.
00:13:32But this was, like, my number one, like, non-negotiable.
00:13:36In the past, I have been wavering about this, and I'm no longer willing to do that.
00:13:40So, um, if we can't get on the same page about it, then it would be, I would have to
00:13:44walk
00:13:44away.
00:13:49I would have to walk away.
00:14:19But there's nothing I can do, cause you would be...
00:14:23Let's do this, either this platter or this platter.
00:14:26Yeah.
00:14:27It's good optics.
00:14:29Good optics.
00:14:30You like that word, optics.
00:14:31Somebody taught me that word.
00:14:32Oh.
00:14:33Um, this really cute guy I met.
00:14:35Oh, yeah?
00:14:35Yeah, he taught me what that word means.
00:14:38Yeah.
00:14:39You look good today.
00:14:40Thank you, sir.
00:14:41Did anybody tell you you look gorgeous?
00:14:42No.
00:14:43You look gorgeous.
00:14:47That's good.
00:14:48Strong.
00:14:49It tastes good.
00:14:51So, I think things have been going well with us, but I think with, uh, you just, you know,
00:14:58saying we're roommates or, you know, questioning that.
00:15:01Yeah.
00:15:01And so, um, you know, I don't know if that's just insecurities or, you know, things that,
00:15:08you know, I, are coming up, you know, as we're kind of moving through this together.
00:15:12Like me being insecure?
00:15:14Yeah, or just about, about me, you know, like anything that I'm doing, you know?
00:15:18Yeah.
00:15:19And that's the thing, you know, we started off pretty rocky, you know?
00:15:23Yeah.
00:15:23And I think, you know, without having that, you know, fun, playful chemistry and building
00:15:28of just, you know, friendship, that banter, that thing that you want when the spark does
00:15:34disappear because every relationship that, you know, disappears over time, you know, that's
00:15:38not going to just last forever, right?
00:15:41Do you feel like you have a spark for me?
00:15:43Yeah, absolutely.
00:15:45Okay.
00:15:45Do you not see it?
00:15:47Yeah, but it's just funny because me being older, like, I think I'm going to find somebody
00:15:5420 years younger than me and he's just going to be, like, a firecracker.
00:15:58Like, to me, it's almost like I was thinking, like, I'm going to have this, like, great fling
00:16:01while I'm here.
00:16:02I was about to say, I, like, you asked me these things, it's like, are we just roommates?
00:16:09Do you just want this two weeks?
00:16:10But is that, like, are you projecting?
00:16:12Because that's, that's how it seems, like, so far.
00:16:14No, I don't want to be roommates.
00:16:16I wanted to have, like, so much fun, like, fireworks, like, 4th of July.
00:16:20Yeah, so you wanted a fling?
00:16:21And I'm getting, I'm getting, like, Memorial Day.
00:16:25Memorial Day's fun.
00:16:26You, the pools open up and, you know, you can get your boats in the water.
00:16:30But I want, like, like, middle of the summer, hot and steamy, fireworks, barbecue.
00:16:37And we're, we're only at Memorial Day.
00:16:39But we can keep moving forward to get to the 4th of July.
00:16:42Okay, so this isn't something that, so if I'm hearing you correctly, I'm taking things
00:16:47too serious.
00:16:48I was expecting us to just jump to 4th of July.
00:16:51But as far as, like, passion-wise and spark-wise, I want to move things to the 4th of July,
00:16:56number
00:16:56one.
00:16:57Right.
00:16:58Separately, aside from that, when I'm talking to you, I feel like I'm walking on eggshells
00:17:04because I feel like there's just some conversations you don't want to have.
00:17:08Maybe I'm overstepping.
00:17:10Maybe I think I'm just trying to be helpful.
00:17:11And I don't want to mother you at all.
00:17:13I was going to say, I mean, there's oftentimes, like, you're telling me what to do over and
00:17:17over and over again.
00:17:18That's not, like, do you see me as somebody that's, you know, as your equal?
00:17:23Or do you see me as somebody who is lesser because you're older than I am?
00:17:26Not at all.
00:17:27I see you.
00:17:28I mean, how's that?
00:17:29Yeah.
00:17:29Like, how do you think that makes me feel when I'm constantly being told, you know, what
00:17:32to do?
00:17:33Yeah, I know.
00:17:34I mean, it's, I'm not trying to say it to, like, I'm just, like, a go-getter.
00:17:39Like, you obviously see me, I get up in the morning, I'm like, go, go, go, go, go.
00:17:43You know, do I tell you what to do?
00:17:44I'm trying to bring you on board to, like, your plan.
00:17:48So do you like the idea of me?
00:17:50Do you like me?
00:17:52I like you.
00:17:53Okay.
00:17:53I like you.
00:17:55I want to respect her.
00:17:57I want to show that I respect her.
00:17:59But I also want her to know that just because she's 20 years older than me doesn't mean she
00:18:04has, knows more to do in a relationship than I do.
00:18:07Like, we're equals here.
00:18:09And I don't want her to think that we're not.
00:18:11You know, I feel like I've given her space to be herself, but I feel like she's also kind
00:18:15of dominated that space.
00:18:16And today was the first day where it's like, okay, I, let's nip this in the butt.
00:18:21Like, I don't feel like you're treating me as your equal.
00:18:24And that's why we had the conversation we had at dinner.
00:18:37You good?
00:18:39Okay, I'm great.
00:18:41I am tired.
00:18:43You're tired.
00:18:44I'm already tired.
00:18:45I might jump right into the bed.
00:18:48Really?
00:18:49Yes.
00:18:49Come on.
00:18:50Yeah.
00:18:51You can't have this day we had and you're going to sleep.
00:18:53That's so boring.
00:18:54I'm for a nap.
00:18:57Nap for Chris.
00:18:58What?
00:18:58Is that wine?
00:18:59No, no, that's the emergency.
00:19:03Are you really going to leave me?
00:19:04Leave you?
00:19:05No.
00:19:06You're going to sleep.
00:19:06Going right in there.
00:19:07We just had a great brunch.
00:19:08You're going to sleep right now?
00:19:09Perfect.
00:19:10After brunch, nap.
00:19:12No, honestly, you know that I never nap.
00:19:15I actually never, never nap, but I also usually sleep like a normal human being.
00:19:23Our room is bright.
00:19:24How are we going to nap?
00:19:26It is pretty bright.
00:19:27Look at the balcony, though.
00:19:28It's nice.
00:19:28It's beautiful.
00:19:29I mean, we could sit outside.
00:19:31Wow.
00:19:32All right.
00:19:32You know what?
00:19:34Decision's made.
00:19:35Shower, nap, gym, grocery store, food.
00:19:38Wait, what happened to the massage?
00:19:40No, can we look at a massage and set?
00:19:41I'm down for the massage.
00:19:42That can put us to sleep.
00:19:42Can we look into that first and then, because that can put us to sleep.
00:19:45Okay, let's do it.
00:19:46Okay.
00:19:46I'm with it.
00:19:47Let's do it.
00:19:47That's the plan.
00:19:48I like it.
00:19:48I can change.
00:19:49Um, me and Leah have incredible moments.
00:19:52When it's good, it's so good.
00:19:54But I don't think it's very normal to want to spend every single moment of every single
00:19:59day with your significant other.
00:20:01I need to have moments to myself.
00:20:02I'm so used to being alone.
00:20:04I'm alone all the time.
00:20:05And now, all of a sudden, I'm spending every second of the day stuck at the hip next to
00:20:08somebody.
00:20:09Let me shower anyway.
00:20:10Might as well.
00:20:10Might as well?
00:20:11Might as well.
00:20:12Uh, leave me then.
00:20:13Fine.
00:20:14Okay.
00:20:15I'm going to do nothing.
00:20:18For me, I never thought about age as a reason to settle down with somebody.
00:20:24But I am 41.
00:20:25I do know what I want.
00:20:26I know how valuable our time is.
00:20:29Because we're not guaranteed tomorrow.
00:20:31None of us are.
00:20:32I value every day that I have.
00:20:35And I want to value it with somebody that wants to be with me.
00:20:39That's why I'm here.
00:20:40Look at me.
00:20:44You're going to take a shot.
00:20:45You're just going to leave me hanging.
00:20:46I can't believe you right now.
00:20:48You're so mean to me.
00:20:55I hate you.
00:21:11Do it slow.
00:21:15Yeah, I don't need to.
00:21:16I just...
00:21:17I just...
00:21:19I just get out a little excited.
00:21:20You just do it more often than you're going to leave to me.
00:21:24I'm like...
00:21:26not having a while to...
00:21:29Yeah, for sure.
00:21:33It's good.
00:21:33It just needs to last longer.
00:21:35I know.
00:21:36Or you just...
00:21:36Trust me.
00:21:37Trust me.
00:21:38Trust me.
00:21:38I've never had bad reviews.
00:21:41I know what I trust me.
00:21:43No, wait.
00:21:43Women are ovens and men are blowtorches.
00:21:46So a girl needs, like, warmed up purge.
00:21:48I know.
00:21:49Trust me.
00:21:50Yeah, I know.
00:21:50So you do know?
00:21:52Okay.
00:21:53Okay, wow.
00:21:54David.
00:21:56You have some tummy.
00:21:58I do.
00:21:59We're going to brew.
00:22:11A pensive moment for John.
00:22:15Just depending what color nails I'm getting.
00:22:18Teresa and I have a four o'clock manicure.
00:22:21Okay.
00:22:22She's going with red and...
00:22:26You're going to go with red, too?
00:22:27I might twin with her.
00:22:29Check out.
00:22:34How are we feeling today?
00:22:36Are we feeling like a bad bitch today?
00:22:39Maybe not because I haven't reaffirmed it,
00:22:42but we can do it.
00:22:43Okay.
00:22:43I am a bad bitch.
00:22:47Say it.
00:22:49I am a bad bitch.
00:22:51I am the baddest bitch.
00:22:54I am the baddest bitch.
00:22:57Everyone is obsessed with me.
00:23:00Libby is obsessed with me.
00:23:03Period.
00:23:04Period.
00:23:04Let's move, move, let your money go.
00:23:08The time can just move.
00:23:10Good morning, Lieutenant Vanessa.
00:23:13Lieutenant?
00:23:14Oh, my.
00:23:16Good morning.
00:23:18Morning.
00:23:18How do you feel?
00:23:20I feel good.
00:23:20How did you sleep?
00:23:21Good.
00:23:22I feel good.
00:23:23I feel like I'm meeting the real Logan now.
00:23:25I feel like I was meeting his representative.
00:23:29I was, I met the Logan representative and now I get to meet the real Logan.
00:23:34And it makes me actually like you 10 times more.
00:23:37Oh, good.
00:23:37Like, honestly, like, this is what I've been waiting for, for you to just let your walls
00:23:42down and just tell me how you really feel.
00:23:45Good, bad, ugly.
00:23:47Like, I'd rather you be 100% you than 100% what you think you're supposed to be like.
00:23:53And I know, like, in the past, like, I would feel like I would run away, but I don't feel
00:23:59like I want to run away.
00:24:01Finally, finally, like, this is what I've been asking for.
00:24:04Bring the passion.
00:24:05Bring the realness.
00:24:09I don't like to kiss and tell.
00:24:10Well, I'm a lady, but I was concerned about the lack of intimacy, and now I am not concerned
00:24:16about that.
00:24:17We're definitely not in the friend zone anymore.
00:24:23Am I blushing right now?
00:24:27You're good?
00:24:28Mm-hmm.
00:24:29Ready?
00:24:30Mm-hmm.
00:24:31Are we going to have a good day?
00:24:32Yes.
00:24:32Have a good morning?
00:24:33Yeah.
00:24:33Good.
00:24:34Yeah.
00:24:34Let's get up.
00:24:35That's something we checked off the box, and now we can move forward.
00:24:40And find ways to grow and make it a little more spicy.
00:24:46And I can't wait to tell Teresa.
00:25:05We're at a point where we're struggling a little bit.
00:25:08Yeah.
00:25:08And I think yesterday was definitely rough.
00:25:16We had an incident yesterday where some crazy guy comes walking up, you know, making threatening
00:25:24remarks.
00:25:25And I told him that he better back up.
00:25:27Like, I'm not going to, you know, I'm going to handle that.
00:25:29And so we exchanged comments.
00:25:32We exchanged remarks.
00:25:33And Vanell took that some kind of way.
00:25:36So for me, from my perspective, if a random crazy guy comes up talking crazy and loud and
00:25:43saying threatening things, I take that seriously.
00:25:47And a lot of that is from where I'm from.
00:25:50Um, I know what that is.
00:25:52I felt like in addressing him and addressing the situation, um, I'm going to be very protective.
00:25:59I just am.
00:26:00I'm going to protect you and I'm going to protect me.
00:26:01I'm not going to let anybody just run up on me and talk crazy and, uh, make threats.
00:26:07And I think you felt like, well, I don't want to put more words in your mouth.
00:26:11How did you feel?
00:26:13I felt uncomfortable in that situation.
00:26:16And I just felt like it could have been handled differently.
00:26:23Okay.
00:26:24You don't know what it would be like to be a man in that situation.
00:26:28I'm used to dealing with someone on the streets like that.
00:26:32Mm-hmm.
00:26:33And so while you may have thought that it could be handled differently, um, I felt that that
00:26:39was exactly the way it had to be handled because there's no way I'm going to let him put you
00:26:44in danger or make a threat like that.
00:26:46I'm just not going to do it.
00:26:48I'm going to neutralize that threat.
00:26:49The second part for me is if I make a decision or if I do something like that, I would
00:26:55hope
00:26:56that you would respect and honor my decision that, and knowing that I'm doing, I'm not
00:27:01foolish.
00:27:02I'm going to do what I think is best.
00:27:05I mean, I feel like they're still not, like, listening to me.
00:27:07I'm not saying that, like, you know, you're, you thought that, like, I wasn't having your
00:27:12back.
00:27:12They're not listening to the fact that I said I was uncomfortable in that situation.
00:27:16And in that moment, when you were expecting me to maybe be like, oh, thank you, or blah,
00:27:21blah, blah, I was still very uncomfortable.
00:27:23Both of you guys going at it, you and that guy, I was uncomfortable with the whole thing.
00:27:28I was uncomfortable with seeing you in that way.
00:27:30I was just very uncomfortable.
00:27:32We've already gotten over the whole age thing.
00:27:35We've gotten over our families and our lifestyles and all that stuff.
00:27:38And I think now we're dealing with the real serious day-to-day, do we align and do we
00:27:46get along?
00:27:47Mm-hmm.
00:27:47Would you agree with that?
00:27:48Yeah.
00:27:53Honestly, I'm just kind of just very torn.
00:27:56Like, are we going to, like, keep staying here to see if we're compatible?
00:28:00Or maybe we're just not compatible and we can leave this experience?
00:28:04Like, that's what I'm thinking in my head right now.
00:28:07Mm-hmm.
00:28:09I'm open to whatever.
00:28:10Whatever you, you know, if you were down to do it, I'm down.
00:28:12But why are you just leaving it on me?
00:28:14I'm not, I'm not leaving it on you.
00:28:15Do you think that I, maybe I'm not the person for you, or do you think I could be?
00:28:19It's like, you can't be, okay, if you want to, let's go.
00:28:22If you don't, let's not.
00:28:23We had two disagreements.
00:28:27And if two disagreements break us down, then I don't, I would question our strength.
00:28:34The truth is, it should.
00:28:35But these aren't just, like, disagreements that aren't, like, I mean, these are, I guess,
00:28:42it's not so much the disagreement for me.
00:28:44I think, well, one, the celibacy thing, that's already something that, like, we're not on
00:28:49the same page about, too, but, which is also a big deal for us that we need to talk about,
00:28:54too.
00:28:55And then the second one is just more so, I guess it's not about, like, the disagreement.
00:29:00It's just more so about who we are individually as, like, people.
00:29:06I don't understand what you mean.
00:29:08Basically, this is who you are, and I would have to be with who you are, right?
00:29:12In the future, you would handle every situation like that.
00:29:15That's just who you are, and vice versa.
00:29:18That's just how I am, you know?
00:29:20Well, in a situation where I'm on a street with my woman, and a man comes up making threatening
00:29:28remarks and having an object in his hand, I'm absolutely going to step to him, and I'm
00:29:33absolutely going to handle it like that.
00:29:35And if that is a deal breaker for you, then, yes, I totally agree with wherever we go.
00:29:40Like, we can just say, oh, that's not going to work.
00:29:42For me, on the flip side, while it's not a deal breaker, it is definitely a serious issue
00:29:49that my woman who's going to be with me backs my play and knows that I'm wise and intelligent
00:29:56enough to handle situations in the correct fashion.
00:29:59They're speaking from what knowledge?
00:30:01You have never been in that situation.
00:30:02You've never been on the streets.
00:30:04You've never been involved with that kind of personality or that type of threat.
00:30:08So you're speaking from a position of, just let me finish.
00:30:13You have to trust your partner, and I have to trust mine.
00:30:16If you don't have that, then you don't have anything.
00:30:19I have encountered people like that.
00:30:20I have been in situations like that, and I know exactly how it has to be handled.
00:30:24See?
00:30:25Okay, I'm really done.
00:30:26I'm done talking.
00:30:28Okay.
00:30:28I have nothing to say.
00:30:30Okay.
00:30:32Hmm.
00:30:46Can I get this mic off me, please?
00:30:50Oh, sorry.
00:30:55Here, break that up.
00:30:56I'll get something.
00:30:57I'll get something.
00:31:21This is a good choice.
00:31:23This is bomb.
00:31:24What was, like, your go-to carnival food?
00:31:26Cotton candy.
00:31:28It's on.
00:31:29Whoa!
00:31:29It's on candy.
00:31:30I know.
00:31:30It's crazy.
00:31:31I'm a big hater, actually, of cotton candy.
00:31:33Really?
00:31:34Like, your hands get sticky.
00:31:35It's so good.
00:31:36Okay.
00:31:37So, this is something that's important to me because my, growing up, my parents introduced
00:31:45me to a lot of their partners, oftentimes too early.
00:31:50Especially just, like, you never want to introduce people if you even think there's a chance that
00:31:56there's, like, that they're not going to be there for a long time.
00:31:59Right.
00:32:00Because that's troubling.
00:32:01Right.
00:32:01Um, so, what are your thoughts on that?
00:32:04Like, what is the timeline?
00:32:07So, I have a process with that.
00:32:08Okay.
00:32:08I completely, 100% agree.
00:32:10Obviously, I'm extremely protective, and I would never do that.
00:32:14It's not a good look, right?
00:32:15Yeah.
00:32:15Because you're still teaching them things, and you can teach them bad habits.
00:32:20So, it's already rough enough, all kids, because their parents aren't together.
00:32:23So, my process is, I'd introduce you to mother first, and then we'll go from there.
00:32:30Right.
00:32:31Our side, we'll definitely make sure we show respect, and the boys will see that we show
00:32:35respect.
00:32:35I don't think my parents ever had anything where they, like, had my dad's girlfriend meet
00:32:41my mom, nothing like that.
00:32:42Yeah.
00:32:43Like, there was, like, very little interaction there, which always made it feel very separate.
00:32:48Yeah.
00:32:48And I'm sure there was probably, like, a lot of tension that I wasn't aware of, because
00:32:52I was, like, growing up with it, it's, like, I wouldn't want to repeat, like, mistakes that
00:32:59were made with me with another child.
00:33:01Have you ever thought about yourself being in this situation, though?
00:33:05I mean, truthfully, no.
00:33:07Not really.
00:33:08Yeah.
00:33:08Um, but then again, I never have assumed I'd be in, like, a lot of situations in my life.
00:33:14I don't know.
00:33:15There's a lot of challenges in life.
00:33:16Absolutely.
00:33:16This is one that I think is a positive, a positive challenge, because at the end of
00:33:20the day, it's, like, you're just getting a bigger family.
00:33:23Yeah.
00:33:23And you're, like, you get to love somebody, like, extra.
00:33:26Oh, I love that outlook on it.
00:33:28So it's, like, yeah, I don't know.
00:33:30Yeah, I love that.
00:33:31I wasn't sitting at home being, like, oh, I'll be a step-parent one day.
00:33:34I can't wait for that.
00:33:35Woo!
00:33:35No.
00:33:36Um, but you just take what comes, you know?
00:33:39Yeah, absolutely.
00:33:40Obviously, your sons are, like, a massive part of your life in Dallas.
00:33:44Yeah.
00:33:44Um, after all of this, once this experience is over, like, what are you thinking for,
00:33:53like, uh, like, for us?
00:33:54Yeah.
00:33:55I would love for you to consider moving to Dallas.
00:33:57Mm-hmm.
00:33:58I was hoping that you would, because it's hard.
00:34:01You know, obviously, it's next to impossible for me to even consider moving right now at
00:34:06this time.
00:34:07Yeah.
00:34:07So it would make sense.
00:34:09Absolutely.
00:34:09And I would never, like, I would never even expect that or ask.
00:34:12Like, that is such a, an undertaking.
00:34:14And I also think knowing that you had kids, like, I knew early on it was, like, you were
00:34:20not in a place to just, like, up and, like, move around.
00:34:23Yeah.
00:34:24Um, like, I can move.
00:34:27Um, but just, like, I feel like we need to have a conversation about.
00:34:32Yeah.
00:34:32What that looks like.
00:34:33Yeah.
00:34:33For sure.
00:34:34That makes me happy.
00:34:35For sure.
00:34:35And, uh, here we go.
00:35:19you're good what are you thinking about with us with us yeah do you feel that like
00:35:26maybe we're just not a good match that we just that there's no reason for us to be here
00:35:32I mean we didn't finish we didn't even finish the conversation so I don't know okay um so I guess
00:35:41like with the celibacy thing like you saying I don't know was just hard for me to hear because
00:35:48going into the promise room this was something that I was very anxious about telling you about
00:35:54and leaving the promise room I thought that from what I gathered from our conversation
00:36:01you made it seem to me like oh like I don't care about that it's fine like I'm okay with
00:36:06that
00:36:06and then coming in here now you're like oh I don't know if you told me I don't know I
00:36:12would have went
00:36:12home in the promise room I would have not came all the way here lived with you and done all
00:36:17of this
00:36:18I wouldn't have came here we've done things so that's not celibacy so that's kind of confusing
00:36:25for you to say well I'm so very serious about that but I have there are things that I will
00:36:31do
00:36:31that are okay so in the promise room why didn't you just say I don't know why didn't you just
00:36:36say
00:36:36I don't know like why didn't you say that to me then and there I'm gonna speak again I'm not
00:36:42gonna
00:36:42interrupt you I hope I can speak so first off let me address it in the promise room I told
00:36:48you
00:36:48there's nothing that you have to be afraid of you can tell me anything and it does not matter
00:36:53and that is the truth do I think that celibacy is enough to keep me away from someone who I
00:37:01think I
00:37:01have a valid genuine connection with no I don't I don't think it is I don't know I don't think
00:37:07it is
00:37:09additionally if you're saying you're celibate but yet we can mess around and do other things
00:37:15then it's not really celibacy it's really a version of what you think celibacy is so then
00:37:22that means okay it's not really I'm not really saying I want to be celibate I'm just saying that
00:37:26you're certain I won't involve myself in intercourse so if you could if I were to hold you to what
00:37:32you're saying you would you could have said in the promise room well I want to be celibate in the
00:37:37sense
00:37:37of I won't have intercourse but I'll do other things that's not what you said so what I'm what I'm
00:37:43getting at is and if you look at it the disagreements it's not been me violating those
00:37:49principles it's like you like to dictate circumstances you like to control be in control
00:37:54of them I'm not a dude that's something that you can control like that and that's always going to
00:38:00be me what does the Bible say the power of life and death is in the tongue so you need
00:38:04to be careful
00:38:04of what you say that's just the way I feel yep I guess we're good right I don't know what
00:38:12good means
00:38:12what do you mean I guess we're good like we can go our separate ways that's what you want
00:38:19yeah okay I'm really done now I know we've had our ups and downs now we're going round and round
00:38:40every time we have a conversation it feels as though he's talking at me and not talking with me
00:38:46living together we're seeing our viewpoints are just very far off I don't necessarily think it has
00:38:56anything to do with his age I think it's just the type of person he is we're really just not
00:39:03compatible in my opinion but I did really want it to work
00:39:11people will look at this and say well it's their age difference that broke them apart and that's
00:39:15absolutely not true my connection to Vanell was very real and very genuine and I don't think that
00:39:21that plays a part in it we could not talk about certain things and that I mean I don't care
00:39:28how
00:39:28big the despair age disparity is be it one year or 50 if you can't communicate you're going to fail
00:39:40so I'm disappointed that I spent the amount of time that I did with her and it ends this way
00:39:47you know what I mean I mean I mean we deserve better I'm trying to keep a smile but inside
00:39:55I'm
00:39:55play hurting because he is someone I really do care about a lot
00:40:24my faith is everything to me and that's where I find my strain and I've always said that I would
00:40:33be
00:40:33okay with walking away from the things I desire and want if it costs me my relationship with God
00:40:44and I know that this connection is not going to be easy to find and I know I won't find
00:40:51this again
00:40:56I've never felt this way about someone before
00:41:25I'm so excited to talk to the other couples and see
00:41:28how roomy life is treating them
00:41:31it looks like the rain is taking a day off
00:41:35look at this guy
00:41:36look at this guy
00:41:38look at this guy
00:41:39my god you guys look good
00:41:41look at this guy
00:41:42Prince Harry
00:41:42I'm looking forward to a fun night just seeing how the guys are doing
00:41:45seeing who's the best chef
00:41:47seeing who's the messiest
00:41:48we can break man
00:41:49you got the pinstripes down
00:41:50that is true
00:41:50I feel like we're going you know quadruple date
00:41:54or I don't even know what six dates is but just going out with our best friends it's going to
00:41:58be fun
00:41:59make you believe in magic
00:42:00won't you believe in me
00:42:02like a fairy tale that's so classic
00:42:04hey guys
00:42:06what's up brother
00:42:07you look adorable
00:42:09you look adorable
00:42:10I love your dress
00:42:11thank you
00:42:12how's it going
00:42:13give it to us
00:42:14good
00:42:14really good
00:42:15yeah
00:42:16yeah I mean it's been good
00:42:18like we're our connection is getting stronger
00:42:20but we've had our fair share of arguments like we're not going to sugarcoat anything
00:42:23uh lieutenant vanessa in the apartment
00:42:27Logan's got away with his words doesn't he
00:42:29fucking hell
00:42:30non-subtle
00:42:31we talked about it we talked about it
00:42:32it's so clear to me yeah we got everything we need
00:42:35no we can't complain we'll live in the good life
00:42:38wow
00:42:38wait are we last
00:42:41sticking to the bit
00:42:42I love the all white
00:42:43I love it
00:42:44yes it's from Miami
00:42:47we just went around the circle
00:42:49we were honest and talking about like our trials and tribulations
00:42:51we haven't had one problem since we got here
00:42:54wait what
00:42:54I haven't had an issue here since we got perfect smooth sailing
00:42:56I love her
00:42:58lies
00:42:59lies
00:42:59this is the truth room man come on you got to
00:43:02this is our gold trust
00:43:03can we get another drink first or no
00:43:06we're missing a couple
00:43:07we are
00:43:07yeah we're missing
00:43:09where's Jorge now
00:43:10that's it
00:43:11are they getting married already
00:43:12yeah yeah
00:43:13honeymoon honeymoon is already being planned
00:43:15I think right
00:43:15has anyone seen them in a while
00:43:17no
00:43:17I haven't seen them in a while
00:43:18I mean we saw them the other day
00:43:20and they seemed a little quiet
00:43:22same
00:43:22or one seemed quiet
00:43:24the other one seemed very boisterous
00:43:25but like that's just their personalities
00:43:33hello
00:43:34hello
00:43:35look who it is
00:43:37come on come on
00:43:39wow all white
00:43:40how are you doing
00:43:41see ya
00:43:42fucking good man
00:43:43love this weather
00:43:44well hello everyone
00:43:45you all look lovely this evening
00:43:47good to see you all
00:43:48yeah
00:43:49it really is great to see y'all
00:43:50good to see y'all
00:43:51everyone looks so in love
00:43:52good to be seen
00:43:54well I'm sure you've all noticed
00:43:56Jorge and Vanell
00:43:58are not here tonight
00:44:00are they coming?
00:44:01earlier today
00:44:02they made a really tough decision
00:44:05they realized they weren't
00:44:07the right match
00:44:08and they decided
00:44:09to end their relationship
00:44:10wow
00:44:11I miss me so sorry
00:44:13wow
00:44:13wow
00:44:14I didn't see that coming
00:44:17but look at all of you
00:44:18y'all are still here
00:44:20you're showing up
00:44:22you're putting in the work
00:44:23and that's what it takes
00:44:25to build something real
00:44:27work
00:44:28communication
00:44:29and trust
00:44:31how are you all
00:44:32really doing?
00:44:34Vanessa
00:44:35Logan
00:44:35how are y'all doing?
00:44:39why do you have to start with this?
00:44:41sorry
00:44:42long awkward pause
00:44:43since you left
00:44:44I mean we were wondering
00:44:45I mean yeah
00:44:46we have some challenges
00:44:48just getting acclimated
00:44:49I haven't lived with anyone
00:44:51in a really long time
00:44:52and just
00:44:53it's more just getting used
00:44:55to sharing space
00:44:56with somebody
00:44:57that I'm not used to
00:44:58like we don't really
00:44:59have big problems
00:45:00it's just the little
00:45:01stupid things
00:45:02you know
00:45:02what have you learned
00:45:03about Logan
00:45:03since living with him?
00:45:05oh boy
00:45:07no
00:45:08that he's a lot different
00:45:09than what people see
00:45:10on the surface
00:45:10everyone sees him
00:45:12as like
00:45:12this loud party boy
00:45:14and like
00:45:14hey everybody
00:45:15how you doing
00:45:16he's actually
00:45:16has a lot of depth
00:45:18and a lot of
00:45:18like sensitivity
00:45:20and character to him
00:45:21and I think
00:45:21he's very mindful of things
00:45:23and I don't think
00:45:24he portrays that
00:45:25to everyone else
00:45:28this process
00:45:28has taught me a lot
00:45:30living with her
00:45:30has taught me a lot
00:45:31and you know
00:45:32I want to continue
00:45:33moving forward
00:45:35her old dad moment
00:45:37boy Logan's growing up
00:45:39I love it
00:45:39your son
00:45:40I love it
00:45:41Teresa
00:45:42how have you been feeling?
00:45:44I've been feeling great
00:45:45I mean
00:45:45I think John
00:45:46has demonstrated
00:45:48that he does not
00:45:50act like his age
00:45:51which is what
00:45:52why I was attracted
00:45:54to him in the first place
00:45:55we have gotten along
00:45:57so well
00:45:57it's been almost
00:45:58too good to be true
00:45:59I'm like
00:46:00I want him to fight with me
00:46:01I'm like
00:46:01please fight with me
00:46:02enjoy the peace
00:46:05disagree
00:46:06it'll come
00:46:07Chris
00:46:07I'm curious
00:46:08how has cohabitation
00:46:09been for you?
00:46:10I think it's been hard
00:46:12on both of us
00:46:13we've never lived
00:46:14with anybody
00:46:15I've never lived
00:46:15with anybody
00:46:15she's never lived
00:46:16with anybody
00:46:16but I can adapt
00:46:18so let's
00:46:19you don't feel
00:46:20okay I'll speak for myself
00:46:21you don't feel like
00:46:21Chris has been able
00:46:22to adapt?
00:46:23go ahead Chris
00:46:24speak for yourself
00:46:25go ahead
00:46:26it's been harder
00:46:27than I thought
00:46:27okay
00:46:28just the
00:46:29living with somebody
00:46:30being with someone
00:46:3124-7
00:46:32and being very
00:46:33very different
00:46:34in our routines
00:46:35and in our lifestyles
00:46:36and all of the above
00:46:37and I think as well
00:46:38on her end
00:46:38although maybe
00:46:39she adapted to
00:46:40the living together
00:46:41a little better
00:46:42than I was
00:46:42I still think
00:46:43it was affecting her
00:46:44don't you think?
00:46:45yes
00:46:46because like
00:46:46it's hard like
00:46:47because I like cuddling
00:46:49I like sleeping
00:46:49like next to someone
00:46:51but he's different
00:46:51you know
00:46:52he runs hot
00:46:52so like
00:46:53that's like an automatic
00:46:54this is like a sweatball
00:46:55you know
00:46:55so it's like
00:46:57you know
00:46:57so that's different
00:46:58so it's like
00:46:59alright
00:46:59I'll see you
00:47:00I'll be in my corner
00:47:01you be in your corner
00:47:02we'll see you
00:47:03in the morning
00:47:04you know what I mean?
00:47:05so that's different
00:47:05the last time we
00:47:06we saw you
00:47:07it was very giving
00:47:08honeymoon phase
00:47:09I'm waiting for it back
00:47:11so you lost it
00:47:12do you feel like
00:47:13we're still in the
00:47:13honeymoon phase
00:47:14with you two
00:47:14or do you feel like
00:47:15things are getting real?
00:47:16we're seven years in
00:47:17right now
00:47:17okay
00:47:17alright
00:47:18oh my god
00:47:20Derek and Pfeiffer
00:47:21I know y'all hit it off
00:47:23very early
00:47:23in the beginning
00:47:24has living together
00:47:25brought y'all
00:47:26closer and closer?
00:47:28I mean
00:47:29I would absolutely
00:47:30say so
00:47:30you know
00:47:31moving in
00:47:32is big
00:47:33and you don't really
00:47:34expect things
00:47:35to go smoothly
00:47:36I know I certainly
00:47:36was like
00:47:37okay now is the time
00:47:38when things are
00:47:38going to start
00:47:39coming up
00:47:39but I mean
00:47:40it's really been great
00:47:42it's been amazing
00:47:43good
00:47:44it's awesome to hear
00:47:46Andrew and Libby
00:47:47when you guys
00:47:49reveal each other's age
00:47:50there seemed to be
00:47:51more hesitation
00:47:52than excitement
00:47:53do you feel like
00:47:55living together
00:47:55has brought you
00:47:56closer together?
00:47:57in all honesty
00:47:59really the only
00:48:00time the age gap
00:48:01has really played
00:48:02a factor
00:48:03has been the
00:48:04dumbest things ever
00:48:05it's like
00:48:06what is Hannah Montana?
00:48:07she had no clue
00:48:09who Posh Spice was
00:48:10and I'm like
00:48:10what?
00:48:11she doesn't even know
00:48:12who the Spice girls are
00:48:13what?
00:48:14and I'm like
00:48:14are you kidding me?
00:48:16I relate to that
00:48:17feeling when I met
00:48:18Natalie and I found
00:48:19out how old she was
00:48:20I was like
00:48:21nervous
00:48:22you know
00:48:23I was very self-conscious
00:48:24but the more I got
00:48:25to know her
00:48:26I saw a woman
00:48:27who was
00:48:29mature beyond her years
00:48:30that despite
00:48:31us having those jokes
00:48:33about movies I liked
00:48:34that she had never
00:48:35heard of
00:48:36I found that we
00:48:37shared a lot of
00:48:37common interests
00:48:38we had the same
00:48:39perspective on life
00:48:40and also laughing
00:48:41about her lack
00:48:43of pop culture
00:48:44knowledge
00:48:45I mean that's
00:48:46spot on
00:48:47to be honest
00:48:47so it doesn't
00:48:48make you like
00:48:49question things
00:48:50with Libby
00:48:50it's just more
00:48:51of like
00:48:51oh
00:48:52reminder
00:48:52it's a reminder
00:48:54and that part's
00:48:55the kind of fun
00:48:56I get this constantly
00:48:56yeah
00:48:56I mean constantly
00:48:58they keep us young
00:48:59Nick
00:48:59they keep us young
00:49:01well you started this wild
00:49:04ride falling for someone
00:49:05without even knowing
00:49:06their age
00:49:07and you moved in
00:49:08together to find if
00:49:10that spark could handle
00:49:11real life
00:49:12and so far you've made
00:49:14it work
00:49:14but let's be honest
00:49:15it's been a bit of a
00:49:17bubble
00:49:18no outside pressure
00:49:20no outside voices
00:49:22well that
00:49:24is about to change
00:49:27starting tomorrow
00:49:28you are getting
00:49:30visitors
00:49:30very special ones
00:49:33people
00:49:35whose opinions
00:49:36matter a lot
00:49:37oh god
00:49:39your friends
00:49:40your families
00:49:44yeah I need another drink
00:49:47this is where things
00:49:48get real
00:49:51because nothing
00:49:52challenges a relationship
00:49:53like meeting the people
00:49:55who matter most
00:49:56wow
00:49:58so tonight
00:49:59soak it in
00:50:01have the hard talks
00:50:03and get on the same page
00:50:05because it's time to
00:50:06introduce your bold
00:50:08new love story
00:50:08to the people
00:50:10who matter most
00:50:13I'm so scared
00:50:14enjoy the night
00:50:16and good luck
00:50:18thank you
00:50:19thank you
00:50:23so you ready for this
00:50:24no
00:50:25bring it I guess
00:50:26I don't know what else
00:50:26absolutely not
00:50:28this is crazy
00:50:29let's be honest
00:50:31you're not making me feel
00:50:32no I'm not
00:50:34to make you feel bad
00:50:35I need to know
00:50:36why it's so
00:50:37scary for you
00:50:38to introduce someone
00:50:39to your family
00:50:39I don't think it's scary
00:50:39I think it's more
00:50:40just surprise right
00:50:41I wasn't upset
00:50:42but it's like the thing
00:50:43the reality of the situation
00:50:45I don't introduce anybody
00:50:46because I keep my life separate
00:50:48and so
00:50:50you know
00:50:50that's why it was a shock
00:50:51it's not
00:50:52it's not anything
00:50:53I'm not nobody
00:50:58Logan's got away with words
00:50:59I'm glad you think this is funny
00:51:02I don't think it's funny
00:51:03I mean
00:51:05why do you think I think it's funny
00:51:06because you're like
00:51:13tell me
00:51:16I don't want to do this
00:51:24sorry
00:51:30you know
00:51:31we've been in this bubble
00:51:33and it's really comfortable
00:51:35and it's really fun
00:51:36and it's great
00:51:37and that's not reality
00:51:40like my reality
00:51:41is my kids
00:51:42tell me
00:51:45all my things
00:51:46I hear you say it
00:51:48this is not a fucking joke
00:51:50it's not a joke at all
00:51:51it's only my imagination
00:51:54my kids are like everything to me
00:51:56they're like every fucking thing
00:51:58I don't want to
00:52:00I don't want to hurt them
00:52:01if like my kids are here
00:52:03and they are like
00:52:04mom this is not
00:52:07good
00:52:07I can't handle it
00:52:09I don't know if I could
00:52:10move forward with them
00:52:11which is like heartbreaking to me
00:52:13because
00:52:14I'm already like
00:52:16developing feelings for John
00:52:18so
00:52:19like
00:52:20say goodbye to that
00:52:21would be also really hard
00:52:26sorry like I'm not
00:52:27taking your feelings more into account
00:52:29but like
00:52:29no
00:52:30they're my priority
00:52:31and
00:52:34what is to come
00:52:35like I just don't even know
00:52:37how to like
00:52:39prepare for this
00:52:54from my point of view
00:52:55you know
00:52:56Nick and Natalie said what they said
00:52:58and I had my reaction
00:53:00and then
00:53:01you were obviously
00:53:02offended by that
00:53:03okay
00:53:04I said my piece
00:53:07and then
00:53:07you obviously
00:53:08still weren't having it
00:53:09all of a sudden
00:53:10when I'm me
00:53:11or I have a reaction
00:53:13or I do something
00:53:13you're like
00:53:14don't do that
00:53:15you had a negative reaction
00:53:16to them saying
00:53:17your family's here
00:53:18I wanted to understand
00:53:19your reaction
00:53:20and now
00:53:21you're upset with me
00:53:23because I had a reaction
00:53:24to your reaction
00:53:25the bottom line here is
00:53:27you're afraid to introduce me
00:53:29to your family
00:53:29I didn't know if it was
00:53:30because of my age
00:53:32I didn't know if it was
00:53:33because it's a girl
00:53:34period
00:53:34you just gave me a generic
00:53:36fucking answer
00:53:37and now you're turning around
00:53:38and you're trying to
00:53:39blame this on me
00:53:40your voice
00:53:41fine
00:53:42Vanessa
00:53:42okay I'd love to listen to you
00:53:44I'm just saying
00:53:47like I don't know
00:53:48what you're making
00:53:49like to introduce
00:53:51a girl to your family
00:53:53does that
00:53:54did they
00:53:54did they think
00:53:55like that means
00:53:55we're getting married
00:53:56does that think that
00:53:58what does it mean to them
00:54:02just somebody in my life
00:54:04that I care deeply about
00:54:05like I don't
00:54:06and you don't care deeply
00:54:08about me
00:54:08I do
00:54:09I'm just saying
00:54:10it's been a long time
00:54:12that's all it is
00:54:14what is this ring
00:54:15is that a promise
00:54:17like I know we're not engaged
00:54:18I know it's not
00:54:20I know it's not
00:54:21everything in the world
00:54:23but it's a step
00:54:25and like us meeting our family
00:54:27is another step
00:54:28right
00:54:30and you're like
00:54:31I feel like you doing that
00:54:32like stop our progress
00:54:34like you don't want to take
00:54:35the next step
00:54:42I don't know if you're the one
00:54:43I don't know if
00:54:44how long we're gonna be
00:54:46but we're still trying
00:54:46to figure that out
00:54:47so that's why my reaction
00:54:49was the way it was
00:54:49do I want to grow this connection
00:54:52absolutely
00:54:53do I like you for you
00:54:55absolutely
00:54:55am I worried about our age gap
00:54:58yes
00:54:58but do I think
00:55:00you're this awesome person
00:55:01who
00:55:04I've been falling for
00:55:05over the last couple weeks
00:55:07am I nervous
00:55:08about introducing
00:55:11somebody that's 20 years older
00:55:13than me
00:55:13to my parents
00:55:17yes
00:55:21if your kids don't like me
00:55:23this is done
00:55:24yeah
00:55:25I'm big stressed though
00:55:27I don't think it really hit me
00:55:29what's in store for us
00:55:31with our families coming
00:55:33oh my god
00:55:34it's both my parents
00:55:35how old do you think I am
00:55:37she looks like she's 30
00:55:38probably at the most
00:55:39maybe at 10 years
00:55:41really
00:55:41remind me
00:55:42I don't know
00:55:43how old are you
00:55:44I'm 23
00:55:45she seems really cool
00:55:47fun
00:55:47she just can't rent a car
00:55:49to drive out to
00:55:50has she been married before
00:55:52yeah
00:55:53does she have children
00:55:57it's just so hard
00:55:58and I don't know
00:55:58if it's supposed to be this hard
00:56:00I feel like it's killing you
00:56:01I'm sorry but you're not ready
00:56:03to be a stepmom
00:56:03these are his children
00:56:05Libby
00:56:05so when you're 40
00:56:07and he's 60
00:56:08do you have worries
00:56:09or concerns about that
00:56:11he's like having an issue
00:56:13with the age
00:56:14and that's why he's so hot
00:56:15can you tell us about
00:56:17his age
00:56:19no
00:56:19I mean I can
00:56:20but I don't want to
00:56:22what's your reasoning
00:56:23for not telling your kids
00:56:24his age
00:56:25why should I have to
00:56:26reveal it right now
00:56:27we're not ashamed of it
00:56:27I'm not ashamed of it
00:56:29it's really none of your business
00:56:30I'm still gonna have a voice
00:56:32don't fucking comfort me
00:56:33cause I will
00:56:34you shared space
00:56:37you shared lives
00:56:39but now
00:56:40it's decision time
00:56:42do you leave here as a couple
00:56:43or do you walk away
00:56:46and leave single
00:56:47I think it's very possible
00:56:49that Andrew's gonna break my heart
00:56:51on this mountain today
00:56:52the unknown is
00:56:53am I gonna be able to give her
00:56:55what she truly wants
00:56:56there's a chance that
00:56:57we walk away
00:56:58without each other
00:57:03is he really ready
00:57:06I'm not sure
00:57:08do I risk it all
00:57:09or do I make
00:57:11the hard decision
00:57:12to end it
00:57:14I have a
00:57:15huge decision to make
00:57:16I don't know
00:57:17if I'm ready for this
00:57:19you've been really patient
00:57:21but I just
00:57:22worry that it's
00:57:23too much
00:57:25I just didn't see this coming
00:57:31you said you did it
00:57:33for the lights
00:57:34inside me
00:57:35stand up and fight
00:57:38beside me
00:57:39bright eyes
00:57:44last night
00:57:47you made the promise
00:57:49that you won't
00:57:50misguide me
00:57:52stand up and fight
00:57:54beside me
00:57:56bright eyes
00:57:59oh
00:58:01our kingdom falls
00:58:05oh
00:58:07thunder
00:58:09our kingdom falls
00:58:11our kingdom falls
00:58:15oh
00:58:16thunder
00:58:17our kingdom falls
00:58:19yeah
00:58:20write
00:58:21our kingdom falls
00:58:23our kingdom falls
00:58:25yeah
00:58:36right
00:58:37our kingdom fallswel
00:58:40Или
00:58:45OREN
00:58:47Si
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