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His father's suicide prompts a young American Indian (Cody Lightning) to leave the reservation and explore the world outside
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00:05:59Why'd you go and do that to yourself?
00:06:02He told me the other day that he never wanted to be buried.
00:06:06He said funerals ain't nothing but a big circus.
00:06:12He told me to put him in the pond where the lady lives.
00:06:16It's what he said.
00:06:20Go get your cousin.
00:06:21We have to tell him.
00:06:25Take your dad's pickup.
00:07:24Hello.
00:07:26Hey, what's wrong?
00:07:31What?
00:07:35What?
00:07:40It's fucked up, man.
00:07:44It's expected to have a funeral. Body and all.
00:07:49Well, I ain't going down there. That's for goddamn sure.
00:07:53It's probably at the bottom all screwed up and...
00:08:01Well, let's fake it.
00:08:04Yeah.
00:08:04Yeah, we could fake it. We could get a casket and everything.
00:08:09Well, just tell everyone he requested a closed casket.
00:08:14Christ.
00:08:14No, no, seriously. It's what we gotta do.
00:08:17It'll work, won't it, Jim?
00:08:18Yeah, I'm with it.
00:08:34This is stupid, Chubby.
00:08:35Thank you very much.
00:09:05Omanesh, Hindu-Goshe-Hogadish.
00:09:15Ten-hai-yukki, aho-nichi-dish.
00:09:19Mangi-theska.
00:09:20I-mongi-dish.
00:09:45Hey, Sonny.
00:09:47Cora.
00:09:49Cora, I'm real sorry to hear about Frankie. That-that just disturbs me to all hell. I-
00:09:54We appreciate that, Sonny.
00:10:08Uh, come in.
00:10:15Boy, geez, I haven't been out here in forever.
00:10:17I know.
00:10:19Used to have some fun, eh?
00:10:21Yes, we did.
00:10:24You know, Cora, I-I was wondering...
00:10:28Well, shit, you know, about five or six years ago, I bought a bunch of these old coffins to fix
00:10:32them up.
00:10:32Uh, you know, they were using some play or some damn thing.
00:10:36All of them made of wood and, you know, none of them worth a frog's ass except for one.
00:10:41I kept that and I planned to be buried in that.
00:10:44But, uh, I was thinking...
00:10:47What if I was to give that to y'all?
00:10:51I mean, it-it would mean the world to me if you'd buried Frankie in it.
00:10:55Unless-unless you already got a coffin.
00:10:58Uh, well, actually, no.
00:11:00Hadn't picked one out yet.
00:11:02That we were gonna do that today.
00:11:07That's very sweet of you, Sonny.
00:11:11Sure.
00:11:12Sure, we'd be proud to bury him in it.
00:11:17Great.
00:11:22I'm sorry.
00:11:26It just makes me feel so good to think that Frankie's gonna make his final journey in a-in a
00:11:33coffin I made.
00:11:36Are fixed up.
00:11:41You're gonna love it.
00:12:02Hello?
00:12:03Tuffy.
00:12:04What's up?
00:12:05What the fuck are you doing home?
00:12:07We got work to do.
00:12:09I'm digging a frickin' grave, man.
00:12:11Hey, I didn't put your father in a pond.
00:12:14Come on, man.
00:12:16I need you to get some weights.
00:12:18Weights?
00:12:19How much?
00:12:20Well, how much do you think he weighs?
00:12:23I don't know.
00:12:24150 pounds, maybe?
00:12:26Yeah, I got an idea.
00:12:28Hey, and don't fuck around either.
00:12:29Come on.
00:12:30I'm not, man.
00:12:31And where the hell are you?
00:12:32You said you were gonna come down and help me out.
00:12:34Yeah.
00:12:53Hey, Larry.
00:12:54Sonny brought the coffin, so I'm gonna go take care of everything.
00:12:58Need help?
00:13:00No.
00:13:00I already told you.
00:13:02Seminole culture says that if the family wishes it, only a family member, such as myself, can see and or
00:13:13prepare the body.
00:13:16Well, I never heard of that. Sounds like horse shit to me.
00:13:20Well, if you want to call my Aunt Cora and tell her that you don't agree with her traditional ways,
00:13:25go right ahead.
00:13:26Hell no. The last thing I need is to haggle with Cora Smallhill all day.
00:13:32Alright then.
00:13:33Yo, this is dedicated to the West Coast. This is dedicated to the Midwest. This is dedicated to the reservation.
00:13:41This is dedicated to the rest.
00:13:43Me to the West Coast.
00:13:47Hey, Sonny brought your dad's coffin in.
00:13:55And he's a crazy fucker.
00:13:58The guy cracks me up.
00:13:59It's got a war paint and shit all over it.
00:14:08Your dad, he was a cool guy.
00:14:12I remember staying with your parents when I was younger.
00:14:16He was a funny guy.
00:14:20I remember this one time. He had been drinking all afternoon.
00:14:24And there was this tornado warning.
00:14:26And I was freaking out, crying and shit.
00:14:31And he came over to me and told me not to worry.
00:14:34That he knew a dance that was going to protect us from the tornado.
00:14:38And he went out into the front yard, started dancing and singing and shit.
00:14:44And that tornado never came.
00:14:51When I was older, your mom told me he was watching the Weather Channel with Gary Anglin.
00:14:57He knew that tornado was never coming.
00:15:06All right, here you go. Kick the tires and light the fires, boy.
00:15:15Hey, Jim?
00:15:17Yeah.
00:15:21You ever feel like just getting the fuck out of here?
00:15:27Yeah.
00:15:29But where would I go?
00:15:32I mean, this is home.
00:15:47See, I've always dabbled in Native American arts.
00:15:51You know, nothing big, you know, just little things.
00:15:53See, I'm a half-breed.
00:15:55Well, actually, I'm one-eighth Cherokee.
00:15:58Oh.
00:16:00But it's the best thing I've ever done.
00:16:01I mean, you know, I find art comes natural to our people.
00:16:04Don't you?
00:16:05Yeah.
00:16:06You guys tried the corn dogs?
00:16:09Couldn't ever get your daddy to wear it too little for her.
00:16:16Hey, you seen Mary?
00:16:18Not yet.
00:16:19She called earlier.
00:16:21Said she'd be here soon.
00:16:23Can't count on her for anything.
00:16:26There.
00:16:28You look real nice.
00:16:39Oh, fuck you.
00:16:51Thanks for everything, Jim.
00:16:54Don't worry about it.
00:16:58Can you go get your seat?
00:17:03Coming?
00:17:04No.
00:17:06I'm gonna stay here.
00:17:07No.
00:17:08I'm gonna stay here.
00:17:09No.
00:17:09No.
00:17:10No.
00:17:11No.
00:17:16No.
00:17:23No.
00:17:27No.
00:17:27No, no.
00:17:33No.
00:17:33No.
00:18:39Does Jeffy plan to stay here forever?
00:18:42I don't know. Did you ask him?
00:18:45No.
00:18:48Don't you think he needs to get out of here?
00:18:52Probably would be the best thing for him.
00:18:57You could stay with me for a while.
00:19:02Tell him that.
00:19:09Good coffee?
00:19:13You know, your daddy, you could always make the best.
00:19:18Why are you acting weird?
00:19:21I don't know what you mean. I'm not acting weird.
00:19:23You haven't looked me in the eye all day.
00:19:24My husband just died. How do you expect me to act?
00:19:26No, no, it's not that my husband just died kind of weird.
00:19:31You act like you're hiding something.
00:19:36Who found him?
00:19:38Chuffy.
00:19:38Where was he?
00:19:39In his chair.
00:19:49I can't believe he's fucking dead.
00:19:51Can we not talk about this?
00:19:52Mom, we just had his funeral.
00:19:54How can we not talk about him?
00:19:56It's depressing.
00:19:57Well, yeah. How'd you think it'd be?
00:20:03So you still have that job?
00:20:05Oh, shit.
00:20:08Forget it.
00:20:09Fine.
00:20:10Fine.
00:20:12I know this would be a pain in the ass.
00:20:14Quit your cussing. It's your daddy's funeral.
00:20:16Fuck you.
00:20:18Fuck you!
00:20:23I would have come earlier.
00:20:26It won't work.
00:20:28I'd have to steal gas to get down here.
00:20:32Poor dad.
00:20:35I wish I could have talked to him.
00:20:39I hadn't talked to him in months.
00:20:44Do you see the body?
00:20:50Why are you two acting so fucking weird?
00:20:54He killed himself, didn't he?
00:20:58That's why I was a closed casket.
00:21:01He killed himself, didn't he?
00:21:09My mom can't lie to me.
00:21:11Her eye twitches every time.
00:21:13And if he were really doing that bad,
00:21:14she would have called me.
00:21:22So...
00:21:24when he was shooting himself or something.
00:21:27He took pills.
00:21:32Why would he do that?
00:21:38To mom.
00:21:46He was real sick, you know?
00:21:51Heard him crying the other night.
00:21:56He's like,
00:21:57You know, mom really misses you.
00:22:00I think you should come around more often.
00:22:02No, she doesn't.
00:22:04She just wants you to feel sorry for her.
00:22:11So, what are you going to do now?
00:22:15Go back to Tulsa.
00:22:19Unless you want to go to the bar for a bit.
00:22:22Nah.
00:22:27Well, you should come visit me.
00:22:32Yeah. That'd be pretty cool.
00:22:39Chuffy!
00:22:41Chuffy!
00:22:42I'm here!
00:22:44Come here. I need your help.
00:22:50Hey, I'm going to take off.
00:22:53Really?
00:22:55Come here.
00:23:06I love you.
00:23:07I love you too.
00:23:10I love you too.
00:23:12I love you too.
00:23:14I love you too.
00:23:17Come here, I love you too.
00:23:19I love you too.
00:23:33Why are you Sorry?
00:23:48I love you more than I love myself.
00:23:52I love you more than any woman.
00:23:59I love you more than any woman.
00:24:06I take away hugging, kissing and all those extra goodies that I could provide.
00:24:13Hold it.
00:24:15Hold it.
00:24:16Hold it.
00:24:20Hold it.
00:24:22What are you thinking?
00:24:23You're a dead shit.
00:24:25Run across the country wild.
00:24:27Run across the country wild.
00:24:31Run across the country wild.
00:24:38Remember you and your mother used to work for me.
00:24:40You were just a little guy then, running around the old clinic.
00:24:49I guess I asked you in here to see how you're handling your loss.
00:24:56I don't know.
00:24:57It's weird.
00:24:58I can't...
00:25:00You know, I get a lot of confused Indians who walk through these doors.
00:25:04It's tough enough being an Indian these days and now you've got this loss to deal with.
00:25:13What tribe are you again?
00:25:15I'm enrolled Seminole, but I'm also Creek.
00:25:20That's it.
00:25:21Yeah.
00:25:28I once dated a Seminole.
00:25:32A real princess she was.
00:25:35Those were the days.
00:25:39Yeah, we met at school in Norman.
00:25:41Used to go pow-wows and then go 69-ing.
00:25:45Those were the days.
00:25:47You mean 49-ing?
00:25:48That's what I said.
00:25:55Bushva Chutky.
00:25:59That's what she used to call me.
00:26:03Said it meant great white warrior.
00:26:07Probably already knew that.
00:26:12Chuffy.
00:26:14It takes a long time to get over the loss of a parent.
00:26:16I mean, they're there for you your whole life and then just like that they're gone.
00:26:21It's about the worst thing in life to have to go through.
00:26:23So, uh...
00:26:25If you ever need to come in and chat, you just call my secretary.
00:26:40I'm thinking about like starting Sonny's Chili, like a label.
00:26:44There's a guy in the city who's very interested in it.
00:26:46I don't know if he's just mowing smoke up, you know, but...
00:26:52I do that all the time, I'm sorry.
00:26:54That's all right.
00:26:55Did you get it?
00:26:55Yeah, I got it.
00:26:56Very attractive, isn't it?
00:26:57No, it's okay.
00:26:58Gravy in the beer.
00:26:59That's okay.
00:27:24Hey.
00:27:25Where have you been?
00:27:26I just went to get something to eat with Sonny.
00:27:31Sonny?
00:27:35Already, huh?
00:27:37We're just friends, Chuffy.
00:27:42You know...
00:27:42Maybe if we were a little more helpful to Dad, he wouldn't have done this.
00:27:46Chuffy, come on.
00:27:48It's not our fault.
00:27:49It was his choice.
00:27:50We didn't make it for him.
00:27:53And it's not my fault that your Daddy and I didn't get along.
00:27:58It was a hard man to get along with.
00:28:03Right there near the end,
00:28:07there was weeks and I'd realize he hadn't said a word.
00:28:12Weeks.
00:28:14Is life much different now that he's gone?
00:28:22I miss him, too.
00:28:25And I don't know.
00:28:34When I first met your Daddy,
00:28:39I thought he was it.
00:28:43He was at a party.
00:28:45My first.
00:28:49The girls and I, we snuck out of boarding school
00:28:52over to this, uh, birthday party in Eufaula.
00:28:57He was slinking off in some corner in the shadows.
00:29:02I did everything to get his attention.
00:29:04I kept staring at him.
00:29:05He never so much as looked at me.
00:29:09Finally, I got the nerve.
00:29:11I went up to him and I said,
00:29:13Hey.
00:29:15Javon.
00:29:17What's your name?
00:29:21He looked at me out of the corner of his eye.
00:29:25Said in that quiet voice of his, he said,
00:29:29Four sheets to the wind.
00:29:34I said, what?
00:29:37He said,
00:29:39That's my name.
00:29:45Those were his first words to me.
00:29:53Mom was so pissed when we got married.
00:29:56She always wanted me to marry a rich white man.
00:30:00I ran off and married the first poor Indian I could find.
00:30:08How'd your meeting go?
00:30:10What?
00:30:11With Charles.
00:30:14Oh, okay.
00:30:15He gave me some pills to help me sleep.
00:30:19Hmm.
00:30:24You know, I'm thinking about going and visiting Mary.
00:30:29Really?
00:30:33Well.
00:30:36Better take a suit.
00:30:37You never know when you might need one.
00:30:42Juffy.
00:30:47Don't ever do me like your sister did.
00:30:52Let me know what you're up to.
00:30:54What you're doing.
00:30:57It's what keeps a person going when they get older.
00:31:03Good night, son.
00:31:25Tis.
00:31:29I knew, you need to know.
00:31:34This morning.
00:31:38This morning.
00:31:39That we just love.
00:31:40You're the last time, I'm gonna go.
00:31:41This night.
00:31:42I'm going to go.
00:31:44You're, this morning.
00:31:53Let's go.
00:31:55I couldn't set you free as far as I can see
00:32:00I feel your ghost inside of me
00:32:05I feel your ghost inside of me
00:32:28I feel your ghost inside of me
00:33:01I feel your ghost inside of me
00:33:04Do you know her?
00:33:05Well, she's my neighbor
00:33:07I'm Frankie
00:33:08Triffy
00:33:09Triffy
00:33:10Nice to meet you
00:33:11Thank you
00:33:32Well, it was nice to meet you
00:33:33You too
00:34:01Thank you
00:34:18Do I pay for it now or do I put, I don't know, I guess a tab?
00:34:37Can I borrow your lighter?
00:34:40Hey, yeah, sure
00:34:46Triffy, right?
00:34:47Mm-hmm
00:34:51And Francine?
00:34:54Francine
00:34:55Francine, sorry
00:34:57So no son of your sister?
00:34:59Uh, no
00:35:02Probably should have called before I came
00:35:05She's probably just out partying
00:35:06I've seen her stumble in at like 8 in the morning some days
00:35:10Yeah, she can be pretty, pretty crazy
00:35:18Can you do a shot with me?
00:35:20I'll buy
00:35:22Can we get two shots of tequila?
00:35:24Is tequila okay?
00:35:35Cheers
00:35:36Cheers
00:35:40Drink the beer
00:35:49So what do you do?
00:35:53Um
00:35:56Nothing
00:35:58Really
00:36:07I'm just like forcing you to hang out with me
00:36:09I'll leave you alone
00:36:11Well, no
00:36:12Um
00:36:13Sorry
00:36:14Um
00:36:16Uh
00:36:18I got punched in the face the other day
00:36:21At a bar
00:36:23So
00:36:24I don't know
00:36:25I feel a little paranoid
00:36:28Do you want to go sit at the table?
00:36:32Yeah, sure
00:36:49And that was always my dream as a kid though
00:36:53And I always wanted to go to California
00:36:56It just seemed like this
00:36:58Like
00:37:00Picture perfect place
00:37:02So far away
00:37:05My dad always said
00:37:07Yeah
00:37:07We'll go there
00:37:10But you know when you're a kid
00:37:11And you don't know where the money comes from
00:37:14You don't know your parents are really poor
00:37:16Mary actually went there
00:37:18After she graduated from high school
00:37:20She moved there
00:37:21To become like an actress or some shit
00:37:24I don't know
00:37:26But
00:37:26She lasted like two weeks
00:37:29And she brought this guy home
00:37:30Some weird guy
00:37:34He was so weird
00:37:35He just
00:37:35Would say
00:37:36He wouldn't say anything
00:37:41Well
00:37:42I'm sorry
00:37:42I'm just going on
00:37:55Alright
00:37:57Shall we walk each other home?
00:38:01Sure
00:38:27I'll wait to see if you can get in
00:38:29Alright
00:38:30Oh well
00:38:31Just open it
00:38:32Okay
00:38:35I had fun
00:38:35Yeah
00:38:36Me too
00:38:37So am I going to see you again?
00:38:39How long are you in town?
00:38:40Uh
00:38:41I don't know
00:38:42A couple
00:38:43Well
00:38:43Like a week or so
00:38:45Cool
00:38:47Good night
00:38:49Good night
00:38:55Mary?
00:38:55Is that you?
00:39:01Mary?
00:39:03What's wrong?
00:39:05Oh fuck
00:39:06Come on
00:39:07Come on
00:39:07Come on
00:39:08Come on
00:39:09Oh shit
00:39:09Come on
00:39:13Oh shit
00:39:15Oh shit
00:39:16Oh fuck
00:39:17Fuck
00:39:18Oh shit
00:39:20I want you to drink
00:39:21Mary
00:39:23I stink
00:39:25I need
00:39:26I need to bathe
00:39:29Oh my god
00:39:30Hold on
00:39:31Whoa whoa whoa
00:39:31Wait wait wait
00:39:32Let me leave the room
00:39:34Turn the shower on
00:39:35What?
00:39:38It's going to be cold
00:39:50Mary
00:39:51T
00:39:51Mene
00:39:52Tosh
00:39:53Mungo
00:39:54Nage
00:39:55Nuhol et
00:39:56Saat
00:39:56It's
00:39:57Sok
00:39:58Hyed
00:39:58Ish
00:40:00G
00:40:01He was forced.
00:40:03With ordinary很 painful!
00:40:06How we never be?
00:40:10Death?
00:40:12How we made you...
00:40:13So to have you inspired your life
00:40:14God created a vision for you...
00:40:21You still do what you say...
00:40:23You still stay with me...
00:40:38Oh, what the fuck?
00:40:40Wake up!
00:40:41Jesus Christ, Mary!
00:40:43Oh, I feel like shit.
00:40:47God, you're fucked up.
00:40:50I was out with your cousins.
00:40:53Marta and them?
00:40:55Where were you when I got in?
00:40:57I was at the bar with your neighbor.
00:41:01Francie?
00:41:02Yeah.
00:41:05Cool.
00:41:07She's fun.
00:41:09She's cute, too.
00:41:11Shit.
00:41:12I'm just saying.
00:41:16Wow.
00:41:18I'm glad you hung out with her.
00:41:21Yeah.
00:41:22Hey, I'm freaking starving.
00:41:25You want me to get something to eat?
00:41:26Let's go.
00:41:27It's on me.
00:41:44I'm happy you came, Jeff.
00:41:49So you had like a whole conversation with Francie?
00:41:54Yeah.
00:41:56Well, I guess you're not going to turn out like Dad after all.
00:42:03See what happens?
00:42:04You get out of that town, you meet cool people.
00:42:09We're going out with my friend David tonight.
00:42:12Who's David?
00:42:14Just this guy I've been seeing.
00:42:18You should ask Francie to come over today.
00:42:23That'd be stupid.
00:42:25Well, you're going to have to find something to do while I'm at work.
00:42:28I'll watch TV.
00:42:30Oh, fun.
00:42:31Oh, fun.
00:42:40Wow.
00:42:41With applause like that, you think I just became president.
00:43:03Hey. Sorry I'm late.
00:43:08What was this?
00:43:09My brother, Chuffey.
00:43:10Chuffey.
00:43:11How are you?
00:43:13Chuffey.
00:43:13Chuffey. Chuffey.
00:43:15Wow. Wow.
00:43:16Your parents weren't fucked up when they named you, were they?
00:43:19Actually, it was my grandfather's name.
00:43:21I mean, he's dead.
00:43:24I don't know.
00:43:25I was just kidding with you.
00:43:28It means rabbit.
00:43:29Rabbit.
00:43:31Good.
00:43:31I'm David.
00:43:32I have no idea what that means, but David.
00:43:35I guess it just means David.
00:43:37Or David and Goliath, maybe.
00:43:42Shit, round of booze.
00:43:44Things you can't control.
00:43:47And you should pull your vanity
00:43:50down.
00:43:53Pull your vanity down.
00:43:58Pull your vanity down.
00:44:39I don't know.
00:45:00I don't know.
00:45:29I don't know.
00:45:38Chuffy, we're out of coffee.
00:45:39You'll have to go downstairs.
00:45:42Also, talk to Francie.
00:45:43She invited you to a party tonight.
00:45:45And you're going.
00:45:46No questions asked.
00:45:48Anyway, I'll be home at 5.
00:45:50Mary.
00:46:01You think it'd be stupid if I wore the suit?
00:46:04No.
00:46:05It's like an artsy party.
00:46:08You can make it if you want it.
00:46:16I need a style.
00:46:18You look good.
00:46:21Since when you started caring about how you looked anyway?
00:46:25Since I started getting invited to parties.
00:46:441, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4.
00:46:48Yeah!
00:46:55Well, I'm all over.
00:46:58You know what I mean.
00:47:01Oh, there's a tragic girl from the M.A.C.
00:47:05To implicit.
00:47:08So, check it out.
00:47:09Oh, so, 26 and a time.
00:47:11This is 26 big bucks.
00:47:13That's right.
00:47:14And maybe look at the car and take it.
00:47:28Hey, man, I like your suit.
00:47:31Oh, thanks.
00:47:32You too.
00:47:34Yeah.
00:47:35I got this at the new vintage store on Utica.
00:47:39This is for my dad's.
00:47:42Yeah.
00:47:54Hey, what's up, man?
00:47:58Hey, let me ask you a question.
00:48:01Where have all the Indian gone?
00:48:08Small towns?
00:48:09I don't...
00:48:10Where are you...
00:48:10No, man.
00:48:11Don't say anything.
00:48:13I want to ask you.
00:48:15Where have all the Indian gone?
00:48:21My boyfriend lives three hours away.
00:48:27My boyfriend lives four hours away.
00:48:29And Kitas can beat us.
00:48:31Oh, my God.
00:48:35That is bad.
00:48:37Oh, my God.
00:48:38That's good.
00:48:39That's good.
00:48:42Oh, man.
00:48:43That dude with his jokes.
00:48:48I was laughing, but I didn't understand.
00:48:53Chiffy Small Hill.
00:48:56Can I tell you that's the coolest fucking name I've ever heard?
00:49:00Oh, thank you.
00:49:01Don't mention it.
00:49:03I used to freaking hate it.
00:49:06Why?
00:49:07Well, everyone always gets it wrong.
00:49:11I always, what, I get called Koofy or Koof.
00:49:18I don't know.
00:49:20Yeah, well, I'm always Francine or Francis.
00:49:23Oh, yeah.
00:49:27It hurt.
00:49:31You called me Francine.
00:49:34Do you remember that?
00:49:35Do you remember when you called me Francine?
00:49:37But I just met you, so I didn't know.
00:49:44Do you travel a lot?
00:49:46Yep.
00:49:48Do you ever travel?
00:49:51Yeah, I went to Texas once when I was a youngster.
00:49:58Where's this at?
00:49:59That is Rockaway Beach.
00:50:02It looks like a postcard, doesn't it?
00:50:03Yeah.
00:50:04His pants were falling down as you ran into the water.
00:50:09Why don't these have any pictures in them?
00:50:11Because I don't have any to go in them yet.
00:50:25And now I have one.
00:50:27Yeah, well, that's my bad side.
00:50:31Should have taken one from this side.
00:50:34Want to take another one from this side?
00:50:35Ready?
00:50:36Okay, go.
00:50:36Bye.
00:50:38Bye.
00:50:43Bye.
00:50:53Bye.
00:51:04Lion, tigers, bears, bears
00:51:28I'm sorry about your dad.
00:51:34I had to give Mary a jump the morning of the funeral.
00:51:40How are you doing?
00:51:43I'm good.
00:51:45I'm doing good.
00:51:49So tell me about him.
00:51:52What was he like?
00:51:59It was real fun to be around at times.
00:52:07And he wouldn't, he would have got a kick out of you actually.
00:52:14He wouldn't like tell you what he felt about you, but when he didn't think anyone was looking, he would
00:52:25give you a proven glance, a smile, like a proven look.
00:52:32You know?
00:52:36In silence, he felt like comfort, you know?
00:52:39Like, I don't know, and his little awkward smiles.
00:52:47We'd go fishing.
00:52:51And we'd be on the pond all day.
00:52:56Barely even saying anything.
00:52:58We'd share like, share maybe four words with each other and that's it.
00:53:07But it felt like we'd been talking all day.
00:53:15But it felt like we'd been talking all day.
00:53:17I can't even bait him.
00:53:19We'd go fishing without him, you know?
00:53:21He'd always do that.
00:53:23Yeah.
00:53:25It's his job.
00:53:26Yeah.
00:53:29My mom asked me the other day if things are different now that he's gone.
00:53:40I didn't really know, you know, at the time, I didn't.
00:53:48Things are different now.
00:53:52I feel different.
00:54:02It just really upsets me.
00:54:04It hurts me what he did, you know.
00:54:08He didn't have to do it.
00:54:21I just want to see him again.
00:54:23I want to talk to him one more time.
00:54:24I just want to go fishing with him one more time.
00:54:30I want to go fishing with him one more time.
00:54:41I want to go fishing with him one more time.
00:55:03I want to go fishing with him one more time.
00:55:26I want to go fishing with him one more time.
00:55:36I want to go fishing with him.
00:55:38I let's go fishing with him otra m'unita.
00:55:58His career searches, I decide to fashion a lot.
00:56:07What?
00:56:11What are you doing on the show already?
00:56:14You know you two can't fall in love.
00:56:16She's my fucking neighbor.
00:56:21It's David.
00:56:23He's sick.
00:56:24He's been doing that for an hour.
00:56:27We went out last night, which is why I'm in here, because he won't shut the fuck up.
00:56:32Yeah, he's a real winner.
00:56:33Oh, yeah, I know.
00:56:34But he always picks up the tab.
00:56:39Hey, who's that guy that always falls asleep in the hall?
00:56:42Daryl the janitor.
00:56:45Your mama called this morning.
00:56:47Really?
00:56:48What'd she say?
00:56:50Do you want to ask you about last night?
00:56:53What'd you tell her?
00:56:54I told her you must have gotten lucky.
00:56:57She said to remember what she told you about them big city girls.
00:57:03Will somebody give me a glass of water?
00:57:07Go get him one.
00:57:14Please?
00:57:15Shut up.
00:57:27Maybe at the cafe after work.
00:57:28I'm gonna get some coffee.
00:57:30Don't fuck up my car chuff.
00:57:32Oh, whoa, dang.
00:57:33No one's like shit, but it's all I got.
00:57:37Oh, hey, do I gotta come pick you up?
00:57:39No.
00:57:40I'll ask Jackie for a ride home.
00:57:42Don't forget dinner at six.
00:57:44See you later.
00:57:45Bye.
00:57:46Bye.
00:58:01Mary, I need to talk to you.
00:58:03You were 40 bucks short yesterday.
00:58:28Maybe she had to work late like me.
00:58:31Where do you work again?
00:58:32Wine bar.
00:58:33What?
00:58:33You like it?
00:58:35Sure.
00:58:36Can I get some free samples?
00:58:38Yeah.
00:58:40Nah, I'm just kidding.
00:58:41I wouldn't want to get you fired.
00:58:43No, it's totally legal.
00:58:53So do you really have to leave tomorrow morning?
00:58:57Yeah, I gotta go help my mom with some stuff at home, but I'll come back.
00:59:06You better come back.
00:59:18I thought I told you I was leaving.
00:59:21What's wrong?
00:59:22Boyfriend leave you?
00:59:23I thought I told you.
00:59:27I won't talk about it.
00:59:30I like you.
00:59:33Can I buy you a drink?
00:59:39Sure.
00:59:40Line them up.
00:59:43Bartender.
00:59:43Hey.
00:59:44I'll get this lady another drink, huh?
01:00:21Yeah, you know, she was gonna get married once.
01:00:25She had a fiance and everything and then he got thrown in prison.
01:00:30What?
01:00:30Yeah.
01:00:33He was in this crazy fight and picked up a bar and just kicked the shit out of some guy.
01:00:39Like, fucked him up pretty, pretty bad.
01:00:42When was this?
01:00:43Um, like three years ago.
01:00:49You know, she and the landlord are always at each other's throats.
01:00:52I think she has trouble with the rent.
01:01:08Do you want to go on a trip with me?
01:01:11Where would we go?
01:01:16Go somewhere west?
01:01:20California.
01:01:22What would I need to bring?
01:01:25Just bring yourself.
01:01:26I've got some money saved up.
01:01:28I don't have much money.
01:01:30You don't need much.
01:01:33If you get
01:01:35maybe a couple hundred bucks together.
01:01:43Yeah.
01:01:57You know I sometimes live my life at night.
01:02:02But you look so much better in the day like that.
01:02:08I get up early as I can.
01:02:12Sometimes for better.
01:02:14Some for worse.
01:02:15But when it's good.
01:02:16You see how fine I am.
01:02:27There's a feeling
01:02:29that I have about once a day.
01:02:33You'd be better off
01:02:35if I just go away away.
01:02:37And even if I start
01:02:40to think it's true.
01:02:42I'll be staying anyway.
01:02:45Cause in the end
01:02:46it's up to you.
01:02:47And I'm not sad.
01:02:49I'm not angry.
01:02:50I ain't fooled.
01:02:51But honey I'm scared of you.
01:02:57But you scared me too.
01:03:00You scared me too.
01:03:02You scared me too.
01:03:04You scared me too.
01:03:04You scared me too.
01:03:05You scared me too.
01:03:09Hello.
01:03:10Hey Sonny.
01:03:12He got back yesterday.
01:03:14I think he's hung over.
01:03:16I put him to work.
01:03:21Tomorrow night?
01:03:22Tomorrow night?
01:03:23We could go to that
01:03:25New Mexican restaurant
01:03:26if you wanted to.
01:03:29Alright.
01:03:31Seven.
01:03:32Okay.
01:03:34Okay.
01:03:35Bye.
01:03:44Shit.
01:03:46Eh, watch your mouth.
01:03:48I say shit all the time.
01:03:51So y'all done?
01:03:52Yeah.
01:03:57Missed the city?
01:03:59It's only been a day.
01:04:02When there's love,
01:04:04a day is a lifetime.
01:04:06I'm not in love, Mom.
01:04:10Who is this girl
01:04:11you've been running around with?
01:04:19You know, I'm thinking
01:04:19of going traveling with her.
01:04:24Where to?
01:04:26I don't know.
01:04:30Somewhere.
01:04:33When you going?
01:04:34I want to go soon.
01:04:37But,
01:04:38I have to roof some houses
01:04:39for a couple weeks
01:04:41until I get enough cash to go
01:04:42like a couple hundred bucks.
01:04:46You don't want anyone supporting you.
01:04:50They get tired of you real quick.
01:04:56Don't know why you'd want to go anyway.
01:04:58Why?
01:04:59I'm not leaving.
01:05:04I just want to...
01:05:06get away from here for a little while.
01:05:15So what's with this girl?
01:05:18What do you mean?
01:05:20Do you get along good?
01:05:23Do you talk?
01:05:25We talk, Mom.
01:05:28Just don't go letting it be a sex thing.
01:05:31You'll never make it.
01:05:36Can I get some coffee?
01:05:38Yeah.
01:05:39You know where it is.
01:06:04I'll call you back.
01:06:07Hey, Mary.
01:06:08Uh, this is Chiff.
01:06:10I'm just calling because I hadn't heard from you.
01:06:12And, uh, I didn't get to say goodbye, so...
01:06:16Yeah, I'm alright.
01:06:17I'm at home now.
01:06:19I'm gonna just be here with Mom, so, uh...
01:06:22I guess just give me a call when you get this.
01:06:24Or you have some time.
01:06:26Alright.
01:06:26Love you.
01:06:36I've had my prostate checked four times.
01:06:40I think I got some sort of STD.
01:06:42Something just ain't right.
01:06:45Well, you always think you have some kind of STD.
01:06:48Well, this time it's real, though.
01:06:52Just because you're always around dead people, man.
01:06:55I don't know how you can do that.
01:06:57I sure feel like I was dying, too.
01:06:59Mom tells me you've been hanging out with some chick.
01:07:03Yeah, my mom talks too much.
01:07:07Serious?
01:07:09I don't know.
01:07:10I just like hanging out with her, man. She's cool.
01:07:14Coming from you, that sounds serious.
01:07:18You been sleeping?
01:07:20You need anything?
01:07:22I've been sleeping better.
01:07:25You taking something?
01:07:27These sleeping pills that Charles prescribed me.
01:07:30I don't like them, though. I gave them to Mary.
01:07:34You should've gave them to me.
01:07:46I've never felt as if you were asleep.
01:07:52You've fixed my eyes on her breathing.
01:07:58I'm gonna see whether she's in Mac
01:08:01Who's wrong?
01:08:02Any more people
01:08:15Miris?
01:08:28Hello?
01:08:30It is.
01:08:39It is.
01:08:41It is.
01:08:49It is.
01:08:50It is.
01:08:53It is.
01:08:54It is.
01:08:57It is.
01:09:00It is.
01:09:02It is.
01:09:05It is.
01:09:07It is.
01:09:13It is.
01:09:14It is.
01:09:14It is.
01:09:16It is.
01:09:18It is.
01:10:52Why'd you do it, Mary?
01:11:03I don't think I'm it.
01:11:36I don't think I'm it.
01:11:38I don't think I'm it.
01:11:39I don't think I'm it.
01:12:09I don't think I'm it.
01:12:14I don't think I'm it.
01:12:15I don't think I'm it.
01:12:17I don't think I'm it.
01:12:22I don't think I'm it.
01:12:51I don't think I'm it.
01:12:53I don't think I'm it.
01:12:58I don't think I'm it.
01:13:00I don't think I'm it.
01:13:02I don't think I'm it.
01:13:04I don't think I'm it.
01:13:08I don't think I'm it.
01:13:09I don't think I'm it.
01:13:23I don't think I'm it.
01:13:28I don't think I'm it.
01:13:33I don't think I'm it.
01:13:35I don't think I'm it.
01:13:41I don't think I'm it.
01:13:42So good, I'm a black dad is
01:13:49I'm still here, I'm all good
01:13:51So good, I'm good
01:13:52So good, I'm good
01:13:53Do you see this?
01:14:35So good, I'm good
01:14:57I'm good, I'm good
01:15:05It's the Jaya Megan Oven is the among God
01:15:15Chiaya Hogadish
01:15:23Keith Iyer in his car when I get to go into walks
01:15:29Instead, in Zolo, a ball of fidget,
01:15:34will it is, in a yoke,
01:15:37single moment,
01:15:43change over Hawaii,
01:15:46in Gabagiskago,
01:15:47tos,
01:15:50history,
01:15:52to Laginski, tos.
01:15:59We are one of the biggest giants in the world.
01:16:12About 15 years later,
01:16:14we have a very small town and a rock.
01:16:14We are in the city of Gure.
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