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00:00The
00:04The
00:08The
00:12The
00:14The
00:20The
00:26Wow
00:29Wow
00:50I love you
00:52I wanted somebody to
00:54Love me the way that I've learned to love myself
00:58She's leaving
00:59I'm gonna go home
01:02I'm gonna go home
01:04But this isn't my husband
01:06But just somebody on the journey
01:08I opened the door
01:14And nobody was in there
01:16She left
01:19She was gone
01:21She wasn't even there
01:23I'm sorry brother
01:24Thank you bro
01:26Like this
01:26That's
01:27I'm sorry man
01:28You're good
01:31You're good bro
01:31I love you man
01:32That's so fucking crazy bro
01:36It doesn't matter
01:37These girls man
01:41Why would she do that to you?
01:43How that conversation ended yesterday
01:44I don't
01:45I don't blame
01:46You're not surprised?
01:47I don't blame her
01:48I'm waking up today
02:02And I'm gonna finally see the sun
02:04I know I'm ready to commit to Brittany
02:05For the rest of my life
02:06I love her for who she is
02:08And what she stands for
02:09And what she believes in
02:10Her faith
02:11Her loyalty
02:12Her energy
02:13She has such a beautiful soul
02:14And that's what I'm attracted to
02:16I'm on cloud nine right now
02:19Take a breath
02:21And close my eyes
02:23I am going to be
02:25Mrs. Devante Lee Anderson
02:28I am in love
02:30I bought a wedding dress
02:32For a reason
02:33I'm gonna be a wife
02:34I'm engaged to Brittany
02:38Elena Wicker
02:39And I feel amazing
02:42We talked about
02:44Popping up to the reunion
02:45With the baby
02:46So
02:46We'll see what happens
02:49We quite literally have
02:56Zero idea
02:57What each other looks like
02:58I didn't give away
03:00The fact that I'm Hispanic
03:01I kept the Latina
03:03In wraps
03:04Because
03:04What's exciting about
03:06All of this
03:07Is looks literally
03:08Had nothing to do with it
03:09I wanted
03:10Devante to know
03:11I am beautiful on the inside
03:13And that he fell in love
03:14With my inner person
03:16So
03:17Why am I nervous?
03:18I don't need to be scared
03:20But I still am
03:25I'm not looking at my eyes
03:29I'm just washing away
03:31Yeah
03:32I'm just listening to my baby
03:34Ooh
03:36Ooh
03:37Hello
03:45That anticipation
03:47Thank you
03:48That was something to finally see you too
03:52Yeah
03:53Well I don't want to make you wake any longer
04:08So Brittany
04:10I'm going to get on my knees
04:12And I'm going to ask you
04:14If you will marry me
04:16Yes I will
04:17It's beautiful
04:24Just like you
04:26Oh my
04:27Of your skin
04:28On my skin
04:29Of your lips
04:31It's so cool
04:32That you never felt
04:34Anything like this
04:36What I was expecting
04:37Was probably a little bit bigger
04:41He's shorter than I thought he would be
04:43Oh man I started sweating
04:45When I got in here
04:46Now I'm nervous
04:46I know you are so sweaty
04:48He was definitely very sticky
04:51I did not expect freckles though
04:53So that's a surprise
04:54He's definitely not somebody
04:56That I would probably
04:57Have gone for
04:58Out
05:00Like in the bar
05:01I don't think that he's someone
05:02That I would have been like
05:03That's the one
05:05But
05:06I don't care
05:07I don't care
05:09I mean we're all going to get fat
05:10One day anyway
05:11Oh man
05:12You've got red in your beard
05:13Yeah
05:14And
05:15Do you look great
05:16I do
05:16Look at you
05:17Like
05:18He's still handsome
05:20He's very handsome
05:21I didn't know what color
05:23Your eyes would be
05:23Yes
05:24Green, blue
05:25Whatever they want to be
05:26Like a greenish blue
05:27Levante's eyes are beautiful
05:28I hope your kids have your eyes
05:30Those are the kind of eyes
05:32That are going to get me pregnant
05:33Did you have any idea?
05:35Did you think I was white?
05:36I had no idea
05:36I fell in love with Brittany
05:38Just so happened that
05:39She is a woman of color
05:41You know that's something
05:43I've never actually dated
05:44Let alone proposed to
05:46Get engaged to
05:47So
05:48That you know
05:49That was something
05:49That kind of surprised me
05:51But
05:51I fell in love with Brittany
05:53Because of her heart
05:54I literally don't think
05:55That we would have ever
05:56Like crossed paths
05:57I know
05:57Any other way
05:58Yeah
05:58That's so true
05:59I was like a very like
06:00Quiet
06:02Like if I was out and about
06:03Like I would just be
06:04Sitting at the table
06:04With my friends
06:05That's me
06:05Yeah
06:06Yeah
06:06I just stay in the house
06:08I go to work
06:09I go to the gym
06:09I go to church
06:10I'm like so how exactly
06:13Did you expect to find a man
06:14I was like I don't know
06:15Yeah
06:15Exactly
06:16I'm so excited for you
06:17To meet my family
06:18I'm so excited
06:19I know
06:19I think they're going to love you
06:21You think so
06:21I really do
06:23Are they just as goofy as you?
06:27More
06:27I know
06:30My lips do compliment my lips
06:31They do
06:32They do compliment each other
06:34You still think I have a nerdy voice?
06:36Yes
06:37I do
06:38I get right back at you
06:40Are you sure you want to put up with that?
06:42I will put up with it for the rest of my life
06:44Oh my gosh
06:45So happy
06:46I know you too
06:47Seeing my fiance for the first time
06:50It honestly felt like a dream
06:51We're going to get married
06:53Yes we are
06:53We have babies
06:55I know
06:55Babies are on the way
06:57Well I will set you on your way
07:00Beautiful
07:00One for the other
07:07I'm going to walk backwards
07:13So I can see the whole time
07:14Make sure I don't fall down
07:15Okay
07:16You can turn around now
07:20All right
07:21I'll see you
07:22I love you
07:23I love you
07:24Oh my goodness
07:27A ring on my finger
07:29Crazy
07:33Shut up
07:47What am I shutting up to?
07:49The roses and the cupcakes
07:50Yeah
07:51Oh my gosh
07:52These are beautiful
07:53I've been waiting all day
07:55To talk to you
07:56And I've been so nervous out there
07:59Hearing your voice is making it a lot better
08:01By the way
08:02I wrote something
08:03Oh
08:03I'm just going to read this
08:05Yeah
08:06Yeah read it
08:07Dear Michael Christian Gibney
08:09I thought I knew what I
08:11I thought I
08:13Oh fuck
08:13I thought I knew what I was looking for
08:16Coming into this journey
08:17I needed a strong confident man
08:20Who made me laugh
08:21Felt secure and stable
08:23And was sure of himself
08:24What I didn't know
08:26Was I would find so much more
08:28This journey has been crazy
08:32Emotional
08:32Life changing and turbulent
08:34But the one consistency I have found is you
08:39The consistency of your laugh
08:41The way I know that we will always have a good day
08:44The way you have done nothing but build me up
08:47I've never had to push or beg
08:50Or change who I am
08:51And I've told you so many things
08:53And it all felt so natural
08:54I kick myself thinking that I didn't see this sooner
08:57But this happened so slowly
08:59Than all at once
09:00And although that made me so scared
09:02I knew it was the right decision
09:04You make my heart flutter
09:06I've never felt this way before
09:07But I just feel balanced and calm
09:09Whenever I'm with you
09:10I choose you
09:12And I am in love with you
09:14That was beautiful
09:18Thank you
09:19I got a little emotional myself over here
09:22I couldn't really
09:23Be that emotional
09:25The way that I did come up in my upbringing
09:28And the tough love
09:30I really have never been this open
09:32With anyone else before
09:33Talking to you
09:36I feel safe
09:37I feel secure
09:38I don't feel judged
09:39I feel like you actually listen to me
09:42And just basically tell me
09:44I want that man
09:46Yeah
09:47And that's all really I've ever wanted
09:49It feels awesome
09:50So
09:52Oh god
09:53Oh god
09:55Take your time
09:57Um
09:58Oh god
10:02All right
10:03Emma
10:07Leeloo Bedsinger
10:09Will you marry me?
10:19Yes
10:20Yep
10:21Let's go
10:21A million times
10:22Yes
10:22Let's go
10:23Oh my god
10:26I'm really, really, really, really excited
10:31I am too
10:32Take me to the stars
10:34Can't wait
10:37Bye
10:37Bye
10:38I want to cut through the clouds
10:41Break the sea
10:42I want it
10:44I want to lose
10:45You and me
10:46Oh my god
10:48Oh my god
10:50Oh my god
10:51Oh my god
10:52That's all right
10:54That's all right
10:55I want to break
10:57Oh my god
10:58Oh my god
11:00Oh my god
11:01Oh my god
11:02Oh my god
11:03Oh my god
11:04Oh my god
11:05That's crazy
11:05Wow
11:09I told Tyler I was picking her yesterday
11:12Okay
11:14But of course
11:14I also had those same feelings for Kia
11:18Yeah
11:18And it was flip-flopping
11:21Tyler
11:21Was fucked up
11:22Because she did that
11:24Carlos
11:24You're a good fucking dude
11:26He's like disrespectful and hurtful
11:28I think you died as a bullet, bro
11:30I don't think you're in the wrong at all
11:32And you should not look at it
11:33And from that light
11:34Like you did exactly what you needed to do
11:36You love two women
11:37Yeah
11:37I feel like you genuinely did
11:40It's a big decision
11:42To choose
11:43Who you want to spend the rest of your life with
11:45I ended up in a situation
11:47Where there were two women
11:48I could see a future with
11:50And I felt pressured to make a decision
11:52I told Tyler that I choose you
11:54And for her to still run out
11:58After me saying that
12:00Makes that look like Kia being a second option
12:04Which she's not
12:05She's the first of the first options
12:08She's an amazing human being
12:09The way Kia makes me feel
12:12I've never felt like that
12:14Honestly in forever
12:16Kia's still over there
12:17Kia's over there right now?
12:19Yes
12:19What do you want to do with Kia?
12:22We've had the connection since the beginning
12:23We've been able to connect and bond
12:26And really just open up our feelings
12:29Kia might be smiling ears to ears right now
12:32Yeah, because of that
12:33Because of that
12:34A good conversation with Kia
12:36At least like a full like honest conversation
12:38It could go
12:40It could go really well
12:42Wow
12:42Wow, wow, wow
12:44Just stuck with her
12:44Yeah
12:45Be real
12:46Just say this is the second time Tyler's ran on me
12:48I think the universe is telling me something
12:50I have had feelings for you
12:51Yeah
12:52I would just be honest, man
12:53If that's what you want too
12:55That's what you want
12:55This is a big decision as well
12:57Yeah, it is
12:58Absolutely
12:58If it's meant to be, it's meant to be
13:00I still have time to make that decision
13:02And the choice is mine
13:04All right, let's get it
13:06Good luck, brother
13:07Good luck, brother
13:08Good luck, brother
13:08Good luck, brother
13:09Good luck, man
13:10Good luck, man
13:11Good luck, man
13:12I'm always going to be somebody who is going to show up and fight
13:19And I'm never going to run
13:20And when it comes to what I need from, you know, my wife
13:25I just need you to just show up
13:27Even when it's not easy to show up
13:29It's, um, Kia, she's, she's been amazing, man
13:34She really has
13:36Hey
13:37Hi
13:38How are we feeling?
13:41We are feeling good
13:43Same
13:44I've really been just loving everything that we've been able to connect on
13:50All I know is that Kia is one of one
13:53My heart has always been loving and caring for you
13:59Kia, you truly are a flower that has bloomed, man
14:09For us to really just kind of talk about what that love feels
14:14And then also you not demanding that peaceful spirit about you
14:18It was what made me really, like, have love and feel that in my body and soul
14:24I thought I had an idea of what I want out of my life
14:28Yeah
14:29But then I met Kia
14:32You, Kia, you truly, really opened my heart
14:38And to open my heart to find that love
14:41Was just so powerful, you know
14:44You're probably one of the most beautiful souls I've ever met in my life
14:48You truly, truly, truly opened my eyes to knowing what I need
14:54For it to be a forever thing
14:56It's been one of the most beautiful experiences I've ever had in my life
15:00Kevin, oh my God
15:05And I have to be accountable
15:06Like, yesterday was such a crazy fucking day frame
15:09Like, I spoke with, you know, Tyler
15:12And I, I'll be honest
15:14Like, I asked Tyler if you want to try to make something happen
15:18And do this
15:19Because she was like, I'm, I didn't want to see her go either
15:21You know
15:22Yeah
15:22And I made a decision out of pressure
15:28That was stupid
15:29Kia, you are nobody's second option
15:32Well
15:33No, go ahead, go ahead
15:35For clarity, I never felt like a second option
15:38Okay, okay, okay
15:39Ever
15:40I have to be accountable, though
15:41Yeah
15:42Before you hold yourself accountable, though
15:45I feel like we've spent a lot of times with you kind of saying how you're feeling
15:49And me working through that
15:52So
15:52Yeah
15:53I do want to take some time from me for a second
15:55And
15:56Yeah
15:57Kind of let you know what's going on in my head
15:59Yeah, talk to me
16:00I feel like I was put here for a purpose
16:04And my purpose here was to be vulnerable, potentially find love
16:12And I think you are so awesome
16:14Like, you are such a great guy
16:16You are kind
16:18You are heartfelt
16:19You are self-aware
16:21You are empathetic
16:22All of those things will make a great husband
16:26Kevin, I have love for you
16:33And you've said so many, so many kind words to me
16:36However, I am not falling in love with you
16:42I
16:46I have to stand on business when I say that you are not the one for me
16:51You are not ready for a relationship
16:55At least at one of this magnitude
16:58And that's okay
17:00But you are not ready to be anyone's husband right now
17:04And I mean that with love
17:06Yeah, yeah
17:08One could probably say in past judgment that you should not have come here because you were not ready
17:14But I think that there is beauty in trying something different to get to a place where you understand that you aren't ready
17:21I felt ready
17:23But it just was a situation where I had found different qualities with some people and it's fucking shitty
17:34Your heart was not even ready to be pulled in two separate ways
17:38To be clear
17:40Tyler deserved more too
17:42She did
17:43Even with you asking her to move forward
17:47She deserved more
17:49She did
17:50I'm always standing on business and I gotta choose me every time
17:54Get your shit together, you know?
18:00Yeah
18:01And be great
18:02And make sure you're looking at that watch to make sure you stay in check
18:06One thousand percent
18:08Thank you for everything
18:11I feel phenomenal
18:24I feel free
18:26I feel perfect
18:28I feel perfect
18:30I feel perfect
18:33I chose me, bitches
18:37That was a scream
18:40That was a good scream
18:41That was a good scream
18:42That was a bad scream
18:44I was not in love
18:48I'm in love with myself
18:49You know what's weird is
18:51I've always choose myself
18:53So this feeling feels very, very, very familiar
18:57What's unfamiliar is the journey I took to choose myself
19:01And that's a testament to the amount of growth that happens in this experiment
19:07Yesterday I was a bit confused because there is a part of me and a part of a lot of women
19:13That want to fix men
19:15And help them get to where they need to be
19:18I'll give you some of this anyway
19:20I love you guys
19:20I love you guys
19:22And that is not typical key at all
19:25But I love that I was able to kind of lean into that for a second
19:30Because Kevin is going to be a phenomenal husband
19:33When he understands that he has work to do to get there
19:37Because a man wants you doesn't mean you have to want him
19:40You guys
19:40And it feels really, really, really good to not only choose me
19:45But to let someone else know how they should choose them
19:48Choose them
19:49What a fucking magical woman
19:55Knowing that Mike is choosing me and is ready and is committed
20:13To starting a life with me and spend forever
20:16Feels like a weight has lifted
20:19Throughout life I feel like there's been mental roadblocks
20:23There's been physical roadblocks
20:25I've thought a lot about what people have thought of me
20:28The fact that this man knows so much about me
20:32And he's not running, he's here
20:35That's amazing
20:37I love you
20:38I love you
20:39I love you
20:41I can't wait to meet Emma and start our lives together
20:46I mean, it's a great warming feeling
20:48Like just knowing that that other person
20:50On the other side of the wall chose you too
20:53She is so caring
20:54She's kind, compassionate, empathetic to me
20:58I do love her
20:59I am nervous about not being his physical type
21:08In terms of race, of height, of body type
21:12But he makes me feel like I am enough
21:17And I'm just so excited to start this life with him
21:21It just feels like a dream right now
21:23Everything fell into place
21:27Like Emma told me about her adoption
21:28That doesn't matter to me
21:29When she told me about the birthmarks
21:31I mean, the first thing that goes to my mind
21:33Is obviously how big are the birthmarks
21:35How big are the scars
21:36But I want to judge her based on the connection
21:39That I've made with her
21:40And that's what I've done so far
21:41My biggest concern
21:47Out of everything
21:49Would be if she turns around
21:51And says she does not want kids
21:52And I think she sees how passionate I am
21:55About having children
21:56And I do think that Emma would
21:59Absolutely be able to
22:01See herself having children
22:03And I think I'm the right man for it
22:05You do?
22:06I do
22:06Let's do this thing
22:08Let's get married
22:08Hi
22:21Hello
22:22How are you?
22:23I'm doing good
22:24How are you?
22:25Doing good
22:26You look so beautiful
22:26You look so good
22:28Oh my god
22:30It's you
22:33I know, right?
22:37This is wild
22:38This is insane
22:40Alright, hold on
22:43I got something for you
22:43Do you know what I'm going to say?
22:46I hope it's yes
22:47Hey mom
22:56Will you marry me?
23:00Yes
23:01Oh my gosh
23:05This is so beautiful
23:08Thank you
23:10Shut the fuck
23:11I know, I don't think I'm going to say
23:15Oh my god
23:16He's so cool
23:18He's so cool
23:19I need you
23:20I need you
23:20I need you
23:22I need you
23:23I need you
23:23I need your love
23:25I had a image in my mind of him
23:29And it was completely wrong
23:31In like the best way possible
23:33Tall, dark, and handsome
23:34He is a beautiful man
23:37Oh
23:38It's real
23:40It's real
23:41You're real
23:42I'm real
23:43I'm a real person
23:43You're
23:44You're so handsome
23:46You look so good
23:48Thank you
23:48You look beautiful
23:49I love the blue
23:50Thank you
23:51Emma had mentioned her birthmark on her arm
23:54And how she had to get that skin graft
23:56So that wasn't a surprise to me to see that
23:58And to be honest, I didn't even really acknowledge it
24:01I was too busy looking at her smile
24:03And I think that she's absolutely gorgeous
24:05I like having heart palpitations
24:06I had no idea
24:10Kinda
24:10Kinda what she would look like
24:12You know, I guess
24:13But it didn't mean I was going to be right
24:14And it just so happens that she is Asian
24:18I never dated a different race before
24:21So to be able to fall in love with someone from a different race
24:25Is really amazing in my eyes
24:27Do you want to pop open some shoes?
24:28I do
24:28I just can't wait to start the rest of my life with her
24:32I'm speechless
24:33I'm speechless
24:35I like literally to not know what she would look like
24:40Check, please
24:41You're gorgeous
24:44You look beautiful
24:45You have a beautiful smile, too
24:47Thank you
24:47I like a nice smile
24:48Thank you
24:49I like literally just can't stop staring at you
24:52This is so wacko
24:53This is so wackadoodle
24:55Who would have thought?
24:58Who would have thought?
24:58Seeing him in person
25:00I still felt so comfortable
25:02So grounded
25:03And like so light with him
25:04I didn't have to worry about like
25:07What he was going to think about like
25:09My birthmarks
25:10Or like my physical characteristics
25:12Like it just felt
25:13Really comforting for myself
25:16What do you think the family's going to say?
25:19They're going to be so shocked
25:21Wait till I say something to mine
25:25And like
25:25And then you find out
25:26Oh my god
25:26They're going to be losing their odds
25:27I
25:28They're going to have to fly out
25:29You'll like them
25:30They're fun
25:30I'm nervous
25:31They're a little rowdy
25:32We do too
25:33Don't worry
25:33We do too
25:34I'm excited to meet your family
25:37And your friends
25:38Me too
25:39They'll look good
25:40They'll get along with them
25:41Really?
25:42Yeah
25:42I was looking for marriage
25:45I was looking for a lifelong partner
25:46And I know that
25:48We will be so compatible
25:50On all like facets
25:52Of physical
25:52Of emotional
25:53And I know that
25:56When we get old
25:56Looks will fade
25:57But we'll still always have
25:58This emotional connection
25:59It is more than
26:01Everything I've ever
26:02I've ever dreamed of
26:04See you in a little bit
26:14See you soon
26:15Bye
26:15Bye
26:16Oh man
26:18I'll watch you walk out
26:19Yeah watch
26:20Right
26:20Watch me
26:21Look at this ass
26:22All right
26:22Hell yeah
26:23Damn
26:27Bye bye
26:32Bye
26:32Bye
26:33My God
26:53Wow
26:53You're beautiful
26:54After finally seeing each other
26:56For the first time
26:57I love you
26:57I love you
26:58You're gorgeous
26:59You're gorgeous
26:59Will you marry me?
27:01Dad?
27:02Seven couples
27:03Are now headed
27:03To a romantic getaway
27:05There they will have
27:06The chance to discover
27:07If their physical connection
27:08Is as strong
27:09As their emotional
27:09On our way to Malibu
27:20We're gonna spend
27:21Some quality time together
27:22How you feel
27:23How you feel
27:23Good
27:24All right
27:29So we're getting ready
27:30To tour the place
27:31It's day one
27:32We're matching
27:33We're like twins right now
27:35Yeah
27:36It wasn't even intentional
27:36And with their weddings
27:41Only four weeks away
27:44Their love
27:44Is about to face
27:45Some serious tests
27:46So amazing
27:48Hey can we get some drinks
27:49Let's go
27:50Okay we're in Mexico
27:53Oh no
27:54And in Cabo
27:55So have you been here before?
27:57No
27:57All right
27:58Never even been to Mexico
27:58What?
27:59Cabo's my happy place
28:00Is it really?
28:01Yeah
28:01Holy shit
28:03And my hands aren't that sweaty
28:05They're kind of sweaty
28:06Yours are kind of sweaty
28:07Actually now
28:07Mine?
28:08No because yours is
28:09Coming off at me
28:10Yeah
28:10Don't put that on me
28:11Come on
28:12Hola
28:13Thank you
28:15Oh my gosh
28:16Cheers
28:17Cheers
28:17Will their looks
28:18Race, lifestyle
28:20Or insecurities
28:21Tear them apart
28:21In the real world
28:22First time in Mexico
28:23Actually
28:23What?
28:24I know
28:24I know
28:25You have to show me around
28:26You're like
28:27I want to go to Antarctica
28:27But I haven't been to Mexico
28:29It's just
28:31Yeah
28:31It's beautiful
28:32We got everything
28:32You?
28:33I can't
28:33Oh my god
28:34Stop
28:34Seriously
28:35I can't
28:36I can't help it
28:37Oh
28:37Wow
28:41Look at the view
28:42Oh my gosh
28:43No problem
28:45We made it
28:46I know
28:47Is love truly enough
28:51To conquer it all?
28:54I remember
28:55You're like
28:55All the girls
28:56Like close their eyes
28:57And see if we sound
28:57Like what we
28:58And I was like
28:59Never would have
29:00Get like
29:01I would have been
29:02So confused
29:02Because I feel like
29:03Your voice does not sound
29:04I know
29:05I was like
29:05I sound white
29:05Now it's hard
29:09Because I see you in person
29:10Yeah
29:10It's like
29:11I don't know
29:11My dad is black
29:12And my mom's Colombian
29:13Okay
29:14I like that
29:15Is your mom from Colombia?
29:17Yeah
29:17Is she?
29:18My mom was adopted
29:20When she was two days old
29:21My grandpa's
29:21My grandparents are actually white
29:23Actually my mom wanted to name me Liliana
29:25And that would have given it away
29:27I could see that
29:28I probably would have gone by Lily
29:29I like Liliana
29:30I have such little hands
29:33Oh you've got clean nails
29:35Oh gosh
29:37You're amazing
29:38Can I do what I can?
29:48You're so pretty
29:49Also this is how tall I actually am
29:52It works for me
29:54Because like
29:56I didn't care about
29:57Like if you were like
29:57Maybe she'll think I'm like
29:58Really short
29:59And then you're like
30:01I was like
30:01I literally couldn't care
30:02I've never
30:04Never been an Asian
30:05Yeah
30:06You're happy?
30:08I'm so happy
30:08Me too
30:09It's just like crazy
30:11You know I was thinking about the other night
30:12I was just like
30:12Man I feel like she's just like perfect
30:14I'm absolutely not
30:16I was like perfect
30:17No like
30:18Like the time
30:19Like when I saw you
30:19I was like
30:20I literally couldn't have like
30:21Like if you had to picture something
30:23I was like
30:23That's like literally like perfect
30:24Stop
30:25I swear
30:25Stop it
30:26I swear
30:27What about you?
30:28You're gorgeous
30:29During those like pod sessions
30:31We connected so well in there
30:33Where I knew like
30:34Hey if we were in person
30:36Like obviously we don't know
30:37What each other
30:38We don't know what each other look like
30:39But it's like at the same time
30:40It's like
30:40I felt like that just didn't matter
30:43And almost like now
30:44At this point
30:44Like we've spent time with each other
30:46It's like
30:46It doesn't matter
30:47Dude it's
30:49It's amazing
30:51I never want my phone back
30:55I know we were actually talking about that
30:56It's incredible
30:58I feel like so much more clear-headed
30:59Yeah
31:00And like I don't get bombarded by like
31:02Oh shit that like stressed me out
31:03And this like made me upset
31:05And whatever
31:05Especially like the news
31:07That's like really nice to me
31:08It's all I'm gonna do this stuff
31:09Anyway
31:09You don't have cable already
31:10Thanks
31:11Well I don't either
31:12But like my
31:13I'm on Instagram
31:14Yeah
31:14And because of like
31:17My strong political views
31:19A lot of the accounts I follow
31:21Are like
31:21Yeah I like that
31:22Updates on that
31:23Very very
31:24Should be
31:25Yeah
31:25I appreciate it
31:26I appreciate that
31:27About you
31:28Thank you
31:29I think you know that though
31:31It's just so cool
31:33To just be with you
31:34And like see you
31:35And talk to you
31:36I never anticipated
31:37Like being physically
31:38Attracted to you
31:40Before I saw you
31:41I already think that Chris is hot
31:43And I haven't seen him
31:44Like I was like
31:45That's a weird sensation
31:46Like I just didn't anticipate that
31:49I was like
31:49That doesn't make sense Jessica
31:51None of it does
31:53None of it does
31:54That's kind of the beauty of it
31:56It is right
31:57We're so lucky
31:58Literally
31:59I always said this earlier
32:06You're gonna not like it
32:07Um
32:08But I said this to the girl
32:10I said if I like saw you
32:12In the wild
32:13I would think that
32:14You would only want to be
32:15With like a gym rat
32:16And you would never
32:16Eat pizza with me
32:17That's interesting you say that
32:19Um
32:21You don't eat pizza
32:22Oh I do
32:23I fucking love pizza
32:24No like
32:26I mean I told you
32:27Like I come home
32:28And I'm like
32:28Even if it's not
32:29I'm that late
32:29And like
32:30It's not like super
32:31Like whatever
32:31Like I'll Uber eat
32:32To DoorDash
32:33Like all the time
32:33Same
32:34I just love eating
32:35And I do not love working out
32:37I only think of like running as punishment
32:42It does suck the first like couple miles
32:46But I think once you get like into it
32:48It's like
32:48I would never get through two miles
32:50That's the thing
32:51Yeah it's hard to get through the first two
32:53But like you don't even have to go fast
32:55You're in pain
32:55Like I will go on every walk with you
32:58Obviously I think she's the most beautiful like human being I've ever like
33:04Like been around
33:06Like I love her
33:07I'm super attracted to her
33:09And like everything else
33:10Like physically
33:10I didn't think like someone like her even existed for me
33:13To be honest with you
33:14Mmm
33:15At the gym
33:25At the gym
33:26We're in the sauna for the second time
33:28We're in the sauna for the second time
33:30And we did a jacuzzi
33:31Now we did some pizza and some wine
33:33That was the gym with pizza and wine
33:37We're in the pool
33:45I fell in love with Brittany
33:46But as far as like what each other looked like
33:49I know she dated white, mixed, black
33:51So I don't think she had like a set preference
33:53Of like what she exactly she was looking for
33:56So grateful
33:59And maybe my judgment in the past
34:05It's like maybe that wouldn't have been someone I had approached
34:08And nothing against who Brittany is as a person
34:11Like I was attracted to what I thought was my person
34:14But I definitely think love is blind
34:16And it didn't matter what race she was on the other side of the wall to me
34:20Now it's like you see her and it's just like
34:22How could I walk away from this
34:24Like that's my person
34:25Like I'm hopeful that this moment doesn't stop
34:28But it's just like the groundwork for
34:30You know what 10, 15, 20, 30 years looks like from now
34:33I wonder what like time you're going to have to wake up tomorrow
34:37Is it going to have like
34:386 a.m.
34:39I don't run
34:40Me either
34:40Oh my gosh, sure
34:43You're looking at something
34:44You're looking at the wrong person for a run
34:46You can't run with this
34:48Yeah, you can
34:49No, you can
34:50Not comfortably
34:51I prefer
34:51I bet you do
34:53Yeah, no
34:56Running in Big Titty City don't go together
34:59Does it still look okay?
35:02Yeah, it looks good
35:03I promise
35:04Just look at me
35:09And it's like green, blue, golden eyes
35:14Yeah
35:14Kissing Brittany has been like a long time coming
35:18It's like every time it's just like
35:20Oh wow, that takes your breath away
35:21Um, she has really nice lips
35:24So I'm excited to be able to kiss some more
35:26We'll do a little one
35:30Away for some love
35:32Spilling out words till I'm empty
35:35Ooh
35:37I'm not running away anymore
35:44Ooh
35:46I love the purple lights
35:52It's so pretty
35:53Did you see the moon?
35:55Yeah, it's awesome
35:56Glad we could be here together
35:58Me too
35:59I, you know, you have a child when you're unwed and 26 years old
36:09And you just kind of watch everybody else's life go
36:12And to sit here and like have a ring on my finger
36:14Like it's crazy to me
36:15And it's amazing
36:16And it just feels right
36:18Because it's with this like person
36:20That I laugh with
36:21And that I feel so genuine
36:24And now to actually like see that smile
36:26And to see that laugh
36:27It's one of the most incredible experiences
36:30I have ever had in my entire life
36:32It looks good on you
36:34It does
36:38I know
36:39Got your sparkly nails too
36:41Mm-hmm
36:42Did you do that for Emma?
36:44Mm-hmm
36:44I love it
36:45It's pleasant to be around you
36:47It makes you feel good
36:48Oh, my belly's just hanging out here
36:58Buttons out
36:58Hush
37:03Don't you hush me
37:05Do you want another pillow?
37:08Or you can lay like this if you want
37:09Your hair smells good
37:13Thank you
37:14Freshly washed
37:16You get a lot more hair than I do
37:18Yours is really thick
37:23Did you say you used to have your hair like red red?
37:26Mm-hmm
37:26I bet that was pretty hot too, honestly
37:28You look amazing
37:33So blonde as well
37:33Thank you
37:34Definitely can get used to this
37:50Amber
37:51It looks like that
37:53Wait, I want to see your scars
38:02Is this a scar?
38:04That actually might be surgery
38:06There's like a soccer one that kind of goes in the back here
38:09There's a scar?
38:11No, no, no
38:12A tattoo
38:12A tattoo
38:12It's like a kid with a ball in his hand
38:15Looking up here
38:16Okay
38:17It's almost like a skeleton of a dragon
38:19That kind of circles this
38:20And then he's looking up at that
38:22You're into dragons?
38:23Oh, no
38:23So cool
38:24So you like dragons?
38:25I'm like, I don't like dragons
38:27Wait, did I tell you what I was
38:28I had to like read a book
38:29I was trying to like read a book
38:30But the book I had
38:31Had like dragons on the side
38:32And all these kids were around me
38:33I was like, I can't read this
38:34It's about dragons
38:36And like dragon riders
38:37What was the book?
38:38It's called Fourth Wing
38:40Oh, is it?
38:43Yes
38:43It's like smut
38:45As the kids say
38:47Yeah, I still don't know what that stands for
38:49If I'm going to explain it
38:50It doesn't stand for anything
38:51I know what it means
38:53Yeah, that's what it means
38:54I like to read
38:55I'm a nerd though, for sure
38:57I like Stoicism
38:58I like to read like
38:59Not just like someone else's interpretation of it
39:02Like I will go in and read
39:03Letters to a Stoic by Epictetus
39:05And like
39:05Cliff notes?
39:06No, I actually read it
39:07It makes me nerd
39:08God damn
39:11Don't do that
39:12You can see those eyes
39:13I didn't do anything
39:15Damn
39:17What?
39:19Eye contact throws me
39:20Don't do that
39:22I saw what you just did
39:24Throwing eyes around
39:25I haven't even done any of like
39:26My moves
39:27You haven't?
39:28I haven't seen them yet
39:29No, mom
39:30Oh
39:30Yeah, you're dangerous
39:32Very dangerous
39:34Dangerous
39:35Dangerous
39:37I don't bite your lip like that
39:42I was just smiling
39:43No, you weren't
39:43I was just smiling
39:45No, you weren't
39:46Yes, you were
39:47I was just smiling
39:49You know exactly what you're doing to me
39:51God, stop doing that
39:56Doing what?
39:57Throwing eyes around like that
39:58I don't know what you're talking about
40:00I think you might
40:01I think you might
40:02Just kidding
40:04I know what I'm doing
40:05Yeah, you do
40:06Yeah, you do
40:07Oh my god
40:11You're making it difficult
40:12Do I make it hard?
40:17Very good choice of words
40:18Very good choice of words
40:19Answer's yes
40:20You finished?
40:21Um, only after you
40:23It would not matter if Alex was not the hottest man alive
40:28Fortunately for me, he is
40:30He's fucking hot
40:32You happy?
40:37Yeah
40:38Conor, is your hips that bad?
40:48Yeah
40:48Conor, you can't cross your legs
40:50I think I just like pulled
40:53This is a joke
40:54What do you mean?
40:55This is being dramatic
40:55What do you mean?
40:56This is dramatic
40:57How do you sit?
40:59I just sit like this
41:00Like a normal dude
41:03Wait, I'm shocked
41:04You can't, you can't do this
41:06Not like that
41:07That would be able to cross your legs
41:08Like should have been exposed to me
41:10Deal breaker?
41:11That was like an ick
41:12I didn't know I had to
41:13Deal breaker?
41:14Watch that
41:14I was like please stop crossing your legs
41:16You can fix me
41:16How was your first day with me?
41:18I knew it was gonna be comfortable
41:19But
41:19Yeah
41:20I'm like it's easy
41:22Chemistry's there
41:24Just even walking through the villa
41:26Ooh
41:26My hands
41:27Ooh
41:28I was like yeah
41:29This is it
41:31This is it
41:32That's a thought process in my brain
41:35That's so
41:36That's so attractive
41:37Don't make fun of me
41:39I'm not
41:40That was satirical from you
41:42Do you want me to say
41:43The opposite next time?
41:45No
41:45Okay
41:46Only the truth
41:47To be able to look you in the eyes
41:51And talk to you
41:51I'm like oh
41:52I know
41:52I know
41:55It's more intense
41:56Nuts
41:56I can't stop staring at you
41:58I'm not mad about it
42:00I know you have to fly
42:03Oh
42:04So you can say goodbye
42:08Oh
42:09Oh
42:10Oh
42:10Oh
42:11Oh
42:11Oh
42:11Oh
42:12Oh
42:12I think my biggest fear
42:13Was like how we be physically
42:16From emotionally
42:17Because like we were like
42:19We've been so good emotionally
42:20Yeah
42:21But I feel like I'm very comfortable with you physically
42:23That was something that I was obviously nervous about too
42:25Yeah
42:26Because I feel like
42:27I'm sorry
42:28I'm sorry
42:29Why are you laughing?
42:33I'm so sorry
42:33I'm so sorry
42:34I'm so sorry
42:35I'm so sorry
42:37I'm so
42:38I'm so giggling
42:42I'm so giggling
42:42I'm so sorry
42:43I'm so sorry
42:44I love you so much
42:45This is supposed to be bed time
42:46I know
42:46And like I think
42:50And like I think
42:50I'm so sorry
42:51I'm sorry
42:52It's okay
42:57Take your time
42:58I don't know why I'm so uncomfortable right now
43:01I think like now like
43:02For me like we've gotten like
43:05To such
43:05No okay
43:09We've like gotten to like such an emotional level
43:11That's what I was like racking my brain around
43:13Will you like me physically as much as emotionally?
43:15Yeah
43:16I do
43:17I do
43:23I do too
43:24You've overcome my gods
43:27You taught me how to love again
43:30Good night
43:33Good night
43:34Good night
43:34What are you thinking about?
43:40Dangerous eyes
43:40Just enjoying you
43:45Yeah
43:46Yeah
43:46Yeah
43:47Okay
43:48I'm very excited
43:55For sex
43:56Honestly
43:57I'm a very sexual person
43:58But like I'm a very loyal person
44:00And I do not give it out
44:02To just anybody
44:03So I'm very excited
44:05To share this moment with Alex
44:07Love's my religion
44:09Love's my religion
44:09But he was my faith
44:11Something so sacred
44:12So hard to replace
44:14Falling for him
44:16What's like falling from grace
44:18I know what I like
44:19I know what I like
44:19I know what I want
44:20I know how to treat a man
44:23I think it's very attractive
44:24Like the confidence for a woman to have
44:26Knowing exactly what she wants
44:28Those things are very attractive to a man
44:31Are you happy?
44:32Yeah
44:33Confident
44:34Happy
44:35Are you?
44:36Yeah
44:37Get used to it
44:38Yes sir
44:39Good answer
44:40I'm a little sexually
44:42Flustered I guess right now
44:44He's just so handsome
44:46Beautiful
44:47Beautiful
44:48Beautiful man
44:49Don't look at me like that
44:53Too late
44:53You getting used to my hands there?
45:02Yeah
45:02Yeah
45:03I love you
45:04Love you too
45:10Definitely be okay with having sex tonight for sure
45:30We'll talk about it
45:32I'd be okay to wait too
45:34Sex is sex
45:35Like most men will like put their dick in a chicken sandwich
45:39Those things really don't matter to me as much
45:42But I mean I'd rather have with a person like I love
45:46And I'm attracted to for sure
45:47Being in his arms feels amazing
45:50It's kind of indescribable
45:52Oh look at this bad boy
45:55What do you think?
45:58Maybe I'll let you try it if you're nice
46:00I do
46:01I love you
46:04Me too
46:09How do you feel about being in person together?
46:14Better
46:14I'm not going to lie
46:15At first it made me like real nervous
46:18Because I was like oh my god
46:19And it kind of freaked me out
46:21But I feel like we have a good base
46:24Yeah
46:24To go from
46:25I feel like we're going to be 70
46:31Dancing in our kitchen
46:33Oh for sure
46:33Together
46:34I might break my hip
46:36But that's okay
46:37As long as we're together
46:39You're right
46:39I'll take care of you
46:41I am your little nurse now
46:42Your own personal nurse
46:44I love that
46:45I'm excited about like just
46:47I don't know
46:48Physical connection
46:49Being in person
46:50If I broke
46:51Your heart
46:52Would you do
46:54The next time that I do have sex with somebody
46:56I want it to be with the person that I
46:58100%
46:59We are going to spend the rest of our lives together
47:01So
47:05I think that eventually we will have sex
47:08I feel hopeful
47:10I feel excited
47:12I feel like we have a good thing
47:15I feel like we have a very strong connection
47:18We're going to have a good life
47:27Yes we are
47:28I think what I'm most hopeful for
47:33Is that we're going to actually get married
47:35And build a future together
47:37And have kids
47:38And just have the life that we both always dreamed of
47:41Like I feel like I could just do this forever
47:42Good night
47:44Love you
47:46I love you
47:48You know I hope to be with Chris forever
47:56Like and this is you know the first night of hopefully thousands
48:01I'm so happy
48:03I'm chill
48:05Oh my
48:09Wow
48:10This could be the start of the rest of my life
48:12I'm not scared of anyone
48:15Or dying young
48:16If you're gonna find somebody new
48:21Cause how could they love you
48:24As much as I do
48:27As much as I do
48:30Cause I'm not scared of loving you
48:34I'm just scared of losing you
48:37I'm not scared of anyone
48:38I'm not scared of anyone
48:39I'm not scared of anyone
48:40Or dying young
48:42Or if you're gonna find somebody new
48:45Cause how could they love you
48:48As much as I do
48:50As much as I do
48:52As much as I do
48:55As much as I do
49:25As much as I do
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