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00:00Well, golly, Maria's Journal, just where all good girls from Kansas keep their diaries
00:27under their pillows, so they have sweet dreams.
00:34Did this give you sweet dreams, Meg?
00:36Or did it give you nothing but nightmares?
00:48Meg, wait!
00:54What is it, Tim?
00:55Um, I was wondering, do you want to go for a walk on the beach?
00:59I mean, it's such an incredible night.
01:00We should take advantage of it.
01:02Tim, I'm tired.
01:03I just want to go upstairs to my bedroom and find my keys, okay?
01:08So I'll see you tomorrow.
01:11Ow!
01:12Ow!
01:13It's my knee.
01:15My knee.
01:15Ah!
01:16Ah!
01:16Ah!
01:25Ah!
01:26All right.
01:27Ah!
01:28Amen.
01:28Ah!
01:30Ah!
01:31Ah!
01:31Ah!
01:31Ah!
01:32Ah!
01:32Ah!
02:03My perfume.
02:28Oh, Greg.
02:32Olivia!
02:34Carl!
02:37You want to bed, sweetheart?
02:39Oh, I thought it would be safe now that you turned the alarm on.
02:41Oh, I thought it would be safe now.
02:47Oh, I thought it would be safe now.
02:50Oh, I thought it would be safe now.
04:56Come on.
05:10Be careful.
05:15Now, sit down.
05:16Can you, uh, can you go to the kitchen and get me some ice?
05:23Yeah, sure, no problem. Just stay right here.
05:25Meg, thanks for giving me some ice.
05:32I thought you might still be here.
05:41It's your fault.
05:42Why didn't you keep Meg away any longer?
05:44You're the one who came up with this lame plan.
05:46I'll get Meg's keys.
05:47I'll go upstairs and search your room.
05:49It won't be so hard.
05:51Well, you won't think it's so lame once I figure out what went on with Ben and Maria.
05:57Well, if you can find anything in there.
05:59If you can use it to break up Meg and Ben.
06:02I'll be right after.
06:02Who are you just talking to out here?
06:14Who are you just talking to out here?
06:23Do something!
06:24Do something!
06:24I wasn't talking to anyone.
06:37I heard voices out here.
06:39Well, you must have heard I'm coming from the Strand.
06:42They were pretty loud.
06:44Oh, well, I guess you're right.
06:47Hmm.
06:47Um, okay, let's just look at your knee, right?
06:50Quick, okay?
06:51Feeling any better?
06:52Yeah, a little.
06:54I remember when I first heard it.
06:59It was in the game against Wilmington.
07:02Our senior year.
07:05And you, you stayed up all night with me.
07:10Putting ice on my knee.
07:13And holding my hand.
07:20Just like now.
07:21No, um, things are different now.
07:29We have a past, Meg.
07:32Whether it was good or bad.
07:36We shared a lot together.
07:39I don't want to forget that.
07:40I don't want you two either.
07:44No.
07:54Oh, hey, guys.
07:55Hi.
07:57What happened to you?
07:58Um, Tim just hurt his knee with an old football injury.
08:02Yeah.
08:03Maybe the medical center should check it out.
08:08I can drive you.
08:09Come on.
08:10No, no.
08:11Thanks.
08:13No, it's, it's better now.
08:15I just need to get up and walk on it.
08:18It usually helps.
08:22Thanks for everything.
08:23Once again, your magic touch worked again.
08:30Um, Mark, did you see Ben?
09:00After I left work, how is he?
09:19Maria.
09:20English.
09:22Don't call me that.
09:24Get off.
09:28Get out of my life.
09:30I love you, Ben.
09:31I'll love you forever.
09:33He said no.
09:34I love you, Ben.
09:48I love you, Ben.
10:02I'll love you forever.
10:05I love you forever.
10:05I love you, Ben.
10:11Okay.
10:11I love you, Ben.
10:15I love you, Ben.
10:18I love you.
10:18I love you, Ben.
10:22What's in here that I missed, Maria?
10:38There has got to be something.
10:44Come on, Maria.
10:45You were my friend.
10:47You've got to help me out here, okay?
10:52What are you doing?
11:03Do you know how crazy this is?
11:04Shh, just turn off the light.
11:06Hurry.
11:11How did you get in here?
11:13Through the window.
11:15You were so lucky.
11:17My father just turned on the alarm.
11:19Well, there's no alarm I can't get past.
11:22You could have come in the wrong window and ended up in bed with my mother.
11:30Yeah, but I didn't.
11:32I have the right window and the right person.
11:37You couldn't stay away, could you?
11:40No.
11:41I missed you.
11:43I missed you, too.
11:44I miss you, too.
11:44I like it when you take risks.
11:50Sexy.
12:01I'd love to make coal.
12:03No one will know.
12:04Hey, what are you still doing lying around in bed?
12:17We've got a date to go parasailing, remember?
12:21So what do you say, doctor?
12:23Care to go parasailing with us?
12:26Or are you afraid you can't keep up?
12:28Parasailing?
12:29Well, they say you've got to try everything once.
12:31How are you feeling?
12:33Just peachy.
12:35When are you going to be unhooking me from these machines?
12:40Alex, we need to run more tests.
12:43Oh, come on.
12:44So you can find what else is wrong with me?
12:46No, we'd like to know more about the cancer.
12:51What's there to know?
12:53It's in my body, and it's killing me.
12:56Doctor, do you think you can treat her?
12:58We can certainly make her more comfortable.
13:04Mom?
13:06Let me take you home.
13:09I can take care of you.
13:11Casey, would you give your mother and me a minute?
13:14I'd like to examine her.
13:17Sure.
13:37So, um, what's going on with the doctor?
13:40If that doctor has anything to do with it, I'll never get her out of here, Michael.
13:51I began studying in my art studio today.
13:54I started a painting on the beach from the deck.
13:57Come on, Maria.
13:58You weren't this boring in your real life.
14:00Tell me something good.
14:01This isn't yours.
14:06This must be Meg's.
14:08This must be where she left off.
14:11Hmm.
14:11He surprised me today with pearls.
14:17It wasn't my birthday.
14:19Or even the anniversary of the first day we met.
14:22He said he did it just because he loved me.
14:28So, I put them on, and I decided to surprise him.
14:33The smile he gave me lit up the room.
14:58It was like a bolt of electricity raced from his eyes to my heart and set it pounding so hard it was all I could hear.
15:06When we kissed, everything stopped.
15:13The waves on the beach.
15:15The cry of the seagulls.
15:18Time itself stood still.
15:19I could feel his heart beating through his chest, and I realized I made him feel this way.
15:39I'm the one he wanted, and I knew he would feel this way about me forever.
15:43What are you doing here?
16:09This is so romantic.
16:11Caitlin, your father's in the next room.
16:15It's dangerous.
16:17And it's dangerous.
16:20And romantic.
16:25Caitlin, why don't we take a shower first?
16:28Together.
16:29I can't wait that long.
16:32Make love to me now.
16:33I can't.
16:48Why?
16:51I can't because I haven't had anything to eat.
16:56I'm starving.
16:58You're hungry?
17:01Now?
17:01Yeah, I haven't had anything to eat all day.
17:04You think you can go downstairs and just, I don't know, get me something?
17:08Anything?
17:11I don't get it.
17:13You break into my house.
17:16You crawl naked into my bed, and now you're hungry?
17:22Sandwich.
17:24Anything.
17:25You changed your mind.
17:30You don't want to be with me.
17:32No.
17:34I always want you.
17:36Then why don't you want to make love to me?
17:40I do want to make love to you.
17:44Prove it.
17:45Kaelin, you still awake?
17:59Can I come in for a minute?
18:00So please, Mark, tell me how Ben was after I left.
18:17Honestly, he was quiet.
18:27He didn't say two words to anybody all night after you left.
18:32He freaks me out sometimes, Meg.
18:37You're not going to go to the police, are you, Mark?
18:40You're not going to tell him that he's at morning's bed on fire, are you?
18:43I promised I wouldn't.
18:45Okay.
18:46Okay?
18:47I'm your friend.
18:48When are you going to start trusting me?
18:51I do, Mark, I do.
18:55But I just get scared sometimes, you know, for me, for Ben.
18:59Listen, Meg, I'm not going to betray your confidence,
19:01but I'm not going to sit by and watch you get hurt either.
19:05Ben will not hurt me.
19:07I think he already has.
19:11Listen.
19:13If you're not going to stop seeing him,
19:16then at least admit the truth to yourself,
19:20if not to me.
19:21Mark, I found Maria's journal.
19:26And I've been reading it.
19:30And if you really want to talk about the truth,
19:33I think it lies inside the journal.
19:36So, Tim, tell me, what are you doing here?
19:44Oh, I thought you'd be glad to see me.
19:50Well, that depends on why you're here.
19:53So how'd you get in anyway?
19:56Side gate was open.
19:58And then I heard your jacuzzi.
20:04So.
20:08Find out anything in there?
20:12Maybe I can help you.
20:16So what does Maria have to say about Ben?
20:18Any hot fantasies that I should know about?
20:26I don't have to fantasize, Tim.
20:29I've had my share of the real thing.
20:32But not with the man that you really want.
20:37Here.
20:38Aitlin, I know you're up.
20:51I can hear you in there.
20:57Just a minute, Daddy.
20:58I'm putting on my robe.
21:00Oh.
21:08You all right?
21:16What took you so long?
21:18I was just about to fall asleep.
21:20I, um, uh, what do you want?
21:23I'm looking for your mother.
21:24Have you seen her?
21:24I'm looking for your mother.
21:38Mrs. Mitchum?
21:55Alex Mitchum?
21:57Yes.
21:57I'm Ellen Lindsay.
21:58I went to school with Casey.
21:59Oh, yes, I remember.
22:03That is such a sweet baby.
22:05Oh, you must love your work.
22:09You get to bring babies into this world.
22:11I do.
22:13Most of the time.
22:13But she, she's going to break my heart.
22:17Why?
22:19She has AIDS.
22:21Oh, no.
22:23She's such a little bitty thing.
22:25She just started life.
22:28Do you think I could hold her?
22:31Sure.
22:33Oh, you are such a sweetie.
22:40Yes, you are.
22:42Oh, yes.
22:45You are my special lamb, aren't you?
22:48Yes.
22:50Mm.
23:00Idiot.
23:01Relax.
23:02You've ruined everything.
23:03Where is it?
23:07Find it.
23:09It's right there, Annie.
23:10It's fine.
23:14No thanks to you.
23:17It was burned in the fire and the water would have ruined it for sure.
23:20Well, if you had to move your hands away, none of this would have happened.
23:23Look at me.
23:23I'm the one that's all soaking wet.
23:26Yeah, you do look like something that a cat dragged in.
23:28Gee, thanks.
23:29I really should get these clothes on.
23:45Inside.
23:45What, you thought I was just going to take them off right here?
23:51No, of course not.
23:52Maybe I should.
23:57Actually, this hot water would be good for me when I tricked me.
24:00Oh, yeah, right.
24:01I can't believe Meg actually went for that.
24:04If you're lucky she did, you would have been busted.
24:07You know, there you go again, looking for things where you're never going to get it.
24:11Why don't you just get out of the hot tub right now?
24:14Fine.
24:14With pleasure.
24:21You know something, Annie?
24:24One day, you're going to have to be grateful.
24:28You know that?
24:31And I might not be here, or be so eager to accept your gratitude.
24:38I might not be here, or be so eager to accept your gratitude.
25:13Hello.
25:31Mom was here a little while ago, but she must have gone to bed.
25:34No, she's not there.
25:36Well, maybe she went to the kitchen.
25:38She, she, maybe she was hungry.
25:40No, maybe.
25:41Well, how do you like being back in your room?
25:44It's, it's different, weird.
25:47You know, I know I've told you this before, Caitlin,
25:49but, you know, your being here is really, what?
25:52Oh.
25:54Your being here is really going to help your mother calm down.
25:58Um, what, Daddy, she's not that bad.
26:03Caitlin, you and I need to face the fact
26:06that your mother has a problem with alcohol.
26:09And you heard Rose, what she said about finding liquor bottles all over the house.
26:14And even if she were to stop drinking right now,
26:17I would still ask, you know, I would beg you to stick around for her sake.
26:21Well, Daddy, what makes you think that I could keep her on the wagon?
26:24Well, come on, we talked about this, sweetheart.
26:26Your improved relationship with your mother, you guys are closer now.
26:30She needs you, Caitlin.
26:32More than she needs me, I think.
26:35Daddy.
26:35What?
26:38It's crazy.
26:39I mean, she, she loves you.
26:41She, she's, she's always loved you.
26:45That's why I don't want anything falling apart now.
26:47This family has finally gotten back together.
26:50I want to keep it that way.
26:52Well, I will stick around for as long as she needs me.
26:58For as long as you both need me.
26:59Thank you, sweetheart.
27:01Thank you, sweetheart.
27:01And I promise that I won't allow this to interfere with your relationship with Cole.
27:09Well, that's good, because I wouldn't let you anyway.
27:13Any job opportunities lined up for him yet?
27:16No, but he's, he's looking for a job and I'm not worried.
27:20Well, you know, if you need my help, just say so.
27:24I'd love to help.
27:28Good night.
27:29Good night.
27:29Cole, you can come out.
27:47Now.
27:50Where were we?
27:51If you don't make love to me right now, I'm going to die.
28:06Caitlin, if you keep doing that, I'm going to die.
28:12Not before we finish, I hope.
28:16Cole, I love you so much.
28:18Love me.
28:24Love me.
28:27Okay.
28:29Come here.
28:35Okay.
28:35Okay.
28:48You are such a sweetie pie.
29:00You're going to be such a heartbreaker when you grow up.
29:04When you grow up.
29:07She's got a fighting chance, Mrs. Mission.
29:09They're making amazing inroads these days.
29:11I remember when my son was this size.
29:17He never cried.
29:20Never made any demands.
29:21He was the calmest baby I'd ever seen.
29:26Rock solid even then.
29:27How about you, sweetheart?
29:37Do you know what's happening to you?
29:41Are you scared?
29:44I wouldn't blame you if you were.
29:46But you know something?
29:51I really don't think we have anything to be afraid of.
29:55Because God takes care of all of us.
29:59Big and small.
30:01Brave and not so brave.
30:03How could I be afraid
30:07when I'm with my son
30:09surrounded with his love
30:11and the love of his friends?
30:14And you, darling.
30:17You have a lovely nurse, Ellen,
30:19to take care of you.
30:21And I care about you.
30:23We're in this together.
30:24Both of us
30:27serve in this world
30:29with a purpose.
30:32No matter
30:32how short our stay.
30:38So, let's make the best of it.
30:41Deal?
30:45He's got the little bitty babies
30:48in his hands.
30:51He's got the little bitty babies
30:53in his hands.
30:57He's got you, precious baby.
31:01In his hands.
31:03He's got the whole world
31:05in his hands.
31:08He's got you and me, baby.
31:12In his hands.
31:14He's got you and me, baby.
31:17In his hands.
31:19He's got you, precious baby.
31:22In his mighty hands.
31:25He's got the whole world
31:27in his hands.
31:34Gregory, you have no idea
31:37how much I love you.
31:39How much I want to believe in you.
31:42I'd do anything,
31:44anything to hold this family together.
31:47If I terminate this pregnancy
31:59without knowing
32:00who the father is,
32:02will I regret that decision
32:04for the rest of my life?
32:05where have you been?
32:17I've been looking all over for you.
32:23Hello?
32:25Hello, is anyone there?
32:26Hello?
32:27Hello?
32:28Hello?
32:28Wrong number.
32:37What about Maria's journal?
32:39Where'd you find it?
32:41I found it in her studio,
32:43the locked room at Ben's house.
32:45Have you read it?
32:45Some of it.
32:49What'd it say?
32:51That she loved Ben.
32:53Very much.
32:56Yeah.
32:57That she had this big secret.
32:59And what is it?
33:02I don't know.
33:03I haven't gotten that far yet,
33:04but I...
33:05I think eventually
33:07I'm gonna find out
33:08what's bothering Ben
33:10in that journal.
33:11You have it?
33:12I couldn't just stick around
33:15Maria's studio and read it?
33:18Look,
33:18do you want to see it or not?
33:20Truth is,
33:23wild horses couldn't
33:23drag me away from that.
33:25It's up in my room.
33:26I'll go get it.
33:33I can't believe this.
33:36Believe what?
33:36I, uh,
33:42I put my clothes in your dryer.
33:43I hope you don't mind.
33:46Wait,
33:47did you find anything in there?
33:49Yeah,
33:50I think so.
33:51I think I really found something
33:53that I missed the first time.
34:03Cole?
34:04Hmm?
34:04Do you remember
34:07when you first met my mom?
34:11Yeah?
34:11What about it?
34:16Before she met you,
34:17she was doing so well.
34:19She stopped drinking,
34:21and she was getting along
34:23really well with my dad.
34:28What are you saying?
34:31I don't know.
34:32I just can't figure out
34:36why she's acting
34:37the way she is.
34:40If I could understand it,
34:42then I could help her.
34:49Maybe,
34:49maybe there isn't an answer, Caitlin.
34:54Maybe your mother
34:55is just like this.
34:58Maybe.
34:58something to worry about tomorrow.
35:05Good night.
35:08Good night, sweetie.
35:14I was in the kitchen
35:15getting,
35:16getting a snack.
35:18Really?
35:19It's funny,
35:20I didn't see you down there.
35:21Oh, darling,
35:23it's a pig house.
35:24We just
35:25missed each other.
35:33Have you been drinking?
35:36No.
35:39No,
35:40I can assure you
35:41that is the last thing
35:42I was doing.
35:43Well,
35:48then what are you up to, Olivia?
35:49I can see that
35:50something's bothering you.
35:52I thought we'd finally
35:53gotten to a point
35:53where we can discuss
35:54these things together.
35:56Why are you shutting me out now?
36:00It's
36:00not that easy.
36:03It never is with you
36:04or me.
36:07haven't I made
36:12any progress
36:13with you at all?
36:16Trust me,
36:17I can help.
36:24Some things,
36:25they're beyond help.
36:30Hey.
36:38Why don't you and I
36:39go away for a few days?
36:41We'll take a drive
36:41down to La Jolla.
36:43We'll go to some
36:44of the places
36:44we used to love to go to.
36:46Come on,
36:47it'll be like
36:47a second honeymoon.
36:50Oh, darling,
36:51you don't know
36:52how much
36:54I have hoped
36:55and prayed
36:56to hear you
36:57say those words.
36:59Well,
36:59what's holding us back?
37:00What's holding you back?
37:06There's...
37:07That's just
37:08some things
37:08I have to do.
37:09Well, then,
37:09you put them off
37:10for a couple of days.
37:11We are going
37:11on this trip
37:12tomorrow.
37:14It'll be good for us.
37:17Come on,
37:17then.
37:20It'll be like
37:20a new beginning
37:21for both of us.
37:23Do you realize
37:25how much
37:26I want to believe
37:29that?
37:32Yes.
37:35I think I do.
37:36what?
37:45What?
37:46What?
37:46What?
37:47Here we go.
38:17I'll get it.
38:29Hello?
38:30Mark, it's Michael.
38:32Michael, you sound funny. Is everything okay?
38:36Uh, Casey and I are at South Bay General.
38:40It's Alex. She's pretty sick.
38:43I'll be right there.
38:45What's wrong?
38:47It's Casey's mom. She's in the hospital.
38:50Oh, I'm coming with you.
38:56Don't keep me in suspense. What is it?
38:59Well, she says something about having a secret and she can't believe that nobody knows about it.
39:06I mean, when I read it the first time, well, I always thought that it was that she was pregnant, but...
39:12What?
39:13Well, now I'm just not sure and, you know, part of the page is perfect. I can't really make out what it says.
39:20Maybe it's just nothing. Maybe I'm just reading into all of this. I mean, I don't know. There's really nothing here that I can use.
39:31Fine.
39:32Let's get it back to Meg before she realizes she's gone.
39:34So fast.
39:35There are a few adjustments that I want to make here first.
39:40What do you mean?
39:42I'm going to add a few of my own entries.
39:44Just to make sure that Ben and Meg stay away from each other for good.
39:50You're welcome.
39:52What do you mean?
39:59Why don't youitis me?
40:03Him.
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