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It's the start of a new month and Amberlynn is losing her voice. She gives her review of the Super Bowl and the halftime show. Her snoring has Krystle sleeping on the couch in the other room. She's disappointed that she can't go to the gym while sick. She and Krystle take a stroll down memory lane by watching a Vlogmas video from 2014. Amberlynn shows us mugs she picked up while out shopping last week. Her plan is to drink more tea. While eating her evening 100 calorie snack, she tries to sell us the bar. She shares a handful of treats with Smokey. The next day she's still feeling sick, maybe a little worse than yesterday, and decides to take us along with her for bath time. After the bath she shows us the dry meal she cooks for herself and Krystle. She says Krystle has become very picky since she met her. Maybe Krystle just doesn't enjoy Amberlynn's cooking. Amberlynn ends the vlog by telling us that she ordered a Valentine's Day gift online for Krystle as a surprise but already ruined the surprise by telling Krystle. This is something Amberlynn does quite often, wanting others to know she bought them something and usually end up opening gifts prematurely. Still feeling under the weather, Amberlynn decides it's time to venture out to the grocery store. While getting ready to leave, she accidentally broke a piggy bank Krystle bought her when she bumped into it with her behind. She threw in it the trash instead of gluing it back together, maybe it wasn't her favorite. Of course there is a stop at Panera Bread before grocery shopping while sick at Target, and of course she touches everything. She does a grocery cart haul before checking out.
At the end of the night she says she hoping to go back to the gym in 5 days. She also shares the unpleasant experience she had with the cashier at the store. The next day she's cooking chicken and washes her hands before disposing of the container, recontaminating her hands before proceeding to cook and film. She confesses that she's been visited by the B monster most evening and that she hasn't been as on track as she is leading us to believe through her vlogs. She was emotional after watching an episode of 600 lbs life where the person's name was Amber, so she wrote a letter to Krystle telling her how she has been feeling regarding her relationship with food, she also sent the letter to Aunt Tammie. She says this shows how she can manipulate her audience into only knowing what she includes in her vlogs. She included the letter in the description of the video so of course we have it included in this video to read. One the emotions are in check, it's time to unbox new board games from Amazon. Since the gift for Krystle arrived early, Amberlynn has her open it on camera and asks her if she's happy. At the end of the day Amberlynn films her interactions with Krystle who is watching videos on her laptop. Krystle isn't pleased with being on camera or with the head massage Amberlynn gives her.
Transcript
00:00:00Good morning, everybody. I'm gonna try to vlog as much as possible today. Probably not that much. My voice is raspy
00:00:05And on top of that, it keeps giving out. So that's that
00:00:14I'm really hoping that today is one of the last days I'm gonna feel sick
00:00:18Internally, I feel a little better than what I've been normally feeling. Normally, I've been feeling at about an
00:00:23Eight today. I'm feeling at about a five. Don't let my throat make you feel like I'm dying because I'm not just really sick
00:00:32My throat is getting a little better. It's not as too raspy
00:00:36It is extremely raspy still but it's not as much as it was earlier. I don't know. Maybe that's all in my head
00:00:41I don't think I'm gonna be going to the gym tomorrow, which is totally unfortunate. In my opinion
00:00:46I don't think when people are sick
00:00:47They should be going to the gym especially because you have to touch the machine. You don't want to get anyone else sick
00:00:52Just not cute. I will be cooking again starting tomorrow
00:00:56I haven't been cooking at all because I have been so just like oh
00:00:59When I do cook I cook for crystal and I don't want to be touching her food and stuff
00:01:03But I feel like I'm at the stage where if she was gonna get it
00:01:05She would have already gotten it. I'm sitting here and watching this right now. It kind of brought something to my attention
00:01:11I want to talk to you guys about it real quick. I am NOT a football fan at all. I don't pay attention to it
00:01:15I don't understand it
00:01:16It's just on because today's the day or it's just on every TV and like the whole entire world
00:01:21But there is something I do know everybody and their mother keeps talking about it
00:01:25It is the Patriots versus the Seahawks and supposedly the Patriots are cheating mother
00:01:32a
00:01:33Inflated or deflated whatever you want to call it one of their footballs and one of their games and made it to where they won
00:01:40My question for you guys is do you think they should be allowed in the Super Bowl?
00:01:44I do not like football, but in my opinion, I think that is one hundred and ten percent morally wrong
00:01:51Gamingly wrong sportingly wrong. I don't even know if those make sense
00:01:55I'm literally shocked that they're allowed to be playing. They cheated to win. That's horrific. So the halftime is finally starting
00:02:02That's what I look forward to I swear. Oh my god
00:02:06I was about to say I swear she's wearing fire on her and it is fire not real fire, of course
00:02:11She's cool. Eleni Krivitz is up on it singing I kissed a girl
00:02:20That was legit Katy Perry being Miley Cyrus
00:02:25I kind of like this. This is a lot better than last year's that's for sure. Was it last year Fergie?
00:02:31Oh Bruno Mars. No wait, Bruno Mars was good. Fergie wasn't good. This is actually really good. I'm shocked. Katy Perry's kind of
00:02:39When it comes to performing live. Oh, it's over
00:02:45Oh, I know it's not okay. I was about to say that's that's sad. Now, Missy Elliott thinks she can rock the whole stadium
00:02:51Get your freak on. Get your freak on
00:02:53I just don't get how Katy Perry can change her outfits that quickly
00:02:57So I'm over here crying like a little baby right now because she's singing firework and she's like up in the air
00:03:03She's like a shooting star. It's like making me sad. It's a mixture of sadness and happiness
00:03:07And so it's like overwhelming if you guys have ever heard the song firework
00:03:11And then you understand like the lyrics are just absolutely amazing
00:03:13The Super Bowl just ended and ironically enough the Patriots won
00:03:17Even the nation, they definitely don't deserve it. It was so weird towards the ending all the football players
00:03:23Literally started beating each other up. It was actually kind of funny. I had to rewind it and watch it again
00:03:28I was like, what did I just see?
00:03:30I'm gonna sit you guys down real quick
00:03:45A lot of you have been giving me advice regarding my sickness whether it be hot tea or vinegar
00:03:51Hold sore advice. I think it's a fever blister. I'm not sure. It's just a little tiny thing
00:03:55I definitely appreciate it like 110 percent. I haven't left the house though
00:03:59Actually, nobody has really left the house since it's been the weekend
00:04:02I haven't been able to go buy any tea or get any cold sore medicines
00:04:06The next time I leave the house if i'm still feeling how i'm feeling i'll definitely take your guys's advice and try some of those things
00:04:13I hope you guys had a wonderful weekend. I hope you guys enjoyed this vlog and I will see you in my video for tomorrow
00:04:19Bye. Good morning everybody. I just woke up. I'm actually noticing that my voice sounds a lot better today
00:04:26Which is exciting if you go back to the vlog from yesterday
00:04:29Like right when I woke up my voice was really horrific
00:04:32I'm gonna try to vlog as much as possible today
00:04:35And then kind of as the night went on and then more towards the end of my vlog
00:04:39My voice was still pretty bad, but it was like better way better now i'm waking up. My voice seems decent
00:04:44So that's a plus my nose is definitely still bothersome and it's created me to snore a lot
00:04:50So crystal again is not sleeping with me. I'm all by myself
00:04:54She didn't even fall asleep in here last night at all. It makes me so sad
00:04:58It was really hard for me to fall asleep because she wasn't next to me because i'm so used to that
00:05:02It just sucks so bad. I did not set an alarm today when you're sick. You need to rest
00:05:06So I was like why set an alarm crystal still sleeping on the couch in the other room
00:05:11I don't want to wake her up. I feel bad that she can't sleep because I snore like a crazy person today
00:05:16I wanted to be going to the gym but I can't go because i'm sick
00:05:20Somebody said to me via internet you can wipe down the machines at the gym
00:05:25So being sick is just an excuse. It's 110 percent not an excuse. I want to go to the gym so bad
00:05:32You don't even know it's in my bones and it's driving me insane
00:05:35The type of person I am is I would never want to do something to other people that I wouldn't want other people to do to me
00:05:42If someone has a fever, I do not do not want them to be going to the gym
00:05:47Even if they wipe it down wiping down at the gym can only do so much a semi-disinfectant
00:05:53But it's not 110 percent if you have a fever you should not be working out
00:05:57You can make yourself worse
00:05:59You need to think about your health and know that the gym or your workout dvds or your weights
00:06:05They are not going anywhere. You need to take care of yourself and get better
00:06:09I literally cannot wait to go back to the gym though you guys you have no idea so excited for it
00:06:14The gym is literally like my second home approximately one extremely annoying unbearable very boring long year later
00:06:23Walmart's like my home. I'm there like every single night
00:06:27I adore the gym. It just makes me feel so good
00:06:31So for february 2015 the second we have tigger
00:06:35We have a chocolate berman cross kitten with chocolate lop rabbit. Look at that face though
00:06:42Oh my gosh push cat is his name. Crystal's mom made this. It's chicken cranberries spinach
00:06:49Sliced almonds and curry. Oh, and there's also apple. I can't taste it. But crystal said it's really good. Look how delicious that looks
00:06:57Crystal and I are just watching old vlogs
00:06:59We're watching vlogs from like forever ago. I'm currently watching my vlogmas second 2014. Good morning, everybody
00:07:10So i'm about to have breakfast. I'm gonna have one of my whole grain multi-grain muffins with some of this delicious
00:07:17I tried it last night. Amazing this real vine ripened strawberry cream cheese
00:07:22It is so so good and I think crystal's gonna have some raisin bran with some sat-free milk
00:07:28There it is super tasty and please don't mind my horrible fail at actually cutting the english muffin
00:07:37Gotta give my cats a snack. This is actually a plate the lid for this broke, which is sad, but it happens
00:07:45Come on
00:07:47Eat your food
00:07:51Charlie's a good boy and eats on the floor, huh?
00:07:58Ringo
00:08:00You're gonna eat your foods
00:08:04And then of course monkey is a little snack
00:08:07Let's see you want a chicken
00:08:10Sit
00:08:12Show them
00:08:13Good boy
00:08:15Stay
00:08:17Stay
00:08:18Okay
00:08:20And then he hides it
00:08:22Back porch is wet, so I guess it's been raining
00:08:24That's some gloomy clouds, but I kind of like when winter and fall looks like that
00:08:29That's just me though, especially when the trees fall the trees fall. I'm gonna say the leaves fall. Oh, there's a squirrel right there
00:08:35Oh
00:08:37What is it doing?
00:08:39Looks like it's eating something or burying something
00:08:42I wish I could zoom in for you guys
00:08:44So in the theme of christmas on animal crossing if you guys don't know what this is
00:08:48It's a 3ds game. I can design my own clothes. It's pretty hard, but I did it
00:08:53So this one's kind of christmasy then I did this one
00:08:57And then I did this one which might be my favorite, but they're all very hard to make
00:09:02It's just fun and entertaining. I don't know which one to wear. I wore this one all day yesterday, so
00:09:09I might do this one or this one today
00:09:13I also changed my house. I don't know if you guys remember it yesterday, but yesterday it looked like the ocean and now it's all decorated in christmas
00:09:23Speaking of decorating christmas, I think we're gonna decorate our house. Look at what she's sitting. Okay, sorry
00:09:28I think we're gonna decorate our real house that i'm currently living in and brought life probably this weekend
00:09:33So crystal and I have to go run a few errands
00:09:36So i'm just going to show you guys my outfit of the day like I always do and before I do
00:09:39I just want to express lately
00:09:41I've been getting a lot of comments on like my clothing and my accessories and things like that a lot are positive
00:09:47And some are a little negative like 10 is negative and I know it's from the same person
00:09:53But I just want to say like wear what you love wear what makes you feel comfortable what you like
00:09:58And honestly, it does not matter what anybody else has to say. I show my clothing because I like clothing
00:10:05I like accessories. I like makeup. I like hair. I am that type of person
00:10:09I'm happy with what I have and i'm grateful for what I have and I just kind of wanted to say that so let's get to it
00:10:15I'm, just wearing my hair in a messy bun. I'm wearing these blue earrings that are like fake diamond
00:10:20Obviously, I thought they went good with this scarf. Uh, you guys can't really tell in the lighting
00:10:25But this is a black scarf. Crystal got this for me. She also got me these
00:10:28I don't know where is a black scarf with like these really cute cats on them and they have these blue eyes
00:10:33And I thought it just made their eyes pop more now. I'm looking at it. It's making these earrings pop more
00:10:38I'm wearing this owl
00:10:40Rose ring that I got from shopmissday.com. I'm just wearing a pink and white design tank top
00:10:45I got this from gabe's I think and then i'm just wearing a blue cardigan because again
00:10:50It is cold out there. So you want to be as warm as possible and I got this at kohl's. That is my outfit for today
00:10:58I'll see you guys later. Such a crazy gloomy day, but it's so beautiful
00:11:03So according to crystal's little thingy majigger, it's only 40 degrees, but it feels so much colder than that
00:11:09So I turned on my seat warmer to three that's gonna feel really good
00:11:12Get them dark clouds the rain on the window. That's what I like to see the back is so messy
00:11:19We need to clean it and in the back of the trunk because when we went christmas shopping
00:11:22We bought a bunch of sheets bags and just things to like hide our gifts from each other since we were shopping with each other
00:11:28For the most part. Oh god, it's so messy in here. We need to get that figured out right there
00:11:32We have bags and tennis stuff and just oh god. It's scary. We're currently at cvs right now
00:11:39That's where they have a little blood pressure thingy majig crystal just logs it on this paper
00:11:43Well, I actually log it for her while she's sitting in the chair with her arm
00:11:47But yeah, so far it's all been normal. So that's really good. All I do is write the date. Today's the second, right?
00:11:54And then I put what time it is. It's like 3 p.m
00:11:57We're a little late on the ball today and then i'll just write down her thingy majig right here
00:12:01You guys look with cvs carries. That is so cool. I used to be obsessed with arizona green tea
00:12:06Now they have a little drop lanes of it. How crazy they have the green tea one and just the lemon iced tea one
00:12:11It's neat and then they have a skinny girl thing white cherry. The hell is this? All right, you guys
00:12:16I just found the most perfect thing in the world my limit. Okay crystal found it
00:12:20They're my limit for like drinking water
00:12:22I feel like I should have 100 ounces a day and I haven't been able to find something that'll hold that amount
00:12:26And here it is crystal found at 101.4 fl ounces
00:12:30So if I just refill this every day and drink it all, I mean it's ginormous
00:12:33It looks overwhelming, but i'm totally gonna get one. It's only two dollars and i'll use it for four days. Oh my god crystal. Thank you
00:12:39That was a little indented though
00:12:42Oh, they're all indented. Oh, that's how you hold it. Oh my god, that's heavy. That's gonna go all in my body
00:12:47You guys
00:12:51I can't
00:12:57Oh my god, I want him so bad
00:12:59How much is he? It's 20 dollars
00:13:01Oh my god
00:13:03Okay
00:13:10That one wants to wobble off the- let's put it on the floor
00:13:20No, he crashed
00:13:21I don't know why that's so funny to me
00:13:41The butt moves like I've never seen
00:13:43I'm assuming these little cups are for kids, but oh my god. Look how cute a reindeer's face though
00:13:48And then there's a snowman
00:13:51This is target by the way and then santa claus
00:13:54They're just so adorable looking. We have so many of these at home though. We don't have many christmas ones. I think these are for grown-ups
00:14:02And santa
00:14:04Cool
00:14:05That's hilarious. I love little girl reindeers
00:14:10A shortbread baking pan. Oh like you can like make out designs. Let me see
00:14:14Shortbread is a favorite cookie. Dang, that's heavy. Oh, that's kind of cool. Here you go
00:14:24Oh, so much christmas stuff and like really cute stuff is what is this
00:14:31I can't handle it legit adorable
00:14:37I mean look at all this christmas stuff. It's like the most beautiful thing ever
00:14:40I really want to get one of these and like hide things in here for crystal like every day she opens one
00:14:44But it's already the second so I failed at that maybe next year. It's so pretty. My phone is so blurry
00:14:50It's like obnoxious christmas has arrived. Oh, look at this one. Wow
00:14:56Now that is beautiful
00:14:58Only 24 when we were at target. I saw reindeer ear thing for the dog and I wanted to get it so badly
00:15:04But we didn't have enough money. Crystal and I are trying to save some money because we want to get her parents something
00:15:10It's a little pricey, but
00:15:12That's what we want to do. So I couldn't get it and it just sucks so bad because our dog monkey is so fat
00:15:17He kind of reminds us of a pig, but he kind of sometimes has the color of a reindeer
00:15:21So he'd be like a fat reindeer and I thought it would just be so cute
00:15:24He seems to be okay wearing things like that because currently he had like a dog christmas scarf on and he doesn't like
00:15:31Have any issues with it. That was quite the bump there. Gosh, I wanted it so bad
00:15:36Oh, well, we just got a few things like snacks as you guys know i'm i'm not on track, but i'm not like overindulging
00:15:43I'm definitely eating the wrong things. I will be on track when january comes along trust me because crystal
00:15:51is
00:15:53Yeah, I think this is the turn
00:15:55I think yeah, it is
00:15:57Okay, because crystal is actually gonna be in a wedding next year in october october 24th to be exact
00:16:03Her sister's wedding crystal wants to feel the best that she can
00:16:07I feel like a lot of that will be like her losing more weight and stuff
00:16:11And I feel like by me being on track and stuff like that
00:16:14It's gonna really help her and I feel like by her being on track. It's gonna help me
00:16:18It's like we just I don't know how to explain it
00:16:20Like we motivate each other and we're like there for each other
00:16:22So it's like if one of us is on track then the other person is and if one of us isn't the other person isn't
00:16:26That's just how it is with us
00:16:27But we plan on definitely doing very well with our weight loss in january
00:16:32Well in 2015 crystal has a goal weight that she wants to achieve
00:16:35I'm, not gonna actually have a goal weight, but that's just this whole thing and i'll definitely talk about it when january comes along
00:16:41December is just really hard because it's like holidays and there's like holiday food everywhere and it's like I cannot count calories in december
00:16:48It's physically impossible. I haven't weighed myself since the last weigh-in video. Hello everybody. So today is weigh-in wednesday
00:16:55I just want to say this video is gonna be extremely short mainly because of the fact that I have to get ready
00:17:00Crystal and I have to run quite a few errands today
00:17:02So I signed up to do weigh-in wednesday with like 18 other people
00:17:06I noticed last wednesday only like seven people weighed in. I was kind of shocked
00:17:11That's a lot less than last week and stuff like that
00:17:13So I just want to say from firsthand if you guys gain weight, it's okay. If you guys stay the same, it's okay
00:17:19If you guys lose a bunch of weight, it's okay. I'm putting myself out there
00:17:23I never imagined that i'd actually be making these videos even though I am not on track whatsoever
00:17:28But i'm still making these videos because I made a promise to myself to you guys to make weigh-in wednesday videos because it keeps me accountable
00:17:36I want you all to be accountable whoever's in the weigh-in wednesday community doing this little challenge
00:17:41So to speak just know that we're all going to be there for you. No matter what i'm living proof that I make huge mistakes
00:17:47No one's perfect last week. I weighed 361.0 and this week. I weighed 365.0
00:17:53So i'm up four pounds this week was more unsuccessful than successful life really knows how to get in the way
00:17:59I'm extremely nervous for crystal's procedure on friday when I get like that
00:18:05Like when I get worrying and I get nervous and I get like just
00:18:09All about focusing on something else. I don't focus on what I put in my mouth. I just gobble down whatever I want
00:18:15I know it's super bad. It's not good this week. I just plan on doing better
00:18:19I plan on watching what I put in my mouth just because life gets in the way doesn't mean that I need to let myself go
00:18:25That bad as you guys know my goal for this year is just to get into the 350s
00:18:30I put myself back quite a lot this week, but i'm still here. I'm still making these videos for you guys
00:18:35I hope to see more wednesday weigh-ins probably not until I don't know
00:18:39I won't be able to watch them for a while actually because i'm really really busy in the next few days
00:18:44Yeah, so gain four pounds not good a lot of water weight. That's really not good for your body
00:18:48I'm, just gonna move forward and I hope to see a loss next week. I just figured you guys should know that too
00:18:53I have no idea how much I gained or lost or states. I don't know anything like that
00:18:56I will definitely step on that scale january 1st though. I weighed myself. I honestly thoroughly can't believe this
00:19:02I can actually admit right here and right now that I made a really big mistake. I used to be down 89 pounds
00:19:09I have lost 89 pounds in the past 11 pounds from 100. I was actually down 89 pounds
00:19:15In about six seven months the famous 89 lbs
00:19:20I've lost 89 pounds eating nothing but rice and potatoes and now i'm only down
00:19:2432 and not a single one of those pounds
00:19:29I am proud about not a single one something you guys will learn from me is that I do not cry when I gain weight
00:19:36I almost don't care for a long time. I didn't care. I honestly can't believe it and then a part of me is like actually
00:19:42Yeah, I can't believe it. I'm just so shocked right now. I'm gonna get this over with
00:19:47I want to let you guys know there will be no more weigh-in videos starting this year
00:19:51I'm gonna stop being scale obsessed and i'm purely gonna work on becoming a healthier better me
00:19:56I will share this journey with you guys still I will still weigh in for you guys in my vlogs
00:20:02I will talk to you guys about my struggle my accomplishments
00:20:05I will show you guys what I eat randomly
00:20:08But i'm not gonna do any more weigh-in videos because I am tired of being scale obsessed right now
00:20:14I'm, just really actually just heartbroken. I'm so mad at myself
00:20:19I really hate to cry on camera, but it's just how it is. I'm just really devastated
00:20:24I want to make mini goals. I'm tired of making these gigantic goals and failing. I'm tired of failing
00:20:31I want to give a reason to myself to succeed. I really do care about myself. I need to do this
00:20:37I just need to do this. So here's my weigh-in photo from today. There it is 385.2
00:20:43I wasn't expecting to gain that much weight. I regret it
00:20:46I'm the type of person who doesn't regret anything at all
00:20:49I wanted to let you guys know don't lose a bunch of weight and then gain it back because it is one of the worst feelings in the world
00:20:56To go from so proud of yourself to hating yourself. I'm gonna stop crying. I'm gonna go downstairs
00:21:02I'm just gonna move on with my life and really hope that 2015 can be magical for me
00:21:08I think the best way I can describe this is this girl. She brings out a happiness that I've never had before
00:21:14I don't believe in fairy tales, but maybe I will now
00:21:16Let y'all know how that goes
00:21:18I don't know about you guys, but I most definitely
00:21:22Prefer hangers that look like this here. Let me take them out of the bag. So I don't think you guys can see it
00:21:27They feel like velvet
00:21:29We have a bunch of these in our closet and it keeps the clothes from slipping off any type of shirt could got one here and like not slip off
00:21:36So that's why I like it a lot. I'm so thankful. I have extra these crystals dad just gave them to me
00:21:42I have so many clothes on the floor currently right now because I have no hangers that they'll fit on because they'll just slip off
00:21:47The regular hangers that are plastic or whatever. It's so obnoxious. So I recommend these and I know walmart sells them
00:21:53I'm pretty sure target sells them anywhere sells them but they've become very popular recently because i've never seen them before
00:21:59And now I see them everywhere crystal has been craving some lucky charms. We decided to get lucky charms today for her
00:22:05I personally hate them because the marshmallows. We got this little twinkie in there
00:22:12Okay, totally joking when I first saw it I thought it was a twinkie, but it's supposed to be like a toy
00:22:16I'm gonna open it for you guys
00:22:18All right
00:22:22What is going on? What is going on?
00:22:24Open
00:22:28Chivas
00:22:31Yeah, I definitely do not like lucky charms open
00:22:36Okay
00:22:39It's open
00:22:40What is this?
00:22:42That's cute
00:22:44That's cute
00:22:47Wow
00:22:48Lame
00:22:49Crystal
00:22:50It's a freaking toy car that is like I don't even know it's so stupid
00:22:58I hope you guys enjoyed and I'll see my video tomorrow. Bye
00:23:01Earlier the power actually went out. So we had to order food, which I was kind of like a little upset about but
00:23:08I
00:23:11I was all right with it. I coped super windy out there and legit
00:23:16Tornado just like went across the porch and like made one of our chairs our wicker chairs like fly across the window
00:23:25I'm joking
00:23:26It just got really windy and one of our wicker chairs didn't move the last time crystal and I went out
00:23:31I want to say it was five days ago. Everything's a blur. I bought two cups for me because i've been drinking more hot chocolate
00:23:38I want to start drinking hot tea and stuff using the keurig
00:23:41So I wanted to show you guys the glasses that I got and crystal also surprised me with one
00:23:46So super sweet to her. Okay. This is the one she surprised me with how freaking adorable
00:23:52Is this? I mean that is so cute. I got this one. It's white with lips. How cute is that?
00:23:59And it's also on this side too. Last one. This is so freaking cute
00:24:04This is the first one I saw and i'm just like what is life right now? I should use this one next
00:24:08Three new super cute mugs. Which one is your guys's favorite leave it in the comments below lips lady hearts
00:24:16Lately for like a little snack at night. I've been eating one of these biscottis. This one is in decadence
00:24:21We have quite a few flavors to be honest
00:24:23We've had like a pecan turtle flavor a triple chocolate flavor which was by far my favorite
00:24:29But there's no more 50 other flavors. Not really 50 but like 10 other flavors. They're so delicious
00:24:35They're meant to be eaten with coffee, but I don't drink coffee
00:24:38I just kind of eat it as a snack at night and it's only 100 calories. They range between 90 calories and 110 calories
00:24:44It's light. It's not too rich. It's crunchy. It definitely quenches your craving for something sweet. So so good
00:24:52Smokey what are you doing on the bathroom sink?
00:24:57What are you doing?
00:25:01Are you gonna get down or what?
00:25:07Tampons that's embarrassing those aren't mine, but i'll put them down here
00:25:14What are you doing?
00:25:15All right, get down boy
00:25:19Get down boy
00:25:33All right, come on
00:25:36Good boy
00:25:38Treat? Do you think you deserve a treat boy? Oh look at that. All right, come on
00:25:45Are you gonna jump up here?
00:25:48Good boys
00:25:50He's such a sweetheart, I swear
00:25:53All right, eat your food
00:26:03I'm ending my vlog for tonight. I hope you guys enjoyed. I'm gonna take my stuffy slash runny crazy crazy voice
00:26:10Plugged ears sore head and get the hell out of here. See you guys tomorrow. Bye. Good morning, everybody. I woke up with this ear
00:26:19Completely plugged up and it kind of hurts now. Definitely sucks like really really bad. I am feeling better
00:26:25But now my ear is annoying me. Ugh, i'm getting my clothes ready to go take a bath
00:26:32I have so much stuff on this floor that I need to pick up
00:26:36Like why is that such a mess the day before I got sick?
00:26:39I was trying to go through my scarves my shirts my purses my this and my that then I got sick and I'm like
00:26:45Now I can't pick it all up. Every time I bend down my ears felt like swooshy and I guess it was leading up to this issue
00:26:52Rag towel
00:27:02Bathroom
00:27:14I'm finally feeling a little better. Like I said, I'm gonna cook for crystal night. I can't reach. Oh, it's like so close
00:27:22Oh, come on. Okay. I'm gonna hop
00:27:27Get it
00:27:29Of course
00:27:32Such difficulties. That's why being short is hard. Okay, I'm gonna make this a veggie thin spaghetti on the stove
00:27:39I'm also just gonna make some chicken breasts and some type of veggies. I'm just dropping everything
00:27:47Holy crystal prefers different veggies than I do. I'm gonna make broccoli for me and spinach for her and that's what we will eat
00:27:56Chicken is done. We have the veggie pasta. So we're gonna have lots of leftovers. Crystal has her spinach my broccoli
00:28:04Crystal's gonna try her horseradish and beets
00:28:07Crystal's trying to show me this
00:28:10What even is it prepared horseradish and beets? Yep, that'll never be in my car
00:28:15Crystal thinks it sounds good. Do you want to try it? Hold on
00:28:20No calories. How weird. I'll definitely let you guys know what she thinks of it. She's gonna put on her chicken
00:28:24I will be putting just some salsa on my chicken sriracha on my broccoli because I can't eat broccoli plain garlic and herb
00:28:31Mrs. Dash salt-free and a little bit of this. Uh, it's a healthy sodium brags liquid amino acids on my pasta final products
00:28:39Now I'm ready to dig in overview because everybody has time for an overview set you guys down
00:28:46I have a fascination with putting you guys in cupboards and microwaves don't mind me drying my george foreman turn it off
00:28:56Turn off my phone
00:28:58So if I can get my cone
00:29:01Oh, I'll get it. So Crystal tried the horseradish pretty much her exact words were it's what you'd expect it to taste like
00:29:07It was all right. I don't think she liked it very much, but who knows for some reason
00:29:11She didn't like the spinach really that much. She didn't like the chicken that much. She woke up not feeling the greatest
00:29:17But yet she was starving. I don't I don't I don't I don't know what's going on with her chicken is done
00:29:22We have the veggie pasta
00:29:24Crystal has her spinach
00:29:28I just hope she starts feeling better soon
00:29:30I might have to start experimenting more with types of meat
00:29:34I think I need to get creative because she has become extremely picky since I've met her. I like to cook really healthy
00:29:40I don't put seasonings on anything black pepper minced onion garlic salt four types of mrs
00:29:47dashes the table blend original blend garlic and herb onion and herb minced garlic ground cumin cayenne pepper the chili packet
00:29:55This is dashes great because they're all sodium free
00:29:59George foreman put away wiping off counters closing cupboard things are in progress besides my ear
00:30:05It is literally hurting so bad. It's hurting more and more like every couple of minutes. I'm really scared
00:30:10I'm really scared
00:30:12All right
00:30:14Don't mind all these games right here
00:30:16We play games at the kitchen table, which is right there and there's more over there and we have like a million out in the garage
00:30:23I've recently started like having an obsession with fuzzy socks and I mean look at these ones
00:30:28These are adorable. These are one of my new pairs. They're like white mint and gray striped and fuzzy and cozy and warm
00:30:35And I'm about to put these suckas on
00:30:41This right here is what makes me smile every single day. He is just resting himself right on my leg. Look at this
00:30:48You sweeping? Is that all dogs and cats ever do? Sweep and lay down, huh? Must be a rough life
00:30:55Crystal and I just tried this bolt house farms multi-vee goodness cherry. It is so delicious
00:31:01It has two apples six and a half cherries one fourth banana thirteen one half cranberries nine and a half berries and
00:31:0817 pomegranate if you were to drink this whole thing, it would be three three-four servings of fruit
00:31:14There's so many vitamins in this. We just shared half of it
00:31:17So about half is left still we also have very blast naked
00:31:22Still a bolt house farms blue goodness and a bolt house farms green goodness
00:31:27It's hard for me to get in my fruits because I don't really like fruit. So this definitely helps drinking these
00:31:34My favorite part of the day
00:31:38We still haven't kissed since I've been sick
00:31:43I'll kiss your cheek
00:31:50Guess what I ordered something for crystal for valentine's day last night
00:31:54I've been planning it for like a week and I wasn't gonna tell her and I caved in and told her
00:32:03I kind of regret telling her but
00:32:06She doesn't know what it is. She'll open it on camera, right?
00:32:10She said mm-hmm
00:32:14Still sick i'm getting better in certain ways and then i'm getting worse in other ways. I'm taking my medicine. I'm resting
00:32:21So it's very weird. I can say just from experience that this is not like any cold i've ever had before
00:32:27It's almost like the flu in a way but without puking. I don't know how to explain it. It's just been a mess
00:32:33I just thank you guys so much for sticking around and still watching my vlog
00:32:37So I think i'm gonna end my vlog for tonight. I hope you guys enjoy it
00:32:40I'll see you guys in my next vlog. Bye. Good morning everybody
00:32:43Crystal and I are gonna go grocery shopping today and I think we want to go look at gnc as you guys probably have heard
00:32:49There's quest bars everybody and their mother loves some quest bars, but now they have quest chips
00:32:56Quest chips. Are you serious? I'm very curious what they taste like. I know
00:33:00Single serving bag has 21g protein and I want to give them a try. So i'm hoping gnc has them crystal
00:33:07A sad moment just happened
00:33:10I was getting up to come downstairs to leave my purse broke these
00:33:18Crystal got this piggy bank thing for me like two years ago my butt legit hit it off
00:33:24Whoa, my ear is like rushing. It feels like there's waves in my ear. I'm gonna have to throw it away
00:33:30I'm sorry
00:33:32In the trash it goes
00:33:36I
00:33:41I want to do a quick outfit of the day my hair is in a bun
00:33:45I'm wearing a pink bow if you guys would have known me before I started youtube
00:33:50I used to wear bows every single day bows were like my trademark bright pink fringe
00:33:55Scarf pink heart earrings. I got from walmart owl ring with pink rose. I got from shopmissday.com
00:34:02I'm just wearing this striped black and white shirt with my rebecca mean cough purse
00:34:08As you guys know me by now black pants and I have to get my black flats which are up in the closet
00:34:23Monks, why are you following me everywhere and look at all those toys? What is it?
00:34:27Crystal's like a little creeper in the corner all the time. It's so funny
00:34:35Flats
00:34:36Crystal and I decided we're gonna go to Panera Bread
00:34:45There's a soup here called the baked potato soup and I've always wanted to try it but we always come when they're not serving it
00:34:53And they're serving it today, so I'm like super excited to try it
00:34:59Someone's in our seat. I see it already
00:35:03Right there
00:35:05I might have to go on the other side of the place
00:35:09We can sit back here
00:35:11Is our hair okay?
00:35:12Just have a little pager just ordered the food
00:35:16Now they're making it and I'm waiting for it
00:35:19Crystal got one mediterranean chicken flatbread with chips and I got the bowl of baked potato soup with a french baguette
00:35:26So here it is. Here's the bowl. This is 340 calories and baguette for 150 calories
00:35:35GNC live well here we come
00:35:37They have a new quest bar crystal with s'mores we should get one for your mom because she loves s'mores and they have them down here
00:35:50They have sea salt cheddar and sour cream barbecue. How much are they though? There's no price. Maybe that was it and I just took it off
00:35:57We got two s'more quest bars for crystal and I one for her mom and then we got one free
00:36:03So if we have four and that's all we got we didn't get the chips because literally they were almost three dollars for just the tiniest bag
00:36:10And when you like lift up the bag you could tell like there's like four chips inside
00:36:13They're like that big
00:36:14I might have to watch some youtube reviews before I take the plunge because quest does kind of run on the expensive side
00:36:21For four of these it was 19 I think so I mean that's crazy, but we like quest bars
00:36:26We know we like them. So that's okay
00:36:28But i'm just a little nervous spending that much money on like a little thing of chips we decided we're gonna go to target today for our grocery shopping tarjay
00:36:43All right, let's go
00:36:46Honestly though, these look so good. Look at that, but it's five dollars for one. Look how delicious that looks got yourself your protein from the egg
00:36:54The cheese the i'm assuming that's chicken just looks so delicious so far
00:37:00We have a sweet honey barbecue sauce for crystal when we eat chicken because she doesn't like it plain like I do
00:37:06I got this asparagus cheddar stuffed chicken breast cutlets crystal and I can have one one night and then one another night
00:37:12Because it comes with four this protein plus and mango bolthouse farms smoothie drink holy avocado mini guacamole
00:37:19Carrots onion bell pepper reduced fat feta cheese
00:37:23And crystal said this is really good. I've never had it, but it's a brie president always creamy like cheese
00:37:34Hey crystal
00:37:37Will you be my valentine?
00:37:40Okay, so these are ice brownies. I say be my valentine the package draws you in but you just need to gently put them back
00:37:47You don't need any ice brownies and crystal thinks this looks bomb
00:37:50I'm not surprised because it sure freaking does donuts are always bomb
00:37:55But I like these things popums. Oh boy. All right walk away from the donuts walk away gently
00:38:02I got this roasted garlic and herbs spaghetti sauce vegetable pasta
00:38:07I'm debating if I should get some dried coconut and debating if I should get dried mango
00:38:12And crystal's for sure getting these dried blueberries
00:38:15Okay, we're for sure getting the coconut crystals in this vodka sauce for crystal's mom and oatmeal bread this cracker assortment for the brie
00:38:25Dark chocolate almond biscotti because everyone in the house seems to love them and milk chocolate salted caramel biscotti
00:38:31So that's everything so far. We're not done yet. Last couple of things
00:38:34We got is a big bag of corn big bag of peas. I need to start venturing out instead of just doing broccoli because crystal's tired of that
00:38:41I got this vanilla bean frozen yogurt a mint frozen yogurt all natural simply balanced meatballs and spinach and garlic
00:38:49Two big waters jimmy dean delights english muffin made with whole grain. That's everything. Oh, it's your birthday. That's cool
00:38:55I guess, you know, I have like seven of those each year, but yeah, whatever
00:39:04Oh
00:39:11Legit just pushed it towards me
00:39:24Right here
00:39:34I can definitely safely say that coming monday
00:39:41I will be headed back to the gym just a little update. My ear is still really bad
00:39:45It actually got a lot worse last night. It's really hard for me to hear out of it. I still feel semi-sick
00:39:51This sickness has definitely been beating me in the butt. I miss the gym so much
00:39:55You guys have no idea the gym is like my happy place. It makes me feel good about myself. It motivates me
00:40:00It just keeps me in shape
00:40:02Literally, there are certain cashiers today at the store
00:40:05I couldn't believe this the chicken breast that I got with like the asparagus inside of it. I understand
00:40:10It's probably a stressful job. You're on your feet all day long. Some customers are really rude. I'm very patient
00:40:16I'm very kind of cashiers. I wouldn't ever disrespect somebody at their job. It's just not who I am
00:40:21Destiny and I went out to eat and we went to a buffet and
00:40:25Chinese buffets there
00:40:27What?
00:40:28What?
00:40:29It's a buffet.
00:40:29Baby, I know
00:40:32Buffet
00:40:33Okay, but anyways, I went out to eat and it was a buffet and Destiny was up getting something
00:40:37The waitress was super sweet. All of a sudden she started calling Destiny an IT
00:40:43Not a girl, not a female, not a she, not even a he which happens sometimes an IT
00:40:49And she was being serious. She kept saying when is IT gonna come back? What is IT drinking?
00:40:55And I was like the f-
00:40:57So I left her this much as a tip. Zero. I left her a zero tip because she was calling another human being an IT
00:41:03You can. Okay
00:41:05Just tell them. No. Okay you guys
00:41:09So the waiter just came up to us
00:41:11And said and for you sir, does she look like a sir?
00:41:15We didn't say anything
00:41:17We just kind of sat there awkwardly
00:41:19and
00:41:21Fireball was eliminated
00:41:23I want to share something that happened at the Cheesecake Factory
00:41:25I don't know if it was a mean thing of me to do
00:41:27But the waitress kept calling Destiny a sir
00:41:31And it's like Destiny does not look like a sir
00:41:33We're not the type of people who are gonna say anything
00:41:37But when she gave us back our receipt
00:41:39And I wrote the tip down and I signed it and all that
00:41:41I wrote
00:41:43P.S. She's a girl
00:41:45I don't know if that was like a bad thing
00:41:47Or I don't know
00:41:49But I felt like she needed to know
00:41:51But I felt too awkward
00:41:53And Destiny felt too awkward to actually say it like verbally
00:41:55So she got a big zero as a tip
00:41:57You guys can call that s- or not
00:41:59But what she did was pretty s- and honestly
00:42:01I'm gonna tell you right now I'm a good tipper
00:42:03I did feel guilty but that is uncalled for
00:42:05It was very disrespectful
00:42:07It seemed like already like she had mega attitude
00:42:09She was slamming her bags everywhere
00:42:11She took the chicken breast and like flopped it upside down slash sideways on a bag
00:42:17And it just- it all got messed up
00:42:18I couldn't even believe it
00:42:19I think if you're a cashier you really need to be careful
00:42:21Like when you pack your customers' groceries
00:42:23I know certain cashiers are very precise with that
00:42:26And they take their job seriously
00:42:28That girl from today was just horrific
00:42:30I'm gonna end my vlog for tonight
00:42:32I hope you guys enjoyed it
00:42:33I hope you guys had a great day, great night
00:42:35Whenever you're watching this
00:42:36Thank you guys so much for your support
00:42:38I really really appreciate it
00:42:39I'll see you in my vlog tomorrow
00:42:40Bye
00:42:41Hello everybody
00:42:42Good morning
00:42:43I'm going to make the asparagus cheddar stuffed chicken breast cutlets
00:42:46This is heat oven for 400 spray rimmed baking pan with cooking spray
00:42:51Place chicken on pan
00:42:53So it seems simple
00:42:54For some reason I have a habit of doing 425
00:42:56Even when it says 400
00:42:58I'm gonna use the 100% extra virgin olive oil cooking spray
00:43:01It's fat free and zero calories
00:43:06This is the part I'm not excited for
00:43:08I hate dealing with raw chicken
00:43:10But it's the part of life
00:43:11I'm just gonna use these little tongs
00:43:13Now I'm gonna go wash my hands
00:43:18Extra, extra good
00:43:19Chicken is placed
00:43:35I'm also gonna have some vegetable pasta
00:43:39Some broccoli
00:43:40Crystal's gonna have the pasta
00:43:42And spinach
00:43:43It's at 425 now
00:43:44Place these puppies in here
00:43:52So there it is
00:43:53All complete
00:43:54It actually looks really really good
00:43:56And if I could smell
00:43:57I'd probably say it smells really really good
00:43:59I also have my broccoli
00:44:00And my veggie pasta
00:44:01Dishwasher is clean
00:44:02Took out the little silverware part
00:44:04And I just put it on the counter
00:44:05Because it's so much easier
00:44:06Because the knives go here
00:44:07Forks and spoons go there
00:44:08I'm becoming crazy obsessed with
00:44:10Looking out here on our porch
00:44:12Because I got Crystal a gift
00:44:14And it should be here today
00:44:15Oh my god
00:44:16The wind outside is literally frightening
00:44:18I woke up like literally
00:44:20Literally
00:44:21I know I say literally all the time
00:44:22But I woke up literally
00:44:23At least 20 times because of the wind
00:44:26And I swear we were gonna get knocked down our hill
00:44:28Uh uh honey child
00:44:29I am at a really really vulnerable state right now
00:44:33I have been lying to you all
00:44:35I really really am not a liar
00:44:38It's not who I am
00:44:40I have an eating disorder
00:44:41I cried so much last night
00:44:44I have been feeling guilty
00:44:46Horrible
00:44:47This isn't what I wanted
00:44:48This is not what I wanted for me
00:44:50I wrote Crystal a letter last night
00:44:52Because I feel like I can express myself
00:44:55110% so much more via writing
00:44:58Than I can with my words
00:45:00January 1st 2015
00:45:02I was so headstrong on succeeding
00:45:04In my weight loss this year
00:45:06I thought January 1st 2015 would be a magical day
00:45:09A date on the calendar is not going to change
00:45:12My eating disorder
00:45:13Is not magical
00:45:14I don't talk much about my weight loss
00:45:16Or my weight gain
00:45:17Or my weight struggles
00:45:18Sign closed doors
00:45:19I am trying my hardest to heal privately
00:45:23I really do feel like it's time though
00:45:25For me to be honest with you guys
00:45:28I have not been on track
00:45:29I have been binge eating at night
00:45:31I wake up and I think
00:45:33Okay today's gonna be different
00:45:34It's not
00:45:35It never is
00:45:36I have been so ultimately terrified to weigh myself
00:45:40My binging would become a reality
00:45:42I stepped on a scale
00:45:44I weighed 384.8
00:45:46That is .2 lower than I weighed a month ago
00:45:48To you guys
00:45:49I have gained around 11 pounds
00:45:52I was watching my 600 pound life last night
00:45:55Which is honestly one of my favorite shows
00:45:57In the whole world
00:45:58Girl Named Amber was on there
00:45:59It was a hard episode to watch
00:46:01I literally felt like that could be me
00:46:03In a couple years
00:46:04I saw myself
00:46:05She didn't just have my name
00:46:07But she had my struggles
00:46:08We shared so many similarities
00:46:10That my heart was literally breaking
00:46:13The whole time watching it
00:46:14I don't want to become 600 pounds
00:46:16I don't even want to be 384 pounds
00:46:19Writing that letter to Crystal
00:46:20It was such a healing thing for me
00:46:23I shared the letter with my aunt
00:46:24And now I just feel like I need to share it with you guys
00:46:26I'm not a bad person
00:46:28I consider myself to be kind, understanding, generous, friendly, caring
00:46:33But there comes a time when all of that just kind of vanishes
00:46:37And the only thing you can really reflect on is that you do have an eating disorder
00:46:41And that's kind of who I became
00:46:43Me vlogging only shows so much of my life
00:46:45It definitely shows that I can show you what I want to show you
00:46:48But I can definitely not show you what I don't want to show you
00:46:51I took out so many major parts of my life
00:46:55I did not talk about any of this
00:46:57It was something I've been dealing with desperately and wholeheartedly
00:47:01I've been just dig deep within myself
00:47:04I really don't know if that makes me selfish
00:47:06It makes me a liar
00:47:07But I just don't want any of you to be upset with me
00:47:09I could see why you would be
00:47:10I'm going through a lot
00:47:11Thank you guys so much for listening
00:47:13The letter will be down underneath my links
00:47:15And you guys can read it all word for word
00:47:17And I really hope that you just appreciate my honesty
00:47:21We're about to open this box because we got some new board games
00:47:46Crystal's mom actually got these for us
00:47:48And it's like a surprise so we have no idea
00:47:50There's two of them
00:47:51We have
00:47:52Matter of fact
00:47:53It's a trivia challenge
00:47:55And
00:47:56Trivial pursuit
00:47:572,400 of the very best questions
00:47:59Oh, this looks fun
00:48:01I think we're going to play these tonight
00:48:03For two or more players
00:48:04So Crystal and I could play by ourselves
00:48:06Two to 36 players on this one
00:48:08Holy shit
00:48:09Crystal and I are about to play the new Trivial Pursuit game
00:48:12And look how cute these are
00:48:13Like how colorful and stuff
00:48:14I love it
00:48:15Ooh
00:48:16Crystal's probably going to whoop my ass though
00:48:17Gotta be honest
00:48:18We've been playing for like an hour now
00:48:19And Crystal only has a green pie piece
00:48:21And I have none
00:48:22This has got to be one of the hardest games ever
00:48:26And Charlie, are you playing with us baby?
00:48:28Are you green?
00:48:29Is that why you have a green right here?
00:48:30Huh?
00:48:31Oh, he has an itch
00:48:32For putting the game away
00:48:37Cause it was too hard
00:48:38Crystal had a piece
00:48:39So she wins
00:48:40Playing the game
00:48:41Matter of fact
00:48:42And I actually really enjoy this one
00:48:43I'm winning by the way
00:48:44I'm the white one
00:48:45And I'm going to have a little snack
00:48:46It's a Noni's Thin Addictives
00:48:49It's a pistachio biscotti
00:48:51Are you ready?
00:48:52Yeah, just open it however
00:48:53I got you the Sega Genesis
00:49:12So what do you think?
00:49:14I was about to start doing it
00:49:16Are you happy?
00:49:17Yeah
00:49:18Yay
00:49:19That's hard to believe
00:49:20That's got 80 built in
00:49:21That thing is tiny
00:49:22Look at that right there
00:49:23The cartridge can go right in
00:49:24I know
00:49:25And it comes with two of these?
00:49:27Wireless?
00:49:28I guess so
00:49:29Yeah, they're wireless
00:49:30Wow
00:49:31They're streets
00:49:32This is cute
00:49:33You could put this down here
00:49:34She's playing it right now
00:49:36And she likes it
00:49:37Yay
00:49:43That's a horrible noise
00:49:47What are you doing?
00:49:48What?
00:49:49I'm about to be a little creeper
00:49:50I'm gonna sneak up on Crystal
00:49:51And see
00:49:52What she's watching
00:49:53I don't know
00:49:54Try to watch this without laughing
00:49:56Or grinning
00:49:57React channel
00:49:58Crystal
00:49:59Crystal
00:50:00Crystal
00:50:01Crystal
00:50:02Crystal
00:50:03Crystal
00:50:04Crystal
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00:50:17Crystal
00:50:19Crystal
00:50:42Crystal
00:50:43Crystal
00:50:44Crystal
00:50:45I don't believe it's up.
00:50:46Take your socks and go elsewhere.
00:50:59That was like the weirdest segment I've ever.
00:51:01Okay.
00:51:04Fuck that.
00:51:05Fuck that.
00:51:06I'm missing it.
00:51:07Uh-uh.
00:51:08I'm missing it.
00:51:09Babe, I won't put anything.
00:51:10Let me see it.
00:51:13Oh, I'm still filming it.
00:51:15I thought I stopped filming.
00:51:17Oh my god.
00:51:18Let's do the first part.
00:51:20Okay.
00:51:24Are you still filming?
00:51:28Oh my god.
00:51:29Paparazzi.
00:51:30Paparazzi.
00:51:31Paparazzi.
00:51:32So, I'm gonna end my vlog for tonight.
00:51:34I hope you guys enjoyed and I'll see you in my next one.
00:51:37Bye.
00:51:38Good morning, everybody.
00:51:39I'm checking my YouTube right now.
00:51:40Thank you guys so much for the sweet comments.
00:51:42It's really hard for me to open up, especially because I do get a lot of hate.
00:51:46I'm very glad that I did it because I never realized how many people are in the same boat as me.
00:51:51Thank you guys for opening up and giving me advice.
00:51:53I appreciate it so, so much.
00:51:55Thank you guys so much for 100,000 views.
00:51:58I literally cannot believe I have 100,000 views.
00:52:02Like what?
00:52:03I'm gonna do a little bit of dusting.
00:52:05I use Pledge Multi Surface Everyday Cleaner.
00:52:08Now I'm cleaning the bathroom sink downstairs.
00:52:27Today has really been mainly just some cleaning going on.
00:52:30Cleaning the kitchen, the bathrooms, the living room, dusting, vacuuming, all that type of fun stuff.
00:52:36I'm just about to fill up my big jug of water because I just finished it.
00:52:49Just finished my last one and a little bit of spillage.
00:52:53Crystal and I have to go run a couple of errands.
00:52:55One of them being we have to go to the store because tomorrow we are having like a little get together.
00:53:01Crystal's mom wants us to go get snacks, hors d'oeuvres, things like that for the company that she's having over tomorrow.
00:53:08She gave us some ideas of what she wants.
00:53:10So we're just gonna go get some random stuff.
00:53:12We have to go do some other just little random little things.
00:53:15So I figured I'd show you my outfit as per usual even though today is nothing special.
00:53:20Orange flower earrings.
00:53:21This really pretty orange and red and yellow.
00:53:25Green scarf.
00:53:26Just a black sweater to keep me warm even though it's short sleeve but it still does the job.
00:53:31This pearl black ring that I constantly wear.
00:53:34So that's that.
00:53:41Curtsy.
00:53:42Curtsy.
00:53:43I'm ready before Crystal is and she said I can use my iPod in the car today.
00:53:47We constantly are taking turns because that's just how we are.
00:53:50So I like to put mine on shuffle songs and just let it play through.
00:53:54So the first song that's gonna be playing is American Zero by Neon Trees.
00:53:58He knows he's gonna get a treat before we leave.
00:54:01Charlie.
00:54:02I'm petting you in the air.
00:54:04Look at that.
00:54:06Can I pet you in the air too?
00:54:08Okay.
00:54:10He's looking at me like I'm nuts.
00:54:11Sweet you a monkey.
00:54:12You know you're about to get something don't ya?
00:54:14I usually just give him two of these tiny little bones.
00:54:16I throw it into the living room.
00:54:18Look at him.
00:54:19Okay.
00:54:20And then it spares us some time so we can just book it out the house.
00:54:24I'm becoming really obsessed with like coffee mugs and stuff.
00:54:27Look at this one.
00:54:28It's like a cow with hearts and bows.
00:54:29And it says some like a hot.
00:54:31And then there's this one with hearts.
00:54:33So adorable.
00:54:34We're getting pink velvet mini cupcakes.
00:54:36They're super pretty looking.
00:54:37Look at that.
00:54:38And red velvet cake bites.
00:54:40These cheddar cheese pretzel pieces and Dorito nacho cheese.
00:54:44Her mom went out today also and got a few things.
00:54:47But she just wanted us to get a couple things that she forgot.
00:54:49The last couple of things we're getting is Crystal's gonna get this fresh flowers EOS lotion.
00:54:54I'm getting this orchid petals and mint water hand soap and a hibiscus flower hand soap.
00:55:00I ended up putting back those cupcakes.
00:55:02I noticed that there was like water on the bottom of the cupcakes when I put it up to pay for it.
00:55:06Which could be a good thing.
00:55:08Crystal's like super obsessed with geography.
00:55:10I don't understand it but it's like her passion.
00:55:12And she saw this game Where in the World a while ago at Barnes and Noble.
00:55:16I texted Crystal's mom and I was like okay I have the money for it.
00:55:19I'll give it to you when I get home.
00:55:21So let's surprise her.
00:55:22So we did and Crystal's so happy.
00:55:23I'm gonna suck at this game but I know she's gonna love it.
00:55:26Okay I'm gonna lose it.
00:55:28Okay, okay.
00:55:29Okay.
00:55:30Oh wow.
00:55:31Okay.
00:55:32Yeah.
00:55:33Okay.
00:55:34I'm gonna lose it.
00:55:35Yeah, I can go.
00:55:36Yeah, I can't go.
00:55:38East to Mar, Asia.
00:55:40I don't have nothing but Asia.
00:55:42I thought it was shuffled.
00:55:43I'm going to win again.
00:55:45It's all low.
00:55:48Oh, Philippines, Asia.
00:55:51All right, so five or Asia.
00:55:55I don't have any of those.
00:55:57Oh, five.
00:55:59Bolivia, South America.
00:56:03I suck at pronouncing.
00:56:04I don't know where South America is.
00:56:07Peru, South America.
00:56:10Honduras, North America.
00:56:12Costa Rica, North America.
00:56:14That's Crystal right there.
00:56:19I'm about to ask her,
00:56:21where are these countries
00:56:23and see if she knows
00:56:25because she tends to be kind of smart.
00:56:27New Zealand.
00:56:28The ocean one.
00:56:31South America.
00:56:33Oh!
00:56:33Okay, that didn't work.
00:56:38Brazil.
00:56:39South America.
00:56:40Finland.
00:56:41Europe.
00:56:43Dominica.
00:56:45North America.
00:56:46Benin.
00:56:49Africa.
00:56:50How do you know?
00:56:50Okay, don't look.
00:56:51How do you know these?
00:56:55Antigua and Barbuda.
00:56:57North America.
00:56:58How?
00:56:58Okay, don't look.
00:56:59That's a wild card.
00:57:00Okay, India.
00:57:03Asia.
00:57:04Sudan.
00:57:05Africa.
00:57:08Suriname.
00:57:09South America.
00:57:10What the f-
00:57:11Sierra Leone.
00:57:13Africa.
00:57:14Alright, she's too smart.
00:57:16No.
00:57:17Am I something you put stuff in?
00:57:18No.
00:57:19Am I in the closet?
00:57:21No.
00:57:21Am I on the floor?
00:57:25No.
00:57:26Am I on the walls?
00:57:28No.
00:57:29Oh wait, you could be on the floor.
00:57:30Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:57:31Oh.
00:57:31Am I like a dresser?
00:57:33No.
00:57:34Am I like a nightstand?
00:57:36No.
00:57:37Am I close to that?
00:57:38No.
00:57:39But I'm in the bedroom.
00:57:41Yes.
00:57:42Am I in bed?
00:57:43No.
00:57:46Um.
00:57:47Your time's running out.
00:57:49No.
00:57:49Am I a decorative item?
00:57:51You could be.
00:57:52Am I flowers?
00:57:53No.
00:57:56Um, your time has ran out.
00:57:59Nice try.
00:58:00My turn.
00:58:01I have no idea what this is, but I'll show you two.
00:58:04Can I see it?
00:58:05Yeah.
00:58:06Okay.
00:58:09Am I in the park?
00:58:10Yes, you can be.
00:58:11Do you sit on me?
00:58:12No.
00:58:13Is it fun?
00:58:15It could be.
00:58:16Do you stand on me?
00:58:18No.
00:58:19Am I at school?
00:58:20No.
00:58:21Um.
00:58:22Well.
00:58:23Do kids play with me?
00:58:25When you said park, I was thinking like amusement park.
00:58:27Okay, amusement park.
00:58:30Cotton candy.
00:58:31No.
00:58:33Do you eat me?
00:58:34No.
00:58:35Do you wear me?
00:58:37You could.
00:58:40Am I a costume?
00:58:42You couldn't.
00:58:42You can be.
00:58:44Oh my god.
00:58:45SpongeBob.
00:58:46Okay.
00:58:46I don't know what this even to ask.
00:58:52Do you want to wear this?
00:58:55No.
00:58:56You still could be a costume.
00:58:58What?
00:58:58I don't want to wear it.
00:58:59I want to look so bad.
00:59:01It's just right there.
00:59:02So, it could be an amusement park.
00:59:05You could possibly wear it.
00:59:07A wig.
00:59:09You have to be like specific.
00:59:11Oh.
00:59:12Time's up.
00:59:12I'm sitting here downstairs watching YouTube and I have my scarf still on.
00:59:16I still have my sweater on.
00:59:18I have a blanket.
00:59:19And then I have another blanket wrapped around my shoulders.
00:59:22I am like freezing down here, but it actually feels nice to be cold sometimes because I always
00:59:26feel hot.
00:59:27It's very strange, but I love being cold and like snuggling with my blanket.
00:59:31What about you guys?
00:59:32Cuddling with the bae.
00:59:41Couch smells like ramen cardboard.
00:59:44What?
00:59:46Crystal says the couch smells like ramen cardboard.
00:59:50It's a note right here.
00:59:51Right here?
00:59:52I have a little friend visiting this month because you know what that means.
00:59:56Pimps together.
00:59:56That time of the month.
00:59:57When a pimp's in the crib mall, drop it like a tar, drop it like a tar, drop it like a tar.
01:00:02When you're running in a tar.
01:00:05That means I don't know the lyrics.
01:00:07I hope you guys enjoy my vlog for today and I'll see you tomorrow.
01:00:10Bye.
01:00:11Good morning, everybody.
01:00:12I just got out of the shower.
01:00:13My hair's trying to dry.
01:00:14Just did my makeup.
01:00:15I'm getting ready for today.
01:00:17We have like just a bunch of people coming over and we're gonna play games, eat, and just
01:00:21kind of have like a get together.
01:00:23I don't know about you guys, but like whenever I go to someone else's get together or when they're
01:00:27coming to my get together, I always feel obligated to like bring a snack, prepare a snack, have
01:00:33a snack, whether it be chips, soda, waters, fruits.
01:00:37I just feel like it's like just manners maybe?
01:00:41I'm not sure how much vlogging I'm gonna be able to do today.
01:00:43I'll definitely do as much as I can.
01:00:46I just feel kind of nervous filming other people.
01:00:49This is going on YouTube.
01:00:50I would kind of feel weird putting somebody on YouTube if they didn't want to be on YouTube.
01:00:55Off of the day, I'm just wearing my hair down.
01:00:57Statement necklace I got from Charlotte Roos.
01:01:00Elephant ring that I got from shopmessay.com.
01:01:02Mono that I got from Charlotte Roos.
01:01:04Tank top that I got from Walmart.
01:01:06Spiked earrings that I got from Charlotte Roos.
01:01:09Shikertail father.
01:01:21Shikertail father.
01:01:23Shikertail.
01:01:23Shikertail.
01:01:24Don't ask.
01:01:27Ringgo.
01:01:29Ringgo.
01:01:30Ringgo.
01:01:31Ringgo.
01:01:32Ringgo.
01:01:33Ringgo.
01:01:34Ringgo.
01:01:35Ringgo.
01:01:36Ringgo.
01:01:37Ringgo.
01:01:38Ringgo.
01:01:39May 15th.
01:01:40Day cracked me up.
01:01:41This is my leg.
01:01:42Hey.
01:01:43Hey.
01:01:44Hey.
01:01:45Hey.
01:01:46Hey.
01:01:47Oh, it's supposed to be dancing, right?
01:01:49Mm-hmm.
01:01:50She had fur up and feathers all over, and I tried to get off my shade, and she kicked
01:02:03me out with her computer guard.
01:02:04You guys are so serious.
01:02:05So, I'm not on a record, and that's what happened to me, so.
01:02:10And that's all I can do.
01:02:12That's good enough.
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01:03:53and have fun. Life is about being happy and not being so stressed all the time. I didn't tell you
01:03:57at the beginning of my video, but today is my mother's birthday. I miss and love my mother so
01:04:01much. I think about her on a day-to-day basis. She's homeless right now, going through more than
01:04:07I really actually care to share. I get really sad when it's like my parents' birthday or my
01:04:12brother's birthday because I don't talk to them. They weigh so much on my heart every single day,
01:04:17so when there's like a birthday going on, it's blossomed a lot more. Also, I want to say that
01:04:21I will be weighing myself for you guys on Monday. I will be putting it in my vlog. I'm
01:04:26going to start going to the gym again on Monday, eating better on Monday, drinking more water
01:04:30on Monday, being happier on Monday, being more positive on Monday. I am just going to be overall
01:04:36100% back on track on Monday. I hope you guys had a good day today. I know I did, even through
01:04:41the circumstances. I will see you in my vlog for tomorrow. Bye.
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