00:00I ended up going to college in Miami
00:02and Chance was in college in North Carolina.
00:05And one night I woke up like one in the morning,
00:07middle of the night,
00:08and he was the only person I could think about.
00:09And I started thinking like,
00:11oh my God, all these years I would see him
00:13and I'd get this pain in my stomach
00:14and oh my God, I always had this feeling like
00:18maybe I'm in love with him, maybe I love him.
00:20Like I don't even know,
00:21like why am I thinking about him, right?
00:23I always tell him that's guilt.
00:25That's what guilt does to you.
00:26Listen, he had girlfriends,
00:27I had boyfriends all through high school.
00:29Like it was never, it was over, you know?
00:32But this thing woke me up out of my sleep
00:34and I called, kept ringing the door
00:37and his roommate answered.
00:38I was like, it's an emergency.
00:39I need to speak to Chance Brown.
00:41And he gets on the phone and I was like,
00:43okay, I know this sound crazy,
00:46but you know, this is Tabitha
00:47and I just need to tell you something.
00:50So I started telling him, I was like,
00:51you know, every time I would see you over the years,
00:53I would have this feeling and pain in my stomach.
00:56And I don't know, I just woke up in the middle of the night,
00:58you were the only person I could think about.
00:59And I don't know, I think maybe I'm in love with you.
01:02And if it don't sound completely crazy to you,
01:04call me tomorrow at this number.
01:06And he said nothing on the phone, right?
01:10Crickets, nothing.
01:10What do you say to somebody?
01:11Right, and I get it.
01:12And four in the morning.
01:16When somebody call you in the middle of the night like this
01:18and confess their love for you at 18, 19 years of age,
01:24that's a lot to deal with.
01:25But he called.
01:26I called.
01:27Yeah, I called.
01:28And then we talked a couple of times
01:32and we were like, we're going to see each other
01:33when we go home for break.
01:35And then we got home.
01:37It was homecoming.
01:38We spent some time together at homecoming.
01:40And I didn't feel it.
01:42Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah.
01:45You see this?
01:46You didn't feel it either.
01:47Man.
01:48We didn't feel it.
01:49We were like, maybe it was just a thing.
01:53I don't know.
01:54She just felt like she could just keep running in and out of my life.
01:57And he still had somebody he was dealing with.
01:59It just went right.
02:01It didn't feel right.
02:01So I was like, I'm cool.
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