00:00I see myself and to me it looks just like a ball of fun even when I'm feeling down I can go to my
00:06own page and watch my videos and I'm like damn this is you like what are you doing looking sad
00:10right now like for real what's the deal I'm Amber Wagner and I feel seen
00:15to me just maybe it's the same person as Amber Wagner you know what I'm saying some people
00:25would say that I'm different but I say I'm the same person because I don't really change that
00:28much like the same way I would act on social media when you catch me in the
00:31street it's the same thing it's nothing different the concept of being seen to me
00:36I guess having all eyes on you being so bright in your own way in your own life
00:42that other people just notice you and it just pops out that's what being seen is
00:46to me the moment that thrust me into the spotlight was when I was doing a video
00:51outside in a parking lot I had a sucker and it was random and I was just having a
00:55great day if you ain't having a good day sit there and ask yourself why that one
01:01right there is the one that just brought me out to the world that person started
01:05off as no motive I was just doing videos but now as more people cling to me and
01:09ask for advice and just tell me how I lift them up and how they need my videos
01:13every day my motive right now is just to inspire I definitely celebrate myself even
01:18when I ain't doing nothing I'm still celebrating myself you put your lashes all even
01:22my celebration can be simply looking in the mirror saying damn you look good okay
01:28you did that today okay you got up you made it happen or it could be a celebration
01:32where I'm going out just living life just because I can because I'm here
01:36there we go
01:38yes little diamond shiny brush your teeth good all that
01:44let's get going
01:47mentally in this picture right here I can say I was in a good feeling myself happy space so
01:59first of all I had just got my wig curled so I was feeling myself with that and on this day I
02:05actually went out and purchased some jeans now I haven't worn jeans in about honestly 10 years
02:11because I've been so big and when I first had wore jeans I was a size 30
02:15right here in this picture like right now I'm a size 26 and I was feeling myself in those jeans
02:21okay I was feeling good snatched loving myself I'm like I need to share this with somebody let
02:26them know they can do it too now at first I used to get horrible comments oh you fat don't work out
02:32how you can be positive and you overweight good enough I block them out because guess what
02:35they aren't happy with they self and they're trying to bring me down because I'm doing something
02:38positive and feeling good I don't have time for it I simply swipe block and keep it moving
02:43what's important to me about being a black woman is just knowing that I am as equal as any other
02:49race you feel me knowing that I deserve the same respect and the same opportunities as any other
02:54race you feel me and it's especially good for me to be a black woman and accept myself and love
02:59myself because I mean we need that out here people always bringing us down all the time always talking
03:05about us bashing us we need to love and accept ourselves more I definitely feel like I'm impacting the
03:10world just by what I'm saying how I'm telling people to keep their head up trouble don't last
03:14always this too shall pass better days are coming just letting them know that it won't be like this
03:19forever you can't get through it as long as you got air in your body anything can change and with
03:24them knowing that it's like okay thank you let me keep it moving come on girl period we ready for
03:30whatever today that's right motivated with my career right now I honestly would like to expand to a
03:37bigger platform hopefully maybe TV or maybe doing something radio something like that just get my
03:41word and my voice out more and hopefully that comes from what I'm doing now but if not I'm sure
03:46something will fall in my lap I'm not even gonna stress it I know that you ain't frowning uh-uh we ain't
03:52got no time for that you made it hello smile pick your vibe up get happy get encouraged get inspired
03:58and let's do it let's win let's make it period
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