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Emmerdale 28th January 2026
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00:30No.
00:33No, no, no, no, this isn't...
00:36This isn't real. What?
00:38There's a lot you need to know.
00:41I was there when your coffin went into the fire.
00:44But I...
00:45Wasn't.
00:46There.
00:47This isn't real.
00:48This can't be real.
00:50This isn't...
00:52I'm sorry.
00:54You're sorry?
00:56What does that even mean?
00:59You are a mem-
01:00A ghost.
01:03That fireplace.
01:05I still picture it when I replay the moment you put a hit out on me.
01:10Oh my god.
01:11But that's not how it happened.
01:13How it played out.
01:15Doesn't really matter.
01:18You pay to have him killed?
01:20He was going to clean me out.
01:24Then leave...
01:25the country with his new girlfriend, Rona, and her son.
01:28You think I was going to let that happen?
01:30I can't do this.
01:31This is a...
01:34I think I'm going to...
01:35I think I'm going to be sick.
01:38I think I'm going to be sick.
01:40Joe.
01:45Okay.
01:50I think I'm going to be sick.
01:53Thanks.
01:55Oh
02:00Oh
02:05Oh
02:08Yeah
02:10I can't begin to know what's going on in your head right now
02:14You must have a lot of
02:15Other questions
02:19How?
02:20How are you here?
02:23How are you alive?
02:26It's a long
02:29Compl-
02:30Complicated story
02:34So start talking
02:36Tell me
02:38I want to know how
02:41The one person in my life
02:43Who really mattered to me
02:46Played dead
02:49And stayed dead
02:50I wanted to tell you
02:51Badly
02:52But you didn't
02:53There was a target
02:54On my head
02:55You want to know how I found out?
02:59You want to know how I found out?
03:01Hm
03:03I was in a bar
03:04And I
03:05Got my phone out
03:07To take a photo
03:08And it just popped up on my phone
03:11You're dead
03:14And my entire world
03:15It stopped
03:16Everything stopped
03:18I couldn't hear
03:19I couldn't
03:20See anything
03:21I just got up
03:22And I started running
03:23I'm just
03:24I don't know where I'm
03:25I'm running
03:26But I know that if I stop
03:28It all becomes real
03:31And then that night
03:32In my hotel room
03:33I am just
03:34Shaking
03:36Sobbing
03:37And just shaking
03:38And I've just
03:39Never
03:41Been more alone
03:42Than in that moment
03:45I can't
03:46I can't
03:47I can't
03:48I can't
03:49I can't
03:50I can't
03:51You
03:50I can't
03:52You
03:53Sobbing
03:55It's
03:55If I could go back.
03:56No, no, no, no, no.
03:57Whatever reason you have, whatever excuse you might-
04:00It means nothing!
04:04I grieved you-
04:05I'm still-
04:07Grieving you!
04:11I will always be sorry.
04:13Who are you?
04:14The Guild.
04:15Oh yeah, the-
04:15Oh wow.
04:16I'm sure it weighed really heavy on you.
04:18I'm sure you found a way to deal-
04:20with it.
04:21You know, you were the closest thing I've ever had.
04:24To a father.
04:25Grief.
04:26It is like a hand.
04:30That grabs you by the neck.
04:32And it never lets go.
04:35Good luck.
04:36Good luck.
04:40The last person I wanted to hurt was you.
04:43But I couldn't let it get to me.
04:44No, I didn't let it get-
04:45You taught me that from a really young age.
04:47Just-
04:48What was it used to say?
04:49Bite-
04:50Bite first.
04:51Or get bitten.
04:52And swallowed up.
04:53You might as well have etched that-
04:55into my brain.
04:56It explains so much.
04:59You-
05:00You betrayed me.
05:01The one person in this life I thought I could trust.
05:05You-
05:06And you.
05:07Just like every other-
05:10the crime scene.
05:11Your DNA is all over this.
05:12Whatever he's told you-
05:13You pay to have him killed-
05:15none of this would have happened if it weren't for you.
05:20You blew everything up.
05:24Come.
05:25It always taps you on the shoulder.
05:29Is it not-
05:30slapping you in the face?
05:31And you just like that.
05:32And you just like the steering wheel.
05:33Or you just like theanı and its good pleasure.
05:34You just like the bicycle wheel.
05:35Or you just like theого-
05:37or you like the options and need some water.
05:38Don't do it at one more clinic when heaven says it
05:47and time yep, it is gone.
05:48If somebody olha any of us...
05:49About one Phoenix to get a ви-
05:50I'm sorry, but it was gone.
05:52Why'd you write that killed them?
05:53I would.
05:54Well, I never know!
05:55I'm sorry, but I'll become not-
05:56Watch my della brauchen.
05:56I'm the goddamn Abu.
05:58What do you expect?
06:04It wasn't a single day I didn't think about you.
06:10Ever since I was 13, whenever I needed help.
06:14I counted on you.
06:17You were always there.
06:20This time you couldn't help me because you had abandoned me.
06:24I know I made mistakes.
06:26I'm still making them.
06:28Ever since you died.
06:32I'd gone down some very dark paths.
06:38I had disappeared down a hole that I was pretty sure I was never going to get...
06:42out of.
06:44And now...
06:46I...
06:47I feel like my heart is just breaking all over again.
06:51Because you...
06:52You waiting till now to come back proves one thing.
06:57I didn't matter.
06:59You matter more than you know.
07:00Did you know where I was?
07:01What I knew.
07:04Did you know where I was?
07:06Yes or no?
07:08Yes.
07:10God.
07:11Okay.
07:13So you knew.
07:16You could've...
07:21found a way to tell me that you were alive.
07:24I came close.
07:26In more ways than you can imagine.
07:28It wasn't only me who was a tug.
07:31Rona and Leo.
07:33I couldn't risk anything happening to them.
07:35So they came...
07:36Oh, grow up!
07:37Are you not listening, Graham?
07:39Whatever you didn't know didn't hurt you.
07:41You had your whole life in front of you.
07:44My whole life.
07:45My whole life!
07:46Graham!
07:47Have you had any idea how close that...
07:51My whole life came to ending!
07:56The lights had gone out on me!
07:58I wasn't eating!
08:00I wasn't...
08:01Sleeping?
08:02I was just shoving things down my throat to numb the pain!
08:05Pills...
08:06Opioids!
08:07When you do that enough, it has consequences!
08:11Your organs start to fail!
08:13And the next thing you know, you're on an operating field!
08:16trying to replace the kidney that you've done your very best to destroy!
08:21Wait!
08:22Wait!
08:26Wait!
08:27Wait!
08:28Wait!
08:29Wait!
08:30Wait!
08:31Wait!
08:32Wait!
08:33Wait!
08:34Wait!
08:35Wait!
08:36Wait!
08:37Wait!
08:38Wait!
08:39Wait!
08:40Wait!
08:41Wait!
08:42Wait!
08:43Wait!
08:44Wait!
08:45Wait!
08:46Wait!
08:47Wait!
08:48Wait!
08:49Wait!
08:50Wait!
08:51Wait!
08:52Wait!
08:53Wait!
08:54Wait!
08:55Wait!
08:31Honestly, I didn't know.
08:36You know what grief does.
08:39You've got the scars.
08:40Do you want to see nothing?
08:41I don't know.
09:11By the time I had managed to get my...
09:16You took yourself straight.
09:17You were in the grieving process.
09:19No.
09:20It was too late.
09:21I don't have any right to just walk back in your life.
09:26Uninvited?
09:27I know that.
09:28Do you?
09:29But whatever you need from me...
09:30Nothing.
09:31I don't need anything from you.
09:35The world that you walked out on...
09:37Is different now.
09:38Everything's changed.
09:42Everything's changed.
09:43What's wrong with your wife?
09:47So...
09:48You're right.
09:49I'm at the girl's mom.
09:50And it's good.
09:51I don't even know how...
09:52I'm working on my own.
09:53That's why I have some...
09:54What's wrong with you?
09:55The secret of us.
09:56Right now, I'm working on my own...
09:58It would have been easier if you'd stayed dead.
10:02A lot easier, but easier.
10:03Easier isn't always best.
10:07What changed?
10:08The last six years, I did what I had to do, stayed invisible, and I had no choice.
10:13But when I saw you in the hospital, I knew I couldn't just walk away.
10:18Why were you at that hospital?
10:23There's still a lot of catching up we need to do.
10:27Look.
10:28Wow.
10:29Wow.
10:30Wow.
10:31Wow.
10:33I don't need to do anything.
10:38Oh.
10:39So sing.
10:40That's pretty good.
10:41Wow.
10:42I love everything.
10:43You
10:48You
10:53Drink
10:55Really
10:57Did you
10:58Little Habit Not Die With You
11:00Your
11:02Sense Of Humour
11:03Clearly did
11:04When you've been on your own for as long as I was, and I mean literally on your own
11:08You um
11:10Find ways of dealing with that
11:12Oh
11:13No
11:14Was Graham lonely
11:15My heart bleeds
11:17You'd have
11:18To have a heart
11:19Ha
11:20I don't remember much after I've
11:23First disappeared
11:24I drank enough to
11:25Silence the voices in my
11:28And
11:29Finding out what happened to Marlon only made things worse
11:32He must have
11:33Gone through hell
11:34But what he does have
11:36Is a wife who loves him
11:38They're strong
11:39I can't imagine anyone wanting to upset such a
11:43Happy home
11:44Well
11:45That won't be mean
11:46It's pretty clear
11:47How much
11:48Her family means to them
11:49So your paths have already crossed
11:51So your paths have already crossed
11:53Of course they have
11:55Of course they have
11:56You obviously know about the
11:58Problems they've faced recently
11:59Well
12:00I make problems go away
12:03So
12:04That's what really brought you back
12:07Rona
12:08And April
12:09I thought you came back for me
12:11I thought you came back for me
12:13More luck
12:14But
12:15People
12:16wanted
12:18To be honest
12:19About
12:20The
12:21Also
12:22You
12:23Some
12:24Some
12:25Some
12:26Some
12:27Some
12:28Some
12:29Some
12:30Some
12:31Some
12:32Some
12:33Some
12:34Some
12:35Some
12:36Some
12:37Some
12:38Some
12:39Some
12:40Some
12:41Some
12:42It all changed when I saw you again.
12:45He's making it up, Siegert.
12:48But I'm here now.
12:50Six years too late.
12:52I'm here now.
12:53I'm here now.
12:54I'm here now.
12:55I'm here now.
12:57Don't follow me.
13:01You must have worked for me.
13:02I put out this was a mistake.
13:04You coming back here.
13:06You think I thought-
13:07You thought I'd be welcomed with open arms?
13:09I don't really know what you were thinking.
13:12What do you want?
13:14Forgiveness?
13:15From you.
13:17The woman who put a rope around my neck.
13:19And what's stopping me from doing that now?
13:22Easy to kill a man who the world thinks is already dead.
13:27Victimless crime, so to speak.
13:30But then you would have to gr-
13:32Grieve me all over again.
13:34Is that so?
13:36And you forget-
13:37You're getting something, Kim.
13:38I'm the only one who can see through the act through you.
13:43All of it.
13:45Was just a little girl who wasn't loved.
13:47Enough.
13:48Who grew up to be a woman who could never be-
13:52Loved enough.
13:53By anyone.
13:56You had-
13:57You have had a lot of thinking time, haven't you?
14:00Did you put yourself under the same mind-
14:02Microscope?
14:03No, because I knew I wouldn't like what I saw.
14:06You both wear the mask.
14:07We have to.
14:08Not in front of each other.
14:11That's-
14:12When the masks come off.
14:13When the masks come off.
14:17Now tell me, it meant-
14:20Now tell me, it meant-
14:22Nothing.
14:24When you found out I'd been killed.
14:28It meant-
14:29Less than nothing.
14:31And now say it again-
14:33Like you mean it.
14:35This was a mistake.
14:36So you keep-
14:37Keep saying.
14:38I don't know what else you want to hear.
14:41I could go into that-
14:42Kitchen right now.
14:44Get myself a knife.
14:46Come back.
14:48And hand it to you.
14:50What's your next move?
14:53Right now?
14:55I'd happily kill you all over-
14:57And turn it over again.
15:02Jo doesn't need you anymore.
15:07He's more like a son to me now.
15:11But the bond we had...
15:12Bonds get broken.
15:16Indeed.
15:17Like with your real son.
15:22How is Jamie?
15:27Is he dead to you as well?
15:31I won't let you ruin Jo.
15:32I was there for him when he needed someone.
15:37Where were you?
15:38I'm serious.
15:40I won't allow you to turn him into a...
15:42A version of you.
15:43A version of me?
15:46Who sees?
15:47People as pawn pieces on a chess ballon.
15:51I am the only thing you...
15:52I am the only thing he has.
15:53Resembling family.
15:55You...
15:56Are a disease.
15:57Whatever he died of.
16:01I'm pretty sure you know.
16:02You must have infected him first.
16:04You!
16:06If you're going...
16:07To show your teeth.
16:08Make sure you can bite.
16:11Let!
16:12Go of me!
16:15You know I don't scare easy.
16:17I'm sorry.
16:19I'm sorry.
16:21I'm sorry.
16:23If I wanted to scare you...
16:26I would have...
16:27Come in the dead of the night.
16:30So what do you want?
16:32I'm sorry.
16:33I guess it's okay.
16:36I'm sorry.
16:37I'm sorry.
16:38I'm sorry.
16:39I'm sorry.
16:40I'm sorry.
16:41I don't get hurt.
16:42I'm sorry.
16:43I'll go again.
16:45I'm sorry.
16:47I'm sorry.
16:48But I'm sorry.
16:50I would have to do this easier...
16:52But I don't care.
16:53I don't care.
16:55But I'm sorry.
16:57What?
16:58Once is sad enough, but to become a widow three times.
17:03That's either unlucky or careless.
17:07But I was happy.
17:08Unlike our marriage of convenience.
17:11But unfortunately for you...
17:13You're forgetting something.
17:16Technically...
17:19We're still man and wife.
17:22Which means...
17:23Your marriage of convenience could soon become very inconvenient.
17:28If you think you're entitled to anything.
17:30Anything that's mine.
17:31What's mine is yours and we're...
17:33What's yours is...
17:34Gone said...
17:37Oh...
17:38Over my dead body.
17:43Sit...
17:43That's the real reason you came back.
17:46Now, I want you to do...
17:48Something you're going to find very difficult.
17:52Try and imagine a world...
17:53Where the most important thing...
17:54Isn't...
17:55Money.
17:57You think you're a...
17:58I don't know what you're doing.
18:00And what's that?
18:01Pressing my buttons.
18:02Hmm.
18:03I think you're...
18:07I think you're...
18:08You'd still like me to...
18:09Press your buttons.
18:11Press your buttons.
18:13I told you the reason why I came back.
18:16I told you the reason why I came back.
18:19To protect Rona and April.
18:22And the reason I'm going...
18:23To stay is...
18:26Ciao.
18:28I told you that.
18:29That's OK.
18:30I can not see the camera.
18:31I can't see...
18:32The camera's gonna be right.
18:34In this case, I'm going to put it...
18:35... this one.
18:36I'll see my face in a minute.
18:37I can't see the camera's gonna be right...
18:38But what...
18:40Is this the camera...
18:42That okay.
18:43It's...
18:44The camera's gonna be right.
18:45That's good.
18:46You can see right now.
18:47It's on the back.
18:48It's on the back.
18:49That's good.
18:50Not to see.
18:51It's really good.
18:52It's the camera's gonna look.
18:53There was a hundred bullet-shaped reasons why I should have stayed in, but only one that brought me back.
18:58Ciao.
19:00I will do everything to show him that I'm still alive.
19:03Still the same man who was always in his corner, wrong or right.
19:07He's not a little-
19:08He doesn't need a guardian angel.
19:11He doesn't need me, but me-
19:13Maybe I need him.
19:14Yeah.
19:18But it's all just words, isn't it?
19:22I don't really have-
19:23I need much else.
19:24Is that what you really want to hear?
19:29I think I've heard enough.
19:31He can say what he wants.
19:33But if you meant anything to him, he would have made contact years ago.
19:37Oh, I-
19:38Was that the pain you were feeling?
19:40He could have stopped it in a heartbeat.
19:42He did-
19:44You have every right to hate me.
19:47And pretty much hate-
19:48I hate myself for what I put you and other people through.
19:53But what we were, we can be that again.
19:55What were we?
19:56I heard you say it to Rona yesterday.
19:58I was your father and brother rolled into one.
20:04And they both abandoned you.
20:07You've clearly-
20:08I'd grown into the family man I always knew could be.
20:11A man I'm proud of.
20:14And he became that man without you.
20:17No.
20:18I didn't.
20:19I am who I am.
20:21Because of you.
20:24We both know that.
20:25We both know that.
20:26We both know that.
20:29Try not to kill each other.
20:30Try not to kill each other.
20:32Come on.
20:34If you think you've won.
20:37If you actually-
20:38cared about him.
20:39And I mean really cared.
20:41You'd be happy that someone-
20:43Was in his life.
20:44Who would actually take a bullet for him.
20:47Great-
20:48If you were in foster.
20:51It would be much appreciated if you would-
20:53accompany me to the station.
20:54To answer a few questions.
20:57You're not-
20:58Nothing but predictable.
21:01Pathetically predictable.
21:02It wasn't her.
21:04It was me.
21:06I called the police.
21:08You were gone.
21:09And you should've stayed gone.
21:11You were gone.
21:12And you should've stayed gone.
21:13Oh dear.
21:14That bullet you were willing to take.
21:17Look who's-
21:18hearts holding the gun.
21:23you
21:28you did what you had to do.
21:33you
21:38you
21:43you
21:48you
21:53you
21:58you
21:59you
22:00you
22:01you
22:03you
22:08you
22:13you
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