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00:00Oh yeah, come on!
00:12Whoo!
00:14Whoo!
00:16Whoo!
00:18Yeah!
00:19Oh yeah, baby!
00:21Girl, you really got me going.
00:24You got me so I don't know what I'm doing.
00:28Yeah, you really got me now.
00:31You got me so I can't sleep at night.
00:34Oh yeah, you really got me now.
00:38You got me so I don't know what I'm doing now.
00:41Oh yeah, you really got me now.
00:45You got me so I can't sleep at night.
00:47You really got me.
00:49You really got me.
00:50You really got me.
00:52Whoo!
00:53Yeah!
00:54Oh yeah!
00:55See, don't ever set me free, I always want to be by your side.
01:02Yeah!
01:04Gonna have fun in the day.
01:07Ba-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na.
01:09Free with my girl, she's so great.
01:12Ba-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na.
01:15She looks fine tonight.
01:17She looks fine!
01:19Yay!
01:20It's so much midnight!
01:22Come on, we don't want to miss it!
01:24Oh my God!
01:25Make the fireworks!
01:26Hurry, hurry, quickly, quickly!
01:28I need to share my...
01:29One sec, one sec.
01:30No, but I...
01:31Marry me.
01:34Marry me.
01:41It's beautiful.
01:43And you have such terrible taste.
01:46Well, I have held.
01:48Five, four, three, seven...
01:50How long have you been planning this?
01:52Since I met you.
01:53Let's do everything.
02:04Let's do everything.
02:05Let's do everything.
02:06Let's do everything.
02:07Let's do everything.
02:12Let's do everything.
02:13Let's take care of yourself.
02:15Let's do everything.
02:16Let's do everything.
02:17I'll do everything.
02:18I'll have it.
02:19I'll talk to everyone.
02:20I'll be in a second.
02:21Oh, boy.
02:22I'll be in a minute.
02:23All right.
02:25Oh, my God.
02:55Mind the horses here?
03:25Please allow me to accompany you, Miss Rathbone.
03:29For the umpteenth time, Mr. Winterton.
03:31No, I do not need your accompaniment when I am attending to my affairs.
03:35Isn't that precisely why you need the accompaniment of a gentleman?
03:39Surely it's not safe for...
03:40Mr. Winterton, I am a woman of independ...
03:44You okay?
03:51Mm-hmm.
03:53I'll have you, no.
03:55I'll have...
03:56Have you, no.
04:00I'll have...
04:02Very well, Miss Rathbone.
04:10I understand you're feeling poorly.
04:12I shall see you anon.
04:13I must go to the, um...
04:15To the post office.
04:16This way.
04:17Oh, my God.
04:27Sharon, I'm so sorry.
04:28This kid was eating fried chicken in my face.
04:31But, yeah, sorry.
04:35I knew there was something wrong with that takeaway last night.
04:37People were taking photos.
04:39I know.
04:40I'm going to mention that when I ring to complain.
04:41This cannot keep happening.
04:43It won't.
04:43I'm pretty sure it's out of my system now.
04:46I am very sorry about what you've been through.
04:49Really, I am.
04:50But I'm okay now.
04:52Lillian, I have to let you go.
04:56No, come on.
04:57Please, Sharon.
04:58This job is the only thing that's keeping me sane.
05:01But it's not.
05:02I can fix this.
05:03I promise.
05:13All right, thank you.
05:38We're up all night to get lucky, we're up all night to get lucky, we're up all night to get lucky.
06:08What the fuck?
06:24Mary, where are you? I'm outside your office, someone's changed the key coat.
06:28Hey, can you let me in?
06:30You need to use the front entrance.
06:32Yeah, I have a woman here in a big dress, possibly on methamphetamine.
06:37Sorry, it's Dr. Harvey in the ED office.
06:39Lillian, what's happened?
06:41I'm sick.
06:42God, did a Clydesdale shit on you?
06:44Can you give me something to stop throwing up?
06:46Miss, I need you to step out into the corridor.
06:48Oh, no, no.
06:49Just move away from the doctor.
06:50No, it's not a situation.
06:52I mean, obviously, it's a situation.
06:55She's my friend, my hungover friend.
06:58We're fine, thank you.
07:00Thanks.
07:01Sorry, I didn't realise you two.
07:07The costume kind of threw me.
07:09She works at Sovereign Hill.
07:13Is that the theme park?
07:14It's the living museum.
07:16Who's he?
07:18This is Sam, my new registrar.
07:23Sam, this is Lillian.
07:25Hey.
07:29What kind of emergency doctor freaks out so easily?
07:32I don't freak out.
07:34Tell that to the big boys in the uniforms.
07:36I was following procedure.
07:37It's all good, Sam.
07:38She was banging on the glass.
07:39I know.
07:40Can you go and check on the kid in room one for me?
07:42I was not banging on the glass.
07:44See if her x-rays have landed.
07:45You definitely were.
07:46And chase them if they haven't.
07:47And we were told to take extra precautions
07:49because the doctor that I replaced was killed on duty.
07:59Lillian was his fiancee.
08:05Shit.
08:07Can you deal with that for me, please?
08:09Sorry.
08:10I'll chase up those x-rays.
08:11Yeah.
08:14Why would you come here?
08:23Need an injection.
08:25And a mint.
08:27Sharon fired me.
08:29I may have thrown her up in front of a school group.
08:33Oh, Lillian.
08:34But if you give me an injection,
08:35I can go back and show her that I'm fine.
08:37And if you wrote me a doctor's certificate
08:39to say that I had food poisoning,
08:41then I can fix this.
08:42Jesus Christ!
08:43You know what this is, don't you?
08:45Um...
08:46Why do I know this one?
08:47I cry for hell.
08:48Yeah, it's not funny.
08:49You should be seeing a psychologist.
08:50You should be seeing a psychologist.
08:51Okay, fine.
08:52Whatever.
08:53Whatever.
09:04Have a sip.
09:05So, I finished my victim impact statement.
09:20Which was, you know, blech, but I'm glad it's done.
09:26How are you going with yours?
09:27Have you started?
09:28Because that's where I think the psychologist could help.
09:39You know?
09:40Because you can't talk about what happened.
09:43He might be able to help you get your thoughts...
09:45Can you just give me a fucking injection?
09:47Sorry.
09:48But actually, can you?
09:57No.
09:58Seriously?
09:59Can you at least write me a doctor's certificate?
10:01I have to get back to work.
10:02Mary!
10:03Go home and sleep it off.
10:05Okay.
10:08Fuck you.
10:09Yeah, fuck you too.
10:30It's up here.
10:31Trip advisor gave this place 4.75 stars as the best supper in the city.
10:36Oh.
10:38I just won $50.
10:41I bet, Sarah, that you couldn't make it through the evening without answering an email.
10:44Rupert says he wants to start the harvest Wednesday.
10:47Which would be great if we were making vinegar.
10:50We'd have our own way this way, mate.
10:52Oh.
10:53Oh.
10:54Yeah, don't mind me.
10:55Where are the manners?
10:56Come on.
10:57You're just hungry.
10:58Yeah.
10:59Yeah.
11:00All right.
11:01Why isn't everyone in bed?
11:24Hey, Dad.
11:25I think I fucked up.
11:27Hey, Siri.
11:28Turn it off.
11:30What happened?
11:31Your cousin happened.
11:34What now?
11:35We had a big fight.
11:36In my office.
11:39Wait.
11:40She came to the hospital?
11:41She lost her job.
11:43Oh, Jesus.
11:44Well, that was probably only a matter of time.
11:47She met Sam.
11:49Oh.
11:50How'd she take it?
11:51She vomited.
11:52Oh, baby.
11:53I'm sorry.
11:54It wasn't just Sam.
11:55She was so hungover.
11:56That's why she came here.
11:57She wanted me to give her Maxilon.
11:59Fuck.
12:00That's desperate.
12:01Did it help?
12:02I didn't give it to her.
12:03Okay.
12:04All right.
12:05She'll just start drinking again tonight and be just as sick tomorrow.
12:09Okay.
12:10It's just you have given her medication before.
12:12Well, this time it was different.
12:13She wasn't listening to anything I was saying.
12:15And were you saying she should be seeing someone?
12:19You didn't see what she was like.
12:21Honey, I don't know why you would bring that up.
12:24She hasn't even started her victim impact statement.
12:27Oh, God, Mary, you can't pass through about that.
12:29If she can't write it or even talk about it with us,
12:34how is she supposed to sit through everything in court?
12:36Look, I know you're anxious about going.
12:39Uh, no, no, no.
12:41This has nothing to do with me.
12:43Okay.
12:46Can you just call her, please?
12:48She listens to you.
12:50Well, that's bullshit.
12:52Just see if she's all right.
12:54No, you're the one who fucked up.
12:55I did not.
12:56You just said you did.
12:58Well, it's different when I say it.
13:09Are you okay?
13:18I will be when we land.
13:24Oh, hang on.
13:25Are we going the right way?
13:27Oh.
13:28Let's just go back to the hotel.
13:30No.
13:31This is our night without children.
13:32I want to go out.
13:33I just want to get some room service.
13:35It's my birthday.
13:36Yeah.
13:37We came here.
13:38We saw your show.
13:39And that's it.
13:40Is it?
13:41That's all I'm allowed.
13:42What?
13:43A plane ride and a musical.
13:44And then shut up, Kelly.
13:45Time for bed.
13:46Okay, calm down.
13:47Those tickets weren't cheap, by the way.
13:52You know what?
13:53You go back to the hotel.
13:55I'm having supper.
13:56Okay.
13:58Kelly.
14:07Okay.
14:08There were two rings, which means your phone wasn't off.
14:25You've just hit the piss off Hamish button, which shits me, because I'm working on this
14:29really important Noodle Shop logo, which, as I say, I don't know, doesn't sound that important, but it is.
14:34So fucking call me back.
14:38Lillian?
14:43Henry from uni?
14:46Oh, yeah.
14:48You okay?
14:49No.
14:51Same, same.
14:52Deep fryer.
14:57Hey, you coming back to uni?
15:03I'm really sorry about your husband, by the way.
15:09He's messed up.
15:10It happened here, right?
15:16Why don't you go stick your other hand, and maybe your head, in the deep fryer?
15:22Kelly!
15:39Kelly!
15:41Kelly!
15:42Oi!
15:43Jesus Christ!
15:44Kelly!
15:45Kelly!
15:46I'm sorry.
15:47Okay, I'm sorry.
15:48I'm not going back to the hotel.
15:49I know.
15:50I know.
15:51Where's yourself a place?
15:56Hiya.
15:59Looks good.
16:06Bakery Hill Medical.
16:08Hi, do you have any doctors available?
16:12Lillian?
16:14Vandenberg?
16:16V.
16:17A.
16:18N.
16:19D.
16:22Roger that.
16:23Rerouting now.
16:25The smoke's too intense.
16:26We'll have to land at Avalon.
16:28It might get a little bumpy.
16:30I think we've botched it.
16:32I'll call Lana.
16:33It's a quarter to twelve.
16:47Who queues up for food at a quarter to twelve?
16:50What is this?
16:51A soup kitchen?
16:53You'll have to excuse my husband.
16:54He hasn't left Adelaide since 1983.
16:56What?
16:57Ah, come on.
16:58Let's make a little joke.
17:00I thought Melbourne had a comedy festival.
17:03Huh?
17:05Hey.
17:06Look at this lot.
17:10Excuse me.
17:11He's not there.
17:13Oh!
17:17Wait.
17:18Yes.
17:19I'm still here.
17:20Fuck.
17:21Fuck.
17:26Stop breathing.
17:27C'mon.
17:28Come on.
17:29Let's go.
17:51Trauma victim.
17:52Suffering cardiac arrest.
17:53Suspected fracture pulmonary injury.
17:54Former victim, suffering cardiac arrest, suspected fractured pelvis and internal bleeding.
17:59CPR on scene, ROSC, 14 minutes.
18:02Oh, God.
18:04Please, Harry. Please, Harry.
18:20V, thank you so much.
18:24She's through here.
18:34I told her not to call you.
18:36Are you alright?
18:37You scared the shit out of us.
18:38I'm sorry. I shouldn't have pushed you about getting help. I should have just given you the injection.
18:42Yes, this is your fault, Mary. This has absolutely nothing to do with me being an arsehole.
18:47You're not an arsehole. All the time.
18:50Yeah, I am.
18:52Yeah, she is.
18:53Well, of course you are. The love of your life died.
19:03I'd be an arsehole too. I shouldn't have been pressing you to talk or write your statement.
19:09Yes, you should have.
19:11I thought you were mad at me.
19:13Well, what's the alternative?
19:15Look at her.
19:17For fuck's sake, Lillian.
19:19Nobody wants to go to court.
19:21But at least there'll be some closure. The whole point of the victim impact.
19:23Jesus Christ, don't you get it?
19:25The whole point is there is no point.
19:27I don't care.
19:28About what?
19:29About anything.
19:30Well, you can't just.
19:31You need to snap out.
19:32Not snap out.
19:33I know that that's offensive.
19:34I just mean that there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
19:37And yes, you are in the tunnel at the moment.
19:40And it's very dark because there's a curvy bit that's...
19:45And...
19:46What am I trying to say, Mary?
19:48Can I get a lift in my car?
19:51Oh, the car with a gaping hole in its side.
19:53Yeah, no, we're taking you home.
19:57Please, Harry.
19:58Please, Harry.
19:59Please, please.
20:00Please, Harry.
20:01His stats have dropped to 85.
20:05I made him go to supper.
20:06Is he gonna be okay?
20:07Why didn't I just go with him back to the hotel?
20:11Is he gonna be okay?
20:12Is he gonna be okay?
20:13Is he gonna be okay?
20:14Is he okay?
20:15He isn't.
20:17He's okay.
20:18He's okay.
20:19He's okay.
20:20He's okay.
20:22Please, Harry.
20:46Okay.
21:00Right.
21:01That's it.
21:02Get out of that dress.
21:03You're staying with us.
21:04I'm...
21:05I'm good.
21:06You can't stay here, Lillian.
21:08It's like a youth hostel and a...
21:11An end of year soccer trick.
21:14Fucked each other.
21:15Jesus Christ.
21:17How's the electricity not being disconnected?
21:20I'll pack a bag.
21:21I'm not coming.
21:22I'll sort the bills into piles.
21:23It's junk.
21:24Tell that to the sheriff.
21:25Are you fucking right?
21:27I don't need you to pack and I don't need you to open a letter from my local MP.
21:32No job too small.
21:33Australian...
21:36Australian what?
21:38Tax office.
21:39And so unfortunately, Andrew has suffered a massive cardiac arrest in the accident.
22:00And now he is in heart failure.
22:03But it's going now.
22:05He's breathing now.
22:06He is artificially breathing now.
22:08And we are circulating his blood for him.
22:10So is he going to need a stent?
22:12My father has a stent.
22:13He has too.
22:14I'm so sorry.
22:15This is very different.
22:17We can't undo the damage.
22:25How long since you've lodged a return?
22:31Is it a late find?
22:32Mary.
22:33Mary.
22:35What is it?
22:36We've got a good accountant.
22:40Dear donor family.
22:42Oh, holy fuck.
22:43Who?
22:44I don't really know how to begin except to say thank you for my new heart.
22:53It's his heart.
22:54Oh.
22:55Oh.
22:56Oh.
22:57Ten months ago, I had an accident.
22:59And to cut a long story short, I was put on a waiting list for a new heart.
23:05Three months later on the day you would have endured your loss.
23:09It came.
23:11Okay, everyone.
23:12We ready?
23:13Hello, Andrew.
23:21We made it.
23:23I can't describe the joy and relief my family and I felt on that day.
23:29Or how deeply grateful we are.
23:32The next visa blacked out.
23:36It's redacted.
23:37It has to be anonymous.
23:39Oh.
23:40I can only imagine the pain you're going through, but I hope it gives you some comfort to know
23:46that your gift saved my life.
23:49I will never take for granted your generosity.
23:55And I will cherish every day with my new heart.
23:59Forever in your debt, recipient.
24:19Oh, my God.
24:49I miss him.
25:19You okay, Lil?
25:33I forgot.
25:37Forgot what?
25:38The night he died, that he was killed, it's on a loop in my head, I can't make it stop.
25:49You calling me, you coming to get me, running through the hospital and my shoes went on
25:58properly, and the police, and then seeing him there, and his mum yelling at me, she was
26:13so mad.
26:14I know.
26:16So I forgot, that Orson are all totally fucked, and there's someone out there with his heart.
26:35That's what I mean about the tunnel.
26:40That's the light.
26:42Someone got to live.
26:44Please don't do metaphors.
27:01Not just someone.
27:02Lots of someones.
27:08I'm...
27:09They were here.
27:14At this point, I would find these little rooms all over the way.
27:16As you go to the temple, you can see them on the wall.
27:18It was so nice.
27:19It was so nice that their friends were so busy Dom.
27:21You can see them on the wall.
27:23We can see them on the wall.
27:25How could I exist?
27:27I can see them on the wall.
27:28It was just a dark wall.
27:29It was a dark wall.
27:30Oh, my God.
28:00Good morning.
28:04Good morning.
28:05Looks like a lovely lollipop.
28:09Good morning, sir.
28:11Man.
28:13What are the youngins like to meet the horses?
28:18Come along.
28:18Come and meet Thursday.
28:20He's the big one on the right.
28:21Can you take a photo?
28:24What are you doing?
28:26I just wanted to apologise.
28:27Oh, for heaven's sake, can't this wait?
28:29I really am sorry about how I behaved, but I have been behaving.
28:37I know you are.
28:41I totally understand your decision for firing me, but I really need my job back.
28:50Lillian, there are other jobs.
28:52Good morning.
28:53Hi.
28:53I'm not quite so public.
28:56I want this job.
28:57I need this job.
28:59I can't talk about this now.
29:01You shouldn't be in the coach.
29:03Sharon, please, can I just...
29:05Look, I started working here as a bit of a joke.
29:10Not a joke.
29:12I was the joke.
29:13I was 34 with no idea what I was doing with my life.
29:19What I mean is, I thought it would be fun.
29:21And it was fun.
29:23But it was also great.
29:25And I was good at it.
29:27And then I met Ash.
29:30And I think when he saw me working here with the kids, I think it made him like me more.
29:38And he kept telling me how brilliant I was with them and that I should be a schoolteacher.
29:44And that's when I enrolled in university.
29:48That was because of him.
29:51So, you see, my whole adult life finally made sense because of this job.
30:04But everything's changed, Lillian.
30:06Not this place.
30:09It's still 1851.
30:10Everywhere I go, everyone just wants to talk about Ash.
30:18Now he died.
30:21And then when I'm here and I'm in costume, it just feels good to pretend that everything's normal for a little while.
30:32Whoa, first day.
30:35Please, Sharon, I've almost finished my degree and then I can be teaching here properly.
30:40You can come back on strict probation.
31:09Really?
31:12I won't let you down, I promise.
31:14I've heard that before.
31:15I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let you down, I won't let
32:45Welcome to Rosalie Estate.
32:46I'm Andrew Schneider, third generation winemaker, ninth generation wine drinker.
32:52Hope you're all looking forward to tasting the best wine in the Barossa.
32:56Now, cellar door's right down that way.
32:57You'll find my beautiful wife, Kelly, waiting for you in the gazebo.
33:01Enjoy.
33:01Okay, let's go.
33:19Oh, hello.
33:21Are you part of the group?
33:24The tour?
33:26Are you here for lunch?
33:30Are you okay?
33:32My fiancé is...
33:36Was, he's...
33:38Oh, well, if he's caught up with my husband, we'll never get him back.
33:42Would you like to try some of our bubbles?
33:47Andrew sent this to me.
33:50I'm sorry?
33:51He wrote to me.
34:02Your fiancé?
34:07He's...
34:07Sorry.
34:10Um...
34:12Oh.
34:14Oh.
34:15So here we've got some big fruit flavours, maybe some blackberries, some plum.
34:19You might detect a hint of dark chocolate for any of your chocolate lovers in the house.
34:23Excuse me, Kelly.
34:23Excuse me.
34:29What happened?
34:30Kelly?
34:32Toby, get her a lemonade and keep everyone inside.
34:35What's wrong?
34:36Where does it hurt?
34:37Did you see it?
34:38Did she hit her head?
34:39Maybe.
34:42This is...
34:43This is...
34:44Lillian.
34:45I'm Lillian.
34:48Her fiancé.
34:53Donated.
34:53His heart.
34:56I don't understand.
35:01Sorry.
35:01I'm so sorry.
35:03I didn't mean to hurt Kelly and I just...
35:06I just wanted to...
35:08see you.
35:15I thought it was anonymous.
35:19It is.
35:21I googled.
35:21Because there was only one heart transplant in Victoria in that 24 hours and we were in Ballarat.
35:29and your story was in the news and Kelly had put everything about the accident on Insta and it wasn't that hard to find you.
35:40I'm sorry.
35:48Oh, no.
35:50It's alright.
35:53It's alright.
35:54It's alright.
35:54Isn't it?
35:55Isn't it?
35:57It is.
36:00We understand.
36:01You're...
36:01It was...
36:02It's...
36:02It's...
36:03It's...
36:03It's...
36:04It took him two weeks to write that.
36:05It took him two weeks to write that.
36:15He would have been so happy to help you.
36:18Ash.
36:20His name was Ash.
36:22He was a doctor.
36:24Oh, my God.
36:26We're just so sorry.
36:29Do you want to see your photo?
36:32Oh, oh, um...
36:35Yeah, yeah, of course.
36:37Oh.
36:39Oh.
36:41Oh.
36:43Oh.
36:45It's...
36:59Are you okay?
37:02Andrew.
37:05I'm fine.
37:06I'm fine.
37:07I just wasn't expecting...
37:12Expecting what?
37:14Maybe we should go into the house.
37:16Hang on.
37:18Expecting what?
37:20He might need some food.
37:24He's probably overdone it.
37:26He's overdone it.
37:28Shh.
37:29Shh.
37:34Sorry.
37:58It's a fucking thing.
37:59It's either freezing or it's more freezing.
38:03Oh, come on.
38:04What did you get for the cheapest office space in town, I guess?
38:09What you don't have in warmth you make up for in petrol fumes.
38:12Yes.
38:13Which really suits half my clientele.
38:15And how many clientele have you got so far?
38:17A few, actually.
38:18And some of them even pay me.
38:19Fools.
38:20I promise I'll pay you in dinner.
38:21Oh, yeah.
38:22What kind of dinner?
38:23Um...
38:24I mean, out or at your place?
38:25We don't go out my house.
38:26Okay.
38:27So that's three dinners.
38:28With meat.
38:29Fine.
38:30Three.
38:31But we want top shelf legal advice.
38:33I don't need advice.
38:34The police have been good, but it's all a bit daunting.
38:36Hamish has been worried about me, Jack.
38:37He forgets I run an emergency department.
38:38You've never been in court before.
38:39I don't have to do anything.
38:40He's pleading guilty.
38:41You still have to show up.
38:42But this is great, so you can see Lillian.
38:43She'll be on Lillian time.
38:44Did you read her victim impact statement?
38:45Uh, no.
38:46No, I haven't seen it.
38:47She was emailing it.
38:48Oh, okay.
38:49Oh, okay.
38:50I don't need advice.
38:51I don't need advice.
38:52I don't need advice.
38:53The police have been good, but it's all a bit daunting.
38:56Hamish has been worried about me, Jack.
38:57He forgets I run an emergency department.
38:59You've never been in court before.
39:00I don't have to do anything.
39:01He's pleading guilty.
39:02You still have to show up.
39:03But this is great, so you can see Lillian.
39:06She'll be on Lillian time.
39:08Did you read her victim impact statement?
39:09Uh, no.
39:10No, I haven't seen it.
39:11She was emailing it.
39:12Oh, okay.
39:15She's really turned a corner.
39:17Has she?
39:19Do you have the internet?
39:21Yes.
39:22This is a service station, not a submarine.
39:24Have you read it?
39:25No.
39:26But she definitely said she was doing it.
39:30Okay.
39:31Okay.
39:32Uh, so realistically, that might still be in the wish list column.
39:36Wish list?
39:37Yeah, I mean, she's not legally required to do a statement.
39:40Isn't she?
39:41No.
39:42The hospital said I had to do one.
39:43Yeah, they'll be wanting to maximise the pressure.
39:45But, um, you know, technically she doesn't even have to go to court.
39:48But that's ridiculous though.
39:51I'm not the victim in this.
39:52Well, I'm not sure that's true.
39:54Lillian is.
39:55Why am I doing a victim impact statement?
39:57Well, I mean, it's preferable if she does, obviously, you know, to make the sentence stick.
40:01Right.
40:02Jesus, my fingers are bone white.
40:04Um, why don't we go over your statement while we're waiting?
40:10I know it.
40:11I know it.
40:12Of course you do.
40:13Um, it's just...
40:16And look, I hate to say these words, but...
40:19No, Ruth was right.
40:20Um, it is daunting to be in court and to have to face him.
40:24Yes, you run an ED and you're used to trauma, but, um, this is different.
40:33Ash was our friend.
40:35And it's hard enough for us to deal with it.
40:39Right.
40:40And we weren't there.
40:42I just think, um...
40:45You don't have been there with him when, um...
40:48It is daunting to be in court and to have to face him.
40:51You know what?
40:52I'm gonna call Lillian.
40:53Actually, let's see how far away she is.
40:56This is ridiculous.
41:09What the fuck was that?
41:22Hi.
41:27Hi.
41:28Ah, sorry.
41:29Someone called Lillian Vandenberg is on the phone.
41:32She's super upset.
41:34I told her that you were on a Zoom, but she's kind of freaking out.
41:39Lillian?
41:46Hi.
41:47I'm Susan Sinclair.
41:48I'm the family coordinator.
41:49We met after Ash passed away.
41:51Where are the other letters?
41:53I'm sorry?
41:54You've only sent one letter, but we donated everything.
41:59Okay.
42:00Well, the process can be...
42:02Why hasn't anyone else written?
42:03Are they not grateful?
42:05Oh, Lillian, it's not that.
42:07Oh, look.
42:10People find it hard to write for a lot of reasons.
42:14They're overwhelmed.
42:16They're scared.
42:17Is there a vetting system?
42:18For the letters?
42:20For the recipients.
42:21Well, they have to be compatible.
42:24Blood group, size, tissue.
42:26But what about a compatible person?
42:30Has something happened?
42:32No.
42:33I just want to know if there's a caveat for who gets it.
42:40No.
42:41There are no caveats.
42:43Ash had no caveats when he chose to be an organ donor.
42:47But I can assure you his generosity and yours has saved many different lives.
42:56Lillian?
43:00I'd really like another letter.
43:02Andrew!
43:03Dinner!
43:04Matilde, can you tell the boys if they don't come inside now, there's no dessert?
43:21Oliver!
43:22James!
43:23Not like that!
43:24You just yelled for Dad.
43:25Well, he's in the next room.
43:27I think he has his door closed.
43:32While only designed in 1940, the North American P-51 Mustang quickly became known as the Pilot's Plane.
43:40That's that Doc I've ever recommended about the P-51 Mustang.
43:44Mmm.
43:45One of my favourites.
43:46Dinner's ready.
43:47I might have mine in here.
43:50Are you okay?
43:53Why do you keep asking me that?
43:55Because you want to eat dinner on your own.
43:58No, I'm just a bit tired.
44:02Is it about yesterday?
44:03No, Kelly, it's not.
44:05I told you.
44:06I know.
44:08But...
44:09such a shock.
44:10I'm not the one who fainted.
44:12Oh.
44:13Okay.
44:15Look.
44:16I just mean...
44:18I'm alright.
44:19But I'm wondering if Lillian is.
44:30What's that supposed to mean?
44:32She was upset.
44:33I didn't ask her to come here.
44:35I know, but...
44:36She's lost her fiancée.
44:37Of course she's upset.
44:38You upset her.
44:40The way that you reacted when you saw the photograph, it looked like you didn't like what you saw.
44:46I beg your pardon?
44:48Because he was...
44:51I mean, did you ever consider that he might not be white?
44:58I can't even...
45:00I don't...
45:01Jesus, Kelly.
45:02I cannot believe you would say that.
45:03That's what it looked like.
45:04That's why she left so abruptly.
45:05I think you need to say sorry.
45:06I need to say sorry.
45:07I was ambushed.
45:08What she did is illegal.
45:09But that doesn't change the way that you reacted.
45:22But why did she go to Adelaide?
45:23She said she needed to clear her head.
45:24Who goes to Adelaide to clear their head?
45:26Mummy!
45:27I've got earrings!
45:28I love them.
45:29We do.
45:30Let's get rid of them.
45:32You can't see what they do.
45:35If you are, Come.
45:37You are.
45:40Emily.
45:44But why did she go to Adelaide?
45:47She said she needed to clear her head.
45:49Who goes to Adelaide to clear their head?
45:51Mommy!
45:52I've got earrings!
45:54I love them when she coming back. I don't know. Well, how am I supposed to make another appointment with Jack?
46:00I don't know. I'm not going again, but we didn't go through the statements. Can I have some earrings too?
46:05Of course
46:08Babe, we need to see him again. We see him all the time. I'm serious
46:13You heard what he said about oh my god Hamish. Did you hear what I said? I
46:17Deal with this stuff every day. Okay, I'm fine. We're not well. I have to be don't I?
46:24Unlike Lillian, I don't have a choice
46:26I don't get to go off on a fucking road trip or not show up to court if I don't feel like it
46:37Fantastic
46:47What are you doing here how did you find me you said Ballarat and
47:12I wasn't the only story in the paper
47:16Your landlord said you'd be back soon
47:21Flew my plane over actually
47:24Sounds grander than it is just a little four-seater still sounds pretty grand
47:34Beautiful spot you got here
47:37You're a rower no
47:39Ash was oh
47:42What kind of role was he I don't know?
47:45I used to the road for the University of Men's 8
47:48You've got a bit of success actually
47:49Look I don't know what you're doing here, but I've got some cold stuff that I need to put away
47:52Oh give you a hand
47:53No
47:54Look I don't know if you um
48:04You left this behind
48:05My letter
48:06Also, I uh I wanted to apologize
48:12But not ask you to stay for lunch
48:16Should have stopped you from leaving
48:22Are you sure I can't help with one of those?
48:24I know you were disappointed
48:26What?
48:27You wrote all those beautiful things when you didn't know what Ash looked like but when you saw his photo you were disappointed
48:33No
48:34No, that's not true
48:35You literally reeled
48:38No
48:39No, gosh I'm so sorry you thought that
48:41I didn't think it I saw it
48:43Okay
48:44Well I don't know what you think you saw but I wasn't disappointed
48:51I was
48:52Yeah, I don't know I was I felt like I had the flu or I was sick or something
49:02You were sick
49:03No, no I wasn't
49:05I was
49:06I was just in shock
49:08Because I was seeing the person whose part I have
49:14Because it's one thing to know that you have someone's
49:18And but to actually see who he was I just I wasn't ready for for that
49:30And after you left since then I've I've read all these stories about him
49:34And I've seen what a good guy he was and and how involved in the community was it's incredible
49:42Boy you thought only white people could be good citizens
49:46No, no of course not
49:49He was the absolute best person and you don't get to be disappointed okay
49:53No I'm I'm
49:54You just don't
50:09I miss him so much
50:16I can't actually believe that part of him is in you it's just fucking crazy
50:27I feel terrible about what happened to him what I read about that night was just so um
50:33Actually I can't stop thinking about it
50:48Actually I can't stop thinking about it
50:55Me either
51:01I keep thinking about it and hoping that he wasn't looking
51:04Because he was facing the girl on the gurney
51:09There were two of them
51:11They were both juiced up on ice and she'd smashed her hand through a window
51:15But yeah Ash had calmed her down a bit
51:18But the boyfriend was still freaking out and he went and had another snort
51:21And then when he came back he thought that Ash was hurting her
51:26And he came up from behind and and punched and Ash fell
51:33Back and hit his head
51:39I'm so sorry
51:40Did you get to
51:46Did he regain consciousness at all?
51:51He was on life's when I got there
51:53When I got there
52:10going down
52:11I'll never get to
52:12I'll never get to
52:13Go
52:36Um hi
52:37Shit. You scared me
52:38this is fun mm-hmm are you okay cuz it looks like you're drinking with the
52:48chickens well you know I just did a double and the kids are annoying and
52:57Amish is annoying lucky I'm not annoying
53:02here for dinner don't know what's he cooking careful big fat one's a bolter so I
53:12wrote the victim impact statement fuck really well great I'm sorry for being such
53:29a shit head I do know how hard this has been for you I'm fine I love you love
53:41you too so I met the guy who has ashes hot it might be a bit of a dick but he and
53:53his wife are coming here next Thursday for dinner I don't know if he likes chicken
54:02how can you mend a broken heart how can you stop the rain from falling down
54:15how can you stop the sun from shining what makes the world go round
54:27Ed how can you mend this broken man and let me live again
54:41you
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