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00:00Oh, it's Teresa from Greenvale,
00:29crematorium, and this is just a courtesy call to remind you that we have your ashes here
00:35to be collected and to tell you that obviously we're here if you need assistance with their
00:41pickup and delivery. Hello? Mrs Dorst? Are you there?
00:59Okay, just hang on there, buddy.
01:26Come on!
01:34Come on!
01:36What the fuck?
01:59Oh, I'm sorry.
02:00Didn't you see me coming at you from beyond?
02:06What's up?
02:19Sorry to wake you.
02:20Someone leaked the hospital security camera footage from the night Ash died.
02:26Right.
02:27I don't know if it's at our end or someone at the hospital who's had a gutful, but it's
02:31out there.
02:33Okay.
02:34Mary, I don't want you to watch it.
02:36I'm going to call Lillian, too.
02:39It's just do a media blackout for a while.
02:43Yeah.
02:45Bye.
02:51Who was that?
02:53It's just work.
02:54So, this journalist is married to the football coach, and he's guest speaker at a rotary
03:08do last night.
03:09She's gone along for wife and support, but before he gets up to speak, she gets sent the leaked
03:13video.
03:13She shows him, he's disgusted, of course, changes his speech to talk about the case.
03:21Makes it all about young men, values, on and off the field.
03:25Here.
03:25You know what's been I love?
03:29Harry calls it a coward punch.
03:31It's so much better than king hit, you know, more emotion.
03:34We need to send a message to young men, this is cowardly, sickening, and you will not get
03:39away with it.
03:40I'm on a media blackout.
03:42Oh.
03:43That's right.
03:44Sorry.
03:44You can imagine the kind of influence this has in the community.
03:49I mean, the judge making the decision could have been that.
03:53Should you be eating bacon?
03:55Is that good for you?
03:58Well, I only have it as a treat.
04:00Whatever.
04:01It's your heart.
04:02I mean, it's not, but...
04:05Yeah.
04:07I won't eat it.
04:09Fuck.
04:10Sorry.
04:10Eat it, please.
04:11No, no, you're right.
04:12No, I'm not.
04:13There's a whole thing that's horrible.
04:18I shouldn't be talking about it.
04:20I was just excited that our strategy worked and...
04:23Maybe you can take me sightseeing today.
04:29I can't.
04:30Sorry.
04:30I have stuff to do.
04:32I can't.
04:52Hey.
04:54Hello.
04:56Did Fiona call you?
04:57Are you coming in?
05:03I just need to speak to Hamish.
05:06He's in the shed.
05:07Cool.
05:10Hamish told me about the lung recipient.
05:12Is she okay?
05:14Why? What do you need? A spot on 60 Minutes.
05:17Fuck you, Lillian. That was Andrew's idea.
05:20Ah, fuck me. Okay, right.
05:23What's all this Andrew's idea shit anyway?
05:25Like, why are you hanging out with Andrew all the time?
05:28He's a little bit weird.
05:30Well, I'm not sleeping outside his house.
05:34Thank God he did help, or else I'd still be stuck here,
05:37sidelined from my job.
05:39Having to spend time with your husband.
05:40Your soft, weak husband.
05:43Look, I didn't mean...
05:44Okay.
05:45What did you mean?
05:48Andrew is the only person who got what was going on with me.
05:51Who understood what needed to happen.
05:53Yeah, I know you don't want to hear this,
05:55but I knew that Hamish couldn't be there for me
05:57in the way that I needed.
05:59You couldn't handle it.
06:01I'm a train wreck.
06:03Fully off the rails.
06:04I'm a catastrophe.
06:06Every time I pick myself up,
06:09even just a little bit,
06:10I manage to somehow completely obliterate myself again.
06:14And every time I do that,
06:16who's there to help me get up?
06:18Hamish.
06:20He can handle anything.
06:21You're never going to lay an egg, you know.
06:37Because you're a man,
06:38and not a chicken.
06:41I said that because you're squatting like you're trying to lay an egg.
06:44I'm not getting any funnier.
06:47I'm picking up a tiny vibe,
06:49but you might still be a little bit mad at me.
06:50So, in the interest of full disclosure,
06:53I am driving to Melbourne to meet Taylor Parkinson,
06:55the recipient of Asher's lungs.
06:58Just being honest.
07:00Have you at least given her some warning?
07:05This is not me.
07:06This is all her and her husband, Brendan.
07:09They want to meet me.
07:12It's not like I can say no
07:14after the whole stalking situation.
07:17Anyway,
07:17I just wanted you to know
07:19in case I get arrested or something.
07:23I'm not going to get arrested.
07:26Wait.
07:27So, are you going back to stay with your parents after that?
07:29What are you doing about the mummy?
07:35I just need to get through today.
07:59Okay.
08:07Just hang on there, buddy.
08:09No!
08:09What's happening?
08:11What's happening?
08:11What's happening?
08:13Help!
08:14I just saw Jeff Barry,
08:40bankruptcy lawyer down at the courthouse.
08:42Very pissed off.
08:43So, I called my friend Sally.
08:44Do you remember Sally?
08:45You met her down at the trivia night.
08:47She works for the...
08:48That doesn't matter.
08:49That doesn't matter.
08:50The plea change has been denied.
08:52Okay?
08:52He's going to jail.
09:00It's okay.
09:01It's okay.
09:02We're okay.
09:04We're okay.
09:04And this is so fucking unfair.
09:20Why aren't we getting to go to trial?
09:23Because the judge decided there were insufficient grounds to change your plea.
09:26And this is bullshit.
09:28I've been stitched up by the media.
09:30And you.
09:31Did you leak that footage?
09:33Of you punching a doctor who wasn't even looking at you?
09:36No.
09:36No, I didn't.
09:37I thought you were supposed to fix this.
09:39We didn't stand a chance after Brooke took the doctor's side.
09:42Oh, she is such a bitch.
09:43Which she might not have if you hadn't threatened her.
09:45Yeah, well, I'm going to get her.
09:48Where do you think you're going?
09:50Sit down!
09:50Jordan, you aren't going to do anything.
09:56Except get very good at washing dishes.
10:00You got a similar idea?
10:02Oh, good.
10:04We're done.
10:14Have you heard?
10:15I sure have.
10:16Wow, huh?
10:18Hey, I'm at the front of your place.
10:19Should we celebrate?
10:20Oh, I'm at work.
10:22Oh.
10:23Yeah, of course.
10:24Well, what about tonight?
10:25We'll go out for dinner.
10:26Mush out.
10:27Oh, that sounds so good.
10:29But, um, I'm just getting match fit again here.
10:32I just left a message for Lillian.
10:34Yeah, I don't know.
10:35I think I'm going to be spent after my shift.
10:38Right.
10:39Yeah, no.
10:40Makes sense.
10:40Can we rain check, though?
10:44Absolutely.
10:45Yeah.
10:45We'll do it in style.
10:46With Kelly, too.
10:47She wouldn't want to miss out.
10:49Okay, bye.
10:50Hello?
10:56Hello?
10:56Hello?
11:14Amish?
11:19Oh jeez, the door was open.
11:29Oh yeah, I like the breeze.
11:32Did you hear about Jordan?
11:34Yes, amazing.
11:35Isn't it?
11:36I spoke to Mary, she sounded thrilled.
11:39Yeah, she was.
11:41Sorry, just let me.
11:45Yeah, yeah.
11:46Alright.
11:47I love this by the way.
11:52Oh thanks.
11:54Did you do it?
11:55Wow.
11:56Do you need commissions?
11:58Ah, I don't get to flex the painting muscle too much these days.
12:02Alright.
12:03I suppose all your creative juices go into the graphic design.
12:06Yeah.
12:07Well, yeah.
12:12Hey, Andrew, I just wanted to say thank you for all your efforts.
12:22For everything you've done.
12:25Yeah.
12:27Anyway, listen, I just hope you might be free for lunch.
12:31Bit of a celebration.
12:33Ah, actually this afternoon's a bit jammed.
12:37Oh, okay.
12:38Just a few errands.
12:39Yep.
12:40No worries.
12:41It's a very short notice.
12:43So.
12:44Alright.
12:45I'll, um, I'll leave you to it.
12:49And, ah, yeah.
12:55Oh, that looks lovely.
13:10That really highlights your curves.
13:12Oh.
13:13I'll let my sister be the judge of that.
13:15She's the one with the eye for fashion.
13:17Janet?
13:18What do you think?
13:20Very nice.
13:21Really?
13:22Hmm.
13:23Oh, that's my phone.
13:25She's right.
13:26You do have an eye.
13:27I like it too.
13:29I think the colour works really well with my skin tone.
13:32You know how I normally can't wear orange?
13:34Oh, that was Robbie.
13:35I'll call him back.
13:36Call him later.
13:37You're in the middle of something.
13:38Oh, I like the important that children have been home from childcare.
13:41They've had those nasty colds.
13:43Oh, hello, darling.
13:45Sorry I missed you.
13:47I'm shopping with Janet.
13:49Oh, wait.
13:50Wait, she's right here.
13:53Jordan Bancroft's plea change has been...
13:58He didn't get it.
14:00He's definitely going to jail.
14:02Thank you so much for letting us know, darling.
14:06Love you too.
14:08It's over.
14:11What's over?
14:13Well, not over, but that part is.
14:18But we can start to put it behind us.
14:22Can we?
14:23He's getting justice.
14:24I mean, isn't that something?
14:26What about her?
14:28Who?
14:29Lillian.
14:30What about justice for what she did?
14:32How are we going here, ladies?
14:34Is it a yes to the dress?
14:36I don't think you should buy it.
14:38You said it was nice.
14:40It is.
14:41But it really does show how heavy you are.
14:44You said it was nice.
15:05Nice.
15:16Nice.
15:17Alright.
15:18Just like we showed you, alright?
15:19Both hands.
15:20Eyes.
15:21Nice.
15:22Nice.
15:23Good work.
15:24Good job.
15:25Look at that.
15:26You're getting really good at this.
15:29Yep.
15:30Hey babe.
15:31I think that's her.
15:33Hi.
15:34Good to see you again.
15:35Um.
15:36You found us.
15:39Sorry.
15:40This is my husband, Brendan.
15:42And that little guy is our son, Chet.
15:46Oh.
15:47Oh.
15:48Oh.
15:49Oh.
15:50Oh.
15:51Oh.
15:52Oh.
15:53Oh.
15:54Oh.
15:55Oh.
15:56Oh.
15:57Oh.
15:58Oh.
15:59Oh.
16:00Oh.
16:01Oh.
16:02Oh.
16:03Oh.
16:04Oh.
16:05Oh.
16:06Oh.
16:07Oh.
16:08This is a nice park.
16:09Yeah.
16:10Yeah.
16:11Yeah.
16:12I hope it wasn't too far for you to come.
16:13You're in Ballarat, right?
16:14Yeah.
16:15Did you come up the, um.
16:16Oh God.
16:17But why do we go and visit Helen?
16:19Uh, Brendan's auntie lives in Meredith, so.
16:21Oh yeah.
16:22Yeah, on the Midland Highway.
16:23Yeah, yeah.
16:24Oh, that's a pretty drive.
16:25No, um, I just suck it straight up the western.
16:28It's boring but quick.
16:36Um, we were just making up for old spritzes.
16:40Do you like those?
16:43Love them.
16:44Oh God, you're not allergic to egg are you?
16:57And you do eat meat.
16:59I, I ate everything.
17:00Oh, thanks.
17:03Sorry I didn't bring anything.
17:05Oh no, no, don't be silly.
17:06It's my pleasure.
17:08Hey matey.
17:09Not too far.
17:14Oh, do you want another one?
17:18Yeah, I might actually.
17:19That was very refreshing.
17:20Yeah.
17:21Oh, I'll get it.
17:22Do you want one?
17:23Uh, no, I'm still going.
17:24Brendan, are you right for a drink?
17:25Yeah.
17:30So, um, how is the recovery going since the other day I mean?
17:36Good.
17:37Yeah, fantastic.
17:38Really good.
17:39Really good.
17:40I, uh, pretty well came good the next day in hospital.
17:43Well, not sure it was the next day.
17:45Well, it was as soon as they started pumping the antibiotics in.
17:48And that's the great thing about, uh, an infection.
17:51It's, it's not that the lungs aren't working.
17:53It's, it's, it's a bacterial thing.
17:56You know, that they're, it can be fixed.
17:59Still, you have to be careful not to overdo it.
18:02Okay, no, no.
18:06Well, in fairness to Brendan, when I saw you, you didn't look too great.
18:10Hey, Jeff.
18:11That's too far, buddy. Come back.
18:13Little monkey.
18:15I can't believe he's going to be at school next year.
18:17But it's actually perfect timing because I'm going to go back to work full time.
18:20Well, maybe.
18:21Oh, definitely.
18:22Well, you might just enjoy being a stay-at-home mum for a while.
18:23And you might enjoy being a stay-at-home dad.
18:24I'm not the one likely to have to go to hospital.
18:29How far away are the sausages?
18:30A couple of minutes.
18:31How far away are the sausages?
18:32A couple of minutes.
18:33Maybe.
18:34Oh, definitely.
18:37Well, you might just enjoy being a stay-at-home mum for a while.
18:39And you might enjoy being a stay-at-home dad.
18:42I'm not the one likely to have to go to hospital.
18:52How far away are the sausages?
18:53A couple of minutes.
19:04Oh, yummy.
19:09Oh, I love Brie.
19:10Strength and good for cheese haven't been out there yet.
19:13What are you celebrating?
19:14Sam, do we need to have a talk about boundaries?
19:16For a start, you shouldn't be reading my messages.
19:18And you shouldn't be standing so close that you can read my messages.
19:22You should be over the other side of the ward doing some fucking work.
19:25Sorry.
19:27That's okay.
19:28Sorry for swearing. Just mind your own business.
19:33I'm so glad I got these on sale.
19:36Goose Down's usually so expensive.
19:39It's what I call a productive shopping day.
19:40We got everything we came for.
19:44What?
19:45I want to buy that dress.
19:47What dress?
19:49Well, you should have bought it.
19:51Are you joking?
19:52You're talking. I looked heavy in it.
19:53You were so rude, you embarrassed me.
19:55Well, you were rude to me.
19:57How?
19:58Telling me to put Ashley's death behind me.
20:00I didn't say that at all.
20:02You did.
20:02I said it was good we could put the court case behind us.
20:08For heaven's sake, Janet.
20:10You must be pleased about that.
20:12What difference does it make though, really?
20:15Well, it helps you move on, surely?
20:18Don't say that.
20:20What a stupid, stupid thing to say.
20:23Why should I?
20:24What if I don't want to?
20:25Why does everyone keep telling me I've got to move on?
20:29Will you please open the door?
20:31I know you're upset, I know how hard everything is, but you can't treat me like that.
20:58You don't talk about Ashley ever, except to get angry.
21:05I'm worried about you.
21:08I'm worried about you.
21:12I'm worried about you.
21:16The crematorium rang me to say I should pick up his ashes, but I thought Lillian took
21:36them.
21:37Half.
21:38She gave me half.
21:41Why haven't you collected them?
22:03Oh, fantastic.
22:05No, of course, I'm happy to do my bit for the school.
22:08Okay, no worries.
22:10Alright, well, I'll see you at 8am.
22:12Yes, sharp.
22:13Okay.
22:14Thanks, Mark.
22:15Oh, I don't know if I've got another school fate in me.
22:18Congratulations, darling.
22:20I'm so proud of you.
22:22It's really something, isn't it?
22:25Oh, it sure is.
22:26Mary must be so relieved.
22:28They all must be.
22:29I think so.
22:30Terrific result.
22:32And the best part is now I get my husband back.
22:38I don't suppose you want to help me out on the badge-making stall on Saturday?
22:43Sounds fun, doesn't it?
22:45Why are we buying bacon?
22:47What?
22:48You know I'm not supposed to eat this.
22:51But I will if it's there.
22:53Where are all the healthy snacks?
22:56Since when is bacon a snack?
22:59What's wrong?
23:09Nothing.
23:10Well, that's plainly not true.
23:15Are we unpacking this?
23:17Or are you planning on flitting off again?
23:19I'm not going anywhere.
23:21Good.
23:22Because Anna Davenport is coming tomorrow.
23:24Finally.
23:25Who?
23:26The new viticulturist that's taking over from Steve.
23:28How the fuck is she?
23:29Yes, we've been waiting to see her for three months.
23:33Actually.
23:35That's good.
23:36I'm going to ask her about soil samples.
23:39Okay.
23:41Well, don't be surprised when you see Mathilde wearing your leather jacket in the play.
23:46What play?
23:55Mmm.
23:56That was delicious.
23:58I think it's really worth bringing the barbecue.
23:59I mean, they have the electric ones here, but I think you really missed that.
24:02That charcoal flavour, you know?
24:03Dad!
24:04Push me!
24:05In a minute.
24:06I'll go.
24:07Oh, no, it's okay.
24:08I don't mind.
24:09It's all good.
24:10I'm actually an excellent pusher.
24:11No!
24:12Brunton!
24:13Don't be so rude!
24:14Sorry, but I just...
24:15I just don't...
24:16We don't...
24:17We don't know you.
24:18It's okay.
24:19Of course we do.
24:20Of course we do.
24:21No, we just know that she was sitting outside our house watching us.
24:23Yeah, and thank God, because she saved my life.
24:25I know, and I'm grateful.
24:26Of course I am.
24:27But I mean, like...
24:28How long were you doing that for?
24:29Why were you doing that?
24:30It doesn't matter.
24:31No, it does, Taylor!
24:32Lillian is from our donor family.
24:33I know, and I can't thank you enough for that.
24:34And for what you gave to us.
24:35But...
24:36What you gave to us.
24:37But...
24:38What you gave to us, but...
24:39What you gave to us, but...
24:40I mean...
24:41...um...
24:42Um...
24:43It doesn't matter.
24:44No, it does, Taylor!
24:45Lillian is from our donor family.
24:46I know, and I can't thank you enough for that.
24:48And for what you gave to us.
24:49But...
24:50I mean...
24:51She was sleeping outside our house.
24:53She said that she was your sister.
24:54That's not normal.
24:56Sorry, but...
24:57You're not normal.
24:58Um...
25:00I'm sorry.
25:01You're not normal.
25:02I'm sorry.
25:03You're not normal
25:07Really? Um
25:15I might just call it over to go to Bala, right?
25:33Was that the big Ikea?
25:35Yes
25:37Why are we up this far?
25:40Where are we going?
25:43Caroline, what are you doing?
25:45Caroline! Stop right now!
25:48What do you think you're doing?
25:50Turn this car around right this second
25:53You need to collect his ashes
25:56Not for you, for him
25:59You gave Ashley the most beautiful funeral
26:02The flowers, the string quartet
26:04You spared no expense
26:07You gave him everything in that funeral to say a fitting goodbye
26:11And he can't just sit on some shelf forever
26:17It's not right
26:32I'm making an electric sword
26:35So I put the grey parts on here
26:37Mummy?
26:38It's Mummy
26:39Yeah
26:42Am I taking a ludicrously priced slab of cheese out of the fridge now?
26:46Babe, I'm so sorry
26:48No!
26:49We've had a multi-car collision
26:51No you haven't
26:52There's loads of injuries, it's a mess
26:55Well can't the others handle it?
26:56It's all hands on deck
26:58I'm sorry honey
27:01How light do you think?
27:04I don't know
27:06I've got to go, Sam's calling me
27:09I love you
27:11I love you too
27:12But your job's stupid
27:13Achieved
27:23See you tomorrow, Mary
27:25Have a good night
27:27Yeah
27:29And again I'm sorry for
27:30Thanks Sam
27:43Thank you
27:59I'm so sorry, I wish we had an extra bedroom
28:02Oh no, thank you
28:04It's silly you having to pay
28:07It's my fault
28:08I mean I probably would have been okay to drive
28:13I'm just going to duck to the loo
28:16I'm just going to duck to the loo
28:30She, er, she's just in the bathroom
28:34Thanks for this
28:35I'm sorry for acting like a psycho
28:45I know that watching your house was
28:49Really creepy
28:53Look
28:55Obviously you finding her in the driveway was so lucky
28:58But
29:00It was the worst thing that could have happened
29:02She wants to be perfect for you
29:05That's why she's been putting off writing to say thank you
29:08She wanted to be like 100% full health
29:11And then you saw her at rock bottom
29:13You rode in the ambulance with her while she was unconscious
29:15She was devastated when she found out
29:17She knew you'd be disappointed
29:19And it's obvious that you are
29:21No, that's not true
29:23Which frankly is fucked up
29:25She has CF and had a double lung transplant
29:27And look at her
29:28She's got more guts than anyone I know
29:31She had the guts to meet you
29:33Even though she knew that it'd be shitty
29:35That determination
29:37That's why you couldn't have given those lungs to a better person
29:40And I'm eternally grateful
29:45But I never want to see you again
29:51Okay?
29:52her with a baby
29:54I'm sorry
29:56I'm sorry
29:58I'm sorry
30:01I'm sorry
30:03I'm sorry
30:34Excuse me.
30:39Sorry.
30:42Oh, hi.
30:44Hey, Sam.
30:45Sorry, begging out.
30:47No worries.
30:48Late night.
30:49Early start.
30:50My middle one begged to go to before school care,
30:53which either makes her a resilient child
30:55or me a parent she doesn't want to spend time with.
30:57LAUGHTER
30:58How are you?
31:06Anyway, God, sorry, I shouldn't be yawning in front of you
31:08after the night you've had.
31:10A car accident?
31:12Oh, I wasn't on last night.
31:14Really? I thought Mary said that you were there.
31:17She said it was really full on, so the whole team was there.
31:20No, I was on call, but I didn't get a...
31:23Oh, shit, I didn't miss a call, did I?
31:26Sometimes my voicemail doesn't alert me and...
31:29Where were you last night?
31:53What are you doing here?
31:54What are you doing here?
31:56I feel like the coffee and toast is a clue.
32:00There was no car accident last night.
32:02I just ran into Sam.
32:05Sam didn't...
32:06He wasn't even on the...
32:07You literally told me, but you had all hands on deck.
32:12So where the fuck were you?
32:14I was here.
32:22Where's Andrew?
32:23I don't know where Andrew is.
32:33How could you think there's anything going...
32:35Gee, I don't know, Mary.
32:35Could it be that you confide in him,
32:37that you trust him more than me?
32:38I don't.
32:39Bullshit.
32:39I promise you, there is nothing going...
32:40Like, your promise means anything to me.
32:44When was the last time you told me the truth?
32:47Actually.
32:48I can handle you being depressed, not talking to me.
32:51I can even handle you forming a posse with the right-wing media.
32:53But what I cannot handle is you lying to me.
32:58That will be the fucking end of us, Mary.
32:59Oh, hi.
33:27Sorry, I texted you, but...
33:30Oh, yeah, I think my phone was on silent.
33:33I wasn't sure if you'd checked out or not.
33:35No, no, I was just about to.
33:38Anyway, I came to give you a lift back to your car.
33:41Oh, I...
33:43I...
33:43Brendan and Jet are at home.
33:48Right.
33:50That...
33:50That's so nice, but I can just jump in an Uber.
33:54What is it with you and Uber, huh?
33:57It's fine, honestly.
33:58I know, but you already had to pay for the room, and I would...
34:01Yeah, but I don't need a lift.
34:02I won't take no for an answer.
34:03Jesus!
34:04Stop!
34:04Sorry.
34:13But honestly, I'm fine.
34:15You have to know, I never wanted this to happen.
34:18I never wanted to meet you.
34:21I just wanted to see that you were doing okay, and then you weren't okay, so...
34:25But I am.
34:26I am, really.
34:29I...
34:30I...
34:31And I promise that I will be.
34:32No, Taylor, you don't have to say that.
34:35But I am getting better all the time.
34:38And, um...
34:40The first year is the hardest, apparently.
34:45Fuck.
34:46I'm so sorry.
34:47I'm sorry!
34:49No, no, I'm the one who needs to apologise.
34:51I am so sorry that I badgered you into writing to me, that I pressured you into getting better.
35:00Brendan said to me that you wanted to be perfect for me.
35:03You are.
35:07Did you, Sal?
35:08I don't know.
35:21At first, I was euphoric.
35:29I just, I couldn't believe that I could breathe.
35:32I had been sucking on oxygen for a year.
35:34Does it happen straight away, or...?
35:36Yeah.
35:38Pretty much.
35:39They take the breathing tube out, and then, boom, you're on your own.
35:44That must feel incredible.
35:47Like, like, actually, you just feel like, okay, anything is possible.
35:59So then when you land back in hospital with an infection?
36:05Yeah, it's bad.
36:07As bad as this motel coffee we're drinking?
36:10Almost.
36:10Oh.
36:11I don't mean to sound weird again, but do they feel like your lungs?
36:21Physically?
36:22Yeah.
36:27Mentally?
36:28Sometimes that's a bit of a struggle.
36:30No one can really prepare you for knowing that someone died, but you got to live.
36:51But it's a really good motivator.
36:53Even on the tough days, because I know that, that my donor, that Ash, that he deserves her.
37:08He would have loved you.
37:12He loved people who didn't let anything stand in their way.
37:16He loved guns.
37:18He'd be very happy about this, Sitch.
37:27Maybe not so happy with me and the whole hunting you down part.
37:34Maybe he'd think it was romantic.
37:37Okay.
37:39Yeah, that's a good take.
37:40I'm not going to run with that.
37:41I'm not insane.
37:44I'm just romantic.
37:45Yeah.
37:48This looks intense.
37:54Huh.
37:54Always intense when you're exploring new frontiers.
37:57And I do take sugar.
37:59No, that's great.
37:59Thank you, Kelly.
38:00There you go.
38:00Beautiful.
38:01What's the map of?
38:02Victoria.
38:03So exciting.
38:05I was just telling Andrew there are some really formidable soils out that way.
38:09Out what way?
38:10Western districts.
38:11Ballarat.
38:12Yeah.
38:13Yeah.
38:13People always think Heathcote, but there are some chromosomes out west that have bang on
38:17for pinots and chardonnay.
38:18Oh, exactly.
38:20I had a tremendous local chardonnay there the other day.
38:23What do you reckon, Kel?
38:24You've always liked your pinot.
38:25Back with another one of those block rockin' beats.
38:41Back with another one of those block rockin' beats.
38:43Back with another one of those block rockin' beats.
39:13Hey, Mish.
39:20How are you?
39:21Hi, Philip.
39:22Your dad gave me your address, but he didn't tell me how quaint this place is.
39:25What brings you up here?
39:27Well, I'm looking for Lillian.
39:29She's not here.
39:31No.
39:31Well, I went to the tourist town.
39:34It's a living museum.
39:37And they hadn't seen her?
39:39Well, she's probably at home.
39:41And where is that?
39:56Look, Hamish.
39:58It's not my fault.
39:59I don't know where Lillian lives.
40:01She's done her utmost to exclude us from her life.
40:04I wonder why that is.
40:05I'm not the bad guy.
40:08If Lillian had been more responsible, you know she owes us over $30,000?
40:13Michelle is out of her mind with worries.
40:16Could you stop doing what you're doing?
40:19Peace go in the coffee machine.
40:20And talk to me?
40:24Well, no wonder she followed you up here.
40:25You're as childish as she is.
40:27And there it is.
40:29We left all your opportunity, moved to bumfuck nowhere.
40:32I'll pass that feedback on to the local council.
40:34What do you even do for a living?
40:35Really?
40:36You straightened teeth.
40:38Have you seen the car I drive?
40:39Oh, it's very impressive, Uncle Philip.
40:41Oh, you can joke, Hamish.
40:42But the truth is you opted out of life when the going got tough.
40:45I never opted out of life.
40:48Just the one you and my dad chose.
40:50I certainly don't opt out when things get tough.
40:52I'm here in the good and the shit.
40:54And Lillian didn't follow me here.
40:57You drove her here.
40:59You and Michelle nearly broke her trying to bend her to your will.
41:03And when she finally found her way free,
41:04finally got her life together,
41:07she lost Ash.
41:08And where were you?
41:10We were right here.
41:11You don't even know where she lives.
41:13The man she was going to marry died
41:15and not once did you come to visit her.
41:18You talk about opting out of life.
41:19What the fuck do you call that?
41:22She's your daughter.
41:23You only want her back now so Michelle can try again
41:27to make her into a mini version of herself.
41:29Jesus Christ.
41:31Leave her alone.
41:34Lillian is a miracle just the way she is.
41:38Ash saw it.
41:39My wife sees it.
41:41I see it.
41:42You, Michelle, and your idiot son are the only ones who don't.
41:53He's gone.
42:12He's gone.
42:12What?
42:18He's gone.
42:21I told him where Lillian lives.
42:23I wasn't sure what else to do.
42:26Hey, Mish.
42:26The way you stood up to him,
42:36defended Lillian and yourself,
42:38that was really brave.
42:45I'm sorry for lying.
42:49There was no car accident.
42:50I didn't want to come home because I didn't want to tell you the truth.
42:59I started having panic attacks a couple of months ago.
43:02Mary, why didn't you tell me?
43:05Because I'm supposed to be the strong one.
43:08I run the fucking ED.
43:09So what?
43:10Now I'm scared to go to work.
43:13I thought the plea change thing would make it better, but...
43:18Mary, what you saw happened to Ash?
43:20No, you see, that's not it.
43:25I keep thinking it could have been me.
43:30You know, he could have killed me.
43:33And I know that's so selfish when we lost Ash to make this about me.
43:39Oh, yes.
43:40Honey, don't you think I think that every day?
43:44What kind of a monster would you be if it didn't affect you,
43:47if it didn't make you terrified?
43:49But I can't control it.
43:53It's like when Lillian started getting better,
43:56I started getting worse.
43:58Remind me, when did Lillian start getting better?
44:00Yes.
44:01She's been mad at me because I said you were weak.
44:16Okay.
44:18But I know I only said that because I was weak.
44:23I just kept feeling the ground slipping from under me.
44:26Like, what if I never saw the kids grow up or I never got old with you?
44:31Baby.
44:33I love you.
44:38I got you.
44:39I got you.
44:41Mmm.
44:55Whatever's in the oven smells amazing.
45:01Is that a leak?
45:05What's up?
45:06When were you going to tell me?
45:07Oh, I wanted to surprise you.
45:10That was embarrassing.
45:11Anna knew our plans before I did.
45:13Oh, Kel.
45:14No, don't, oh, Kel me.
45:16I'm not stupid.
45:20I'm lost.
45:22I know why you're doing this.
45:24Wanting to start up over there.
45:26I don't know why you're upset.
45:27We always talked about expanding when the time was right.
45:30Not in Ballarat.
45:31Well, I didn't know it was an option.
45:32But the wines are excellent.
45:34And I've been way too pig-headed about our own region
45:36to think about anywhere else.
45:37Oh, for Christ's sake, boys.
45:39Stay away from the house.
45:42When are you going to admit
45:43that you would rather spend time with all of them
45:45than with us?
45:49It's a commercial decision.
45:52It's not.
45:52Let's do it.
46:05Hey, Rick.
46:25Hey, Lillian.
46:27How are you?
46:27I need to give you my notice for the apartment.
46:31I have to move out.
46:33Oh.
46:34So, it's two weeks, yeah?
46:37Sure, sounds good.
46:40Is that why your dad's here?
46:54What a beautiful spot.
47:01She sent you to get me.
47:04She's worried about you and she really wants you to be part of the family and the business.
47:11I don't know how to raise $33,000 except to work for you.
47:23So, if I set up your new clinic, I want my pay doubled so that I can pay off my debt sooner.
47:31And I won't live with you if I'll find a place, I'll move out of here so that I can afford it.
47:39Asher's mum didn't want me to donate his organs.
47:51That's why I ended up with the funeral bill.
47:53Why I ended up with the funeral bill.
47:55She was angry that I was his next of kin and...
48:00Anyway, she wants me to pay for what I did.
48:06So I will, because I did the right thing.
48:09I'll drive back first thing in the morning, and I will come back on the weekend and clear up my staff.
48:23Can I see your place before I go?
48:24Do you want a cup of tea or something?
48:49Sure.
48:54So, Ash lived here and you moved in with him?
48:57Yeah.
49:00Must have been small for the two of you.
49:02It was enough.
49:04And it's lovely, Lil.
49:10What's all this?
49:12Oh, that's... that's Ash's stuff.
49:16And no, it's not some crazy shrine.
49:18It was... it was all downstairs, but Rick needed this space, so...
49:23I have to take it to the op shop.
49:26He was a serious cyclist.
49:29Maybe you had more in common than you realised.
49:34Lilian, do you have any idea what this bike is worth?
49:38Well, you'd be lucky to find one of these, even second hand, for under 18k.
49:43$18,000.
49:45Yep.
49:47Are you serious?
49:49He never said...
49:51This is hand-crafted cedar.
49:53Beautiful inlay.
49:55Must be worth seven or eight.
49:57Plus your fancy ski boots.
49:58Wait, so...
50:01How could he spend that much?
50:05He clearly had taste.
50:07But, all up, if you sold this promptly, you'd be debt-free.
50:12You'd be free.
50:22The cone of that large tree...
50:25So, I want you to...
50:26I've learned to hold the line, and to never look away.
50:36I've taught myself the lies, that will get me through the day.
50:43And nothing ever lasts, but the pain that circulates through the chasms of our past, and the breaths we dare to take.
51:00Oh, mama, can you see?
51:20I've got a darkness shining through me.
51:25To me.
51:26To me.
51:27To me.
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