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00:00I think right now I just need to remove myself from this.
00:04It sucks that I have to go home and tell Yassel.
00:07I don't want to be the problem, and it feels like I'm the problem.
00:11Hi.
00:12Hi.
00:13I'm going on my first date with someone other than my wife in over 10 years.
00:18Have you ever been with a man before?
00:21He seems like a guy that would be in a play.
00:24You're awesome, but this sounds more like work.
00:27Okay, I'm just really deflated now.
00:30Is this really meant for us, or is this how it's going to be every time?
00:35You know, I'm definitely excited, a little nervous.
00:38I'm nervous, though.
00:39Yeah.
00:39Yeah.
00:40I sent Shanae a text asking her if she would come on this date with me.
00:45Shanae's running late.
00:47I'm starting to get anxious because it's not just me and Shanae's relationship that's on the line here.
00:53It's Angelica and Shanae's relationship as well.
00:57We actually have to have her adjustment of status done, or she can be deported.
01:03We have 17 business days left until we have that 90-day mark, and it's going to take like 14 of those days to file for her adjustment of status.
01:12So we need to get married tomorrow.
01:15We need the prenup first.
01:16If we can't get this prenup finalized by the end of the day, we are going to be in an impossible situation.
01:23Whereas the parties intend to marry each other, and this agreement will be effective on the date of the marriage between the parties.
01:46Tomorrow, ooh, the address is wrong.
01:52All day, it's kind of been chaotic.
01:54Tonight, we are finalizing a prenup for Garrick and Lorena, because tomorrow we are going to Aspen to do the legal document for Lorena and Garrick to be legally married.
02:05We didn't know if we would be able to actually have a prenup, or if they would just have to get legally married without that.
02:16The lawyer that I thought was going to work with us and translate the prenup for Lorena said she's not a certified translator, but ended up finalizing a prenup online.
02:25So this guy, what he does is he is, he's a lawyer, but he also is a certified translator, so he can translate the document legally.
02:35Oh, I see.
02:37I feel a lot more peace knowing that we have something in place, and Garrick and Lorena were able to take care of that.
02:43Sister, do you feel ready and comfortable to go forward and notarize it and sign the document?
02:49Yeah, see?
02:50Go for it, baby.
02:51Of course.
02:52Of course.
02:53Sure.
02:55Sam and Samantha will be here in a little bit to get Leia.
03:12You're here?
03:13I really want to start my life with him and with her, together.
03:21I don't want to be able to talk about what it was for them, of rights, that they worked for years, but now that I've arrived, we're going to start a new chapter together.
03:32We're trying to do the prenup today, and it's proving more difficult than we thought, because we started it online a while ago.
03:48But with her not speaking English, it's more difficult, because she has to understand it, and it's like to be valid.
03:57Uh-huh.
03:57It's like a headache.
03:58Basically, we're doing this online thing.
04:01They'll notarize it today.
04:02Wait, can you guys still go tomorrow?
04:04Yeah, we're going to go tomorrow, so we'll have this in place.
04:06We have to, because otherwise we risk her getting deported.
04:09I was just a little bit shocked.
04:12I would have thought that they would have done more research, but knowing Garrick and Danielle, they're more relaxed and more laid back, and they don't always get on top of things right away.
04:22I don't know.
04:22It's a little bit, like, insane, especially because they brought somebody from Brazil to come, and now she might get deported.
04:31I don't know.
04:32It's a lot.
04:33I couldn't handle it.
04:34Is this, like, a legit prenup and everything then, or?
04:38It's as it is.
04:40I guess I'd just be frustrated if you can't get this paperwork done together and he still gets married because, like, me and him being involved in the business together and stuff.
04:48No, that's in there.
04:50It asks about that, and, like, anything that was acquired before the marriage is his, so.
04:58It kind of frustrates me.
05:00Yeah, I hear you.
05:02I'm surprised you guys didn't, like, look into it sooner.
05:04That's probably why they give you 90 days, because you need 90 days to do all the paperwork, not two weeks.
05:13Getting smart there, Sam?
05:14A little.
05:15I have to.
05:16They don't care about this.
05:18I'm just saying, like, probably that's why they give you 90 days in case you're doing all this paperwork.
05:24They give you time to do it.
05:26That's probably why they give you 90 days.
05:27I said they should give you a year.
05:29I said they should just give you a year.
05:31Well, that's not the way it is.
05:34I have some concerns.
05:35Garrick and I have a business together, and if the prenup doesn't get signed properly and done right, I could end up not having anything to do with the business.
05:43Lorraine has only been here for a couple months and still getting to know her, and now they're going to be legally married tomorrow.
05:53I just hope that she's an honest person and really cares for our family.
05:58All right.
05:59Well, we got it done.
06:01Well, hopefully she sticks with the family.
06:03We've stuck together through a lot of tough times, so hopefully she's down for that.
06:11I believe she is.
06:13You know, I'm just so thankful to God we got the prenup done so we can get married tomorrow.
06:20Me and Danielle and Lorraine are going to head over to Aspen to the courthouse, get the marriage license, sign everything,
06:28and we've got to submit it immediately to our immigration attorney so we can file an adjustment of status so they don't kick her out of the country.
06:36Well, I think we're going to head out, buddy.
06:38All right.
06:39Thanks for taking the kiddo.
06:40Yeah, good luck with everything.
06:42Love you.
06:43Love you, too.
06:43Love you, too.
06:56I set up this big date for me and Shanae, and she's not here yet.
07:03I'm getting really nervous, to be honest.
07:05I don't really do things like this for anyone, and Angelica will be devastated.
07:10And she would look at me like,
07:12you didn't do enough to make this work.
07:30Hi.
07:32Hello, beautiful.
07:33How are you?
07:34Good to see you.
07:35Cold.
07:36You look cold.
07:37You look amazing, though.
07:39So do you.
07:40Are these for me?
07:41They're a few.
07:42They're cute.
07:44And this train, like, takes us along the coast of Rhode Island.
07:48OK.
07:49We'll have a nice, good dinner.
07:50So this is like a fancy, fancy date.
07:53Yeah.
07:53OK.
07:53We'll go outside.
07:55I haven't heard or talked or seen Matt for a few weeks now.
08:01And I got a text that he wanted to take me out.
08:06I'm still really resentful towards him
08:09and a little bit angry that he has not reached out in as long as he has.
08:16But I'm excited to see him and have a good time.
08:19So it's like a ball of emotions all in one that I'm trying to process through.
08:23Is this cute?
08:25It feels nice.
08:27How did you find this?
08:28Just looking online, you know, things we should do.
08:32So you Googled things we should do on a hot date?
08:35Things me and Sinead should do on Friday night.
08:38Matt pulling out all of the stops and finding this amazing train ride dinner.
08:43Part of me, it's like, OK, is he really trying to make the effort like he keeps claiming he's going to be?
08:48Or is this just a load of crap and he's just doing it because he feels like this is what's going to make me happy?
08:54I don't need grand gestures.
08:57I just need genuine and sincere effort.
08:59All right.
09:00So what do you want to drink?
09:03I don't know.
09:03Oh, let's see what they have.
09:06I mean, I'll probably get my usual.
09:07Wait, do you know what my usual is?
09:10I do know what your usual is.
09:11What?
09:12Wine.
09:13What kind of wine?
09:14Red.
09:15What kind of red?
09:18You know who would know what my favorite wine is?
09:22You.
09:22Angelica.
09:24I'll figure it out.
09:25Yeah, when I order it.
09:26Yes, exactly.
09:27When the waitress comes back.
09:30Can I get you something for a drink?
09:32Yes.
09:32How would you like?
09:33She would have.
09:34My favorite, Cabernet, please.
09:37No problem.
09:38That's what I said.
09:38No, that's not what you said.
09:41Wow.
09:42I would like a Sunset Margarita.
09:46Perfect.
09:47I'll be right back.
09:57My intentions for tonight are to sit down with Shanae and tell her how I feel.
10:02Tell her that I'm willing to do whatever it takes to make her feel like she's appreciated.
10:08Me and Angelica, we've already talked about working our schedules out so that I can spend
10:13more time with Shanae.
10:14We'll spend every other weekend together.
10:17We'll try and do, like, once a month, have staycations.
10:21I know it's do or die.
10:22She needs more effort from me.
10:24And if she doesn't get it, then she'll walk.
10:26So, thank you for coming.
10:31Thank you for inviting me.
10:35I wanted to do something special for you.
10:38Part of me is smitten that you put the effort in, but then the other part is, like, is it
10:46too late?
10:47You know?
10:49Is it too late?
10:51I guess we have a whole train ride to figure that out, right?
10:53Like, when you didn't respond to my text message, I didn't know how to take it.
10:58So, because I heard.
11:01So, why not say that?
11:03Why not reach back out?
11:06I was giving you space.
11:07What that made me feel is that you don't care.
11:09The reason I didn't reach out is, I feel like she didn't want to talk.
11:17You know, maybe you would have responded to the message I sent.
11:20I'll kick myself a little bit about it.
11:27I'm trying to, you know, put the effort in.
11:31You know, Angelica tells me all the time I need to put more effort in.
11:35And I felt like I was hiding a lot of things from you before.
11:38Just the way I felt.
11:43That reminded me of a conversation that Angelica and I had the last time we seen each other.
11:49You said, you know, like, you have nothing to hide and you've laid everything out on the
11:53table.
11:54And I asked her if you were seeing or attempting to see other people.
12:03She became emotional and her whole body language kind of tensed up a little bit.
12:08So, have you started dating other women?
12:16I did.
12:19I went on a date with someone.
12:20How are you spilling space with someone else when it's been space is what I've been begging
12:36from you for the last three years?
12:38You weren't available.
12:41You didn't allow yourself to get available to me.
12:43How do you know if I was available or not if you didn't hit me up for three weeks?
12:51Randy?
12:51Yes.
12:52I'm Reese.
12:52Nice to meet you.
12:54Nice to meet you, too.
12:54Are you a swinger?
12:55I am.
12:56Things have been going so well with Randy.
13:01I really feel like there's some type of connection there.
13:04So, do I get to meet your wife?
13:05Because I would love to.
13:06Do you want to?
13:07Yes.
13:08How did it go last night?
13:10You guys have fun.
13:13The conversation with Jackie regarding Yessel not having a baby with another woman didn't
13:18turn out the way we wanted.
13:19Tell me how to go.
13:21I'm dreading the fact that I have to break this news to him.
13:35Do you want to do a ring around the Rosie or do we want to come up and spin?
13:39Up and spin.
13:40I thought so.
13:42Ready?
13:43Jump.
13:43One, two, three.
13:49Being a mother is everything to me.
13:51That's not to say it's not utterly exhausting.
13:54Abby.
13:56I am the chef.
13:59I am the maid.
14:00I am the entertainment.
14:03First of all, where are your manners?
14:06Me.
14:06Oh.
14:07Saved by the bell.
14:08Who's this?
14:09Oh, it's Daddy.
14:11You want to go talk to him?
14:12Yeah.
14:13Here, we'll go on Mommy's laptop so we can see.
14:15Come on.
14:15The conversation with Jackie regarding my boundary with Yessel not having a baby with another
14:20woman didn't turn out the way we wanted.
14:23Jackie is done.
14:25It's over.
14:26It's Daddy.
14:26Say hi.
14:27Hi.
14:28Say good morning.
14:29Hi.
14:30Say.
14:31Good morning.
14:32Say good morning.
14:33Good morning.
14:34Say, how'd you sleep?
14:35Good morning, Bobby.
14:35I'm nervous just because my fear of disappointing him is definitely at the top of my mind.
14:45I'm dreading the fact that I have to break this news to him.
14:49Boys are all over you this morning.
14:51Yeah, that's why I utilize the bribery cupcakes to get them just a touch off my back.
14:57Not every day is bribery cupcakes.
14:58Not every day is bribery cupcakes, but they made them with the nanny while I was out at
15:03dinner last night, so you know what?
15:05They can have a sweet treat.
15:08How did it go last night?
15:11You guys had fun, a few drinks.
15:15Tell me, tell me how'd it go.
15:16We had a couple drinks.
15:18We had some good food.
15:20Okay.
15:22The conversations, however, were, as you know, a little heavy.
15:27So, we talked about the whole baby thing, about how you, you know, wouldn't be the biological
15:33father if she were to have another baby.
15:37How did she take that one?
15:40She didn't like it.
15:42She didn't like it.
15:42She felt that it was unfair, and she was very hurt by it, and she was kind of hurt by the
15:51fact that we didn't address it with her sooner.
15:55Well.
15:56I don't know.
15:57I don't know.
15:57I don't know.
15:58Coming clear, if she wasn't happy, how did, what else came out of that?
16:04I, that was it for her.
16:10Did she basically end things with us?
16:12Is it like, was it basically a breakup?
16:14Yes.
16:15She removed herself from the situation entirely.
16:21Well, that kind of sucks now, doesn't it?
16:23Like, definitely not ideal.
16:25It's not what I wanted.
16:27Right.
16:28I don't think it's what either of us wanted, you know?
16:32We knew going into that conversation that there was two outcomes.
16:39I mean, I get it.
16:40I get why she wouldn't be receptive to the baby thing.
16:42Right.
16:43Absolutely.
16:43I guess what I'm getting at is, is there wiggle room for, like, from you to, like, you know,
16:50I was like, oh, maybe I could change my mind, or do you think there's a world where, you
16:57know, we all get together again, kind of squash it a little bit, you know, work out our issues
17:03and differences, and maybe we get back together with her?
17:08I, I, like, I just don't see it necessarily being a repairable dynamic.
17:18Oh, okay.
17:21To hear Yesel ask me if there's a chance that I could change my mind and we could get Jackie
17:26back is, it's hurtful.
17:32It's hurtful because I feel like my feelings weren't necessarily considered.
17:39He was just worried about getting her back.
17:43You know, I know it sucks.
17:45I, I hate to disappoint Yesel, but this boundary will always be firm for me.
17:50I, I won't change my mind no matter who we meet.
17:54So it definitely poses challenges moving forward that I, I hope we can overcome as a team
17:59without damaging our marriage.
18:03All right, well, I gotta go. I gotta get to work.
18:07Okay.
18:09I'm pretty freaking pissed off.
18:11This whole baby thing.
18:13This is gonna make our search for a sister-wife a lot, lot harder.
18:19You know, I don't necessarily think it's, it's fair to me.
18:22Um, just because I'm, I'm, I'm open to having more kids.
18:29You, name, different, yeah.
18:44Lorena D'Souzio Merrifield?
18:47No, I think Lohana Hilario Merrifield.
18:50Lohana Hilario Merrifield.
18:53Yeah.
18:54Ah.
18:55Okay.
18:59Sorry.
19:00Oh my gosh.
19:04Today's our day.
19:05Me and Lorena are getting married.
19:07Getting hitched.
19:09Hitched.
19:10It'll be official.
19:13Lorena Merrifield.
19:15I've been waiting for this day for like six years.
19:19And for me and Lorena to get married, I mean, this is exciting.
19:24I think yesterday was so much emotion, like, so much going on with the prenup and thinking
19:31if everything is gonna work and hopefully everything goes smooth today, sister.
19:36Bom, hoje eu acordei emotiva.
19:41Eu me sinto um pouco nervosa, até porque eu nunca fui casada, de fato.
19:48Então, eu não sei se vai mudar alguma coisa, mas acredito que é normal esse nervosismo
19:56de que realmente eu tô dando um start na minha vida pra uma mulher casada.
20:09She's coming.
20:10Your bride.
20:12You know, me and Danielle, about five years ago, got divorced legally,
20:18so we could do this very thing that we're doing today,
20:21be able to bring a sister wife to America to live with us.
20:25So, it's kind of like we didn't make that sacrifice for no reason.
20:30You look pretty.
20:33Gloss.
20:34I know.
20:35We've been through a lot of heartbreak since we started living this way
20:38and, you know, it's all led up to this moment and to Lorena,
20:43and it's just perfect.
20:49Sister?
20:55Yes.
20:56Oh, bonita.
20:58Yes?
20:59Yes.
21:00Yes.
21:01Yes.
21:02Glossy?
21:03Yes.
21:04Yes.
21:05Yes.
21:06Yes.
21:07Yes.
21:08Yes.
21:09Yes.
21:10Yes.
21:11Yes.
21:12Yes.
21:13Sexy, beautiful?
21:15You and sister?
21:16Yes.
21:17Beauty queens?
21:18Yes.
21:19yeah seeing lorena come down the stairs and the white dress you know she looks beautiful
21:25i mean we had a couple people that were just bad apples so it's nice to see the commitment
21:31and the sincerity of lorena loving danielle and the whole family and committed to all of us not
21:36just something with me so to finally see it like somebody coming in and like valuing them that means
21:43more to me than lorena even loving me just to see her love the family and danielle sincerely that
21:52i'd rather have that i'd rather see them loved than even me so yeah just think
22:01okay okay all right you guys did you grab a jacket yeah okay i have a text from from billy i can't wait
22:11to meet her is she coming now yeah she should be here anytime okay i think honestly billy is
22:17underestimating what the real emotional impact will be once this kind of starts rolling it'll
22:24be interesting to see if she stays as cool and calm and collected as she says she is
22:43nikki has actually come through and found a new person for me to go on a date with this is the
22:49second blind date that nikki has set us up on and i'm concerned i will say because the first date
22:56was a big bust uh we were very different just totally different people but i am staying optimistic
23:02on this date oh whoa her name is randy and she lives about an hour away so that will be interesting
23:11navigating but if this date is another bust i am not trusting nikki to set us up on any more blind dates
23:19i chose to meet at a playground for a first date because i'm a big kid so i know it might not be
23:24like the first date a lot of people go to as a place but i feel like if randy can have fun
23:30and do this our personalities will mesh and she can get along and i think it'll be a great time
23:37hi randy yes i'm reese nice to meet you nice to meet you too are you a swinger i am
23:43i mean which kind of swinger would you like to swing i would like to yes actually it's been forever
23:53and i thought you know let's just have some fun and you know hey i like the swings and the slide
23:59and all i can't do the rear go around anymore right right exactly that comes with the age just starting
24:05this day randy and i are already having a hundred times more fun than i did on the last day with bess
24:12she's really cute she's attractive she has a really nice smile so that really helps with the
24:17nerves this is the first time i've ever been on a date at a children's park before but well i thought
24:24you know we'd kind of just start out somewhere fun let's go check it out if you want okay yeah
24:29when i first saw reese uh i thought he's cute he's adorable he looks like he's easy to talk to and
24:37he is so being on kids stuff do you do you have any kids do you i do i have three three 17 year old
24:45okay 14 year old and a five year old wow so i've got a little bit younger i've got twin 13 month olds
24:50twins how is that it's been crazy hi it's been my identity slept not much for the last year but uh
24:57i've been having baby fever lately yeah yeah yeah so yeah my wife's been talking about it too so she's like
25:03already i'm like hey we gotta chill out with there oh yeah she's ready she's ready yeah so i definitely
25:09love kids and we want more kids love people that have kids you know so yeah that's what you know we
25:14just love our little community when nikki first told me about the situation i was shocked and but um
25:22not not not at the same time i am interested in this dynamic because i've been a single parent um i've
25:31tried traditional marriage i've tried um dating i don't know it's it's hard you know it takes a lot
25:39to raise kids and you know it makes sense actually when you think about it because more adults and more
25:45kids and i do love kids so all the help is welcome that you can get so are you looking for one
25:53other person or are you guys open to right now we're just gonna start with one yeah yeah i mean it's
25:58been it's been tough i mean obviously this is not something that everybody's out doing so it's uh
26:04really it's been difficult once people get past that it's not like a sexual thing that it's a
26:11family you know this is about family it's not about so is it gonna be sexual too i mean are you
26:18guys open to that i mean i think that kind of will play out as it does naturally there and find its
26:24place but there's not pressure on that yeah i'm very vanilla too i'll be honest it's not like i'm not
26:31trying i'm sorry i'm sorry but no i know but you know like that's not the first thing on my mind for
26:38it you know it's definitely a discussion for for the later time so what's your wife like my wife
26:45uh i mean she's my best friend i mean we get along great but yeah i mean this was all actually like
26:51her idea like really yeah so she loves family why not just like grow our family more like grow our
26:59village and yeah that's kind of how i feel too it's like it because it does take yeah and i just don't
27:04feel like you can have enough like people that love your kids and you know like i'm a goofball
27:09and stuff but at the end of the day like i what's best for my kids and my family yeah hearing that
27:14this is his wife's idea is actually comforting because usually if the male brings it up it can cause
27:22tension for the female but since she brought it up then i know she's probably not going to be a
27:26jealous angry type when it comes to relationships so that's actually a good thing so do i get to meet
27:35your wife because i would love to do do you want to yes you would okay i mean i actually know a place
27:40like really close by that we could grab a drink get it warmer and if you wanted to let's do that okay
27:47yeah yeah she's she's not too far around so uh yeah if you would like to let's do it all right
27:52i wasn't for that things have been going so well with randy i really feel like there's some type
28:03of connection there it's right here you ready for some drinks yes all right let's get i know so i'm
28:09really hoping like things go well with billy and her or i'm really gonna be bummed i actually
28:16i have a text from from billy yeah meet me and my date it's so weird i can't wait to meet her is
28:26she coming now yeah she should be here anytime okay i'm very nervous for billy to get here because i
28:33think honestly billy is underestimating what the real emotional impact will be once this kind of starts
28:40rolling because it's all just been an idea as of now so it'll be interesting to see if she says
28:46she's as cool and calm and collected as she says she is
29:06being at home and waiting not really knowing what's going on during this date is extremely
29:13nerve-wracking i don't want to lose shanae she means everything to me she's my best friend she's my
29:22sister she's my heart really other than shanae the closest people i have right now are my family
29:33i haven't told my family about our relationship dynamic they're extremely opinionated if we lose
29:45shanae i have no one to turn to so i might need to lean on my family we really need some good news tonight
29:55shanae i don't know i'm just i'm so nervous so nervous
30:11have you started dating other women i did i i went on a date with someone
30:23it's been like a space fella you know just how are you filling space with someone else when it's
30:32been space is what i've been begging from you for the last three years
30:38you weren't available you didn't allow yourself to be available to me how do you know if i was
30:42available or not if you didn't hit me up for three weeks i really wish shanae wouldn't have asked me
30:48about the date with marilyn tonight was supposed to be about me making her feel special it wasn't
30:53supposed to be about anyone other than her and me and just time together how are you available if
31:00you're with someone you're trying to be you don't know what you don't know who i'm with you don't
31:03know what i was doing you said you're in a relationship i said that i met somebody and
31:08that we were testing the waters to see if it was something that i could do do you really think that i
31:13would call it a relationship when i'm still in a relationship with you and angelica i don't see
31:18how that's any different don't bring him up he has nothing to do with this
31:25shanae's being very hypocritical you told me that you've been seeing someone and you've
31:30been intimate with that person and you're upset that i went on one meaningless date with someone
31:35but tonight isn't about placing blame tonight is about us mending whatever the issue is and moving
31:41forward with our relationship if i never asked what i have ever known yeah that's what i've ever
31:47known when i mean after i made a decision to leave the person that i could foresee something
31:57really great with and stay in the relationship with you and angelica and really give it one last
32:01chance that's going to break it on me that you decided to pursue other relations with another woman
32:07there's just been too many arguments and disconnects and time not speaking and time not seeing each
32:18other there's just been too much of the bad and not enough of the good i'm just it just doesn't feel
32:25the same anymore it'll just then come up in conversation and you think that it would have been received
32:31well no okay absolutely not not even being received right away no no it's not i thought we would be
32:39able to figure out a way to spend more time with each other but now all we're doing is arguing and
32:44blaming each other for everything and now tonight's just a mess so are you interested in this other woman
32:53something about me and her didn't feel right her and angelica didn't feel right the three of us didn't
32:58feel right angelica met this person yeah she met her before wow i feel hurt and betrayal from angelica
33:08knowing that she also met this person this is my best friend like i told her everything and i get it
33:14she became emotional because she knew if she told me in that moment that it would hurt me but i still
33:19deserve to know and that wasn't for her to tell you though on one hand i could say that i know her well
33:28enough to know that she truly didn't want to hurt me and she knew that it would but on the other hand
33:32a small part of me just is i'm angry with her matthew i don't think i can do this with us anymore
33:43i don't think after tonight i want to pursue a relationship with you
33:53i came on this last date so conflicted and thinking that matt was going to pull out all the stops
34:12for me to get me back not only did i find out he was dating somebody else but now
34:17angelica lied to me about it i just i can't do this anymore
34:31it hurts to see her cry you know you want to grab her hug her tell her everything's gonna be okay but
34:51it's kind of in the the circumstances that we were in it didn't seem like that's what i should do
34:57um i don't i don't know how to express it or deal with it right now but definitely heartbroken right
35:05now i think angelica's gonna be upset she's gonna be really upset i have a lot going on in my mind
35:15right now so i don't i'm trying to kind of piece things together and you know make sense of things and
35:21i guess um i guess accept things that i don't really want to accept right now
35:36all right see you in a minute love you love you love you it is a little emotional
35:43somehow makes me feel a little bit less like tied to garrick i don't know why and it's just papers right
35:50i don't know
36:03do you feel nervous babe how are you feeling i mean just i i'm maybe just nervous and wanting
36:10just everything goes smooth today yeah that's what i've been thinking i've been praying i probably
36:15can't even go in huh no it says only you too only us too they don't want anybody else coming in doing
36:22paperwork they said eu estou um pouco chateada né porque eu gostaria que fosse o casamento bonito
36:31grande a cerimônia e tivemos que casar primeiro sozinhos lá assinando os papéis o que é diferente mas
36:41eu espero que quando eu pudermos fazer a cerimônia seja linda maravilhosa
36:56my faith in god makes me not worry but at the same time my flesh says like this is crazy you're crazy for
37:04moving forward and letting them get married like that's nuts my heart says to trust her but at the
37:09same time i definitely have my apprehensions about moving forward it's not an easy decision
37:16you trust people and that trust can be taken advantage of
37:19it reminds me of when garrick and i got our marriage license that's crazy a long time ago
37:39i still have it even though it doesn't mean anything now
37:53okay
37:54i'm trying not to get emotional but you know i know it's a piece of paper it is
38:11but seeing their piece of paper and knowing mine isn't isn't
38:24i know it's just a piece of paper but it still makes me think about
38:42when garrick and i got our piece of paper
38:47you know we were very young we
38:49it just makes me think about all the things that we went through and and maybe because garrick
39:00and i have gone through so much in our marriage and considered really divorcing each other that it
39:07like hits a point in my heart even when we got divorced it did and so
39:12you know it's really me i think trusting larena that like like she's not gonna screw me but she
39:22really loves me you know and our family and she's in it for all of us it is a little emotional
39:31i don't know why i mean it's just a piece of paper i know that it doesn't change garrick's heart with me
39:36or my heart with him i mean we've been divorced for like four years now you know i know that but
39:45this amount makes me feel a little bit less like tied to garrick i don't know why and
39:52i know that's stupid probably but
39:57it's just papers right i don't know
39:59is everything been going good you want some tea on him i would love some tea oh no or the d
40:13someone's getting a little excited why is it so easy for you to just like joke like has it been that
40:21long already she broke up with us i just don't want her to feel like i was going behind her back
40:33i guess but i did tell her that we went on a date together
40:39at one point in time i thought that nick could fix me you know nick's the one i want to be with
40:45and this family is what i want quite often times you find yourself causing disruptions in the harmony
40:52of our situation overall i think i'd like to have this conversation at another time we're trying to
40:57get our family established if you don't want to understand that or you don't want to work towards
41:01that well then just never mind miss merrifield mr and mrs merrifield
41:07oh my god i think there's still a lot of settling in to do i'm wondering how the future is going to look
41:19for all of us
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