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00:00That is wonderful!
00:07She likes those higher notes.
00:10You know what this means. You're going to have to get a piano.
00:15What's that, Mom?
00:16You're going to have to get a piano.
00:18Are you sure?
00:19Yes, I'm sure.
00:21Yes!
00:23That's wonderful!
00:25That's wonderful!
00:30One, two, C-State, C-1.
01:00It doesn't sound good at all.
01:07Once I get a cold, I just have it for a while.
01:11They just kind of linger.
01:13Do you like a coffee from the world's most depressing coffee shop?
01:21Oh, absolutely.
01:23What do you want? Just a cold beer?
01:25If you fill it that way, yeah.
01:27Have you ever heard of spatchcocking a turkey?
01:32I think I might be trying that this Thanksgiving.
01:34I don't know if we should get jazzy with the turkey.
01:36Remember when we tried to fry one?
01:38That was a disaster, but yeah.
01:40I think we had an oil patch in our yard for about six months.
01:44But besides that, it was inedible.
01:49And can you make those big ribs for Travis?
01:51I am making those big ribs for Travis.
01:53The ones he affectionately refers to as dinosaur bones?
01:55Texas-sized ribs for a Texas-sized man.
02:01Oh, my God.
02:02Touring is something that really brings my family together in a lot of ways.
02:05For me, part of the Paris tour is a celebration of my family.
02:14Ultimately, I just don't see any of this happening if all of my family hadn't been involved.
02:20There's my sage tree. That's my brother.
02:23I mean, we work together. We're kind of a family business for 20 years.
02:28This next song is by the Dixie Chicks.
02:30Oh, water. Yay.
02:31Her mom gets mad when she doesn't drink water.
02:34My parents didn't know anything about the music industry.
02:37But they were like, yeah, it's hard. Yeah, we know nothing about it right now.
02:40We'll get some books and read.
02:42Like, it's pretty insane.
02:45My mom does this every night.
02:47Draws the 13 on.
02:48So now, it's gonna be shiny and new.
02:52In an industry as cutthroat as a music industry,
02:55learning hard lessons and experiencing ups and downs and triumphs and failures,
03:01it was a huge challenge for my whole family.
03:04But everybody was so locked in for my whole life.
03:08They all banded together to be like, no, she wants this.
03:11We want this for her.
03:13This tour, it's an honor to work on it.
03:16It's a real privilege.
03:18And we know that.
03:19Because none of us would be doing anything that we're really good at doing
03:23if it wasn't for what she does that she's incredibly good at doing.
03:26It's incredible fun.
03:29But mostly, it's a way for us to be together as a family
03:32and to sort of honor this thing we've committed our entire lives to.
03:37I think me and Gracie are gonna change up the thing that we're gonna do.
03:44But we think we wanna do the song Us instead of...
03:47Because we just got nominated for the Grammy for Us.
03:50So, a few days before we played Toronto, the Grammy nominations came out.
03:55We were very lucky.
03:56We got six nominations.
03:58And one of those was for a song that I did with Gracie
04:02while we were still on the Heiress tour a year ago.
04:11This time last year, she and I went out to celebrate in between shows.
04:15We ended up having a lot of drinks.
04:17Wait, what do I do about this?
04:19Okay, you're gonna fire extinguishers.
04:21I think we're gonna die.
04:23Just press it.
04:24I don't know.
04:25Yeah, yeah.
04:26Oh, my God!
04:27Oh, my God!
04:28I'm gonna...
04:29You never end up on it.
04:33She ain't gonna learn from it.
04:35And then we ended up writing a song that we're really proud of.
04:38From you I want...
04:39How ironic...
04:40How ironic...
04:41How...
04:42Gifts from you...
04:43And just got nominated for a Grammy, so...
04:45I just thought, wouldn't it be cool to do that song in Toronto?
04:49Kind of create a little kind of special moment,
04:52mash it up with one of the other songs that the fans really love.
04:55She had this idea to do Us and Out of the Woods, which, like...
05:00Out of the Woods is in my, like, top three favorite songs of all time.
05:06Hey, dude, I have a cold, so I'm just gonna, like, briefly go through.
05:09So we do double chorus, like, mash-up of Out of the Woods and Us,
05:13and I think it works in this key.
05:23So, right, so, like, do that whole chorus,
05:25and then we can do back-to-back bridges, right?
05:28Like...
05:58Anyway, so we do double bridges and then we go into, like, a double chorus, like, mashup of Out of the Woods and Us, and it'll be so, so cool.
06:16Then what does she do, though? The first chorus.
06:21It's just insane.
06:23She just, like, can do that in her sleep, where it's like, I'm gonna chop up two to five songs and make them all.
06:28How did she mastermind that?
06:29I don't know, because she's just a mastermind.
06:32I need to, like, write in Sharpie on my arm, like...
06:35Don't pass out.
06:37Don't pass out.
06:39The structure of the song, be like, me verse, me chorus, Taylor verse, Taylor chorus, me bridge, Taylor bridge, Taylor verse, me.
06:49I'm like...
06:50I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I don't know.
06:51I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, oh, wake up.
06:52Catch me projectile vomiting on the Aeros stage.
06:54stage
07:24so that this pain would be
07:26for
07:27evermore
07:29forgive me Peter
07:46my lost fearless leader
07:48evermore and Peter
07:49Jesus
07:50I don't for the life of me understand how she does it
07:53I have no idea
07:56because I couldn't do it
07:58if my life depended on it
08:00I couldn't do it
08:01there wasn't a creative bone in my body
08:05it's like the background music for like a horror flick
08:18I agree
08:20you want me to sign that now
08:28yeah
08:28I was completely the opposite
08:31I went into business in school
08:32I don't have a musical
08:35background or play instruments
08:37but I do have
08:39this sort of intimate knowledge
08:40of the psyche
08:43of someone who really
08:44has to do this
08:46then it goes back to my mother
08:49Marjorie
08:51she was an opera singer
09:04she was a music major out of college
09:07and went straight to work
09:09live radio performing
09:10out of New York
09:11but she married my dad
09:13and they started moving around the world
09:15so wherever they were living
09:17she would star in local operas
09:20everywhere we went
09:22she was absolutely beloved
09:24my sister and I were often
09:29brought along and put in the front row
09:31listening
09:32and on the way home
09:35I remember she would say to me
09:37so Andrea
09:38during that part of the delivery
09:42did it make you want to cry
09:44and I would say
09:46well mom
09:47um
09:48a little bit
09:50a little bit
09:50you know
09:51she was always looking for feedback
09:52but
09:53from an eight year old
09:55like
09:55opera
09:57so I would
10:05give her what I could
10:06but I knew that
10:07I had a job to do
10:08because I was going to be quizzed
10:10on the way home
10:10it
10:12was a beautiful
10:13relationship I had with my mom
10:15but
10:16it was all
10:17with a full awareness
10:19that my mom was this person
10:21who loved singing
10:22who loved to perform
10:23and that people love
10:25so it began with my mother
10:37and I think that that prepared me
10:41probably better
10:42than anything that could have
10:44for having
10:44a child like Taylor
10:46who
10:48pretty much wanted to follow
10:50in my mother's footsteps
10:52Taylor
10:54always knew
10:55she wanted to perform
10:57and
10:59she was already
11:00writing her own music
11:02without any co-writers
11:03this is a song I wrote
11:05yesterday
11:06I wrote this song yesterday
11:07this is a song
11:08I wrote like a week ago
11:09it's called
11:10One Sided Goodbye
11:11this song is called
11:12Beautiful Days
11:12and the title's kind of
11:14self-explanatory
11:15so
11:15and then
11:15at 11
11:17is when
11:18Taylor
11:19looked at me
11:19and said
11:20we gotta go to Nashville
11:22please
11:22please
11:23take me to Nashville
11:24that is where
11:25Faith Hill went
11:26very quickly
11:32I realized
11:33this is where
11:34my past with my mother
11:36was gonna really
11:36really come into play
11:38I think Taylor
11:40wanted to
11:41experience something
11:43that she thought
11:44was
11:45I hate to say
11:48the word
11:48but destiny
11:49I do think
11:51that at a very young age
11:53we tend to know
11:54where we're going
11:55in life
11:56and it's
11:58it's good to listen
12:00to them
12:00and where their dreams
12:02are even at that age
12:03so we're in Toronto
12:09in my hometown
12:10everything that I own
12:13I don't realize
12:15because it's just
12:15always here
12:16it's a part of
12:16the fabric of my life
12:18but truly
12:19everything
12:20is dance related
12:21everything is dance
12:22this is a
12:23I believe
12:24a Christmas tree ornament
12:25I'm such a dance geek
12:27I think more than
12:29just loving dance
12:29I'm a true dance nerd
12:31yes
12:32too much
12:33I think you have to have
12:35a certain personality
12:36to tour
12:37truly
12:38it's like one thing
12:39to be a dancer
12:40or a musician
12:41but it's another thing
12:42to be able to handle
12:43what a tour entails
12:45and it's not for everybody
12:47it was always for me
12:49I did great
12:49I loved being on the road
12:51my whole life
12:54it was my dream
12:55to tour like this
12:56and I've loved
12:57performing in this show
12:58but after this tour
13:01my dance career
13:03is coming to an end
13:04it's like that
13:05beautiful bittersweet
13:07I think is how
13:08it'll end for me
13:09everything that I saw
13:13had dance on it
13:14so I knew from a young age
13:16that this is what
13:18you wanted to do
13:19before you could even write
13:21you drew yourself
13:22dancing
13:23and the teacher wrote
13:27Amanda wants to be a dancer
13:28I like dancing
13:30because it is fun
13:31I dance good
13:32my mom takes me to dancing
13:36and sometimes my dad does
13:38thanks for sometimes
13:40taking me dad
13:40thanks for always
13:42taking me mom
13:42you're welcome
13:44are you guys excited
13:46to come
13:46oh my gosh
13:47of course
13:47on Saturday
13:48I'm going to try
13:49to wave to you guys
13:50a little bit
13:51yeah yeah
13:52but watch your step
13:53though
13:53I'll fall
13:54so as we go into
14:06these last few shows here
14:08I can't help but think
14:09that this is potentially
14:11the last time
14:12that I will ever do this
14:13in front of my family
14:14and friends
14:15you know
14:15but I think we all know
14:19how rare and special
14:21opportunities like this are
14:22and Tay
14:25you are
14:27oh god
14:28you are
14:32all things kindness
14:33and all things grace
14:35and
14:35absolutely
14:36my life is different
14:38from now
14:38moving forward
14:39because of you
14:40so
14:41have an incredible show
14:42you too
14:42I love you guys
14:43let's enjoy
14:45thank you for
14:47on retiring
14:48oh
14:48my favorite pop star
14:50you are my favorite pop star
14:52let's go out there
14:54fuck it up
14:55fuck it up
14:56up
14:57up
14:57up
14:58up
14:58if you love like this
15:01love
15:01run
15:02cause baby now we got that one
15:04and I don't think we can solve them
15:18you need her in the deep eyes
15:21and baby now we got that one
15:24hey
15:24for Taylor
15:37it's always been about
15:39the audience
15:40making sure that she
15:43felt an intimate connection with them
15:46meeting people
15:47talking to them
15:48hugging them
15:49but with the errors tour
15:51that could no longer be possible
15:54because of COVID
15:56and
15:56the risk that it brought to
15:59everybody backstage
16:00that you know
16:01you've got this massive production
16:02having it shut down
16:04would be a disaster
16:05I decided that if I couldn't meet fans
16:09in the crowd
16:10in the show
16:11then I have to come up with different ways
16:16to still give people an intimate experience
16:21Ethan Tobin is a brilliant production designer
16:26I've been working with him
16:27mainly I started on music videos
16:29this was the biggest undertaking that we had
16:32I'd like to build worlds around a storyteller
16:37their relationship with their fans
16:39our relationship with the songs
16:41if every idea that you have
16:43creates an emotional response
16:44you are able to make people in the last row
16:48feel like they're in the first row
16:49I wanted to make sure that our production
16:56was accessible from every part of the stadium
16:59well these people are all the way up here
17:01so we make the floor video
17:03and the video screen on the floor
17:05so now as they look down
17:06they get this incredible view
17:08but now the people on the floor can't see
17:10and so we're going to get a camera
17:12that's overhead
17:12we'll be able to shoot the floor
17:14we'll put up on the screen
17:14I mean we have a cinematographer for this tour
17:18which we've never had before
17:20so many people are going to be
17:21watching those screens
17:22so we know which shots are cooler than other shots
17:26and then also I was like
17:39do some wild card stuff Ethan
17:41I want there to be a moment
17:42where the fans are like
17:43what just happened
17:44and that's when he comes up with things like
17:46me diving into the stage
17:48at which point I'm like
17:50Ethan that is not going to work
17:53how does that even work
17:55you get red lights
17:59until you get the green lights
18:02green lights tell you
18:03that you're not going to run into anything
18:04oh my god
18:04and then you're into a bag
18:06I wonder what that looks like from the top
18:08you have a window
18:10downstage inside
18:12from the top
18:13yeah
18:13and it looks cool
18:14it looks even better
18:15like as if I'm coming back
18:17from the piano
18:18I'm walking here
18:20and I just
18:21did it look good
18:24I love it so much
18:27do it again
18:28yeah if you're comfortable with it
18:30people scream
18:49it's happening right in front of your eyes
18:55that creates joy
19:00and that's I think what great shows do
19:06make adults feel like children
19:10what we were trying to do with this tour
19:17was make it the biggest thing we've ever done
19:21but truthfully
19:23none of it happens
19:25without a song
19:27and a person up there willing to sing it
19:30I love songs
19:32I love songs
19:34I love songs
19:38storytelling for me is one of
19:44the key aspects
19:46that makes me feel like life is worth living
19:48cause our song is a slamming screen door
19:51sneaking out of a tapping on
19:53here's a window
19:54when we're on the phone
19:55and he talks real slow
19:57it's just
19:58it's that important to me
19:59it gets better than this
20:02you'd take my hand
20:03and drag me head
20:05but fearless
20:06and crafting a song is
20:09just
20:10the happiest I ever am
20:12hi
20:12okay
20:14so let's go
20:15I liked it better
20:17when you were on my side
20:20sorry hold on
20:24I just wrote this 15 minutes ago
20:26if you're in a writing session with me
20:28like I'll go into my lyric space
20:30and it's just sort of like
20:31just rocking back and forth in a corner
20:33muttering
20:33what if you start
20:38what if you start over with the same melody
20:41so it's
20:42so it's
20:43in the middle of the night
20:44yeah so it starts over
20:45yeah yeah yeah
20:46it's very
20:47I've never lost that sense of just like
20:49I don't know
20:51it's for me
20:52it's
20:52it's endlessly fascinating
20:55I never get bored of it
20:58songwriting happens
21:04whether I'm on tour or not
21:06because my life has just always
21:10been a kind of free-flowing state of
21:13you live it
21:14you feel it
21:15you wonder about it
21:16you write about it
21:17I started going to Sweden
21:22in between my shows
21:23and it just felt like the most
21:25exciting way to make a secret album
21:28it would just be the three of us
21:32and
21:33we would write
21:34and we would record
21:36do you want to hear the vocals?
21:38yes please
21:38all right
21:39you don't have to hold back
21:40on the violence
21:41so go more violent?
21:43I mean
21:44it was almost like you were a little
21:46I think I was trying to be in tune
21:47and I didn't have the click track
21:48yeah
21:49I can be more violent
21:50trust me
21:53all right
21:53making the album
21:55while I was on the Ares tour
21:56I was in a place in my life
21:59where life felt so full of possibility
22:01and it felt like I was figuring things out
22:04and it felt like
22:04so romantic and magical
22:06and passionate
22:07and I wanted to encapsulate that feeling
22:09on this album
22:10we hadn't made any music
22:31together since Reputation
22:33which came out in 2017
22:34so going back and working with Max and Shellback
22:39our relationship is very much that I feel like
22:42they've always been mentors
22:44and I've always felt like their apprentice
22:46and they are so brilliant
22:49good job everyone
23:04mostly dog
23:05it's really a very respectful relationship
23:09that you would have with people
23:10that you
23:10you know they're your peers
23:12but you also look up to them
23:13okay so this is a Swedish Christmas dinner
23:16no
23:17what is this
23:18this is a
23:19I don't know about dinner
23:21I mean
23:22this is the first station
23:25first station of Swedish
23:27Christmas
23:29so we put nuts and raisins in the cup
23:32and then we put
23:34the spiced wine
23:36in there
23:37and it's hot
23:39and we drink it
23:40yes
23:40I'm excited
23:41that's absolutely delicious
23:43this is
23:45this is incredible
23:46yeah
23:47go yul
23:48go yul
23:49go yul
23:50merry Christmas
23:51go yul
23:51go yul
23:53I was really ready
23:56for that sort of challenge
23:57to go back in
23:58with these two people
23:58and really try to
24:00stretch
24:01and challenge myself
24:02as much as possible
24:03to make
24:04hopefully the best album
24:06that I could possibly make
24:07I think it should be high
24:09good thing
24:14you know what I mean
24:15like so that it's
24:16it's got something weird
24:17and creepy about the high
24:18oh I'm obsessed with this
24:21Jesus
24:24I usually hear about new music
24:30within five minutes
24:32of it being written
24:33if anyone call me
24:34honey
24:35it was standing in the bottom
24:37that is the best thing
24:39I can possibly think of
24:40and also the scariest
24:42because now I know something
24:45that nobody else knows
24:46other than the people
24:47who are in that room
24:48and that's a massive responsibility
24:50it's like I don't know
24:51don't send
24:52no don't send it to me
24:53I don't want it on my phone
24:54no no no
24:54or like I'm immortal now
24:55baby dolls
24:56like that you're still
24:58talking to all those girls
24:59yeah
24:59but I'm immortal now
25:02baby dolls
25:03I couldn't
25:05if I tried
25:07nah
25:08I like that other one
25:09that you went to
25:10yeah
25:10I couldn't
25:11if I tried
25:14thank you for the lovely bouquet
25:19I think
25:20I think you put
25:20bring the beat back on
25:22bouquet
25:22damn it
25:24I just love it
25:25I love
25:26being
25:28hyper detailed
25:29and
25:30having
25:31having
25:32several overarching themes
25:34that are woven throughout
25:35and I think the fans
25:37have really gotten into
25:39that obsessive nature
25:41of my storytelling too
25:42I think for a lot of people
25:44they feel such a personal
25:46connection to her
25:46her deeply personal
25:48writing
25:49the drama that she's been through
25:52the heartbreak and regret
25:54that she's shared with people
25:55and I think it must be meaningful
25:56to her
25:57for that to resonate
25:58woo
25:59yeah
25:59all right
26:01this is going to be
26:02my last song for today
26:04Taylor Swift is one of my
26:05favorite singers
26:06and it inspired me to sing
26:07one of her songs
26:08I think a lot of people
26:11can relate to this
26:12I wanted to give a compilation
26:14of lyrics that I still have
26:15yet to recover from
26:16when you were young
26:17they assume you're nothing
26:19one of the things that sets her
26:24apart from a lot of other people
26:25is how she writes
26:26you choose stars
26:28around my scars
26:30but now I'm
26:32bleeding
26:34so I knew you
26:37stepping on the last train
26:39on me like a last day
26:42night
26:43I knew you
26:45leaving like a father
26:47running like water
26:50I knew you
26:53handing down my sweater
26:55baby
26:56cause you better
26:57run
26:58her writing is personal
26:59and it's vulnerable
27:00and it's very specific
27:01but in that specificity
27:03people
27:03see themselves
27:05cause there we are again
27:08when I
27:09loved you so
27:11back before you lost
27:15the one real thing
27:17you've ever known
27:18I don't remember a time
27:20existing without her music
27:21every chapter of my life
27:23is marked by an album of hers
27:25that came out
27:25around the same time
27:26I started writing music
27:29when I was 8
27:30I remember
27:31my friends saying
27:33would you rather
27:34have 10 trillion dollars
27:37or like write a song
27:38with Taylor Swift
27:38I'm like
27:39write a song
27:40with Taylor Swift
27:41oh this is going to be a fun one
27:50hello
27:51hi hi hi hi
27:52hi
27:52how's your dress
27:54thanks man
27:55how are you feeling
27:56I'm you know
27:58I'll get there
27:59this is going to pull me
28:00through my cold
28:00this is a medical thing
28:02for me
28:02so what I would do
28:05is I'd start out
28:06by like talking to them
28:07about
28:07how we're so excited
28:10cause we just got nominated
28:11for a Grammy together
28:12so we thought
28:13what better than to
28:15play a little song
28:16for you
28:16now
28:17and then I'll be like
28:18Gracie come out
28:19what
28:21the way they
28:22oh it's crazy
28:24no the double bridge
28:25is going to send me
28:26off a cliff
28:27it still feels surreal
28:39to be here
28:40you know
28:40she is just
28:42the easiest person
28:42to be around
28:43she's such a dear friend
28:44I fucking love her
28:46and then sometimes
28:47I'm like
28:47how is it
28:49that we're singing
28:49this song
28:50for me
28:51this is like
28:52a dream
28:52I always get
28:57like so smiling
28:58it's going to be great
28:58I won't tell you
29:00how did you miss
29:02us
29:04us
29:05wonder if you
29:10regret the secret
29:12of us
29:14us
29:17us
29:18us
29:19us
29:20I think
29:29you'll remember
29:29the genius
29:31young lady
29:32you saw
29:33earlier tonight
29:34Gracie Abrams
29:35so will you please
29:38welcome to the stage
29:39once again
29:41Gracie Abrams
29:44there's something that happens
30:03between friends who make music
30:06it's this kind of undeniable bond
30:09it's this kind of undeniable bond
30:09that you have
30:10with Gracie
30:14we've had so many special moments
30:16with Gracie
30:18we've had so many special moments
30:20looking at it now
30:22looking at it now
30:23but I seem so simple
30:26we were flying on your couch
30:32I love you Gracie
30:33you know my opening acts
30:35on this tour
30:36are kids that were like
30:3810 years old at my show
30:39and now that we're singing together
30:42like
30:42you just can't believe
30:44the way that everything's falling into place
30:46and the way you
30:47never could have dreamed it would
30:49Toronto give it up again for Gracie Abrams
31:09you know I look forward to seeing
31:24the different ways
31:25that the fans react
31:27from night to night
31:27you see the tears
31:29and you see the hugging each other
31:31and it just
31:31I love it
31:32for me personally
31:34watching the show
31:35that moment
31:37that Taylor appears
31:38and there she is
31:39that to me
31:41is
31:43absolutely worth
31:45everything
31:46it makes me feel
31:49like this was my
31:50calling
31:51in life
31:52whether it was Taylor
31:54or my mom
31:56it was to be around someone
31:57who loves entertaining
31:59and is extraordinarily talented
32:01it was just
32:03just ditto
32:06it just happened all over again
32:07you know Taylor sings Marjorie
32:13which is dedicated to my mother
32:14and you know we
32:17I knew I was going to do it at some point
32:24the experience writing Marjorie
32:34was
32:35I was kind of a wreck at times writing it
32:39I'd sort of break down sometimes
32:41she died when I was 13
32:50when I was on a trip to Nashville
32:52to try and make it
32:53so I've always just sort of felt like
32:57she was
32:58seeing this
33:00you know
33:00one of the things that still rips me apart
33:04when I listen to it
33:05is that she's singing with me on this song
33:07I wrote these lyrics
33:10and if I did know better
33:12I think you were
33:14singing to me now
33:17then you hear her actually sing
33:21it's things like that
33:27that just make you feel like
33:28your whole heart
33:29is in this whole thing
33:30during the tour
33:33she does Marjorie
33:37and I said to her
33:39God Taylor
33:40I don't know if I can make it through the tour
33:42crying every night
33:44when you sing that song
33:45it just gets me
33:47it started off as something very simple
33:52you know
33:54we didn't even have lights prepared for that song
33:57we didn't know
34:00that the fans were going to
34:02honor that song
34:03with the reverence that they do
34:05that they were going to hold their phones up
34:09it just became
34:18a very loving tribute to her grandmother
34:22we do Marjorie every night
34:24you know
34:25I think about family
34:28my dad passed away last year
34:31she's singing about her grandmother
34:32but those of us that have
34:34gone through something similar
34:35in the recent years
34:36like that's always kind of an emotional moment in the night
34:38my papa was a big part of the family
34:42my favorite person in the whole world
34:45and he unfortunately passed
34:47every single time I'm on that stage
34:50I definitely feel his presence
34:51especially the first night
34:53just this big rush fell over me
34:55and I was like
34:55it's my grandpa
34:56Marjorie is about Taylor's grandmother
35:01but it's personal to me
35:03and I think that's a testament
35:04to Taylor's writing
35:06because it really feels like
35:09it's your own experience
35:10the idea that
35:13that you have a loss
35:15and yet they are still here with us
35:19is kind of what I need to cling to
35:22in every night
35:23I've been performing with Taylor
35:33for 12 years
35:35and truly the Aeros tour
35:38was a surprise
35:39to all of us
35:41we had had COVID
35:43we all wanted to be together
35:45to make music again
35:46I know I very much needed to
35:48be here to make music again
35:50I lost my mother
35:54September of 21
35:56so when rehearsal started
35:58not only did I need music
36:00and need to be with my band family
36:04I needed to heal
36:10music is the thing
36:18that is the most healing to me
36:21and I'm like
36:26I'm like don't fall
36:27I for the past few years
36:32have been really learning
36:34to accept and lean into
36:38that two different things
36:41can be true at one time
36:42and last year
36:45that really smacked me in the face
36:48because we started this tour
36:50and we were all making memories
36:53and falling in love
36:54with each other
36:54and I was the happiest
36:56I had been in some time
36:58and at the same time
37:01I was heartbroken
37:03every moment
37:05because my mother wasn't here
37:07to experience this joy
37:09and to see the Aeros tour
37:13yeah like if you saw me sobbing somewhere
37:20you would never know
37:21that I was the happiest
37:22I had been in a while
37:24and if you saw my joy
37:27it was often that I was
37:30pretty devastated
37:31and so knowing that
37:34I just want to
37:35I don't know
37:37give permission
37:38to feel both
37:40to be here
37:42feel what we feel
37:45be as present as you can
37:46in these next four shows
37:48thank you to all of you
37:50things come back
37:51and now
37:52all right
38:01oh my God
38:02all right guys
38:03you heard her
38:03let's go out there
38:04fuck it
38:05oh fuck it
38:06Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh!
38:08Oh, oh, oh, oh!
38:30Never be so kind
38:32and forget to be clever
38:36Never be so clever
38:42and forget to be kind
38:48And if I didn't know better
38:52I think you were
38:54talking to me now
38:56If I didn't know better
39:00I think you were
39:02talking to me now
39:04I think you were
39:06still around
39:08What died didn't stay
39:12then
39:14You're alive
39:16You're alive in my
39:18head
39:20What died didn't stay
39:22then
39:24You're alive
39:26You're alive
39:28So alive
39:30The autumn chill that wakes me up
39:32You're lovely and the sky so much
39:34Long limbs and flows and swims
39:36You always go past where I feel you can touch
39:38And I complained the whole way
39:40And I complained the whole way then
39:42Car ride backing up the stairs
39:44I should've asked you questions
39:46I should've asked you
39:48I should've asked you how to be
39:50I should've asked you to write it down for me
39:52I should've kept every grocery store received
39:54Cause every scrap of you would be taken from me
39:56Cause every scrap of you would be taken from me
40:00Watched as you signed your name Marjorie
40:02All your closets are backlogged dreams
40:04Cause it's a backlog of dreams
40:06And how you left them all to me
40:10What died didn't stay dead
40:12What died didn't stay dead
40:14You're alive
40:16You're alive in my head
40:20What died didn't stay dead
40:22What died didn't stay dead
40:24You're alive so alive
40:26And if I didn't know better
40:32I think you were
40:34Singing to me now
40:38If I didn't know better
40:40I think you were still around
40:42I know better
40:44If I didn't know better
40:46I think you were still around
40:48I know better
40:52My mom's voice is in that song
40:54that song. And she would have loved to have seen all of this. She'd be so proud. And I think she'd
41:04also be really, really stoked that she's now singing in a stadium every night.
41:54We're at the very end of this tour. So you doing that, you have no idea how much it means
42:08to me and to my band and to my crew and everybody who's put so much of this into this tour.
42:24I don't even know what I'm saying anymore. I'm just having a bit of a moment, sorry.
42:35It's not even the last show.
42:36I love you guys. Thank you so much for that.
42:56that was fun oh it got I got emotional I felt like a dumbass I couldn't put words together
43:22Austin that's kind of embarrassing that's nice of you to say though you're a very supportive person
43:27you know what got me was like Camila made this speech before the the show where she was talking
43:39about how her mom died like her mom died recently and she was just saying like how heartbroken she
43:45is that her mom never got to see the arrows tour and never got to see her do this and I was just
43:50thinking about it all night I was and I you know and I knew that and I we always used to like make
43:55eye contact on Marjorie me and Camila because of her mom but it put it in perspective like I don't know
44:01like the fact that that mom did get to see it and like Travis got to see it and dad got to see it
44:09and like I just felt so lucky and that's what it's like cracked me it cracked me wide open
44:16oh my god it was unreal it's just incredible it really was and I think you have every right
44:24to feel emotional because it has to be hitting you honey that yeah this has been the dream tour
44:29of your life yeah it has I just never thought I never thought we'd ever do something this good
44:35I mean it's gonna be an emotional time from here on out to the end it's so crazy that like all this
44:40has happened and we all got to experience it together we love you love you love you too
44:45so
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