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Step inside one of the most disturbing true crime stories of modern America. The Devil You Know (2019) is a chilling Viceland documentary series that investigates the life of Pazuzu Algarad, a self-proclaimed Satanist from North Carolina whose shocking crimes stunned the nation.
This five-part docuseries follows journalist Chad Nance as he uncovers the dark secrets behind Algarad’s cult-like influence, the murders linked to his home, and the devastating impact on the local community.
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The rise of Pazuzu Algarad from eccentric neighbor to feared cult leader
The horrifying discovery of human remains in his backyard
The psychological and social forces that enabled his reign of terror
The tragic consequences for victims, families, and investigators
If you’re fascinated by true crime, cults, and psychological documentaries, this series will leave you questioning how evil can hide in plain sight.
🔔 Subscribe for more gripping true crime documentaries and stories that reveal the darkest corners of human behavior.
This five-part docuseries follows journalist Chad Nance as he uncovers the dark secrets behind Algarad’s cult-like influence, the murders linked to his home, and the devastating impact on the local community.
👉 Watch now to explore:
The rise of Pazuzu Algarad from eccentric neighbor to feared cult leader
The horrifying discovery of human remains in his backyard
The psychological and social forces that enabled his reign of terror
The tragic consequences for victims, families, and investigators
If you’re fascinated by true crime, cults, and psychological documentaries, this series will leave you questioning how evil can hide in plain sight.
🔔 Subscribe for more gripping true crime documentaries and stories that reveal the darkest corners of human behavior.
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00:01People knew of a guy, John Lawson, who named himself Pazuzu.
00:07He became a quote-unquote Satanist.
00:10He had followers, the misfits, the outcasts.
00:14He tried to have orgies and manipulate people into having sex.
00:17People would come to Pazuzu's house because there was no rules.
00:21There was always black metal blaring at ear-shattering volume.
00:25Police today looking for the bodies of two local men believed to be missing.
00:31Dude, your house smells like death.
00:33No, yeah, it's just the bodies in the basement.
00:36We got a possible serial killer.
00:39We executed a search warrant.
00:41They didn't find anything.
00:44Why did all this happen?
00:46How could we have let this happen?
00:55This community really believe in Satan.
01:22These people really believe in dark forces.
01:29They're waiting for the apocalypse and they believe in a very tactile battle between the forces of good and evil.
01:39Between the devil and God and his angels.
01:45My name is Chad Nance and I am the editor-in-chief of the Campbell City Dispatch.
02:08The Dispatch is a local news blog I found out with my wife here in Winston-Salem in 2012.
02:15Ever since Pazuzu was arrested, I've been trying to get past the rumors and the sensationalist headlines.
02:21To get to the real story behind this man.
02:24His crimes.
02:25His victims.
02:26And how this could have happened in our community.
02:28What I'm finding is that this story is not just about murder.
02:31It's much bigger than that.
02:41No one really knows how many crimes have taken place.
02:44I mean the investigation is still not over.
02:49There could be more victims.
02:50Where I kind of made an emotional connection with the story honestly is the story of Josh.
03:04What often happens in the sensationalism is that we have headlines that say Satan, Satan, Satan.
03:09And we don't understand a story like Josh Wessler and his family.
03:13The guy could have been me.
03:29I went through so much.
03:32Our lives have just been very complicated by this.
03:36And thinking about what happened.
03:40And then just being part of a story that's so fantastic and dark and terrible.
03:47And I think sometimes, you know, how did I end up in the middle of this story?
03:54My name is Stacy Carter.
03:57Josh and I were together for six years.
03:59Josh and I met in 1999 in Olympia, Washington when I was traveling out west.
04:10I was 25.
04:12He was 22.
04:14So he was a little bit younger.
04:16I wasn't super outgoing.
04:19And being with Josh was so much fun because he knew everybody within a very short time and was much more outgoing.
04:27We got a van and traveled the country.
04:31He really preferred the company of people who are outside of the mainstream.
04:37I loved his passion for life.
04:40I loved his dedication and commitment to his sense of right.
04:45Josh was beautiful.
04:47I remember seeing him sleeping after I'd first met him and just thinking he had the most beautiful face I'd ever seen.
04:54So there was that too.
04:57Josh grew up in Virginia and he took horseback riding lessons and loved horses, loved animals.
05:08He never said no to a stray dog.
05:11That was one of the things that brought us together and kept us together with that common vision and that connection with horses.
05:23Well, we bought land and our plan was to build a training center.
05:35So he wanted to bring horses in for rehabilitation.
05:38And so we had this dream and this vision of the farm.
05:44And then when she got pregnant, they settled down, bought a small farm that they were going to turn into a horse farm.
05:49Got screwed by a bank, you know, right before all the loan companies and everything start to fail.
05:55And Josh's life starts going downhill there.
05:57We lost the farm in 2008 and since then I've been working for other people, trading work for rent, but not getting paid.
06:18Our dream that we shared involved having our farm and having our farm and having our business.
06:28And, you know, we trusted the banks, the mortgage brokers.
06:34They said, oh, I'm going to help you.
06:37And what they really did was convince us to do something that destroyed us.
06:42That destroyed us.
06:59He ends up with a home that he can't afford that gets foreclosed on.
07:02His wife leaves him because he got desperate and he started thinking about selling drugs.
07:06I mean, it was pretty benign stuff like weed and mushrooms.
07:10But his wife didn't want a child around that sort of thing.
07:13She still loved him. She still cared about him.
07:15But she had to leave.
07:18He was the love of my life, you know.
07:21I think that we would have worked out our differences.
07:27I feel like together we could have accomplished so much.
07:31But his house was searched and raided by police.
07:38He had gotten a package of psychedelic mushrooms delivered through the mail.
07:44Because it was sent through the mail, it was considered a felony.
07:49It was front page news in his little town.
07:53That really kind of changed everything for him.
08:08He lost his clients in his hoof trimming business.
08:13He was searching hard, but with a felony on his record, nobody would give him a job.
08:17So again, the drug war takes out another guy.
08:22Once you've gotten out of jail, we beat him down economically to the point that they have to turn back to crime to try to function in a society that demands a certain amount of economic promise.
08:33It becomes hard.
08:34You know, for whatever reason, he ended up in the same circle as Pazuzu.
08:49We would cut our sails into each other, maybe drink the blood of a bird or so.
08:56Human beings would pop a squat in a corner.
09:00The dogs might eat it.
09:02There was people naked, like it was nothing.
09:05You know, just all around having a good time.
09:07Since the mid-1990s around the West End suburbs, people knew of a guy called John Lawson, who named himself Pazuzu.
09:26Pazuzu had done everything he could to make himself seem scary to the people in town.
09:31He was trying to freak people out.
09:32He claimed to sacrifice animals.
09:34He claimed to be able to control the weather.
09:36He had filed his teeth down with a Dremel tool, and he had tattoos printed all over his face.
09:41He became Winston-Salem's own masculine icon of depravity, and he created a following of disaffected youth desperate for an escape.
10:02Pazuzu had followers, more or less.
10:09I was certainly one of them.
10:11We were these people who were intrigued by this free atmosphere that he built around himself.
10:18Are you done now? Can I move?
10:30Yes.
10:31I kind of look at Winston-Salem as sort of a black hole.
10:34So a lot of people go down some pretty dark paths in this town.
10:40Myself included.
10:49My legal name is Nathan Anderson.
10:51I've been in and out of recovery the past couple of years, but I relapsed last summer.
11:06I was a straight-A student all my years growing up, all through high school.
11:11I had basically a full ride to Wake Forest University when I left.
11:28My entire life, really, has been defined by entertainment.
11:34Movies, books, television shows, video games, by stories.
11:44And when I found drugs, it was just like the next best thing.
11:51The next great story, I guess.
11:54You know, it just made me feel good, and I didn't have to worry about how boring or shitty the world was.
12:04You know?
12:05You know?
12:06You know?
12:07You know?
12:08You know?
12:09You know?
12:11You know?
12:13Pazuzu, to this day, is the best story.
12:25He had, if you will, a twisted sort of charisma.
12:30You know?
12:31It's the kind of charisma that's not going to appeal to everyone, but certain minds are drawn in by that.
12:38The misfits, the outcasts, crazy people, people living on the edge, I guess, or people who wanted to live on the edge.
12:50I never really considered that there might be a little more to that until I started hearing these rumors and these stories about bodies and murder and stuff.
13:03When I first met him, we mainly just hung out and chilled around and whatnot.
13:16You know?
13:17Maybe did a little bit of heroin every now and again.
13:18You know?
13:19Just a shit ton of drinking and cut our sails into each other.
13:21You know?
13:22Maybe drank the blood of a bird or so.
13:25You know?
13:26Just all around having a good time.
13:30My name's David Adams.
13:31I am an old friend of Pazuzu's.
13:32I've known him for a little over a decade.
13:33And, uh, we used to get into some shit.
13:34People would come to Pazuzu's house because they knew it was free reign.
13:50There was no rules, no anything that you had to abide by.
13:57You could piss in his carpet.
14:00You could smash a TV.
14:02You could hit somebody in the head with a beer bottle.
14:05You could throw a knife at his wall.
14:07It just didn't matter.
14:11You knock on the door and immediately you hear a shit ton of dogs barking.
14:18And then Pazuzu answers the door.
14:23You're greeted with this smell of just...
14:29Ammonia and urea.
14:31It just smells like straight urine.
14:36And rotting matter, you know, greets you as soon as that door is opened.
14:41He was crazy looking enough, you know, with the long ratty-ass dreadlocks and all his teeth filed down to a point.
14:54Which, later come to find out, he did high as hell on meth one day.
15:00There was always black metal blaring and ungodly ear-shattering volumes.
15:10There was always glass getting smashed, people fighting.
15:14People would get so drunk there that human beings would just pop a squat in a corner and take a crap.
15:29And God knows when it would get cleaned up or the dogs might eat it or whatever.
15:33You walked into his kitchen, it was just like any other kitchen until he opened up his dishwasher.
15:44When he opened up his dishwasher, it was filled with serious weapons.
15:48There was people naked, like it was nothing.
15:53He tried to have orgies and trying to manipulate people into having sex and doing whatever they wanted to do.
16:03You can do whatever the f*** you want.
16:06Nobody's pointing their finger at me, nobody's judging me.
16:09It was just free, right?
16:13You know, it's like this mad place where you can act out your darkest and sickest fantasies
16:17to no judgment.
16:19And actually, I can see the appeal for a generation here who is having a hard time even finding a job.
16:25You know, the idea that you can go somewhere judgment-free with no pressure on you.
16:29Somebody's gonna give you drugs and let you behave however you want.
16:32There's an appeal to that.
16:36He loved filth.
16:38Like he believed it gave him like some type of weird power.
16:40Everything on the surface was, it was ugly and it was nasty, but it was fun.
16:49It was cool. It was, you know, intoxicating, just like drugs.
16:53He was basically like a Charles Manson of Clemens.
17:06I'm Sylvia LeBeau. I'm related to the situation just by being at the wrong place at the wrong time.
17:16He had this thing called fiancés.
17:19He had several women followers, Dixie, Crystal, Amber, and he called them his fiancés.
17:32That term has always stuck with me, fiancés.
17:38He had this sense of power.
17:40Power of fear.
17:43That's where I think Pazuzu derived most of his power from.
17:49Pazuzu would tell me all these crazy stories about, you know, hurting and maiming people.
17:56I'd look at him and just be like,
17:58Okay, buddy. Sure you did. You sure do.
17:59Pazuzu, I just felt like he wasn't going anywhere. He was just kind of a shitbag. You know, he just like sat around his house all the time, never wanted to do anything positive.
18:17I just felt like I was stuck in a crossroads.
18:19A lot of my friends, my peers were like getting off on heroin and stuff like that.
18:23I just wanted to get away from just like the drugs in Winston-Salem and get away from Pazuzu.
18:30I got my GED when I was 16.
18:34Went in the military.
18:37And I was a gunner in Iraq.
18:40Pazuzu would call me all the time on the phone.
18:43He's like, you killed anyone.
18:45And he wanted to know if I killed anyone in Iraq.
18:50I've seen what the world really is like.
18:51It's like in a war, dude. Nobody's right or wrong in a war. Nobody's good or evil in war.
18:57It's just a different side, you know?
19:03But Pazuzu, he was highly evil.
19:11He had to come up with money to pay for his probation.
19:14Really the only avenues left to him were selling weed and mushrooms.
19:18And they look on his jacket and he's got a felony thing.
19:21They go, this guy wandered off.
19:23I heard a rumor that Josh had been murdered and buried in Pazuzu's backyard.
19:28Once you get a drug charge in America, your opportunities have been removed from you.
19:29We have a serious problem in this nation about how we stigmatize felons.
19:37Particularly first time felons like John.
19:38You have to take away the morality and you have to take away the judgment.
19:42You have to understand him as a human being and the decisions he made that led him to Pazuzu.
19:43Pazuzu.
19:44You have to understand him as a human being and the decisions he made that led him to Pazuzu.
19:45Pazuzu.
19:46He had to come up with a gun.
19:47You have to understand him as a human being and the decisions he made that led him to Pazuzu.
19:50He had to come up with money to pay for his probation.
19:57Really the only avenues left to him were selling weed and mushrooms.
19:58He was driven further and further away from society.
19:59You have to understand him as a human being.
20:00You have to understand him as a human being and the decisions he made that led him to Pazuzu.
20:03He had to come up with money to pay for his probation.
20:18Really the only avenues left to him were selling weed and mushrooms.
20:23He was driven further and further away from society.
20:30The last time I saw Josh was in July 2009.
20:37I came home on Friday and he was there and Jared was so excited to see his dad.
20:44You know, I kind of stayed out of the way and let him hang out there at the farm.
20:49That weekend I had some friends come over and we had a cookout and Josh made us all pizzas
20:55and we all just, we had a really good time.
20:57We had a lot of fun.
20:58He left on good terms.
21:02And then after that, nothing.
21:04Sometimes I wouldn't hear from them and I didn't have a phone number.
21:20I didn't have any way to get in touch with them.
21:23Jared wanted to know where his dad was.
21:30I just told him that, you know, he'd gone away somewhere.
21:33We hadn't heard from him.
21:34And honestly, I thought that.
21:36I thought that he wasn't contacting me because I would tell his probation officer where he was.
21:44So I thought he was hiding from us.
21:51Josh's probation officer kept calling me.
21:54And so I assumed that they were looking for him, but they weren't.
22:01It's like that cliche of the kid in school who gets in trouble in fifth grade and they write on his permanent record, problem child, right?
22:14That's what happened with Josh when he got drug charges.
22:20His mom really became alarmed when he didn't call on her birthday.
22:24It was so odd that Christmas would pass and he wouldn't contact Jared.
22:41When Stacy did eventually go to law enforcement about Josh, they told her that they had found Josh's car seven months before with the keys in the ignition sitting in the parking lot.
22:49And they had never contacted her about it.
22:57Had I known, I would have been suspicious that something had happened to him.
23:02I would have reported him missing much earlier on.
23:07You know, I feel like if a car is found missing, that the family of the owner should be contacted.
23:12So, you know, that was something that I think could have been handled better.
23:18They look on his jacket and he's got a felony thing.
23:22They go, oh, this guy wandered off.
23:24This guy's a cliche. He doesn't care about his family.
23:27He's off getting high somewhere.
23:30You know, and he's real easy to write off.
23:32You're not going to put a lot of police resources into that when you don't have police resources because they don't deem those people important enough to spend resources on.
23:41I was there hanging out and Paz told me, hey, I got a person in my basement.
23:48He starts bragging about how he had the body covered with cat litter and bleach to keep the smell down.
23:53They cut off his extremities, his arms and his legs and his penis, and they buried him in pieces.
24:05North Carolina is in the Bible Belt.
24:11It's God's country.
24:14One of the reasons there was so much hype around Pazuzu and a big part of Pazuzu's infamy in the local underworld and the myth he was able to build up around himself was a direct response to the evangelical Christian fervor in his community.
24:27I do believe in the devil.
24:33The devil prays on the weak.
24:37Winston-Salem was full of weak people.
24:41I was a preacher's daughter.
24:44I was heavily involved in church.
24:47Doing the Lord's work.
24:58When I first met Pazuzu, he told me that he was the gatekeeper of hell.
25:04The first time I met them.
25:07I drove Amber, or Bubbles, and Pazuzu home.
25:13When I saw their front door, that's when I knew something was highly wrong.
25:18I didn't want to be there. I wanted to leave immediately.
25:21But they asked me to stay and watch a home video of theirs.
25:24The video was of Pazuzu and Bubbles dancing around, naked.
25:34Bubbles lying on a bed in one scene, doing inappropriate things to herself.
25:43I knew the video made me nauseous.
25:47It was intense.
25:48Pazuzu, in one shot, had a knife and a bloody bandana on his head.
26:01Apparently, it was Josh's bandana, from what I was told by everyone that hung out with him.
26:07They had trapped him in a basement, and they had starved him for days.
26:17And either before or after they shot him, they cut off his extremities, his arms, his legs, and his penis.
26:25And they buried him in pieces.
26:29And they buried him in pieces.
26:32Crystal was proud to tell everyone she knew that she was involved.
26:36He had spoken to me on several occasions that he had killed homeless people and done a whole bunch of other people really badly, shot a few people, stabbed a few people.
26:52There was never any proof to my knowledge of any of these things happening.
26:59You know, I just thought that he was trying to look cool.
27:03I was there hanging out, and Paz told me, hey, I got a person in my basement.
27:08Okay, cool, whatever, dude.
27:10It's not my problem.
27:11I was told, if a person comes out of the basement, don't let them go.
27:19No one ever made a sound.
27:20No one ever knocked on a door.
27:22No one ever did anything.
27:24I was told that there was a person in the basement.
27:26I said, sure, if they come out of the basement, I'll make sure they don't leave.
27:31Clearly thinking that they're full of shit.
27:35Pazuzu looked at me, grabbed a very large knife.
27:39It was more or less a sword, but he said, I've done something.
27:45He didn't say what he had done.
27:47He said, you're going to help me dig this hole or I'm going to kill you.
27:57When I first heard about the murder, my father was hanging out with Crystal Matlock, another female that was involved.
28:03My name is Tarina Billings, and I was the first person to come forward to the police in the Pazuzu Algorod case.
28:13Crystal Matlock, she invited Pazuzu and his girlfriend over.
28:17And so everybody's having a good time drinking.
28:18A few hours later, he starts bragging about how he shot a guy six times with a shotgun and how he had the body downstairs in the basement covered with cat litter and bleach to keep the smell down.
28:35And we all thought he was lying because he was drunk and we're like, he's crazy.
28:39The day after the party, my father had left with Crystal Matlock.
28:48They came back a few hours later and had Pazuzu's mother, Cynthia, with them.
28:53My dad had cut off jean shorts on.
28:56He had dirt all over him and he didn't have the t-shirt on that he had that morning.
28:59He had no shirt.
29:00I tried to ask questions.
29:02He wouldn't answer me.
29:04And Cynthia just, there was something going on at her house.
29:07She just needed to get back right away.
29:10So they left.
29:11And when they left, I followed behind them.
29:13Followed them to the house.
29:14They pulled into the garage.
29:16And my dad came and saw me pull up in the front.
29:20And he runs across the yard to the road and just told me to get the hell out of there.
29:25And the way he said it, I just, I listened and I left.
29:28My father, he didn't open up to me at first in the beginning, but my best friend, he did open up to her and tell her everything that happened as far as Pazuzu chopping up the body, burying it in the backyard.
29:43There were other people there at the time, but I don't know their names.
29:49It was very hard to go to the police, but I thought, what if that was my brother buried in somebody's backyard?
29:57I would want somebody to come forward and say something.
30:00They met us at the Yakin County Park.
30:12I was sitting in the car with a detective and he asked me names of the people that I knew that were involved.
30:19So I told him Crystal Matlock was one, Alan Billings, my father.
30:26Pazuzu Algered, I'd called him a caveman because that's what he looked like to me.
30:30I didn't know his name at that time.
30:32And what did the Forsyth County Sheriff's Department do with that information?
30:37Well, from what I've heard, they went to Pazuzu's house, knocked on the door and straight up told him that there had been reports of murder and bodies buried in the backyard.
30:45When asked if the reports were true, Pazuzu said no.
30:51When asked if they could search his house, he said no again.
30:55So the officer left.
30:56And why would the police do that?
30:59My name is Brad Stanley.
31:26On average, Forsyth County Sheriff's Office in those areas, we have two, maybe three homicides a year.
31:37We had information previously to go to the residents through our local Crime Stoppers program where they don't have to identify themselves.
31:46Unfortunately, just those tips are not enough many times to develop probable cause.
31:55So you're back to 2009, you've got multiple reports that Pazuzu has killed and put someone in his backyard.
32:04You had the Winston-Salem Police Department with Josh's car and with Crime Stoppers tips referring to it as Pazuzu.
32:12I mean, it's ridiculous.
32:13Everybody in the community knows this guy.
32:16He's absolutely, he's even become an urban legend or a suburban legend and nobody's doing anything about it.
32:21God put me on drugs to help Stacey.
32:28When I saw him, I was like, oh my God, his dad was murdered by this guy that I happen to know.
32:36I think God put me on drugs and God put me where I was to help Stacey find out what happened to her boyfriend.
32:55I was at a party with a friend I worked with and I was doing mushrooms and hula hooping and having a lot of fun.
33:03There was like a liquor luge there and it was really fun.
33:08Um, and it was like two, three in the morning.
33:10She said that she had to take me home.
33:16So we were driving down South Creek Parkway and we were just talking and, um, I happened to mention Pazuzu supposedly killed this guy named Josh.
33:27And she was like, what?
33:31Her face turned shocked.
33:34It was just shock and surprise.
33:37And just like I had uncovered a mystery for her.
33:42And she said, you need to meet my friend Stacey.
33:46So we concocted the plan that I would get a voice recording of information on how Josh died, um, or was murdered.
34:00Because like I said, they were very proud of what they did and what they were.
34:06I went with my phone to record any information I could.
34:13There were several people that spoke up on the voice recording, but the main voice was Nate.
34:27I started laughing and said, is it true that Pazuzu actually killed people?
34:33And Nate looked at me and said, well, yeah, like it was common knowledge.
34:38He said, yeah, he'd killed people.
34:43I went to the sheriff's department with a voice recording and my personal knowledge of who was involved in the murders and told them what I knew.
34:57I know I looked crazy, but they didn't take anything I said seriously.
35:09I traveled down to Salisbury to see Stacey.
35:16We come to this farm and the farm is pretty.
35:19There's horses everywhere.
35:21It's just like a setup for like a beautiful movie.
35:25We get there and I'm meeting Stacey.
35:28Hi, Stacey.
35:29I see this boy and I'm like, oh, okay, there's a kid here.
35:35And then I see him walk in front of me and then it hit me.
35:44This dad was murdered.
35:47His dad is buried in the back of someone's yard.
35:54And I have this huge breakthrough story.
36:01So many emotions ran through my mind when I saw him thinking, oh my God, his dad was murdered by this guy that I happen to know.
36:21I think she feared for her life.
36:26We murdered a guy.
36:27We shot him in the head.
36:28If you don't help us bury him, we're going to slit your throat, but we're going to bury you with him.
36:32You're going to think I'm crazy, but I think my son's father is buried in the guy's backyard.
36:37Yeah, this looks like fake Charles Manson shit.
36:51With all the sensationalism surrounding the Pazuzu story up to this point, what I looked and saw was Josh Wessler and Stacey, a guy who's been taken away from his mother, taken away from his son.
37:10All these people's lives are forever disrupted and changed.
37:15He's left a hole.
37:20A fellow like Josh with a felony drug eviction, which is written off by society, by police.
37:26You know, but there are people that love him.
37:31You know, when I heard that he was, Josh was buried in Pazuzu's backyard, like I said, I didn't know who that was or anything like that.
37:40And I went to the police and I told him, I said, you're going to, you're going to think I'm crazy, but I think my son's father is buried in, you know, this guy's backyard in Clemens.
37:48And, and, and it turns out the officer didn't think I was crazy because he had heard rumors of that already.
38:00We executed a search warrant at 2749 Knob Hill Drive in Clemens, North Carolina.
38:07Our investigators, again, acted on as much information as they had at that time.
38:34There was no evidence that we were able to find based on the information.
38:44We were told that they had gotten cadaver dogs and they had done a search of the yard and that they found nothing.
38:55I really did not know what to think because I was so sure that Josh was there in Pazuzu's yard.
39:01When they didn't find them, I wasn't sure anymore what had happened.
39:10They sealed the search warrants.
39:12Now that's not unusual for an ongoing investigation, but I'm starting to think that there's something about this case that the sheriffs don't want us to know about.
39:18They're being tight-lipped.
39:19I've been reaching out to them, but no one is willing to go on the record.
39:25Even though I didn't have any evidence of what had happened to Josh, Jared needed some answers.
39:40Yep.
39:41I told Jared that we're pretty sure that his father had died.
39:47What passed over his face was like this look of relief.
39:53And it hit me that like for a child, a parent dying was way easier to accept than being abandoned.
40:05You know, it was almost like when he thought his dad abandoned him, that was harder for him to understand.
40:10Even with the sheriffs' silence and all the unanswered questions, I know there are a number of people inside of Pazuzu's circle who know exactly what happened.
40:32I started actually hanging out with Pazuzu on a regular basis. I started dating this girl, Dixie.
40:47She was intrigued with him and his girlfriend, Amber, or Bubbles as we call her.
40:55She became real close with them very fast and we started going over to his house to hang out.
41:04She walked out onto their back porch with me one night and pointed out the backyard.
41:11She was like, did you ever stop and think why the ground is so uneven out here?
41:18She was basically implying that, you know, he had killed a lot of people or that there are a lot of bodies buried in that backyard.
41:31She actually divulged that she helped, I think, rebury a body.
41:40I think she feared for her life being so close to them.
41:48And as I'm coming back from Iraq, coming back from my deployment, like Fort Lewis, Washington, I call her and she says I'm part of the family.
42:03I'm like, what the talking about I'm part of the family? Like, no, I know something happened.
42:09You know, this doesn't make sense. Like, this is weird.
42:11You know, this is like some Charles, fake Charles Manson shit, you know.
42:17I was scared for her protection, her life.
42:20I bought a plane ticket for like two days later, you know, and as soon as she got off the plane, she was a different person.
42:26A completely different person.
42:30We're riding from the airport. She tells me the whole story.
42:33She tells me that Amber calls her, she goes to the front door.
42:38And she said, we murdered a guy. We shot him in the head.
42:41If you don't help us bury him, you can set your throat, we're going to bury you with him.
42:46Amber and her dragged the body out in the backyard and they started digging the hole.
42:50Tried to push him in this hole and the hole was too shallow.
42:53Part of his knee is still sticking out of the dirt, so they put a tarp over him and she took a picture of it.
43:04That's how I know all this shit. This is how I know that there is a dead body in the backyard.
43:11So what the do I do?
43:12His aura is very intoxicating. You just feel free and powerful in his presence.
43:23Like I keep thinking about it, thinking about it like it was sat there rotted on my brain for years and years and years.
43:29That there's a body in the art.
43:31They actually showed up to this house, the SWAT team like battle rattle, like they're ready to rock it.
43:35You would be hard pressed to be inside the house and not think that the person who lived there was capable of about anything.
43:44It's like, what? Let's kill him right now. We'll get away with it.
43:48They shot him in his head and he fell dead.
43:51They murdered my son.
43:53Take your name for the record.
43:55This is the old car.
43:57What does that mean?
43:59It's the Lord's name.
44:05He's done.
44:07Today we are nobody.
44:11In the estud количество of the human is not just lawful.
44:14It's the old iron.
44:16It's the old burning I was hustling and that looks like, say,
44:21is so much of our own heart.
44:26And possibly, I've gone down this morning to roll a little bit of rebel uniform to collect all the actions and ensure that its body is being warriors,
44:32Bubble's name is the yaron.
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