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00:00here though the road to hell is paved in gold and the road to heaven is paved with thorns we must
00:05persevere if you remain hostile towards me but faith is bigger than salvation and damnation
00:12it's the love and joy we find in each other we must turn away from seduction we must turn away
00:23from evil oh they never gonna see this smooth operator coming celia how many times have i told
00:42you that this worldly music is bait in the devil's trap so the bible is saying lead us not into the
00:48temptations do not test me young lady lifting each other up that's what it's all about
01:18oh no what happened to you come on
01:26they confirmed the dinner with my new client so i'll have to meet you at lumi for your set
01:32wait am i officially recruiting what what's going on nerves yeah
01:39no i got a message from that woman carrie at bestie street that's amazing what about chris
01:48what about chris it feels wrong i don't know no no it's not wrong that's what you've been waiting for
01:55aria
02:03people are seeing you now
02:07and i know that's scary but you're finally pushing through
02:11you deserve every opportunity that comes your way
02:13look you're not signing anything you're just going to talk
02:18this is a good thing no no can you deliver the news to your face it doesn't listen to me anymore
02:25hey i've done the research on this clinical trial the results are really promising plus it's free
02:30which is right in the sweet spot of our budget all right but i'm just on a list right now there's
02:34no guarantee that i will actually get in i know and i'm happy to go through every scenario again if
02:39that would be helpful or you can talk it through with your new therapist i can't wait
02:44full 50 minutes of uninterrupted whining and please don't forget you have chemo tomorrow
02:49how could i forget i get three messages a day from the shared calendar
02:51do you want me to come with you no you gotta work i will be okay okay because
02:56you know as the treatments continue you might start to feel like chris said she will be there
02:59will she
03:01i could add it to the shared calendar
03:07okay i'm just gonna say this with everything that's going on do you think it's a good time
03:12for you to start dating somebody
03:14well thanks for taking care of everything yeah all right goodbye who's taking care of what
03:28is everything your business i'd like to think so
03:30you remember my friend al well when you attempted to play basketball with okay you can just say yes
03:37anyway he's taking care of brenda's estate she made a donation to the church in her will
03:43oh
03:45i found her planner this morning she signed up to be in the soup kitchen tomorrow
03:52she had all these plans through the rest of the year
03:56you could go in her place you know you don't have to be a part of sunday service to serve green
04:02being casserole right you'll be honoring her memory speaking of you still have a lot of her
04:09things around the apartment and it's my experience that being surrounded by constant reminders is
04:17paralyzing when i finally cleared my place after dana died it was healing maybe but there are some
04:25things i might want to hold on to of course and there may be some things you may not want to hold
04:31on to this is where my organizational expertise comes in for example uh
04:35do you know what this is electric tongs wrong it's a flat iron which you don't need
04:50okay yeah no are you planning on wearing this regularly leave it alone walter leave it alone
05:02i'm sorry i didn't mean to push can we skip lunch
05:10i'm just not feeling it today
05:17i'll check in with you later
05:24i've been waiting for so long
05:27oh my gosh i am running so late my first driver canceled on me because he saw my table and he said
05:41well a chiropractor messed up my mother-in-law's back and i'm like i'm not even a chiropractor right
05:45okay i'm gonna leave my overnight bag here so that i don't have to carry it around with me all day
05:49hi oh hi yes pleasantries what are you doing i am looking for my other glove you should try your
05:57right pocket oh my okay all right see you okay but don't total anyone's mother-in-law funny not funny
06:08okay okay
06:16oh
06:22Oh, I can't.
06:41No, no.
06:43No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
06:45Oh.
06:52Look like a proud mom.
07:05So this is what motherhood is like.
07:07I never got to do that thing where you confuse people by aging your kid in months.
07:11Mm, it's my favorite thing to do.
07:13Did you know, for instance, that Anna is 77 months old now?
07:18Oh, that's such a fun age.
07:20It is.
07:21I want to show you something.
07:22You cannot tell Aria.
07:26Okay.
07:29It's a room.
07:30Yes, yes, it's a room.
07:31It's a room, but it's the new headquarters of Aldridge Records.
07:37I have recording equipment coming tomorrow and everything.
07:40I can see the excitement just washing over you.
07:43Right, I'm sorry.
07:44No, I am very excited, but is this something that you can afford right now?
07:50You do know that I'm over a thousand months old, right?
07:54You're 83 years old?
07:56Okay.
07:56I may not have the apparently Mensa-level math skills that you have, but I am a grown woman.
08:02I know how to handle my finances.
08:04You are right.
08:05I'm sorry.
08:05It's not my place.
08:06It's just sort of a force of habit.
08:07It's an investment, and I will have to sacrifice a bit.
08:10I know, but I've already started.
08:12This morning, for example, I ordered a grande frappuccino instead of a venti.
08:18Wow.
08:18I quit my bi-weekly delivery of vegetables to throw away, and it seemed to have happened
08:24upon a sucker who gives me free wine.
08:26Mm.
08:26I should have never doubted you.
08:29Besides, you have to put your money where your mouth is.
08:33I support you, 100%.
08:36I'm going to cap that for you while I'm not, because I have a business to run.
08:40Walter, how did you and Brenda meet?
08:43Well, she was on my subway route, and every morning she'd be standing there at the front
08:49of the train.
08:51We'd wave.
08:52Finally, one day, when the train stalled, she knocked on my window and said,
08:58I'm sorry to bother you at work, but why haven't you asked me out for coffee yet?
09:03I told her I didn't think that she'd be interested, and she said,
09:07You think I stand around waving at train conductors all day?
09:13That's amazing.
09:14What did you say?
09:15Well, she walked away before I could say anything,
09:19but I took the next day off, and I got on the train, stopped before hers with two cups
09:24of coffee, and when she stepped on the train, I sat right next to her, and I said,
09:29Hope you like cream and sugar.
09:32Wow.
09:33What a move, Walter.
09:34Oh, yeah.
09:35You were one smooth operator.
09:40Aria, can I borrow you for a sec?
09:42Yeah.
09:44How are you feeling?
09:45You good?
09:46What's up?
09:46Huh?
09:47No.
09:47Yeah.
09:47I'm, yeah, I'm good.
09:49Are you, are you good?
09:50I'm great.
09:50Um, it's a big deal, performing a first original.
09:54So, if you feel overwhelmed, just look my way, and you'll get every ounce of support that
09:59you need.
10:05Uh, Chris, I, um, I need to tell you something.
10:09All right.
10:10Um, I love you.
10:17Oh.
10:19And I'm not just saying that I, um, I mean it.
10:23Aw.
10:24I love you too, my darling.
10:29Go crush it.
10:30Yeah.
10:30Yeah.
10:31Yeah.
10:31Yeah.
10:32Yeah.
10:32Yeah.
10:33Yeah.
10:34Woo!
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10:58I don't know what to say
11:16Sometimes life doesn't go our way
11:23And I don't know how to feel
11:30Some things I can't let be real
11:38And I know that you wanna try to understand
11:42Why you can never put your world right in my hands
11:46And maybe you could save me if you knew my plan
11:49But I'm still trying to learn from
11:54Loving all that's tragic
11:58Asking what all happened
12:02Will we find the magic
12:05If this is what it means
12:08Wishing for the madness
12:13Wanderin' like Alice
12:17Can we fight the magic
12:20If this is what it means to be human
12:29Yeah!
12:31Oh, I'm gonna cry!
12:32There's a slow track
12:34Thank you, thank you!
12:37Yeah!
12:39Thank you!
12:43Where do you think you're going at this hour?
13:04To look for Celia
13:05Go back up to your room
13:07But it's dark out
13:09Walter
13:13Go back up to your room
13:15God will watch over your sister
13:16If you really want to help her
13:18Go on up there and pray
13:19Google
13:37Chris!
13:37Hi, Finn
13:43Love your sweater
13:43Thank you
13:45Remember me? Your friend Nate?
13:47Oh, yeah. Hi, Nate.
13:50Ice cold.
13:51Wow. And you're going for my chair.
13:54It's not your chair.
13:55It kind of is. You're always in that chair.
13:57Well, she was this one now, right? So, come on. Grow up.
14:00I don't like this. No, I don't like this at all.
14:03What, you don't like our best friendship?
14:06Eh.
14:07Uh, well, watch your back.
14:09This alliance has changed in the blink of an eye.
14:12Hey, so, uh, who are you here with today?
14:14My mom.
14:15She's talking to the doctor about a clinical trial.
14:18The one in Houston?
14:19I think so.
14:21I'm up for the same one.
14:22Hmm. Maybe we'll both get in.
14:25Well, you know, I don't know how many spots there are, though.
14:29Oh.
14:31May the best cancer patient win.
14:32Hmm.
14:36Perfect timing.
14:37For what?
14:38Got to last.
14:38Hey!
14:39No fair. That was a sneak attack. Not fair.
14:42I want to get in the trial.
14:58But if it means that she can.
14:59Like, I, I just, I can't do it.
15:04I understand why this may be uncomfortable for you.
15:07It's just like, Chris is the one who encouraged me to get out and perform.
15:11This feels like I'm going behind her back.
15:13No, and I totally get it.
15:14But we are here to talk about you.
15:18I mean, that performance at Lumi last night was stellar.
15:22You were there?
15:22Yeah, I was.
15:24The world needs to hear you, Arya.
15:26That being said, this industry is insane.
15:30I mean, even the best artists tend to get lost in the shuffle.
15:32I just want to make sure that doesn't happen to you.
15:34Well, I mean, I'm, Chris is only artist, so there isn't much of a shuffle.
15:38And I'm sure at some point this new venture of hers will be killer, but you don't have time to waste.
15:44It takes a lot of resources to launch new artists.
15:46Industry connections, marketing, PR, it's a machine.
15:49I mean, maybe there's a way we could all partner.
15:56Given how things are left, I don't think that's an option.
16:00Look, your gig at the bar, it's nice.
16:04But signing with Vessie Street could catapult your career.
16:07We could have you touring with major artists within the year.
16:13I'm not supposed to tell you this, but I already have a lead.
16:16I mean, well, it's completely up to you, but I would love to have you come back and play for the other execs.
16:24Okay.
16:25Yeah.
16:26Yeah, yeah.
16:28Okay, great.
16:36Hello.
16:39Yeah.
16:39Thank you for doing this again.
17:05Stop.
17:05She's my favorite person.
17:06You good?
17:10Yeah.
17:11Uh, I broke my camera.
17:14Oh, no.
17:16Yeah.
17:16I'm so sorry.
17:17Yeah, it sucks, but it's fine.
17:19Um, I'll get a new one at some point.
17:23Oh, and Jerry.
17:25She's going to take my job, isn't she?
17:27She's going to take all of our jobs.
17:28Yeah.
17:28Financial stress in itself, it's a huge burden.
17:38So, that's not the first time.
17:40Well, how so?
17:42Claire's not really responsible with money, but we don't really have to get into that right now.
17:48Well, actually, my suggestion would be that we do get into it.
17:54She kept falling for these scams.
17:55I was investing in some new venture, but was just digging a deeper and deeper hole.
17:59And I, I just, I do not know how to not be angry at her.
18:05Must feel like a betrayal.
18:06Yes, yes, it did.
18:08It felt like that.
18:11Hmm.
18:14But at the same time, she's like this solid person.
18:18She's an amazing mom, and when I got sick, she didn't bat an eye.
18:26Which must have been so hard on her.
18:31That she didn't want it to end, and then suddenly she was back in it.
18:35Huh.
18:36Maybe I shouldn't have leaned on her as much.
18:41Well, you are still a family.
18:43Have you ever considered, maybe, reconciling?
18:47I just can't be with somebody that I don't trust.
18:50And the lying broke me.
18:52Hmm.
18:55You know, I've also met someone.
18:59Okay.
19:00This feels very weird to say out loud.
19:03Okay, so tell me what she like.
19:04British, so very British.
19:07Mm-hmm.
19:08And brazen, which I love.
19:11Sometimes I hate it, but, but.
19:12Okay.
19:13Sometimes, most of the time, I really love it.
19:15And I don't know.
19:18When I'm with her, I just feel like I've come up for air, if that makes any sense.
19:25Mm-hmm.
19:26Do you think it's a bad time to start dating someone?
19:30What makes you think that?
19:32I don't know.
19:34She just lost her dad, so, you know, what if I...
19:37I don't know.
19:43I guess I'm just worrying about it.
19:46About?
19:49Pulling her under.
19:49Are you sure you're ready for all of this?
19:57Because things could get wild.
19:59Yeah, I'm sure.
20:00Okay.
20:00Well, you just sit right there.
20:03Okay.
20:04All right.
20:04Come on.
20:05Okay, I'm sitting.
20:06And let Tara do Tara.
20:08I didn't know I had any other choice.
20:10It's not easy.
20:12Easy.
20:13Now, you didn't even know what this was.
20:16Hmm?
20:17That is Tara's first rule.
20:18If you don't know, it's got to go.
20:21Mm-hmm.
20:21Okay.
20:22Hmm.
20:22Ha!
20:24Vitamins for women over 60.
20:26Now, this is rule number two.
20:28If it's not for you, bid it I do.
20:31Oh, look.
20:32Okay.
20:33Wait, wait, wait.
20:34I was wondering if we could focus on the closet.
20:38You see, the church is having a clothing drive this weekend,
20:40and I'd like to donate some of Brenda's stuff.
20:43Oh, yeah.
20:48Okay.
20:49Hey, who's this?
20:56That's my sister, Celia.
20:58Aw.
20:59I didn't know you had a sister.
21:03She was beautiful.
21:04Here, put this somewhere safe.
21:08Mm-hmm.
21:08okay i know i i need to do this
21:18look this dress she wore to my retirement party showed up every woman in the room
21:32this is a jumpsuit that she wear around the house when we read the paper together on sunday
21:43that was it
21:45this is the coat she wore last night that we were together
22:14we don't have to do this today
22:22well let's keep going
22:26they can have this stuff
22:30i will keep the memories
22:34okay
22:37i'll show you i have news
22:45you got into the trial
22:46i did
22:48love you
22:50did nate get in too
22:53well this isn't a setback i mean this was just one possible course of action right
22:59the doctor mentioned this experimental treatment option
23:02let's look into that
23:03you can't afford that
23:05i'll figure it out
23:06claire you can't
23:08no hustles okay
23:10i swear
23:11look we're doing this
23:21all right it's called blind faith
23:23oh my gosh
23:24just a couple more steps
23:25i got you got you got you got you got you
23:28second
23:29and
23:31ta-da
23:33it's not fully set up yet but before you know it we will be recording your first demo
23:40right here
23:43wow this is um
23:47this is great
23:50well i know it looks a bit unfinished but i thought you'd be more excited
23:57i'm sorry i i am excited for you
24:01for me
24:01okay sorry can we cut the crap um what is going on with you
24:06i had a meeting at vessie street with carrie
24:13with my old assistant carrie
24:16she saw the flyer you made and then came to loomy
24:20oh i see
24:22it was just a meeting that you kept from me
24:25i shouldn't have lied
24:27she asked you to sign
24:31of all the people in the world i never would have expected this from you
24:40i appreciate everything you've done for me
24:43is that it then
24:44are we done
24:46no i
24:47i don't know
24:51i don't know
24:52i um
24:53look
24:54john was talking me through it
24:56and
24:56i don't think he's wrong
24:58i mean
24:59he thinks that i should be open to exploring all my options
25:01ah
25:02of course
25:03yes i know options are important to john
25:04what is that supposed to mean
25:07i really wanted to build something special
25:09together
25:10here
25:11and you're willing to throw it all away because some big record label
25:14is flashing dollar signs in front of your eyes
25:16no i i i haven't signed with anyone yet
25:19okay i was i was gonna ask you about it first to get your thoughts
25:23so you want to stab me in the back but i get to pick the knife is that it
25:26do you understand what it is like for me to finally get out there and stand on my own two feet
25:32well that's exactly what i want you to do
25:34i want you to stand on your own two feet
25:37out there
25:38chris
25:41okay
25:50okay
25:51hi
26:17uh hello
26:18i'm uh i'm claire
26:20nate's wife
26:22uh chris
26:24yes i know
26:25it was nice to meet you
26:28um actually do you have just a quick second
26:30uh yeah
26:31thanks
26:32uh
26:34so we found out today that nate didn't get into the clinical trial
26:38oh damn it
26:40i was just coming to check in with him about it
26:43i was really really hoping that would come through
26:45right
26:46so was i
26:47um
26:48so yeah there's a whole lot that we have to figure out right now
26:50and um
26:51so i'm wondering if you could maybe give all of us some space
26:55uh
26:56sorry what do you mean
26:57i mean this thing that you have
27:01is complicating things
27:03oh we're just friends i want to be there for him
27:05but you weren't there for him when he went into surgery
27:08i was
27:09right
27:10uh i had a family emergency
27:13and i'm very sorry to hear that
27:14but you left him completely in the dark
27:16i dropped everything gladly to be there
27:19so
27:20i'm sorry are you trying to make this a competition
27:23because i mean if you are you
27:25you win
27:26but i'm not going to feel guilty
27:29you're separated
27:30we are
27:31but we're still a family
27:33and we are a family going through an extremely difficult time
27:37and i don't think that may can handle anything more on his plate
27:40oh this feels like a conversation you should be having with him
27:44you might be right
27:45but i'm having it with you
27:47hey we come bearing treats
27:52wow
27:53time to go home
27:55time to go
27:56okay
27:57thanks alice
27:59oh my god yeah anytime
28:00we gotta dash
28:02okay
28:03come
28:04hey
28:20where you come
28:22oh yeah
28:23i was coming to say hi
28:25but i have so much work to do
28:26oh i see
28:27i see
28:28aria's
28:29being needy already
28:30do you wanna
28:33have a glass of wine
28:35you can maybe talk about it
28:36oh i'm sorry
28:37i can't
28:38you're quiet today
28:51why didn't you tell me about that job in montana
28:58ah no you're quiet
29:04i uh
29:07found the flyer
29:09rebecca
29:09and i saw you looking at apartments there
29:11i just
29:11yeah were you gonna like up and leave me or something
29:16or what was the plan
29:16ellis
29:17no
29:18of course not
29:19i just
29:19i didn't want to say anything until i figured out what i want to do
29:24okay
29:26well what do you want to do then like
29:29i don't
29:30i don't know
29:31i i wake up every morning and i try to center myself
29:35then i walk out here
29:37in this unceasing traffic
29:39and eight million people just running around living their lives
29:42and i
29:42i just don't feel like i belong here anymore
29:45but then i fell in love with you and i
29:47i thought that would be enough
29:49but that's not fair
29:50to either of us
29:51and the more i think about it the more i think
29:54i just want a quieter life
29:57so where does that leave us exactly
30:01well
30:01i was hoping
30:03you would consider coming with me
30:05yeah i understand that you feel like you don't
30:07belong in the city
30:09but you're somehow picturing me in montana
30:11that's
30:11well i don't want to picture my life without you
30:15so will you think about it
30:18yeah really
30:21i
30:23yes
30:25there might be eight million people in the city but i'm
30:30never gonna find another you so
30:34well we don't have to decide tonight
30:38oh thank god
30:39choose love over hate
30:41choose forgiveness over animosity
30:44it's up to you to show
30:48kindness and compassion
30:50and empathy toward our fellow man
30:53as we continue to mourn this loss
30:56have faith and know
30:58that god has welcomed celia to his kingdom
31:01so let us not shed any more tears for celia is in heaven now
31:04i'm reminded of ecclesiastes chapter 3
31:08to everything there is a season
31:10and a time for every purpose under heaven
31:13a time to be born
31:15and a time to die
31:18that's a beautiful coat
31:23well thanks
31:26how you holding up
31:28comes in waves
31:31let me get your coffee
31:35come on
31:38grief is a heavy burden
31:44but while we can't hold
31:47we can ask god to hold for us
31:49if your god exists he's already taken
31:55too much from me
31:58i was a little kid when my sister died
32:03hit and run
32:05couldn't make any sense of it
32:07and every time
32:10he found me crying
32:11the only thing my father could say was
32:13pray
32:14pray for mercy
32:17pray for forgiveness
32:20and if you lose the light of your life
32:23pray harder
32:27i'm sorry
32:31so much
32:35i should have been there for you
32:36i was
32:43raised in a church whose message was
32:47judgment
32:48and fear
32:49but faith is bigger than
32:52salvation and damnation
32:54it's about
32:57the love and joy we find in each other
32:59faith is community
33:03lifting each other up
33:07that's what it's all about
33:08it doesn't matter what you do
33:12or don't believe
33:13about a higher power
33:15just keep your faith in your fellow man
33:17and your love for brenda
33:20and your love for your sister
33:22you're good
33:31thank you
33:37our doors are always open brother
33:41oh hi
33:52hi
33:52i just wanted to check in
33:55figured you could maybe
33:56use this
33:58oh thank you
33:59come in
34:00for you
34:01thank you
34:02wow
34:04okay
34:05wow
34:06this is incredible
34:08oh thanks
34:09i mean really really you
34:11you did it
34:13this is
34:14you didn't really seem like yourself
34:18yesterday
34:19mm-hmm
34:20are you okay
34:23um
34:24oh i'm feeling a bit unmoored at the moment
34:28oh
34:29well it seemed like you had it figured out the other night
34:32your
34:32your
34:33grande latte
34:34rapatino
34:36that's exactly what i meant
34:38yeah
34:38yeah
34:41it turns out
34:43um
34:43i don't
34:45i know
34:47but i thought
34:49weren't we supposed to figure that out together
34:52because
34:54guards on the table
34:57something here
35:00right
35:00it's not just
35:03me
35:03no
35:04it's not just you
35:05um
35:07maybe we should take some
35:14space
35:15space
35:23it'll be good for both of us
35:26don't you think
35:27you have so much going on
35:30i've all
35:32i uh
35:35i was kind of afraid you'd
35:36you'd realize that
35:38huh
35:39um
35:40so i'm just
35:45not gonna see you at all
35:47i mean well
35:48i need the
35:49odd free drink
35:50now and then
35:51right
35:51i'll leave you to it then
35:57now i let go
36:08everything that i've known
36:11let it go out
36:13let it roll out
36:15with a tag
36:16i can't think of a thing
36:21that hasn't been shot through
36:23with pain
36:24have you clarified
36:26did we cancel
36:27the order from
36:28stilgen hops
36:29yes we did
36:29what would i do without us
36:31thank you
36:32but um
36:33did you find out
36:36about that clinical trial
36:38i didn't get in
36:41here for you
36:45i know
36:46death
36:48taxes
36:49and you
36:51goodbye
36:52goodbye
36:53so long
36:53farewell
36:54oh
36:55i've been
36:56oh
36:58oblivious
36:59throw me in the ocean
37:02oh
37:03mama
37:04watch me swim
37:05i'm wild again
37:09i'm a star child again
37:13i'm content in your mind
37:17who are burning
37:18i'm a summer dream
37:22i'm a real light dream
37:24i'm worthy
37:25of all the goodness
37:28and the love
37:29that the world's gonna
37:30give to me
37:31i'ma give it back
37:35ten times
37:36people are you ready
37:38if you think you're
37:41alone
37:42hold on
37:43i'm coming
37:44don't you know
37:47don't you know
37:48don't you know
37:49you are never alone
37:51let's do this
37:56ha
37:56don't you sing
37:59woo
38:00i'll sing it
38:02bop bop b
38:03you've been gone
38:05get up there on this wall
38:07let's do it
38:08let's go girl
38:13come on
38:22come on
38:23turn
38:24back the other way
38:27it's reminding me how
38:29in love we used to be
38:31it's the same
38:32old song
38:34but with a different meaning
38:36since you've been gone
38:38it's the same
38:39same old song
38:41but with a different meaning
38:44since you've been gone
38:45i
38:46oh
38:48i
38:48in love we used to be
38:49so
38:50i
38:50in love we used to be
38:51so
38:51i
38:51i
38:52i
38:52i
38:52i
38:53i
38:53i
38:53i
38:53i
38:53i
38:54i
38:54i
38:54i
38:54i
38:55i
38:56i
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