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SANDA
The story starts with Sanda, a second year middle school student, getting attacked with a kitchen knife by his classmate Fuyumura. While Sanda couldn't make sense of the situation at first, he gradually came to believe that Fuyumura's actions were just mean acts stemming off from the latter having a peculiar puberty phase. But that is all a misunderstanding. Fuyumura actually suspects that Sanda is the descendant of a certain clan...
Tags: DramaMysterySchool LifeSci FiShounenBased On A Manga
Episodes: 9+ Year: 2025-? Score: 7.1/10

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00:10Ah, 大人になってしまいました
00:12あなたは今日に一体子供のまま
00:15言葉を吐いてしまいました
00:17私は今後一切取り消せるまま
00:20届かない想いの先に正しさなんてなくて
00:23どうかこのまますれ違う季節の間に
00:26私が泣いてましたきっとそのまま
00:29信じられないで絶望感動
00:32白くなった夜絶えず黒くなって
00:36ああ何もかんもも変わらないからない
00:39どうしたってまたこの瞬間を繋いでた今日
00:43きっと叶えられますように
00:48Don't stop, I know,だから
00:50またアダルトチックな心また忘れないから
00:54大人になって私もあなたも変わんないから
00:58前に埋まったアダルトチックな心また忘れないから
01:03変わってしまった私もあなただから
01:07後悔とも狙った祈り
01:10自由で私何も分かんないから
01:13変わった想い信じて正しい私はないから
01:17変わらないから
01:191
01:202
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01:223
01:234
01:24変わらないから
01:25変わらないから
01:29変わらないから
01:39Well, I'm not too sure. My mom told me about a black Santa once, but I don't remember more than that.
01:46In my mind, red's his color. It's classic.
01:51I suppose that makes sense. Red's known to be the color of passion and justice.
01:56I'm not a fan of red, though. It's way too aggressive and vulgar. Know what I mean?
02:01I guess so.
02:04Here in her office, all I do is massage her shoulders while we talk.
02:09When's she going to start teaching me how to fight? This is getting old.
02:13Come on now, harder.
02:14Sure. Is this hard enough for you?
02:17Harder.
02:19How's that?
02:20Harder!
02:22Harder!
02:24I said harder! Harder! Harder than that! Harder! More harder, damn it!
02:30If I hit her any harder, I'm going to kill her. Is Director Tetsudome testing me or something?
02:39Harder!
02:39Harder!
02:40Harder!
02:40Harder!
02:41Harder!
02:41Harder!
02:42Harder!
02:43Harder!
02:44Harder!
02:45Harder!
02:46If you hold back against women and children, they'll drop you. So watch out!
02:52Fumi Namatame from Class 10 wants to kill you. We need you ready for her, Santa Claus.
03:00The fact you let pain get to you proves you don't have it in you to fight properly.
03:05How do you know she wants to kill me?
03:08It's my academy and I know what Oshibu's planning. Doesn't matter that she's a child. If you hesitate, she'll kill you. Kill her before she kills you. Got it?
03:18What kind of school director are you?
03:22You need to use that same kind of energy when you face the kid. It's the only way you can take her out.
03:29Now, Sonny, until you can land one hit with all your strength on this old lady, you're not leaving here.
03:35I... I can't do that.
03:41You treat seniors like they're frail, and children like they're infants. If you worry about how old folks are, you can't see who they really are or face them with all you got.
03:52So, Santa, come at me.
03:57Or I'll come at you!
03:59What the hell? Was that her but younger?
04:05I want to be a strong Santa!
04:08But how's me punching you out?
04:11Can it get me any closer to being that?
04:13You want to grow up to be an adult who's so upstanding they never get their hands dirty or hurt anyone?
04:23You big idiot!
04:24Did she know all along how this would play out?
04:34I barely have any feeling in the finger she broke.
04:38And cause I can't feel her wrinkly cheek as I hit it, I can pretend my pain and her pain don't even exist.
04:46I can separate myself from what I'm doing and get it done.
04:51Just like an adult.
04:52Now that right there seems like a good color on you. Have a look.
04:59You're Black Santa.
05:02What?
05:05All of my teeth fell out long ago. Show no harm, no foul.
05:11Chief Director, I'm so sorry! I, uh...
05:15No need to apologize. I told you to punch me, didn't I?
05:18That was your first step towards adulthood, Sonny.
05:23Congratulations.
05:24That stuck me in the heart worse than her insults did. To be a strong grown-up. A strong Santa.
05:33I have to become so dark I can beat up a little old lady. It totally feels like I opened a door I should have left closed.
05:42Now what happens if I turn into Black Santa and I'm around a bunch of kids?
05:48I hope the next time I transform I'll be the red version.
05:51Um, excuse me. Have we met?
05:56It's you, I knew it! Remember me? I'm Namatome. From the other day?
06:01Um...
06:02I don't have all that many friends, so I recognized you.
06:05Hey there.
06:06Some coincidence.
06:08Yeah, right? It sure is.
06:09Have you been avoiding me or what?
06:12No, of course not!
06:16She's so intimidating! No matter how hard I train, I'm still scared to face her!
06:22I gotta get a hold of myself!
06:24So anyway, the first time we met you were carrying a dead plant and here you are, carrying another!
06:29It's kinda my thing. I like dead plants and having them around keeps me calm. It's weird, I know.
06:37When I go for walks around campus, I'm always looking out for dead plants.
06:42I haven't found many good ones today, though.
06:45Why do you like dead plants, if you don't mind me asking?
06:49I'm in class 10, where they put the adult killers. We're all kinda nuts down there.
06:53Next thing I knew, I was following along behind her, as she just kept walking from one shaded, damp and deserted place to another.
07:04Kumi Namatome from class 10 wants to kill you.
07:09Alright, it's now or never. Like a drop of ink and water, spreading and staining it all black. I'll never be the same again either.
07:20Black Santa won't hold back, not even against a kid. But she killed a grown up, and she wants to kill me!
07:28Naughty kids deserve to be punished, so I should transform right now and deal with her.
07:34Hey look! I found a pile of dead leaves! I totally hit the jackpot! Come on, get down here and touch him!
07:42Wait, what?
07:43Hmm. Now close your eyes, and feel the leaves under your hands.
07:48You know, after all this time, I never really thought about why I like dead plants so much.
07:53The way they feel when their moisture's gone, their skin and stems all brittle and dried out.
07:59It reminds me of my mom's hands.
08:01Even in this day and age, getting hands to look young again isn't as easy as some people think.
08:08Plastic surgery gave my mom the face of a 20-year-old, but her hands still looked like a 40-year-old's.
08:13I remember being in elementary school, and how every time I came home to visit, her face had changed.
08:21It's a normal thing that everyone does, Fumi. For a cavity, you see a dentist. For a wrinkle, you see a plastic surgeon.
08:29Beauty and youth, those two things are your most important assets. Do you understand?
08:34I inherited my big brown eyes from my mom, I think.
08:40Sure.
08:41Since we looked alike, I kept smiling, so she wouldn't forget the smile she used to have.
08:47Before long, I got better and better at faking it.
08:51She scared my dad and brother so much, they walked out on her.
08:55The only things that kept mom and me together were my smile and her hands.
09:00Youth is our nation's greatest resource.
09:03Hey mom, I'm gonna take my bath. It won't be long.
09:07Sure, hon.
09:09She was starting to take more and more pills.
09:13And I knew she couldn't go on like that for much longer.
09:17I had to make her stop somehow.
09:22Um mom, I was wondering, are you in pain or feeling sick?
09:28Are you okay?
09:29Do I look sick? Why would you ask me that?
09:32But, because, I'm worried about you, that's why. I love you.
09:38Such a sweet girl.
09:39You can't blame me for asking. I mean, look at how skinny you've gotten, mom.
09:43I just want to know that you're feeling...
09:45I'm sorry if I scared you, Fumi. But, it's okay. Really.
09:59You see, by doing this, all of my body will be young again. I couldn't stand my hands anymore. But then, a young and cheerful ten year old like you could never understand. Could you?
10:15So, since my mom's hands and my smile were gone, it didn't seem like there was much point in that home anymore.
10:24The weird thing is, when she was dead and lying there, her face had this look on it like she was back to her old self again.
10:36That's why I don't regret what I did. If growing old in this country causes so much pain and suffering, it's better to end it all quickly.
10:46After I started thinking about adults that way, they put me in class ten.
10:50Still, if I could have one wish, it'd be to touch mom's hands again. Those big, dry hands that held me close.
11:00Her hands been moving this whole time. Searching for something. The memory of her mom holding it.
11:08Thanks for telling me about all that, Namatame.
11:16Dammit, I did it again. I went and acted without thinking first. I turned into Santa in front of a girl who wants Santa dead.
11:25Oh no, I'm really screwed.
11:28Let's meet in the cath later. Okay, sounds good.
11:36She held onto my hand till I took it away. I wonder what she's thinking. Is she pretending like she didn't notice or something?
11:45Mom?
11:46I forgot to ask. What's your name?
11:51Sa...
11:53Santa sounds like Santa, so she'll know.
11:57Santa...
11:59Santa, huh?
12:04I'll see you at the ceremony then. I can't wait. To kill you, that is.
12:13She wants a war. You want to kill me, don't you, Namatame? You want to forget your past with your mom. That's why you want to kill grown-ups.
12:25I swore I'd honor every single kid's wish. But I won't fight a kid. And I don't want to be Black Santa again either. Which means...
12:37I have to survive her trying to murder me. I'm ready! Come on, shoot me! Now! Shoot him, Aya!
12:46Hello, now! Aim right here! Like I said before, you're helping me train! If you have any questions, Yagi-Uda's here to help!
12:54Um, technically I am still your enemy, you know.
12:58Could you hold on a sec? Can we just talk about this? I know I act all confident, but I'm still a kid and guns are scary.
13:05Get Fuyumura to shoot you! She's got nerves of steel!
13:09Kid, Santa's unkillable, right?
13:11Yeah, I think. I still feel pain, that's the only problem.
13:16Keep a good grip on it. Slide this back and it puts a round in the chamber.
13:20Wait, it's not down!
13:21Your left hand cups your right. Relax your arms, but keep them straight.
13:25When you aim at your target, make sure you keep both your eyes open.
13:29Stop! I can't! I don't want to shoot him!
13:40It doesn't feel like you want me dead enough!
13:43Shoot me like you mean it!
13:45I don't want to!
13:47It's not a big deal. I shot him a bunch and he's still alive.
13:51Right, but that's not the problem.
13:53If it's the recoil, then relax your arms some more. I brought lots of rounds.
13:58No, I...
13:59I ain't getting paid for this and I'm losing my patience!
14:02Shoot your friend! Shoot me right in the head! You got this! Do it, Amaya!
14:08I can't handle this!
14:10I need your help, man. I'm your friend! You can't let Namatame murder me!
14:14But you can't be killed!
14:16Maybe, I guess. I don't know.
14:19Namatame's just a kid!
14:20So am I, dammit!
14:22I know! You are and you're also my best friend!
14:27You gotta help me be a Santa that's so tough!
14:30Not even that crazy kid can take me down!
14:32And I have to beat Oshibu so I can grant another kid's wish!
14:36So Fuyumura can have Ono back in her life again!
14:39I knew it.
14:44Grown-ups are the worst!
14:46Good. You got this, Amaya.
14:48At least say sorry or thank you first!
14:51I can't believe I'm helping my best friend train by shooting him!
14:56Ow! That hurt! For a second there I thought I was a goner!
15:10Great shot! Go ahead, shoot me again!
15:13What? Are you crazy? After that you want more?
15:26I'm all out.
15:35In one night, a kid can mature and get stronger.
15:39It's finally over.
15:42They're made of some powerful stuff.
15:45Fumi-namatame, I won't fight you and you won't kill me!
15:50Amaya, thank you.
15:56Thanks for the food!
16:06Man, you little brats are some real fast learners.
16:11Ramen's on me again.
16:13I'm a gunman at 14 years old.
16:15I've been turned into a child soldier.
16:17Don't be such a drama queen.
16:19Can you blame me?
16:21You made me pump my friend full of lead
16:23and now I'm this close to a mental breakdown!
16:25How much longer is this training gonna go on?
16:28Santa, all those holes I put in you, they heal yet?
16:32If I'm Santa, most of the injuries I get heal right away after I turn back into a kid.
16:38But if I get hurt bad, those can still leave a mark.
16:41Oh, great. I'm so happy your wounds get to heal up.
16:44But the mental scars I get from this are most likely permanent.
16:48Yeah, I guess I didn't think of it that way.
16:51Damn. I'm so sorry, Amaya.
16:54Training like this will never be okay.
17:01I don't think this is about you wanting to be a strong Santa.
17:04You're just trying to be a strong man.
17:06Wait! You got it wrong, Amaya!
17:09I'm just trying to figure out how to become the best Santa ever! I swear!
17:16Those little turds tricked me into feeding him again.
17:22Oh, sorry. I'm really bad at this stuff.
17:25You're doing fine.
17:28I remember you said you never liked having polish on your nails
17:31because you thought it would curse your fingers.
17:33You know it. But tomorrow's the big ceremony.
17:37I think I'll be okay for that thing.
17:39You're the best. Thanks for doing this.
17:42It means a lot.
17:47So, um, do you want me to come get you?
17:50Sure. I'll wait for you outside.
17:52Oh, okay. What time?
17:55How about four o'clock?
17:58Sounds good.
18:04Why?
18:06Why do you stare at me like that whenever there's an awkward silence between us?
18:12Go on, make fun of me. I suck at this stuff.
18:17You're doing just fine.
18:18Whatever you do, you'll always try hard.
18:21So I could never make fun of you. Ever.
18:24How come? Because you're an adult now?
18:27That's one reason.
18:31But it's also because I like you.
18:36Well, I like you too.
18:38After you disappeared, I damn near went crazy looking for you.
18:41I was going to tell you this on the day of the peak of youth ceremony.
18:47But I think you and I mean completely different things when we use the word like.
18:52I don't get it. How are they different?
18:55We can figure that out together.
18:57Right here, right now.
19:00How does seeing me naked make you feel?
19:02If I ever saw you naked, I bet my heart would be pounding.
19:09I'd feel so happy my mind would go totally blank.
19:13But it's not like that for you, is it?
19:15Oh, come on. If you saw me naked? If that happened, trust me, you wouldn't feel a thing.
19:22That's so not true. Take off your clothes and we'll see.
19:25Huh?
19:29Okay, I will.
19:30I just blurted that out to avoid another awkward silence.
19:35Hell, we've been naked in front of each other.
19:38Like, lots of times.
19:53Well, now I feel super weird.
19:55Like some creepy adult that forced a child to undress.
19:58I'm sorry.
20:00It's not like that.
20:02Even though the two of us are 14, you're growing up to be more curvy.
20:07While I'm just growing taller and taller.
20:10It's like you're leaving me in the dust or something.
20:13You're beautiful, Fuyumura.
20:16I want to know how you really feel.
20:20Be honest.
20:22Do you like Sanda?
20:23Like Sanda?
20:27What are you talking about?
20:30All that love and hate crap.
20:33Is that all that matters when someone grows up?
20:35When I came back after running away, I saw you made a lot of new friends.
20:41And I was so happy for you.
20:44I wouldn't blame you if you liked him now.
20:47Him? You? I like all my friends!
20:49All this talk about kids and grown-ups and women!
20:52It's a bunch of BS!
20:56All of it!
21:00Fuyumura!
21:02Aw, come on, Amaya!
21:04Please don't be mad at me!
21:05Leave me alone!
21:06I don't want to talk about it!
21:07What are you doing for you?
21:16You're naked!
21:19I ran away.
21:20I was such a pathetic baby.
21:22I left my clothes and ran away.
21:25Sanda.
21:27Please.
21:28Please bring Ono back.
21:32That's the first wish someone made to me a Santa.
21:35Where did Ono go?
21:38Can she change back?
21:40Can a grown-up be a kid again?
21:43If you were really Santa, get her back!
21:46You promised you would!
21:50Fuyumura.
21:59Making a tormented expression look fabulous is something of a perk for us.
22:03As one adult to another, may I ask what's wrong?
22:08Fuyumura.
22:09I don't know.
22:39Mama Climb
22:40きっとそうだろう
22:42苦し紛れのLife
22:45きっとどうだろう
22:47夢の中にいたい
22:52いたい
22:53焦るような気持ち
22:58潤んだ気持ちで
23:00僕は立っていたり
23:03叫んでいたり
23:06幼いままなんか
23:10とっくにいられないって
23:13大人になったら
23:16逆に思ってしまうのだ
23:19今はある日々だって
23:22憂鬱にあってしまうのだ
23:25過ぎたら本当に
23:27恋しく思える
23:30こんな
23:31どうなのEveryday
23:34叫んでるEveryday
23:37hiring
23:47〈坢誡話〈雅〉
23:49自縣により
23:53襲発で
23:55逆に寄る
23:56つまり採摩していく
23:58You
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