- 7 weeks ago
A 20 something woman goes back to her hometown for the holidays for the first time in several years and is not only met with people from her past.
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00:01:00Of course I have.
00:01:01That's what mothers do.
00:01:03I love you.
00:01:05It's good to have you home, sweetie.
00:01:09Yes.
00:01:14We missed you.
00:01:16We missed you.
00:01:19Let's do that again.
00:01:21That was fun.
00:01:21Let's do that again.
00:01:51It's called the City of Trees, but why do I feel like I can't breathe?
00:02:10Don't be so dramatic.
00:02:11I can't breathe.
00:02:28High school was fucking weird.
00:02:30What was weird about it?
00:02:31I don't know, man.
00:02:32I just feel like...
00:02:33You were good.
00:02:35I feel like you're just always good.
00:02:39Years of practice, you know?
00:02:42You practiced at it.
00:02:43Yeah, I don't know.
00:02:44I just feel like I made a decision to just kind of say fuck it and just be who I wanted to be.
00:02:56In high school?
00:02:57Yeah, I'm kind of a cool guy.
00:03:01Okay, you can go now.
00:03:05I don't know.
00:03:07You want me to leave?
00:03:08Okay, I'll just get out right now.
00:03:09Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:03:11Bye.
00:03:15I don't know, man.
00:03:16I just...
00:03:16I don't know.
00:03:17I think peaking just wasn't on my graph chart.
00:03:21I feel like my life has always been just kind of a straight line, you know?
00:03:25Just...
00:03:26You've never really changed.
00:03:30Not in a bad way, though.
00:03:34Yeah, really good way.
00:03:35Yeah?
00:03:36Yeah.
00:03:37I mean, not that I'm, like, giving you a compliment.
00:03:40Thanks, I appreciate that.
00:03:42No, you never, you know?
00:03:43Yeah, I feel like yours is...
00:03:49Don't.
00:03:50It's more like, oh, hey, oh, hey, oh.
00:03:59And, like, waves in the ocean.
00:04:01I, like, I feel good.
00:04:02Maybe, like, a sound wave of a really, really complex techno song?
00:04:14You're an asshole.
00:04:15That's me.
00:04:16Or, like, a heartbeat or something, like, more rhythm to it.
00:04:20One with a murmur, though.
00:04:21I guess no one knew me in high school.
00:04:35Unless the people that...
00:04:37I mean, I don't know.
00:04:39There were some that really knew me.
00:04:40Yeah.
00:04:41There's you.
00:04:42Yeah, there's me.
00:04:43The one.
00:04:44You know the ones you know.
00:04:46You know?
00:04:47You know.
00:04:48Yeah.
00:04:49I don't know.
00:04:50Do you think that's why maybe you didn't get invited to the 10-year reunion?
00:04:55Why would I care, though?
00:04:57It's...
00:04:58Don't burn yourself.
00:04:59I don't want to burn yourself.
00:05:01The popular ones are just married and have four kids.
00:05:05They're gross.
00:05:07The weirdos are making it happen in life.
00:05:09The fuck do I care?
00:05:11Yeah.
00:05:12Yeah.
00:05:12Yeah.
00:05:13Fuck you, Ryan Langley.
00:05:20Fuck you, Donna Hughes.
00:05:22Yeah.
00:05:23Why the fuck my name is Donna Hughes, anyway?
00:05:25Donna Hughes.
00:05:28Fuck you, Derek Malick.
00:05:31That's too many consonants in a name.
00:05:34Derek Malick.
00:05:37Shut up.
00:05:37I don't like it.
00:05:38Fuck you, Sophie Michaels.
00:05:43Ooh.
00:05:43She's actually still pretty hot and kind of nice, actually.
00:05:46How?
00:05:48How?
00:05:49How is that fair?
00:05:50How the fuck is that fair?
00:05:54Do I smell smoke?
00:05:56Mm-mm.
00:05:57Mm-mm.
00:05:57Mm-mm.
00:05:57We're not talking.
00:05:58Oh.
00:06:00Who's that?
00:06:01She doesn't have a coffee.
00:06:02Hi, Mrs. Sadler.
00:06:03It's Teddy.
00:06:03Oh, hi, Teddy.
00:06:04Hey.
00:06:05Hi.
00:06:06Good night, Mom.
00:06:07Yeah.
00:06:07Listen, you need to go to bed really soon because we've got to get to the grocery store really early tomorrow.
00:06:12Why?
00:06:13Because they're having a sale on turkeys.
00:06:15Okay.
00:06:15Good night.
00:06:16Mm-hmm.
00:06:16Good night.
00:06:17Good night.
00:06:17Good night.
00:06:17Good night.
00:06:19Good night.
00:06:21Good night.
00:06:22Mm-hmm.
00:06:25I don't know why we're so afraid of your mom.
00:06:29How old are we again?
00:06:36Old enough.
00:06:37Yeah.
00:06:39I just can't believe you make it back here every year for this.
00:06:42You never know.
00:06:43Ah, nostalgia, man.
00:06:45Gets me every time.
00:06:47You make it back for Easter.
00:06:49I love Easter.
00:06:50You said so.
00:06:51Yeah.
00:07:07I'd better not see anyone I know here.
00:07:11It was your decision to come out in pajamas, not mine.
00:07:14Do you know what time it is?
00:07:16So, when did you decide that hair color?
00:07:18I'm going to get the cranberry sauce.
00:07:20You decided it when you birthed me.
00:07:21We need eight cans.
00:07:22Mm-hmm.
00:07:23Mm-hmm.
00:07:24Mm-hmm.
00:07:25Mm-hmm.
00:07:26Mm-hmm.
00:07:27Mm-hmm.
00:07:28Mm-hmm.
00:07:29Mm-hmm.
00:07:30Mm-hmm.
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Mm-hmm.
00:07:34Mm-hmm.
00:07:35Mm-hmm.
00:07:36Mm-hmm.
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:39Mm-hmm.
00:07:40Mm-hmm.
00:07:41Mm-hmm.
00:07:42Mm-hmm.
00:07:43Mm-hmm.
00:07:44Mm-hmm.
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:07:47Mm-hmm.
00:07:48Oh, hey.
00:07:49It's Sophie.
00:07:50Look who it is.
00:07:51Sophie.
00:07:52Oh, hey.
00:07:53Hey, Sophie.
00:07:54Hi.
00:07:55Hey.
00:07:56Oh, hey, Mrs. Sadler.
00:07:58Hi.
00:07:59Look who's home.
00:08:00It's her first holiday home in seven years.
00:08:03Yeah.
00:08:04Ainsley.
00:08:05Hey, Ainsley.
00:08:06I know who you are.
00:08:07I've been to school together for like 12 years.
00:08:08It's holiday home.
00:08:09Uh, are you here for the 10-year reunion?
00:08:12No, I actually wasn't invited to that.
00:08:13Oh.
00:08:14This is awkward.
00:08:15Yeah.
00:08:16Yeah.
00:08:17I'm just here for holidays and stuff.
00:08:18Oh, cool.
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20Are you going to be around for the sweater party Friday night?
00:08:21Oh, I wouldn't miss it.
00:08:22Okay.
00:08:23It's supposed to be freezing tomorrow night, so I'll see you then, too.
00:08:24Okay.
00:08:25That's great.
00:08:27Great.
00:08:29All right.
00:08:30Gotta go.
00:08:31Call my number.
00:08:32Bye.
00:08:33Bye.
00:08:34Hi.
00:08:35Hi.
00:08:36She comes over to cover the plants when it gets cold.
00:08:37She's a nice girl.
00:08:38What's her number?
00:08:3939.
00:08:40Oh, my God.
00:08:41Hey, what's the rush?
00:08:42Hold on.
00:08:43Hold on.
00:08:44All right.
00:08:45Bye.
00:08:46Bye.
00:08:47Bye.
00:08:48Hi.
00:08:50She comes over to cover the plants when it gets cold.
00:08:55She's a nice girl.
00:08:56What's her number?
00:08:5839.
00:08:59Oh, my God.
00:09:01Hey, what's the rush?
00:09:06Hold on.
00:09:07All right.
00:09:12All right.
00:09:13And I need one, too.
00:09:14Get one for me.
00:09:15Cabernet Sauvignon.
00:09:16Yes, yes.
00:09:17I don't care.
00:09:18This is...
00:09:19That's mine.
00:09:23Oof.
00:09:24Okay.
00:09:25Gotta get Dad some soda.
00:09:27You know how he likes his soda.
00:09:30Pineapple crush.
00:09:31Ooh.
00:09:32He'd love that.
00:09:33Okay.
00:09:34Ah.
00:09:35Let's see.
00:09:37Yes.
00:09:42Oh, yeah.
00:09:43Oh, yeah.
00:09:44Oh, yeah.
00:09:45Some of that.
00:09:46Ooh.
00:09:47Some of that.
00:09:48Ooh.
00:09:49I'll let you go, just need some time.
00:09:54At your own pace, you need to find your way.
00:10:01I know now you'll never change your mind.
00:10:04For something that matters.
00:10:05Matters to me.
00:10:06Matters to me.
00:10:07You do not know why.
00:10:14You do not know why.
00:10:16I do not know why.
00:10:17You're in love.
00:10:18I know.
00:10:19I know now you'll never change your mind
00:10:23For something that matters, matters to me
00:10:30You do not know what I have in mind
00:10:38I packed our bags, we'll be on our way
00:10:49The night was long as I waited without a sign
00:10:54A sign of what matters, matters to you
00:11:01But what do you want, what's your biggest need
00:11:09Every hour we spend together, then suddenly
00:11:19The chances are small just like the lottery
00:11:24The sign of what I'm hoping for
00:11:28I'll be in the middle of the week
00:11:29As I waited, I was like, hey, what's my choice?
00:11:32When I was living in my life, I came to sleep
00:11:37That's the nightmare, my life
00:11:39That's why I knew I was living in my life
00:11:41I was living in my life
00:11:43I needed to learn my life
00:11:44Did you say hi to Sophie?
00:12:06Honey, go out there and help her.
00:12:10I'm tired, mom.
00:12:12I'm really tired.
00:12:13I'm really tired.
00:12:15I'm really tired.
00:12:17Good night.
00:12:19Good night.
00:12:20Good night.
00:12:21Good night.
00:12:23Good night.
00:12:27Good night.
00:12:28Good night.
00:12:29Good night.
00:12:30Good night.
00:12:31Good night.
00:12:32Good night.
00:12:33Good night.
00:12:34Good night.
00:12:35Good night.
00:12:36Good night.
00:12:37Good night.
00:12:38Good night.
00:12:39Good night.
00:12:40Good night.
00:12:41Good night.
00:12:42Good night.
00:12:43So you live in LA?
00:12:45Yeah.
00:12:47I don't live too far from here.
00:12:50I'm sure you still have more things to do than this.
00:12:55It seems like it kind of requires a lot.
00:12:59Not really. Like what?
00:13:05Checking the weather?
00:13:07I do that most days anyway.
00:13:13You're not used to the cold weather anymore, huh?
00:13:17Not really.
00:13:22You know, last year when I was out here covering everything,
00:13:27real snowflakes started falling.
00:13:30I've never seen that before.
00:13:33The real life ones as opposed to the fake ones?
00:13:38I've only seen the paper ones you used to cut out in school.
00:13:47It's crazy. You know, you think you know a place so well,
00:13:52but it still surprises you.
00:13:54That is crazy. Surprising is definitely the last word I'd use for this place.
00:13:59It's kind of the beauty of it though.
00:14:04I'd say it's more the anxiety inducing part.
00:14:10Touche.
00:14:11Thank you for helping.
00:14:14But you know, you don't have to.
00:14:18It's okay.
00:14:21You good then?
00:14:22Yeah, I'm good.
00:14:23Cool.
00:14:25See ya.
00:14:52Eh, there she is.
00:14:53Yeah.
00:14:55Hi, we'll see you.
00:14:59Yeah.
00:15:00I'd see you in the next one.
00:15:01I would like to see you too.
00:15:03See ya.
00:15:04Too soon.
00:15:05I'm so happy to see you.
00:15:07I'm so happy to see you.
00:15:09Hey, hi, hi.
00:15:11And I'm so happy to see you.
00:15:13I'm sorry to see you now.
00:15:16You look full of gold.
00:15:17I'm looking forward to color.
00:15:18You look not as good as gold.
00:15:21I don't know.
00:15:51Ah! Shit!
00:15:57Shit.
00:16:08Is it like an ugly sweater party or what?
00:16:10It's just a sweater party.
00:16:12No.
00:16:13And I have one here from your Aunt Sheridan you're gonna wear.
00:16:16No, Mom, I brought sweaters.
00:16:19Oh, too bad.
00:16:24Oh, come on.
00:16:25Make your dad happy. He'd love to see you in it.
00:16:32How long has Sophie been helping you?
00:16:36She just helps with the plants.
00:16:38Um, I don't know, like four winters.
00:16:44Why?
00:16:45Because my carpal tunnel, when it's frozen, it hurts worse.
00:16:49Do you pay her?
00:16:50No, I don't.
00:16:51She works all over town in those community gardens, you know?
00:16:54She does?
00:16:55Yeah.
00:16:56And, um, you know, when I tell her about your big fancy job,
00:17:00Mom.
00:17:01She's very impressed with you.
00:17:02Stop.
00:17:04Yeah, and whenever I talk about your big fancy job,
00:17:06I mean, ears just seem to perk up.
00:17:10I even made my doctor subscribe.
00:17:22You know, I just don't understand why they don't put your pictures in the magazine.
00:17:25You're much more talented than all those stuffy photographers.
00:17:28That's not how it works, Mom.
00:17:33You have to get it approved by a lot of people before you can get printed.
00:17:36What time does Kelly get here?
00:17:44Oh, she's gonna get here about nine o'clock.
00:17:46Oh, God, I gotta prepare.
00:17:48You know, she's gonna show up with the whole neighborhood like she always does.
00:17:51Da-da-da!
00:17:52Pumpkin pie!
00:17:54I'm hungry, Dad.
00:17:55Oh, come on.
00:17:56Come on.
00:17:57I'm gonna love this.
00:17:58I already got it started.
00:17:59I'm really not hungry.
00:18:00Take a bite.
00:18:01What a little bite it is.
00:18:02Come on.
00:18:03My poopy face.
00:18:04This is your holiday pie.
00:18:07Just a little bite.
00:18:08A big bite.
00:18:09Yeah.
00:18:11Mm-hmm.
00:18:12Mm-hmm.
00:18:13Mm-hmm.
00:18:15Okay, that's what I wanted.
00:18:17That's a smile.
00:18:19Oh.
00:18:22It's your sweater, huh?
00:18:26Mm-hmm.
00:18:27You're gonna wear that?
00:18:29That is so sweet of you.
00:18:34Mm.
00:18:35Okay.
00:18:36All right.
00:18:38More pie.
00:18:39More pie.
00:18:40Mm-hmm.
00:18:47Close the door!
00:18:49Jeez.
00:18:51Yeah.
00:18:52Mm-hmm.
00:18:53So, okay.
00:18:54As you can see, I'm still hungry.
00:18:56I'm still hungry.
00:18:57I'm still hungry.
00:18:59I'm still hungry.
00:19:00The greenest color is good.
00:19:01It's so sweet.
00:19:02You're hungry.
00:19:03I can't eat.
00:19:04Oh, my God.
00:19:05Look at this.
00:19:06Wow.
00:19:08I was real hungry.
00:19:10You're like, that's right.
00:19:11I can eat.
00:19:14I don't understand.
00:19:15I'm hungry.
00:19:16I'm not too hungry.
00:19:17No?
00:19:18Oh boy, the pot roast.
00:19:45Can you help?
00:19:46Nope, nope, you just, just sit down.
00:19:56Isn't this a theater song?
00:20:12Come here, baby.
00:20:14I feel like dancing.
00:20:15No, no, no.
00:20:16No, no, no.
00:20:18I have to get dressed.
00:20:19Come on, come on.
00:20:20I've been here.
00:20:22Come here.
00:20:23Oh my God.
00:20:25Okay.
00:20:26Oh, yes.
00:20:28That's my girl.
00:20:29I can't wait.
00:20:41I can't wait.
00:20:41I have to go.
00:20:43I can't wait.
00:20:44I can't wait.
00:20:44I'm going to see you.
00:20:46Oh, my God.
00:20:48I just...
00:20:50Oh, my God.
00:20:52Gainsaw.
00:20:54I'm going to go get that.
00:20:56Here we go.
00:20:58We're going back.
00:21:00We're going back.
00:21:02We're going back.
00:21:04We're going back.
00:21:06We're going back.
00:21:08We're going back.
00:21:10We're going back.
00:21:12Fall inside.
00:21:16Fall inside.
00:21:18Fall inside.
00:21:22We'll take a couple of guns.
00:21:28Fall inside.
00:21:32It was a mutual thing.
00:21:36I can see what happened.
00:21:38He probably stepped on your foot.
00:21:40I kind of confirmed.
00:21:42No, no, no.
00:21:44I can see what happened.
00:21:46He probably stepped on your foot, right?
00:21:48I kind of confirmed.
00:21:50No, no.
00:21:56Mom, where's your train of thought going?
00:21:58Oh, boy.
00:21:59Let's get serious here.
00:22:00A toast.
00:22:01You worked on this.
00:22:02For a week, yeah.
00:22:04A toast.
00:22:05Okay.
00:22:06To togetherness.
00:22:07Yeah.
00:22:08And to my beautiful baby daughter, Ainsley, for being home.
00:22:11Mm-hmm.
00:22:12And to her job for allowing it.
00:22:14Hello.
00:22:15And to my other beautiful daughter, Kelly, and her love of many things.
00:22:21Hear, hear, Kelly.
00:22:22All right.
00:22:23And to new recipes with glazed carrots this year.
00:22:26I hope you all like them.
00:22:28You can, um...
00:22:29It's so good.
00:22:30I have Brussels sprouts, too.
00:22:31Okay.
00:22:32Check this out.
00:22:33Look at this face.
00:22:34Cloves of garlic.
00:22:35Toasted cloves of garlic.
00:22:36Wait a minute.
00:22:37Garlic?
00:22:38Yeah.
00:22:39I have toasted garlic.
00:22:40Mom, you're not writing a novel down there.
00:22:41Let's just toast, please.
00:22:42We're hungry.
00:22:43Come on now.
00:22:44I wasn't finished yet.
00:22:45Yeah, I thought you were winding down.
00:22:46No.
00:22:47We have more people to say.
00:22:48That's...
00:22:49Okay.
00:22:50All right.
00:22:51And everybody that's here, and let's eat, please.
00:22:54All right.
00:22:55And everybody that's not here, so...
00:22:56Yeah.
00:22:57Cheers.
00:22:58Cheers.
00:22:59Cheers.
00:23:00Yeah.
00:23:01Let me have that.
00:23:02Mm-hmm.
00:23:03Hey.
00:23:04Hey.
00:23:05Hey.
00:23:06Hey.
00:23:08Hey.
00:23:09Hey.
00:23:10Hey.
00:23:11Hey.
00:23:12Hey.
00:23:14Hey.
00:23:15Hey.
00:23:16Hey.
00:23:17Hey.
00:23:18Hey.
00:23:19Hey.
00:23:20Hey.
00:23:21Hey.
00:23:23Hey.
00:23:24Hey.
00:23:38Hey.
00:23:42Hey.
00:23:46Hey!
00:23:47you feel okay yeah no we'll go we'll go soon we'll go soon
00:23:58yeah it was fun it was a lot of fun i'll be home in a few though i'm gonna leave really soon
00:24:04yeah try to fall asleep okay love you too bye
00:24:10hey hey
00:24:16try to outlast everyone food coma right me too
00:24:32what what
00:24:40no nothing
00:24:41it's weird that you're at my house
00:24:45it's weird right no i'm at your house more than you're at your house
00:24:50i hope they have uber here this town's not too small
00:25:06no you just call your friends they're not conditional you know not like the ones in the big cities
00:25:14ouch what do you know about big cities
00:25:18i lived in new york for six months six months
00:25:23yeah it wasn't for me
00:25:26which part all of it i see your work your magazine your mom always buys me a copy when it comes out
00:25:36it's really cool stuff thanks
00:25:39you work with trees now
00:25:46oh you make it sound so glamorous
00:25:49yeah i guess i hated the city that much it actually pushed me into it
00:25:56no i'm kidding um remember mr lawson's class
00:26:01that guy was so nuts nuts
00:26:05so nuts
00:26:06nuts
00:26:06but
00:26:08as i get older i don't know
00:26:11uh he makes more sense to me
00:26:14he used to have this saying on his wall
00:26:17the best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago
00:26:20the second best time is today
00:26:23i think maybe i took it too literal
00:26:27why do you cover her flowers
00:26:37why not
00:26:39there has to be a reason
00:26:44why
00:26:46do you believe that
00:26:47that there is a reason for everything
00:26:50most things yeah
00:26:54you're probably not going to remember this but
00:27:00she gave me a ride when i was maybe 12
00:27:04and it was like below freezing out
00:27:07and i was waiting for the bus
00:27:08i do remember that
00:27:13i got so embarrassed for stopping
00:27:20i really thought she just wanted to embarrass me
00:27:22honestly
00:27:23i was so mad
00:27:25it's funny how
00:27:28people feel different things from the same situation
00:27:32yeah
00:27:40i should head home
00:27:49yeah
00:27:51you have one of those unconditional friends to pick you up huh
00:27:54no
00:27:55i'm gonna walk
00:27:56i like walking
00:27:57i can walk you
00:28:00no you don't have to
00:28:01i'm not tired
00:28:02i'm really not
00:28:03well then who's gonna walk you home
00:28:06that's a good question
00:28:08is it more dangerous around here than i remember
00:28:13well
00:28:16we did have a gang
00:28:20try to form once
00:28:22like four years ago
00:28:23but they quit
00:28:24they quit
00:28:26you can't quit
00:28:27i thought you have to kill each other or something
00:28:29yeah i don't know
00:28:31that's almost all right
00:28:33maybe i can figure out
00:28:34yeah
00:28:34i can make a stop
00:28:36come on
00:28:37and i can make some vivid
00:28:41how do you urine
00:28:42why don't you urine
00:28:44really
00:28:51have to by
00:28:52you
00:28:54i will
00:28:55you
00:28:56you
00:28:56didn't
00:28:57i
00:28:58you
00:28:59I forgot how cold it is here.
00:29:26And I survived the winter in New York City.
00:29:29What are you trying to say?
00:29:33I mean, I never knew you that well, but I never took you for a complainer.
00:29:40That's probably why you left.
00:29:41Probably.
00:29:42Yeah.
00:29:53Sorry about your dad.
00:29:56I read about it online.
00:29:58I'm really sorry.
00:30:00Yeah, thanks.
00:30:03We weren't super close when you passed, so.
00:30:06So?
00:30:10I think it was the unexpected part that threw me off the most.
00:30:16You know, when I was a kid, I rode up this curb too fast.
00:30:27That's how I got this car here.
00:30:30This curb?
00:30:30Yeah, this one.
00:30:31This very curb.
00:30:34Yeah.
00:30:35I just remember thinking my mom was being so busy.
00:30:42Why?
00:30:45I don't know.
00:30:46I guess I was a worried kid.
00:30:47But no, I borrowed my sister's bike, and I kind of scratched up the front.
00:30:56And I convinced her to let me take it, because she wanted some sour watermelon gummies from
00:31:05the store, and I told her I'd get them for her.
00:31:07That's the only reason she said yes.
00:31:09I flipped over the handlebars, and I rode back home, freaked out.
00:31:19I hid by the trash cans, and yeah, I didn't go back in.
00:31:24Because I just thought they'd be more worried than they were mad at me.
00:31:33And what happened when you went inside?
00:31:36Well, I mean, I got hungry waiting outside, so I ate the gummies.
00:31:41And then, uh, they were pissed.
00:31:43They were so pissed.
00:31:46You messed up her bike, and you ate her gummies.
00:31:50Yeah.
00:31:51I mean, I wasn't that smart.
00:31:52That's a good start.
00:31:53Yes, you were.
00:31:54No, I really wasn't.
00:31:57I guess I was just open to learning.
00:32:04This is me here.
00:32:08Thanks for walking me home.
00:32:10Yeah, of course.
00:32:17Bye.
00:32:18Good night.
00:32:19Bye.
00:32:19Bye.
00:32:20Bye.
00:32:20Bye.
00:32:21Bye.
00:32:21Bye.
00:32:22Bye.
00:32:22Bye.
00:32:23Bye.
00:32:24Bye.
00:32:24Bye.
00:32:25Bye.
00:32:25Bye.
00:32:26Bye.
00:32:26Bye.
00:32:27Bye.
00:32:28Bye.
00:32:28Bye.
00:32:29Bye.
00:32:30Bye.
00:32:31Bye.
00:32:32Bye.
00:32:33Bye.
00:32:34Bye.
00:32:35Bye.
00:32:36Bye.
00:32:37Bye.
00:32:38Bye.
00:32:39Bye.
00:32:40Bye.
00:32:41Bye.
00:32:42Bye.
00:32:43Bye.
00:32:44Bye.
00:32:44Bye.
00:32:45Bye.
00:32:46Bye.
00:32:47Bye.
00:32:48Well, long story short, I'd been with them for 27 years, and I had a loss in the family, and they let me go.
00:33:07No, sir, it wasn't.
00:33:10No, but, well, I missed a week or two, maybe two weeks, but you can be sure that won't happen again.
00:33:20You can be assured.
00:33:23Sure, yeah, you can call them.
00:33:25Yeah, sure, of course.
00:33:28Do your due diligence and all.
00:33:31When can I expect to hear from you again?
00:33:37Oh, okay.
00:33:40Well, all right, well, thanks for considering me anyway, and, yeah, you have a good holiday, too.
00:33:53Okay, I appreciate it, yeah.
00:34:05Hey.
00:34:09Hey.
00:34:10You want to get a coffee?
00:34:13At 4 p.m.?
00:34:17Yeah.
00:34:17Yeah.
00:34:18Yeah.
00:34:19Yeah.
00:34:20Yeah.
00:34:21Yeah.
00:34:22Yeah.
00:34:23Yeah.
00:34:24Yeah.
00:34:25You want to get a coffee?
00:34:33At 4 p.m.?
00:34:37Yeah.
00:34:42Okay.
00:34:48Ugh. Okay. This coffee's really bad.
00:34:51Is it?
00:34:55It tastes like mud. Do you not taste that?
00:34:58I don't really drink coffee, so I don't have a palate for what's good and bad, you know?
00:35:02Why did you say yes to having a coffee?
00:35:05I was cold.
00:35:07It's warming me up. I can almost feel my fingers again, so we're getting better.
00:35:15Oh, I love this song.
00:35:24I should probably get going. I, uh, just...
00:35:27Celery soup without the celery, you know? My mom's gonna be looking for that.
00:35:30Just listen to the song.
00:35:31Okay.
00:35:32I'm gonna go sleep in heavenly peace.
00:35:35Sweet, are you married? Or have kids? Anything?
00:35:39So, are you married? Or have kids? Anything? That's a funny way of asking.
00:35:59Are you guys it?
00:36:01Um, no. I am in a relationship though.
00:36:05Okay. Several. Several? Okay.
00:36:10Yeah, with all the trees that I take care of. Right. Right.
00:36:17Are you? No. I almost was, I think, married.
00:36:23Do you think?
00:36:25Uh, yeah. I was close to asking, but stuff happens, you know?
00:36:33Like what?
00:36:37She cheated on me.
00:36:39It's okay. I'm sorry.
00:36:42Honestly, it was probably the best thing that's ever happened to me.
00:36:45The best?
00:36:47Maybe not the best.
00:36:53The trees don't mind your non-exclusivity?
00:36:56Oh, no. They're very open.
00:36:57Mmm.
00:37:10Should we spike this coffee?
00:37:11It's getting thicker as I sip it.
00:37:13Yes. Yes.
00:37:15Okay.
00:37:16So, Mr. Lawson, he married the old bio teacher. Do you remember Miss Richard?
00:37:30She was so old.
00:37:31So old.
00:37:32When I was in school.
00:37:34I know, right?
00:37:35Yeah, no. I, uh, I really can't.
00:37:38He obviously didn't feel the same way.
00:37:41Mmm, I don't know. I don't, I don't know if that's...
00:37:44Oh, man.
00:37:55What's happening now?
00:37:57What do you mean what's happening now?
00:37:59Well, uh, there's something between us if you haven't noticed.
00:38:02Are you gonna go sit in the bleachers?
00:38:04Uh, I guess.
00:38:05Okay, wait, hold my drink.
00:38:07Okay.
00:38:08Wait, hold my jacket.
00:38:09Okay.
00:38:10Anything else?
00:38:11No, you go.
00:38:22Is this what I think it is?
00:38:23Yeah.
00:38:24Okay.
00:38:25It's happening.
00:38:26Oh, god.
00:38:27This is definitely what dreams are made of, huh?
00:38:38I'm ready.
00:38:39I'm so ready.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41Are you ready?
00:38:42Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:38:43And these are my pom-poms.
00:38:44Okay, okay, okay.
00:38:45Okay.
00:38:46This team is boom dynamite.
00:38:51This team is boom dynamite.
00:38:53dynamite. This game is tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick boom dynamite. Now ready?
00:38:59When I say Dinah you say might. Dinah. Oh it's me. Might. We're trying that again.
00:39:06When I say Dinah you say might. Dinah. Might. Dinah. Might. Go Bulldogs!
00:39:23Oh god.
00:39:39You still got it in you huh? Oh I still got it. You do.
00:39:43I think I tore my jeans when I did it.
00:39:47You never came to any games. I went to a couple.
00:39:51It wasn't my thing. Oh you were too cool for them.
00:39:55Oh no I think I wasn't cool enough. Oh you were fine.
00:39:59I was fine? Fine?
00:40:03Yeah I mean you didn't talk to anyone.
00:40:07I talked to people I knew well.
00:40:09I'm sorry.
00:40:13For what?
00:40:15High school.
00:40:17Kids.
00:40:21That was a long time ago.
00:40:26Yeah and look at you now. Crazy.
00:40:29You know what we used to call you in high school.
00:40:35Maybe I didn't want to tell you actually.
00:40:39Wait wait wait wait. Okay.
00:40:41Um.
00:40:43So Sophie Michaels.
00:40:45I can't believe I'm telling you this.
00:40:47I can't believe I'm telling you this.
00:40:49We used to say, we used to say, we could buy art supplies like NU.
00:40:57That doesn't even make sense.
00:41:01I don't know.
00:41:05Like because Michaels is like an art supply store and you had a lot of customers.
00:41:09I don't know.
00:41:10No I get that.
00:41:11Still doesn't make sense.
00:41:13I can't believe I just told you.
00:41:17You know what we used to say about you.
00:41:21She always looks so sad.
00:41:23But she could look sadler.
00:41:27You said that?
00:41:29No.
00:41:31We didn't talk about you.
00:41:33Great.
00:41:35Amazing.
00:41:37Wow.
00:41:39It was really quick.
00:41:41I wanted to ask you a favor.
00:41:45I'm intrigued.
00:41:49But should I be scared?
00:41:51Yes.
00:41:52Yes.
00:41:53No.
00:41:54Um.
00:41:55Okay.
00:41:56Would you be able to take some photos of some of my preservation projects?
00:42:04Mmm.
00:42:07I am not really taking photos anymore.
00:42:10So.
00:42:11What about the magazine?
00:42:13I'm the photo editor.
00:42:17I don't know.
00:42:18You always had that damn camera around your neck in school.
00:42:21So.
00:42:22Sorry.
00:42:23It's okay.
00:42:25It's okay.
00:42:27What's it for?
00:42:29Mmm.
00:42:30We have a couple of 300 year old oak trees that they want to cut down.
00:42:35But.
00:42:36Don't worry.
00:42:37I'll figure it out.
00:42:46I'll do it.
00:42:48Really?
00:42:49Yeah.
00:42:50I'll do it.
00:42:51That's awesome.
00:43:05That was a really good cheer.
00:43:12I'm embarrassed and proud.
00:43:15You should be proud.
00:43:17Very proud.
00:43:19Oh God.
00:43:21Yeah.
00:43:22See?
00:43:23This one.
00:43:24Okay.
00:43:25This is a good one.
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:27See?
00:43:28This one.
00:43:29Okay.
00:43:30This is a good one.
00:43:32This is a good one.
00:43:33This is one of my favorite spaces.
00:43:34It's beautiful.
00:43:35It's like a, like a cave.
00:43:36Yeah.
00:43:37This is one of my favorite spaces.
00:43:38Beautiful.
00:43:39It's like a, like a cave.
00:43:40Yeah.
00:43:41Is this your secret in here?
00:43:42A little bit.
00:43:43Yeah.
00:43:44Yeah.
00:43:45Yeah.
00:43:46Yeah.
00:43:47Yeah.
00:43:48Yeah.
00:43:50Yeah.
00:43:51Yeah.
00:43:52Yeah.
00:43:53Yeah.
00:43:54Yeah.
00:43:55Yeah.
00:43:56Yeah.
00:43:57Yeah.
00:43:58Yeah.
00:43:59I think you should get in the photos.
00:44:00No.
00:44:01Yeah.
00:44:02Yeah.
00:44:03I think you should get in the photos.
00:44:04No.
00:44:05Yeah.
00:44:06Yeah.
00:44:07I think you should get in the photos.
00:44:08No.
00:44:09Yeah.
00:44:10I think so.
00:44:11No.
00:44:12No.
00:44:13No.
00:44:14They're too beautiful.
00:44:15Let them, let them stand alone.
00:44:17Okay.
00:44:18No.
00:44:19No.
00:44:20No.
00:44:21No.
00:44:22No.
00:44:23No.
00:44:24No.
00:44:25No.
00:44:26No.
00:44:27No.
00:44:28No.
00:44:29No.
00:44:30No.
00:44:31No.
00:44:32No.
00:44:33No.
00:44:34No.
00:44:35I just think people want to see who's saving them, though, so.
00:44:40Can we try a couple?
00:44:42Just like you.
00:44:49Here?
00:44:51Yeah.
00:44:52Perfect.
00:44:58I don't know what to do.
00:45:01I feel so awkward.
00:45:02Okay, I'm sorry.
00:45:03For scrubs.
00:45:09Me for scrubs?
00:45:11I didn't even do any of the work.
00:45:16You waiting for me to take it back, Tanya?
00:45:18Uh-huh.
00:45:22Those are good.
00:45:24Just like I remember.
00:45:26Tell your mom I offered to pay you, though.
00:45:29Where's this payment?
00:45:31Come on.
00:45:31You're hurting their feelings.
00:45:33No, like money, money.
00:45:37This is good enough.
00:45:39You don't like sour watermelon or what?
00:45:41No, they're delicious.
00:45:43I just don't want anyone to think that I'm taking too much advantage of you and your photography skills.
00:45:59What do the trees eat?
00:46:01Is it sour watermelon or...?
00:46:03No, I think they're more gummy bear types.
00:46:08Especially her.
00:46:09Which one?
00:46:10Her.
00:46:11This one here.
00:46:12Yeah, she likes gummy bears.
00:46:13I don't see it.
00:46:18You have to know them.
00:46:19You would know.
00:46:20You would know.
00:46:20I do.
00:46:21Yeah.
00:46:24What in the world is that?
00:46:26Bird.
00:46:29You say it so calmly.
00:46:31So calm.
00:46:32Yeah.
00:46:32I do.
00:46:33Yeah.
00:46:43I don't know.
00:46:45Mm-hm.
00:46:51Okay.
00:46:56Okay.
00:48:04How am I doing?
00:48:09You're doing it wrong.
00:48:15Okay, you said to tuck it in like I would tuck myself in with a blanket, that's how I'd do it.
00:48:24Yeah, but without the, without the toes tucked in.
00:48:27What?
00:48:28Okay, that's the best part, but we'll just make all our peep cold.
00:48:34Alright.
00:48:36I do.
00:48:49Yeah, that works.
00:48:53How'd I do?
00:49:05I'm not better.
00:49:06Oh, good.
00:49:11It's freezing tonight.
00:49:13I know.
00:49:14Oh, man.
00:49:27Kiss me.
00:49:29What?
00:49:30What?
00:49:31I want you to kiss me.
00:49:36Good.
00:49:37I want you to kiss me.
00:49:38So, I'm going to put it in a little bit, but I'm going to put it in a little bit.
00:50:08I don't know.
00:52:08I just hope we could stay together, we wait and see, but the chances are small just like the water green.
00:54:32Why are we both hiding?
00:54:48I don't know.
00:54:49She doesn't even come in.
00:54:50She just knocks when breakfast is ready.
00:54:52That's cute.
00:54:54Thanks.
00:54:56I feel like I'm 15 again.
00:54:58Did you do this when you were 15?
00:55:04No.
00:55:05Not at all.
00:55:10Good morning.
00:55:14Good morning.
00:55:24It's so pretty out here.
00:55:28I haven't been here for maybe 16, 16 years.
00:55:35Yeah, a long time.
00:55:37Thanks for coming.
00:55:39I used to come here all the time.
00:55:42I heard it was a spot.
00:55:44Drunken teenagers and debauchery and all that.
00:55:51No, I used to come here all the time with my dad.
00:55:54Oh, you did?
00:55:55He taught me how to fish on that soundbar right there.
00:56:00Right there?
00:56:00Mm-hmm.
00:56:01The tree.
00:56:03I could see that.
00:56:04And I made him throw back every single fish that we caught.
00:56:07Otherwise, I would just scream my head off.
00:56:12Environmentalist from birth.
00:56:16He must have hated fishing with me.
00:56:17I don't believe that for a second.
00:56:36Have you ever gone fishing?
00:56:38I'm sorry.
00:56:39My dad wasn't really into that kind of thing.
00:56:43I'm sorry.
00:56:44It's okay.
00:56:45It's JC.
00:56:46We went to school with her.
00:56:48They're the tall girl with the good eyes.
00:56:50I know she is.
00:56:51She's having like a get-together before the reunion.
00:56:53Mm.
00:56:55Nothing's changed around here, huh?
00:56:58A pre-reunion reunion.
00:57:03You should come.
00:57:05Yeah, come with me.
00:57:06No.
00:57:07Oh, my God.
00:57:08Don't worry about me, no.
00:57:10It would be so cold.
00:57:11I'm not coming.
00:57:12I'm not coming.
00:57:13Please.
00:57:13It's kind of my reoccurring nightmare.
00:57:20You know?
00:57:29You know, JC's changed a lot.
00:57:33Don't you sure?
00:57:34She's...
00:57:35After she had kids, she really lightened up.
00:57:38I'm still not going.
00:57:44They've all seen your magazine.
00:57:46It's not my magazine.
00:57:47Still.
00:57:49They really like it.
00:57:49They all say really nice things.
00:57:56Oh, my God.
00:57:57You have fun, though.
00:58:00Okay.
00:58:03Okay.
00:58:03Pretty good.
00:58:25Toilet.
00:58:34Toilet.
00:58:35Toilet.
00:58:35Toilet.
00:58:36Toilet.
00:58:38Little gun and Boilet.
00:58:49Toilet.
00:58:52Little gun and Boilet.
00:58:57While you dwell within it, you are ever happy then.
00:59:12Childhood, joyland, mystic maritime.
00:59:27Once you pass its borders, you can never return again.
00:59:42Childhood, joyland, mystic maritime.
01:00:10Childhood, joyland, mystic maritime.
01:00:22Once you pass its borders, you can never return again.
01:00:38It's not cheating if it's just there in front of you.
01:00:54It's not cheating if it's just there in front of you.
01:01:08Aren't you curious?
01:01:10About what?
01:01:12Their looks.
01:01:14How they treat you.
01:01:16No.
01:01:17Lies.
01:01:18How?
01:01:19Why is everyone trying to tell me how I should feel about this?
01:01:22Literally no one's telling you that.
01:01:24You're telling yourself that.
01:01:25It's my turn.
01:01:27Yellow.
01:01:29Not everyone can be perfect.
01:01:32And what's that supposed to mean?
01:01:34It means you have the stuff.
01:01:36So, don't worry.
01:01:38I have the stuff?
01:01:39Yeah.
01:01:40What the hell's the stuff?
01:01:41You know, the job, the location, et cetera.
01:01:46And that's what matters.
01:01:47Thanks.
01:01:48And you have two more cards.
01:01:49Cool.
01:01:50That's not what I'm saying.
01:01:52I'm just trying to help you feel better about yourself.
01:01:57Just because this town stirs shit up in me doesn't mean I forget what matters.
01:02:01Then what matters?
01:02:04You're asking me that like I have to prove something to you?
01:02:07No, I'm not asking you to prove something to me.
01:02:09I'm just trying to give you some reassurance.
01:02:13Okay?
01:02:14I don't need it.
01:02:15All right.
01:02:16Shit.
01:02:17Okay.
01:02:18Fuck.
01:02:19Message receipt.
01:02:24Is it my turn?
01:02:25Mine.
01:02:26I don't know.
01:02:27Yeah, mine.
01:02:35Sorry.
01:02:36Oh my gosh.
01:02:41That got me.
01:02:45Okay, you can stop with the nines now, please.
01:02:55Okay.
01:02:56Can we do anything else?
01:02:57What about the nines?
01:02:58It is where you are.
01:02:59Okay.
01:03:00And we are waiting for our own prospect.
01:03:04Okay.
01:03:05Okay.
01:03:06Let's go to the nines.
01:03:07And now let's go to the nines.
01:03:09I want to move.
01:03:11I want to move.
01:03:12I want to move.
01:03:13I want to move.
01:03:14I want to move.
01:03:15It's not easy.
01:03:17I want to move.
01:03:18I want to move.
01:03:19I want to move.
01:03:20We're more comfortable.
01:03:21I want to move.
01:03:22I want to move.
01:03:23I brought you some tea.
01:03:40Yeah, of course.
01:03:50Is it good?
01:03:51Yeah, it is.
01:03:52Nice.
01:03:55Kind of strong.
01:03:58How was your day?
01:03:59It was good.
01:04:00Yeah?
01:04:01You should have been there last night.
01:04:04Everyone was there.
01:04:07Almost everyone.
01:04:09The important ones?
01:04:13No, that's not what I meant.
01:04:16Mm-hmm.
01:04:20You don't have to do this, you know.
01:04:24Do what?
01:04:26All of this, help my mom with the plants hang out with me.
01:04:30I know.
01:04:31Do you feel sorry for me or something?
01:04:43Is that what this is?
01:04:44What?
01:04:45What?
01:04:49You help everyone.
01:04:50You help the trees.
01:04:53Now helping me.
01:04:55I don't know if it makes sense.
01:05:00I'm not trying to do anything.
01:05:05Is it so hard to believe that I just want to be here with you?
01:05:10Knowing your past?
01:05:11Maybe it is.
01:05:12Maybe it is.
01:05:13Maybe it is.
01:05:14I don't know.
01:05:45Sweetie, these knuckleheads are wearing me out.
01:06:12I want to talk to you.
01:06:14Can we turn that off?
01:06:15Hey, you.
01:06:22In there.
01:06:23What's going on with you?
01:06:25You're doing your silent act.
01:06:33Don't shake your head.
01:06:34I know you.
01:06:36There's something going on.
01:06:39I lost my job.
01:06:41That's it?
01:06:44That's why you're so sad?
01:06:46Just now?
01:06:47No.
01:06:48Okay.
01:06:49Well, jeez, I thought it was going to be something like big.
01:06:55Job's nothing.
01:06:56Just don't tell mom.
01:06:58She'll make something big out of it.
01:07:00Because I'm a loser.
01:07:02Why would you even say that?
01:07:04Because it's true.
01:07:06Oh, come on.
01:07:07It has nothing to do with it.
01:07:09Your job has nothing to do with you, sweetie.
01:07:11To be honest, you're 20s.
01:07:16You're 28, okay?
01:07:19Thanks for reminding me.
01:07:20Okay.
01:07:21I'm making a point here.
01:07:22You're 28.
01:07:23Your 20s are for screwing up, doing crazy stuff.
01:07:28You haven't done anything like that yet.
01:07:30I was wondering if you're...
01:07:32I was starting to get a little worried about you.
01:07:34That you hadn't screwed up.
01:07:37You know?
01:07:39Don't worry.
01:07:40Don't sweat it.
01:07:40This is nothing.
01:07:44Are you hearing me?
01:07:47Why are you so deep about this?
01:07:52Do you miss Auntie Cher?
01:07:55No.
01:07:56Sure I do.
01:07:57She's...
01:07:58I miss her every day.
01:07:59Yeah, I know.
01:08:00We had the best laughs.
01:08:02Every time we'd get together, she'd make me laugh.
01:08:05And no matter how shitty the day was, you know?
01:08:08Yeah.
01:08:08She'd find something funny in it, you know?
01:08:11Yeah.
01:08:12That's a talent.
01:08:12I love that about her.
01:08:16I'm sorry I didn't go to the funeral.
01:08:21Sweetie, there you go again.
01:08:23You're looking back to stuff that's, you know...
01:08:26I just don't know what's wrong with me, you know?
01:08:28There's nothing wrong with you.
01:08:32There is nothing wrong with you.
01:08:36Can you hear that?
01:08:38I'll say it again.
01:08:39There's nothing wrong with you.
01:08:41You just keep looking back and bumming yourself out with stuff from the past.
01:08:45You can't do anything about that.
01:08:46You can't do anything about that.
01:08:48Just take this day and go forward.
01:08:52I've ever felt proud of me.
01:08:55Proud?
01:08:56Always.
01:08:57Your mother and I have been proud of you all of your life.
01:09:03All of your life.
01:09:04And you still don't hear that.
01:09:08What is it about you that you keep beating yourself up?
01:09:14How do I get you to stop doing that?
01:09:16How do I get you to stop doing that?
01:09:19Once it first...
01:09:21Once it's past...
01:09:22Can you?
01:09:23When you're not bothered...
01:09:23It's what others...
01:09:25You can never...
01:09:28Stop it.
01:09:30Your mother...
01:09:30Return...
01:09:33Again...
01:09:34Nothing...
01:09:35Nothing you can do...
01:09:38Would ever make me not proud of you.
01:09:41Is that clear enough?
01:09:43Mom, did you forget to roll out the dough?
01:09:53Why are we doing it with these cookies?
01:09:56I have no idea.
01:09:58Where are you going?
01:10:00It's going to freeze tonight.
01:10:03So he's not coming?
01:10:06She has a life too, you know.
01:10:08I know. I know that.
01:10:11Yeah, she had to take her mother to the doctor.
01:10:16What's wrong with her mom?
01:10:19Nothing. She just wants to have a little peace of mind
01:10:23after losing her dad like that.
01:10:26I'll cover your plans.
01:10:29Don't worry. Sit down.
01:10:31Are you sure?
01:10:32Yeah.
01:10:33Really?
01:10:34Yeah. You didn't even finish this.
01:10:37It looks terrible.
01:10:38Thank you, sweetheart.
01:10:40It looks like a chocolate chip cookie.
01:10:44I don't know what I'm going to smear all over it.
01:10:47You think an orange gummy bear would help?
01:10:49Yeah, I think so.
01:10:50Give it some sprinkles.
01:10:51There.
01:10:52There you go.
01:10:53There you go.
01:10:54Ooh, fancy.
01:10:56Gorgeous.
01:10:57A red gummy bear.
01:10:59Here's a green gummy bear.
01:11:01My sister is so talented.
01:11:02You can put a green gummy bear on yours.
01:11:04Here you go.
01:11:05Oh, thank you.
01:11:06Here you go, a green one.
01:11:08Christmas gummy.
01:11:09Yeah, absolutely.
01:11:10Cheers.
01:11:11Cheers.
01:11:12All right.
01:11:13Oh.
01:11:14Mmm.
01:11:15Mmm.
01:11:16Mmm.
01:11:17Let me bear some chocolate chips.
01:11:20That's a weird combination.
01:11:23I'm into it.
01:11:25I'm into it.
01:11:26Mmm.
01:11:27Mmm.
01:11:28Mmm.
01:11:29Yes, yes, yes.
01:11:59No, I'm sorry. No, I'm old. I don't remember these things.
01:12:11Angel or a star this year?
01:12:15Ainsley, you decide.
01:12:18Okay, you want to put it up? You want to do the honors?
01:12:23We can, let's all do it.
01:12:24Okay, yeah, let's all do it.
01:12:26Here we go.
01:12:27That's too much.
01:12:30I'm trying really hard.
01:12:31You can't even see it.
01:12:33That's totally strange.
01:12:33What are you trying to say over there?
01:12:35Let's make some candle light or something.
01:12:38Oh, where's the lighter, Dad? You had that.
01:12:40Mom, is it over there in that area?
01:12:43I don't see it anywhere.
01:12:45It's sitting on it.
01:12:47Aha, there it is.
01:12:49Alrighty, here we go.
01:12:49You were sitting on it?
01:12:50You had Santa's belt, and Papa had Santa's belt, and so you and I had the plaid.
01:12:58How do you remember these things?
01:13:00Well, I'm lucky.
01:13:02Okay, okay.
01:13:03I think you did.
01:13:04All right.
01:13:04Good job.
01:13:05Let's hang some balls.
01:13:06I lost my job.
01:13:09You lost your job just now?
01:13:12Yeah, just now.
01:13:13She just, boof!
01:13:14No, Mom.
01:13:15Mom, don't.
01:13:16Don't do it now.
01:13:19Well, when is it the time to do it?
01:13:21Don't worry about it.
01:13:22Just, let's do it after Christmas.
01:13:24You know I'm worried.
01:13:25Let's hang these balls.
01:13:26Don't worry.
01:13:27Yeah.
01:13:28Fine.
01:13:28Especially the glittery one.
01:13:29Yeah, here we go.
01:13:31It doesn't have to do that.
01:13:31You got some, okay, you got one.
01:13:32You got a hook.
01:13:33I think they've all vanished into the other dimension.
01:13:36Yeah.
01:13:37With all of our socks.
01:13:39You're going to put the socks in the tree this year, or do you want to put them up over
01:13:42the window?
01:13:43Oh, I put mine here.
01:13:44You guys need to do yours.
01:13:46Yeah?
01:13:46Yeah, we can hang ours on the tree.
01:13:47These are gold.
01:13:48Oh, yeah.
01:13:49Okay, here we go.
01:13:50Dad.
01:13:51At least these have loops on them.
01:13:52I'll do yours, Dad.
01:13:53You got mine?
01:13:54Yeah.
01:13:55Alrighty.
01:13:55Nice and low.
01:13:56There we go.
01:13:57She said I'm hanging low.
01:14:03What's that?
01:14:03What does she mean by that?
01:14:04I'm not even going to touch that one.
01:14:06Nope.
01:14:07It's Christmas.
01:14:09Nope.
01:14:10Forgive us.
01:14:23Hey.
01:14:27Do you mind if I sit?
01:14:30How'd you know I was here?
01:14:32I talked to your mom.
01:14:34She told me.
01:14:39Meeting the in-laws already, huh?
01:14:47You loved Christmas.
01:14:48Any excuse for all of us to sit in the same room and buy us this de-upidest presents?
01:14:54Hey.
01:15:15I'm sorry about everything.
01:15:19It's okay.
01:15:20It's okay.
01:15:20It's okay.
01:15:20It's okay.
01:15:20It's okay.
01:15:21It's okay.
01:15:21It's okay.
01:15:22It's okay.
01:15:24I don't know why sometimes I just do the whole self-sabotaging thing.
01:15:32It's easier than facing reality, you know?
01:15:35It's not an excuse, I know.
01:15:39How would you know if you didn't try, right?
01:15:44Yeah.
01:15:45I don't know.
01:15:46It's true.
01:15:46You said that you guys love Christmas, so I just thought, oh, there's that.
01:16:12That's really sweet.
01:16:13That's really sweet.
01:16:13That's really sweet.
01:16:25Some lights.
01:16:26And a letter.
01:16:29You read this?
01:16:33Yeah.
01:16:33You can read it later.
01:16:46You wrote this? Yeah. You can read it later.
01:17:02Oh, there we go.
01:17:13Perfect.
01:17:16Here's a receipt for a donut. Does this count?
01:17:32Ains, he's cheating. Dad, you're just cleaning out your pockets.
01:17:37Those are receipts. It's weighing me down. You didn't say it was...
01:17:40At least they won't end up in the washing machine.
01:17:42Physical or emotional.
01:17:43No, he's right, actually.
01:17:46Oh, come on. I didn't specify, so...
01:17:48She didn't specify.
01:17:49I didn't specify.
01:17:50This is just weighing me down.
01:17:51All these, none of these.
01:17:56All right, I'm going to go to my car, get my stuff,
01:17:58and just dump it all in there.
01:18:00I don't even have to go to a car wash.
01:18:02Just throw it in.
01:18:05Did you bring any more underwear?
01:18:07No, just the one pair.
01:18:08I thought, I mean, he's dead.
01:18:10She doesn't own any more.
01:18:12No plastic straws, right?
01:18:14Did you want to look through your other coats, maybe, as well?
01:18:16Is that what's happening right now?
01:18:19Yeah, that's a lot of receipts.
01:18:19This is kind of fun.
01:18:20I feel lighter already.
01:18:25Oh, here, let me have a couple.
01:18:26I'll throw them in for you.
01:18:29Here's one.
01:18:29You can throw that in.
01:18:30All right, all right.
01:18:31The IRS doesn't care about that donut.
01:18:33All right, here we go.
01:18:34Check it for his mom.
01:18:37Check it.
01:18:38Nope.
01:18:38See what he's trying to burn here.
01:18:40Bye.
01:18:40What evidence is he trying to get rid of?
01:18:49So why did I bring all this stuff?
01:18:51Well, we're gonna.
01:18:53Oh, I see.
01:18:55You see.
01:18:57We're going to burn all my valuables.
01:18:59I said not to bring valuables.
01:19:01I'm kidding.
01:19:02All right.
01:19:05Let's see.
01:19:07You first.
01:19:09Me first.
01:19:09Mm-hmm.
01:19:10Well, you're sitting on them, so.
01:19:15Okay.
01:19:19So, I lost my job.
01:19:25It happens.
01:19:28That's it.
01:19:30I'm sorry.
01:19:32Don't be.
01:19:35I published my own photos in one of the spreads.
01:19:45Yeah.
01:19:49I was just tired.
01:19:51Tired of publishing everyone else's work and not catching a break.
01:19:54So, I just did it without a thought, and, uh, here we are.
01:20:02So, uh, it's a job.
01:20:05People lose them every day.
01:20:07It's not just a job.
01:20:08That's what anyone brings up in this town is my job.
01:20:18You know, no one approached you in high school because it was like you had everything figured out.
01:20:23It was because you were intimidating.
01:20:26That's not true.
01:20:27I don't know.
01:20:28I don't know.
01:20:31People ask you your job right off the bat so they can calculate how much respect to give you.
01:20:38I don't know.
01:20:44Yeah.
01:20:45No.
01:20:45No.
01:20:46No one has everything figured out.
01:20:48And if they think they do, they're lying to themselves.
01:20:52Yeah.
01:21:00So, that brings me to my next unload.
01:21:03Uh, I definitely thought I had everything figured out back then.
01:21:09Oh, no.
01:21:10Yeah.
01:21:11It's pretty bad.
01:21:12Can I keep this, please?
01:21:13No, you can't keep it.
01:21:15Oh, please.
01:21:18Yeah.
01:21:19I'm gonna keep this.
01:21:22You want it?
01:21:22Mm-hmm.
01:21:23You really want it?
01:21:23Yeah.
01:21:24Okay.
01:21:25That's all I've got.
01:21:26So, it's your turn.
01:21:27Okay.
01:21:30I'm excited to see what you have.
01:21:36Is this your retainer?
01:21:37It caused me a lot of pain.
01:21:39This isn't gonna burn soap for now.
01:21:42Yeah, I know.
01:21:44I just need you to make peace with it, you know?
01:21:47It's a bit traumatic, but I get it.
01:21:49Yeah.
01:21:50You brought something that can burn, right?
01:21:52I did, yeah.
01:21:53Okay.
01:21:53Okay, this feels really good.
01:21:56This is a paper I wrote in the fifth grade, and it has haunted me ever since.
01:22:02No, don't read it.
01:22:03What does it say you want to be when you grow up?
01:22:06A dog.
01:22:07Let's not talk about it.
01:22:08A boy made fun of me, he said it was stupid, and it wasn't a real dream, and I cried.
01:22:12It's stupid, because you're kind of living that anyway.
01:22:19You know how?
01:22:20I mean, not in a bad way.
01:22:21Like, everything you're doing, and...
01:22:25You know, I'm a grown-up now, so I'm going to take out of this a compliment.
01:22:28Yeah, it came out worse than it.
01:22:31I don't think we should burn it.
01:22:36Hey, you choose mine, I choose yours.
01:22:37Oh, so I get to keep it then?
01:22:41It's yours.
01:22:41Okay.
01:22:45You want to go out tonight?
01:22:48The reunion.
01:22:50Screw the reunion.
01:22:54I don't know.
01:22:56Maybe we should go.
01:23:02Grace them with our presents, you know?
01:23:04It may be fun.
01:23:06Really?
01:23:06Yeah.
01:23:08Yeah.
01:23:14I would like that.
01:23:37Toiland.
01:23:46Toiland.
01:23:47Toiland.
01:23:48Little girl and boyland.
01:23:58While you dwell within it.
01:24:01You are ever happy there.
01:24:11It's so slow.
01:24:12It's so slow.
01:24:13Toiland.
01:24:13Toiland.
01:24:14Toiland.
01:24:14Toiland.
01:24:14Toiland.
01:24:15Toiland.
01:24:21Once you pass its borders, you can never return again.
01:24:28again.
01:24:36Okay.
01:24:36I've got some time.
01:24:38Toyland
01:24:43Oh, it's the same thing
01:24:43Toyland
01:24:46Little girl and boyland
01:24:52While you dwell within it
01:24:56You are ever happy there
01:25:03Childhood's joyland
01:25:09Mystical merry toyland
01:25:15Once you pass its borders
01:25:19You can never return again
01:25:25It just repeats the same thing
01:25:28I didn't know
01:25:28Never return again
01:25:31I never knew this about this song
01:25:34Once you pass its borders
01:25:39You can never return again
01:25:45That's all, that's it
01:25:52That's the song
01:25:53Thank you
01:25:54That was beautiful
01:25:58Thank you so much
01:26:01I'd say your turn
01:26:16But you've already performed
01:26:17Yeah, thank you
01:26:18That was, that was
01:26:19That was beautiful
01:26:20Thanks
01:26:25It felt really good
01:26:28I'll let you go
01:26:35Just need some time
01:26:37At your own pace
01:26:42You need to find your way
01:26:44I know you'll never change your mind
01:26:49I know now you'll never change your mind
01:26:53For something that matters
01:26:57Matters to me
01:27:00You do not know what I have in mind
01:27:08I've packed our bags
01:27:14We'll be on our way
01:27:15I packed our bags
01:27:16We'll be on our way
01:27:17The night was long as I waited
01:27:22Without a sign
01:27:23I'll have to go
01:27:25I'll never
01:27:27You got a sign
01:27:28I love you
01:27:28I love you
01:27:29I'm not
01:27:30I'll never
01:27:33I felt like
01:27:34You should not
01:27:37Talk to me
01:27:38I shouldn't let you
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