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07:50two days after the Eman's death.
07:53But when I got there, my son was a big fan of Jose.
07:57He manned up with Feli. He was able to go to the coroner.
08:02There were a lot of papers that needed there when you died in America.
08:06The death certificate, they had my Eman cremated.
08:13It was Jose who was with the mom all the time.
08:15He's only 23, 24 years old but he manned up.
08:18I believed in him. I believed in Jose.
08:22I came there.
08:24At least when I went there, I was with my family.
08:28I was leaving. I had the ashes of Eman on the aeroplano.
08:33And I was able to come home with the family, with Eman already.
08:37Okay, so that's the reason why you went abroad.
08:40It was not like after the wake, you traveled?
08:43No, no. It was really for Eman.
08:45It was really for Eman.
08:47And my son came back to America because they were studying there.
08:50So Jose and Eliana were able to go back to the States.
08:53But because Jose had a Thanksgiving break, Jose is back in Manila.
08:57Right.
08:58He'll be here for two weeks.
08:59Eliana is there in Pennsylvania.
09:01And we'll see her on Pascua.
09:03Then, learnings, realizations, nothing.
09:08I am so thankful that I have the Lord, boy.
09:14I'm so thankful that I discovered Jesus Christ early on in 2013.
09:18Because if not for the Lord, there's nothing else to hold on to now.
09:25The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
09:28And I've never been as broken as I am now.
09:31I've never been as heartbroken as I am now.
09:33Yet, despite the pain and despite the grief, I have peace.
09:37I have peace that God or Jesus Christ is walking with me.
09:42And I know that nothing is an accident.
09:45This is all for a good purpose.
09:46It may be painful now.
09:48It may hurt me now.
09:49But I know this is for good.
09:51That Eman did not die in vain.
09:53Her death was not beautiful.
09:56Yet, this will turn out beautiful.
09:58I know.
09:59And that gives me hope.
10:00And assuming that I'm in pain, what's 30 years of my life?
10:05In 30 years, I'm going to be with Eman and the Lord forever.
10:10So, I'm looking at that.
10:10And that gives me hope.
10:12And it gives me peace, boy.
10:13And having said that, only if you want.
10:18Would you like to share that story?
10:20That because there are all reasons.
10:24You know, the story of the girl, is that something that you can share or not?
10:29There are a lot of reasons.
10:30There is one that I want to share that I don't know yet.
10:34I was praying on the second day of Eman's death.
10:36I said, Lord, I hope that Eman's death is not in vain.
10:40I hope there is a reason for this.
10:41And I got all these letters.
10:43Eman was reaching out to all these people on TikTok.
10:46Whenever Eman has become the icon of those who are mentally ill or bipolar.
10:53And despite her pain and despite the suffering of my son,
10:56She was calling all these people.
10:57She was calling her.
10:58She was calling her.
10:59I got a message from international.
11:05This one's from Asia.
11:08I'm not going to mention it because it's personal.
11:10Let me read.
11:12I'd like to express my profound condolences for the loss of Eman.
11:15She was one of the brightest people I knew and she was extremely inspirational.
11:19Ever since we met, we've been very open with each other about mental health.
11:22Even up to this year, I myself struggled with my own battles.
11:27And on the day that she passed, I attempted to take my life.
11:30I don't know why I am the only one who's still here.
11:34I'm endlessly sorry for that.
11:36But I hope it brings you some kind of solace.
11:38I will continue to live in honor of Eman.
11:43This is only one letter, boy.
11:44I got many of these.
11:45Yes.
11:45I even saw someone on the wake.
11:49I thought that Eman was a classmate of Eman.
11:50I laughed.
11:51Then I said, are you a classmate of Eman?
11:54They're late now.
11:55I know the story.
11:56At 11 o'clock.
11:56At 11 o'clock.
11:58And then it turned out, I'm a fan of Eman.
12:02And I found out through the mom that she's bipolar.
12:05So, there were a lot of things.
12:08I only went there because I am also sure that it's not in vain.
12:12Eman's death was not in vain.
12:16Maraming mangyayari.
12:17Even me and Feli, marami kami gagawin.
12:21Magluluksa lamang kami ng ilang buwan o ilang linggo.
12:24Marami kami gagawin.
12:26Marami akong nais gawin for Eman.
12:31So, her death is not in vain.
12:32Yeah.
12:33Para may dahilan ng pagkabatay niya.
12:36The other way of saying it is, from the stories I got,
12:40Maraming buhay ang na-save because of Eman's death.
12:45You got a new tattoo.
12:47Ilan ba?
12:47Ah, dalawa.
12:48Isa lang.
12:50Alam mo, itong tattoo na ito.
12:51Teka muna.
12:52Mahirap pakita ito.
12:53Itong tattoo na ito, si Eman kasi nagpatak mo yan sa likod na tayo na.
12:58Okay.
12:58It's a butterfly.
13:00It's a butterfly there.
13:01Butterfly.
13:01And a g-clef.
13:03A g-clef.
13:03A g-clef na butterfly.
13:05And she was explaining ito nito.
13:07Sabi niya, this is a quote by Friedrich Nietzsche.
13:12Ay.
13:12I didn't know that this one.
13:13I didn't know that this one.
13:14I didn't know that this one.
13:15Okay, thank you for reminding me.
13:18So, it's a quote by Friedrich Nietzsche.
13:20Okay.
13:20And it says,
13:22Those who were dancing were thought insane by those who could not hear the music.
13:28That nampakarami nating nakikita, inaapin natin, di natin alam.
13:31Sumasayaw yan sa musikang sila nakakarinig.
13:34And that was Eman.
13:35Eman, Eman's different.
13:38Eman was found weird.
13:39But she was dancing to this music that she found was beautiful.
13:43And it gives me empathy.
13:46Marami tayong nakikita dyan.
13:48Akala natin baliw.
13:49Pero nagkaroon ako ng empathy.
13:52Nagkaroon ako ng inga tayo.
13:55A little kindness goes a long way.
13:57No, and it's a reminder.
13:58Na minsan tayo, we're guilty of this.
14:02We're quick to judge.
14:03Yeah.
14:03Nakakakita tayo ng taong sumasayaw.
14:06At kaagad ang tanong, ano ba yan?
14:07Ibabaliw na ba yan?
14:08But the truth is, we're not hearing the music.
14:10We're not hearing the music.
14:11Oo.
14:12And the music to them is beautiful.
14:14That's true.
14:14That's why Eman.
14:16International news.
14:19Alam mo ba itong mga anak ko talaga?
14:20Si Eman, when she passed, she was in entertainment tonight.
14:25Alala ko.
14:26He was, she was in EMZ, DMZ ba?
14:30Oo.
14:31TMZ.
14:31TMZ.
14:32Right.
14:33She was in Los Angeles Times.
14:35She was New York Times.
14:37But I only found out that Eman had an international following.
14:41I thought she was sick in the Philippines.
14:43I thought she was my son.
14:45But it was not.
14:46She was followed by all.
14:48I have so many letters also, which I want to compile, of her friends who are in America saying that she was so proud of you.
14:55She was so proud of you.
14:56Ito pa, Eman was so proud of you.
14:59And she said to her friend,
15:01I just want to let you know that you have to know this because I know that you're grieving.
15:05But Eman just speaks so highly of you.
15:07She said that you're her rock.
15:10And you know, Eman never said that to me.
15:14Eman never said that to me.
15:15Eman never said that to me.
15:16Eman never said that to me.
15:17Eman never said that to me.
15:18Eman never said that to me.
15:19But she was telling all her friends how much she loved me and how much, how good a father I was.
15:24If I have time to read it, I can read it.
15:26Can I read it?
15:28Here.
15:30When I first met Eman in person, we started talking about mental health and the various times we had during our childhood.
15:40She explained much about her growing up and what her life was like.
15:44She got into the experiences you gave, talking about going to your races.
15:47And she thought it was so cool that someone could do that, my triathlon, wanting even to become an athlete herself.
15:53She explained to me she had many struggles, including after her first attempt when she was hospitalized.
15:59She talked about how one of the reasons she thought it was going to be okay was you coming in and reading to her.
16:05I was reading the Bible to her.
16:06She reminisced on those points at her weakest, how she felt that sense of her family that really loved her.
16:13And many other letters like this.
16:15I've been getting this after she died.
16:17They stay with us, kid.
16:19Yeah.
16:20She's probably just eavesdropping on the conversation of Dad and Tito Boy.
16:25What would you tell her now?
16:27Well, I miss her.
16:28I miss Emma terribly.
16:29I know.
16:30Every single day, I miss her.
16:31I wake up in the morning, I miss her.
16:32At night, I miss her.
16:33That's why I'm busy.
16:34I'm distracted from the...
16:35But what gives me my peace is the Lord.
16:36And I just pray that Emma and I want to see you again someday.
16:39Papa has another 30 years of my life.
16:40Yeah.
16:41That's short.
16:42Because when I be...
16:43When Emma is ready, it's going to be forever.
16:44Yeah.
16:45And this is my hope and my faith in Jesus Christ that gives me my peace now.
16:49Yeah.
16:50Magbabalik po ang fast talk, good boy.
16:51Abona.
17:14Sabi naman tayo po dito sa fast talk with boy.
17:17I muna kasama with nating si Kuya Kim.
17:19Baliktrabaho.
17:21Ah okay.
17:22Baliktrabaho naman tayo.
17:23Exciting ang tic to clock ngayon.
17:25Dala tanghala ng kampyon.
17:26Malapit na mag-Gran finals.
17:28Wow.
17:29Oh okay.
17:30Ang galing galing.
17:31Pagdating ngayon Thursday iyong weakly champion namin na si Shane.
17:34This coming Thursday?
17:35This coming Thursday.
17:36Lalaban niyan.
17:37Pag nakapitong panalo yan, hahamunin niya ngayon, papasok sa Hamon ng Kampiyon.
17:41Hahamunin niya yung apat na grand finalist.
17:44At pwede siyang pumili ng isa para matanggal.
17:47At siya ang papalit. May ganun yan.
17:49Ang tawag siya, Hamon ng Kampiyon.
17:51At mapapanood dati lahat yan sa this coming Thursday.
17:55Pag nakapitong panalo si Shane.
17:57Yes. The defending champion.
17:59The defending champion. Grand finals.
18:00Pwede niya. Makakapasok siya sa grand finals.
18:02At magtatanggal siya ng isa doon sa mga finalists.
18:04Kailan magaganap ang grand finals?
18:06Friday.
18:08Sa Friday.
18:10December 4. So sorry, December 4.
18:12December 4.
18:12December 1 to 3.
18:13Abangan mo natin yun.
18:14December 1 to 3, meron munang mini concert.
18:17Each grand finalist will have a mini show.
18:21So 1 to 3 yan.
18:21Pero pagdating ng December 4, grand finals na.
18:24Exciting yan.
18:25Magagaling ito, ha?
18:26Itong mga ano namin.
18:27Pangalanan natin, Kuya Kim.
18:28Ang mga pangalan nila ay si Baron Angeles, Julius Kawaling, Kimberly Baluso at Bjorn Morta.
18:33At special, may finals din na ginanap sa Japan. Simultaneous.
18:38Nasa Pilipinas din at magpe-perform din si Nicole Shigematsu.
18:43Okay.
18:43So merong...
18:44That's exciting.
18:45Maganda.
18:46December 1 to 3, special showcase of the top 6 with the inampalan, Renz, Jessica, and Daryl.
18:52Okay.
18:52Nagkwentuhan tayo nung isang araw.
18:54Yes.
18:54Napawak ka rin doon sa Camille Prats story.
18:56Ay, naku, nakakatawa yan.
18:57Aha.
18:58Si Camille, yan ang ano eh.
19:00Ginawaan nila sa TikTok-lock yan.
19:03Aha.
19:03Para, kasi...
19:05Nakita ko?
19:05Namatayan ako eh.
19:06Aha.
19:06So, inintroduced nila.
19:07Nag-spills muna sila at sinabi nila na, Kuya Kim, mahal ka namin.
19:11Mahal ka namin.
19:11Sabay-pasok si Camille Prats.
19:13Aha.
19:13Pagtingin ko, trending na siya eh.
19:15Aha.
19:15May siguro mga 5,000 comments na nung nakita ko eh.
19:18Okay.
19:18At natawa ko, boy.
19:20Natawa ka?
19:20Natanggal ang lungkot ko.
19:22Very effective si Camille Prats sa akin.
19:23Talagang pag nakikita ko, hanggang natatawa pa rin ako.
19:26Hanggang kay Juan Ponce and really, Camille Prats.
19:29Pagdating kay Aimee Marcos, Camille Prats pa rin.
19:31Miss Universe.
19:31Miss Universe, Camille Prats.
19:32Siya na ang pambansang dopamine.
19:34The dopamine of Asia.
19:37Kim.
19:38Ang mahal nating Mars.
19:39Camille Prats!
19:40Di ba?
19:42Maraming salamat.
19:43Boy, it's an honor.
19:46And whenever I get invited to your show, boy,
19:49kahit noong unang panahon pa, I'm always excited.
19:52Oo.
19:53But this is one of the most difficult conversations.
19:56Pinadali mo lang.
19:57Maraming maraming salamat.
19:59You're welcome, boy.
19:59God bless us.
20:00God bless you.
20:01Tell if you're watching, you have my love.
20:03Iliana Anose.
20:04Maraming maraming salamat.
20:05Happy birthday, Emma Matias, my friend.
20:08Naytay kapuso.
20:09Maraming salamat po sa inyong pagpapatuloy sa amin,
20:11sa inyong mga tahanan araw-araw.
20:14And araw-araw, let's choose to do good.
20:18Be one tama.
20:19Goodbye for now.
20:20God bless.
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