00:00We're back in the show.
00:09Kasama ho natin si Chef.
00:11Chef, yung sa lahat ng pinagdaanan mo,
00:15did you seek professional help?
00:19Okay.
00:20I seeked help, but not professionally.
00:24I would call this intimate dates.
00:30Paliwanan na.
00:32Pagka tahimik na ang bahay, nakatulog na yung bata,
00:38and mag-isa ako.
00:42Ay, sorry. Ang hirap hindi maiyak.
00:46Dasal.
00:51Dasal. Sobrang lakas.
00:55Sobrang lakas ng dasal.
00:56Na, I turned my questions from,
01:05why is this happening to me now,
01:09to help me understand?
01:14Kasi parang tama nga na you don't doubt when something is happening,
01:26when challenges are, you know, going into your way.
01:30Huwag mong ida-doubt ang Panginoon na bakit ganito,
01:36kundi,
01:38Lord,
01:39paintindi po,
01:40bakit ko pagdadaan?
01:42Ano po yung,
01:42ano po yung,
01:43ano po yung dulo
01:46na,
01:47na kailangan kong pag-igihan?
01:50Kung ito po yung problema na bigay sa akin,
01:52pakitulungan lang po kong intindihin,
01:56paano ko po ito masusolusyon.
01:58Are you specific when you talk to God?
02:00Very.
02:01Very.
02:02Very.
02:02Very.
02:03Very.
02:06Kaya masasabi ko,
02:08now,
02:08in this state,
02:12merong apoy sa akin na,
02:16tuloy mo to,
02:17kaya mo to.
02:19Importante na kinakausap din natin ang mga sarili natin.
02:22Kasi,
02:22sabi ko nga,
02:23may karanasan kang ganun,
02:24may karanasan akong pinagdaanan,
02:26at maraming karanasan ang pinagdadaanan,
02:28ang ilan sa mga nanonood sa atin,
02:30na,
02:31mga,
02:31mga karanasan na hindi mo maiisip,
02:34pagdadaanan mo,
02:35diba?
02:35Iyon nga po,
02:35tito po,
02:36parang hindi ko nga maiisip na mangyayari sa akin to,
02:38until it happens.
02:40Until it happened.
02:41Oo.
02:42Na,
02:44inisip ko,
02:46actually,
02:47going air diving,
02:48inisip ko na,
02:52sabihin ko ba,
02:54o nakakahiya.
02:56Pero hindi,
02:57kasi,
02:58baka,
02:59baka sakali,
03:00na,
03:01may makanood na ito na,
03:03hindi tayo nag-iisa.
03:05Oo.
03:06At makatulong,
03:07na,
03:08what you went through,
03:09nangyayari sa iba.
03:10No,
03:11no,
03:20but yun ang kahalagaan,
03:21yun ang kahalagaan ng sharing.
03:23No,
03:23totoo yun.
03:24Now,
03:24that's happening to him,
03:25that happened to him,
03:26and this is happening to me.
03:28Ganun pala ang proseso.
03:30Dahil,
03:31and I'll be very direct,
03:33no,
03:33kasi,
03:34these are things that we don't talk about.
03:36May kaibigan ako na nagsasayin,
03:37hindi matapang ako,
03:38matalino ako,
03:39naiintindihan ko mga bagay-bagay,
03:40that's not gonna happen to me.
03:42Until,
03:43sabi mo nga,
03:43it happened.
03:44Yung,
03:45Panginoong Diyos,
03:46ipaintindi mo naman sa akin,
03:47kung bakit?
03:48Ano ba ang dulo nito?
03:50Kasi,
03:51right at that very moment,
03:52when it is happening,
03:53so dark.
03:55So,
03:55naiintindihan ko yung tanong mo na,
03:58ano ba ang,
03:59ano ba ang end nito?
04:00Ano ba ang dulo nito?
04:02I get that.
04:19Ano ba ang dulo nito?
04:49Ano ba ang dulo nito?
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