00:00Yeah, Chris knows me well, and he gets me. We think a lot alike, and his advice to me along this journey was priceless.
00:08Like, I really did lean on him, and he's right. I do like to be in control, and that hasn't worked out for me in the past,
00:16which is why I'm, you know, on this journey, and, you know, for me, it was important for me to show the guys that I could let go of the reins.
00:26I could, you know, be vulnerable. I can be soft, and, you know, like, I would need them as a partner in my relationship,
00:33and so sometimes I struggled with that, but, you know, I think I did a good job of showing them in that this season.
00:39It took me a while during Nick's season to be honest with myself about how I felt about him,
00:45and then to be honest with him about how I felt, and I waited until the very last minute,
00:50and not that I have any regrets from that season, but I do wonder what would have happened if I would have been more forthcoming with my feelings,
00:58and so coming into my season, I promised myself I wouldn't do that.
01:02I was going to be open, vulnerable, and always express how I was feeling. I didn't want to hold back.
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