Kimmy Kimm_ My First P_rn Scene Was Awkward!

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00:00You started off selling your panties.

00:02Yes.

00:02You went on to Pornhub.

00:03You started distributing content there.

00:05You got an OnlyFans like everybody does.

00:07And then you felt like the big Hollywood world of porn beckoning you.

00:14How did you arrive to Los Angeles?

00:18Well, it wasn't LA.

00:20Was it Miami?

00:21It was Miami.

00:23Oh.

00:24But I had a performer reach out to me through TikTok and say like,

00:28hey, like you're kind of doing this backwards.

00:30Like, you know, companies will post on Pornhub for you.

00:33And then that's how you get your big exposure and stuff like that.

00:37And within 12 hours, I was literally driving down to Miami after she talked to me.

00:43She hooked me up with her agent at the time.

00:46And I met him for about two seconds.

00:50He drove me straight to testing and then told me I had seen the next day.

00:55And I was like, okay, this is all like real fast.

00:57Like, they don't give you time to make decisions.

01:00So I then get picked up by the other girl who's joining my scene for the scene that day.

01:07Now, had you done, had you had sex with people like on OnlyFans?

01:11No.

01:12Okay.

01:12So you'd never.

01:13Never even collabed.

01:14Okay.

01:14I had only been doing solo.

01:15So this is very new for you.

01:16Yes.

01:17Okay.

01:18And I didn't know if I, I was having this internal, like, conflict with myself.

01:25Like, okay, so, like, should I fake it?

01:27Like, should I, like, be, like, real and, like, you know, an actual, like, representation of, like, what women, like, sex for women is like?

01:36No.

01:36Or should I be, like, or should I be, like, faking it and, like, pretending and, like, you know, all, like, all is great and, oh, my God, it's so good.

01:47Um, but I meet the guy and he has such a cute, sweet accent.

01:51And I was like, oh, I like the way you say counter.

01:54And then he did not speak to me for the rest of the fucking day.

01:58He hated me.

01:59I'm pretty sure he still hates me.

02:00And I'm sorry, I guess, but not really.

02:03But, um, we're, we get to the first scene and no one tells me how to use a douche either.

02:08So I'm, like, trying to get it to squeeze out without having popped the lid up.

02:12And nothing's happening.

02:13So I just, I have it inside me.

02:16I'm just squeezing it.

02:16And nothing's coming out.

02:18And so I just take it out, throw it away.

02:19And I'm, like, done.

02:21Get into sex and everything.

02:23And then he, they put us in a stack.

02:25And everything's going super fast.

02:27Can you explain what a stack is to people who may not know?

02:29Right.

02:30So basically, just two girls laying on top of each other.

02:33And the guy going back and forth between each girl.

02:36And so he's doing that.

02:38And then I feel, like, sharp pain.

02:40And I'm, like, what is happening?

02:42I scream a little bit.

02:43So then the guy, I don't remember who it was.

02:46But the guy filming was, like, oh, what's wrong?

02:48Because I screamed.

02:49And he, I was, like, oh, I was, like, something just really hurt.

02:53And then the guy was, like, oh, I just slipped on some lube.

02:56And I was, like, oh, my God.

02:57And I didn't even want to look down there.

02:59But I knew that, like, something was wrong.

03:01Because I just kept going.

03:03And it hurt, like, more than anything I've ever felt in my life.

03:07So I clean up, go home.

03:10Wait, you finished the scene?

03:11Yes.

03:12I finished the scene.

03:12And it's out.

03:13Oh, my God.

03:15And it's out.

03:16So I finished the scene.

03:18I think this was a discipline that your father instilled in you at a young age.

03:21Oh, for sure.

03:21It has to be.

03:22Because I'm still like that.

03:24Yeah.

03:25And I have to, like, learn to unlearn that.

03:27Yeah.

03:28Entirely.

03:29And I'm still working on it.

03:31But.

03:31You're like, gotta get through.

03:34Yes.

03:35I finished the scene.

03:37How much longer did you have to shoot for?

03:39I have no idea.

03:40I was literally just, like, white-knuckling through it.

03:44Wow.

03:44And nobody noticed?

03:47I mean, I know that, like, the director said something.

03:52Yeah.

03:52And then obviously you must have.

03:53No, and then they offered me more lube.

03:55And they were, like, really nice.

03:56But they were just going fast.

03:58Yeah.

03:58And they were just, you know, gave me more lube.

04:01Was like, are you good?

04:02And I was like, I'm good.

04:03Okay.

04:04Oh, I'm good.

04:04Because I wanted the check.

04:06My first check.

04:07And my first check made me bawl my eyes out.

04:09I was like, I had never had that much money in a day before.

04:14Like, I cannot believe that this is real.

04:16Like, actually real.

04:18And then I went back to my hotel that I was staying at.

04:21You know, fell asleep and woke up and got called to do it the next day.

04:25Show up to set.

04:26As soon as that guy tries to put a stick inside me.

04:29Tears.

04:30I couldn't do it.

04:31Start crying.

04:32And I'm like, I'm so sorry.

04:34Like, I'm not like this at all.

04:35I'm not a crier.

04:36But he's like, let me see, like, what's wrong with you?

04:40And he's like, oh, babe, you're ripped.

04:41He takes a picture and shows me because it was down towards my, like, perineum and down towards my asshole.

04:48And he was like, he showed me.

04:50It, like, ripped to the outside?

04:52Or he?

04:53So, the rip was, like, two centimeters down from my vagina, like, to my asshole.

04:58Not all the way, like, not all the way through, but, yeah.

05:01Yeah, yeah, no.

05:01I mean, yeah.

05:03When you have a baby, you generally rip.

05:05Right.

05:05So, like, I ripped and I didn't even get a baby out of it.

05:09You got a check, though.

05:10Yeah, I got that check, though.

05:13But that day, I could not finish that scene.

05:17That's crazy.

05:17Okay, because when I ripped, when I had my baby TMI, sorry.

05:24I was so scared to, like, poop for a week.

05:29Yeah.

05:29Much less, like, put a dick in me.

05:32Oh, my God.

05:32I don't think my rip was, like, that severe.

05:37Like, coming, because I actually don't know.

05:38Mine only required, like, two stitches.

05:41Mine wasn't that bad, either.

05:42Like, because some girls rip all the way.

05:44Luckily, yeah.

05:45Luckily, I didn't require any stitches.

05:47I didn't end up going to the hospital for a while until I lost the feeling in my hands and my feet.

05:53Because the rip ended up—

05:55Sorry, long story.

05:57The rip ended up getting infected because I kept trying to do stuff.

06:02And the infection basically gave me a sort of sepsis.

06:07It spread through my spinal cord, and I lost the feeling in my hands and my feet.

06:11Ah!

06:12So I had to go to the hospital.

06:13Oh, no!

06:14And that agent was yelling at me.

06:16Oh, no.

06:17Screaming, how fucking dare you?

06:19How dare you?

06:20Yeah, how dare you lose out on all these shoots I just got you?

06:23No one will ever work with you again.

06:25Oh, my God.

06:26Yeah.

06:26Oh, that's so horrible.

06:28That was the first time I yelled at a man, though, because I yelled back.

06:31Good.

06:32I'm glad.

06:33Yeah.

06:33So how did you feel after that?

06:35Like, were you disappointed in yourself?

06:37Yeah, I felt so—oh, it's a long story, but I checked myself out of the hospital against medical advice once I kind of started feeling a little bit better, where I was confident that I wasn't going to lose my hands and my feet.

06:49I was like, okay, like, I'm basically good.

06:51I'm still on medication, like, but I'm pretty good.

06:54And I continued to do scenes.

06:57There's one scene that I couldn't feel my hands, and I was on a massage table, because, of course.

07:04And the guy put his dick in my hands.

07:06I didn't know what was there.

07:07So he goes, grab it.

07:09And I was like, oh, because I still couldn't really feel my hands.

07:12Oh, my God.

07:14Wow.

07:15But after that trip was over, I didn't shoot for months because I needed to heal.

07:25And then I also wasn't really necessarily confident in my ability to do this because I was like, if this is what it's going to be like all the time, I don't know if I can handle it.

07:34Yeah, of course.

07:35And I don't know if I can do it.

07:38Yeah.

07:39And then that agent at the time was, like, so done with me because he just thought that I was crazy.

07:45Yeah.

07:46And he was like, why don't you go to L.A. and shoot there?

07:49Because, like, I don't think, like, Miami's for you.

07:51And so I went to L.A. and then I just kept coming back to L.A.

07:57First of all, I just want to say I'm so sorry.

07:59I hate it when I hear those stories and then, like, you get, like, made to feel guilty about the fact that, like, you got injured.

08:07Right.

08:07It's, like, crazy, you know, like, it's just like, ah, it makes me so, especially as a woman.

08:12Yeah.

08:12And your agent yelling at you.

08:14I remember there was a girl that I was shooting once and I think same thing.

08:18She'd had, like, a rip or something had happened to her the day before and her agent made her come to set and she was, like, sitting in the makeup chair and she basically, like, told me what happened and then she, like, kind of started crying.

08:30And I was, like, there is no way I'm going to let you shoot.

08:33Like, that's crazy.

08:34Right.

08:34Like, you need to go home and heal.

08:36And, yeah.

08:36And I called her agent and he, yeah, was, like, she's lying.

08:40She's doing it.

08:40Yeah.

08:40Like, she's lying.

08:41Oh, my God.

08:42And she, and I was, like, she's, like, she's fine.

08:45And, yeah, same thing.

08:46I was, like, you have no idea.

08:47But you can see when, like, you can see.

08:49But also, like, if a woman comes to me and tells me that, like, she's in pain and she can't do the scene, I'm just going to trust her.

08:55Right.

08:55And I'm just going to believe her.

08:57And she's, I'm going to send her home.

08:59Right.

08:59Because why would we lie our way out of our own jobs?

09:02Yeah.

09:03There's no sense in that.

09:04And even if it wasn't, even if it was a lie, right, and it was something else, like, obviously you don't want to do the scene.

09:11Like, there's something going on and, like, I don't want to shoot you in a scene if you don't want to do it.

09:17Right.

09:18Because that's, like.

09:19Yeah.

09:19That's something you can't take back.

09:21Right.

09:21And it's, like, a horrible feeling to work with someone who doesn't want to be there.

09:25Right.

09:25Because it's, like, you know, I don't ever want to be a part of that.

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