'90 Day Fiancé' Star Jasmine Pineda Says She Could "Never Hate" Gino Palazzolo

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00:00Jasmine, it's an incredible honor to be able to speak to you today.

00:03Aw.

00:04And I can't believe the tell-all is this week.

00:07You know, and your life has changed in so many different ways this season.

00:11Has it been surreal watching it all back?

00:14Yes.

00:15I feel like, ah, what is this girl doing?

00:18Yelling at myself, you know, like if it was a movie sometimes.

00:23It's been quite a yearning, but at the end of the day,

00:27I give myself the grace and credit that I deserve because, like,

00:31my life went through so many ups and downs, emotions, and, you know,

00:37it wasn't easy, but I made it to the end,

00:40and I cannot wait to see the tell-all on TV because it's going to be fire.

00:45You recently did something very bold and shaved your head,

00:48and I've watched your hair journey over the years,

00:51so I know a bit of your struggles.

00:53Yeah.

00:54Why was now the right time?

00:55Well, it's been, you know, it wasn't an easy decision,

01:02but I have always struggled with alopecia.

01:05It's something that I cannot control because it's an autoimmune disease.

01:09Like, basically, my own body kind of destroys the follicles of my hair,

01:14and I have always had bouquet for it because I know, like,

01:17the toll that it takes for a person to lose their hair for many reasons.

01:22And there are certain things that really trigger alopecia,

01:26and one of them is postpartum.

01:29And after having Matilda, like, it fared up even harder than ever,

01:34and I was like, okay, I'm not in the mental, emotional state

01:38to go through all this hair loss again, and I felt so powerless.

01:43So doing this was a way for me to just have control over my hair loss,

01:49and I wanted to focus on the happiness of being with my baby,

01:54like, nurturing hair rather than just being so self-aware of losing my hair.

01:58And this has been, like, freedom, finally.

02:02And I tell myself, like, war is over, you know?

02:05Matilda is absolutely gorgeous.

02:08Yeah, and she's so lucky to have you and Matt as parents.

02:11You know, how has being parents changed your relationship with Matt?

02:16Well, this is the thing, that there was never a relationship with Matt, you know?

02:22I was married to, you know, you know the story.

02:24And then we started living together as our roommates,

02:27and then, you know, I got pregnant, and now I have Matilda.

02:31So it's been kind of chaotic because I'm parenting Matilda with a person

02:39that I'm getting to know for real for the very first time.

02:42So it's like I'm learning about him.

02:47He's learning about me, and at the same time,

02:49in a very new version of ourselves as parents.

02:52So it's not easy.

02:54It causes a lot of tension.

02:57I mean, it causes tension even for marriages that have been together

03:00for a long time, and then they have children.

03:02So imagine for two kind of strangers that used to have casual sex.

03:08I mean, to, you know, live together 24-7

03:10and deal with the baby all by ourselves.

03:14So not easy.

03:15Right.

03:16And you were in labor for over eight hours with Matilda,

03:20and we got to see just a little bit of what you went through.

03:23And the pain was unbearable, clearly.

03:29We're going to work together.

03:31Oh.

03:32Take a deep breath, and then you push down.

03:35Yeah.

03:38What do you remember from the day Matilda was born?

03:42Well, this is a tricky question because, you know,

03:47there is some kind of amnesia when you have children,

03:50and that's why women keep having children because they forget how painful it was.

03:55And then you are like, it was beautiful when I hold her.

03:58You just focus on the good things.

03:59But I'm not going to lie.

04:01On a medicated birth, it's painful.

04:05You feel that you're going to die, but the bad thing is that you don't die.

04:10Actually, you have to be super strong and push

04:12because you want to, you know, deliver your baby.

04:16But I am very glad that everything happened the way it happened.

04:22That's the way that I wanted it.

04:24Thank you, Bill.

04:25I imagine her in so many different ways,

04:30but none of them get even closer to how perfect and beautiful she actually is.

04:37Right.

04:37And it's clear that you were in a very supportive place.

04:40Yes, and my midwife is an immigrant, same as me,

04:47that came to the country, you know, with dreams and hopes.

04:51And I don't want to get emotional.

04:53She knew.

04:56She understood me very well.

04:58She made me feel validated, you know, like my fear.

05:02She was like, I've been in your shoes, and I'm here to support you.

05:06And I'm not going to say that I'm your mother,

05:09but if you need a mother right now, I can be that for you.

05:13Switching to something that I hope is a little lighter.

05:15Yeah.

05:15I do have to ask you about Matt's tow truck idea.

05:19You know, did he end up buying that tow truck?

05:23How's it going?

05:24What you're doing?

05:25This is what I'm going to do on the side.

05:29You're joking.

05:30I'm not.

05:32We need another income.

05:35This is going to be it.

05:36Every time I think about that tow truck, I want to hug him in the neck.

05:41Like, hug him very tight in the neck.

05:43Well, this is the thing.

05:45He spent this huge amount of money on this tow truck that he doesn't know how to use.

05:51And still to the point, he's not using it.

05:54So, it's just like the ornaments in a Christmas tree, just decoration.

05:59And it's money sitting there.

06:01And it's like, I don't know what he's going to do with the truck.

06:04I don't know.

06:07But he has to figure it out.

06:08And he knows that.

06:10He has to figure it out.

06:11That's good.

06:11Well, I'm manifesting that for him.

06:14Yeah, he's manifesting it as well because he has a due date.

06:17Well, I really enjoyed getting to meet Matt's mom and sister and getting to see them meet

06:25Matilda for the first time.

06:26Hi, Matilda.

06:28She's so cute.

06:30She's so cute, Matty.

06:31She does look good, Matty.

06:34She does, right?

06:36Yes, she does.

06:37What was it like to watch them bond?

06:40Beautiful, beautiful.

06:42It's interesting that the same thing can make you happy and sad at the same time.

06:46Happy for Matt and for Matilda and for Matilda's grandma.

06:49But at the same time, it's like, oh, what about my family?

06:52You know, I want them to bond with my baby as well.

06:56But it was beautiful to see them, you know.

06:58It's her first grandchild.

07:00So, it was like a big deal for everyone.

07:02Yeah, and has your own family gotten to interact with her over Zoom?

07:06How's that been going?

07:07Yes, like every single day.

07:10My mom is Matilda's biggest fan.

07:12She is obsessed.

07:14Like, the wallpaper on her phone is Matilda.

07:18Pictures of Matilda all over the place.

07:20Like, she goes literally to the grocery store and the cashier.

07:23Like, you want to see my granddaughter?

07:25You know, this is Matilda.

07:26That's how much she loves her.

07:28And same with my other two sons, you know.

07:31Like, it's not the same.

07:32But at least I can take technology that it could be much worse if we didn't have it.

07:37Of course, I do have to ask about Gino.

07:39Oh, no.

07:41My day was going great.

07:44Well, you know, I've been really disappointed in him.

07:47Good.

07:47Me too.

07:48Well, he's so vindictive and angry towards you, which has been tough to watch as a viewer.

07:54Jasmine got her green card in hand and left.

07:58I would be happy if she gets deported.

08:01I think she deserves it.

08:03I want her to feel some pain like I felt pain.

08:06Has his behavior surprised you at all?

08:08Listen, I'm in the same shoes as you.

08:12I'm watching this for the very first time.

08:15Like, he's saying the things that he's saying, and I can barely recognize this man.

08:20I, he's allowed to feel whatever he wants to feel because how we ended, you know, was not

08:29what we were expecting and dreaming of.

08:32But regardless, the fact that he's so full of hate, like, sounds like he wants to cause

08:40like a lot of pain on me and things didn't work out, not just because of me.

08:45He should take accountability that, hey, it plays, it takes two to play tango.

08:51So he is as guilty as well.

08:53So he should just, like, do some healing and it makes me sad.

09:01It makes me sad to hear him saying those things about me because I will never be able to hate

09:06him.

09:06And I don't think I will ever be able to, to hate ones that I love as much as I love,

09:13you know?

09:14Right.

09:15I think it's contrary to, contrary to whatever he says, there was so much love there.

09:21And that's one of the things that hurts me the most is still to the day when he said

09:26that she never loved me.

09:28Like, dude, I gave you five years of my life and I not, didn't love you.

09:34I was obsessed with you.

09:36Okay.

09:36To the point that I was scared of you talking to the waitress of you, you know, going to

09:44a strip club for your bachelor party, all these things.

09:47Like, I took a light detector test, you know?

09:50And I was like, ask me whatever you want to ask.

09:53I love this man, you know?

09:54And this is the proof.

09:56So he's saying that I never loved him.

10:00That is even worse than whatever he can say, you know?

10:03Like, that is, like, the lowest of the low to me.

10:06I loved your friendship with Gino's cousin, Dana, and his wife, Michelle.

10:10Have you stayed in contact with them?

10:11Yes, they came to visit me to Florida to meet Matilda, and it's Auntie Michelle and Uncle

10:20Dana.

10:20They are part of my family now, and that is something that, you know, regardless of what

10:28happened between me and Gino, we're always going to be family.

10:31I want to talk about the tell-all.

10:32I watched the trailer, and my jaw was on the floor.

10:36I'm not pissed.

10:37Lauren and I aren't friends anymore because we can't trust each other because she's being

10:41What was your mindset going into that reunion?

10:48So you saw it.

10:50It's a lot of, there is a lot of energy, you know?

10:57Especially with the girls, I felt like this time, I love them all, but there was a lot

11:02of, like, mean girl energy, and I kind of didn't like that.

11:08I always go, like, a blank page, you know, like, I want to be nice, I want to get along

11:13with everyone, but that just lasts, like, the first hour.

11:16After that, it's like, these people, like, hey, everyone, you know?

11:20I'm so glad that after this, I never want to see you.

11:24This is so toxic, you know?

11:25And on top of that, I was like, oh, great, as if it wasn't enough to see these people

11:32for hours filming the tell-all.

11:34Now, I have to go back and live with them, and one of them being Gino, and mad there,

11:41too.

11:41So, it's, it's a nightmare.

11:45Right.

11:45Yeah.

11:46Well, it was so funny to see how many of you live in Florida.

11:50Will you be calling up anyone to hang out with over the next few months, or do you need

11:55some distance?

11:58If it wasn't for the weather, I was looking at the mat, what other state we can move,

12:03you know, because these people are toxic.

12:06I'm toxic as well, so that wouldn't be a good combination.

12:10You know, these Florida couples, it's like, I don't know if you ever had, like, in high

12:15school, like, like, the kind of, like, oh, you thought you have a friend, but she, like,

12:21actually hated you, and you never noticed until the very end.

12:24So, this is, like, the dynamic with these people, and I was literally, as you saw in the preview,

12:29sitting between Lauren and Alexei, and Elizabeth, and Andrei, and during the hotel, you will see

12:38they were trying to make the other couples big sides, and that put a lot of pressure on

12:43me, because I was like, you know what, your drama is so exhausting, and I don't want to

12:48be part of it, but it's the tello, so they were, like, dragging everyone into that, and

12:55it was chaotic.

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