00:00Speaking of that love, we saw your mom, Teresa, leave voluntarily withdraw before a few episodes ago because she didn't want to watch you fight.
00:07How has been reliving the episodes without her and how was kind of operating in special forces now that you're like, OK, I am the lone judice.
00:15I'm holding on the fort. Was it more pressure or was it kind of a relief in a way that you could only just like focus on yourself?
00:20It was weird because I think it was a relief in a way and I didn't want to believe it at that point in time because the DS were telling me that.
00:29Especially when they pulled me in for interrogation and I kind of opened up to them about my life and what I've been through.
00:35They were like, OK, so you clearly have been always the person to look out for your family and hold a lot of responsibility.
00:43Now that your mom has left, you don't have to hold this worry like above your head.
00:48So now you can really focus on yourself. And I was like, but, you know, she didn't hold me back, guys.
00:53Like I was just trying to because I really didn't feel like she was.
00:57But you don't realize when you are worrying about somebody else, which I think is so interesting about this season of special forces, because there's three pairs.
01:05My mom and I, Jesse and her husband and Sean and her husband.
01:09So when you are in pairs and your loved ones are like on this course with you, it's inevitable that you're going to worry about that.
01:17And that does actually exert a lot of energy. So when she left, it was weird because I was able to put more energy towards me.
01:28And I felt that.
01:30Yeah. I mean, you you grew up so fast. You dealt with so much during your adolescence.
01:33And now that you've had this special forces experience, are you taking the lesson you learned there that maybe you don't need to take on that much responsibility?
01:41Like how how have you sort of implemented that back home in your real life?
01:45Or do you feel like you're still sort of carrying this maternal energy with your mom and your sisters and all that?
01:50I think that'll never go away, my maternal energy.
01:54But what has come from special forces is it's really shown me how I am so OK on my own.
02:03But what has come from special forces is it's really shown me how I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so I am so
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