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This is a public domain reading of Ernest Hemingway's 1927 war story from a Milan hospital. I AI enhanced it, and created a sound intro and outro.

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00:00Now, on HistoryRadio.org, a World War I short story, by Ernest Hemingway.
00:07In another country.
00:30In the fall, the war was always there, but we did not go to it anymore.
00:54It was cold in the fall in Milan, and the dark came very early.
01:01Then the electric lights came on, and it was pleasant along the streets, looking in the windows.
01:07There was much game hanging outside the shops, and the snow powdered in the fur of the foxes,
01:15and the wind blew their tails.
01:17The deer hung stiff and heavy and empty, and small birds blew in the wind.
01:24And the wind turned their feathers.
01:27It was a cold fall, and the wind came down from the mountains.
01:32We were all at the hospital every afternoon, and there were different ways of walking across
01:38the town through the dusk to the hospital.
01:41Two of the ways were alongside canals, but they were long.
01:47Always, though, you crossed a bridge across a canal to enter the hospital.
01:51There was a choice of three bridges.
01:55On one of them, a woman sold roasted chestnuts.
02:00It was warm, standing in front of her charcoal fire, and the chestnuts were warm afterward in
02:06your pocket.
02:07The hospital was very old and very beautiful, and you entered through a gate and walked across
02:14a courtyard and out a gate on the other side.
02:18There were funerals, usually, starting from the courtyard.
02:22Beyond the old hospital were the new brick pavilions.
02:25And there we met every afternoon, and were all very polite and interested in what was the
02:32matter, and sat in the machines that were to make so much difference.
02:36The doctor came up to the machine where I was sitting and said,
02:42What do you like best to do before the war?
02:45Did you practice a sport?
02:47I said, Yes, football.
02:51Good, he said.
02:53You will be able to play football again better than ever.
02:56My knee did not bend, and the leg dropped straight from the knee to the ankle without a calf, and
03:06the machine was to bend the knee and make it move, as in riding a tricycle.
03:11But it did not bend yet, and instead the machine lurched when it came to the bending part.
03:17The doctor said, That all will pass.
03:22You are a fortunate young man.
03:24You will play football again like a champion.
03:29In the next machine was a major who had a little hand like a baby's.
03:34He waped at me when the doctor examined his hand, which was between two leather straps
03:40that bounced up and down and flapped the stiff fingers, and said,
03:45And will I, too, play football, Captain Doctor?
03:50He had been a very great fencer, and before the war, the greatest fencer in Italy.
03:57The doctor went to his office in a back room and brought a photograph,
04:02which showed a hand that had been withered almost as small as the major's,
04:07before it had taken a machine course, and after was a little larger.
04:11The major held the photograph with his good hand and looked at it very carefully.
04:18A wound? he asked.
04:21An industrial accident, the doctor said.
04:25Very interesting, very interesting, the major said, and handed it back to the doctor.
04:31You have confidence?
04:34No, said the major.
04:36There were three boys who came each day who were about the same age as I.
04:43They were all three from Milan, and one of them was to be a lawyer, and one was to be a painter,
04:49and one had intended to be a soldier.
04:52And after we were finished with the machines, sometimes we walked back together to the Café Cova,
04:59which was next door to the Scala.
05:01We walked the short way through the Communist Quarter because we were four together.
05:07The people hated us because we were officers,
05:11and from a wine shop someone would call out,
05:14Abasso gli ufficiale!
05:17as we passed.
05:20Another boy who walked with us sometimes, and made us five,
05:24wore a silk handkerchief across his face because he had no nose then,
05:29and his face was to be rebuilt.
05:33He had gone out to the front from the military academy
05:36and had been wounded within an hour after he had gone into the front line for the first time.
05:42They rebuilt his face,
05:44but he came from a very old family,
05:46and they could never get the nose exactly right.
05:49He went to South America and worked in a bank.
05:54But this was a long time ago,
05:56and then we did not any of us know how it was going to be afterward.
06:02We only knew then that there was always the war,
06:05but that we were not going to it anymore.
06:09We all had the same medals,
06:13except the boy with the black silk bandage across his face,
06:17and he had not been at the front long enough to get any medals.
06:21The tall boy with a very pale face,
06:24who was to be a lawyer,
06:26had been a lieutenant of our deity,
06:29and had three medals of the sort we each had only one of.
06:32He had lived a very long time with death and was a little detached.
06:39We were all a little detached,
06:41and there was nothing that held us together
06:42except that we met every afternoon at the hospital.
06:47Although, as we walked to the cove through the tough part of town,
06:51walking in the dark,
06:53with light and singing coming out of the wine shops,
06:56and sometimes having to walk into the street
06:58when the men and women would crowd together on the sidewalk
07:01so that we would have had to jostle them to get by,
07:05we felt held together by there being something
07:08that had happened that they,
07:11the people who disliked us,
07:13did not understand.
07:16We ourselves all understood the cove,
07:19where it was rich and warm and not too brightly lighted,
07:23and noisy and smoky at certain hours,
07:26and there were always girls at the tables
07:28and the illustrated papers on a rack on the wall.
07:31The girls at the cove were very patriotic,
07:35and I found that the most patriotic people in Italy
07:38were the cafe girls,
07:40and I believe they are still patriotic.
07:44The boys, at first, were very polite about my medals,
07:48and asked me what I had done to get them.
07:50I showed them the papers,
07:53which were written in very beautiful language
07:56and full of fratellanza and abnegazione,
08:01but which really said, with the adjectives removed,
08:05that I had been given the medals because I was an American.
08:10After that, their manner changed a little toward me,
08:13although I was their friend against outsiders.
08:15I was a friend,
08:17but I was never really one of them,
08:20after they had read the citations,
08:22because it had been different with them,
08:24and they had done very different things to get their medals.
08:27I had been wounded, it was true,
08:29but we all knew that being wounded,
08:32after all,
08:33was really an accident.
08:34I was never ashamed of the ribbons, though,
08:39and sometimes, after the cocktail hour,
08:41I would imagine myself having done all the things they had done
08:44to get their medals.
08:46But walking home at night through the empty streets
08:49with the cold wind,
08:50and all the shops closed,
08:53trying to keep near the streetlights,
08:55I knew that I would never have done such things,
08:58and I was very much afraid to die,
09:01and often lay in bed at night by myself,
09:03afraid to die,
09:06and wondering how I would be
09:07when I went back to the front again.
09:11The three with the medals were like hunting hawks,
09:14and I was not a hawk,
09:16although I might seem a hawk
09:17to those who had never hunted.
09:20They, the three, knew better,
09:22and so we drifted apart.
09:25But I stayed good friends with the boy
09:26who had been wounded his first day at the front,
09:29because he would never now know
09:31how he would have turned out.
09:32So he could never be accepted either,
09:36and I liked him because I thought perhaps
09:38he would not have turned out to be a hawk either.
09:42The major, who had been the great fencer,
09:45did not believe in bravery,
09:46and spent much time while we sat in the machines
09:49correcting my grammar.
09:51He had complimented me on how I spoke Italian,
09:54and we talked together very easily.
09:58One day I had said that Italian
10:00seemed such an easy language to me
10:02that I could not take a great interest in it.
10:05Everything was so easy to say.
10:07Ah, yes, the major said.
10:11Why then do you not take up the use of grammar?
10:15So we took up the use of grammar,
10:17and soon Italian was such a difficult language
10:20as I was afraid to talk to him
10:22until I had the grammar straight in my mind.
10:25The major came very regularly to the hospital.
10:27I do not think he ever missed a day,
10:30although I am sure he did not believe in the machines.
10:32There was a time when none of us believed in the machines,
10:36and one day the major said it was all nonsense.
10:39The machines were new then,
10:41and it was we who were to prove them.
10:44It was an idiotic idea, he said.
10:47A theory, like any other.
10:49I had not learned my grammar,
10:51and he said I was a stupid, impossible disgrace.
10:54And he was a fool to have bothered with me.
10:57He was a small man,
10:58and he sat up straight in his chair
11:00and his right hand thrust into the machine,
11:03and looked straight ahead at the wall
11:04while the straps thumped up and down
11:06with his fingers in them.
11:08What will you do when the war is over,
11:10if it is over, he asked me?
11:13Speak grammatically.
11:15I will go to the States.
11:17Are you married?
11:19No, but I hope to be.
11:21The more of a fool you are, he said.
11:23He seemed very angry.
11:25A man must not marry.
11:28Why, signor Maggiore,
11:30don't call me signor Maggiore.
11:33Why must a man not marry?
11:35He cannot marry.
11:36He cannot marry, he said angrily.
11:39If he is to lose everything,
11:41he should not place himself
11:42in a position to lose that.
11:44He should not place himself
11:46in a position to lose.
11:48He should find things he cannot lose.
11:51He spoke very angrily and dearly,
11:53and looked straight ahead while he talked.
11:55But why should he necessarily lose it?
11:59He'll lose it,
12:01the Major said.
12:02He was looking at the wall.
12:04Then he looked down at the machine
12:05and jerked his little hand out
12:07from between the straps
12:08and slapped it hard against his thigh.
12:11He'll lose it,
12:12he almost shouted.
12:13Don't argue with me.
12:15Then he called to the attendant,
12:17who ran the machines.
12:18Come and turn this damn thing off.
12:20He went back into the other room
12:22for the light treatment and the massage.
12:25Then I heard him ask the doctor
12:27if he might use his telephone,
12:28and he shut the door.
12:29When he came back into the room,
12:31I was sitting in another machine.
12:33He was wearing his cape
12:34and had his cap on,
12:36and he came directly toward my machine
12:37and put his arm on my shoulder.
12:40I'm so sorry, he said,
12:42and patted me on the shoulder
12:43with his good hand.
12:45I would not be rude.
12:46My wife has just died.
12:48He must forgive me.
12:50Oh, I said,
12:53feeling sick for him.
12:55I am so sorry.
12:58He stood there,
12:59biting his lower lip.
13:01It is very difficult, he said.
13:02I cannot resign myself.
13:05He looked straight past me
13:06and out through the window.
13:08Then he began to cry.
13:10I am utterly unable to resign myself,
13:13he said, and choked.
13:16And then crying,
13:17his head looking up at nothing,
13:18carrying himself straight
13:20and soldierly,
13:21with tears on both his cheeks
13:23and biting his lips,
13:25he walked past the machines
13:26and out the door.
13:28The doctor told me that the major's wife,
13:32who was very young
13:33and whom he had not married
13:34until he was definitely invalided
13:36out of the war,
13:38had died of pneumonia.
13:40She had been sick only a few days.
13:43No one expected her to die.
13:46The major did not come to the hospital
13:48for three days.
13:50Then he came at the usual hour,
13:52wearing a black band
13:54on the sleeve of his uniform.
13:57When he came back,
13:58there were large frame photographs
14:00around the wall
14:00of all sorts of wounds
14:03before and after
14:04they had been cured
14:05by the machines.
14:07In front of the machine
14:08the major used
14:09were three photographs
14:10of hands like his
14:11that were completely restored.
14:14I do not know
14:15where the doctor got them.
14:17I always understood
14:18we were the first
14:19to use the machines.
14:21The photographs
14:22did not make much difference
14:24to the major
14:25because he only looked
14:27out the window.
14:49You have just heard,
15:18in another country
15:20by Ernest Hemingway.
15:37We willed it not.
15:45Wake up, England.
15:47Doce et decorum est
15:51pro patria mori.
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