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Match Me Abroad Season 2 Episode 14
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00:01Previously on Match Me Abroad.
00:03I want you to show me putting out cowboy boots,
00:06riding a horse.
00:07That is not really a reality of Texas.
00:11Ishe is an incredible person,
00:13but I am worried because I've done long distance before,
00:17and it's really tough.
00:19Both people really have to compromise.
00:21You want to start family?
00:22I want to start family, but not now.
00:27Ooh, we're moving.
00:29Yeah?
00:31Oh, my face is hurting from smiling too much.
00:33It's good.
00:35I've enjoyed every moment I've spent with Amber,
00:37so I hope Amber is excited when I tell her I'm extending my trip.
00:42I just want to get to know you.
00:44I don't want to scare you away.
00:48You're supposed to hang out yesterday for my last night.
00:51Doesn't show up.
00:53Darren's going to come by and say you take me to the airport.
00:55I do want him to come because I want to address things in person.
00:58And just say my piece.
01:03So, Monica, you have Bruno and Bernardo together for you to make a decision.
01:08How much is Bruno?
01:10Oh.
01:14What's going on?
01:15My gut has been upside down over this decision.
01:20I just don't see me in you working out.
01:25I feel extremely terrible for Bruno, but I should be with Bernardo.
01:30And I just hope that he gives me a chance.
01:38I'm exhausted after today.
01:40Glenn left me.
01:42I looked at his Instagram and he's posting that he's at other places.
01:46What a slap in my face.
01:49Did you not receive my text when I told you where I was?
01:52Well, I text you first.
01:54When did you text me?
01:56You've called me an attention, Mar?
01:57Called me a liar.
01:58No wonder you're single.
02:00Get the out.
02:02Get out.
02:03Get the out.
02:33Get the out.
02:37Hey, how are you?
02:38Oh, yay.
02:39Come in.
02:40Would you like a glass of wine?
02:44I could use a glass of wine.
02:46Come in.
02:47How are you?
02:48I'm so glad you're here.
02:49Yeah, I'm good.
02:50I'm so glad you're here.
02:58It is a sight for sore eyes to see Bernardo.
03:02When I open my hotel door and I see him standing there in all his gorgeousness,
03:08I am whole again.
03:11God, I'm so glad you're here.
03:16You're beautiful.
03:18Oh, it's been a long night.
03:19Okay.
03:20I'm crying.
03:21It's been a mess.
03:23After Bruno left, I realized I have no time to spare.
03:27I texted Bernardo and told him about the breakup and asked him to come by.
03:32And he texted me back faster than ever before and said that he could come over.
03:36I'm so happy you're here.
03:37I'm very happy.
03:38Oh, my God. Thank God.
03:43I clearly don't like having hurt Bruno, but had I not chosen Bruno, I don't know that I would have known how strongly I felt for Bernardo.
03:51Okay.
03:54Okay.
03:55All right.
03:56Cheers.
03:57Cheers.
04:01Mmm.
04:02I'm so happy you're here.
04:07I'm sorry, um, for that.
04:11When I chose Bruno, I was very, very upset.
04:16I didn't want to see you go.
04:17I was crying when you were leaving.
04:19Yeah.
04:21I did not want you to go.
04:22No, but now...
04:23You're here, thank God.
04:30Okay.
04:32When Monica chose Bruno, I stayed a little bit sad.
04:36But now that Monica chose me, I'm very, very happy to be here now.
04:43Ah.
04:44I thought...
04:47Some days ago, I think, I never see you again.
04:50Oh.
04:51Yes.
04:52Mm-mm.
04:53That was the hardest goodbye I've ever had to do in my life.
04:56I didn't want you to leave.
04:58Mm.
04:59What will happen tonight?
05:03Let's see what Monica would like to do.
05:06I wish we can enjoy all the night together.
05:17Okay.
05:18It's very nice to be here with you.
05:20But you are going away tomorrow.
05:23I will miss you a lot.
05:27Well, tomorrow I need to work.
05:30Unfortunately, I really, really would like to go with you to the airport.
05:34Mm.
05:35But can't.
05:36I think...
05:37Will you come to California?
05:38For sure.
05:39Will you?
05:40I think it's a very good idea.
05:43Okay, so what's the plan for us?
05:44How we're going to keep in touch?
05:46Yeah.
05:47If I don't reach out to you, sometimes you don't reach out to me.
05:52Yes.
05:53Occasionally, during the day.
05:54Yes.
05:55Of course I can.
05:58So if you can do that, that'll help keep our relationship...
06:01Of course.
06:02...connected, because otherwise...
06:03No, I know, I know.
06:04...we're going to go like this.
06:05Yes, of course.
06:06No.
06:07I promise you, I will improve this, and we will have a better communication.
06:13Promise me.
06:14Yes.
06:15That's all...
06:16It's not that hard.
06:17Yes, yes.
06:18Like a little, tiny message through the day will get me through...
06:20I promise you.
06:21...plenty of hours, and...
06:22I promise you.
06:23Okay.
06:24Okay?
06:25Now I feel better than I'm here with you, and...
06:29Yes, this is so right.
06:31This is so much more right.
06:33I care about you more than you know.
06:36I think about you every day.
06:39From the first minute you turned around, and I saw those beautiful eyes.
06:43I knew...
06:44I just knew you were special.
06:46I just wanted you to know.
06:48Because I really super, super like you.
06:52And you're special.
06:53You are amazing.
06:54You're amazing.
06:55You're amazing.
06:56I just...
06:57I just want to love you.
07:00And I love you too.
07:02Mm-hmm.
07:03I promise I'm gonna make...
07:04I'm gonna make this work.
07:05Are you making this work?
07:06My mom's the same.
07:07Uh-huh.
07:08Really?
07:09I'm so happy.
07:10Sure.
07:11I would not have had the courage, the bravery, the trust to have approached Bernardo had it not been for Rizal.
07:28Had it not been for Louisa.
07:30I owe it to her for creating this for me.
07:37I miss you every day.
07:39I miss you.
07:41You promise?
07:42Yes, I promise you.
07:44I will personally get you there.
07:46You don't have to pay for anything.
07:48Okay.
07:49I mean, try a lot.
07:51I'm so thankful that, like, this trip happened so that my heart could swell again.
07:59And it could be big again.
08:00And it could let it in.
08:01I learned to love myself.
08:03I learned to love someone else.
08:05And, uh, I'm so lucky.
08:08Give me a glass of it, please.
08:21I don't like it when people lie in my face.
08:45Like, what the ?
08:47I'm mad.
08:49I'm mad.
08:50At this point, Amber is so unpredictable.
09:00I didn't leave her by herself.
09:02She was with Victoria, darn, right outside the boys' bathroom when I went in to pee.
09:06I came out and they were gone.
09:07Like, to be honest, she was nothing short of a brat.
09:10And if something so small like this can cause her to react in such a way,
09:15then, like, I don't see how I could ever end up with someone like that.
09:19I was expecting to have, like, a calm conversation.
09:25I was expecting to just let him know that he's not my type.
09:28But once he started to make it seem like he did not leave me when he did and to lie in my face.
09:35Like, the disrespect.
09:36You are it.
09:37And then to lie in my face and I'm reading the text messages to you and you still are going to lie in my face.
09:43Like, that's ignorant to me.
09:46Then he starts trying to belittle me and then when I'm like, you're a liar.
09:51Like, I just couldn't take it.
09:52I don't tolerate people being disrespectful to me.
09:55I've worked so hard on myself.
09:58I did not want to be the person that got angry, but the more and more he just kept lying in my face.
10:05I could not let him just sit there and just sip his drink in my face.
10:10Like, hmm, you know, you're lying.
10:17And to try to flip it on me, that's a real bitch trait.
10:20And I just didn't.
10:21It was like I was...
10:26He's a bitch.
10:27And I'm mad that I even thought that I was going to even spend time with him.
10:31What a wackadoo.
10:37I can't help but to hear Katerina in my ear right now saying, I told you so.
10:41She tried to tell me that Keevan was the only one that really cares about me.
10:45And I just feel terrible.
10:48Keevan would never do anything like this to me.
10:50And I regret putting Keevan on the back burner.
10:52A good man.
10:54And I feel stupid.
10:56Because I leave Ireland tomorrow.
10:58And I'm just kicking myself.
11:00I really still care for him, but I'm afraid that it might be too late for us.
11:06Don't out of my face.
11:07Stupid ass.
11:14Amber told me everything about Glenn.
11:17Keevan is a much better match for Amber.
11:20Because he's loving.
11:22He's a solid man.
11:24He just has to work on his insecurities.
11:27I'm just texting Keevan now.
11:29There's a last chance to see Amber tomorrow.
11:31And he'd better take the chance.
11:33Come on, man.
11:34Man up.
11:35Show up.
11:37Bloody hell.
11:42What do you think is the distinction between like and love?
11:45If two friends came up, you would choose one over the other.
11:49And it could only be, like, one person.
11:51You can't say, oh, let's go have a threesome.
11:55Okay.
11:56Sorry that silos is awkward.
11:58I'd like to enjoy the rest of Singapore.
12:12But I'd like to chill out with you.
12:14Just at a pace you are comfortable with.
12:16Sure.
12:17Sounds good.
12:18So it's a date?
12:19Where is the date?
12:20Excellent.
12:21We'll have you plan again.
12:22But please just, you know, casual.
12:23Okay.
12:24The screen.
12:25Yeah.
12:26I'm so happy.
12:27I'm taking what she says seriously.
12:29And I want her to understand that I can take things slow.
12:44And I hope that the more time I take here in Singapore,
12:48the better things will be between us.
12:50And that Amber will let down her walls and open up with me more.
12:54I'm happy that you're extending your trip.
12:59But when we're not together, how are we going to continue this long-distance relationship?
13:08We'll call each other and talk about our days.
13:11And you'll call me when you're interested.
13:14And I've got to give you some time to miss me.
13:16That's a good one.
13:18When Harold told me that he's going to stay, I was pleasantly surprised.
13:25I'm happy because ultimately, I need that, you know, like face-to-face physical connection.
13:31That is really important to me.
13:33This extension makes me understand he's interested in me.
13:37He wants to take this to the next step and not waiting passively for me to initiate.
13:42Wow.
13:43So I think we are working towards building a relationship.
13:52I have a very interesting question.
13:56Okay.
13:57But something that I have been thinking of a lot.
14:01What do you think is the distinction between like and love?
14:05That is a hard question.
14:07If two friends came up and said, hey, we want to hang out.
14:12And they're calling within like a minute of each other.
14:14Mm-hmm.
14:15And you, the activity would be the same.
14:17Everything would be the same.
14:18But it's just the person being the difference.
14:20You would choose one over the other.
14:22And it could only be like one person.
14:24You can't say, oh, let's go have a threesome.
14:28Okay, sorry that silence is awkward.
14:31Like, when you say threesome, I automatically think,
14:36the other.
14:37Line in the gutter.
14:39Well, I already know that threesome.
14:45More choice of words.
14:46My distinction of like and love is how I feel when I'm with the person.
14:54And how I naturally want to act with the person.
14:59Okay.
15:00And that's why I feel like I want to have a relationship with you.
15:05I have for a long time been desiring to feel loved back.
15:15I'm very relieved, very at peace with being able to finally have that.
15:20Since landing in Singapore, I've grown and matured a lot.
15:24I feel like a new man.
15:27I'm very happy I used a matchmaker again.
15:29Dolly's experience has been invaluable.
15:31Coming here to Singapore was the right choice for me because I found love.
15:35Like, bottom line, I found what I was looking for.
15:39I found a delightful woman who checked boxes I didn't know I had.
15:44And if things work out with me and Amber, I hope to invite Dolly to our wedding.
15:48Well, we finished our meal.
15:52Let's enjoy the view.
15:53Sure.
15:54Sounds good.
15:55I've learned many things on this trip.
16:09I've learned, wear your suspenders when you're flying a kite.
16:12But I think the biggest thing I learned was love can be in many shapes and you must give it the proper amount of time to really build the relationship.
16:22I'm feeling very confident in my relationship with Amber, that I can be the man that she wants.
16:27And I can't wait for her to come visit me in Texas.
16:31Well, it was a good day.
16:34Wonderful day.
16:35Thank you for planning this.
16:36You're welcome.
16:37It was very unexpected.
16:38It was a very good surprise.
16:40Would it be okay if I gave you a kiss?
16:42Mm-hmm.
16:44Mm-hmm.
16:46Ooh.
16:47Ooh.
17:04He completely blew me off.
17:06And right now, I'm just feeling like the, like a big bag
17:09of mixed emotions.
17:10It's crazy.
17:14I can't believe I'm leaving.
17:15It's so weird.
17:16Nice.
17:17And how is Bruno?
17:40I'm going in.
17:42Sorry.
17:43I've only seen the Do Not Disturb sign.
17:45Oh.
17:46I'm sorry.
17:47Come on in.
17:49Tired I've done two flights of stairs.
17:50So I've only seen the Do Not Disturb sign.
17:58Oh. Sorry. Come on in.
18:00Tired I had done two flights of stairs.
18:03It's not that bad.
18:05My God.
18:06Uh, yeah, um, for the flight.
18:09Oh, thank you. Oh, that's nice.
18:12Perfect, because I didn't bring anything.
18:15Right now, I'm just feeling like a big bag of mixed emotions.
18:21I'm just all over the place.
18:23I mean, I'm really happy that he showed up to take me to the airport,
18:26but I'm still just, like, real upset that he ghosted me last night
18:31and just completely blew me off.
18:33So you ready to go?
18:34I am ready.
18:36Good.
18:37Will you carry my suitcases?
18:38Okay, give me the big ones.
18:40Yeah, it's real heavy.
18:42It doesn't surprise me that he's not saying anything.
18:47I feel like he's just, like, real uneasy.
18:49Like, I don't think that he really knows how to act right now.
18:53Oh, my God. Why do they not wheel?
18:56They do wheel.
18:57Oh.
18:58I have done so much work.
19:00I'm a changed woman.
19:01But, I mean, I don't know if I'm...
19:03Maybe I've done enough work.
19:05How are you?
19:06Hi.
19:07Jump in the car, please.
19:09Because I still have a lot of nerves about confronting Darren.
19:18Thank you for taking me to the airport.
19:20I'm surprised, though.
19:24Oh, you're surprised?
19:25Yeah.
19:26Because you said you were gonna come over yesterday,
19:28and you just didn't come and I didn't hear from you.
19:30So I was like, okay, cool, I guess that's how this is.
19:35Definitely not gonna be taking you to the airport
19:37if he says he's gonna come over to hang out,
19:39and then doesn't even text or say or anything.
19:46I may have had a dead phone as well, but it didn't help.
19:49Oh, did Glenn give you that excuse, though?
19:50Because that's what he had told Amber as well.
19:52Oh, did he?
19:53Yeah, his phone had died.
19:55Okay, okay.
19:56Oh, no, my phone was dead.
20:00What time did you get home?
20:02What happened is, just as, like, I got home,
20:05leave these gates that you open and close yourself,
20:07and sometimes when someone goes out, they leave them open.
20:10And my dog will just dart.
20:14I'm the only one who can catch him.
20:17But, yeah, sorry.
20:20But I still arrived today, so...
20:22You did? Yeah, thank you.
20:23If a while I was gonna engulf you,
20:25I wouldn't be here.
20:27Well, then I was like,
20:28well, maybe that's why he wanted to get the ghost.
20:29Maybe that was, like, his attention, like, deep down.
20:31I am not, I don't have that attention to detail.
20:34That would have been,
20:35that would have been insanely impressive in a bad way.
20:41I know I said that he needs to have, like,
20:43a super good excuse for things to be okay.
20:45But, so far, he hasn't, like, given me
20:48any, like, reasons to, like, not trust him.
20:50So, I think it is a true excuse,
20:53maybe not a good one,
20:54but I do think it's an honest reason.
20:57So, I'm gonna accept this,
20:59and, you know, keep note, but just move on.
21:06I am, I am sad you're gone.
21:07I had a really good time.
21:09I think, uh, this was definitely different
21:11than what I thought it was gonna be.
21:12Feels like there's no pressure on them nose.
21:14Yeah.
21:15I agree.
21:20Are you gonna come to New York?
21:22I am.
21:23Could be looking at four months,
21:25because I'm booked up with work.
21:27Okay, yeah.
21:28But I would make that be the place I go for work.
21:30Okay.
21:31If that makes sense.
21:32Yeah, that makes sense.
21:33I can show you, like, the real New York.
21:43Will you miss her?
21:44Yeah, of course.
21:45Will I miss Victoria?
21:46Yeah, I miss Victoria.
21:47Like, we do way more than we thought
21:48we were gonna do together.
21:49I feel sad she's going home.
21:51Bye.
21:52Bye.
21:53See you.
21:54Thank you for everything.
21:55No problem, Solana.
21:56Bye.
21:57We spent a lot of time together.
21:58I definitely had a good time,
21:59but we'll see each other again,
22:00so it's okay.
22:01Okay.
22:02Okay, so I guess I'm gonna go through security.
22:04Let me know when you land safe.
22:05I will, I will.
22:06I had a really good time.
22:07I will keep in contact.
22:08You can go figure something out.
22:09Okay, perfect.
22:10I'll let you know how the book is.
22:12Okay.
22:13Yeah, better be good.
22:14Or just lie to me.
22:15I will.
22:16I'm very thankful to Caterina
22:17for introducing me to Darren.
22:18I feel like the whole time
22:19we just had fun and were able
22:21just to get to know each other,
22:22just to know each other.
22:23And I'm just happy to hear him.
22:24Let me know each other.
22:25Okay, so I guess I'm gonna go through security.
22:27Let me know when you land safe.
22:28I will.
22:29I have a really good time.
22:30I will.
22:31I'll keep in contact and we'll figure something out.
22:33Okay, perfect.
22:34I'll let you know how the book is.
22:35Okay.
22:36The whole time we just had fun and were able just
22:38to get to know each other, feel comfortable around each other.
22:41Like, it's, I know it looks like we don't like each other at all,
22:44that we, like, keep our space, but it's different when we're together.
22:49I promise.
22:51Bye. Bye.
22:53Guys, kiss.
22:54Yes, we kissed.
22:58I mean, it wasn't the first time, so it's...
23:00Wait, who was the first time?
23:02After the club, then Sunday morning, we, like, wake up in my hotel room.
23:07It was nice.
23:09Do you have sex?
23:11Ooh, remember when it was fire?
23:16Please.
23:18Time isn't up, no, this dream isn't dead.
23:23I think it's too soon to say if Darren is the one or not,
23:26but he could be.
23:29Time will tell.
23:32Oh, gosh, great.
23:34Yes?
23:35Yes.
23:36Tobi.
23:37Sit down.
23:38Oh, my gosh.
23:39Hi.
23:40Hi.
23:41Oh, my gosh.
23:42Hi.
23:43Wow.
23:44I went to see.
23:45How are you?
23:46Oh, gosh.
23:47Great.
23:48Yes?
23:49Yes.
23:50Tobi.
23:51Sit down.
23:52Oh, my gosh.
23:53Hi.
23:54Hi.
23:55Oh, my gosh.
23:56Hi.
23:57Hi.
23:58Hi.
23:59Hi.
24:00Hi.
24:01Hi.
24:02Hi.
24:03Sorry.
24:04I haven't made the bed.
24:05No problem.
24:06Want to sit?
24:08So did you pack everything already?
24:10Yeah.
24:11I'm very close.
24:13It's crazy.
24:14I can't believe I'm leaving.
24:15So it's bittersweet.
24:16Bittersweet.
24:17And how is Bruno?
24:19Uh, well, a lot has happened.
24:26I have something to tell you.
24:29After my decision to choose Bruno,
24:32I could not stop thinking about Bernardo.
24:37Really?
24:38I'm so...
24:39I, uh, decided that I needed to tell Bruno that my heart wasn't in it with him.
24:48My heart is with Bernardo.
24:53I'm sorry, Luisa.
24:55I think Bruno is a better match.
24:56He knows what he wants.
24:57And he's ready for a life partner.
24:58Bernardo says he wants a relationship, but actions speak louder than words.
25:15And I don't think he's truly open and ready for it.
25:20And Bruno, how did he react?
25:25He thought I should have told him sooner.
25:27He thought I shouldn't have chosen him to begin with.
25:30And you know what?
25:31Maybe he's right.
25:32I'm...
25:33Was trying to make the best decision with the information I was given.
25:37The logical decision.
25:40But not the hard, hard decision.
25:43No.
25:44So after Bruno left, I saw Bernardo.
25:47After Bruno left?
25:50Hmm.
25:51Bernardo did not spend the night.
25:56Uh, but he did stay well into the early morning.
26:01But I'm leaving today.
26:03If I didn't see Bernardo, then I would not see Bernardo again.
26:07He's been my number one from day one.
26:11And I...
26:12I get it, but he wasn't that great with you all this time.
26:22I know.
26:23He didn't make every right decision.
26:26And yeah, he was...
26:27That day that he didn't show up, I mean, that was pretty .
26:30We've talked a lot about that.
26:32Didn't make it easy for me to defend him.
26:34But I had to be true to myself that last night in Brazil, I wasn't gonna let the person that I feel very strongly for.
26:45I wasn't gonna spend that last night without him.
26:49Are you in love?
26:51I think we're getting there.
26:55We?
26:56We?
26:57Or you?
26:58We.
26:59Matters of the heart are very complicated.
27:03But at the end of this whole thing, I chose for once in my life.
27:08Once in my life.
27:10Just to love someone.
27:13You chose you.
27:15And I will never regret it.
27:18I'm so happy for you.
27:20Yeah.
27:21You deserve it.
27:23Oh.
27:26In the end, I respect and support Monica's decision, even if I don't agree with it.
27:33I want Monica to be happy.
27:35To find someone who takes care of her.
27:38To give her everything she wants.
27:41And if she feels like working together again in the future, I'll be here for her.
27:48So I'm gonna miss you.
27:49Oh.
27:50And text me and tell me everything I wanna know.
27:53Oh, I'm going to.
27:54Please.
27:55You'll be the first to know.
27:56Please.
27:58So.
27:59You're the best, Luisa.
28:00Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
28:01Have a safe flight.
28:02I will.
28:03Bye-bye.
28:04In my wildest dreams, I really never believed that this experience would work and I would
28:17fall in love and find the love of my life.
28:20I don't wanna say goodbye to Bernardo.
28:23We just finally, through all the ups and downs and arounds, crying and laughing and all these
28:30things we did.
28:32It's now, there's nothing I can do.
28:34I have to go home.
28:35I'm gonna miss him.
28:37And I'm just gonna hope and pray that we can make this work.
28:52I know it's gonna be hard because the times are hurt.
28:55Um, I would love if you can, like, come to Houston at some point.
28:59I am so hopeful that we can continue working on this and figuring out how we can possibly
29:06make this work.
29:07Tell me how you feel.
29:09Are you sad?
29:10Am I sad?
29:11About leaving?
29:12Well, yeah.
29:13I mean, yeah.
29:14Got everything out of your closet.
29:15Yeah.
29:16Your drawers.
29:17Let's see.
29:18You want me to help you close these up?
29:20Um, yes.
29:21That would be great.
29:22Okay.
29:23And I will just throw this in here.
29:26Hello, hello.
29:27Hello, hello.
29:28Thank you so much for coming.
29:29How are you?
29:30I'm good.
29:31How are you?
29:32I'm good.
29:33How are you?
29:34All right.
29:35Do you mind helping us with this luggage?
29:36All right.
29:37All right.
29:38Do you mind helping us with this luggage?
29:41All right.
29:42I'm good.
29:43All right.
29:44Let's see.
29:45Let's see.
29:46You want to help you close these up?
29:47Um, yes.
29:48That would be great.
29:49Okay.
29:50And I will just throw this in here.
29:51Hello.
29:52Hello.
29:53Hello.
29:54All right, let's see how much.
29:58Hello.
29:59Hi.
30:00Good.
30:01How are you?
30:02I'm good.
30:03You're kind to come up and help us with all this.
30:05Of course.
30:06Of course.
30:07Yeah.
30:08Just gotta put these muscles to you.
30:09Yeah.
30:10Good thing you've been working out.
30:11Yes, I know.
30:13She's got some baggage.
30:14Yeah.
30:15Come on.
30:18I hate that I'm playing home today, and EJ and I are leaving on not very good terms.
30:24Actually, I can probably get this one.
30:25It just rolls.
30:26Yeah?
30:27OK.
30:28Let's go.
30:29All right.
30:30Let's do it.
30:31I know it might seem like EJ and I are trying to figure out what we are really fast, but
30:38we both seeked out Dolly in hopes to find a good match.
30:43So I thought that we wanted the same things.
30:46But still, I really like EJ and had a great time getting to know each other.
30:51So I am still hopeful that we can continue working on this and figuring out how we can
30:58possibly make this work.
31:00How long is the journey to the States?
31:04Like 24 hours.
31:06So, you touched on it when we had wine the other night.
31:11About a two-year plan, EJ.
31:14Oh, OK.
31:15Can you...
31:16Does that include any kind of like a plan for your personal life?
31:19So...
31:20Asking for a friend.
31:23Sarah's about to hit me, I'm sure.
31:25Sure.
31:26I mean, to be honest, I mean, I don't know where this is going to go.
31:32And yeah, I mean, I guess hopeful is the word.
31:38They like each other.
31:42I mean, it's so soon to be making any sort of assumptions.
31:45But they definitely made a connection.
31:47As far as where this goes from here, I think this very limiting timeline that EJ has,
31:53I think they can make it, you know, they can make it somehow work.
31:57It's not a huge compromise.
32:00So I guess this is goodbye.
32:03I know we hate goodbyes.
32:06If you don't take the chance, if you don't make the effort,
32:09if you don't try something different, you'll never know.
32:12I'll take it from here.
32:13And, um, yeah, we need to head this way.
32:16Talk soon.
32:17OK, bye.
32:21I think that you're an amazing person, and I really enjoyed getting to know you.
32:24And I hope that we can continue to talk and explore where this can go.
32:29And I know it's going to be hard because the time difference, and that really sucks.
32:33And, um, I would love if you can, like, come to Houston at some point.
32:41Tell me how you feel.
32:46Um...
32:49Like, I don't know how to do this.
32:50I really don't know how to do this, right?
32:52So for me, it's going to be...
32:54It's going to be difficult.
32:57You know, I've never done a long distance relationship.
33:00Right now, I don't know.
33:02It's...
33:03It's just...
33:04There's a lot of emotions running through me right now.
33:08It's really sad that it has to be so short-lived, right?
33:11There's so many...
33:13So many things that, um, I wish we could do.
33:15Like, hang out more.
33:17Take care.
33:18You too.
33:19Okay?
33:20Okay.
33:21Okay.
33:22Okay.
33:23Take care.
33:24You too.
33:25Okay?
33:26Okay.
33:27Okay.
33:28You always feel that you have time with someone, and then when that's taken away from you,
33:32then the reality hits and then it goes like...
33:33It's like,
33:34.
33:35I wish I had five, four minutes with her.
33:36And then we'll just hug her one more time.
33:37I really do like...
33:38like...
33:39But the reality is we're both in a space of, like, our, like,
33:40so we're not in a space of, like, our, like...
33:41So we're with her.
33:42So we're with her.
33:43And then we'll just hug her one more time.
33:44I really do like...
33:45and when that's taken away from you, and then the reality hits it,
33:48and then it goes like...
33:50It's like...
33:52I wish I had five, four minutes with her.
33:54We'll just hug her one more time.
33:57I really do like...
33:59But the reality is, we're both in a space of our life,
34:02so we don't match.
34:12I feel lost.
34:14It sucks.
34:16It sucks.
34:18I know it's you.
34:23Hopefully soon.
34:26Hopefully soon.
34:30Honestly, I am disappointed about the goodbye.
34:33I felt like I tried to...
34:37facilitate or get, like, the answers out of him
34:40that I wanted to hear, and it's frustrating.
34:43I'm not happy with the way that it ended up.
34:46I mean, my fairy tale would have been, like,
34:49he had told me, you know, from the first time meeting me,
34:52you know, you are absolutely amazing.
34:55Let's do this. I want to be with you.
34:57Like, he wouldn't have let me leave, and he let me leave,
35:00and it was a weird goodbye.
35:02I'm confused.
35:04I'm leaving confused.
35:05I'm breathing.
35:06It's you.
35:07It's you.
35:08It's you.
35:09Tonight, I am getting ready to go back home to Texas.
35:23I reached out to Keevan asking to see him one more time
35:26before I left, but no response.
35:29Everything over the last week, you know,
35:32it's been a lot to kind of process, and...
35:35I am getting ready to go back home to Texas tonight,
35:38and it's sad because I'm leaving here without what I came here for.
35:43My true love, a man, you know, and it's kind of, like, I'm leaving.
35:52I'm leaving.
35:53I'm leaving.
35:54And I'm leaving.
35:55I am getting ready to go back home to Texas tonight, and it's sad because I'm leaving
36:05here without what I came here for, my true love, a man, you know, and it's kind of like
36:11I'm leaving knowing so much more about myself, but also leaving empty.
36:25I am 100% remorseful that I didn't give Keevan more of my time and that I gave so much time
36:39to Glenn.
36:42I reached out to Keevan asking to see him one more time before I left, but no response.
36:48I know he's upset because I brushed him to the side to spend time with Glenn these last
36:52few days, so I'm hoping and I'm praying that he actually shows up and that I haven't lost
36:56my chance with him.
37:01So, Katerina texted me yesterday and told me everything that's going on with Amber.
37:15The minute I met her, like, I was very nervous coming into this whole thing.
37:20Everything over the last week, you know, it's been a lot to kind of process and, like,
37:43really care about her, right?
37:45Yeah, I'm just trying to kind of figure out where that was kind of lost in translation
37:50along the way, I suppose.
37:52Hi!
37:53Hey!
37:54Oh, you look so handsome.
37:55Good morning.
37:56Good morning.
37:57Good morning.
37:58Good morning.
37:59You haven't had your coffee yet this morning, huh?
38:03No, no, no, no, no, no.
38:04I am so glad that Keevan showed up today.
38:05It makes me feel like he cares for me.
38:06And all this stuff with Glenn is, like, a distant, distant memory now.
38:07Yeah, so, like, how are you feeling now?
38:09You're just ready to go home.
38:14Oh, my gosh, I just want to see Valentino, but...
38:15Yeah.
38:16...that's really it.
38:17And eat a steak.
38:18Oh, yeah.
38:19I know.
38:20But that's it.
38:21I'm trying, yeah, that's it.
38:24up today it makes me feel like he cares for me and all this stuff with glenn is like
38:30a distant distant memory now yeah so like how are you feeling now you're just ready to go home
38:38oh my gosh i just want to see valentino but yeah that's really it and eat a steak oh i know
38:44but that's it i'm trying yeah that's it i'm not ready to leave though yeah i'm sorry
38:54i know i'm so happy to see you just don't even know like looking at your face i didn't think
39:01i was going to see you before the before the airport oh really wow
39:08it's important for me to be here i really wanted to be able to say goodbye to you
39:24oh since arriving here in ireland i've grown so much because i had a matchmaker i have so much
39:33appreciation for men like kevin sweet and caring for women because those are not the kind of guys
39:38i dated in the past and i had to get over that and i'm so happy that i have kevin might be the
39:44love of my life after all i adore that he respects me and also was very understanding of this whole
39:51process even though i was making some dumb ass decisions
39:57thank you
40:04even showing up it gives me more hope that we'll be able to work on our communication and our
40:09relationship and grow our love i am dedicated and willing to do whatever it takes for us to build a
40:16relationship oh my word i'm so happy you're here for real love
40:30i'm already gone flying through the clouds
40:53So real life
40:55And even when
40:57My wings fully spread out
41:00I'm already here
41:03Yes I am
41:06I'm right
41:07Nothing's gonna tell me how
41:11How to live my life
41:13Cause I'm living it right now
41:16Cause I'm living it right now
41:23Cause I'm living it right now
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