00:00I loved him in a way that you can only really do the first time around.
00:04Completely.
00:06With every bit of your being.
00:10You've been in love with him since we were 12.
00:16Ellie, I don't think I could ever get over you.
00:20And it hurts.
00:22Like, my chest physically hurts to not be able to tell her that I'm in love with her.
00:30It hurts.
00:38Probably Conrad is the sun, and when the sun comes out, the stars disappear.
00:45I just can't imagine marrying someone who didn't give me fireworks.
00:50You know, like electric jolts every time I saw them.
00:56I couldn't be with someone who didn't make me feel electric either.
01:00There's a full moon tonight.
01:13I wish we were looking at it together.
01:16Me too.
01:21I'd like to be under the same moon as you again.
01:23That we're over?
01:24Crawl up.
01:25Go to hell.
01:26I got the only every picture of Conrad.
01:27I got the only every picture of Conrad.
01:29Fuck, I still love you.
01:30I got the only every picture of Conrad.
01:31I got the only every picture of Conrad.
01:39Fuck, I still love you.
01:40I can't believe her picture of Godran.
01:53Fuck, I still love you.
02:02I don't think I'll ever get you out of my system.
02:07You will always be there, here.
02:10I love you.
02:14I will never not love you.
02:17I think you know that.
02:18I think you've known all along.
02:29My heart's pounding a million trillion times a minute.
02:32I've never felt more alive.
02:36Anger, sadness.
02:37Why?
02:37Why did you throw it all away?
02:39Why?
02:41Joy, he makes me feel all of it.
02:43No one else has that effect on me.
02:46No one.
02:49It was worth it.
02:50To me.
02:53Being with you.
02:54Loving you.
02:54It was all worth it.
02:59It was all worth it.
03:16Your letters kept me going.
03:17Whenever I was lonely or at least home, I would just sit and read them.
03:30I heard them over and over and over.
03:37Do you memorize every little thing I've ever said?
03:40Do you memorize every single thing that I've ever said?
03:43Yes.
03:43Yes.
03:47I wanted to see you.
03:49I wanted to tell you.
03:50Tell me what?
03:51That I love you.
03:54In case I haven't made it clear.
03:56I think about you a lot.
03:58You're pretty much all I think about.
03:59What if I'd like to be that close to her again?
04:06It was like being hit by a fucking thunderbolt.
04:16What if you only love me because that's what your mom wanted and then your mom died?
04:21You're a prince charming and we all know it.
04:23No, that's not.
04:24You've always been so good to her.
04:26That is not why I love you.
04:34You know, you have the prettiest smile I've ever seen.
04:38Your whole face just lights up.
04:49You look really beautiful.
04:50I have tried everything not to love you for the sake of cheer, for the sake of not dragging
05:07you down with me and my grief.
05:12That's when I had this sudden thought.
05:15A part of me will always love you.
05:20I fought it way before the summer that my mom got sick.
05:39You've always been a precious person to me.
05:41I have always cared about you.
05:43And then at some point, I started to see you differently.
05:49And that scared me because I didn't want things between us to change.
05:55But the way that I feel about you, Belly, has nothing to do with my mom.
06:02If I met you for the first time tonight,
06:16I would love you.
06:19Oh, come on, God.
06:23I mean, how do you know that?
06:24Because I've changed everything about myself.
06:26And the one thing that never changes is that I love you.
06:39Come on.
06:43There's only everything.
06:46I have brown hair and brown eyes, and I will always love Conrad Fisher.
06:59I choose you on my own free will.
07:05If there are infinite worlds,
07:09every version of me chooses you
07:11in every one of them.
07:13No matter what happens,
07:38you'll still be infinite.
07:40Jim, about this.
08:01I love you.
08:10I love you, Belly.
08:29I love you, too.
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