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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I'm looking for the traffic of Napoli and the cast of the people.
00:01:35Is it called the first place?
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45What?
00:01:46I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:51Do you see the place?
00:01:53No, there's nothing to say with the place, so it's somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in the club.
00:02:00She's lost her purse.
00:02:03She's lost her purse.
00:02:10No, she's lost her purse.
00:02:12I mean, she lost her purse.
00:02:14No, no, that's not it.
00:02:17He didn't know anything.
00:02:20Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:22No, not a moment, not a moment.
00:02:25I don't care.
00:02:27No, no, no.
00:02:30Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17She sounds very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57I love you.
00:07:13I love you too.
00:07:27Do you feel alright?
00:07:28Do you feel okay?
00:07:29Yeah.
00:07:30Are you sure?
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Do you feel okay?
00:07:39Do you feel okay?
00:07:40Yeah.
00:07:41Do you feel okay?
00:07:42Mm-hmm.
00:07:44Mm-hmm.
00:07:47Mm-hmm.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:23I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:32Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:36If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:41So I can worry about you.
00:09:43Okay.
00:09:49I left you some money here.
00:09:54See you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56Okay.
00:09:57Do you have any stories for my book?
00:09:58Okay.
00:09:59Okay.
00:10:00Okay.
00:10:01Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:02What kind of stories?
00:10:03Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:04Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me.
00:10:05Okay.
00:10:06Okay.
00:10:07Go ahead and ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:08Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:09God rest his soul.
00:10:10Okay.
00:10:11Let's start with the war.
00:10:12Let's start with the war.
00:10:14We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:16My mother, your great-grandmother.
00:10:17She was shaking.
00:10:18sirens wailed and...
00:10:19And then there was the sound of a bomb coming up.
00:10:21I don't know.
00:10:23No.
00:10:24Oh, no.
00:10:25Yes.
00:10:26Yes.
00:10:27I don't know.
00:10:28No, no.
00:10:29You're not doing anything.
00:10:30But I'm not doing anything.
00:10:31No, no.
00:10:32You're not doing anything.
00:10:33That's not a problem.
00:10:34ahead and ask from your father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into
00:10:41an air raid shelter my mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there
00:10:48was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my
00:10:55wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone
00:11:03that nearly finished my mother you know
00:11:05here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from italy from any front
00:11:14lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19good night
00:11:26cappuccino
00:11:28good night
00:11:34good night
00:11:46we were riding our bikes to school when the germans started firing at us
00:12:02we jumped into a hedge we were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing
00:12:07it feels nice if i'm the only one who remembers that it's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday
00:12:15oh hi leonard it's jane i decided to take an impromptu trip to ischia or um ischia as they pronounce it
00:12:27see i'm learning a little bit um anyway i'll be home later i hope you have a good day bye
00:12:35those friends are all dead now there's no one left that's one of my regrets you know
00:12:43sometimes i think i should have had more children not just your father
00:12:48you're all alone now that your parents are gone
00:12:53no brothers no sisters
00:12:55i'm upsetting you
00:13:00let's talk about something else
00:13:03you want to ask me more boring questions about the war
00:13:06all right then
00:13:08excuse me
00:13:11excuse me
00:13:12um
00:13:13the castle
00:13:14castle
00:13:16parlato anglese
00:13:17no no no no
00:13:19no no
00:13:19um
00:13:20castello
00:13:22oreganese
00:13:23andare
00:13:24andare
00:13:25andare
00:13:26grazie
00:13:27grazie
00:13:29they'd been shot through the neck
00:13:31the bullet went in one side and came out the other
00:13:35and there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the german side and which was the allied side
00:13:42when he came home after something like that
00:13:45you couldn't really complain to him about anything now could you i'm actually going there now to the castle
00:13:52you speak english now
00:13:53yeah why do you think i was italian
00:13:55yeah
00:13:56yes
00:13:57that's great that's cool
00:13:58hey hey hey
00:14:00where are you from
00:14:01london
00:14:02no
00:14:03in america
00:14:04come on
00:14:05Maine
00:14:06no shit i'm from massachusetts that's crazy that's weird
00:14:09right
00:14:10right
00:14:11yeah
00:14:12vacation
00:14:13oh
00:14:14are you
00:14:15what
00:14:16are you here on vacation
00:14:17oh
00:14:19sorry
00:14:20i thought you were saying you were on vacation
00:14:22me
00:14:23no
00:14:24so come on
00:14:27my husband is working in naples
00:14:29what does he do
00:14:32he is playing in a concert at the end of the night
00:14:35cool
00:14:36what does he play
00:14:37viola
00:14:39the viola
00:14:42any good
00:14:43yes
00:14:44very
00:14:45how do you keep your violin from getting stolen
00:14:50you put it in a viola case
00:14:54right
00:14:55that's not funny
00:14:57what's the difference between a viola and a coffin
00:15:00a coffin has a dead person on the inside
00:15:03because viola players are dead no
00:15:06why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation
00:15:10because even though you know it's coming
00:15:13there's nothing you can do about it
00:15:16i can't help it i've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and i went to this music slash nerd summer camp when i was like ten and i play the triangle
00:15:24right
00:15:25and i'm an only child so
00:15:27you know understand
00:15:30you look too young to be married you newlywed
00:15:33no
00:15:34no
00:15:35no
00:15:36no
00:15:47no
00:15:48ranks
00:15:49that's it
00:15:50stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:51fuck
00:15:52Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:15:59If you can catch it.
00:16:05Grazie.
00:16:08Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:22Grazie.
00:16:34What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:37Ha!
00:16:38Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:45They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51It would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It smells pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights, a 72 hour plane ride.
00:17:45But you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the US.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And yeah, I never left.
00:18:46He has a place, I never left.
00:18:48I'm not alone.
00:18:49I'm not alone.
00:18:50I want to show up with that OMG.
00:18:52OK.
00:18:53I'm not alone.
00:18:54This is a weird one with my wife.
00:18:55It's a weird one with my wife.
00:18:56He came to the house.
00:18:57Well, I'm not alone.
00:18:58My wife said that she could be a lord, but I was a two-year-old man.
00:19:01He came to the house.
00:19:02And he was a boy.
00:19:04I was a very old man.
00:19:05He was a stranger.
00:19:07And he was a boy.
00:19:08He was a boy.
00:19:09He came to the house.
00:19:11He came to the house.
00:19:12He came to the house.
00:19:13Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:43To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:33Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Seña maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:19Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours, but now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen a little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:30Well, it's hangled up.
00:22:35I don't know.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:22It's the sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:52I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by
00:25:04this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But.
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:51You're keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:17Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:27Come on.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37Ready?
00:26:38What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:41Go!
00:26:41Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, my gosh.
00:26:45Oh, my gosh.
00:26:45Oh, my gosh.
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:55It's a carabinerie.
00:26:56It's the police.
00:27:05Hey, go back.
00:27:06Go back.
00:27:06OK.
00:27:06Look.
00:27:10It's a carabinerie.
00:27:14Hey.
00:27:15I'm gonna pull it off.
00:27:17Oh my God.
00:27:24Oh yeah.
00:27:25Yeah.
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said no one day off.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:52Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:07Oh my gosh.
00:28:14It went off my nose.
00:28:21Do we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're gonna have to give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:50I've gotta go catch a fairy.
00:28:54Hey.
00:28:55Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:10So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:24Oh.
00:29:25Happy birthday.
00:29:27Oh.
00:29:28Happy birthday.
00:29:30Oh.
00:29:31Happy birthday.
00:29:33Daddy.
00:29:34Good birthday.
00:29:35Good birthday.
00:29:36Yes.
00:29:37I'm sorry I'd
00:30:31You're awake?
00:30:51Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Got through. Nice.
00:30:59There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip
00:31:15of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:26seat. They stay with me too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:47You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:58Janey.
00:31:59Janey.
00:32:00Janey.
00:32:01Janey.
00:32:03Janey.
00:32:04Janey.
00:32:05Janey.
00:32:06Janey.
00:32:07Janey.
00:32:08Janey.
00:32:09Janey.
00:32:10Janey.
00:32:11Janey.
00:32:12Janey.
00:32:13Janey.
00:32:14Janey.
00:32:15Janey.
00:32:16Janey.
00:32:17Janey.
00:32:18Janey.
00:32:19Janey.
00:32:20Janey.
00:32:21Janey.
00:32:22Janey.
00:32:23And they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:27And we used to go to London.
00:32:29And we saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but...
00:32:46I...
00:32:47I didn't...
00:32:48I didn't want to leave my mum and dad.
00:32:51I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open?
00:32:58And carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:30How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:56Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no.
00:34:04We were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit.
00:34:08Please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:12I don't know the chances of that.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:37In a cafe, put the play?
00:34:43Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Okay.
00:34:47Jane?
00:34:48You don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Okay?
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:09Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day, in this villa, owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat, covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke, like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:55Why don't you tell me?
00:35:56Why don't you tell me?
00:35:59Why don't you tell me?
00:36:00I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:17when you throw a viola into the dumpster
00:36:23without hitting the rim
00:36:24you didn't just make that up
00:36:27it's too good
00:36:28well I'm impressed and I'm stealing it
00:36:31you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40this and that, you know
00:36:42shall we?
00:36:46what time to go?
00:36:47already?
00:36:49yeah, I'm going to get back to work
00:36:50so what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03um, I'm thinking Tibet
00:37:05oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival
00:37:09at the end of the summer
00:37:10yeah, I've heard about that
00:37:11that's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries
00:37:14on the hill, right?
00:37:15the monks, the monks, the monks
00:37:17it's so pretty
00:37:18how do you support yourself?
00:37:22you know, a bit of this, a bit of that
00:37:23alright then
00:37:30I'll walk you
00:37:31does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33you got a pen?
00:37:34yeah, I have a pen
00:37:35I have a piece of paper
00:37:50you guys should definitely come over to the island
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know
00:37:54don't knock on the front door
00:37:56I'll come around the side
00:37:56I'll take you somewhere
00:37:57thank you
00:37:57thank you
00:37:58thank you
00:38:01thank you
00:38:05and thanks again
00:38:07for yesterday
00:38:07oh, no problem
00:38:08Hey.
00:38:09Ciao.
00:38:10How stoned are you?
00:38:11Come on, man.
00:38:12We should tell him to pop.
00:38:13It's not a big deal.
00:38:14So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:30Occasionally.
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:36I'm fine from here.
00:38:39Okay.
00:38:40See you after work.
00:38:41Yep.
00:38:42I'll be waiting.
00:39:06Hey.
00:39:07God, you scared me.
00:39:08Are you following me?
00:39:09Maybe.
00:39:10Is that weird?
00:39:11Yeah.
00:39:12Yeah.
00:39:13I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:15You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:22I came looking for you.
00:39:23And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:25I can't believe I found you.
00:39:26I can't believe I found you.
00:39:27I can't believe I found you.
00:39:28I can't believe I found you.
00:39:29I can't believe I found you.
00:39:31I can't believe I found you.
00:39:32I can't believe I found you.
00:39:33I can't believe I found you.
00:39:38I can't believe I found you.
00:39:39I can't believe I found you.
00:39:40I can't believe I found you.
00:39:45I can't believe I found you.
00:40:07I can't believe I found you.
00:40:15What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:45I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:15Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:38Don't follow me.
00:41:45Don't follow me.
00:41:46Don't follow me.
00:41:47Don't follow me.
00:41:48Do you have to wait.
00:41:49Please do this to you the next day.
00:41:52What?
00:41:53Yes.
00:41:54Do you want to do this?
00:41:55What?
00:41:56Do you want to do this?
00:41:57You do not?
00:41:58Do you want to do this right?
00:41:59Do you want to do this right?
00:42:00Do you want to do this right?
00:42:01Go away, go away.
00:42:02I am glad you can do this right.
00:42:04I am glad you did.
00:42:05I am glad you have already.
00:42:06What?
00:42:07I have been so damn disappointed.
00:42:08This is my solution.
00:42:09Can you smell that?
00:42:10You are not too bad?
00:42:42There was one boy from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a moustache. My mother hated moustaches. But he was shipped off. I never saw him again. Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with Grandpa? Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know. You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:28You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a mess in my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:41Sorry, darling. Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely. I've got some dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us. I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay. Okay. I'm sorry.
00:43:58Okay. I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:44:00Okay.
00:44:01Alright guys, let's go.
00:44:08Alright, go.
00:44:13Okay, my son.
00:44:16.
00:44:50Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:20Say cheese.
00:45:28You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:34Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:07What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:14You did?
00:46:25Oh, my God.
00:47:25I don't know.
00:48:55Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13Will you put my pants on?
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:25I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:55I think I need to be less serious.
00:50:25I think I need to be less serious.
00:50:55I think I need to be less serious.
00:51:25I think I need to be less serious.
00:51:26I think I need to be less serious.
00:51:27I think I need to be less serious.
00:51:30I think I need to be less serious.
00:51:32I think I need to be less serious.
00:51:40If I do, let us know.
00:52:10If I do, let us know.
00:52:40Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52He said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59They were delicious.
00:53:10You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You made me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49Is that him?
00:54:07Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:19Good night.
00:56:13I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:15Just walking.
00:56:17All night.
00:56:19I've been thinking.
00:56:21You left your phone here.
00:56:23I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:27I have to go to work.
00:56:29Can you be late?
00:56:31Can you be late?
00:56:33No, I can't be late.
00:56:35I never do.
00:56:37Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:41I've committed myself.
00:56:43People are depending on me.
00:56:45I have to go to work.
00:56:47Okay.
00:56:49Okay.
00:56:53I can't be late.
00:56:55I can't be late.
00:56:57I can't be late.
00:56:59I can't be late.
00:57:01I can't be late.
00:57:11I can't be late.
00:57:13If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:29There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33Yeah.
00:57:34That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02I worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:25Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:30In the long run?
00:58:32Do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:40I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:41I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:42I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:43I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:44I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:45I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:46I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:47I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:52I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:53I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:58I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:59I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:00I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:05I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:28If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:33Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:43With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:54This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:02In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:09Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:15The horses.
01:00:25The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:30Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:39They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:41What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:42There was one.
01:00:43Duke.
01:00:44He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:56They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:12Jane.
01:01:13Jane.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:15Jane.
01:01:16you know it's different for you in some ways it's easier you haven't got the war people don't die
01:01:22as much as they did back then but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:30you've got to make your own life one that you love and you can't be afraid of the time
01:01:40time is shiftable
01:01:46there are moments in my life that i would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:56that's the truth you know the truth when you find it it'll come to you like something you've known
01:02:02before rather than something you're learning for the first time
01:02:06what is it oh oh you all right you okay yeah it's on my toe oh it's bleeding
01:02:27oh that's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine are you finishing that yes oh
01:02:37fuck
01:02:47i met these backpackers last night frank and elsa she's french he's german
01:02:51they're going to tibet and i'm going with them
01:02:59i want you to come with me
01:03:13so
01:03:22so
01:03:24so
01:03:34so
01:03:36so
01:03:45so
01:03:47so
01:03:57so
01:04:07so
01:04:09so
01:04:11so
01:04:19i'm
01:04:28i'm
01:04:30so
01:04:32so
01:04:34i think i've figured out the key to finishing the project
01:04:37are you listening
01:04:43are you listening you found the key to finishing this project
01:04:57the water here tastes so funny
01:04:58have you ever cheated on me
01:05:05oh jane
01:05:06have you
01:05:06can we not
01:05:09have you
01:05:15absolutely not
01:05:16why did you take such a long time to answer that
01:05:20because i'm sick
01:05:23of what leonard of it being so hard
01:05:24yes
01:05:26tedious
01:05:34i hate talking about sex with you
01:05:37is that what we're talking about
01:05:38normal people talk about sex leonard
01:05:41and we don't
01:05:43there's just
01:05:45huge vacant lots
01:05:47that we don't discuss
01:05:49like what
01:05:50is there anything you want to ask me
01:05:53why is there anything you want to tell me
01:05:55i just want to connect
01:05:59so you don't feel that we're connected
01:06:01do you
01:06:04i love you
01:06:13i get it leonard
01:06:15i get it
01:06:17it's always been this big serious grave thing for us
01:06:20sex has consequences life and death mostly death
01:06:23jane please
01:06:24let me guess you don't want to talk about it
01:06:26no that's not what i'm saying you're just
01:06:28do you want to have children leonard
01:06:30of course i did
01:06:31not did do you
01:06:33want to have children
01:06:35so did you
01:06:37but
01:06:40say it
01:06:42jane
01:06:42say it
01:06:45i can't have children leonard
01:06:46i never will
01:06:50and if we keep trying they keep dying
01:06:53again and again
01:06:54please
01:06:55how does that make you feel
01:07:04it's not your fault
01:07:05how does it make you feel leonard
01:07:08how does it make you feel
01:07:09you will never be a father
01:07:11we can adopt
01:07:14that's not what you want
01:07:16is it
01:07:18is that what you want
01:07:22because i think about it all the time
01:07:27that the one thing you always wanted i will never be able to give you
01:07:41what are you trying to do
01:07:43i just want to know that there's a reason
01:07:45for it all
01:07:56you're not curious about me leonard
01:07:59not really
01:08:01what do you want me to know
01:08:02you shouldn't have to ask
01:08:04i feel as if you want me to be someone i'm not
01:08:07someone that i've never been
01:08:14i'm leaving you
01:08:17i've been seeing someone else
01:08:24see you
01:08:26caleb
01:08:28that kid
01:08:29yes
01:08:31that kid that child that kid you've known for two days
01:08:34it's been longer than that
01:08:34please tell me you're joking
01:08:37time is shiftable
01:08:39i don't get it leonard
01:08:41i don't get it
01:08:42he's asked me to travel with him
01:08:44are you sleeping with him
01:08:48what do you think
01:08:56i kept waiting for you to see it to smell it to sense it
01:08:59so what i failed your test you don't see me
01:09:13i'm sorry for what
01:09:27i'm sorry for what
01:09:28i shouldn't have done that
01:09:29no
01:09:29losing my temper
01:09:31i shouldn't have done that
01:09:31had very right
01:09:32to lose your temper
01:09:33no no no no no no no
01:09:34if you think that this is what's gonna make you feel better then
01:09:37you should go
01:09:38you should go with him
01:09:40you've been through a terrible
01:09:42terrible thing jane
01:09:44that is not what this is about
01:09:46of course it is
01:09:46You don't love me any more, Leonard. You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:46No guilt.
01:10:48No guilt.
01:10:49No guilt.
01:10:52No guilt.
01:10:53No guilt.
01:11:25Hi.
01:11:46Hi.
01:11:55You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:43Frank and Elsa, coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:18Jeremy …
01:13:21
01:13:24
01:13:26
01:13:29
01:13:34
01:13:36PIANO PLAYS
01:14:06PIANO PLAYS
01:14:36PIANO CONTINUES
01:14:43PIANO CONTINUES
01:14:48PIANO CONTINUES
01:14:50PIANO CONTINUES
01:14:52Jase!
01:14:54PIANO CONTINUES
01:15:16It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:02Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06I hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:38Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Are the last...
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