00:00I get a lot of judgment in school thinking that I'm probably not smart
00:04enough due to how I look. I would describe my look as a black metal Barbie, raw
00:10crust, metal, and spice. Today I will be stepping out of my big old boots into
00:17more of a Sabrina Carpenter style look, but will I be able to pull it off?
00:23I don't think my boyfriend is expecting this. Let's hope he doesn't leave me.
00:30Oh s**t!
00:31Oh my god. What the hell?
00:38Hey! How are you?
00:39I'm good. I'm Leslie. I'm your makeup artist today.
00:42Okay. Come on.
00:44I would describe my look as a black metal Barbie slash guitar hero character.
00:49Most things that I have on, I have created myself.
00:53I usually like to wear a lot of spikes, studs, corsets, leather, small feminine little tops.
01:01I do still like to wear little skirts and big, cute, chunky shoes.
01:06But at the same time, I like to keep it dark.
01:08I'd rather wear mini skirts and platform boots and three feet of snow
01:14than wear sweatpants and be comfortable.
01:18Unfortunately, in my class, some people do not take me seriously due to the way that I look.
01:23Like, oh, she's just a goth bimbo.
01:25No, I am educated.
01:27I have two associates and a bachelor's degree in public health and nursing.
01:32And I am also a bilingual medical interpreter.
01:35Today, I will be getting transformed from my usual black metal Barbie look
01:40to the pink, glamorous, and iconic Sabrina Carpenter type look for my upcoming graduation.
01:46I think I am going to leave a couple mouths open because I have never worn color.
01:52Okay, Alex. Let's do this.
01:54So for Alex's look today, we're really going to bring out her natural features
02:00with a lot of glow, a lot of blush, really make it a fun look.
02:05So we're going to use this Face Fact Serum.
02:08This is really going to give you like this glowy base.
02:11Ever since I was around eight years old, I started painting my nails black with Sharpie.
02:17I was always attracted to more of like the classic rock music.
02:21And then it was until I started playing Guitar Hero that I was like,
02:25this is what I want to look like.
02:28Before your foundation, we're just going to put this blurring prime.
02:31So it blurs out a little of the pores.
02:33Britney Spears was in her main peaking era.
02:37I wanted to be like that also.
02:39So that's why I decided to do kind of a mashup of looks and create who I am.
02:44The Barbie, Bratz, Britney Spears, but make it black.
02:49We're going to start trying with this Illumine.
02:52It's also a blur foundation.
02:53We're going to mix it up with a little of this Clarins foundation.
02:57Just to make it a little bit brighter.
03:03This is a palette from Tarte.
03:06It has like some glowy shadows and also some match out.
03:09So you can use this for a lot of things actually.
03:15Sabrina Carpenter usually has like a really light base.
03:18And she really likes to lighten like the inner corner.
03:27Have you ever had any judgy comments to people?
03:30Sometimes I just walk down the street and yeah, people stare at me.
03:36Sometimes when I'm in airplanes and you're passing through all those people
03:39and they're all just like looking at you.
03:41I think that's one point where I really do notice it.
03:44Some of them actually do look disgusted.
03:48I also believe that if you don't take the time to get to know me
03:52and you just simply judge me, then I dodged a bullet.
03:56We're going to use like a little wispy eyelashes.
04:02This one's from the pen.
04:05Why did you want to do this transformation?
04:08I guess I want to see how I look with a normal aesthetic, a more common, I guess.
04:16I hope my boyfriend doesn't leave me.
04:18I definitely don't think you will.
04:27Are you ready to see yourself?
04:29I guess so.
04:30Let's do it.
04:37Four, three, two, one.
04:42Oh my God.
04:46Oh my God.
04:47How do you feel?
04:48That is not me.
04:50Oh my God.
04:51You look good.
04:53Like a housewife.
05:00I can't believe this.
05:01Is that even me?
05:03I like the glow of the makeup on like my cheekbones and stuff.
05:08But I feel too adult in this.
05:12I don't think it's going to be for me at all.
05:18Yeah, I don't think my boyfriend is expecting this at all.
05:23At all.
05:25So are you excited or are you horrified?
05:29I'm mostly excited I think.
05:30Yeah.
05:31I've never seen Alex with a different kind of aesthetic than her usual.
05:37I don't know what she looks like without all of her makeup and the clothes and the...
05:41Yeah.
05:42She probably feels like naked without her makeup and with more clothes on.
05:47Yeah, definitely.
05:49I'm not sure I will recognize her.
05:50If she hates it then we can hate it too.
05:52Yeah.
05:53Yeah.
05:54Okay, good.
05:55Like we do.
05:56We always support hate.
05:57Yeah.
05:58That's what friends are for.
05:59Yes, exactly.
06:01Oh my god.
06:03What the hell?
06:05What is that?
06:06This is...
06:08Oh my god.
06:10What have they done to you?
06:11Right?
06:13I feel like a desperate housewife.
06:15I feel like you look like Dolly Parton.
06:17Yeah, like a little Dolly Parton.
06:18Yeah.
06:19I'll take that.
06:20Or you're like running for president.
06:21It's really weird.
06:23I mean you look great, you always look great, but it's like...
06:25Yeah, you look super pretty.
06:27It's really, really weird.
06:29It's really weird.
06:30Yeah, that's the word.
06:32What do you think of everyone's reaction?
06:35I definitely did expect them to react exactly the way they did.
06:39It's too normal.
06:40Unnatural.
06:41Like, it doesn't feel like her.
06:42It feels like there's some...
06:44Some other person has come and possessed her.
06:46To come and sell real estate to us or something.
06:49So you're ready to go out and celebrate your graduation like this?
06:53Yeah, I can't do it.
06:54I can't do it.
06:55I need some...
06:56Some eyeliner at least, you know?
06:58A minimum.
07:00I guess I can see now that I can be normal if I want to be one day.
07:05But I will decide not to.
07:07But at least that's my choice.
07:09It was nice trying out Sabrina Carpenter, but I don't think it's really my style.
07:14No.
07:15I was born dark and I have always been dark.
07:17Yes.
07:18Thank God.
07:19We like you dark.
07:21Thank you guys.
07:22As soon as you guys are out the door, I will change back into my regular clothes.
07:28But it's been really fun.
07:30Oh my God!
07:31Does it look good?
07:32I don't think I will be graduating with this look at all.
07:37I just think it really isn't to me.
07:40And if graduation is a special moment, then I should actually really show who I am.
07:47Hell yeah!
07:48Throw it in the trash.
07:49Yeah.
07:50The black chocolate-hopment.
07:51Oh, of course.
07:52You're not as muchphones on.
07:54I'm Yung.
07:55The black chocolate-hopper.
07:56Yeah!
07:57Before the right time, I try to wait.
07:58I miss you.
07:59And you're all fresh.
08:00I will work had a losing corner.
08:02Oh my God!
08:03You're wrong!
08:04You're right.
08:05It's too loud.
08:07If youmond, I don't like a dream.
08:09You
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