00:00I I really used to hate his presence like oh there he is again and I thought
00:07that yeah my gosh documentary bring things out of you and nice like once
00:14the romance is gone it's dead and gone nope there's no re-pendling it that's a
00:18phase this is the real deal get used to it this is reality grow up I was very
00:24frustrated I became very disconnected very jaded and and cold sexually
00:30emotionally because as long as we were trying to fix the relationship it got
00:35worse or as long as you were trying to fix me right I was trying to fix you
00:39yeah it wasn't until we both decided to fix ourselves that things started to
00:43change I believe God spoke to him or sends a message because I have been
00:46saying you're critical you're this don't touch me it was just so bad we were just
00:50done so he started bringing tapes home and he wanted me to watch them with him
00:55and he would say let's watch these videos together I'd be laying on the
00:57couch with my do-rag on and my moomoo on nope I'm good and he kept doing it he
01:02would just put them on sit next to me and watch them he was being tender he
01:05was being nice he kept doing this and I wasn't interested and he and then one
01:10day I remember I sat up with him and I was thinking whatever you still not
01:14getting on tonight let's watch it you know but he was persistent and he didn't
01:20give up and I saw changes in him I became a believer but when I believed
01:26he was sincere my heart opened up and I was willing to try
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