00:00 The theme of the song is just begging someone to stay.
00:03 It's needing something so badly that you're just terrified to lose it.
00:07 I really love to feel things in a song.
00:16 Like Billy Joel and Adele and Sam Smith and Stevie Wonder and like these
00:20 musicians and artists that like hit you right in the gut.
00:23 That's what I want to do with my music.
00:24 I think I'm now finding my mix, making the lyrics and the melodies feel heartfelt,
00:29 but also trying to give it a little bit of tempo and a little bit of life because that's who I am.
00:35 Beautiful Things was a very good interpretation of who I am.
00:40 [singing]
01:05 I've got pretty awesome parents and I'm very blessed for that.
01:07 When they met this person, they couldn't stop talking about, you know,
01:10 how much they loved the person I was when I was around them.
01:14 When the people in your life that you love welcome with open arms a person
01:20 that you're in love with, it's the best feeling.
01:23 [singing]
01:51 That is a scary thought sometimes that like if someone just doesn't love the person you are,
01:56 like there's not much you can do about that.
01:58 And so a lot is just out of my control and I have to be okay with that.
02:02 Being rejected by this person would really actually really suck.
02:06 That would be the worst feeling and that's in this song like what I'm terrified of.
02:10 Being one of one of the rejects, man.
02:13 [singing]
02:43 The switch up in the song from the verse to the chorus is also like a switch up in my mindset
03:04 where like the verse is explaining you have such a good thing and you've been given like
03:09 this incredible thing in life, this relationship that's beautiful and that you love.
03:13 But then like right when you switch to the chorus, it's like, "Hot damn, I could lose this all."
03:19 [singing]
03:48 It's like I've just said all these good things,
03:50 but I lay here bed and I'm terrified to lose it all.
03:53 It's like it's very true.
03:55 I enjoy my life every day and then I'm about to fall asleep and I'm like, "I might lose it."
03:59 I don't say that casually.
04:01 It's more like, "I might lose it."
04:02 I'll always like be in bed at like midnight, 12, 31 and then I just think.
04:10 I mean it can be basic stuff like I think of like scenarios of like if someone walked in,
04:13 like how cool it would be if I beat them up.
04:15 You know, things like that that you know dudes think about.
04:18 or like the Roman Empire.
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