00:00 So I released from a woman and Thug released from a man.
00:02 I just feel like it was really nice to do from an artistic standpoint and I would like
00:06 to do that again with him for sure.
00:08 I want to be able to get on the same record and say how I feel and he says how he feels
00:13 on the same record and then you explore what that looks like.
00:25 At some point in time we had two separate video treatments that had pretty much the
00:29 exact same pretense.
00:32 It was just from a different perspective.
00:34 It's a good representation of how he feels probably and mine is a good representation
00:38 of how I'm feeling.
00:39 We're repeatedly like, "No one's ever done that.
00:41 We should do it."
00:42 You know like, they can't beat us there.
00:46 Honestly, I'm talking to Jesus Christ.
00:58 You know like, I'm talking to God in that first line and then I follow it up with "Won't
01:01 let no one force my hand."
01:02 As in, obviously there's a lot of outside noise about what I should or shouldn't be
01:06 doing or like, you know, lots of opinions but you have to stand on how you feel.
01:11 Otherwise, you might as well be somebody else.
01:15 I was just like done with relationships and I was not going to spend a block.
01:28 And then it was like, now that all the doors are closed, there's an open window there.
01:33 Still a possibility, you know?
01:36 Look at the trust closing in.
01:39 Is this someone I can depend on?
01:41 Yes.
01:42 Sent from above, I am convinced.
01:45 If it isn't love, I guess love exists.
01:48 Maybe there actually are people in the world who can be there for you in a way that you
01:54 didn't think anybody could be.
01:57 It's like, whatever claim they were making or whatever they were saying they could do,
02:02 they actually did it.
02:04 I was like, I could depend on you.
02:06 I don't know if I've had that before, but it's nice now, you know?
02:10 When a woman denies emotion from a man or denies a particular kind of intimacy, it makes
02:30 the man shut down and behave in different ways or it can make him overcompensate.
02:36 Once you let him into it, it can change his perspective on a lot of things.
02:40 Especially when it's real and genuine, I think it could really change a man.
02:55 My boyfriend, by close people to him or to other people around, they call each other
03:01 slime.
03:02 I just feel like it's more like a boy thing.
03:04 It's like a boys club thing.
03:05 I just see him as more than that.
03:07 I see him as more than just him and all his boys and his rap stuff.
03:11 It's cool, though.
03:12 It's cool, for sure, but I just see him as this nice family guy.
03:19 He's just so multifaceted.
03:21 It takes time to get to a place where you can see somebody for what they really are
03:27 and then not for what everyone sees them as.
03:30 It doesn't just come all at once, though.
03:33 It does take time to reveal those layers.
03:36 Like an onion.
03:37 I look around, it's like animals flying around with the birds and the bees.
03:51 They're always with a partner.
03:53 I know this sounds scientific, but it's like I think eventually you know what you
03:58 want, you know what you have to offer and what kind of person you are.
04:01 You meet someone who's also very ... knows who they are.
04:05 It makes it easier to assess the situation and move forward.
04:10 Yeah, I know that seems like a long-winded conversation, but that is how I found what
04:14 I was missing.
04:17 For me personally, I feel like it goes communication, understanding, trust, and then love.
04:21 I think when you skip any of those steps, you don't really get to the outcome you're
04:26 looking for.
04:27 It creates a barrier for whatever love you think you want or whatever intimacy you feel
04:31 like you deserve in a relationship.
04:33 It's like you don't have the foundation.
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