00:00I'm Emily. I've never had a boyfriend.
00:04Shit happens. You.
00:08I'm Naomi. Hate and justice. People tell lies about me.
00:14You, at the back.
00:16I'm Kumar. I'm gay.
00:18Yep, yep, good.
00:19Why does your sister think I'm gay?
00:22Sorry.
00:25See you around, Emily.
00:27Can you find her? Please, Katie, don't.
00:31Sorry, I couldn't find a bus.
00:33Said somebody needed a hand.
00:34Yeah, you like giving hands, don't you, Naomi?
00:37See you.
00:39Fuck's sake. She didn't kiss me, okay?
00:41Yes, she did. She practically jumped.
00:42I kissed her. I was drunk and someone gave me MDMA and...
00:48I felt like fucking kissing someone. Satisfied?
00:53Satisfied, yeah. But even better if you showed us.
00:55Shut the fuck up, kirk.
00:57I didn't take MDMA that night.
01:00I just wanted to kiss you.
01:05I want to kiss you now.
01:09You're gay?
01:10No. No, I just...
01:13Sorry.
01:15Yeah, me too.
01:18Shit.
01:20Shit.
01:24Which are you?
01:25Gay. I mean, Emily.
01:27Emily.
01:27Well, it doesn't hurt to get to know each other, does it?
01:29We're in the same class. We'll be hanging out for the next two years and you're going to tell people
01:33you're gay anytime soon.
01:38I'm not. I'm not. I'm not gay.
01:42I'm telling you, Em. You haven't thought this through, have you?
01:46No.
01:46So, can I just say again?
01:48Me, not Muff Muncher.
01:50Me, Cock Cruncher.
01:58So, what do you want, Em?
02:00Kino Grigio?
02:01Or
02:03A silo, a little bit of him.
02:05Anything.
02:07Just give me a fucking...
02:12Just, just give me a...
02:15Day and night
02:19Here in your arms
02:22Love
02:24So dear
02:26Here in your arms
02:30Just all my heart
02:33It's only the drugs, right?
02:35All of my heart
02:37Just say you'll always be mine
02:46Cause heaven made you come my way
02:50I think about it every day
02:53Ever since we kissed
02:56You like that?
03:01Sometimes when you take it
03:03You're gay
03:03I get lost in wonderland
03:08Yes
03:14Just so you know
03:15My first thought when I see you
03:16Is not I want to fuck that girl
03:18No
03:19We've kissed twice
03:20It was nice
03:21But it's also nice just being with you
03:24When you're not being a prick, that is
03:31I've been wondering
03:32Yeah?
03:35Yeah
03:39What do lesbians do?
03:44I mean, in bed
03:46I know what you mean
03:48How would I know?
03:50You've never
03:50No, I've never
03:55I mean
03:56Is it all
03:57Brogues and strapples?
04:00No
04:00I don't know
04:03They just
04:04Do what we do to ourselves
04:06Only to each other
04:07Probably slightly more aggressively
04:09And with
04:10You know
04:12We all listen to that stuff
04:23Oils, hey?
04:26Yeah
04:26And stuff
04:42Oils
04:43Yeah
04:46Lots of it
04:47Oils
04:50Where'd you put it?
04:52Oils
04:53And salad
04:55Salad
04:59Oh
05:01Oh
05:02Oh
05:03I don't know.
05:40I don't know.
06:03I don't know.
06:15I don't know.
06:18I don't know.
06:47I don't know.
06:51I don't know.
07:19It's lovely.
07:21It's a lovely place.
07:23It's one of my favourites.
07:33I didn't bring a swimming costume.
07:36I don't know.
07:36I don't know.
07:37I don't know.
08:14I don't know.
08:14I said don't look.
08:15I wasn't looking.
08:16You weren't looking.
08:17I'm looking.
08:17I'm not looking.
08:17You're perving.
08:18You're looking.
08:21You're looking.
08:23Come on.
08:24Come on.
08:25Get in.
08:29Oh, my God.
08:31Freeze!
08:56It's every other weekend and it's in the messages they've sent
09:04Broken promises remain
09:08All these things you can't count on
09:13Say something.
09:15More to power experiments be.
09:18All these things in our hearts long
09:22One day let us grow up strong
09:58Twice you're gonna do this to me twice
10:02Naomi no you fucking stop right now
10:06Don't you dare leave me in your bed again
10:09I've got to go
10:12I know you Naomi I know you're lonely
10:15I think you need someone to want you
10:18Well I do want you
10:22So be brave
10:24Don't want me back
10:32I do want someone
10:34Need someone
10:36You're right
10:41And
10:42And
10:45When I'm with you
10:46I feel like I'm a better person
10:49I feel happier
10:51Less
10:54Alone
10:54Less lonely
11:09It's not as simple as that is it
11:12Being with someone
11:15Isn't it
11:17No
11:20I mean
11:22I don't know
11:24I mean I don't think so
11:29I mean
11:40Can't we just sit like this
11:42For a bit
11:58Yeah
11:59We can
12:06Phew
12:09Bit cramped in there
12:10Me
12:11Two girls
12:11And one tent
12:12Nightmare
12:13You ladies like to wriggle
12:15Don't you
12:18You should dress up more often
12:20They're Katie's
12:21Yeah
12:22You look nice
12:23From the neck down
12:31No
12:32Hey mate
12:32I think I'm going away for the summer
12:37Oh
12:38Spain
12:39Cyprus perhaps
12:40By myself
12:43Spend some time by myself
12:44You know
12:45Do some thinking
12:46By
12:47Myself
12:49About what
12:52Let's just be friends
12:53Okay
12:54We say that
12:55Don't we
12:57Yeah
12:59Have a good summer
13:05I'll miss you
13:21I can't stand it
13:22I can't
13:24It's okay
13:26It's okay
13:27Jesus
13:32I want to tell people
13:35That you're gay
13:37I want to tell people
13:38About us
13:45Come to the college ball
13:46With me
13:47Like we're
13:48Together
13:50I don't want to do that
13:52Why not
13:56Em it's nobody's business
13:57Why
13:58Who cares what other people
13:59Emily
14:01I'm not
14:02Like you
14:05I'm not sure
14:06Like you are
14:08What aren't you sure of
14:11Can't things ever be complicated
14:13Fine
14:14You like boys too
14:16Maybe
14:18Maybe I only like boys
14:20Apart from you
14:22Oh that's fucking great
14:24You're so in touch
14:25With yourself
14:25Aren't you
14:30Come to the ball with me
14:41Don't do that
14:42Don't do that
14:43No
14:43You don't do that
14:45I'm not your fucking experiment
14:50Where are my fucking
14:52Oh my fucking shoes
14:56Oh fuck it
14:57Keep them
15:00I'm tired
15:02So sick and tired of it
15:10Still holding hands
15:11So a cat flap
15:12Aren't we
15:14You have to understand Katie
15:17I love you
15:18And I'll never really leave you
15:21But I can't fix this
15:24I like girls
15:27No
15:28I like a girl
15:31No
15:33I love her
15:38Okay
15:41I love
15:45Her
15:46Oh my god
15:55Okay
16:06Okay
16:07Come
16:11A little bit closer
16:17And whisper
16:21In my ear
16:28Some party
16:30You can't?
16:32Yeah
16:35I love you too
16:37I know
16:40I love you
16:42Yeah
16:42I know
16:44Don't forget it though
16:48Have a look
17:17What's my son?
17:19Forgot for a second
17:21Forgot what?
17:22It's nothing to do with that
17:28She's the man
17:29That's a girl
17:46Why didn't you tell me you knew her?
17:48I met her once
17:49At an open day
17:50What open day?
17:52It was an open day
17:53What does it matter?
17:54We're going travelling next year
17:56We decided
17:57You decided
17:59Look
18:00Went to an open day
18:01I met a girl
18:03We talked
18:04That's it
18:05You should have told me
18:06Well how could I
18:06Without telling you
18:07Where I met her?
18:08I didn't want a referendum
18:10On our relationship
18:11Over a stupid open day
18:13Did you know she was gay?
18:15I met her once
18:16Did you fuck her?
18:18No
18:20You think I'd shagged
18:21Some random girl
18:22Behind your back?
18:23I'm not saying you did it
18:23Well what are you saying?
18:25I'm just asking
18:26Why are you acting like this?
18:29Her mum seems to think
18:30We knew her
18:32What?
18:33I went to her house today
18:36You promised me
18:37You'd stay out of it
18:45I can't stop crying
18:47I've tried to stop thinking
18:48But it doesn't work
18:50You don't expect stuff to happen
18:52You can't control it
18:54You can't control anything
18:55So I'm at this stupid open day
18:58And everyone's snotty and rude
19:01And then I see someone
19:04I'd never even spoken to her at Roundview
19:06But it didn't seem to matter
19:07Because then everything got really fun
19:10And by the time we were on our way home
19:12We were telling secrets
19:13And I wanted to move my hand
19:15I wanted to move it so much
19:20And then she moved hers
19:23I wish I told Naomi
19:24How easy it is for me to love someone
19:28We're all lonely
19:30And all we want is for someone to
19:32You know
19:33Pay attention
19:35And tell us we're beautiful
19:36And cute
19:38And say that they want to
19:55I'm sorry
19:57I'm so sorry
20:00I'm sorry
20:02I'm sorry
20:27You've ruined him
20:31You don't want anyone to care
20:40We could be dead in a second
20:43But everything's
20:45So
20:45Fragile
20:48Didn't you realise that?
20:54We were special
20:56I was scared
21:15You were always scared
21:16Emily
21:20Emily
21:21Emily
21:26Emily
21:33Stop this shit now
21:47Hey, no
21:47Darling
21:48Am I making you nice and wet?
21:50Fuck you
21:51This is a fucking
21:52Handsome
21:56Fuck you right back
21:58Em, stop it
21:59Stay out of this
22:01What
22:02What the fuck
22:03Is that it?
22:03Maybe I do
22:05So what
22:07That's enough
22:09What's this all about?
22:14It's none of your business
22:18I fucked the dead girl
22:21I fucked the dead girl
22:23I fucked the fear
22:23Gave her the drugs
22:24And now she's punishing me for it
22:26We
22:27We have problems
22:29Me and Emzy
22:30Because I was
22:31Because I was
22:32I was bad
22:34And that
22:36Right
22:36Em's
22:39Tea
22:40I'm forgiven
22:42It's just been heaven these last months
22:46Fucking heaven
22:48I loved you from the first time I saw you
22:52I think I was 12
22:54It took me three years to pluck up the courage to speak to you
22:57And I was so scared of the way I felt
22:59You know
23:01Loving a girl
23:03But I learned how to become a sarcastic bitch
23:05Just to make it feel normal
23:08I screwed guys
23:09To make it go away
23:11But it didn't work
23:14When we got together
23:15It scared the shit out of me
23:17Because
23:18You were the one person
23:20Who could ruin my life
23:24I pushed you away
23:25I made you think things were your fault
23:28But
23:28Really I was just terrified of pain
23:33I screwed that girl Sophia
23:34To kind of spite you
23:36For having that hold on me
23:37And I'm a total fucking coward
23:39Because
23:41We got
23:45These
23:48These tickets to go for us
23:50Three months ago
23:52But I
23:53I couldn't stand
23:57I didn't want to be a slave
23:59To the way I feel about you
24:02Can you understand
24:06You were trying to punish me back
24:08And it's horrible
24:09It's so horrible
24:11Because
24:12Really
24:14I'd die for you
24:16I love you
24:19I love you so much
24:21It's killing me
24:22When you're walking
24:24Down the street
24:26With your head down
24:30On TV
24:32Everyone knows
24:35Everyone knows
24:44Then I see you
24:47At the door
24:49You don't come here
24:52Anymore
24:56This is fucked up
24:59If she finds out now
25:00She'll go and mentor
25:00And drop out
25:01Of her internship
25:02She worked her tits off
25:03To get it in the first place
25:04And I'm not going to be
25:05The reason she loses it
25:07She deserves to know
25:08What's going on
25:09I'm not going to be
25:10I'm not going to be
25:39Love you
25:40Love you too
25:41Love you too
25:54Why are you doing this?
25:57Because I love her
25:58And why won't you tell her
25:59The truth
26:02Because she matters more
26:04To me than the truth does
26:05I promised Emily once
26:06But I would never
26:07Ever
26:08Hurt her again
26:11Yeah
26:12I know
26:13And when the New York job
26:14Came up
26:16It didn't even seem
26:17Like that big a deal
26:18Because
26:20We're Naomi and Emily
26:23It didn't matter
26:24Because we love each other
26:28And now
26:33Now
26:33I have to hurt her so much
26:36And it
26:37Might never be okay again
26:44Hey
26:45How are you?
26:51Just stay where you are
26:53Do you not think
26:54That you've already
26:54Taken enough away
26:55From me as it is?
26:57You
26:59You didn't even
26:59Deserve this time
27:01With her
27:01You stole it from me
27:03She wouldn't let me
27:04I'll never forgive you
27:04For that
27:11I can't go in
27:16I just
27:17I just need some more time
27:20There isn't any more time
27:22Emily
27:25I'm so
27:26Angry with her
27:30She's dying
27:31Emily
27:37I know
27:45bolts
27:46You
27:49You
27:58Oh
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